Thank you so much for sharing your story and thanks to your mother as well. My nephew hung himself a cpl months ago, he was 17. There were no signs at all. I really think his mom would benefit so much by hearing your story. This may or may not be what happened in his case but it sure sounds possible. I’m so glad you’re still here. May God bless you, Mom & the rest of your family, as well as everyone who may read this comment. If you, or someone you know needs help please reach out, you do matter, you are loved, needed and important. ❤️
Beautiful just seeing you hug your mom in the very beginning man, may God bless you and help you stay on a good path for the rest of your life bro 🙏🏼❤️
Dear Carson, My grandmother and brother committed suicide. I now have a 14 year old daughter and 12 year old son. This is my biggest fear for them. Thank you for your insight and guidance.
We carry the burdens and pain of our ancestors. The best thing for you to do with those children is not to live in the past or focus on the pain/suicide. You will pass this energy onto them unknowingly. Be in the light and show your kids the path to the light. I too am living with a live passing from suicide
Thank you for sharing to help others. I lost my 22 year old to suicide in 2017. He had depression and anxiety. I cry everyday missing him. I lean on Jesus everyday to help me cope.
With borderline personality disorder I have thoughts of suicide many times a month and it's hard to fight them off and I have episodes where I do attempt but the past 2 years I have fought them off long enough to not even cut myself and I'm almost 22 so it's ever lasting but I hope with the motivation and encouragement from your story and the way your mom explains it will help me handle situations and my episodes better
One of my best friends has attempted suicide many times and has suffered from severe depression ... at times I feel hopeless because I am only human there’s so much advice and encouragement one can give and lend an ear... to vent on... the best thing I have always advised even when he doesn’t want to admit it at first ... but after the tears and emotions pour out ... he knows only GOD gave him the comfort I couldn’t ... I only started the prayer GOD did the rest... please know GOD is real please know GOD is the only ONE that can change your point of view on the desire and emotions that seem to take over ... the more you trust in GOD the more he’ll provide a drastic change for the better... he’s the best lending ear to vent on... GOD BLESS YOU!
The 2 most important days in your life: the day you were born and the day you learned why. Consider this: Many victims only want the pain to stop and don’t want to die. A common diagnosis for many preteens & teens is “adjustment disorder” or “situational depression”, and as the brain develops becomes less dangerous. Keep doing what you’re doing!
Thank you for being so courages and brave and sharing your Story. I hope this helps many,many young people to talk to someone if they’re feeling deeply sad.......I was diagnosed with Manic depression,ADHD & PTSD but not until I was an adult. I had a really strict,abusive Dad. The good part about that;he had me convinced If I killed myself,he’d bring me back to life and beat me ,till I wished I was dead. I hope and wish Schools would teach Psychology to students at the least start,at the 7th grade level. God bless you.
You and your mom are so well spoken and inspiring! I have no doubts your story and what you guys are doing to share this with the world will help so many children and families. ❤️ God bless!!
My son is 14 and I’ve never really heard of crisis in the moment. I appreciate this video sooooo much and am going to talk with my son more and try to fill his “toolbox”. This is such an important video!!! Thank you so much for doing it!
My son attempted suicide a couple months ago. He was gone and brought back now has a TBI on top of his mental health. I want to say THANK YOU so much for sharing and speaking out! Keep sharing it can keep a mom strong and can save a life ! Thank you hero!
So glad you’re still here hunny! How long had you been feeling suicidal? Was it literally just a day or a month? Just trying to fully understand HOW quick it was. Much ❤️
Your survival is going to save a bunch of lives. As a mother of a teenage boy, this is something every parent should be aware of. Thanks for sharing your story. You are very brave 💕
Really needed this. I've been really struggling with my mental health lately because of my severe anxiety and stress levels. I finally told my parents and I think I'm going to go and see a therapist.
I went from watching videos about antidepressants to watching videos about suicide that's how fuc*ed up and hopeless my life is right now I just want the pain to end so badly I'm so sick of pretending being happy around familly and friends . I Don't recognize my self anymore . 😪
Hey bud. I just wanted to say that I am so thankful that you are still alive! You have a lot of life left to live. I don't know what is in your future, but I know that Jesus loves you and has a plan for your life :) God bless you, brother
I don't know you folks, but I was almost there once. cPTSD went misdiagnosed and I was on the verge of being another veteran suicide. God delivered me from suicidal thoughts, alcoholism, and the guilt I've carried back from the Middle East 20 years ago. In 2018, my cousin took his own life. He was just 6 months older than me. He had been baptized but it wasn't legit. When we take control of our own life and death, we're excluding God from the equation. I'm glad YOU made it through your attempt. Bless your heart.
I like the the fact you distinguished the two factors. As a mom who experienced the same type of event, its true I had no clue. Even a seasoned mom with another child with mental health...it blind sided me. Now I’m more involved in monitoring their mental health!
Absolutely agree! Our daughter has anxiety so we thought we knew about mental health. We had no idea it could be like this. Stay well and hang in there!
Not always mental health. Bullying causes depression. Depression causes suicide. Family members such as spouses and teens with learned behaviour of the disrespect they see can suck the life out of someone to the extent they take their lives even sometimes making a way of escape in the hope they will be loved enough to be stopped.
I'm glad you are still here bud. Your story is inspiring. I had a friend who committed suicide on February 21, 2017. He was 18, and just three days before his 19th birthday. It saddens me that he was successful. You are extremely blessed to still be here. I wish you the best in life ahead.
Man, God is so good! He brought you through your experience for a purpose! So awesome that you found the good in the situation and are using it for helping others! True blessing to this world!
Just found you on tik tok and I’m now subscribed to your UA-cam as well! Thank you for sharing your story, you are going to help so many people! We are all so glad you’re here ❤️
My sister successfully shot herself in the head 6 yrs ago next month I can’t explain to you how happy and lucky you and your family must be and I pray you see that now ❤️ good luck on your journey despite not knowing you I love you❤️
I lost a sister and my Dad to suicide 4 years apart. What I learned the most from this is they don’t “decide”, “take their life”, “kill themselves”, “commit” suicide. When we put an actionable verb on the person, we take away from mental health. They don’t do this to themselves or decide. They are sick and the sick brain takes over. A person in their right mind would not do this. To that point, the sick brain disabled their right mind. We need to help people learn coping skills to your point in this video. I wish we did this in high schools. We wouldn’t judge someone who dies from diabetes or liver disease. We would understand that their organ wasn’t functioning. The same is true of the brain. We need better understanding of this in the world. I’m writing a book on this topic and I, just as you, do community work to help others. I appreciate you being vulnerable to help others.
Thank you for saying all that! It is spot on. So much of this is brain based and that NEEDS to be a part of our studies into suicide. I truly appreciate you watching and your feedback. Be well❤️
Carson, it was really emotional for me watching your video on truly, and as a mother of two sons I cannot imagine what you and your family have been through. Your message and your story mean something to other kids out there that may be going through some of the same feelings that you did....and it means something to us parents too. Stay blessed... never give up, never surrender!
First off, I’m so glad you’re here! I’m a father and a teacher and I truly appreciate your bravery to share and help others with your story! Thank you!
I’m grateful to see you sitting there with your mom. I have loved ones who are not as fortunate. You’re incredibly brave to share your story like this and I know you are helping people by doing so. A friend of mine started a community called Stand Strong, aimed at giving teens a safe and judgement free environment to have a voice, share their struggles to a supportive community, listen, lean on, learn and grow with each other. I haven’t really talked to him much during the pandemic but I could connect you if you were interested in being a guest during one of his zoom calls. Thanks for sharing your story here.
As someone who has suffered with depression & suicidal thoughts since college, I had never thought about someone going into such despair so quickly. Thank you for sharing your story.
Carson and Mama Carson, Thank you for posting this! Please don’t ever stop sharing your story and motivation. I have 3 kids, and I look forward to sharing this video with them. You are living in a much different world than we did growing up, and I don’t think I recognize that often enough. I’m grateful for your courage to share your story with the world. You’re a gift, and you’re here for a reason. God bless
@@cmolle3540 I was bullied all through my younger years. I never got to a point where that ever crossed my mind. Maybe I was missing the mental illness side of things. Stay strong man.
you're still here for a reason, young man. thank you for sharing your story; you are helping so many others. and i love a supportive, knowledgeable mom!!!
As a mom & a person that has struggled w mental health issues my whole life your story really touches me....YOU are amazing,idk you bt im glad you are alive.....MUCH LOVE FROM NORTH CAROLINA...❤💜
Thank you so much for sharing. You are amazing. I am a huge advocate for mental illness and mental health and I am so proud of you for sharing your story ❤️
Thank you man. I know life doesn't make sense. We are life, Without us nothing exists , If i die The world will stop existing for me, So nothing exists at all just me. So you are life man, It doesn't matter how we look. The only thing that matters is to Become the best version of ourself. To achieve Enlightenment And to escape from this reality. You have a lot to learn before you die. Pls Learn everything that comes in your life , Make it stay within you. You have Died without Dying, So it is the time to be born As a new man now. Much love
God bless you, your mother and your whole family. I am in tears watching you. I found you on TT and had to hear you whole story. I’ll be 40 this year and I almost took my life only a couple years ago. I have bipolar disorder and was ready to end it all. I got through it and do as much as I can to bring awareness to mental health and suicide. You have so much strength inside you, I find it uncontrollably inspiring. Thank you again for sharing your story. I am so thankful you are alive. God Bless. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🖤🖤🖤
I suffer from depression and anxiety/ suicidal thoughts. And I’ve been there. I’ve attempted suicide over 17 times. And I’m so glad that your still here. My sister attempted suicide and my mom found her unconscious and she was in a coma for a week. 🥺luckily she made it thru but the hardest week of our lives. But I hate having depression especially at night my thoughts are worse. But the last times I felt suicidal was 4 weeks ago and I had pills in my hands I was so close to taking them but I didn’t. My biggest attempt was OD and spitting my throat. Anyway your here for a reason. You have a wonderful mom♥️♥️
We just had a 14 year old commit suicide in our community, this i believe will help us to figure out how to move forward as a community. How would someone go about reaching you?
Thank you so much - both of you for sharing! Such important information!! I'm so happy you survived Carson. You're helping us parents who can in turn help our kids.
Thank you for shedding a light on such a difficult topic. My boyfriend committed suicide a few years ago and no one would have ever expected it. We HAVE to have those hard conversations. They’re so important. You are amazing! I’m so glad you’re still here to educate others.
Wow Dude, I suffer from what ever they wrote...but yes, extreme highs as well as lows...when I didnt know what was happening I thought I was just broken....add drugs, on top of sexuality ,I was Time Bomb..In n out of jail, Trouble, voilence, my perfect self dectruction..Doing really good now. bean clean for 6.7 years... But Good looking out...Love your confidence, Your beautiful generous nature..Teaching others, out of our own way..self less is when you strengthen my dude PS, Your Mom seeks Awesome, Thanks guys
I'm glad that you still here and what you doing with your life now. and your mom is so lucky that have you. I wasn't have, my 15yo Son takes his life octubre 3/2019, I'm never imagine that could do something like that, he doesnt have mental problem, he was so happy all the time. he taked my life with him, I just breath. Still Im looking for a explanation. I can’t tell you God bless you, because I dont beleved in God anymore, but Im glad that you are with your parents, they has to be soooooo happy, their are lucky, because if they lose you that day their lifes would be going too.🦋💙Im so broken, my heart is in pieces 💔YOU ARE AWESOME!!! I LOVE WHAT YOU BEEN DOING 💕🦋🦋
It's a simple concept basic logic if life is not free why the hell would death be any cheaper it's not. So the question one may wonder is the spiritual cost to one's own soul and spirit for having lived and died to the lowest standards of quality for so many years now global pollution has diminished the quality of life to the point where today's people are living, dying and yielding the worst spiritual kickback that has ever been manifested since the beginning of life only getting worse. The polar opposite extreme to that is today's people should be living and dying to the highest standards of quality which would make each and every moment physically, mentally, financially and spiritually beneficial. S.R.F.
Hello there, So glad you are here and see a whole new perspective on life. I just lost a dear friend to su1c1de a couple weeks ago. He was the most gentle, kind soul that would do anything for anyone and I wish I knew a way to help him. I do understand that we cannot ever feel what others are feeling but we can check on our friends more. We can show unconditional love, kindness and empathy towards others..even total strangers. It just might change a person's day. I miss my friend so much today I just want to say to you, you are a beautiful person and brave making videos on awareness. Thank you for speaking out and I'm so glad you've got your mom's loving support here Bless you and bless your life.
It does get better in life i use to feel this way alot you have just got to find something you really enjoy like a sport put yourself around positive peoplw i also found that focusing to munch on how you feel made it worse going to counseling to munch being in a depresive enviroment also contributed to being depressed the people at counseling places get paid to be your friend so i found once i got away from that and the medicines they try to push on you that i could control more of my feelings some of the medicines actually make you more deppresed thats another way they have of making money andmessing you up for life putting labels on you only makes you feel worse you have to find it inyourself to just pull out of being depresed easyier said then done going to church or playing sports was my best outlet and believing in yourself and self afirmations it does get better as you get older probably around age 35 it just depends on you its more fun to have freedom from your feelings and ne incontrol then to be told when what and where you can do things and being locked up in a hospital only makes it worse you have got to want to get better and just do it 4:44
you coming back to a sport after an injury like that is so inspiring. glad you’re here man❤️
Thank you so much for sharing your story and thanks to your mother as well. My nephew hung himself a cpl months ago, he was 17. There were no signs at all. I really think his mom would benefit so much by hearing your story. This may or may not be what happened in his case but it sure sounds possible. I’m so glad you’re still here. May God bless you, Mom & the rest of your family, as well as everyone who may read this comment. If you, or someone you know needs help please reach out, you do matter, you are loved, needed and important. ❤️
Beautiful just seeing you hug your mom in the very beginning man, may God bless you and help you stay on a good path for the rest of your life bro 🙏🏼❤️
Did he shoot himself with a Shotgun wtf
Dear Carson,
My grandmother and brother committed suicide. I now have a 14 year old daughter and 12 year old son. This is my biggest fear for them. Thank you for your insight and guidance.
We carry the burdens and pain of our ancestors. The best thing for you to do with those children is not to live in the past or focus on the pain/suicide. You will pass this energy onto them unknowingly. Be in the light and show your kids the path to the light. I too am living with a live passing from suicide
Thank you for sharing to help others. I lost my 22 year old to suicide in 2017. He had depression and anxiety. I cry everyday missing him. I lean on Jesus everyday to help me cope.
i don’t know you but i’m glad you’re alive
ur so brave for sharing ur story , i’m so glad ur still here ❤️❤️
With borderline personality disorder I have thoughts of suicide many times a month and it's hard to fight them off and I have episodes where I do attempt but the past 2 years I have fought them off long enough to not even cut myself and I'm almost 22 so it's ever lasting but I hope with the motivation and encouragement from your story and the way your mom explains it will help me handle situations and my episodes better
One of my best friends has attempted suicide many times and has suffered from severe depression ... at times I feel hopeless because I am only human there’s so much advice and encouragement one can give and lend an ear... to vent on... the best thing I have always advised even when he doesn’t want to admit it at first ... but after the tears and emotions pour out ... he knows only GOD gave him the comfort I couldn’t ... I only started the prayer GOD did the rest... please know GOD is real please know GOD is the only ONE that can change your point of view on the desire and emotions that seem to take over ... the more you trust in GOD the more he’ll provide a drastic change for the better... he’s the best lending ear to vent on... GOD BLESS YOU!
I'm so proud of you! I'm so sorry you went through/are going through that. Never stop fighting x i believe in you!xx
I just got diagnosed with it and it's hectic like i can be super mad then super sad and so on it's just idk bad
Why did you have those thoughts?
@@duecespigalomcjigglo679 sometimes you just didnt know, it's just sort of happen
The 2 most important days in your life: the day you were born and the day you learned why. Consider this: Many victims only want the pain to stop and don’t want to die. A common diagnosis for many preteens & teens is “adjustment disorder” or “situational depression”, and as the brain develops becomes less dangerous. Keep doing what you’re doing!
What do you mean "the day you learned why (you were born)"?
Thank you for being so courages and brave and sharing your Story. I hope this helps many,many young people to talk to someone if they’re feeling deeply sad.......I was diagnosed with Manic depression,ADHD & PTSD but not until I was an adult. I had a really strict,abusive Dad. The good part about that;he had me convinced If I killed myself,he’d bring me back to life and beat me ,till I wished I was dead.
I hope and wish Schools would teach Psychology to students at the least start,at the 7th grade level. God bless you.
Really sorry to hear that, glad I can helo
minus the meds and the med damage.
You and your mom are so well spoken and inspiring! I have no doubts your story and what you guys are doing to share this with the world will help so many children and families. ❤️ God bless!!
My son is 14 and I’ve never really heard of crisis in the moment. I appreciate this video sooooo much and am going to talk with my son more and try to fill his “toolbox”. This is such an important video!!! Thank you so much for doing it!
My son attempted suicide a couple months ago. He was gone and brought back now has a TBI on top of his mental health. I want to say THANK YOU so much for sharing and speaking out! Keep sharing it can keep a mom strong and can save a life ! Thank you hero!
So glad you’re still here hunny! How long had you been feeling suicidal? Was it literally just a day or a month? Just trying to fully understand HOW quick it was. Much ❤️
Just a day
Your survival is going to save a bunch of lives. As a mother of a teenage boy, this is something every parent should be aware of. Thanks for sharing your story. You are very brave 💕
Really needed this. I've been really struggling with my mental health lately because of my severe anxiety and stress levels. I finally told my parents and I think I'm going to go and see a therapist.
I went from watching videos about antidepressants to watching videos about suicide that's how fuc*ed up and hopeless my life is right now I just want the pain to end so badly I'm so sick of pretending being happy around familly and friends . I Don't recognize my self anymore . 😪
Hey, know it's been 6 month since and I wanna know if everything is okay with your life
Hey bud. I just wanted to say that I am so thankful that you are still alive! You have a lot of life left to live. I don't know what is in your future, but I know that Jesus loves you and has a plan for your life :) God bless you, brother
I don't know you folks, but I was almost there once. cPTSD went misdiagnosed and I was on the verge of being another veteran suicide.
God delivered me from suicidal thoughts, alcoholism, and the guilt I've carried back from the Middle East 20 years ago.
In 2018, my cousin took his own life. He was just 6 months older than me. He had been baptized but it wasn't legit.
When we take control of our own life and death, we're excluding God from the equation.
I'm glad YOU made it through your attempt. Bless your heart.
I like the the fact you distinguished the two factors. As a mom who experienced the same type of event, its true I had no clue. Even a seasoned mom with another child with mental health...it blind sided me. Now I’m more involved in monitoring their mental health!
Absolutely agree! Our daughter has anxiety so we thought we knew about mental health. We had no idea it could be like this. Stay well and hang in there!
Not always mental health. Bullying causes depression. Depression causes suicide. Family members such as spouses and teens with learned behaviour of the disrespect they see can suck the life out of someone to the extent they take their lives even sometimes making a way of escape in the hope they will be loved enough to be stopped.
I'm glad you are still here bud. Your story is inspiring. I had a friend who committed suicide on February 21, 2017. He was 18, and just three days before his 19th birthday. It saddens me that he was successful. You are extremely blessed to still be here. I wish you the best in life ahead.
I’m really sorry for your loss
I suffer with chronic depression and am often times sad. But I never consider suicide.
Man, God is so good! He brought you through your experience for a purpose! So awesome that you found the good in the situation and are using it for helping others! True blessing to this world!
Just found you on tik tok and I’m now subscribed to your UA-cam as well! Thank you for sharing your story, you are going to help so many people! We are all so glad you’re here ❤️
My sister successfully shot herself in the head 6 yrs ago next month I can’t explain to you how happy and lucky you and your family must be and I pray you see that now ❤️ good luck on your journey despite not knowing you I love you❤️
He should tell his own story
I lost a sister and my Dad to suicide 4 years apart. What I learned the most from this is they don’t “decide”, “take their life”, “kill themselves”, “commit” suicide. When we put an actionable verb on the person, we take away from mental health. They don’t do this to themselves or decide. They are sick and the sick brain takes over. A person in their right mind would not do this. To that point, the sick brain disabled their right mind. We need to help people learn coping skills to your point in this video. I wish we did this in high schools. We wouldn’t judge someone who dies from diabetes or liver disease. We would understand that their organ wasn’t functioning. The same is true of the brain. We need better understanding of this in the world. I’m writing a book on this topic and I, just as you, do community work to help others. I appreciate you being vulnerable to help others.
Thank you for saying all that! It is spot on. So much of this is brain based and that NEEDS to be a part of our studies into suicide. I truly appreciate you watching and your feedback. Be well❤️
This might be too private so you don’t need to respond but what was the crisis that caused your attempted suicide
I’m glad you’re still here❤️
Much respect ✊🏻Obviously God wasn’t done with you yet❤️
Bro, you have balls of steel, Respect! You are a strong person! We love you! I’m glad you are here with us!
Lost my dad a few months back to the same thing. Wish he would of talked to me. I’m glad you are still here with your family. Thank you
Carson, it was really emotional for me watching your video on truly, and as a mother of two sons I cannot imagine what you and your family have been through. Your message and your story mean something to other kids out there that may be going through some of the same feelings that you did....and it means something to us parents too. Stay blessed... never give up, never surrender!
First off, I’m so glad you’re here! I’m a father and a teacher and I truly appreciate your bravery to share and help others with your story! Thank you!
I feel like this and hopefully it will be better next winter
I am almost 35 and I have been living with bipolar depression since I was 16 I had a few attempts
Thanks for sharing your story. You're a beautiful person, and I wish you achieve many great things in your future life.
Your mom is so sweet, I know she must be so proud of you.
I’m grateful to see you sitting there with your mom. I have loved ones who are not as fortunate. You’re incredibly brave to share your story like this and I know you are helping people by doing so. A friend of mine started a community called Stand Strong, aimed at giving teens a safe and judgement free environment to have a voice, share their struggles to a supportive community, listen, lean on, learn and grow with each other. I haven’t really talked to him much during the pandemic but I could connect you if you were interested in being a guest during one of his zoom calls. Thanks for sharing your story here.
I’m so glad you’re still here and I’m an athlete and you inspire me
🙏🙏😥😥🙏🙏
❤❤❤❤ incredible this video exists. You are loved
As someone who has suffered with depression & suicidal thoughts since college, I had never thought about someone going into such despair so quickly. Thank you for sharing your story.
Carson and Mama Carson,
Thank you for posting this! Please don’t ever stop sharing your story and motivation. I have 3 kids, and I look forward to sharing this video with them. You are living in a much different world than we did growing up, and I don’t think I recognize that often enough. I’m grateful for your courage to share your story with the world. You’re a gift, and you’re here for a reason. God bless
What was happening in your life that made you feel like life wasn't worth living?
Number of things
@@cmolle3540 I was bullied all through my younger years. I never got to a point where that ever crossed my mind. Maybe I was missing the mental illness side of things. Stay strong man.
you're still here for a reason, young man. thank you for sharing your story; you are helping so many others. and i love a supportive, knowledgeable mom!!!
thank you for sharing. it brings so much perspective to everyone. i hope you’re doing well! can’t wait for more videos ❤️❤️
As a mom & a person that has struggled w mental health issues my whole life your story really touches me....YOU are amazing,idk you bt im glad you are alive.....MUCH LOVE FROM NORTH CAROLINA...❤💜
You're so lucky you have such a loving mom.
I follow you on TikTok. You told me how to find your channel. I almost committed suicide when I came out.
You’re really brave for sharing such a personal aspect of your life. Thank you for posting this, it’s going to help a lot of people, myself included
Thank you so much for sharing. You are amazing. I am a huge advocate for mental illness and mental health and I am so proud of you for sharing your story ❤️
Thank you man. I know life doesn't make sense. We are life, Without us nothing exists , If i die The world will stop existing for me, So nothing exists at all just me. So you are life man, It doesn't matter how we look. The only thing that matters is to Become the best version of ourself.
To achieve Enlightenment And to escape from this reality. You have a lot to learn before you die. Pls Learn everything that comes in your life , Make it stay within you. You have Died without Dying, So it is the time to be born As a new man now. Much love
Youre so strong
Always lean on Jesus to help you through. God bless you.
God bless you, your mother and your whole family. I am in tears watching you. I found you on TT and had to hear you whole story. I’ll be 40 this year and I almost took my life only a couple years ago. I have bipolar disorder and was ready to end it all. I got through it and do as much as I can to bring awareness to mental health and suicide. You have so much strength inside you, I find it uncontrollably inspiring. Thank you again for sharing your story. I am so thankful you are alive. God Bless. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🖤🖤🖤
You are here for reason! ❤❤❤ thank you for sharing ur story
So glad you’re here and thank you for sharing your story ❤️
I’ve been praying for you since your first video I hope you feel better.
I’m so glad that you are still here! God is Great🙏🏽. God bless you!
I suffer from depression and anxiety/ suicidal thoughts. And I’ve been there. I’ve attempted suicide over 17 times. And I’m so glad that your still here. My sister attempted suicide and my mom found her unconscious and she was in a coma for a week. 🥺luckily she made it thru but the hardest week of our lives. But I hate having depression especially at night my thoughts are worse. But the last times I felt suicidal was 4 weeks ago and I had pills in my hands I was so close to taking them but I didn’t. My biggest attempt was OD and spitting my throat. Anyway your here for a reason. You have a wonderful mom♥️♥️
Slitting my throat *
Can i ask you if you saw God?
Also I suffer from debilitating depression and anxiety so your story helps. I am so glad ur here 🤍
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We just had a 14 year old commit suicide in our community, this i believe will help us to figure out how to move forward as a community. How would someone go about reaching you?
i would too if that was my mom.
You inspire me so much. thank you for your videos❤️
everyone loves you
Hey bro, doesn't matter what u look like! Your amazing dude❤️
Damn you just made a man cry respect! And i hope that you can live like everyone does!
Can I ask how you attempted?
Gun
Thank you sm for sharing your story with us you are one brave amazing person I’m glad your still here pls keep sharing your story your amazing ❤️❤️
Thanks for being here. I appreciate you! ❤️
Hey I’m one of the people that comment on all of your tik toks. I’m glad that you are still here 🙂
So brave ♥️
I’m so happy that you’re here. You’re so brave for sharing this!! 💗💗💗💗
Thank you so much - both of you for sharing! Such important information!! I'm so happy you survived Carson. You're helping us parents who can in turn help our kids.
Happy you’re here, dude. What you’re doing now is amazing. Thank you!!
Damn dude you are such a king 👑
Followed you over here from Tik Tok We love this kid! !!! You do good work.
Keep up the good work man. Can’t wait for more amazing content
I’m glade that ur still alive and have a good life ♥️♥️♥️
Your not only a boss, but an inspiration to all 👏👏 thanks for keeping it real and sharing your story!
Kids are so impulsive they don't think ahead they live in the moment..that's why so many kids try to hurt themselves ..
Love you bro, keep going 🙏🏻
Thank you for sharing, you’re an inspiration 🙏
u stud
your mom is so so pretty 🥺🥺😍
Stay strong brother.
Thank you for shedding a light on such a difficult topic. My boyfriend committed suicide a few years ago and no one would have ever expected it. We HAVE to have those hard conversations. They’re so important. You are amazing! I’m so glad you’re still here to educate others.
I’m very sorry for your loss
I’m glad your here
Very important to shed light on this very serious topic. You are one of my inspirations and I love what you are doing by spreading this message. ❤️
Thanks for sharing. 💪
Wow Dude, I suffer from what ever they wrote...but yes, extreme highs as well as lows...when I didnt know what was happening I thought I was just broken....add drugs, on top of sexuality ,I was Time Bomb..In n out of jail, Trouble, voilence, my perfect self dectruction..Doing really good now. bean clean for 6.7 years... But Good looking out...Love your confidence, Your beautiful generous nature..Teaching others, out of our own way..self less is when you strengthen my dude
PS, Your Mom seeks Awesome, Thanks guys
I'm glad that you still here and what you doing with your life now. and your mom is so lucky that have you. I wasn't have, my 15yo Son takes his life octubre 3/2019, I'm never imagine that could do something like that, he doesnt have mental problem, he was so happy all the time. he taked my life with him, I just breath. Still Im looking for a explanation.
I can’t tell you God bless you, because I dont beleved in God anymore, but Im glad that you are with your parents, they has to be soooooo happy, their are lucky, because if they lose you that day their lifes would be going too.🦋💙Im so broken, my heart is in pieces 💔YOU ARE AWESOME!!! I LOVE WHAT YOU BEEN DOING 💕🦋🦋
Your face looks amazing for an attempt! You have your eyes and nose. Sometimes people need a full face transplant. stay strong. xo
It's a simple concept basic logic if life is not free why the hell would death be any cheaper it's not. So the question one may wonder is the spiritual cost to one's own soul and spirit for having lived and died to the lowest standards of quality for so many years now global pollution has diminished the quality of life to the point where today's people are living, dying and yielding the worst spiritual kickback that has ever been manifested since the beginning of life only getting worse. The polar opposite extreme to that is today's people should be living and dying to the highest standards of quality which would make each and every moment physically, mentally, financially and spiritually beneficial. S.R.F.
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Hello there,
So glad you are here and see a whole new perspective on life. I just lost a dear friend to su1c1de a couple weeks ago. He was the most gentle, kind soul that would do anything for anyone and I wish I knew a way to help him. I do understand that we cannot ever feel what others are feeling but we can check on our friends more. We can show unconditional love, kindness and empathy towards others..even total strangers. It just might change a person's day. I miss my friend so much today I just want to say to you, you are a beautiful person and brave making videos on awareness. Thank you for speaking out and I'm so glad you've got your mom's loving support here
Bless you and bless your life.
It does get better in life i use to feel this way alot you have just got to find something you really enjoy like a sport put yourself around positive peoplw i also found that focusing to munch on how you feel made it worse going to counseling to munch being in a depresive enviroment also contributed to being depressed the people at counseling places get paid to be your friend so i found once i got away from that and the medicines they try to push on you that i could control more of my feelings some of the medicines actually make you more deppresed thats another way they have of making money andmessing you up for life putting labels on you only makes you feel worse you have to find it inyourself to just pull out of being depresed easyier said then done going to church or playing sports was my best outlet and believing in yourself and self afirmations it does get better as you get older probably around age 35 it just depends on you its more fun to have freedom from your feelings and ne incontrol then to be told when what and where you can do things and being locked up in a hospital only makes it worse you have got to want to get better and just do it 4:44