Thanks once again for the music, the bootleg boy. You're always there for us. Also, thank you for liking my comments. It really does mean a lot to me, honestly.
till you have to pay for gas, or you get assaulted, or the car breaks, or even you get the need to get in a hotel and the only nearby has the worst rooms ever seem and you start to wonder why are you still trying if everything will end, in the end. you start to wonder if there is an end, why there is even a beginning, and then yo fall asleep and wake up with a feeling of something missing in your chest, maybe the will to live, maybe a destination, maybe someone, maybe yourself.
All I really want in life is a car ride with somebody. It’s 4-5 in the morning and we’ve just been strolling down the lonelier part of town for the past few hours. Small cafes, stores, and neighborhoods pass by. The once black surroundings begin to reveal as a slight blue, purple tinge begin to envelop them. It’s misty, and the soft, warm lights from the street lamps radiate and blend into the haziness. We look at eachother and smile as the music ends.
Hands on the wheel... My vision is in black and white like a movie reel... This road seems endless... These lights seem everlasting... My emotions are restless... The same songs keep repeating... Another rainy night... It's hard to tell wrong from right... I always seem to lose sight... Of the things that matter... Social oppression keeps me at the bottom of the ladder... My smile is bright but my thoughts are getting darker... My steps are light but the burdens are getting heavier... Hands on the wheel... I can't describe what I feel... I have no destination... I'm trapped within my imagination... "Night Drive"
It's sad time once again, boys . . . I understand that others can hurt you - friends, family, lovers; those who you've trusted with everything, only to be shunned, back-stabbed, and turned away. I'm sorry. Music won't hurt you, though - it'll know, and it'll heal. Take some time to yourself and just listen. Enjoy.
Glider It's part of my mission to hunt down deviants acting as humans within these comment sections . . Dedication and inspiration are just part of my programming. But, thanks.
Keep your head up princess, don’t let that crown fall of yours. And hey, the little things matter so make sure to cherish the easy forgetting...🖤,,,::,,,:::,,,::,,,
Although this comment section is sad, it makes me relieved to see that there are still some people out there left with emotions. It’s also refreshing to see people help each other through their feelings. Don’t worry, we have each other, we will pull through. Also, we should start a discord server. Y’know? For all of the people that wanna vent or just chill, a place for likeminded individuals :)
Crying is ok. It makes you stronger. When people see you cry, they see the strong part of you not the weak. But crying too much isnt ok. It shows that you have too many weaknesses. Showing emotions and feelings and talking about isnt weak but it shows trust and bond. I sound so cringey but eheheh, just know that crying is ok and probably better then bottling in feelings
It's so hard to sleep when your head is full of feelings that have inevitable, harsh endings. It's so pointless. I know that they're pointless, so why can't I stop thinking and just sleep.. ;-;
I have those to 😔😔😔 just yesterday I was trying to go to sleep but I was having bad thoughts and also I couldn't breath for a while and I felt like I was just...dieing I couldn't breath right I couldn't sleep I woke up my dad he helped me but I still wasn't able to breath for a while but then I fell asleep...😔😔😔😕😕😔😟
You just have to think about it and eventually come to terms with it. Try googling optimistic nihilism. One of the best concepts to help and to think about
Fun fact, depression happens to those with great life too, I had great marks in uni, friends with almost everyone, held key position in clubs and commitees, went out to rave, play games, hung out with friends after class, got 1 or 2 girls interested in me (not the ones im after tho, sadly), at the end of all that i still felt lonely, everyone thinks im capable and infallible, so no one ever asked how i am, they all think i cant be down in any way, and sought for my council or stuff while never stopping to think that i might feel lonely at the end of the day and need someone to just look at me and ask about my day, my gf did that but to know news of what happened to today with me, not putting herself out there to listen to me for same reasons as above, after a few years it stacked and ended up as depression. Did i gt past it? Yes eventually, listening to this reminded me of those days. High or low it gets us all. Ur not alone
To: him From: me Hey, how are you? I know we don’t speak much anymore but I miss you. Urgh it’s pointless writing it on this you’ll never see it. It’s not gonna change anything either but I just hope you will notice and we will talk again but until then I’ll miss you and goodbye 👋
I feel stuck. lonely. sad. disappointed in myself. confused. worthless. like I'm on this road but I don't know where I'm going or why. I'm an asshole. I'm a loser. I'm a bad friend. A bad sister. A bad daughter. A bad person. I don't know what's wrong with me why am I acting like this? why am I feeling this way? why can't I see where I'm going?
Accept your self and make in ur mind that all the people are like u and feel same . But they accepted theyer selfs thats why they look loke they are so confident . Learn how to accept ur self and love it with bad and good cause you are a human . But u must found a way to believe in these words cause we understand it but we can't use it till we found a way to make it in our souls . Peace
Nothing feels better then driving at night on a long stretch of highway, someone in your passenger seat, it doesn’t matter if they are awake or asleep they are there and it feels good. And there are barely any cars blocking your path, no highway patrol in sight so you can speed up a little. It feels so good.
with you uploading this I've now been able to sleep after restless nights, no more worries and mellow after thoughts of what's happened throughout the day, the music keeps going, soft beats, never ending, dazing off into the night, into a soothing, undisturbed dream
I was listening to this while on my way to the gas station and it was Raining 🌧 Perfect weather to listen to these type of music It was dark and quiet barely any cars on the road felt super peaceful
When the world goes to sleep and i put in my earphones there's a moment of peace, where everything just seems to fade away. Late nights are vulnerable, bittersweet and sane all at the same time. It's like an alternate universe that catches the attention of lonely souls. I stay up most nights craving these moments when the moon captures your being and illuminates a part of you that you keep hidden from the world in the sunlight....everything is going to be okay...
hey❤️ i know how you feel, it’s like your always there for people when they’re down or sad but when you are sad or depressed no one is there for you... but i’m here for you! and even though i don’t know you, i still care about you a lot and i wish nothing but the best to happen to you. if you need someone to talk to i’ll always be here for you. don’t let negativity get to your head, we all have those moments because we are human beings, we feel these really intense emotions at certain times because of things that happened in our lives, but hey look, that’s life. it’s a test to see if you can handle it. if you’re truly strong enough. whatever you are going through right now, i just want you to know that i care about you and so many others do and i love you and you are actually loved by A LOT of people. sorry if this was really long😂 just stay strong, i’m always here for you if you need anything❤️ stay strong xxx
@@melak9112 that was very touching.. Omg Thank you so much❤️ I would tell you now how much I thank you but I'm not really good in English and I don't know the words xD But thank you so much for your answer, I had to cry a little. It's kinda strange how a stranger can make me feel better, just by words. I hope that you'll have a lot of luck in your life, you're a wonderful human beeing.
Night drive, the visuals of this mix gives me such good vibes, like when I'm older I will be the one driving, I always had this thing about driving in the night whilst it's raining. I also love sitting on my windowsill and staring at the majestic moon that reminds me of my best friend, she's my soulmate and until the end of time she will be. This music gives me hope, like in those pictures of a person with so much light in their eyes it's blinding staring off to all the tall buildings of the busy city and some random cat in the background. I can't express how much I would love to live with her and relive all our times in school since I moved countries, and we could go on long drives in the night whilst it's raining. But I'm scared, of what? Of the fact that what if one night the moon doesn't shine bright enough to tell her to stay, then what? She stares into the abyss of nothing. I'm excited for the future but scared, I have no plans as well and I know my mum is worried for me. I love you moon, thank you for everything you have done for my friend. 'It's not a goodbye it's a see you later' the last thing we said to eachother before I left, of course we still call but it's not the same. It will never be the same.
tonight, I'm thinking about home. yeah, I am home but what about my first one? the place I was born? all I can think about is back when I was 4, my family loaded into our truck and driving home at midnight. it's quiet. i look out the window and watch the dark fields and street lights roll past and, unknowingly, commit that image to my memories, my most cherished ones. i miss it. im homesick and i know my mom gets that way too, despite the sour memories she has of it. we didn't fall in love with our lives there, we fell in love with what is there. this comment is wordy and the video is old but its the only way i can get these memories out there in hopes my heart stops aching. i don't want to be a nostalgic anymore it hurts too much
Drove back home from a friend's late night on a Saturday with this music playing. The way the world around you just disappears and it's just you and the road is a calm I wish everyone can experience.
Hey you reading this don’t stress stay trippy little hippy Who knows where life’s going but il see you again when we get there so until then I wish you well catch ya on the flip flop.✌️😎
him. i think, im in love with my best friend.. i had not seen him in 2 months.i saw him yesterday. i missed him so dearly, i wanted to say sorry, for what my dad did. my dad has been mentally abusing me, and has been bringing my self esteem down this entire summer. so my best friend called him, telling and cursing not to be such an asshole to me. i wasn't allowed to see my best friend. my dad told other people about what my best friend did, and he lost alot of friends. i wanted to show that i was still there for him. ill always be there for you. you've been such a good person to me these past 2 months, with my ex and all the shit he did to me. you understood i didnt like that at all. i know this has gone on before,in the first half of summer. but now with school starting on the 23rd, i have wanted to say that i need u to be yourself, and i will always love you, even though.. ill never say it. *im super sorry for the long thing*
I’m scared one day I won’t ever see you again. Promise me if you ever get lost you’ll wait for me to find you. Promise me you won’t forget how much I loved you.
please make another one similar to this, with the same vibe and soothing video behind it. this particular one has helped me so much with my anxiety. thank you.
This song is what brought my attention to this type of music. Although it's definitely a sad vibe i can happily say that I don't listen to it for sad reasons. It's more nostalgic and calming.
I ask myself am I worth it...like is it to late for me cus she said I wasn't losing her and I did...I just miss waking up to her message I miss her voice her heart her good heart I miss her hair everything about her I miss it so much
She shouldn't be your happiness, you should. Let yourself find joy in other things, even the most mundane... a nice walk, the stars in the sky, maybe a new activity (doesn't matter if you're any good, just have fun with it.) And talk to someone about it. You'll find that it really does get better. Just open yourself up to it :) I hope you feel better soon. Heartbreaks are painful, but we also learn and grow from them.
For all the people that are going through stuff just remember one thing, nothing is permanent it will go away with time it might look like an endless road but believe me it is way shorter than you think, if things are not good than it’s not the end ♥️
Do you ever get that feeling where it just feels like nothing really matters anymore? Like it's just easier to give up than to keep going. It's like I'm just tired of everything. The last year has been the hardest thing I've ever had to go through. My girlfriend suffers from extreme anxiety and depression, I try and be strong for her and help her through it but it just gets so hard. I got kicked out of my parents house about 9 months ago. Spent 3 weeks on the streets, I'm now living in my girlfriends house. I've had no contact with the rest of my family, the only person I have left is my girlfriend and all she wants to do is kill herself. Tried to ease the emotional pain with physical the only thing to show for it is scars it's just feels like everyday is filled with complete agony. Waking up with dread, sleeping with tears. It's an endless cycle and to end it there is only one solution I can think of...
louisx3111 Hey. I know that you are in a pretty shitty situation right now. Not only you, but your girlfriend too. I understand your struggle, because I'm dealing with suicidal thoughts too. It's a nightmare I know, but please don't give up. You both are gonna get trough this. Please get some help from a therapist or someone you trust. I can promise you, that it will get better. You both can do this. Sending love your way. ♡
I feel you. My boyfriend deals with depression it’s so painful to watch him deal with a pain. Remind each other of how much you guys mean to one another and what you’re worth. These things only let your relationship grow strong knowing that suffering through something never ending you guys will be able to pull off any obstacle in life. I wish you two nothing but love and the best.
you in the future is probably looking back right now, thinking about what you are going through, and saying smtn like “damn, if i had ended it all right then, i wouldnt be where i am today” trust me, everything will work out. - a stranger
I'd just like to thank everyone that has replied to this post. During the last 5 days both my girlfriend and I have gone to see our GP. We've now both on anti-depressants and will hopefully continue on in our stride. It's amazing to see some of the support from you. I cannot express enough how much these comments mean. Thank you all so much~
"it's okay, I'm always gonna be here for you" how many times have I heard that lie? everyone who says they care leaves..... no one really cares.. and to be honest, I don't really care either because in the end, they always leave
It gives me a sense of nostalgia. It brings back feelings and memories of my past that I thought were dead. But they're not. Just buried so deep that they're almost impossible to reach. For the first time in my life, I think everything is going to be okay❤ I love you guys✌
Soaring is like this sad but beautifully bittersweet story it's like a conversation feels so touching in the middle verse its hard to describe but it's just this vibe like unspoken conversation that's somewhat painful but touching
Don’t know about anyone else but I was one of the people who found this video during the early stages of quarantine, back around March and April of 2020. I was in a unhealthy relationship at the time and was at risk of failing my senior year in high school, as well so tack that onto the fact that it seemed like the world was ending, and I had been getting a lot of sleepless nights. I used to listen to this video every night, even going so far as to lay down in my backyard during a thunderstorm listening to this because I no longer cared about what could happen to me. It’s been almost 8 months since that night. I’ve long since broken up with that girl, gotten a job, graduated high school, and am about to graduate film school as well as go to get certification for fire fighting and search and rescue. I was in a dark place, a place I never thought I’d end up getting out of, but I did. It’s all about patience, I guess. Sometimes I come back to listen to these songs and I get this eerie, uneasy feeling thinking about those nights from not so long ago. But I’m thankful, so very thankful, that I’m not the same person as before. I never comment on UA-cam videos, and, when I do, they always get buried and never get any attention. But I don’t care, I felt like I needed to get this all off my chest.
Why is this my aesthetic? Picture this: midnight, barley any cars on a long strip of highway. Your favorite lowfi playing, it’s raining just to where it’s noticeable. Your cruising, doing a cool 60 with only a couple distant cars in front of you. THAT is my aesthetic. And I have no clue why. Just, driving in the dark and listening to lofi. Just, being one with the highway. No destination, no time limit, the only limit being gas. That’s heaven on earth
It's only been two years since this was uploaded, but it was also during my second semester or so at college. Would grab a bite with a friend, do some studying, then head to the library and fall asleep with this playing while he plays games on his phone. Possibly the comfiest year of my life.
music is one of the ways that we wanna express ourselves and that’s why my love for lo-fi so big. it’s not even only music anymore, it feels to me like a community. everyone is welcome and everyone comes together. depressed people, anxious people, people who have the time of their life, people who are looking for calmness, people with no sleep, people who smokes blunts on it. everyone. one person who is lovesick in the comments and everybody is like: same dude or i can help you. the interaction is just amazing and i appreciate everyone who is reading this. have a nice day or night. 🖤
I remember way back when I knew her She’d told we were good but I saw right through her It was over, the feelings were dead Now I only see her when she runs through my head My body’s empty but I know you could save me All you gotta do is say the word maybe Me and you we could rule the world baby But it ain’t like that I ain’t liked back God ain’t write that You won’t write back I can’t fight that I can’t fight back I’ll just drown it all Down a whole pack I don’t what you’ve heard I admit I’m not good with words but you already knew that That’s why u said it’s over and I ain’t gettin you back Shit seems pointless I’m tearing at the seams But sometimes she says that she loves me in my dreams
When you loose it all, no words can help you, when you loose the people you loved and trusted more than anything, you just feel lost and regected. Regected by the sames persons that once loved and supported you everytime in any case don't matter what....and you just feel like it's you're fault, but when you understand it is not, you just realize how meaningless things truly are or can be, and from this void, it is really hard to escape, when you're completely alone, forgotten by the world and by the people around you, you just feel like living or dying doesn't matter anymore, so you start wishing for the sweet desire...of just stop existing
I hate that this music makes me feel some kind of way that i cant explain, and when i show my friends, they cant understand and dont feel anything from it. I cant describe it but like... i feel more connected to these kinds of songs than i do to my actual emotions
Your chest feels heavy as you tune into the radio. You hear that song again. The last one you remember listening to with them. All the feelings flood back. You just now notice the coldness of the weather. Tears well up in your eyes. You feel like just turning to the right, driving straight into that tree. Your phone buzzes, its from them.
My parents have a great job, we live with good money, a big house and I'm finishing my "basic" studies (18). I have been given everything in my life and I have not worked on anything for my self, I know I should be grateful for what I have but... can I have a moment to realize that I have failed a lot? Can I burst out in anger because I lost tons of friends, people won't like me and I've fallen in love at least 3 times and got refused with all three of them? I feel no motivation, I should know where and what I'm going to study for my future but I just can't, why is it so hard? My parents are professionals and I'm here laying down feeling like a disappointment to my family and loved ones. I feel like I'm annoying to my friends when I talk to them about my feelings. I always give my best to hear everyone, I can spend hours listening them about their problems and when it's time for me to talk, they say something like "it's okay man you're gonna get over it". I feel used? I don't even know. I feel like i deserve more from them but... do I deserve more? My best friend broke up with a dude and she felt bad for months, one day we were leaving from a little party and I accompanied her, she gave me a hug and told me "when you let me go I'll cry" and that hug lasted for more than 2 minutes. She started crying afterwards but she had to go home, I didn't want to let her go. Why can't I ask for that kind of things?
@@federicoalongi1946 This comment made my day :) Life got better in many ways, I started university and things went really bad at first, I failed many assignatures and things didn't matter to me, that's when I realized that I had to do something with my life or else I would go downhill with my anxiety. Some months passed and I met someone! It was rough but she ended up liking me! And we started a relationship and I she teached to enjoy life and things got better, I felt like my love curse was lifted haha. She listens to me, she's a good person and has a lot of patience with me and my anxiety and she tries her best to make me happy. Now with the whole pandemic thing we haven't seen each other in 6 months but we're fine. Now I'm having good grades and making money selling custom made music to a little community. Thanks for asking :)
@@JoseMunoz-es6jj I'm really glad things went better little by little, i hope it keeps getting better both for you and your Gf, keep it up and you will make!! Good luck ~
i just dropped the second song of my first EP. Im a german dude, that creates english music and i found an individual style! So listen and relax with me. Soon more is coming, so i would really appreciate your feedback! Love and peace guys.
i like falling asleep to this video 💤
listen to a similar mix here - ua-cam.com/video/oqHNFnAgf_Q/v-deo.html
the bootleg boy I like falling asleep to your mixes
Thanks once again for the music, the bootleg boy. You're always there for us.
Also, thank you for liking my comments. It really does mean a lot to me, honestly.
Bruhhhhh this chill af keep it up 🔥🔥
So what gif is that I like it a lot
This is my favorite
I wish i could go for a nightdrive with nothing but this music and my thoughts...driving around with no destination.
same, maria
We all feel like that sometimes
Finally someone who understands
till you have to pay for gas, or you get assaulted, or the car breaks, or even you get the need to get in a hotel and the only nearby has the worst rooms ever seem and you start to wonder why are you still trying if everything will end, in the end. you start to wonder if there is an end, why there is even a beginning, and then yo fall asleep and wake up with a feeling of something missing in your chest, maybe the will to live, maybe a destination, maybe someone, maybe yourself.
Noah Watkins *drives no where*
All I really want in life is a car ride with somebody. It’s 4-5 in the morning and we’ve just been strolling down the lonelier part of town for the past few hours. Small cafes, stores, and neighborhoods pass by. The once black surroundings begin to reveal as a slight blue, purple tinge begin to envelop them. It’s misty, and the soft, warm lights from the street lamps radiate and blend into the haziness. We look at eachother and smile as the music ends.
Exiaphoid all I want
Same...
that's. heaven.
I can really feel your words. Same here.
Exiaphoid in my neighbourhood you can’t drive late at night without getting a gun pulled on you 💀💀
Hands on the wheel...
My vision is in black and white like a movie reel...
This road seems endless...
These lights seem everlasting...
My emotions are restless...
The same songs keep repeating...
Another rainy night...
It's hard to tell wrong from right...
I always seem to lose sight...
Of the things that matter...
Social oppression keeps me at the bottom of the ladder...
My smile is bright but my thoughts are getting darker...
My steps are light but the burdens are getting heavier...
Hands on the wheel...
I can't describe what I feel...
I have no destination...
I'm trapped within my imagination...
"Night Drive"
Nice goes perfectly ☺☺☺☺
Congratulations for the poem!
That's way deep bruh... I'm left speechless... 🙁
K1NG_BRAD Nice 👍
I feel it
It's sad time once again, boys . . .
I understand that others can hurt you - friends, family, lovers; those who you've trusted with everything, only to be shunned, back-stabbed, and turned away. I'm sorry. Music won't hurt you, though - it'll know, and it'll heal. Take some time to yourself and just listen. Enjoy.
Chemo Emo First
Chemo Emo ❤❤
Glider It's part of my mission to hunt down deviants acting as humans within these comment sections . . Dedication and inspiration are just part of my programming.
But, thanks.
Dude i really like you
Thanks for the comment, man.
Hope I look back on this comment in a few months time and fall asleep to this mix knowing that things get better...
you will, trust me.
hope everything got okay by then
Hope things got better
Keep your head up princess, don’t let that crown fall of yours. And hey, the little things matter so make sure to cherish the easy forgetting...🖤,,,::,,,:::,,,::,,,
Has things gotten better????? 😟😟
Although this comment section is sad, it makes me relieved to see that there are still some people out there left with emotions. It’s also refreshing to see people help each other through their feelings. Don’t worry, we have each other, we will pull through.
Also, we should start a discord server. Y’know? For all of the people that wanna vent or just chill, a place for likeminded individuals :)
Not Kat bootleg boy needs to make a server
agree. :>
Snapchat??
Crying is ok. It makes you stronger. When people see you cry, they see the strong part of you not the weak. But crying too much isnt ok. It shows that you have too many weaknesses. Showing emotions and feelings and talking about isnt weak but it shows trust and bond. I sound so cringey but eheheh, just know that crying is ok and probably better then bottling in feelings
It's so hard to sleep when your head is full of feelings that have inevitable, harsh endings. It's so pointless. I know that they're pointless, so why can't I stop thinking and just sleep.. ;-;
Dead u aint the only one. They arent perminent and if u think to hard, u question them. Then the answer comes and they will fade
I have those to 😔😔😔 just yesterday I was trying to go to sleep but I was having bad thoughts and also I couldn't breath for a while and I felt like I was just...dieing I couldn't breath right I couldn't sleep I woke up my dad he helped me but I still wasn't able to breath for a while but then I fell asleep...😔😔😔😕😕😔😟
You just have to think about it and eventually come to terms with it. Try googling optimistic nihilism. One of the best concepts to help and to think about
I’m here
@@Ark17xx hi death 👹👹👹😈💀💀💀
Just don't watch this while you are driving in the rain people! Just listen to it. So smooth.
TheWall why not? Because it lets you crash in the nearest obstacle?
AND during night time.. tried it, bad idea put me in a sleepy mood while driving
Hardocore That's what I thought! What a coincidence!
Lol yea
Bcz you will fall asleep and go right into TheWall.
Yes
I can feel myself slipping away again💔
Confused Potato remember to be gentle to yourself, you deserve it❤️
@@dianasopa4541 ❤❤
I can’t wait to learn how to drive and play this in my car☺️❤️
have a car and don't know how to drive lol
"Kids dreaming about having a car" soooo cute--_--
To anyone reading this, it's going to be ok. Keep going, there will be peace in the end. Just know that you're loved.
These video’s are one of the few things that Get me excited and Numb me a bit these Days
Thanks a lot, bootleg boy
Fun fact, depression happens to those with great life too, I had great marks in uni, friends with almost everyone, held key position in clubs and commitees, went out to rave, play games, hung out with friends after class, got 1 or 2 girls interested in me (not the ones im after tho, sadly), at the end of all that i still felt lonely, everyone thinks im capable and infallible, so no one ever asked how i am, they all think i cant be down in any way, and sought for my council or stuff while never stopping to think that i might feel lonely at the end of the day and need someone to just look at me and ask about my day, my gf did that but to know news of what happened to today with me, not putting herself out there to listen to me for same reasons as above, after a few years it stacked and ended up as depression. Did i gt past it? Yes eventually, listening to this reminded me of those days. High or low it gets us all. Ur not alone
Just know that i love you :) we're in this world together . Ur not alone
Some people dont understand that even when you have a great life, depression can still hit you.
To: him
From: me
Hey, how are you? I know we don’t speak much anymore but I miss you. Urgh it’s pointless writing it on this you’ll never see it. It’s not gonna change anything either but I just hope you will notice and we will talk again but until then I’ll miss you and goodbye 👋
same :(
You should tell him still
Wtf is this about?
@@commudoggu847 lost friend
Same 😩😩😥😥
The woods are lovely, dark and deep, But I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep, And miles to go before I sleep.
Curien247
What is that from
Robert Frost’s poem "Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening"
Thank you for the Robert Frost
Just fall asleep lol
that poem hits a heart string for me, because my mum likes it.
Listening to this again and again..
Same bro ....
I feel stuck.
lonely.
sad.
disappointed in myself.
confused.
worthless.
like I'm on this road but I don't know where I'm going or why.
I'm an asshole.
I'm a loser.
I'm a bad friend.
A bad sister.
A bad daughter.
A bad person.
I don't know what's wrong with me
why am I acting like this? why am I feeling this way?
why can't I see where I'm going?
Hope you’re doing okay
It's ok girl.. you are a good person ... it's never too late to be better ❤
Accept your self and make in ur mind that all the people are like u and feel same .
But they accepted theyer selfs thats why they look loke they are so confident
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Learn how to accept ur self and love it with bad and good cause you are a human .
But u must found a way to believe in these words cause we understand it but we can't use it till we found a way to make it in our souls .
Peace
Everything is gonna be okay :-) ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@@firasovtornado9550 you made my day :')
Nothing feels better then driving at night on a long stretch of highway, someone in your passenger seat, it doesn’t matter if they are awake or asleep they are there and it feels good. And there are barely any cars blocking your path, no highway patrol in sight so you can speed up a little. It feels so good.
How extraordinary that i can hear my feelings in this music
Just a collection to enhance the feeling of stargazing.
That first one really cuts into the feels
Vila Petrovic true...
The first one always does...
with you uploading this I've now been able to sleep after restless nights,
no more worries and mellow after thoughts of what's happened throughout the day, the music keeps going, soft beats, never ending, dazing off into the night, into a soothing, undisturbed dream
Long night vibes. The thing we all need
This gives me that feeling of playing a brand new singleplayer game that youre in love with during the night.
I was listening to this while on my way to the gas station and it was Raining 🌧
Perfect weather to listen to these type of music
It was dark and quiet barely any cars on the road felt super peaceful
Yes, indeed.
Yes the title is perfect! Love this mix
I keep looking for a track to play on nights I come home from work and now I’ve found it.
Bootleg boy's music took away my anxiety and fears.
Bootleg boy's music made me appreciate my ears.
Bless up man. Thanks for this mix!
When the world goes to sleep and i put in my earphones there's a moment of peace, where everything just seems to fade away. Late nights are vulnerable, bittersweet and sane all at the same time. It's like an alternate universe that catches the attention of lonely souls. I stay up most nights craving these moments when the moon captures your being and illuminates a part of you that you keep hidden from the world in the sunlight....everything is going to be okay...
That's really beautiful. I often go for walks with my music at night, go to the park and just sing to the stars. maybe they will listen...
🌹🍷 Sad night
Eylül Erçek U to ?
❤❤
vay be
chill beat dinleyen bir Türk.
@@knantentacionhuseynov2391 şaşırtıcı mı 😅
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Some weed + bootleg boy = best time of the day
pretty edgy
@@anthony-vp3dq thank you
Don't take drugs
@@higorss weed isn't a drugs. but its a beautiful gift from God.
@@PlacidArch humhum I smoke weed too but it's a drug bro lmao, but who said drugs are bad ?
I’m trying to sleep, and this calms my anxious thoughts, as if the soft rain is just washing them away... sweet dreams 🌙
Beeing there for everyone, everytime. But no one asks "How are you?"
How are you
@@lilbihhh2709 well I'm fine now.. Thanks for asking.
Hope u are fine too
Story of my life
hey❤️ i know how you feel, it’s like your always there for people when they’re down or sad but when you are sad or depressed no one is there for you... but i’m here for you! and even though i don’t know you, i still care about you a lot and i wish nothing but the best to happen to you. if you need someone to talk to i’ll always be here for you. don’t let negativity get to your head, we all have those moments because we are human beings, we feel these really intense emotions at certain times because of things that happened in our lives, but hey look, that’s life. it’s a test to see if you can handle it. if you’re truly strong enough. whatever you are going through right now, i just want you to know that i care about you and so many others do and i love you and you are actually loved by A LOT of people. sorry if this was really long😂 just stay strong, i’m always here for you if you need anything❤️ stay strong xxx
@@melak9112 that was very touching.. Omg
Thank you so much❤️
I would tell you now how much I thank you but I'm not really good in English and I don't know the words xD
But thank you so much for your answer, I had to cry a little.
It's kinda strange how a stranger can make me feel better, just by words.
I hope that you'll have a lot of luck in your life, you're a wonderful human beeing.
Night drive, the visuals of this mix gives me such good vibes, like when I'm older I will be the one driving, I always had this thing about driving in the night whilst it's raining. I also love sitting on my windowsill and staring at the majestic moon that reminds me of my best friend, she's my soulmate and until the end of time she will be. This music gives me hope, like in those pictures of a person with so much light in their eyes it's blinding staring off to all the tall buildings of the busy city and some random cat in the background. I can't express how much I would love to live with her and relive all our times in school since I moved countries, and we could go on long drives in the night whilst it's raining. But I'm scared, of what? Of the fact that what if one night the moon doesn't shine bright enough to tell her to stay, then what? She stares into the abyss of nothing. I'm excited for the future but scared, I have no plans as well and I know my mum is worried for me. I love you moon, thank you for everything you have done for my friend. 'It's not a goodbye it's a see you later' the last thing we said to eachother before I left, of course we still call but it's not the same. It will never be the same.
I love the lowfi artwork and images you usually use for videos but this is just perfect bootleg boy👏.
tonight, I'm thinking about home.
yeah, I am home but what about my first one? the place I was born?
all I can think about is back when I was 4, my family loaded into our truck and driving home at midnight. it's quiet. i look out the window and watch the dark fields and street lights roll past and, unknowingly, commit that image to my memories, my most cherished ones.
i miss it. im homesick and i know my mom gets that way too, despite the sour memories she has of it.
we didn't fall in love with our lives there, we fell in love with what is there.
this comment is wordy and the video is old but its the only way i can get these memories out there in hopes my heart stops aching.
i don't want to be a nostalgic anymore it hurts too much
Drove back home from a friend's late night on a Saturday with this music playing.
The way the world around you just disappears and it's just you and the road is a calm I wish everyone can experience.
Hey you reading this don’t stress stay trippy little hippy Who knows where life’s going but il see you again when we get there so until then I wish you well catch ya on the flip flop.✌️😎
him. i think, im in love with my best friend.. i had not seen him in 2 months.i saw him yesterday. i missed him so dearly, i wanted to say sorry, for what my dad did. my dad has been mentally abusing me, and has been bringing my self esteem down this entire summer. so my best friend called him, telling and cursing not to be such an asshole to me. i wasn't allowed to see my best friend. my dad told other people about what my best friend did, and he lost alot of friends. i wanted to show that i was still there for him. ill always be there for you. you've been such a good person to me these past 2 months, with my ex and all the shit he did to me. you understood i didnt like that at all. i know this has gone on before,in the first half of summer. but now with school starting on the 23rd, i have wanted to say that i need u to be yourself, and i will always love you, even though.. ill never say it.
*im super sorry for the long thing*
killed my old self but the new me isnt much better don’t be sorry. Keep pushing on. Life’s tough but we all gotta keep hope.
What makes u all so toxic fuck yall fakin ass pussies
@@keanoluster849 Dude just GET OUT OF THE COMMENT SECTION😒
I’m scared one day I won’t ever see you again.
Promise me if you ever get lost you’ll wait for me to find you. Promise me you won’t forget how much I loved you.
please make another one similar to this, with the same vibe and soothing video behind it. this particular one has helped me so much with my anxiety. thank you.
Who loves night drives on the road while listening to soothing music like me ?
This song is what brought my attention to this type of music. Although it's definitely a sad vibe i can happily say that I don't listen to it for sad reasons. It's more nostalgic and calming.
I’m haunted by all that could’ve been and all that will never be. We all fade away, some of us sooner than others.
Someone gotta loop the firsrt beat for 24 hours
I ask myself am I worth it...like is it to late for me cus she said I wasn't losing her and I did...I just miss waking up to her message I miss her voice her heart her good heart I miss her hair everything about her I miss it so much
Fucking people they make you love everything about them and never want to leave then they leave
Lil'bihhh it pisses me off
She shouldn't be your happiness, you should. Let yourself find joy in other things, even the most mundane... a nice walk, the stars in the sky, maybe a new activity (doesn't matter if you're any good, just have fun with it.) And talk to someone about it. You'll find that it really does get better. Just open yourself up to it :) I hope you feel better soon. Heartbreaks are painful, but we also learn and grow from them.
lxlphoenolxl so true!
i feel you.. don't worry, you're not alone. i feel your pain.
I'm not sad but these beats help me lay back and dream on with my life..
For all the people that are going through stuff just remember one thing, nothing is permanent it will go away with time it might look like an endless road but believe me it is way shorter than you think, if things are not good than it’s not the end ♥️
Night trips were part of my childhood. There was never a fixed place
its like feeling everything but nothing
you are loved, you are loved.
Do you ever get that feeling where it just feels like nothing really matters anymore? Like it's just easier to give up than to keep going. It's like I'm just tired of everything. The last year has been the hardest thing I've ever had to go through. My girlfriend suffers from extreme anxiety and depression, I try and be strong for her and help her through it but it just gets so hard. I got kicked out of my parents house about 9 months ago. Spent 3 weeks on the streets, I'm now living in my girlfriends house. I've had no contact with the rest of my family, the only person I have left is my girlfriend and all she wants to do is kill herself. Tried to ease the emotional pain with physical the only thing to show for it is scars it's just feels like everyday is filled with complete agony. Waking up with dread, sleeping with tears. It's an endless cycle and to end it there is only one solution I can think of...
louisx3111 Hey. I know that you are in a pretty shitty situation right now. Not only you, but your girlfriend too. I understand your struggle, because I'm dealing with suicidal thoughts too. It's a nightmare I know, but please don't give up. You both are gonna get trough this. Please get some help from a therapist or someone you trust. I can promise you, that it will get better. You both can do this. Sending love your way. ♡
louisx3111 believe me, it will pass and it will be just a memory. You have a beautiful life ahead of you please don’t give up.
I feel you. My boyfriend deals with depression it’s so painful to watch him deal with a pain. Remind each other of how much you guys mean to one another and what you’re worth. These things only let your relationship grow strong knowing that suffering through something never ending you guys will be able to pull off any obstacle in life. I wish you two nothing but love and the best.
you in the future is probably looking back right now, thinking about what you are going through, and saying smtn like “damn, if i had ended it all right then, i wouldnt be where i am today” trust me, everything will work out.
- a stranger
I'd just like to thank everyone that has replied to this post. During the last 5 days both my girlfriend and I have gone to see our GP. We've now both on anti-depressants and will hopefully continue on in our stride. It's amazing to see some of the support from you. I cannot express enough how much these comments mean. Thank you all so much~
Who ever you are out there, just know you are loved. If you dont have family to love you, ill be your family
i wish i could sit and listen in VR, no risk of crashing and all that
the comments section on lofi videos always make me feel less alone
My eyes are tired but my thoughts are noisy.
3:00 am in the morning, I can’t sleep... put the earphones on and listen to this beautiful music.
"it's okay, I'm always gonna be here for you"
how many times have I heard that lie?
everyone who says they care leaves.....
no one really cares..
and to be honest,
I don't really care either
because in the end,
they always leave
It's hard just fight. Trust me I know, it's a war not a battle.
Love you man
sad introvert don‘t let false people fool you...
True pure true
It gives me a sense of nostalgia. It brings back feelings and memories of my past that I thought were dead. But they're not. Just buried so deep that they're almost impossible to reach. For the first time in my life, I think everything is going to be okay❤ I love you guys✌
And just like that, all you’ve ever known and loved is gone...
I always come back to this video when I'm laying in the living room and get sleepy😴 always turn the lights off and the volume on low😌
crusing on the empty street in the night with my motorcycle while listening to this video...such a vibe....
Ngl the thumbnail made me a bit spooked
Melody Mae uh same
SAME!!!!!!!!
It is dangerous to go alone.
Take these chill beats with you on your adventure to Paradise.
Literally spaced out and disassociated straight away and went to a different world
Soaring is like this sad but beautifully bittersweet story it's like a conversation feels so touching in the middle verse its hard to describe but it's just this vibe like unspoken conversation that's somewhat painful but touching
I gazed upon our beautiful polaroid memories pretending to know that you'll be happy with me even though you're now happier with somebody else.
Don’t know about anyone else but I was one of the people who found this video during the early stages of quarantine, back around March and April of 2020. I was in a unhealthy relationship at the time and was at risk of failing my senior year in high school, as well so tack that onto the fact that it seemed like the world was ending, and I had been getting a lot of sleepless nights. I used to listen to this video every night, even going so far as to lay down in my backyard during a thunderstorm listening to this because I no longer cared about what could happen to me. It’s been almost 8 months since that night. I’ve long since broken up with that girl, gotten a job, graduated high school, and am about to graduate film school as well as go to get certification for fire fighting and search and rescue. I was in a dark place, a place I never thought I’d end up getting out of, but I did. It’s all about patience, I guess. Sometimes I come back to listen to these songs and I get this eerie, uneasy feeling thinking about those nights from not so long ago. But I’m thankful, so very thankful, that I’m not the same person as before. I never comment on UA-cam videos, and, when I do, they always get buried and never get any attention. But I don’t care, I felt like I needed to get this all off my chest.
Don’t stop you’re doing great.
I genuinely only want to get my drivers license just to do night drives 24/7 while listening to music and eating chick-fil-a.
Still listen to this. Straight nostalgia every time
I’m happy that I found a channel to vibe with.
this is the peak of chill 💖💕💖
Why is this my aesthetic? Picture this: midnight, barley any cars on a long strip of highway. Your favorite lowfi playing, it’s raining just to where it’s noticeable. Your cruising, doing a cool 60 with only a couple distant cars in front of you. THAT is my aesthetic. And I have no clue why. Just, driving in the dark and listening to lofi. Just, being one with the highway. No destination, no time limit, the only limit being gas. That’s heaven on earth
All I want to do right now is to go for a walk throughout my entire city and just think about what I want in life, not what other people want from me.
this music is only thing,that helps
Check out my other stuff
these vibes
Life has no meaning other that actually living it. Thats the whole point of it.
It's only been two years since this was uploaded, but it was also during my second semester or so at college. Would grab a bite with a friend, do some studying, then head to the library and fall asleep with this playing while he plays games on his phone. Possibly the comfiest year of my life.
This music is my little secret and I don't want it to end...
music is one of the ways that we wanna express ourselves and that’s why my love for lo-fi so big. it’s not even only music anymore, it feels to me like a community.
everyone is welcome and everyone comes together. depressed people, anxious people, people who have the time of their life, people who are looking for calmness, people with no sleep, people who smokes blunts on it. everyone. one person who is lovesick in the comments and everybody is like: same dude or i can help you. the interaction is just amazing and i appreciate everyone who is reading this. have a nice day or night. 🖤
i love this so much...let me rest my eyes for a sec
I can't be grateful enough for this..
this is really relaxing because it is kinda sad, but not too deep. This music provides time to think
I truly admire night drives! 🌌❤️
this mix is soo good :'e
thank you bootleg boy
*_~SAD~_*
Lofi helps sometimes
Ethan Schumacher same
I just wanted to say thank you. I listen to this literally everyday while doing accounting and it keeps my head in line.
I remember way back when I knew her
She’d told we were good but I saw right through her
It was over, the feelings were dead
Now I only see her when she runs through my head
My body’s empty but I know you could save me
All you gotta do is say the word maybe
Me and you we could rule the world baby
But it ain’t like that
I ain’t liked back
God ain’t write that
You won’t write back
I can’t fight that
I can’t fight back
I’ll just drown it all
Down a whole pack
I don’t what you’ve heard
I admit I’m not good with words
but you already knew that
That’s why u said it’s over
and I ain’t gettin you back
Shit seems pointless
I’m tearing at the seams
But sometimes she says that she loves me in my dreams
everything seems so pointless, wouldn't you agree?
When you loose it all, no words can help you, when you loose the people you loved and trusted more than anything, you just feel lost and regected.
Regected by the sames persons that once loved and supported you everytime in any case don't matter what....and you just feel like it's you're fault, but when you understand it is not, you just realize how meaningless things truly are or can be, and from this void, it is really hard to escape, when you're completely alone, forgotten by the world and by the people around you, you just feel like living or dying doesn't matter anymore, so you start wishing for the sweet desire...of just stop existing
I hate that this music makes me feel some kind of way that i cant explain, and when i show my friends, they cant understand and dont feel anything from it. I cant describe it but like... i feel more connected to these kinds of songs than i do to my actual emotions
I feel empty and alone everyday this helps me keep going
I just came here to tell you guys there your not alone.
Kamen ❤️
love this
Wonder if listening to this actually makes me feel better. Or if I’m imagining it. Never know what to do anymore. Life goes on.........
Your chest feels heavy as you tune into the radio. You hear that song again. The last one you remember listening to with them. All the feelings flood back. You just now notice the coldness of the weather. Tears well up in your eyes. You feel like just turning to the right, driving straight into that tree. Your phone buzzes, its from them.
My parents have a great job, we live with good money, a big house and I'm finishing my "basic" studies (18). I have been given everything in my life and I have not worked on anything for my self, I know I should be grateful for what I have but... can I have a moment to realize that I have failed a lot? Can I burst out in anger because I lost tons of friends, people won't like me and I've fallen in love at least 3 times and got refused with all three of them? I feel no motivation, I should know where and what I'm going to study for my future but I just can't, why is it so hard? My parents are professionals and I'm here laying down feeling like a disappointment to my family and loved ones. I feel like I'm annoying to my friends when I talk to them about my feelings. I always give my best to hear everyone, I can spend hours listening them about their problems and when it's time for me to talk, they say something like "it's okay man you're gonna get over it". I feel used? I don't even know. I feel like i deserve more from them but... do I deserve more?
My best friend broke up with a dude and she felt bad for months, one day we were leaving from a little party and I accompanied her, she gave me a hug and told me "when you let me go I'll cry" and that hug lasted for more than 2 minutes.
She started crying afterwards but she had to go home, I didn't want to let her go.
Why can't I ask for that kind of things?
Hey, it's been a year since your post, but how did things ended up at the end?
@@federicoalongi1946 This comment made my day :)
Life got better in many ways, I started university and things went really bad at first, I failed many assignatures and things didn't matter to me, that's when I realized that I had to do something with my life or else I would go downhill with my anxiety. Some months passed and I met someone! It was rough but she ended up liking me! And we started a relationship and I she teached to enjoy life and things got better, I felt like my love curse was lifted haha. She listens to me, she's a good person and has a lot of patience with me and my anxiety and she tries her best to make me happy. Now with the whole pandemic thing we haven't seen each other in 6 months but we're fine. Now I'm having good grades and making money selling custom made music to a little community. Thanks for asking :)
@@JoseMunoz-es6jj I'm really glad things went better little by little, i hope it keeps getting better both for you and your Gf, keep it up and you will make!!
Good luck ~
i just dropped the second song of my first EP. Im a german dude, that creates english music and i found an individual style! So listen and relax with me. Soon more is coming, so i would really appreciate your feedback! Love and peace guys.
Don't know if I want sleepy music while I drive, sounds like a safety hazard.