The You Rock Foundation: Aaron Nordstrom of Gemini Syndrome
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- Опубліковано 18 сер 2016
- Aaron Nordstrom, singer of Gemini Syndrome, tells us how the feelings of rejection surrounding his adoption lead to depression and how his experiences with medication, therapy, and mental institutions didn't keep him from making multiple suicide attempts before finding solace in music.
Interview conducted by Joseph Penola | Videography by Laura Desantis-Olsson | Edited by Pawl Bazile | Music by John Penola
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Love this guy and his band. Very few people are this honest.
Depression, anxiety, cutting....been there, done that. Had a full-blown mental breakdown, didn't leave my bed for almost a month. Choral music--Beethoven's 9th, to be exact--and learning to sing saved me first, then metal happened....there is no doubt in my mind that were it not for music, of all kinds, I wouldn't be here today. #musicsaveslives, indeed. Thank you, Aaron. Thank you, You Rock Foundation.
you're amazing and I'm glad you're here. thanks for telling your story. I admire your music and your courage!! good job on this video, you really held it together.
I am currently in the process of being evaluated for bipolar disorder. I had known about Gemini Syndrome for a while, but every time I get depressed... the music just hits so different. Its almost like a narrative of my life. It sometimes feels like things will not ever get better but it calms me to know Im not alone. Its incredible how powerful music is... and Aaron's messages are no exception.
No matter what happened to him, I see this guy becoming one of the big legends in metal
Yup, thats the power of metal
that was awesome dont see many rock stars cry on camera telling them their story that was beautiful. i love your music it is deep and remember we die is one of the greatest songs i have ever heard wish you guy was a big as you are now when i was young
Amazing, Aaron you have gone through so much. I'm very glad and proud to be a Synner and enjoy the music that you create. You have tons of people that care about you! Keep On Rocking
I'm so glad that intervention or moment of clarity came because I needed to hear where we started from. All of Gemini Syndrome's music has really helped me get through some things that I couldn't have gotten through without feeling like someone in this world understood the type of mental and emotional duality that I struggle with every day.
glad you pulled your life together. Music is my medicine too. Safe trips, brother!
As a survivor myself I love to hear Aaron share his story! Aarin is an incredible human with a beautiful heart! This man cares about you…. This is not just a facade! He has personally been a huge blessing to my family! From taking time in 2017 to sit and hang out with my 30 year old nephew in a wheelchair dying of ALS in Raleigh, NC and then him remembering that moment when we went to see them again! Little did I know in 2017 that that second time Their music would mean more to me than ever before because now, I too, am a survivor!
I had a feeling that "Remember we die" had something to do with what he has gone through and what his new perspective on life was. But..to just watch the man that I admire cry and break down his walls for the world to see...Really just...hit close to home.
“When you’re too scared to seek help...
... that’s when the trigger’s pulled.”
This.
Thank you for telling your story, you beautiful man.
This is genuine pain, genuine understanding, and genuine resolve all in one testimony. But the amount of passion and talent that is there within this man's voice and his band behind him, I adore this band. Their music is literally perfect.
I barely even know the band but man this guy is amazing. Such a heartfelt, emotional interview. I can really relate to this.
powerful! thats all that needs to be said, powerful.
One of our relatives was given away in practically the same fashion. The long term impact this has on generations to come is insurmountable.
Sending you hugs dude 💖
Just seen the show in KC and a new interview with Aaron. He's a strong man that went through a lot and now I've seen a great human being, a wonderful soul. To anyone who suffers and thinks about suicide or harming himself/ herself... just remember that YOU are not your story, you are not your thoughts and the depression that you feel. Just like you can't identify with a dream... your story, your past can be left behind and you can be free. You don't need any drugs to make you forget, because you are stronger and larger than anything that ever happened to you. Stardust... you are perfect in my mind. We all are!
I know I’m five years too late on this but I just wanted to say thank you, I needed to see this
just saw gemini syndrome in Pittsburgh, amazing. I dealt with the same shit, doctors medicated me til I was numb. I chose life, and music helped. glad you're still with us.
Aaron is an amazing person and an extremely talented musician. I just wanted to give him a hug during this interview. Such horrible things for a person to go through. So glad he's still with us
Aaron stay strong my man you are a inspiration to the world, and you made a problem into greatness just remember that, love ya man
He has a beautiful voice
and is remarkably talented.
ambams1 damn sure he has..
brother we are glad you are here with us. I am so terribly sorry for all you had to go through.
You are loved. You are wanted. You are strong. You are an inspiration. You rock.
Thank you for staying with us. A lot of your songs saved me and I felt every word you said. I've been emotionless for 13 years after traumatic experiences making me not want to feel anymore. Now I can only show emotions when the situation is right. I was in tears during this. I want to meet you someday🖤
Thank you so much for sharing your story, Aaron! 'Remember We Die' is the song that helped me to see that there is a way to end the suffering, to let go of the past and find new ways to actually enjoy life and show gratitude for everything I have. Music can save lives!
I just wanna hug this guy 😢I understand suicidal tendencies and it breaks my heart
When he said that his dog was staring at him saying "you can't throw the ball tomorrow if you die" that right there almost broke me 😢😢😢
Hugs to ya brother Aaron. Love Ya man!
Remember we die was the first time I heard of Gemini syndrome and it saved my life, I studied more on them and now a big fan! Thank you for the inspirational music.
First Off Thank you Aaron Nordstrom for sharing your Life and inner demons with us... I would like to say that never forget the past. Embrace it for it part of the Lessons of Life that teaches us how to carry on... For it is a journey we take unwritten No instruction manual... Only the Will to Keep going...( The unseen force) That Drives Everything that has Life... Just remember it is always Darkest before the Dawn... Believe and NEVER give up on yourself...
Aaron, just wanted to drop by and say we are with you. I struggled with depression most of my life. Your song remember we die brought me to tears. However, I found out that i was depressed due to complications from celiac disease. You reach so many through your music and give others hope. *peace*!
“A scared little boy with no courage living alone and in fear hoping someone will discover and finally set this boy free”
- Gemini syndrome (conquistador)
Thanks for your story and music. Hopefully your voice will reach someone in the throws of depression and they will hear that they can get through it. God Bless
Hearing the painful story of this man's ife and knowing the music now it all makes sense . He and his band bring a powerful message..Full of a Amaizing Universal wisdom so full of truth .It also proves that lour ife's struggles and tragadies will one day serve a greater purpose. .. Just believe 💪😎
Adopted, divorced parents, abused child. Sober for 23 years, husband and father of two. Everything after the first period I let define me, but the pain is still real. It makes me who I am.
You can't make the pain go away. You adjust how it hits you. I'm never so weak as to when I think I've conquered my demons. I didn't make them go away. They were just giving me a false sense of hope, building me up so that I have farther to fall.
Your music helps me, it speaks to me and I'm 50. I finally cried tonight for a person I lost 4 years ago that was like a brother to me. I was alone driving in my truck and Resurrection came on. For whatever reason it just blasted me to that moment his sister called me. Thank you for that moment of peace.
The Phoenix Never Dies.
Met Aaron and the band a few years back and was able to share with him how his music has helped me dealing with the loss of my 15 yr old son. Seven years later, I still find myself turning on Gemini Syndrome when I'm struggling to exist. Their music is perfect therapy & I can't wait for concerts to be a thing again. I'm ready to hear the new album in person. Keep Rockin Guys!!
❤ Thank You for being honest and Thank you Aaron for your music. You have me crying my eyes out right now.
Thank you for being you Aaron! Such an amazing, talented, kind man!
Ah man, I managed to hold it together until the part about the dog. Much love.
I love Stella. She is such a GREAT doggie. She helped save Aaron.
I recently became a fan of this band. I just wanna say this: glad your still alive and among us. I know life is a (re-)cycle but the world is better place with a voice and heart like yours, and this goes for all who need to hear and read this.. Stay honest and in the way you are. Everyone is loved, even if they don't feel it at a certain point in their life's. Keep on Rockin' !!
Aaron, You are loved more than you may ever know. I feel very lucky that I got to spend about 3 hours with you just shooting the shit on SR 15....Gemini Syndrome was the reason for us to get on the cruise that year....
We WV SYNNERS are lucky enough to travel to see you guys and hang out. You my friend are a MAJOR part of our lives...as well as our 9 year old....WE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!
Love you, Aaron. Thank you for being here. ♡♡♡ "there's plenty of time to see the other side."
Much respect for Aaron with coming up with the issues and finding the strength to over come them one way or another. I've really enjoyed the music.
Keep up brother as you were saying ur not alone... We are not alone... If you dug into ur deep self requires courage... And needs more to come up from tbe abyss brother needs more... We learn through thats important...God bless you and your family brother. Rock and guys like you saved my life thank you brother that you lived and you went through that and you holded on. Respect
man, this hit me in the feels dude. thank you
This shit still gives me chills down my spine. I love you Aaron. Your music. It means something to me, and my 7 year old, and all the other Synners out there. Your music speaks to me. Your music and lyrics speak to me. I love you guys.
What a real person Aaron is. I hadn't heard of him or his band until today, and I regret that cause he seems like a great guy and his band kicks ass.
This is an amazing interview. Loved this band since I heard them the first time. That was solidified even more the first time that I saw them in a small club in Wisconsin. Very pleased with the new album. Thanks for your words and your works of art
Amazing aaron thank you for being an inspiration to the world we love keep safe my friend
Aaron, bro, please do not feel like you're ever alone dude!!! The db, lives in California now I got you. I lost my dad, and countless of brother's and sisters I served with to self inflicted death!!! Knowing you through chris, Salina, Christie. Is a blessing!!@
This was very nicely done with an incredible message. Thank you for the upload.
"Remember we die" is the 1st song I heard from this group. To hit that hard I knew it came from somewhere real. You could have just held that shit in and ended, but it was meant for us out here who have gone through shit and need need to know there are others who have been fighting. You're alive so the fight ain't over, j ust keep fucking swinging.
We all support you
Thank you for sharing your story with us Aaron. You and your band are truly inspirational and incredibly talented. You have a fan for life here. Thanks again.
So powerful in your openness. You will touch lives that others can't. Thanks so much for extending yourself here. It's truly beautiful. Much love, brother!
I just recently found you guys and its sad I didn't found u before, I feel you in every way and been through alot also but always remember your not alone and we all love you, I have high respect and its an honor. Always remember brother, love and light!
Aaron Brother, I have listened to “Abandoned” almost a hundred times in the last week. Can’t wait for the new release!
Thanks for being brave and telling your story. It has and will continue to help lots of people!
It takes courage to talk about this stuff.
The part about his dog for some reason, made me cry a lot. Thanks Aaron, you are an inspiration to us.
I had no idea... I am so glad he shared his story. He will DEFINITELY inspire others to share their story, inspire others to never give up.
I have only recently become aware of Aaron Nordstorm and his band, Gemini Syndrome, and I am highly impressed. Not only from a heavy music fan perspective ... but also from the perspective of being a child & family therapist. I love my profession, but I also realize that therapy is only one of infinite paths to inner peace. This is illustrated beautifully by Mr. Nordstrom's description of a crucial moment between him and his dog. I feel such gratitude right now that this interview is out there for the world to experience! And I feel enormous admiration for Aaron Nordstrom & Gemini Syndrome! Please, whenever it is feasible, include Asheville, NC or Atlanta, GA on your next tour! :) I'm there!
I've always been connected to his music. The first album LUX is still my favorite from the past five years. It has seen me through some dark days. This video made me cry, I can relate in a million ways to his message. Thank You Aaron. Hopefully I'll finally be able to see you in concert one day. You are an inspiring, and beautiful spirit.
I’ve legit been through some of the same things he has and it’s so amazing for him to share his story. It’s hard to reach out, and I’m so happy he’s alive and the front man of this amazing band. Stay strong brother!
What a great band and I can't wait to hear them live!
I've loved their music for many years!
God wanted you to be saved as you have incredible talent!
You have been bestowed with a gift which I've enjoyed for many years!
I feel the same way about. the music, I'm depressed and I've tried to die from taking pills and your music is exactly what I need to help me through everything... I want to thank you for making so many great songs please keep making the amazing music, thank your everything you've done even though you have no clue how your music has helped me!
Thank you Aaron; for all.that you do. this, your music and your message. thank you
Thank you for coming to Winnemucca! Lastnite I saw you guys for the first time but I HEARD YOU LOUDLY! Its a constant struggle but I'm seeing the reasons behind it all and find myself in places I'm needed that I wouldn't have been if I was "OK" Love you brother Keep doing what you do putting music to the madness
I was adopted, nothing against my adoptive family, but I think adopted people have an inate sense of loss, attachement, I was depressed in my teen years, drugs bad crowd , i have years of sobritey thanks God. can relate metal was my friend, thanks for sharing your story!!🙏
Amen brother Rock and Roll saves!
the tears this brought me
aaron you are loved,and there are thing we can't understand as humans,but there are angels all ways around (dog) or In some other thing or person......you've beat your demon.
Don't get lost in the storm brother, we're all here for a reason, even if we don't understand what that reason may be. I don't think it would be a reach to say even now with only one album (2nd just released) that your music is helping many. Looking forward to 3 and many more.
Thanks for sharing.
Saw you in Flagstaff!
Big Fan.
So important stroies like this are shared. It DOES make a difference. Stories like this(along with family and other things) saved me. and MUSIC is some of the best therapy there is. So, thanks for the music too.
God bless you. "Through your testimony, you are set free"
You helped my friend alot and for that and this video ...respect and salute to u. Ty for your music, you helping my friend through his dark times...is priceless.
Hey You Rock Foundation - Have you considered getting M. Shadows on here? I think his story is one that would help a lot of people. He's only recently talked some about his experiences, and it resonated with me more than any other artist I've heard from. I think the way he talks of having not taken depression seriously before he experienced it, feeling that it was something that couldn't happen to him, and not seeking help for too long because of a perception of weakness, would resonate with a lot of people who may not have otherwise been much affected by other artists they've heard from, and inspire them to get help too.
You are a voice of hope for many including me. I tried killing myself as well more than once the last time I was gone for awhile before they brought me back. I now have a great life and loved ones. This world would be darker without you.
Thank you Aaron for your vulnerability and your truth.
LoveLoveLove you. 😊
Gonna see you in Boise ID. I'm very excited.
Blessings
~Gina
Respect. Thank you for sharing I've been alone too much. Love the music. keep doing you
Such an amazing band
Danm it lost it for a little while in the end. Just found out about these guys recently and they are awsome
This channel is so awesome! Thank you all for sharing your stories!
WE LOVE YOU !!!
I love this guy...
Thankyou very much for sharing!
Sending love! You are truly amazing
you keep so many people going. keep rocking
I've been to 3 of your shows. I love you guys! All of you are inspirations. And I want to say thank you.
thank you! you're music inspires.
Wow !! Thank you for sharing your story, Aaron !!
Love you man, keep up the great music, and things will get better
wow God bless you.❤
Aaron is amazing!!! Love his music!!
Love you Aaron! You guys are amazing! xoxo
This bands music moved me in such a way my first and only tattoo is the symbol from the album lux the first album I heard of thier's and the music and the words spoke to me. Me and my twin brother have matching tattoos of the symbol because of how strong this band's music is i love this band and thank you for this video
RESPECT
Great band
I've known Aaron since his Musicians Institute days in Hollywood...His old band Synapse was just insane..He is a down to earth dude....Check out Synapse people
All I can say is speaking as some one who has struggled with mental issues and having parents who were booth manually and physically abusive and have been struggling with severe depression since I was little because and for the record I'm 26 the only things that got me through were my cousin who went the same things with parents as kid and music. And for who say just deal with it and move know this it's not that simple and those out their struggling keep fight your worth the fight