To the person who finds this you've survived it all until this point Heartbreak, betrayal, loss, trauma, loneliness whatever you are not a victim, you are a victor Even if you felt like giving it all up you pushed through long enough to be here today The people who struggle the most and get it the hardest will be the happiest in the end i promise you Mint, imo videos like this are like six weeks of therapy keep doing you
My ex husband did this to me as well as my first secondary partner. Both combined put me through years of mental and emotional abuse (the secondary became physical). To those reading the comments, please understand. Abuse is abuse no matter what. And what was done to you, you did not deserve and its not your fault. There are cruel people out there and they are in the wrong, not you. You are all loved, you are all strong
I've had experience with emotional abuse. I always thought it was my fault, that I wasn't good enough in the relationship. I finally found the strength and encouragement to get out of it. All thanks to one person who was always there for me, my big sister. If you see this sissy, thank you and I love you. You truly are my queen. Thank you for letting me share, all of you are stronger than you know, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Thank you too my mint angel. 😊💕
I'm bullied everyday because of my skin allergies and when I cry people call me 'crybaby'... It's like being stabbed with a knife and being laughed at for yelling in pain... I'm going through a hellish therapy that makes me throw up anything I eat... I really needed this..thank you🙏
@@kounouzh1301 those were the most nicest things I've ever read..thank you..they may seem just like words to anyone who reads it but this means a lot to me.. thanks a lot.. Here's some love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I can totally relate. I tell you what I wish I had known back then: your time to shine will come and you will be considered beautiful someday and you will be happy and held dear from your friends. Don't try to fit in with the bullies, be strong and look around who is kind to you. It's going to be okay and you will be so much stronger and kinder than many because you fought your way through this time.
“to have experiences where the past is replaying it on loop” gosh that sentence hurt me because everything that hurt me in the past has been replaying on loop and it’s really scary! my parents emotionally abused me and i had some experiences of mental abuse from them and it’s a horrible feeling and it’s hard to forgive and i don’t think i can forgive them for what they did to me! they don’t know how it made me feel, the don’t know it tore me into pieces!! and they say they want me to tell that if they do something wrong but when i did they blamed their words on me 😔 so i’ve given up trying to talk to them! and i can’t tell you how much this video means! this video is a safe space for me because if i’m honest i don’t have a safe space. no one wants to listen to me so even if this comment just sits here and no one sees it then i don’t mind because there is a weight off my chest from sharing this! i’ve bottled my feelings up for most of my life that just how it’s been :(
i promise it’s not your fault, bby. i love you so much whoever you are, my beautiful human bean. i hope your situation gets better, and you always have a safe space with mint. he will protect us all from our problems momentarily and he will protect you too. we all love you and you are very important. i’m glad you got this off your chest and i hope you keep telling the world this. you are an inspiration to everyone who is in your situation now or ever has been. i appreciate your sharing. sleep well, lovely. mikca
Mikca Torreón Thank you! you don’t know how much that means to me! i love you and i am so grateful for your reply! it means the world to me! 🥺 you are so incredibly nice and you have shown me that there can be people out there that do care! i can’t thank you enough! thank you for being so understanding and caring! you sleep well too, angel ✨ i wish you a long and happy life!!! Jess (that’s my name btw) :)
Oh man, that got relatable really fast, but it was my dad instead of an ex. That bit on the dishes hit way close to home. Anywho, great vid as always Mint.
I'm not going to lie, i feel bad and sad. Im crying and this weekend i have to see my dad who makes me feel like this. Please don't lie, if you need help im beggin search for help and DON'T let keep everything in like i do. Feeling sad is okay, of anything similiar to (or actually is) abuse call someone and ask for help
You don't have to take it either! You'll get through this, you can talk to me if you want to. I'll listen. It will get better and you will be okay. Hang in there.
@@musicfreak6834 im stepping away from my dad, step by step. He doesn't know he's abusive and he doesn't listen when i tell him he's the problem. The last panick attack i got i literally became violent because he was too near me and my brain saw him as a threat and i had a temper tantrum i screamed and i tried to kick him off (i was in the couch), i don't hate him but i absolutely can live without him. He doesn't listen to me and that's one of the problems. Hope this week and weekend goes well (since it's AGAIN that weekend)
@@chaoticcupoftea2462 take it day by day, hour by hour if necessary. Even though I don't actually know I care for you, and many other people do too. If you need to talk just let me know, I'm happy to listen. If I may suggest, I find listening to audios like this but about feeling like that kinda help, at least to get through it.
This made me sob, i was never mentally or emotionally abused by anyone ever, but its more of me being mentally abusive to myself. It doesn't sound right but hearing this made my heart drop for some reason😭💔
My mom both physically and emotionally abuses me (she rarely hits me anymore but she used to do that a lot) and I kinda tried to run away a couple weeks ago... Anyway I’m getting free phone therapy on Wednesday so wish me luck 😳✌🏾
So I have this corner cabinet in my kitchen and I can fit in there so I just have my headphones on just chilling there listening to this at 3:20 in the morning
For almost a year now I've felt that my trauma caused by my ex was... well not trauma, I felt like the emotional abuse I went through didn't matter, and wasn't abuse. This audio has made me feel seen and valid. Thank you.
Wow, this is the first ASMR channel I've ever subscribed to, the content is super good, calming voice, unique ASMR scripts, funny, emotional, sad, It truly has it all! And I just wanted to say thanks, I've listened to a lot of you content, and it has made me feel a lot more comfy with my sexuality, I've always been afraid of being seen as weak, specially with my big physique, but, I've got nothing to fear, it's ok for me to want to be cuddled, to want someone else to hug me tightly, it's okay to be the smaller spoon, truly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you Mint!
I tried playing outlast on max difficulty, and it was terrible. I needed this video. The trauma.. everytime I died I had to restart over and over and over again........
My dad is an emotional and mental abusive father , as a 14 years old I always felt that Iam alone and that Iam in a age where I shouldn’t even be complaining about my “perfect “life , but reading the comments I actually feel that it is okay to feel like that and it is not wrong , the video really comforts me thank you so much
Wow that was wierd I fainted from loss of blood and not enough nutrients then when I got up he said 'i just wanna help you stabilise yourself abit' Perfect timing,thank you sir
I need this sooo much right now, I feel like I mess up everything sometimes and it always scares me.....mostly because i'm a people pleaser.......it's hard for me to make mistakes and not be scared of it
Me: *just left my mom's house after being emotionally abuser and manipulated* time to go cry in bed. Also me: *finds video* guess I'm listening to this while crying now.
This one hit close to come I dealt with a extremely emotional , physically abuse ex bf who used and me and I couldn't tell anyone. I'm extremely lucky because I have an extremely amazing bf who helped pay for my therapy and sat with me for 3 hours comforting me on our apartments cold floor
@@MintMaplewood I have healed very well I have scareing due to my ex throwing into a fridge and broke my rib and I was in a coma for 4 months I have been to court with him for domestic abuse ,violents , rape and jumping me and assaulting me , he left me with PTSD ,anoxic ,anxiety and depression all being helped by my amazing bf
after a su!c!de attempt a while back I spoke up about how when my dad found me on the floor and he proceded to hit me, i was yelled at and bashed, threatened to get the living sh!t kicked out of me i wanted to leave and go home (my house was a block down the street of the restaurant we were at) then getting chased down and yelled at in a public scene until I was shaking and crying, was made to sit back down and take the verbal abuse from my father. I needed this, thank you so much
I have been mentally abused for 18 years without knowing because it was since I born. I got curious if someone did one for mental and I am so glad I found this. I do also like to sit on the floor so I understand why the floor is safety, the floor is my best friend. I am going to therapy for this. I apologise for everything I even apologise for apologising. And to the person who is reading this you are amazing and really strong asking for help is scary, but you will get the right and proper help. I believe in you and you are loved by many even if it is purely from audio's like this the person how had writing the script probably went by something like this and they want everyone to feel better and want to know that you are loved. I hope you have a great day/afternoon/night
My parent was young when they had me and I’m more of there friend and less of there daughter they also are emotionally unstable and my father was completely out of the picture and I manipulative to me and my mom
Wasn’t ever in an abusive relationship with a PARTNER, in fact my boyfriend is amazing and I love him very much, but I had plenty of them with “close friends” (dropped now I refuse to talk to them) so this is nice
Reminds me of last year when I had this chick that always blocked my locker so I just stood there waiting until either she noticed me and left, ending in me apologizing, and/or my friend would ask her to move (which ended in me apologizing)✌️ friend ended up scolding me for apologizing all of the time and it’s getting a bit better
Not me watching this because my mum came home three hours ago so I've been doing all the crap like in this video and I've felt so terrible the whole time. anxiety tics, stimming, blank Emotion in my face and lost in thoughts the whole time. I wanted to scream at her and fucking show her that my sister and corona aren't the reason for FUCKING EVERYTHING The Whole time i wanted to come here and listen to this again because this is so similar(?) to my experience Lol
I’ve never had anyone talk to me like this, besides counselors or crisis lines but everyone I’ve been around has either been emotionally unavailable or unsafe in some way
"You will never have a boy who loves you if you keep acting this way (being myself) and dressing this way" "Im ashamed of The person your becoming" "Your not depressed" "Your 15 you should already have a bf" Yeah just some stuff that has been said straight to my face- But its probably my fault anyway zzz
Are people like this even real? Are there people that are really this gentle and kind and empathetic? I know I would do this for someone else but I have a hard time believing other people will ever be this kind or loving to me
This helped a LOT me and my grandma got into a fight and I am over weight and she said by the time you are 21, I am .12. I will be 500 pounds living in a basement.....😐yea so this helped ALOT
I just now realised how much I needed this.. It’s sad for me to say but it’s true, for the past 9 years my whole life has been on fight or flight mode, I’ve been hearing voices screaming at me every single time I make even the simplest mistake, or the slightest wrong movement, literally my entire teen years was me being scared for my own life. And it gets even worse to say that *I am my own abuser* …even though my early days were pretty rough for a child, besides a fair few the majority of people in my life have been nothing but kind, supportive, and gentle with me. Besides all the shitty gritty venting above, this has really helped me through a troublesome day, much love Mint
Him: Have you gotten any therapy or anything? Me: Therapy is expensive. It’s free to tell myself “sometimes it be like that” Him: that’s a great start! BAHAHAHAHA 😂
I had a toxic ex he cheated hit me yelled at me and more this helped me so much mint thank u so much love u but don’t worry guys I’m better and ok now❤️🥺
Oop- not me and my getting anxious because I forget to do the dishes and get scolded for it 🥴 Edit: HO HO IVE ALSO UNEARTHED THE THREATS I GOT AS A KID LITERALLY ONLY FOR GETTING BAD GRADES WHAT A NIGHT
lmao it really do be 2:37 AM 😌🤚 also i slit my eyebrow and now my parents are MAD and when i say MAD, i MEAN MADDD. So like, guess who's the family disappointment? haha, you're rightt, Meee ✌🏻😎✌🏻
Pffff I’m not crying, my eyes just needed hydration
Watering the eyes is an important part of a complete breakfast! OwO
Indeed it is good sir. UwU
I agree!!!!! 😢😢😢😂😂😂
Pfft same
I love drinking eye water with my breakfast cereal,it’s Gordon Ramsey approved👌
Comforting fact: cheetahs are very shy animals. So some zoos give them support dogs like those for humans. It's the cutest thing ever :D
It really is
They also can’t meow so the chirp instead!
@@Sleepyhead-y1m thy can’t roar not meow
@@guze_wolf9973 ah thanks!
@@Sleepyhead-y1m your welcome
To the person who finds this
you've survived it all until this point
Heartbreak, betrayal, loss, trauma, loneliness whatever
you are not a victim, you are a victor
Even if you felt like giving it all up
you pushed through long enough to be here today
The people who struggle the most
and get it the hardest will be the happiest in the end
i promise you
Mint,
imo videos like this are like six weeks of therapy
keep doing you
Thank you! I shall try! UuU
Thank you a lot...
Thank you
Thank you so much
Thank you so much. These words are true to you too
I’m not crying, my eyes are just peeing-
I hate when my eyes pee on my face... U_U
Mint Maplewood me too 🙈💪💯
@@MintMaplewood me too
God I hate when that happens😧
LNFAO
well sh1t maybe i really wasn’t just attention seeking when i thought i was emotionally abused by my parents
Very much had that mental dilemma before. Keep in mind, that abuse comes in many forms and all of which are valid with recovery being supported!
Mint Maplewood thank you 🥺 you’re legit the nicest person ever ily
SAME SAME I CANT
@MADYSON LIGGETT porbesita/o/x, im so sorry this happened to you kiddo, you have my heart ❤
Yeah same
Them : breathe in
Me : *breathes out*
I think I figured out the problem! :O
8:53 "I'll never hurt you" that's what they all say but they still hurt me in the end
Well, I hope you find someone who won't! :3
I found the one who won’t, and trust me almost everyone I knew abused me in some way, trust me, you’ll find the one who will treat you right ❤️
I think a good indication of one that wouldn’t hurt you is not someone who feels the need to tell you, but is the one to show you.
Amen😔
SAMEEEE
My ex husband did this to me as well as my first secondary partner. Both combined put me through years of mental and emotional abuse (the secondary became physical). To those reading the comments, please understand. Abuse is abuse no matter what. And what was done to you, you did not deserve and its not your fault. There are cruel people out there and they are in the wrong, not you. You are all loved, you are all strong
I'm so sorry to hear about that. That sounds horrible. I do hope you found support and helpful means of recovering!
I've had experience with emotional abuse. I always thought it was my fault, that I wasn't good enough in the relationship. I finally found the strength and encouragement to get out of it. All thanks to one person who was always there for me, my big sister. If you see this sissy, thank you and I love you. You truly are my queen. Thank you for letting me share, all of you are stronger than you know, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Thank you too my mint angel. 😊💕
We stan sissy! :3 Love you, Angel!
@@MintMaplewood Love you too my mint angel. And yes we love sissy!!! 😂😊
It is 1:44am and I don’t care I am staying awake till this ends
Sleep well! UwU
I'm bullied everyday because of my skin allergies and when I cry people call me 'crybaby'...
It's like being stabbed with a knife and being laughed at for yelling in pain...
I'm going through a hellish therapy that makes me throw up anything I eat...
I really needed this..thank you🙏
@@kounouzh1301 those were the most nicest things I've ever read..thank you..they may seem just like words to anyone who reads it but this means a lot to me.. thanks a lot..
Here's some love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
GIve mE the AddREss oF thESe peopLE
@@TacobellsDiavolosauce YeAh..SuRe..🤣
Thanks anyway..😍
I can totally relate. I tell you what I wish I had known back then: your time to shine will come and you will be considered beautiful someday and you will be happy and held dear from your friends. Don't try to fit in with the bullies, be strong and look around who is kind to you. It's going to be okay and you will be so much stronger and kinder than many because you fought your way through this time.
Me : straight as an arrow
Me after discovering your channel : straight as a rainbow
Das pretty gay
So this is what a healthy relationship sounds like...
Stan Mint for clearer skin and a longer happier life 😭😭😭 ❤❤❤
*Googles how to stan yourself without being an arrogant jerk*
My heart's not beating fast! It's just blasting tunes
Mfw when my heart is raving harder than I can
“to have experiences where the past is replaying it on loop”
gosh that sentence hurt me because everything that hurt me in the past has been replaying on loop and it’s really scary! my parents emotionally abused me and i had some experiences of mental abuse from them and it’s a horrible feeling and it’s hard to forgive and i don’t think i can forgive them for what they did to me! they don’t know how it made me feel, the don’t know it tore me into pieces!! and they say they want me to tell that if they do something wrong but when i did they blamed their words on me 😔 so i’ve given up trying to talk to them! and i can’t tell you how much this video means! this video is a safe space for me because if i’m honest i don’t have a safe space. no one wants to listen to me so even if this comment just sits here and no one sees it then i don’t mind because there is a weight off my chest from sharing this! i’ve bottled my feelings up for most of my life that just how it’s been :(
i promise it’s not your fault, bby. i love you so much whoever you are, my beautiful human bean. i hope your situation gets better, and you always have a safe space with mint. he will protect us all from our problems momentarily and he will protect you too. we all love you and you are very important. i’m glad you got this off your chest and i hope you keep telling the world this. you are an inspiration to everyone who is in your situation now or ever has been. i appreciate your sharing. sleep well, lovely.
mikca
Mikca Torreón Thank you! you don’t know how much that means to me! i love you and i am so grateful for your reply! it means the world to me! 🥺 you are so incredibly nice and you have shown me that there can be people out there that do care! i can’t thank you enough! thank you for being so understanding and caring! you sleep well too, angel ✨
i wish you a long and happy life!!!
Jess (that’s my name btw) :)
I can kinda relate but it was with caretakers instead of an ex :/
That was an oversight on my part when editing. My apologies!
Awww, there's something so cute in your voice. I can't stop smiling while listening to you. My cheeks hurt @_@
Your profile pic matches perfectly! XD Luv you! :3
@@MintMaplewood 💜
Oh man, that got relatable really fast, but it was my dad instead of an ex. That bit on the dishes hit way close to home. Anywho, great vid as always Mint.
Thank you, Damien! Sorry to hear about that situation. I hope you are healing!
Mint Maplewood
Thank you for caring, I think I’m doing a lot better than I used to.
my mum, dad left when i was 6
I'm not going to lie, i feel bad and sad. Im crying and this weekend i have to see my dad who makes me feel like this. Please don't lie, if you need help im beggin search for help and DON'T let keep everything in like i do. Feeling sad is okay, of anything similiar to (or actually is) abuse call someone and ask for help
You don't have to take it either! You'll get through this, you can talk to me if you want to. I'll listen. It will get better and you will be okay. Hang in there.
@@musicfreak6834 im stepping away from my dad, step by step. He doesn't know he's abusive and he doesn't listen when i tell him he's the problem. The last panick attack i got i literally became violent because he was too near me and my brain saw him as a threat and i had a temper tantrum i screamed and i tried to kick him off (i was in the couch), i don't hate him but i absolutely can live without him. He doesn't listen to me and that's one of the problems. Hope this week and weekend goes well (since it's AGAIN that weekend)
are you okey now? It's been like five or four months, i hope you're living happy and better right now 💖.
@@lucipaz1715 im not, it's bad.... I want to end it all
@@chaoticcupoftea2462 take it day by day, hour by hour if necessary. Even though I don't actually know I care for you, and many other people do too. If you need to talk just let me know, I'm happy to listen. If I may suggest, I find listening to audios like this but about feeling like that kinda help, at least to get through it.
This made me sob, i was never mentally or emotionally abused by anyone ever, but its more of me being mentally abusive to myself. It doesn't sound right but hearing this made my heart drop for some reason😭💔
Agreed
My mom both physically and emotionally abuses me (she rarely hits me anymore but she used to do that a lot) and I kinda tried to run away a couple weeks ago...
Anyway I’m getting free phone therapy on Wednesday so wish me luck 😳✌🏾
Good luck with everything! You've got this!
Where can I find free phone therapy? I really need it
Bro I've run away so many times it's terrifying
So I have this corner cabinet in my kitchen and I can fit in there so I just have my headphones on just chilling there listening to this at 3:20 in the morning
Hope you have some pillows and stuff to make it cozy in there! UwU
For almost a year now I've felt that my trauma caused by my ex was... well not trauma, I felt like the emotional abuse I went through didn't matter, and wasn't abuse. This audio has made me feel seen and valid. Thank you.
Stay strong! You will find your healing!
When he said “they did what!?” I immediately started to apologize, this is so comforting tho, I love it! Keep up the good work
Wow, this is the first ASMR channel I've ever subscribed to, the content is super good, calming voice, unique ASMR scripts, funny, emotional, sad, It truly has it all!
And I just wanted to say thanks, I've listened to a lot of you content, and it has made me feel a lot more comfy with my sexuality, I've always been afraid of being seen as weak, specially with my big physique, but, I've got nothing to fear, it's ok for me to want to be cuddled, to want someone else to hug me tightly, it's okay to be the smaller spoon, truly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you Mint!
Thank you kindly, Kaptin! And yes getting the opportunity to be the smaller spoon is amazing! Glad to help you with that confidence! ^w^
i needed a calm down cause i was having a break down
I hope this helped! UwU
Omg how did being called wonderful make tear up like how THANK YOU MINT
I'm happy you liked it! OuO
Not me coming back to this video every time my dad yells at me for making a mistake ✋
It's okay! You are precious. :3
That one dislike it's from the ex
Bakuhoe with the real insight!
@@MintMaplewood PLEASE
I tried playing outlast on max difficulty, and it was terrible. I needed this video. The trauma.. everytime I died I had to restart over and over and over again........
A very different type of mental trauma, but we help with those, too! :3
My dad is an emotional and mental abusive father , as a 14 years old I always felt that Iam alone and that Iam in a age where I shouldn’t even be complaining about my “perfect “life , but reading the comments I actually feel that it is okay to feel like that and it is not wrong , the video really comforts me thank you so much
I do hope you can break away and heal in time.
am not crying, i just tried to do the try not to blink challenge
👁🗨👄👁🗨
I failed. UwU OwO
Mint Maplewood nOoOoOoo 😭
When he said “they did what” I fucking jumped I got so scared T-T
Amazing script Asher X really good and emotional, so real
Really did a great job! OwO
Thank you for being a safe space for those of us who need it. Its very helpful and very very much appreciated.
Glad I can help! :3
i found this video last night and i’ve listened to it like 5 times already😂
I'm happy you like it that much. :>
thank you for comforting me when no one else would.
I hope you find people around you who will help you!
not you making me crying 🥲
Wow that was wierd
I fainted from loss of blood and not enough nutrients then when I got up he said 'i just wanna help you stabilise yourself abit'
Perfect timing,thank you sir
Fate is a weird thing~
@@MintMaplewood ikr lol ty it actually helped
This is hitting a creepy close to home with the dishes thing.
Bravo to Asher X btw because I haven’t seen many people give him credit
I need this sooo much right now, I feel like I mess up everything sometimes and it always scares me.....mostly because i'm a people pleaser.......it's hard for me to make mistakes and not be scared of it
Very much in the same boat, but you don't need to be perfect. You already are! UwU
@@MintMaplewood heh......thanks buddy
I..... Thank you. This made me feel better about my past situation thank you so much
I'm glad it could help you! :3
Me: *just left my mom's house after being emotionally abuser and manipulated* time to go cry in bed.
Also me: *finds video* guess I'm listening to this while crying now.
NOT ME LAUGHING AT THE AMOUNT OF TRAUMA I WENT THROUGH BGUHIUVVU 😭😭
This one hit close to come I dealt with a extremely emotional , physically abuse ex bf who used and me and I couldn't tell anyone. I'm extremely lucky because I have an extremely amazing bf who helped pay for my therapy and sat with me for 3 hours comforting me on our apartments cold floor
I'm happy you have that support and I hope you heal well!
@@MintMaplewood I have healed very well I have scareing due to my ex throwing into a fridge and broke my rib and I was in a coma for 4 months I have been to court with him for domestic abuse ,violents , rape and jumping me and assaulting me , he left me with PTSD ,anoxic ,anxiety and depression all being helped by my amazing bf
This audio helped me when memories of my emotionally abusive college advisor came surging to the surface.
I'm sorry to hear. I hope you can find the means to heal!
honestly, im really glad ive come across this video. things have been terrible lately and this helped a lot.
I'm glad it could help you. I hope things start to change positively for you soon! :3
Aaaaaa this hits a bit too close to home but ty king 🥺💕💕 you made my day better with this buddy :>!!
I'm glad to have helped! ;w;
gurl- im not crying my eyes are just spitting- 👁👄👁
after a su!c!de attempt a while back I spoke up about how when my dad found me on the floor and he proceded to hit me, i was yelled at and bashed, threatened to get the living sh!t kicked out of me i wanted to leave and go home (my house was a block down the street of the restaurant we were at) then getting chased down and yelled at in a public scene until I was shaking and crying, was made to sit back down and take the verbal abuse from my father. I needed this, thank you so much
I do hope you find healing and unconditional love for yourself.
I have been mentally abused for 18 years without knowing because it was since I born. I got curious if someone did one for mental and I am so glad I found this. I do also like to sit on the floor so I understand why the floor is safety, the floor is my best friend. I am going to therapy for this. I apologise for everything I even apologise for apologising. And to the person who is reading this you are amazing and really strong asking for help is scary, but you will get the right and proper help. I believe in you and you are loved by many even if it is purely from audio's like this the person how had writing the script probably went by something like this and they want everyone to feel better and want to know that you are loved. I hope you have a great day/afternoon/night
Stay strong! May your road to recovery be easy.
@@MintMaplewood it is not a really easy road it hase a lot of bumps and holes in the way but i will get past them no matter what
That was very beautiful, my friend!!!!
Thank you so much! XD
my eyes are sweating *intensely*
Glad to see your eyes are getting their daily workout! 💪
No I'm not crying my eyes are just aggressively sweating
My parent was young when they had me and I’m more of there friend and less of there daughter they also are emotionally unstable and my father was completely out of the picture and I manipulative to me and my mom
I hope you're able to find something more secure!
Mint Maplewood thank you I hope so too
I’m not crying I’m just.....chopping onions
Wasn’t ever in an abusive relationship with a PARTNER, in fact my boyfriend is amazing and I love him very much, but I had plenty of them with “close friends” (dropped now I refuse to talk to them) so this is nice
Yeah sorry, I am floor gang
SAME! :D
Crying? Nooooo I’m just watering my eyes a bunch
Well it’s official I’ve fallen love with your channel *hands over metaphorical heart ❤️* please take it it’s all I can offer you
OwO Thank you! What's this? *licks heart*
no no mint, what did we say about licking people’s internal organs? *shakes head* silly boyo
OWO i love you minty
I want to have a husband like this, where can I find one?
Be my manz XD jkjkjk unless?
I need a husband like this, too. ;-;
@@MintMaplewood Here is a tip
Get a mirror
I can't stop crying
There there! *kith*
I’m not crying my eyes are just sweating
This is really wholesome. This helps a lot. I just need to find a guy that makes me feel loved. I know that I can do it
Yes, you can!
Not even 3 minutes in and I'm already crying
Reminds me of last year when I had this chick that always blocked my locker so I just stood there waiting until either she noticed me and left, ending in me apologizing, and/or my friend would ask her to move (which ended in me apologizing)✌️ friend ended up scolding me for apologizing all of the time and it’s getting a bit better
Asher X!!! Show yourself so I can shower you with love!!!!🥺❤
Not me watching this because my mum came home three hours ago so I've been doing all the crap like in this video and I've felt so terrible the whole time.
anxiety tics, stimming, blank Emotion in my face and lost in thoughts the whole time. I wanted to scream at her and fucking show her that my sister and corona aren't the reason for FUCKING EVERYTHING
The Whole time i wanted to come here and listen to this again because this is so similar(?) to my experience
Lol
I’ve never had anyone talk to me like this, besides counselors or crisis lines but everyone I’ve been around has either been emotionally unavailable or unsafe in some way
"You will never have a boy who loves you if you keep acting this way (being myself) and dressing this way"
"Im ashamed of The person your becoming"
"Your not depressed"
"Your 15 you should already have a bf"
Yeah just some stuff that has been said straight to my face-
But its probably my fault anyway zzz
When he said “I’m scared for u” i said I’m sorry T^T FUCK SAKE
Are people like this even real? Are there people that are really this gentle and kind and empathetic? I know I would do this for someone else but I have a hard time believing other people will ever be this kind or loving to me
They exist. It just takes time and experience to find them. I'm sure you will someday. ❤
This helped a LOT me and my grandma got into a fight and I am over weight and she said by the time you are 21, I am .12. I will be 500 pounds living in a basement.....😐yea so this helped ALOT
sitting on the floor is instant comfort, im literally sitting on the floor currently lolol
I just now realised how much I needed this..
It’s sad for me to say but it’s true, for the past 9 years my whole life has been on fight or flight mode, I’ve been hearing voices screaming at me every single time I make even the simplest mistake, or the slightest wrong movement, literally my entire teen years was me being scared for my own life.
And it gets even worse to say that *I am my own abuser* …even though my early days were pretty rough for a child, besides a fair few the majority of people in my life have been nothing but kind, supportive, and gentle with me.
Besides all the shitty gritty venting above, this has really helped me through a troublesome day, much love Mint
Floor doesn’t judge
Floor is soft
Floor is quiet
Floor is good 👍
my heart 🥺😭😭
@@MintMaplewood thank you for this vid!! ♥️
this 1 dislike is just that abusive person
This sounds like bad boy halo🥺💕
Just in time! After all that happened..
Hope you're doing better now.
@@yuyuminori2487 thanks. I actually feel better
Him: Have you gotten any therapy or anything?
Me: Therapy is expensive. It’s free to tell myself “sometimes it be like that”
Him: that’s a great start!
BAHAHAHAHA 😂
I nearly choked on my Chex. XD
Mint Maplewood haha u actually responded, hello. Great video! Very calming and reassuring 👍
@@intellectualpotato23 Thank you! Though full credit to the original writer for this one! :3
Haha that's something my parents would NEVER say 😌✌️
I’m not crying okay? My eyes just took a shower
...
*"Mah hart, Mah sole"*
this really helped me, i have to go back with my mom today and im really not excited, so thank you ❤
1:36 Explain to me how he knew that when I’m reliving shit, I go straight into needing to clean
Them:*sits with me on floor*
Me:*PROTECTIVE PARENTLY FIGURE INSTINCTS KICK IN*
Love these videos so much! Needed this more than I realised!
I'm glad it could help! :3
Me watching this at 4 am: emotions? Oh yeah emotions. I totally have those whaaaaa????? *sweats nervously*
I only feel emotions at 4 AM when I'm trying to sleep. XD
Mint Maplewood that’s a mood XD
I had a toxic ex he cheated hit me yelled at me and more this helped me so much mint thank u so much love u but don’t worry guys I’m better and ok now❤️🥺
I'm happy you're feeling better! :3
Aww u commented back yes I am and god bless u Your channel helps me a lot ❤️
@@rodeobabygirl9544 Awww, I'm so happy it does! You got this! :3
Lol why did i actually cried...
My parents probably hate me, thats why😙✌️💖
I hope you find those supportive parental figures in your life.
I know how it feels my exboyfriend used to hurt me by his words and it was really bad called me ugly alot and it wasnt good loved this big hugs
You're beautiful, Jenny! I hope you feel better! Hugs! :>
@@MintMaplewood aww thank you thats so sweet big hugs to you
Oop- not me and my getting anxious because I forget to do the dishes and get scolded for it 🥴
Edit: HO HO IVE ALSO UNEARTHED THE THREATS I GOT AS A KID LITERALLY ONLY FOR GETTING BAD GRADES WHAT A NIGHT
Just, thank you
You're welcome! :3
Sniff sniff
I smell underrated content
Thamk you, Flummi! ;w;
Mental or emotional abuse is the worst people with this condition needs some help with this condition
lmao it really do be 2:37 AM 😌🤚
also i slit my eyebrow and now my parents are MAD and when i say MAD, i MEAN MADDD. So like, guess who's the family disappointment? haha, you're rightt, Meee
✌🏻😎✌🏻
Ouch! That's a bit of an overreaction on their part. :( At least you look rad and did it for yourself! :3
No no I’m not crying because this is exactly what I needed after what my ex did noooooooo I’m fiiiine