Ren, being Chronically I’ll for 23 years has been a hard road and still is so hard. But you making people aware of the hell it is inside your body no one can see. You know it’s a mystery all in your head. I can’t get out much only to doctors. You have gave me a reason to try to get more answers. Not sure it will work, I’m going to try. I watched the Documentary of Unrest and there are tons of us. So anyway Thank You so much for being a light in my life and a reason to get up!!
Thank you for your message. Music and artistry is out of this world. Your struggle and pain was not for nothing, you are a bright warm light in a cold dark world.
Meds 'erase' disordered thoughts, delusions and raging emotions. But those same Meds do nothing to fill the sense of void left behind. All that's left of the patient is a 'chalk-outline'; the border where symptoms end and side-effects begin. Mountain Climbers often say that the only time they feel safe and secure is when they are climbing upward. Reaching the Pinnacle, 'being OK', is a spooky place you might fall from.
Great reaction. I can tell you felt that. Subscribed as I can see you truly feel the emotions in the music. When I was put on psych meds and anti-depressants, it just killed all emotion. I couldn’t feel anything. I used to complain to my wife that I was no longer me. I was a hollow shell. A complete shadow of my former self. So I identify with this song completely. Every part of it. Towards the end where he says "I'm scared of being okay 'Cause all things change, all things change" Is exactly right. You have good days. You get your hopes up, only to be dashed to pieces in the end when you realize the treatments and medications aren't working. It's just making things worse. You bury yourself in your smile for as long as possible.
Hey mate. Much love. I enjoyed your reaction so much. I'm a Ren fanboy, I've seen loads of folk meeting new tunes of his, & I love to share, tho at a distance. Cos face to face is best. Emotion & togetherness is best. In the modern world, perhaps this is done digitally now. I'm a dinosaur. Seeing Ren play on the streets of Brighton was great, but what he has created since, basically for UA-cam, is genius
Love your reaction to this. You should really check out Ren & Chinchilla "How To Be Me" (LIVE). Their chemistry is amazing and the music is so heartfelt. Also, Chinchilla's "Little Girl Gone" is worthy of a reaction. Like Ren, she is a versatile, talented, and creative.
Thank you for this!! Such a great reaction!!! I've listened to so many of Rens songs and haven't yet heard one I didn't think was super well done!! He excels at everything he does!!
I just recently checked out your Bohemian Rhapsody reaction... Dude if you're looking for another OMG musical experience try the song close to the edge from Yes... It's another one of those how the hell was this even ever created? type experiences
I see that painting of Bob Marley behind you so it's only fitting that you react to Ren and his Band The Big Push performing this set live- I Shot the Sheriff/Road to Zion/Hip Hop ua-cam.com/video/uSeCuR51rek/v-deo.html little over a year ago in Brighton UK. 🔥🔥🔥
I saw how much you felt that. I cry every time. When you are chronically ill like he is, &I am it is constant pain. More bad days than good so you have to take it just in case. Being scared to be ok, I interpret it as when you are ok one day it changes again. You never know when there will be an ok day. I’ve been chronically ill for 23 years and still a mystery. To hear this and know someone understands makes me cry.
I think it’s about the prescription medicine but I’m definitely not sure. It could be both I guess. Chinchilla has a beautiful voice and I love her passion. The song How to Be Me Live version is a duet with Ren and Chinchilla about a friend who committed suicide . Very unique and beautiful song ❤
Ren was misdiagnosed for 10 years & given the wrong medication whilst the lack of the right diagnosis simultaneously wrecked havoc on his neurology & immune system, causing pain 24 hours a day.
As a person who suffers from chronic pain and BPD, diagnosed and forced into retirement after 17 yrs of military service. This hits way too close to home. I almost can't listen to him without breaking down.
Thank you for such a heartfelt reaction. I saw the picture behind you. I think you will really love the cover that Ren did with his band The Big Push 'I Shot the Sheriff / Road to Zion / HipHop ua-cam.com/video/uSeCuR51rek/v-deo.html. It won't dissapoint.
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Appreciate the reaction my friend! much love and thankyou for the support!!
Ren, being Chronically I’ll for 23 years has been a hard road and still is so hard. But you making people aware of the hell it is inside your body no one can see. You know it’s a mystery all in your head. I can’t get out much only to doctors. You have gave me a reason to try to get more answers. Not sure it will work, I’m going to try. I watched the Documentary of Unrest and there are tons of us. So anyway Thank You so much for being a light in my life and a reason to get up!!
Thank you for your message. Music and artistry is out of this world. Your struggle and pain was not for nothing, you are a bright warm light in a cold dark world.
Hi Ren ...you are amazing !!! Can't get enough of your music! Truly inspirational !!
Ren you are Amazing ,sending Love ❤️
How does it feel to be so loved? If good vibes could cure you … you would be home tomorrow. We love you Ren ❤
#ren 🔥❣️🔥
Beautiful, emotional & powerful ❣️
Meds 'erase' disordered thoughts, delusions and raging emotions.
But those same Meds do nothing to fill the sense of void left behind.
All that's left of the patient is a 'chalk-outline'; the border where symptoms end and side-effects begin.
Mountain Climbers often say that the only time they feel safe and secure is when they are climbing upward.
Reaching the Pinnacle, 'being OK', is a spooky place you might fall from.
Ren and Chinchilla, those voices are perfection, and the duo wooooooowooooooooooo so good.
Such a beautiful song, their voices compliment each other so well 🖤
Went through treatment 20 years ago and this brought it all back. Dude is brave af.
Great reaction. I can tell you felt that. Subscribed as I can see you truly feel the emotions in the music.
When I was put on psych meds and anti-depressants, it just killed all emotion. I couldn’t feel anything. I used to complain to my wife that I was no longer me. I was a hollow shell. A complete shadow of my former self. So I identify with this song completely. Every part of it. Towards the end where he says "I'm scared of being okay 'Cause all things change, all things change" Is exactly right. You have good days. You get your hopes up, only to be dashed to pieces in the end when you realize the treatments and medications aren't working. It's just making things worse. You bury yourself in your smile for as long as possible.
Wow. I'm in your corner. Been on the meds since 1990. If I share my story you might not even believe it.
a great song to listen to is called crutch. its a very raw song,
I always get goosebumps and tear up with this! They are amazing!
Hey mate.
Much love. I enjoyed your reaction so much. I'm a Ren fanboy, I've seen loads of folk meeting new tunes of his, & I love to share, tho at a distance. Cos face to face is best. Emotion & togetherness is best. In the modern world, perhaps this is done digitally now.
I'm a dinosaur. Seeing Ren play on the streets of Brighton was great, but what he has created since, basically for UA-cam, is genius
Love your reaction to this. You should really check out Ren & Chinchilla "How To Be Me" (LIVE). Their chemistry is amazing and the music is so heartfelt. Also, Chinchilla's "Little Girl Gone" is worthy of a reaction. Like Ren, she is a versatile, talented, and creative.
I am speechless after listening to this. They both have magical voices, and they harmonize so well. Thank you so much for the great reaction❤
Glad you enjoyed it!
Ren 🥰👏👏👏👏
Thank you ,thank you, thank you...SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SONG!! They are both superstars.
Must experience Ren and Chincilla's live one take of How to Be Me ❤
Watch his Song named Diazepam. It totally describes the feeling of being like a chalk outline
That is such a great song!
So good. I love the authenticity too.
Great reaction to a beautiful song. I recommend Crutch feat. Bibi next. Absolutely stunning and heart wrenching.
Thank you for this!! Such a great reaction!!! I've listened to so many of Rens songs and haven't yet heard one I didn't think was super well done!! He excels at everything he does!!
It's not a cover, he wrote it about how prescription pills make you feel. Its all real life and live.
Absolutely Brilliant!
Great reaction! One of the best! Ren is a genius!❤
The best! More on the way, Keepitlocked🔥🔥
Ren's been putting me through the wringer. Respect for a genuine reaction, and for letting the song play. Subbed.
I’m not seeing Chinchilla live version of fingers. It’s a masterpiece. That needs to be moved up the list. She is A+ amazing
Ren is always real & I love him for it 🙏
I just recently checked out your Bohemian Rhapsody reaction... Dude if you're looking for another OMG musical experience try the song close to the edge from Yes... It's another one of those how the hell was this even ever created? type experiences
🔥🔥❤️🔥🔥 #Ren #Chinchilla ❤️
I see that painting of Bob Marley behind you so it's only fitting that you react to Ren and his Band The Big Push performing this set live- I Shot the Sheriff/Road to Zion/Hip Hop ua-cam.com/video/uSeCuR51rek/v-deo.html little over a year ago in Brighton UK. 🔥🔥🔥
Let’s go😁😁😁
I saw how much you felt that. I cry every time. When you are chronically ill like he is, &I am it is constant pain. More bad days than good so you have to take it just in case. Being scared to be ok, I interpret it as when you are ok one day it changes again. You never know when there will be an ok day. I’ve been chronically ill for 23 years and still a mystery. To hear this and know someone understands makes me cry.
I love the sound they have when she sings in falsetto. Damn!!! ❤
Yeah, that was beautiful for real
There is something about her use of falsetto that cut me to my core. The expression of so much pain and beauty all at once. Just incredible.
I think it’s about the prescription medicine but I’m definitely not sure. It could be both I guess. Chinchilla has a beautiful voice and I love her passion. The song How to Be Me Live version is a duet with Ren and Chinchilla about a friend who committed suicide . Very unique and beautiful song ❤
Ren was misdiagnosed for 10 years & given the wrong medication whilst the lack of the right diagnosis simultaneously wrecked havoc on his neurology & immune system, causing pain 24 hours a day.
It is yes, the first word Chinchilla says is "Sertraline." It's a regularly prescribed anti-depressant in the UK.
@@jimbagification there's also the song Diazepam by Ren too
@@Bearlissimo indeed, it would seem as though he knows his way around a pharmacy. 😉
@@jimbagification Sertaline is the generic for Zoloft
It's so a good song, I think you will like Theirs another "How to be me"
As a person who suffers from chronic pain and BPD, diagnosed and forced into retirement after 17 yrs of military service. This hits way too close to home. I almost can't listen to him without breaking down.
Thank you for being transparent here. Thank you for your service! 🇺🇸 Hope things have improved for you.
@@FTBREACTS Thank you sir, things are getting better its slow but steady, and that is more than I could have hoped for.
@@Capthowdy098 at least slow and steady is taking you in the right direction, that's a good thing
Many thanks great reaction love and respect from the UK 👍👍👍👍👍👍🌟😀😀 amazing 👍
This song really grabs your psyche by the short hairs.
Monumental !
Great react and subbed
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Great reaction
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Thank you for such a heartfelt reaction. I saw the picture behind you. I think you will really love the cover that Ren did with his band The Big Push 'I Shot the Sheriff / Road to Zion / HipHop ua-cam.com/video/uSeCuR51rek/v-deo.html. It won't dissapoint.
This!
Ren👍❤🔥🔥🔥chinchilla
Check out Ren and Chinchilla one dance its so good too!
Tool time my friend! 😎
Yooo you on it 🤘🏽🤣🤣 Gotcha
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Didn't like it personally