living alone in the philippines: why I've been gone for so long... | dealing with pet loss

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  • Опубліковано 19 жов 2023
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  • @rubyrubythecatcutie
    @rubyrubythecatcutie 9 місяців тому +10

    OMG as a fur mom myself who also lives alone, i can physically FEEL your pain. as fur parents, they are our greatest and most loyal companions in life. i am so sorry for your loss. i can't imagine life losing something (in this case, someone, because they're family already) as important as one's pet. i hope you get through this healthily. we are with you and we appreciate the upload despite the difficult time. 😞🤍

  • @greteloraiz-salinas9149
    @greteloraiz-salinas9149 9 місяців тому +4

    I cried watching the last few minutes of your video. Having a furry family is something that not all can relate to jud. I have been called over acting back then because I cried so much because I lost my dog due to leptospirosis last year. Kudos to you for loving momo and appa so much! Please be well as momo needs you too.

  • @Glowingsunbeam
    @Glowingsunbeam 9 місяців тому +2

    I’m sorry for your loss! ❤ losing a pet is such a hard thing. Sending lots of good healing energy to you!

  • @jojomutunga957
    @jojomutunga957 9 місяців тому +1

    I loved watching Appa in your videos, I'm literally in tears. I'm truly sorry for your loss.😞

  • @chilldiaryofafreelancer
    @chilldiaryofafreelancer 9 місяців тому +3

    I'm sorry for your loss.. had me in tears 😿 Run free, Appa 🕊

  • @achlyzis
    @achlyzis 9 місяців тому

    Ohhhhh im so sorry for your loss, I hope you are feeling better❤❤❤

  • @annejullierieramos2140
    @annejullierieramos2140 9 місяців тому +2

    you don't know how happy I am with this new upload, honey and im deeply sorry for your loss.

  • @xxabsxx31
    @xxabsxx31 9 місяців тому +1

    I am so really sorry for your loss. Losing a pet is awful and very painful, feels like you have a hole in your heart. All I can say or do is send love and hugs to you in the hope that this may make you feel somewhat better. ❤❤❤

  • @lovefromjenny
    @lovefromjenny 9 місяців тому

    I’m so sorry for your loss 😭 I’m also crying while watching 😢 losing a best friend is so painful but I wish for you to heal soon ❤

  • @santmbg
    @santmbg 9 місяців тому

    i am deeply sorry for your loss, ate :'( i've always looked forward to watch the boys whenever you upload videos and not having appa in any of the future vlogs ever saddens me a lot. he has been a great doggo and he surely served his purpose on earth as your son and angel in a puppy form. we will miss you, appa! run free 🐾🕊️

  • @charleinem
    @charleinem 9 місяців тому +2

    I feel you, ate! No words are enough to describe how painful it was to lose a pet whom you grew to love so much. I lost my furbaby last July... I'm pretty sure Appa and my furbaby are playing with each other there, especially they kinda look the same in a way! Virtual hugs with consent!
    PS. I also wished that my furbaby chooses me again to be his mom when he is reborn T-T

  • @stephkua6465
    @stephkua6465 9 місяців тому

    Aww, that’s why.. sorry to hear that.. 😢😢😢 got teary eyed.. but run free Appa! ❤ we’ll all miss you especially your mom.. hugs!

  • @timotheeboy
    @timotheeboy 9 місяців тому

    deep hugs! i miss you so much! deeply sorry about appa.

  • @marjorie8559
    @marjorie8559 9 місяців тому +1

    **virtual hugs** I'm so sorry for your loss.

  • @monetteaurelio7783
    @monetteaurelio7783 9 місяців тому

    got teary-eyed on appa's last video. Sorry for your loss. Run free, Appa 💓

  • @meeechan_tos
    @meeechan_tos 9 місяців тому

    So sorry for your loss... I can imagine the pain. I hope you're healing okay.

  • @teee3lll965
    @teee3lll965 9 місяців тому

    Sending virtual hugs! :( Sorry for your loss. Run Free, Baby Appa!

  • @starkpepp-rb8bn
    @starkpepp-rb8bn 9 місяців тому +2

    I couldn’t finish your vlog. I’m so sorry to hear about Appa. He is in the rainbow bridge now. Please read the rainbow bridge, if you haven’t. It’s been over five years since I lost one of my dogs and I can’t bare to look at her pictures pa. Huhuhu. It took me 3 year or so to talk about her. I cant believe I’m not over her yet

  • @garnet9521
    @garnet9521 9 місяців тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss :(( run free, appa 🕊️ sending u virtual hugs 🫂

  • @raesalazar3396
    @raesalazar3396 9 місяців тому

    Hugs 😢 I’m so sorry for your loss. 😞 Appa is the goodest boy and he is really blessed to have been loved by you.
    We will see them at the rainbow bridge someday.

  • @mariegracecutamora6889
    @mariegracecutamora6889 9 місяців тому

    Run free, Appa! ❤😢 i cant even imagine losing any of my furbabies. Be strong! I know Appa was so blessed and grateful that you’re his furmommy. For sure Appa’s always there to guide and protect you ❤️💪💪

  • @faye4938
    @faye4938 9 місяців тому

    i was shocked once i read the caption 😭 as a furmom, im so sorry for your loss. we love you, Appa. heaven’s lucky to have you there 🐾

  • @kimberlyserrano197
    @kimberlyserrano197 9 місяців тому

    i'm deeply sorry for your loss. run free in heaven, Appa. as a furparent myself, i couldn't imagine how painful it would be to lose my baby... just thinking about it brings me to tears :( hugs to you! 🥺🤍

  • @richarmamento8313
    @richarmamento8313 9 місяців тому

    So sorry for your loss. Breaks my heart too while watching this video

  • @aniahodin47
    @aniahodin47 9 місяців тому

    Ate hannah, we wish you a fast recovery. We missed you and your vlogs and we were so sorry for your loss😢

  • @just_elle1188
    @just_elle1188 9 місяців тому

    I'M SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS, DEAR. No words can describe how much pain you're dealing with losing Appa. It's never easy. Tight huuuuuggggsss!!! Appa, run free. You were a good dog. ❤️🐕

  • @___sooyaaa
    @___sooyaaa 8 місяців тому

    It's been a long time since I watched your vlog so I'm catching up today as the days got me busy.
    I immediately got sad when I read the video title.. then I cried as I remember that feeling of losing a pet, they are more than just a pet-a relative not because of blood but were connected by love. We will remember Appa forever in our hearts, may he continue to guide you above in the rainbrow bridge together with the goodest boys and pets there.
    I'm hugging my dogs extra hard today. I hope Momo can heal from the loss too.. little by little. We're always here for you

  • @user-sf1ro1fd6l
    @user-sf1ro1fd6l 9 місяців тому

    So sorry 😢wondered where you were been there 😭 it's ok he's gone but not forgotten loved him too even tho never got to pet him ❤

  • @chicagofemmeslots8138
    @chicagofemmeslots8138 9 місяців тому +1

    I am sorry to hear about Appa! Hugs Honey!
    I cried a lot, I have 2 fur babies myself…hugged both extra tight and gave extra treats.
    We’ll be praying for healing!
    “The risk of love is loss, and the price of loss is grief. But the pain of grief is only a shadow when compared with the pain of never risking love.”
    Run free Appa 🌈

  • @nessie1015
    @nessie1015 9 місяців тому

    Blessings for you during your grieving. Your best boy ever, Appa. He will live in your heart forever. We send you love and light❤

  • @audreyfelipe811
    @audreyfelipe811 9 місяців тому

    No way im crying this hard.. im so sorry for your loss honey 😢❤

  • @liezhie
    @liezhie 9 місяців тому

    Nakakaiyak naman to girl. Praying for Appa and for your healing as well!

  • @jasseas
    @jasseas 9 місяців тому

    omggg I always check my youtube because of your videos and ang tagal mo ring nawala. huhu I was excited na nag upload ka but yung ending nakaka iyak 😢 I hope you're doing good and also Momo.

  • @ma.ireneraloso3772
    @ma.ireneraloso3772 2 місяці тому

    I feel you.. It's not easy to deal with loss especially your bestfriend. Im sure Appa is happy in heaven now. Pain free. May you and Momo be safe always.

  • @tapangalizeia.5529
    @tapangalizeia.5529 7 місяців тому

    It's been a long time since i've watched your vlog and i am currently catching up right now. I'm a huge supporter of you and your dogs. I cried when i saw appa with iv :(( keep going miss ma'am! thanks for your vlogs! mamimiss ko si appa sa vlogs mo huhu

  • @thechuabells
    @thechuabells 9 місяців тому

    I haven’t seen your title video fully so I was shocked about your update on Appa. 😢 I almost cried 😞 I have been a silent follower of yours and I really enjoyed seeing him in your videos. I’m so sorry for your loss..

  • @AnjelahsLife
    @AnjelahsLife 9 місяців тому

    This is heartbreaking. I’ll miss Appa too. I’ve been watching your vlogs since last year and always look forward to Appa. He reminds me of my dog who I lost last pandemic. They looked so much alike.
    Appa, you’re a good boi to mum. Thank you for making me happy too ❤

  • @ashe8952
    @ashe8952 9 місяців тому

    I lost my 2 best friends this year too for different reasons. This vid made me cry and think about them. 😭 I’m so sorry for your loss I know how much pain you’re going through right now.

  • @Candy-ox4zk
    @Candy-ox4zk 9 місяців тому

    naiyak akooo 😢 mamimiss ko si appa. magkabirthday kami… stay strong honeey.

  • @Rabbi117
    @Rabbi117 9 місяців тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss😔🥺i've been in that situation before and it's so hard for someone who treat their pet as their own child😔but cheer up Appa will surely guide you from above❤❤❤

  • @user-yw9gy3mj8h
    @user-yw9gy3mj8h 9 місяців тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss, I'm in tears right now. This is my intro to you and your babies and I've already had to say goodbye to Appa. Stay strong, love yourself and love Momo more.❤

  • @jmrptrn
    @jmrptrn 9 місяців тому

    Girl, i've been following you since I started getting fond of living alone videos, unya mao diay nawala ka kay mao ni nahitabo. Teary eyed ko while watching your video and natagak na jud akong luha tong part nga last video na nimo kay Appa. huhuhu stay strong sis! That too shall pass. Sending lots of hugs!

  • @chantellejoiceansay7174
    @chantellejoiceansay7174 9 місяців тому

    Thank you for still showing up no matter how tough. I'm sorry you lost your baby.
    I remember my Loki, I lost him last year, days before I found out I was pregnant. I feel like he came back for me through my son this time. *virtual hugs w/ consent* 🥺

  • @jannellasia9412
    @jannellasia9412 9 місяців тому

    😭😭 hang in there…. We are here for you. Heaven gained another good boy ❤️

  • @Mae.mae_
    @Mae.mae_ 9 місяців тому

    im cryingggg 😢😢 gonna miss appa in your vlog :-(

  • @carolinewick9496
    @carolinewick9496 19 годин тому

    Oh. I am so sorry for your loss.😭

  • @angelicarinzon6805
    @angelicarinzon6805 9 місяців тому

    I have been watching your vlogs since the start of this year. All episodes - no skips. Kaya my heart is broken now knowing you lost Appa, my youtube doggo. I cant find the best words to comfort you…

  • @moniquesalamat
    @moniquesalamat 7 місяців тому

    seeing you still celebrate Appa's birthday made me tear up so much : ( Praying for healing for you!

  • @jannethcoleto9986
    @jannethcoleto9986 9 місяців тому

    crying while watching, can't imagine life without dogs.
    Sending virtual hugs.
    Appa said that he would choose you. Again and again.

  • @marianaelminor
    @marianaelminor 9 місяців тому

    I’m sorry for your loss😢 I feel your pain rn. I also lost my Ali last month😔

  • @alwaysenchanted1347
    @alwaysenchanted1347 9 місяців тому

    im so sorry for your loss💔

  • @joshlynssi9814
    @joshlynssi9814 9 місяців тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss :((

  • @adjortaliz
    @adjortaliz 9 місяців тому

    I am so sorry for your loss..I cried..Run free Appa..

  • @valeriesanpedro7546
    @valeriesanpedro7546 9 місяців тому

    Got teary eyed while watching, sakita ani uy. RIP Appa, sorry for your loss 😢

  • @lewll
    @lewll 9 місяців тому

    I'm so sorry to hear about Appa. couldn't process it but i know he's happy now kung nasaan man siya ngayon sending big hugs ate :(

  • @janethsantos29
    @janethsantos29 9 місяців тому

    Naiiyak ako pero pinipigilan ko dahil nasa work ako nung mapanuod ko ang vlog mo how sad 😢😢 alam ko may dadating na appa ulit sayo . . salamat sa share be strong honey 💪

  • @mowana.x
    @mowana.x 9 місяців тому

    I am very sorry for your loss. I know the feeling. 😢

  • @btstamilarmygurl9579
    @btstamilarmygurl9579 9 місяців тому

    I'm sorry for your loss. We would miss you Appa💔I cried loud after watched this vlog.

  • @brennanbasa4608
    @brennanbasa4608 9 місяців тому

    Be strong po, know that Appa is always watching you and guiding you.

  • @ladyja311
    @ladyja311 9 місяців тому

    omg wa ko nag expect na next video nimo na akong lantawon wala na si appa, been there ik the feeling mamatayan og dog. Cheer up ateee appa will still always be there watching u^^

  • @jj-ro3lj
    @jj-ro3lj 9 місяців тому +1

    I lost my sweet boy in 2021. Felt a bit relieved because he no longer has to suffer, he had health issues since I rescued him as a pup and he had medication throughout his short life. It has been two years but I sometimes still burst into tears randomly when something reminds me of him. The pain never really goes away and grieving doesn't really truly stop, you just make room for it in your life. Should there be a heaven for dogs, I hope Appa is with my Raki playing, happy, pain-free.

  • @teenfection
    @teenfection 9 місяців тому

    may appa rest in peace. i hope your doing good. Stay strong ❤

  • @ehcinad
    @ehcinad 9 місяців тому

    i was crying. appa is such a good boi. hope he's playing happily in heaven now. no more hurting. 🙏

  • @angcharleen
    @angcharleen 9 місяців тому

    Bawled my eyes out watching this vlog. I'm from Davao too and just lost my beloved pet last June din. 😢I'm so sorry for your loss. Run Free, Appa!

  • @graciousmariaaa
    @graciousmariaaa 9 місяців тому

    I'm really for your loss, Ms. Han. I know your pets mean so much to you and sobrang mahal mo sila. I just hope na hindi ka masyadong magpadala sa lungkot. We miss you po & we'll always wait for your return in Watty. We love you!

  • @minikienik
    @minikienik 3 місяці тому

    i feel for you as a furmom. i cried so hard especially when you got that necklace 😭 it's been 6 months since you posted this vid, i hope you're doing well despite this loss. 🥺

  • @jewicadanna8009
    @jewicadanna8009 9 місяців тому

    I searched your channel few days ago wondering how are you then I see you pop up today and was excited to see how you and your dogs have been. Immediately saw comments about Appa and I started crying already. I had one of my pets passed away this year. Most of them got that dog dengue and one didn’t make it. I know exactly how you feel. I am crying typing this comment now. You will always miss Appa and think of him all the time but know that he had a good life with you and he is watching you

  • @dArdentTUTvlog
    @dArdentTUTvlog 9 місяців тому

    Sorry to hear that, I know how you feel. Hugs for you.

  • @morotz10
    @morotz10 8 місяців тому

    Sorry for your loss. 😢

  • @jingyr
    @jingyr 9 місяців тому

    So sorry for your loss. 😢😢😢

  • @cjabellano
    @cjabellano 9 місяців тому

    omg i was wondering why you haven't posted in a while.🥺I'm so sorry for your loss.😢I'm sure Appa is somewhere safe, healthy and happy, and even then we know you have taken cared of the goodest boy when he was with you. Hugs for you and Momo!💗

  • @z1rc86
    @z1rc86 9 місяців тому

    stay strong!!! Appa will be missed!! 😢😢

  • @florence3573
    @florence3573 9 місяців тому

    Omooo, I also feel close with appa because of your video and I’m crying with u 😢 I miss u appa… Momo, be a good boy!! ❤

  • @ligayuh4873
    @ligayuh4873 9 місяців тому

    appa was like baby to me as well after my dog passed away, and I can't help but to cry knowing that someone will also go the same pain I go through. I guessed I would keep on binge watching your vlog with appa

  • @nymphadurilag2588
    @nymphadurilag2588 9 місяців тому

    So sorry for your loss. Ang sakit :(

  • @kwinklestar_
    @kwinklestar_ 9 місяців тому

    Missed your vlog, pero pagkabasa ko pa lang ng caption napaiyak na ako. Sobra sobra sobrang iyak ko while watching this!!!! I lost my two boys last year, hindi pa ako nakawfh and hindi rin ako makapagleave sa job ko. Now, I still have three of my babies and I wfh so as much as possible tutok talaga ako sa kanila. But I always wish na sana nararanasan din ng two babies ko in heaven ko yung life namin ngayon.
    You'll be okay as time goes by, but you'll never forget him. He's always in your heart, Honey. Sending hugs!!

  • @criselmalihan9495
    @criselmalihan9495 9 місяців тому +1

    This is so heartbreaking we will miss you Appa 😢🤍

  • @zyrabravo8672
    @zyrabravo8672 9 місяців тому

    i'm sorry for your loss, ate. yakap na mahigpit with consent. love u po always, ate han. 🐰

  • @pearlfrancisco2435
    @pearlfrancisco2435 9 місяців тому

    I was waiting for your vlog and wondering why you have no uploads for so long. I’m very sorry to hear about Appa. I am literally crying while typing this right now 😢 sending virtual hugs.

  • @doneshasmith2341
    @doneshasmith2341 9 місяців тому

    Honey, I’m so terribly sorry for your loss. My family and I had to put our little guy down on February 17, 2019. We got him when I was 11-years-old, and I was 25 when we had to put him down. He was with us for a long time, and we miss him everyday. It was so hard to see him sick and suffering. He’s at peace now.

  • @juulssilentstories
    @juulssilentstories 4 місяці тому

    I literally cried when I read Appa passed away. Rest in peace little one. My deepest condolences. ❤ My own dog is also sick, don't know how long he has left😢

  • @mintandmushroom
    @mintandmushroom 9 місяців тому

    Ahh.. read the comments before i could watch the video and now i dont think i can do it. It will make me 😢. It breaks my heart to know about this terribly sad news💔... Im sorry about appa... Always special... he's in a safer place now...❤❤

  • @jaycee4679
    @jaycee4679 9 місяців тому

    Cried watching as I remember my late dogs..😢 i hope you’ll get another dog.. that helped me.. and it will be for you and momo too..

  • @claudettejamillaty
    @claudettejamillaty 9 місяців тому

    Omg I am sorry for your lost, I cried when I knew Appa passed away. Run free baby Appa.

  • @yoonatupaz
    @yoonatupaz 9 місяців тому

    as a furmom this is heartbreaking. I am so sorry for your loss😢

  • @dtofu9sr3e
    @dtofu9sr3e 9 місяців тому

    Hugggs ❤ we love u, momo, & appa ❤❤❤

  • @chinreyes7668
    @chinreyes7668 9 місяців тому

    Run free Appa! I was crying the whole time. I bump on a post about this dog name Appa who are looking for a blood donor I was praying since then that it's not Appa and get really worried bec you haven't uploaded for a long time. Please heal it's really hard to let go of someone you really love more than anything. But I know you are a brave woman Honey !

  • @roch7375
    @roch7375 9 місяців тому

    I'm so sorry. Run free little angel, Appa.

  • @thetubongtowns
    @thetubongtowns 9 місяців тому

    im so sorry for your loss

  •  9 місяців тому

    Hugs with consent po, ate. I also lost my two cats last June and August, and it's so painful. I hope magkita-kita po sila sa Heaven at maglaro roon. Run free, Appa.

  • @maryrosesanluis143
    @maryrosesanluis143 9 місяців тому +1

    Oh no 😢 Appa... its hard to lose a dog.. I feel the same way when I lose my dog Cookie.. she was a small Maltese terrier dog. They can live up to 15 to 16 years lifespan..they are small dogs.. Cookie lived up to 9 years old. She died that day of December 19, 2022.. I told mom to put a blanket on her before she died... when I woke up, she was gone... her blanket was ajar a bit and she passed away 😭😭😭.. oh God i missed her so much. She died before Christmas 🎄

  • @rosef.3897
    @rosef.3897 9 місяців тому

    I’m so sorry for your loss 😢 Kaya pala ikaw nawala ng matagal. Run free Appa.

  • @ranzdelacruz-gd6ps
    @ranzdelacruz-gd6ps 9 місяців тому

    Im crying😢 run free appa!

  • @maryrosesanluis143
    @maryrosesanluis143 9 місяців тому +1

    Cookie's birthdays was April 1, 2013... she would've been now 10 years old... its hard for us to lose a dog.. my relative Jenny wanted me to adopt a new dog or puppy. But my dad and mother said no... i couldn't... Jenny kept asking me to adopt one... i had to refuse. 😢

  • @nnczrnlbrt
    @nnczrnlbrt 9 місяців тому

    I was just randomly watching living alone videos based on the thumbnails and I didn't really noticed the long title about you, loosing your baby Appa. I literally can't stop the tears falling down my eyes at 2:30am from this video and I think I'm gonna cry until I fall asleep again. My 7 year old shihtzu died 24th of September, and her 1 year and 6 months old daughter died almost a week after September 30th. It's been the hardest lost I've ever had in my life. I still can't believe my babies were gone. Sometimes, I don't really want to go home. Nothing compares from the pain of losing our furbabies and I also wish them to come back to me. 💔

  • @ohitschary
    @ohitschary 9 місяців тому

    Saw your fb post about Appa. I couldn't help but cried a lot after watching your video. Please hug Momo. 😢 Ga sakit akong heart up until now. Run free baby Appa.
    I can't even imagine if akong Lexie mawala sad sakoa but that's the reality. Sending virtual hugs Honey and welcome back. Take it slowly. 😊

  • @a.h0310
    @a.h0310 9 місяців тому

    Know how it feels to loose a pet fur baby sending you lots of love the pain never goes away 🥹 let’s just pray we are reunited with our babies one day

  • @dorothyjoyguevarra9916
    @dorothyjoyguevarra9916 9 місяців тому

    I cried too when u said Appa already passed away..it really hurts to loose a furbaby..i just remembered mine and i cried buckets of tears..😢

  • @marccolomayt82094
    @marccolomayt82094 9 місяців тому

    cute kaayo iyong living alone, so relaxing ❤❤

  • @joanaycong3676
    @joanaycong3676 9 місяців тому

    I also lost my pet this year. So I know how it feels. I am so sad for your loss. :((