Damn, this exactly how I have been feeling after ending a toxic relationship. I don’t even know who I am, literally. My self esteem is non existent, and I have no idea who I am.
I do feel that way still. He makes me feel like I'm the most awful person who ever walked this planet before. When I know in fact that isn't the truth at all. He was so cruel to me and he would run me into the floor.
I crawl here in enormous pain. Thank you for organizing this message; you potentially save my life. I do understand that when healthy anger replaces apathy about harm done to oneself, even if only momentarily, it's a healthy spark. But not where one should sit for long. Anger corrodes my soul.
11,5 years later I'm finally healing. Now I know what I bring to the table and that gives me selfconfidence. He did not have to do that to me. I value loyalty higher then anything. I'm loyal and loving. That seems to be rear. Knowing that makes me confident. I hope every one who experienced this peace, happiness and real love.
I've got pretty good at doing things despite having zero hope in the future or confidence in myself. I guess I should be thankful for that. My autopilot game is strong! Would be nice to get back the self esteem I used to have though. I used to be able to walk around without caring about people judging or insulting me. Nothing scared me. I didn't have a huge ego, but I was happy enough being average. Now most humans terrify me, as I know how two-faced they can be and how easily they can do a 180 and stab you in the back once they're bored or done using you. And I feel like the most ugly, worthless piece of sh*t on the planet to men, as that's how they seem to treat me. I wish I didn't feel that way, but repeated experience has finally got to me. So I've developed pretty severe social phobia and rarely speak to anyone now, men especially.
Well sometimes Is not about putting the effort but about not having a support net. As single parents life can get pretty up the hill and we can't blame It all on ourselves.
My ex narc used to smoke meth and yell at me for 6-8 hours on end about how much of a slut and bad person I am. This torture went on for years. I can't even shave anymore. I have a 60s bush. My hygiene is not good. I am aware but I can't do anything about it.
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I don’t know if it was intentional or not, but the cut edit at 2:10 is intensely triggering. Maybe you genuinely can’t understand why it would be? I doubt it was your intention to make viewers feel like they swallowed a stone.
Damn, this exactly how I have been feeling after ending a toxic relationship. I don’t even know who I am, literally. My self esteem is non existent, and I have no idea who I am.
I do feel that way still. He makes me feel like I'm the most awful person who ever walked this planet before. When I know in fact that isn't the truth at all. He was so cruel to me and he would run me into the floor.
I crawl here in enormous pain. Thank you for organizing this message; you potentially save my life.
I do understand that when healthy anger replaces apathy about harm done to oneself, even if only momentarily, it's a healthy spark. But not where one should sit for long. Anger corrodes my soul.
Glad to help! If you need more resources you can download the narcapp!
I remembered who I was and the fake changed ! Literally! I won 🙌🏽 ❤
11,5 years later I'm finally healing. Now I know what I bring to the table and that gives me selfconfidence. He did not have to do that to me. I value loyalty higher then anything. I'm loyal and loving. That seems to be rear. Knowing that makes me confident. I hope every one who experienced this peace, happiness and real love.
I can’t get over all the things he told me, and it destroyed me, completely diminished me as a person. Not good.
This video was very helpful thank you 🙏
This was one of the things that I was expecting from you, Ben. Thank you!
I've got pretty good at doing things despite having zero hope in the future or confidence in myself. I guess I should be thankful for that. My autopilot game is strong! Would be nice to get back the self esteem I used to have though. I used to be able to walk around without caring about people judging or insulting me. Nothing scared me. I didn't have a huge ego, but I was happy enough being average. Now most humans terrify me, as I know how two-faced they can be and how easily they can do a 180 and stab you in the back once they're bored or done using you. And I feel like the most ugly, worthless piece of sh*t on the planet to men, as that's how they seem to treat me. I wish I didn't feel that way, but repeated experience has finally got to me. So I've developed pretty severe social phobia and rarely speak to anyone now, men especially.
You really helped me today
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Thanks Ben.. I needed this...
Happy to help!
Well sometimes Is not about putting the effort but about not having a support net. As single parents life can get pretty up the hill and we can't blame It all on ourselves.
Are you happy now with your wife? What made you stop what you were doing?
Yes I am. Acknowledging the lies
Going thru this as we speak.!!!
My ex narc used to smoke meth and yell at me for 6-8 hours on end about how much of a slut and bad person I am. This torture went on for years. I can't even shave anymore. I have a 60s bush. My hygiene is not good. I am aware but I can't do anything about it.
It's never too late to begin your healing journey! Join our free masterclass and discover how to break free from toxic relationships here www.rawmotivations.com/masterclass..
I hate narcs so much. Idc if you’re self aware or not. 😂
How did u realize u we’re a narcissist what made u change?
Here's a video i made a while back ua-cam.com/video/zJ2hQ6oqbrw/v-deo.htmlsi=LiRfZ897oVJbzdVZ
I don’t know if it was intentional or not, but the cut edit at 2:10 is intensely triggering. Maybe you genuinely can’t understand why it would be? I doubt it was your intention to make viewers feel like they swallowed a stone.
i agree it’s triggering but we need to hear it so we can heal and move forward
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