thank you nia. i found your video because i was desperately looking for a video to watch that i could relate to, just one sign that i should take that step and try to recover. your point about having a baby and realizing its not just about you anymore hit me really bad, i have a baby sister, i dont want to influence her or make her think what i'm doing is okay, and i should become healthier so i can be there for her in the future
Such an important message. Thank you for sharing your story so honestly. I hope the people who need answers will find this piece and allow your story to heal them. ❤
Thank you for going on this journey to be fearless and putting action to it. This was very explicit, raw and brave. But perhaps the video requires an advisory at the start as it can be emotionally triggering to some people with trauma wounds.
Thank you for sharing this, I've watched my sister deal with both anorexia and bulimia for years. Watching my mum fall apart while trying to help my sister was what convinced me to never go there - but I have a feeling it just runs in our family. I watch my sister struggle even into her late 30s these days with her excessive exercising, and her relationship with food is hard. So I appreciate how hard it must've been for you to not only live through this, but to share this on such a public platform
During a time I struggled with MDD and regularly vomited at home and at work, I looked up to you so much. For your face, your body, your cute dog and baby, loving marriage, amazing voice, sleek guitar skills… I’m not sure if I should thank you that your vlogs and online presence gave me motivation and encouragement at that point, or to say sorry to you that I never knew what you were going through at the very same time. I’m sorry if I (as a fan) was part of the reason you put so much stress on yourself and your body. Thank you for all these honest, unfiltered talks on this channel. It made me think a lot about myself, what I perceive of me, how I hold myself to other people’s standards… I’m still figuring it out but your real and raw talks make it easier… many huggggggs to you unnie ❤
I really love this one feel like I am getting up from a negative thought, even though it was very hard to do. But I feel a small light from watching ur experience and I believe there are many things that waiting for me out there ❤ thanks Sonia for all these videos and it helps a lot
It feels like I’ve been under a spell my entire life and all of a sudden realised what’s been going on. It’s a rude shock and then a whole lotta freedom 🤙
We see you Sonia! I see you and I’m so proud of you ♥️ You are a fighter but remember you are never alone! There’s a whole team here that loves you very much ✨
언니 안녕하세요, Jayesslee 시절부터 팬이었던 사람이에요 🙂 제가 어렸을 때부터 우러러봤던 언니들의 Jayesslee 시절부터 지금까지, 그 사이에 공백 기간 동안에도 팬으로서 많은 감정들이 교차했지만 결국에는 응원하게 되고 지금까지 함께하게 되었는데 지금 언니의 모습이 제일 편안하고 행복해보이셔서 제 마음도 너무 따뜻해지고 좋아요. 쭉 응원해왔지만 댓글은 처음 남기는 것 같아요. 불특정 다수인 대중들에게 항상 검열을 받는 것 같은 삶은 너무나 두려움도 크겠지만 언니가 주는 선한 영향력으로 많은 위로를 받는 사람들도 있다고, 너무 감사하다고, 응원한다고 말씀드리고 싶었어요 🙂 사람이라면 실수한 것, 부족한 부분들을 인정하지 않고 그냥 숨기거나 아무도 모르게 하고 싶을텐테 그런 부분들을 용기있게 나눠주셔서 감사해요. 그 힘들고 괴로운 과정을 겪으면서 느꼈던 것들, 언니가 해주는 말들이 정말 위로가 많이 돼요. 매 주 언니 영상 올라오면 반가운 마음으로 꼭 보고 있어요! 이 길이, 그리고 이 일이 언니에게 행복함을 주고 즐겁게 해주는 일일동안에는 계속 언니의 생각과 일상을 나눠주셔으면 좋겠어요 ☺ 언니의 37곡 앨범도 설레는 마음으로 응원하며 기다리고 있겠습니다 🥰 항상 응원해요! 파이팅!!
I used to be bulimic for two years. I agree that it was needing a sense of control because everything else seemed out of control. Not saying it would be the case for everyone else. But I’m Christian and I remember walking into church one day and just asking god to take it away, and idk how but from then I never thought about purging again
Man I’m just finding out you and your husband are no longer together. I’m honestly so happy I found your account, it’s been years 😭 I hope you’re doing well Sonia!!! I always admired your beauty!!! I always wish to look like you too 😂 I hope all is well with Janice too ❤
I find this quite insensitive, just personally. When someone's talking about an eating disorder and then you say "we need to see you do a mukbang". Mmm no.
thank you nia. i found your video because i was desperately looking for a video to watch that i could relate to, just one sign that i should take that step and try to recover. your point about having a baby and realizing its not just about you anymore hit me really bad, i have a baby sister, i dont want to influence her or make her think what i'm doing is okay, and i should become healthier so i can be there for her in the future
Such an important message. Thank you for sharing your story so honestly. I hope the people who need answers will find this piece and allow your story to heal them. ❤
"Their is a way out" resonates to me more than ever. Their is! Thank you, Sonia❤
Thanks for pouring it out to us ❤ I feel special to hear your story. Your vulnerability makes you a beautiful person ❤
Thank you for going on this journey to be fearless and putting action to it. This was very explicit, raw and brave.
But perhaps the video requires an advisory at the start as it can be emotionally triggering to some people with trauma wounds.
This must've been difficult for you, but we're glad to see you improve. Eating disorders are not always easy to come to terms with.
Its great to see you getting better! But you'll always be beautiful and such a huge inspiration and role model for me 💞
Thank you for sharing this, I've watched my sister deal with both anorexia and bulimia for years. Watching my mum fall apart while trying to help my sister was what convinced me to never go there - but I have a feeling it just runs in our family. I watch my sister struggle even into her late 30s these days with her excessive exercising, and her relationship with food is hard. So I appreciate how hard it must've been for you to not only live through this, but to share this on such a public platform
It mustn't be easy to share, but thank you for speaking up so that other who are experiencing this won't feel so alone ❤
You look so comfortable and free. I love this side of you.
Me too! I’m happy she gets to be seen 🥲
During a time I struggled with MDD and regularly vomited at home and at work, I looked up to you so much. For your face, your body, your cute dog and baby, loving marriage, amazing voice, sleek guitar skills…
I’m not sure if I should thank you that your vlogs and online presence gave me motivation and encouragement at that point, or to say sorry to you that I never knew what you were going through at the very same time.
I’m sorry if I (as a fan) was part of the reason you put so much stress on yourself and your body. Thank you for all these honest, unfiltered talks on this channel. It made me think a lot about myself, what I perceive of me, how I hold myself to other people’s standards… I’m still figuring it out but your real and raw talks make it easier… many huggggggs to you unnie ❤
You’re so brave! Thank you for coming out of it with so much love and kindness. 🤍
I really love this one feel like I am getting up from a negative thought, even though it was very hard to do. But I feel a small light from watching ur experience and I believe there are many things that waiting for me out there ❤ thanks Sonia for all these videos and it helps a lot
Weight is constantly an insecurity everyone feels in the current society. Thanks for sharing this.
It feels like I’ve been under a spell my entire life and all of a sudden realised what’s been going on. It’s a rude shock and then a whole lotta freedom 🤙
Thanks for sharing! You are loved by god!❤
Proud of you, Sonia!!! 🤍
proud of you bulimia is the hardest thing ever to get through
We see you Sonia! I see you and I’m so proud of you ♥️ You are a fighter but remember you are never alone! There’s a whole team here that loves you very much ✨
언니 안녕하세요, Jayesslee 시절부터 팬이었던 사람이에요 🙂
제가 어렸을 때부터 우러러봤던 언니들의 Jayesslee 시절부터 지금까지, 그 사이에 공백 기간 동안에도
팬으로서 많은 감정들이 교차했지만 결국에는 응원하게 되고 지금까지 함께하게 되었는데
지금 언니의 모습이 제일 편안하고 행복해보이셔서 제 마음도 너무 따뜻해지고 좋아요.
쭉 응원해왔지만 댓글은 처음 남기는 것 같아요.
불특정 다수인 대중들에게 항상 검열을 받는 것 같은 삶은 너무나 두려움도 크겠지만
언니가 주는 선한 영향력으로 많은 위로를 받는 사람들도 있다고, 너무 감사하다고, 응원한다고 말씀드리고 싶었어요 🙂
사람이라면 실수한 것, 부족한 부분들을 인정하지 않고 그냥 숨기거나 아무도 모르게 하고 싶을텐테
그런 부분들을 용기있게 나눠주셔서 감사해요.
그 힘들고 괴로운 과정을 겪으면서 느꼈던 것들, 언니가 해주는 말들이 정말 위로가 많이 돼요.
매 주 언니 영상 올라오면 반가운 마음으로 꼭 보고 있어요!
이 길이, 그리고 이 일이 언니에게 행복함을 주고 즐겁게 해주는 일일동안에는
계속 언니의 생각과 일상을 나눠주셔으면 좋겠어요 ☺
언니의 37곡 앨범도 설레는 마음으로 응원하며 기다리고 있겠습니다 🥰
항상 응원해요! 파이팅!!
I used to be bulimic for two years. I agree that it was needing a sense of control because everything else seemed out of control. Not saying it would be the case for everyone else. But I’m Christian and I remember walking into church one day and just asking god to take it away, and idk how but from then I never thought about purging again
This popped up and I just finished prepping for a bowl of pho, wished you can come try it. Eating is important Sonia.
I love this side of the internet. Thank you for the warm reminder ❤️🔥
Man I’m just finding out you and your husband are no longer together. I’m honestly so happy I found your account, it’s been years 😭 I hope you’re doing well Sonia!!! I always admired your beauty!!! I always wish to look like you too 😂 I hope all is well with Janice too ❤
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We need to see you do a mukbang please. Eat and talk session
I find this quite insensitive, just personally. When someone's talking about an eating disorder and then you say "we need to see you do a mukbang". Mmm no.
Thanks for sharing Sonia 🥹🩷 you're always so inspiring and encouraging 😍🎁
Thanks Jenny 🫶