Don't Kill Yourself | Spoken Word Poetry

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  • @hanee08
    @hanee08 4 роки тому +4063

    The fact that I heard this from a stranger, not my parents.

    • @ace_the_wierdo1656
      @ace_the_wierdo1656 4 роки тому +80

      yes, it’s sad that we have a stranger tell us this instead of someone we care about

    • @lemon_ghxst
      @lemon_ghxst 3 роки тому +10

      yeah

    • @somria
      @somria 3 роки тому +19

      {Slytherin Gurl} instead of the people that are supposed to be here for us when we need them the most

    • @andiloveday9704
      @andiloveday9704 3 роки тому +10

      yeah we need people that we care for to tell us that but im still down even tho sombody said this all

    • @maxoutigrou9242
      @maxoutigrou9242 3 роки тому +17

      Parents are overrated

  • @midnightgalaxy3477
    @midnightgalaxy3477 4 роки тому +3562

    Is it weird that hearing more “positivity” and “reasons to live” makes you wanna die more
    (Danggg,I didn’t know I wasn’t lonely for once,yes I’m a negative monster that doesn’t know how to comfort ppl)

    • @noa_angela
      @noa_angela 4 роки тому +40

      No i dont thing so just try Your best to Enjoy Your live is hard i know

    • @sammollenkamp661
      @sammollenkamp661 4 роки тому +48

      i feel the same way

    • @alaniscather5042
      @alaniscather5042 4 роки тому +11

      Same

    • @phyllisk4071
      @phyllisk4071 4 роки тому +43

      it's not, it's completely valid actually! for me, i'm the same way because i think of how all this positivity is directed towards me and alike people, and all these reasons to live are directed towards me and alike people. so then i think of how i'm not taking it in and it honestly makes me feel worse because people are taking time out of their day when they didn't need to and it feels to me like they wasted their time on me because i'm not taking it in. then thinking how they wouldn't have to waste their time if i was dead. but no matter how complicated it is, it's all completely valid and i understand. 💞

    • @protagonistantagonist584
      @protagonistantagonist584 4 роки тому +6

      Read what I sead I don't know what your going through but I know damn well that you have more reason to live then me so please live your life to the fullest I am 13 but I have seen and hard more then anyone my age would ever know so just hang in there a little longer for me please I love you and I'm sure your family loves you to so from the words of 13 year old please live your life to the fullest

  • @rileyaliberto8803
    @rileyaliberto8803 3 роки тому +1207

    1 Million people watched a video named “don’t kill yourself” now let that sink in. You were made for a reason, I don’t know you but I love you so so so so so much.

    • @aliciadegaetano3
      @aliciadegaetano3 3 роки тому +16

      you clicked too, i’m here for reliving where i once was, i love you too, and i hope only luck happens for the rest of your life if that makes any sense💜

    • @rileyaliberto8803
      @rileyaliberto8803 3 роки тому +5

      @@aliciadegaetano3It makes sense. I’m glad you’re getting better I’m here I’d you ever need me, and thank you.

    • @_.llyuyll._4170
      @_.llyuyll._4170 3 роки тому +2

      Tysm!! And how are you tho? Are you okay? Do you wanna talk? :(( I'm here for you okay ♥ don't give up u know you are going through a hard time rn.. But the good days will come, sometimes you just need to stick some hope and love in it and everything will come!!

    • @horsecat5238
      @horsecat5238 3 роки тому +2

      Same I do not know you but I love you it’s nice to hear it from one

    • @shadowthedarkshadow6960
      @shadowthedarkshadow6960 3 роки тому +2

      This video shows how many people are searching for another reason to fight through another day, another hour, another minute. I'm not happy seeing how many people are in the same place as me but I'm happy I'm not completely alone while searching for a last reason

  • @palap9506
    @palap9506 3 роки тому +480

    “it’s a bad day, not a bad life” i’ll remember that for the rest of my life

    • @its_gacha_perry
      @its_gacha_perry 3 роки тому +3

      I think everyone who has watched this needs to remember that

    • @LashayMichelle
      @LashayMichelle 2 роки тому

      ❤️‍🩹

    • @zoelangui9915
      @zoelangui9915 2 роки тому

      @hell wolf gaming why do you think that

    • @IBDjenn88
      @IBDjenn88 2 роки тому +4

      Just a bad day in a sea of a bad days that stretches as far back as my entire memory. Any joy must have been my imagination. Any kindness naught but sympathy and love only a lure to keep me here for the next torture....yay tomorrow is coming.

    • @stacybunting4120
      @stacybunting4120 Рік тому

      Same

  • @irisdxnvers3587
    @irisdxnvers3587 6 років тому +6952

    You saved my life.

  • @tariqmahmood549
    @tariqmahmood549 3 роки тому +2972

    Its..amazing how strangers understand us more, more than our closed ones...

    • @uvindyajayasundara5276
      @uvindyajayasundara5276 3 роки тому +8

      True af

    • @itzrobloxeditsgurl9273
      @itzrobloxeditsgurl9273 3 роки тому +3

      Yeah it's true..

    • @bobbi-leighdavies3338
      @bobbi-leighdavies3338 3 роки тому +4

      10000% true

    • @mariahgonzalez7687
      @mariahgonzalez7687 3 роки тому +2

      Ikr

    • @ghostiegaming7957
      @ghostiegaming7957 3 роки тому +15

      I think it's because we as people don't know eachother at all but strangers can't judge you just yet they don't know you so when you watch a sad video they know that you are currently sad and when you watch a happy one you are currently happy they can't tell you, you are ugly beacause they can't see you that's why I watch tik tok I can't trust that they don't know beacause I have never seen their face but I tell them about life and dont expect a response or for them to read it it's kinda nice having that break

  • @p.s7665
    @p.s7665 3 роки тому +512

    I'm 12 and this hits harder than anything. People say I'm too young to be depressed or suicidal and I'm just looking for attention. I haven't cut myself in 4 months before of this video. Thank you for saving my life!

    • @zen0synee
      @zen0synee 3 роки тому +30

      I feel the same way, My close friends always told me that they're always there for me and whenever i'm not feeling good I could talk to them. When I opened up how I was feeling lately, all of them labeled me as attention seeker and told me that I'm just making up stories. It's really hard for me to open up to people because of my trust issues and when I finally did they all just left me. I try to stay positive everyday but it's really hard.

    • @vorttevorvor4775
      @vorttevorvor4775 3 роки тому +14

      @@zen0synee it is really hard.. You're going through something that they don't understand. Its mentally. They just dont get how bad it can be. And trust me you're valid. Not just some attention seeker.. *hug*

    • @This_is_weird
      @This_is_weird 3 роки тому +21

      I’m the same age as you. My mom found out about me cutting. And the first thing she said was “stop being ungrateful” then she forced me to show my scars to relatives when I really didn’t want to. And confiscated my tool. Life kinda sucks sometimes. But there’s someone I don’t want to see cry because of my death. And I want to live for them. Even if it’s just for a few months, a few weeks, maybe even a few hours. I will go when I finally reach the cliff, and I will be able to fly. But until then, I guess I’ll keep running.

    • @_.llyuyll._4170
      @_.llyuyll._4170 3 роки тому +11

      First of , IM SO PROUD OF YOU FOR BEING HERE!! YOU GOT THIS!! XX second I'm so sorry that happened to you! If you need to talk I'm here okay :))

    • @michaelmessenger2728
      @michaelmessenger2728 2 роки тому +7

      Rather than seeking attention from others
      Instead give Your attention to Yourself
      Learn patience and mindfulness
      & be humble and kind in heart.
      Happiness is a feeling that is felt
      along the path and way.
      But purpose & redemption is why we
      are who we are and why we are here.

  • @dienamix
    @dienamix 2 роки тому +26

    it’s 3:30am i’ve been sitting here for over an hour trying to keep the will power not to give in and walk to my kitchen to get a knife. before finding this i was shaking uncontrollably and stimming like crazy just trying to keep my butt on my bed. thank you so much for this video i’ve been laying here listening to this on loop and while it made me cry so much i found the will to make it to tomorrow so i can ask for help with this because i can’t do it alone anymore. THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY LIFE TONIGHT I MIGHT NOT GET ANY SLEEP BUT THAT JUST MEANS I WONT BE SLEEPING FOR THE REST OF TIME. thank you from the bottom of my heart. Anyone who’s going through the same thing just know your aren’t alone and there’s people out there who can help you it may feel like your unfixable, not worth it, or hopeless but im here if you need to help just writing this all out helped please reach out for help if you need it. just remember i know for a fact you can make it to tomorrow I LOVE YOU YOUR PERFECT AS YOU ARE REMEMBER THAT PLEASE

    • @chavseni6469
      @chavseni6469 2 роки тому +2

      Continue being strong, do not give up, always give yourself another chance and some more years get help with people you know and therapy

    • @zero_sleep666
      @zero_sleep666 2 роки тому +1

      Fellow hunter pfp, I love you and I'm glad your so strong to still be around 💗

    • @trendwolf1232
      @trendwolf1232 Рік тому

      I'm not perfect I'm afraid of living I don't want to be here

  • @maxfieldspowell
    @maxfieldspowell 4 роки тому +857

    i finished my shampoo and conditioner at the same time...
    *that was two years ago and i’m still here* ❤️

    • @gabybreytenbach5203
      @gabybreytenbach5203 4 роки тому +31

      I'm so happy that you're still here. Just remember that I love you and you have a purpose!

    • @gabybreytenbach5203
      @gabybreytenbach5203 4 роки тому +9

      hey, I hope you're doing alright ❤️

    • @joshdunsbuns485
      @joshdunsbuns485 4 роки тому +4

      twenty-øne chemical discøs i’m proud of you stay alive |-/

    • @harmonywaymire7497
      @harmonywaymire7497 4 роки тому +3

      hey, i’m so unbelievably proud of you. so is God. i know first hand how hard it is to keep surviving when that’s the last thing you want to do. romans 8:18.

    • @gabybreytenbach5203
      @gabybreytenbach5203 4 роки тому +3

      yeah, God loves and adores you. All of us here are so proud of you. Just keep going!

  • @IJ21523
    @IJ21523 2 роки тому +9

    Wow. I'm crying but this time not from the pain of the cuts on my arms. So many people in my life are telling me things like, "Put down the knife," or "You shouldn't do that." I have never heard anything like this that actually make me want to live to see the next day. Thank you for this, you might just have saved my life.

  • @lanijaxobs
    @lanijaxobs 2 роки тому +12

    I’m gonna listen to this everyday, it’s really helping and I feel more cared about than my own friends or family make me feel❤️

  • @0megatris692
    @0megatris692 4 роки тому +897

    ”Don't kill yourself until Doctor Who is finally cancelled”
    You won I'm smiling... Thank you

    • @godslovers7117
      @godslovers7117 4 роки тому +12

      Don’t kill yourself until DuckTales 2017 is cancelled

    • @elizabethweaver6580
      @elizabethweaver6580 4 роки тому +8

      Lucky that made me feel worse

    • @franzib4542
      @franzib4542 4 роки тому +3

      I'm just here because i dont want to hurt my family and my Friends. Please translate: Ich komme aus Deutschland und hatte Suizidgedanken. Der einzige Geund warum ich lebe ist, dass ich nicht wollte dass meine Familie leidet. Jetzt bin ich hier und werde es nich etwas länger sein. Und darüber bin ich froh. Ich habe ein paar sehr gute neue Freunde kennengelernt die ich liebe. Und ich glaube an meine Zukunft, dass ich jemanden finde der mich wirklich bedingungslos liebt. Und ich glaube an die Zukunft von jedem einzelnen von euch. Ich schafft das. Ich werdet leben. Ihr seid wundervoll.

    • @YuniiiLee
      @YuniiiLee 4 роки тому +2

      @@franzib4542 Das ist gut zu wissen! Mach weiter so und glaube and dich selbst!

    • @franzib4542
      @franzib4542 4 роки тому

      @@YuniiiLee glaub du auch an dich. Ich wünsche dir viel Glück in deinem Leben

  • @thegreatmistersuzuki4147
    @thegreatmistersuzuki4147 6 років тому +933

    The ones who disliked didn't want to share their favorite pasta recipe

    • @damntae6540
      @damntae6540 4 роки тому +5

      😂 probs don't even know how to make pasta

    • @bellaaaaav
      @bellaaaaav 4 роки тому +4

      150 people don’t know how to make pasta...I’m disappointed ;

    • @damntae6540
      @damntae6540 4 роки тому +2

      {A_Huge_Foodie} YT I don’t either but I still liked :P

    • @him5485
      @him5485 4 роки тому +6

      Lol u made me crack up and it’s like 3 A.M.

    • @TheM1lkMan...
      @TheM1lkMan... 10 місяців тому

      They are salty bc they too lactose intolerant for it

  • @Shade._Glitched
    @Shade._Glitched 2 роки тому +7

    I've been really stressed in life, and I haven't cried in 5 years.
    But this..
    This brought an ocean to my eyes
    A great thank you to who wrote this.. You made me believe that I can fight my way out of this mess and eventually come to my prize
    Thank you

  • @neon6810
    @neon6810 3 роки тому +1

    The fact that a stranger cares more than some of my own family... I needed to here this.

  • @lilyHussey
    @lilyHussey 6 років тому +1606

    Its not that simple. Its not just a bad day. ITS BAD EVERYDAY. The suffering and the all the pain and the lack of hope and all you can think about is theres a way to end the pain.

    • @lifeisamystery7225
      @lifeisamystery7225  6 років тому +56

      Lily Hussey i know how hard it is.. If you ever need to talk, my Instagram is @secretpage.lifeishard

    • @thegreatmistersuzuki4147
      @thegreatmistersuzuki4147 6 років тому +10

      And there will even be more, even a thousand of dozens of bad days, but this is not about getting out of the tempest, it's about staying calm even in the raging storm, maybe not super happy, but accepting things that are out of your control, and being thankfull for what you can do or change

    • @mykayladurham8999
      @mykayladurham8999 6 років тому +6

      Lily Hussey if you want my number tell me cause some times you need to talk to someone you don’t know I need to talk I want someone to talk to please let me talk to you

    • @dyllan3011
      @dyllan3011 5 років тому +3

      I know I'm a little late to this I guess, but I get you. I have fought so hard all my life to fix the broken mess that I am. Even just now when I mustered up all my courage to ask this girl out and she said yes, all the money I spent on her to try and make her happy. She in short says I'm not enough for her, that she cheated on me countless times, acts like it is a funny joke she played on me. I refuse to give into the darkness, but God do I want to.

    • @addisonmarie5836
      @addisonmarie5836 5 років тому +1

      theMDs look at my comment

  • @lovelale3686
    @lovelale3686 6 років тому +523

    The part that gets me every time is "think of all the sunrises you'll miss". Such a beautiful quote

    • @lifeisamystery7225
      @lifeisamystery7225  6 років тому +5

      Kali Sandoz agrees

    • @oliviakatherine11507
      @oliviakatherine11507 4 роки тому +1

      Yeah same

    • @st4rkindustries
      @st4rkindustries 4 роки тому +2

      that’s when i start to cry harder

    • @damntae6540
      @damntae6540 4 роки тому

      Im home all day, in my room, with my windows covered with black curtains, eating poptarts, and stubbing my toe on my bed cuz I can't see dip. 😅

    • @maylee7798
      @maylee7798 4 роки тому

      Doctor Dank same lol

  • @-katsukibakugou-bakubear1090
    @-katsukibakugou-bakubear1090 3 роки тому +8

    Every word here hit my heart like knives stabbing through my chest. The tears have not shed in months burned like fire on my cheeks. The pounding in my chest quickened like drums playing another song I wouldn't have hear again if I died. My quick, short breaths like the mice from when I was a kid, playing in my room.. and the moment of truth that I realize that suicide is not how to fight..is when I know, that you...saved a life.

  • @chrisd2051
    @chrisd2051 2 роки тому +1

    "It's a bad day, not a bad life" man that is the Gospel truth

  • @xo_pandaowo5972
    @xo_pandaowo5972 6 років тому +728

    I tried explaining my Depression to my family and they got angry...
    Telling me I shouldn't have Depression...
    Now I'm scared of telling people my feelings
    I'm Depressed...
    And I hide it...
    But this helped so much... Thank you

    • @lifeisamystery7225
      @lifeisamystery7225  6 років тому +30

      FloofyChanWazHere ._. You're not alone okay? They might not understand but others will

    • @xo_pandaowo5972
      @xo_pandaowo5972 6 років тому +10

      Yeah, I've tried and tried but now I gave up on telling people my feelings

    • @mykayladurham8999
      @mykayladurham8999 6 років тому +4

      FloofyWazHere ._. If you need to talk text me cause I need to talk to someone

    • @ghina_adada1401
      @ghina_adada1401 6 років тому +6

      Hey i am Gina,
      Do you wanna talk about it ?

    • @JarheadGaming23
      @JarheadGaming23 4 роки тому +6

      That's why I dont say anything

  • @rosesivan1140
    @rosesivan1140 6 років тому +666

    This. Has. To. Be. My. Favorite. Video. On. UA-cam. I. Love. This. Video. So. Much.

  • @StaciLii
    @StaciLii 2 роки тому +2

    “It would be selfish of me to permanently end the pain but leave my mom in a life of heartbreak and agony when I’m running away from it too”

  • @amyalcorn9952
    @amyalcorn9952 2 роки тому +4

    My bestfriend just sent me this, I have been texting her for the past 3 hours just laughing and joking around. Giving her no reason to think something was wrong while I was sitting here trying to think of reasons to not give up…. She doesn’t know it but so many times she has been my reason to go another day, the amount of times she has been in my head and sent me something to give me an ounce of hope and courage to push on another day… well today she sent me this and oddly enough I needed this, at that moment. I will never be able to thank her enough but I hope some day I will be able to repay the favour she has done for me countless times….

  • @kristinbeecher8391
    @kristinbeecher8391 4 роки тому +871

    Some people want to die..
    Most people just want their pain to end.
    Stages:
    says we r depressed : liar
    Cuts our self : attention seeker
    Kills ourself : everyone cares
    Nobody believes because we are young and know we are getting blamed for something we haven’t done
    We don’t try for the attention it’s a scream a praise for help...

    • @athenajohnson5819
      @athenajohnson5819 4 роки тому +13

      I've been called a liar, an attention seeker, been told to cut vertical if I want it over so bad, and now I suck it up and deal. Bc I'm a coward. Bc I cant do what I dream of every night. Bc I cant live out my crazy fantasies of my death. Bc I cant let my mom down. Bc I cant hurt him that way and ik he'll do the same if he hears what I did. Bc I'm less worried about me than about how itll affect them.

    • @Michelle-yo1ik
      @Michelle-yo1ik 4 роки тому +6

      Please stay alive. We need you

    • @bqngtxn
      @bqngtxn 4 роки тому +1

      completely true

    • @cmac91
      @cmac91 4 роки тому

      i'm stealing this

    • @chimshooked4887
      @chimshooked4887 3 роки тому +1

      This just describes me and others who are suffering but the pain wouldn’t stop..

  • @its_juju08
    @its_juju08 4 роки тому +141

    "Your mother will miss you"
    I dont have one anymore...

    • @ayeshafatima165
      @ayeshafatima165 4 роки тому +10

      Someone will miss you.
      you will miss someone, so many things.
      ik how bad it sucks.
      ik how tried we get.
      but keep telling yourself "one more day" until you make it
      and you will make it.
      give yourself time

    • @bregjeveth6726
      @bregjeveth6726 4 роки тому

      Sorry for you lost but you mom miss you and you still have a mom, a mom that is watching you from heaven and she knows that you sre amazing snd i know too❤

    • @elisabethaddiebates4439
      @elisabethaddiebates4439 4 роки тому

      i know it sucks rn but i was a foster kid and i felt like no one loves me no one will miss me so whats the point. i might as well die.but i didnt and i was taken home and loved. tell yourself that people love you. ill miss you. tell yourself "one more morning"

    • @its_juju08
      @its_juju08 4 роки тому +1

      @@elisabethaddiebates4439 oh really cause not only that I don't have a mother I'm stuck with my dad and he doesn't even love me he just want me dead

    • @arlenesalomon-bates2186
      @arlenesalomon-bates2186 4 роки тому

      Well I’m sorry but people love u

  • @angelinamcdonald8483
    @angelinamcdonald8483 3 роки тому +1

    Everyone will tell you not to but sometimes you want to because you cant help it the fact things hurt so much and you can't stop the feeling of wanting everything to end

  • @everythingtimepass6427
    @everythingtimepass6427 2 роки тому +2

    Life is most important don't kill yourself just only believe in yourself life is so beautiful

  • @lemonlimewonder
    @lemonlimewonder 4 роки тому +482

    "I'm fine" "I'm not hungry" " I'm okay" "I have so many friends" " I'm so happy"
    We use those words to lie to the people we really need a hand.. someone to love someone to help you SOMEONE THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU TO!

  • @bastianduran3787
    @bastianduran3787 6 років тому +403

    I just want you to know that this morning I thought about killing myself. I stumbled upon this and it saved my life. Thank you

    • @lifeisamystery7225
      @lifeisamystery7225  6 років тому +13

      Bastian Duran thank you. Stay strong x

    • @ttprankwar2210
      @ttprankwar2210 5 років тому +3

      your important x

    • @sammollenkamp661
      @sammollenkamp661 4 роки тому +4

      Bastian Duran this popped up after i had a whole plan to kill myself.

    • @gabybreytenbach5203
      @gabybreytenbach5203 4 роки тому

      @@sammollenkamp661 God has a purpose for you. He hasn't given up on you and he never will. Keep on going and living the best life you can.

  • @randylynn6760
    @randylynn6760 2 роки тому +1

    "the greatest gift to give a man is to give him grace to live again. "

  • @stargazer8899
    @stargazer8899 3 роки тому +1

    Someone once told me
    "Suicide doesn't stop the pain, it just passes it to someone else"

  • @raghadmohammed930
    @raghadmohammed930 4 роки тому +280

    “don’t do anything to yourself that you wouldn’t want me to do to myself" saved my life.

    • @athenajohnson5819
      @athenajohnson5819 4 роки тому +12

      Whenever I'm on the brink, my guy bsf knows. He can tell by my words and fixes it. If I say goodbye or that imma go die in a corner he says "lemme get heroin. We die together." And I cant let him do it too, not even differently (bc I would never do hardcore drugs) bc i cant think of him dead. I'm still here bc of him and my cowardice

    • @raghadmohammed930
      @raghadmohammed930 4 роки тому +1

      @@athenajohnson5819
      I may not know you but I love youu and BTW you still have to run in the rain with your soulmate, learn to skate, try new dishes, improve the word, see a 360 rainbow,and see new films

    • @athenajohnson5819
      @athenajohnson5819 4 роки тому +2

      @@raghadmohammed930 fair point. I've always wanted a kiss in the rain, better cooking skills, to see a 360° rainbow, see the look on a guys face before he marries the woman he loves, force a guy to watch a romcom, and ofc find someone who loves me even tho I'm constantly cold and always forget to bring a jacket😂 thanks, and plz know I'm here if you ever need someone as well.

    • @emmya1239
      @emmya1239 2 роки тому

      Mine too

    • @emmya1239
      @emmya1239 2 роки тому

      @@athenajohnson5819 my bff is the same🥺

  • @jackdasnaccproductions8437
    @jackdasnaccproductions8437 6 років тому +238

    How many times do I have to watch this to be normal?

    • @lifeisamystery7225
      @lifeisamystery7225  6 років тому +16

      Starco's Vlogs101 what is normal anyway?

    • @mykayladurham8999
      @mykayladurham8999 6 років тому +4

      Animation Station don’t be normal be extraordinary be who you want to be be who you are your beautiful the way you

    • @frogiyo4105
      @frogiyo4105 5 років тому +2

      There is no normal,

    • @acexx642
      @acexx642 4 роки тому +1

      I rly wish I knew

    • @acexx642
      @acexx642 4 роки тому +1

      normal is when you can feel good about yourself... well it is for me.

  • @karliehorne6032
    @karliehorne6032 3 роки тому +3

    this makes me cry every time when i hear “stay alive because it’s pumpkin season”

  • @erinholmstead9078
    @erinholmstead9078 2 роки тому +2

    Today was incredibly hard and five seconds before this auto played I was contemplating ending it, ai I'm burst into sobs when this started. Thanks mate, you get me better than everyone else

  • @lorelainunez9037
    @lorelainunez9037 4 роки тому +209

    I feel so lost, and everytime I try and dig myself out of this hole I end up making it deeper and deeper. And last night is when it really hit me to the point I couldn't handle it anymore. So many things in my life have been getting worse and worse. Everyone uses me in romantic relationships and friendships, I think so many negative thoughts. And then last night I was told that my dad was in the ICU and they don't know if they can get him stable. The last thing I did with him was argue and im so scared that I will never be able to hug him and say "You are th biggest loser I know but I love you anyway." And last night i finally broke, i didn't know what to do but I had to do something bc I know if I didn't talk to someone I was going to do something stupid so I called my bestfriend and he talked to me and we watched a horror movie and just made sure we played it at the right time. But after it was over and I convinced him I was okay and it was 3 and he eventually believed me he went to bed. And then again i was left with my thoughts, it's a brutal thing being left with your thoughts at 4 in the morning. And I recently this Christmas break got into Doctor Who which I always wanted to watch and it was on tv BBC and I became obsessed with it. So I came to the realization that I can watch Doctor Who to distract myself. Out of all the fandoms I have I have to honestly say that Doctor Who was there for me the most. And I may be a beginner in the fandom but I felt when she said "So don't kill yourself until Doctor Who is finally cancelled!" Like I said I may be late in the fandom but this fandom gives me hope and I'm going to stick to that till the day I die or I just cant live anymore.

    • @weezybean9323
      @weezybean9323 4 роки тому +8

      What really helped me was I kept going not for myself, but for the people who cared about me. When my dad died, I became a broken shell, shattered and split. The only thing that kept me going was the thought that other people would feel how I was feeling if I were to be gone. It was reassuring and made me feel guilty that I would make the people who care about me go through that.
      Just about a year ago, I lived not for others, but for myself

    • @protagonistantagonist584
      @protagonistantagonist584 4 роки тому +3

      If you can't heal your self heal the people around you that you love friends or family or even someone you like at school or someone you only have short talks with help them so you can help your self

    • @avis4072
      @avis4072 4 роки тому

      hi you beautiful soul reading this right now

  • @Sara-kv7tz
    @Sara-kv7tz 4 роки тому +830

    "this is a bad day"
    "not a bad life"
    what if the people you are living with are the cause of this all... then it is a bad life …right?
    Edit: I'm quite happy now thank you so much for all who have helped .. I found the source of my happiness !!🥺🥺

    • @elizaecuador
      @elizaecuador 4 роки тому +28

      It would be, but only for that period of your life. There are people who can help you fight for a better life. I don't know you, but I want you to know that I care about you, and I don't know if this will mean anything to you, but I want you to know that God loves you. Even if you can't feel it right now, He's there and will never leave you.

    • @Sara-kv7tz
      @Sara-kv7tz 4 роки тому +4

      @@elizaecuador thank you soo much! 🥰

    • @avis4072
      @avis4072 4 роки тому +10

      hii so my name is victoria. you don't know me i don't know you. but what I know is that you are worth fighting for. please take a moment to read what i wanna say

    • @Sara-kv7tz
      @Sara-kv7tz 4 роки тому +4

      @anotherdimension thank you i truly appreciate you💖 .... but i im broken... i have no one with me... even my family thinks im gonna disappoint them..!
      i had a little hope but now its gone all of it... and i know im just a waste covering up space ...
      but im afraid... what will happen if i suicide ...this thought keeps me stop from doing that...

    • @hazelvillarreal3716
      @hazelvillarreal3716 4 роки тому +1

      it is my aunt who adopted me told me she hates me

  • @childofsatan
    @childofsatan 2 роки тому +3

    Thank you to whoever wrote this poem, you made me feel loved and I sincerely thank you for that.

  • @leeaspears3447
    @leeaspears3447 2 роки тому +1

    You know I went back to this video so many times in the past 4 years and every time it helps

  • @chloechan2921
    @chloechan2921 4 роки тому +161

    It’s a bad day.
    Everyday feels the same. People in my life say hurtful words, it never stops. I want to leave but I can’t. I’m not gonna survive if I leave

    • @ellaslentz7693
      @ellaslentz7693 4 роки тому +8

      awww babes im so sorry this is happening to u. i want u to know that ily and if u need someone to talk to im a great listener.

    • @itz_sxphie_240
      @itz_sxphie_240 3 роки тому +1

      Hey hey im here! It will get better. I thought i was never gonna get out of the dark but here i am. Im here helping people who need it and if you have insta and you wanna talk dm me at @multiericx cause im right here. I know you dont know me but im a good listener and im here when you need me. Keep your head up and dont let your crown fall mk bubs?

    • @adelaideadebi2254
      @adelaideadebi2254 2 роки тому

      Hello God bless you

    • @TheRealBellatrixLestrange
      @TheRealBellatrixLestrange 2 роки тому +1

      Things can get better. Trust me. I know it can be hard, and it can be hard to understand, but you can be happy. Truly happy. I don't know your situation, so I can't give specific advice on fixing it, but I can tell you what I know. I know that even when you think you can't get out of the darkness your mind is living in, you can. It might be hard, and it might not happen quickly, but it can still happen. It is so worth it, even if you don't really believe me. The best advice I can give is simply try to be happy and look for what can make your life happy. It might sound obvious, and you might think "don't you think I've tried?" but it is harder than it seems sometimes, and more worthwhile than almost anything. Never give up. You a a vision and a unique beam of you. The world will be a sadder place if ever completely give up on life. You are loved, even if you can't see how.

  • @satou5633
    @satou5633 6 років тому +99

    I watch this 3 times a day so I can hear someone say they love you... To show they actually care... I love you too

    • @lifeisamystery7225
      @lifeisamystery7225  6 років тому +5

      Armin Arlert you're not alone x

    • @satou5633
      @satou5633 6 років тому +2

      You are such a good person that cared sadly I think it might be to late sorry

    • @_kawaiipie_3620
      @_kawaiipie_3620 5 років тому +2

      I love you, I may not know you, but you are important and I'm proud of you 💜

    • @vampire_bat2762
      @vampire_bat2762 4 роки тому +1

      Sayori if you are still here, I love you and you are amazing and strong and you have survived this far, and that is incredible. You are here because you are meant to be here. You have so much to live for and so much to do and see, and even if it’s something tiny, stay alive for tomorrow to do it

    • @phillipthepoet6528
      @phillipthepoet6528 4 роки тому

      @@satou5633 If you're still there, know you have a whole commity here for you in this comment section. You have people who care.

  • @Solielix
    @Solielix 2 роки тому

    This was one of the things that kept me going years ago when I was heavily depressed, I listened to this every day and I just want to say thank you

  • @nicksardelli890
    @nicksardelli890 2 роки тому +1

    It’s not a temporary problem, it’s been ten years with no sign of stopping.

  • @imogenyoung1297
    @imogenyoung1297 4 роки тому +130

    Yes my mother will miss me
    Yes my friends will cry but get over me
    Yes my crush will never know I like them
    Yes I'll never see my future
    Yes I'll never get the dream I wanted
    Yes I'll never get that one chance I want
    but have you ever thought about the maybes!? There are maybes
    Like maybe I'll survive! What do I do then, pretend it never happened! Be the girl that tried to kill herself because her life wasn't enough! I'll be that girl, I'll be fine being that girl! And maybe, I'll chicken out but I'll have to live the rest of my life, knowing I was too scared to even try! I'll live the rest of my fucking life knowing, thinking, wishing! And if I end it, I won't have to do one! ONE of those things..... Maybe one day, just maybe..... I'll have enough courage..... To do it.... maybe

    • @Jasmin_Marie
      @Jasmin_Marie 4 роки тому +10

      Why maybe, why not- "I won't". My dear you are worth, you deserve a better life than this life that is causing you pain and grief. Please never get the courage to kill yourself, never think those thoughts. I'm pretty sure i don't know you and you don't know me, but i will miss you if you go and i am so so proud of you for getting this far. We are people, we are humans and we deserve a life full of love and hope and real happiness.

    • @imogenyoung1297
      @imogenyoung1297 4 роки тому +5

      @@Jasmin_Marie ty, I appreciate it so much, I will say the same to you, except I don't know if you are going through this, but if you are, remember that I, someone you probably don't know, said the same thing to you!! But, that was 3 months ago, when quarantine messed me up, but I'm heaps better now!! Mainly thanks to One Direction and their amazing songs, laughter, jokes, kindness, their everything, but also people like you, so tysm!!

    • @Jasmin_Marie
      @Jasmin_Marie 4 роки тому +3

      Well i am glad you are very much better now. My word stills stands though, if you ever have a bad day,week month or year, i here because i literally have nothing better to do. xx

    • @lorankimani7217
      @lorankimani7217 3 роки тому +3

      You should never kill urself sweetie...ik life can be hard but you gotta know that it can get better baby. Trust in God and know that he's able . Your skins not paper don't cut it your face isn't a mask don't hide it. Your body isn't a book don't judge it. YOUR LIFE ISN'T A FILM PLEASE PLEASE DON"T END IT!!!!!!!!! Idk you but I love you.

  • @bones4564
    @bones4564 4 роки тому +116

    "I love you."
    damn that hit me. I struggle with crippling social anxiety which crumbles my brain, and makes me think everyone hates me. I've never told a single person on planet earth my problems. You saved me when no one else could've

    • @aliciastaddon7595
      @aliciastaddon7595 3 роки тому +1

      I feel like everyone hates me to

    • @its_gacha_perry
      @its_gacha_perry 3 роки тому

      @@aliciastaddon7595 glad I’m not the only one

    • @moonlightshadow6743
      @moonlightshadow6743 3 роки тому +2

      I feel you. I also have social anxiety :(
      Wish you all the best❤️

    • @hcollier2938ify
      @hcollier2938ify 2 роки тому

      i have social anxiety too and i feel like everyone hates me.

    • @wonderstorm116
      @wonderstorm116 Рік тому

      I don’t think everyone hates me.
      I *know* a bunch of people hate me.
      I’m not kidding, they ligit told me.

  • @haileyyanaadame1256
    @haileyyanaadame1256 2 роки тому

    Thank you so much, i needed that, the fact stranger mores more about you than your family

  • @xen241
    @xen241 3 роки тому +3

    2021 and I still listen to this. I forgot I even had it in my saved playlist. The same playlist that has all my depressing music. The same playlist that makes me want to cry because I've held it in for so long. The same playlist that I was going to die to. This. This saved me. And after all these years of not listening to it it found it's way back to me

  • @tatertot1660
    @tatertot1660 4 роки тому +60

    “Your mother will be sad” no she won’t she left us four years ago

  • @nostxlgia5267
    @nostxlgia5267 3 роки тому +65

    You just saved someone life, I really can’t thank you enough..

  • @vipertoflarewingtothecloaker
    @vipertoflarewingtothecloaker 2 роки тому +1

    Yuri: Thank you. I finally cried after a long time, so thank you. Your such a great person! Bless you and all people who are suffering through thinking this.

  •  2 роки тому +3

    The words “I love you” hit me so hard. I broke down crying because of it. I’ve been struggling with anxiety, autism and depression ever since I was born and whenever I tell my family “I love you” they say it back but it’s like it’s an automatic response. No one has ever seriously told me “I love you” and “I’m proud of you”. You saved my life. Thank you. ❤️

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 2 роки тому

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

  • @cringymf.
    @cringymf. 3 роки тому +42

    My friends say that I'm not depressed, I'm just being too dramatic.
    So from that day on, I never told someone about my problems ever again.

    • @amylouwolf5826
      @amylouwolf5826 3 роки тому +4

      I am here for you

    • @its_gacha_perry
      @its_gacha_perry 3 роки тому +3

      I am here too
      If you need some to talk to you can reply to this comment :) I’m almost always available

    • @hcollier2938ify
      @hcollier2938ify 2 роки тому +1

      I am here for you! :)

  • @suxns9466
    @suxns9466 3 роки тому +73

    Ok I’m late and I just want to thank you because of you i haven’t died still

    • @Delotdt
      @Delotdt 3 роки тому +2

      And u shouldn't think of doing so
      Hope all goes well❤️😊

  • @nataliewilson1104
    @nataliewilson1104 2 роки тому +1

    Things like this, make all the negative things I’m feeling vanish. Thank you, because this has temporarily gotten rid of my suicidal thoughts, and every time I think like that I will watch it again, and again. Thank you

  • @Its_me512
    @Its_me512 2 роки тому +1

    thank you you remind me of my best friend 😢and she once to me "love and care about yourself and everying is worth fighting for ok" and i didn't even had a chance to say good bye...

  • @kallibell6543
    @kallibell6543 6 років тому +66

    This saved me tonight

  • @_moonchild_9775
    @_moonchild_9775 4 роки тому +35

    This literally gave me so much hope..

  • @This_is_weird
    @This_is_weird 3 роки тому +1

    Honestly this is the best one so far. It’s as if someone finally tells us that they understand that we know. We know that they will cry. We know that they love us. I feel a little better.

  • @beautyspring2736
    @beautyspring2736 2 роки тому

    I needed this so thank you. The amount of people who tell me "don't give up I'll miss you" or "don't give up I need you" is annoying. I mean, yeah people need to know that they are wanted, but don't guilt trip someone into staying around, that they matter.

  • @carlyc3523
    @carlyc3523 3 роки тому +49

    For anyone who’s see this and is going through a rough time, remember there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. Things will get better. You have to go through the hard parts in life to get to the good parts. Keep your head up and put one foot in front of the other. You’ll be okay, everything works out in the end.

    • @jimjab3631
      @jimjab3631 2 роки тому

      What? The worse thing for this planet is more people. Go green and save the planet Democrats 2021

    • @this.is_joslynn
      @this.is_joslynn 2 роки тому +2

      I love this thought! ❤️

    • @bosgmain
      @bosgmain 2 роки тому +4

      There may be a light at the end, but I‘m tired of walking down the tunnle.

    • @rhionnawoodrum9116
      @rhionnawoodrum9116 2 роки тому +2

      @@bosgmain same it's a very long tunnel that seems to just keep going and going

  • @jukeboxhero.
    @jukeboxhero. 4 роки тому +115

    I want to give you a virtual hug
    "You deserve it 😊"
    Think about those words "you deserve it"
    It has been a long time since you heard that i bet.
    Everyone treats each other like a number
    They think about there feeling more than they think about yours
    But the real question is have you ever thought about someone elses feeling how they felt
    I know this does not make eny since but.....i just want to say
    I love you
    You deserve more
    You deserve a better life
    But we did not get it
    .........yet 😄
    I know your scared of the future
    I am to.....
    But what every is coming for us
    They made us strong
    God did not put us in this world to be weak he made us strong
    You are strong even if you dont feel it
    Even if you feel worthless to everyone
    You are strong that your still here that you are reading this comment do you know how many people commit suicide
    Too many....
    But you are strong you need to be given more credit for what you do
    I love you 💗

    • @lunatvt9016
      @lunatvt9016 4 роки тому +1

      Thank you I really want to give you a virtual hug 😊

    • @ra1nnforest923
      @ra1nnforest923 4 роки тому +1

      Actually I have heard you deserve it recently from a boy saying I deserve to be bullied

    • @jukeboxhero.
      @jukeboxhero. 4 роки тому +2

      @@ra1nnforest923 well fuck him no one deserves to be bullied

    • @cailynnvolkmar
      @cailynnvolkmar 4 роки тому +2

      How do i copy and paste this-

    • @mokshitayadav3563
      @mokshitayadav3563 4 роки тому

      The fact that this is by an account named Kirishima Eijiro made my life so much damn brighter. I feel like God is giving me a signal or something. Thank you my ray of sunshine.

  • @jimmyifyoustillthisiwillde1017
    @jimmyifyoustillthisiwillde1017 2 роки тому

    This is absolutely unbelievable I know it's a cliche response but I honestly really needed this I was sobbing from the beginning I don't know what to do but I can say with a doubt this is one of the most important things I have ever heard to me and many other people I can't say I particularly want to live but this makes it better

  • @b0redomee703
    @b0redomee703 2 роки тому

    I remember years ago sobbing to this at my lowest point genuinely helped me keep going glad I did

  • @angelwithashotgun2425
    @angelwithashotgun2425 6 років тому +41

    this made me cry but happy at the same time. thank you

  • @lecomtedeneuch9994
    @lecomtedeneuch9994 2 роки тому +2

    Brothers and sisters, we'll keep fighting and go on. You alive now is a testament for everything you've been through and I'm so proud of us for this very reason. HURRAH !
    With regards and love,
    Benjamin

  • @thaa2097
    @thaa2097 2 роки тому +2

    This video saved my life from suicide in 2013. I really appreciate they took the time and effort to make this video, without it- i wouldn't be here now writing this.

  • @buildabearfan27
    @buildabearfan27 5 років тому +6

    A year ago this past March, I was contemplating Suicide. I had everything set up. I still remember word for word the note I was going to leave for my family. The note that said "I'm so sorry. I can't do it anymore... It's just so hard for me to continue to do the same thing everyday, I cant.... I feel stuck in a void I can't escape. I love all of you. It's not your fault there's nothing you could've done" I sat with that note and a hand full of pills for what felt like hours. I stumbled across a piece I had written in 8th grade that said "EveryTHING will be the same but everyONE will not. So don't. Because there is so much to look forward to even if you don't think so" and it saved my life. Thank you for this. Is reinforced me to keep living. To keep finding little ways to continue to get up in the morning even when I don't want to. Thank you ❤️💕

  • @chloejulian2405
    @chloejulian2405 4 роки тому +169

    Suicide isn’t taking away the pain it’s passing it on to someone else *inspired Comment*

    • @xdarkvoidx2364
      @xdarkvoidx2364 3 роки тому +9

      Not when nobody cares about you

    • @chloejulian2405
      @chloejulian2405 3 роки тому +3

      Olivia x I care about you 🥺

    • @barenjablue7162
      @barenjablue7162 3 роки тому +7

      Atleast someone gets to feel the pain we had living.

    • @stargazer8899
      @stargazer8899 3 роки тому

      This is not important but i just said this lol
      👀
      👄

    • @Batman-lx9lh
      @Batman-lx9lh 3 роки тому

      It's ture tho my bff did it years ago now look at me that's why I won't do it i know how it feels that's why I won't do it I don't want my mom sister brother and friends to feel like that

  • @kirishima_simppan_bitch6198
    @kirishima_simppan_bitch6198 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you for posting this i was in a really dark place when i listened to it so thank you for showing me the words i needed to hear thank you

  • @kanelutz2609
    @kanelutz2609 3 роки тому +1

    I'm going to say this for everyone here: we dont know who you are but please stay here for us. Please continue to help us. You dont know how many people want you as the parent they always wanted but nerver had. So for all of us please, stay for us and continue to help all of us

  • @HANA-wu7mp
    @HANA-wu7mp 6 років тому +29

    I can relate to this in a sort of way since I’m doing my best to help a friend overcome his depression.

  • @joebmarxen
    @joebmarxen 4 роки тому +14

    "Think of all the tears you'll never shed"
    I've cried enough, I'm fine with not being able to cry again 💔

  • @larix77
    @larix77 2 роки тому +1

    You know you’re broken when UA-cam recommends you this

  • @raniel9497
    @raniel9497 2 роки тому +1

    I need this every day I have really bad 24/7 anxiety so it feels like life isn’t worth feeling anxious all day

  • @kimseokjin9412
    @kimseokjin9412 4 роки тому +28

    This just makes me more depressed

    • @elizaecuador
      @elizaecuador 4 роки тому +4

      I don't know you, and I don't know if this will mean much to you, but I want you to know that God loves you, He's always there for you even when you can't feel it, and He will never leave you. I hope you know that there are people who care about you. Because you're YOU. And you are important.

  • @lilx2380
    @lilx2380 6 років тому +314

    I wish my Girlfriend seen this before she killed her self.😢😰

  • @zizi1129
    @zizi1129 2 роки тому

    You might of just saved my life thank you so much you don’t know how much this means😭

  • @thatonegachaoutcast5083
    @thatonegachaoutcast5083 3 роки тому

    I’m crying and not just bcs of the words of it bcs a person I’ve never met never even heard of said it to me and not people who have raised me for almost 13 years now that’s what is hurting me most rn that a stranger can see it when my own parents can’t that’s heartbreaking to me

  • @niasialaster9893
    @niasialaster9893 4 роки тому +50

    I’m only 12 this makes me cry because I feel something people don’t know I feel I’m too young to feel this way hearing this make me feel loved and wanted people think I’m ok because I hide it all behind a smile thank you for this this make me feel better every I listen to this every night I plead to god to help me everyday it’s getting better but I still cry and feel pain o asked got to send me a warning or a angel and he sent me you thank you so much

    • @phoebe6092
      @phoebe6092 3 роки тому +1

      Same I’m 12 and no one knows I’m depressed and suicidal I’ve been e feeling this since I was 9 and no one even noticed but it will get better

    • @jhericadishong320
      @jhericadishong320 3 роки тому +2

      Same im only 12 and just a couple weeks ago i tried to take my life and i failed at that but trust me it's not worth it. Yes everyone will cry but that is only bc they love u

    • @BulbBulb.
      @BulbBulb. 3 роки тому +2

      Im 11 and i feel this way amd guess where problems started family "jokes", sometimes life is cruel and we cant stop that

    • @aliciadegaetano3536
      @aliciadegaetano3536 3 роки тому +2

      im 14, i was in your situation a few years ago, its not nearly perfect but its not absolustly terrible now, find your real friends, get hobbies, live life, good luck hon, life is hard but i believe in you, and if no one has told you today i love you and you are enough

    • @analise6484
      @analise6484 3 роки тому +3

      I get that, I'm 13, and it feels like I should be ok, because what? People older then me have worse struggles, but no one actually knows me, or how I'm doing, and how I cry every night. It's ok to not be ok, no matter what age you are. I self harm and use to be suicidal, I have anxiety, I get panic attacks. And no one knows. When I tell my bestfriend stuff, she just blames herself. And when I gave my trust to one of my friends they broke it. Also two days ago wasn't great, one of my best friends ran away, they found him but during that time I could only think about how he had recently had suicidal thoughts.
      Sorry for talking, people usually don't wanna hear what I have to say.

  • @elisabethaddiebates4439
    @elisabethaddiebates4439 4 роки тому +34

    "one more day" that got me there was a time when I was bullied for 2 years by the same person he hurt me mentally physically and I cried myself to sleep everyday he told me to kill myself and I wanted to, i really did. but then i thought of my friends and my family. this saved my life.you guys don't kill yourself, people love you, ik it doesn't feel like it rn but as she said " its a bad day not a bad life" talk to someone, i told my best friend in the world and she helped me and even tho im still hurt i can talk abt it. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. remember that.

    • @lunatvt9016
      @lunatvt9016 4 роки тому +3

      I was bullied so I kinda relate to you but............ something my moms boyfriend did to me is not that easy to forget ☹😊😔

    • @arlenesalomon-bates2186
      @arlenesalomon-bates2186 4 роки тому

      You are not alone

    • @lunatvt9016
      @lunatvt9016 4 роки тому

      Thanks

    • @nobleturnip2395
      @nobleturnip2395 4 роки тому

      Elisabeth Bates I don’t have anyone I trust enough to tell my issues to :( so I have been bottling them up for years :(

  • @solarrischea2651
    @solarrischea2651 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you... I needed this so much. More than I can put into words

  • @Lauren-gv6vv
    @Lauren-gv6vv 2 роки тому

    This made me cry 🥺 It hit hard . ‘The future is coming and it needs you ‘

  • @Serenl
    @Serenl 4 роки тому +12

    This saved my friends life after I showed him this the first time he watched it everyday and now he watches it when he feels down for the calming music. Love you for that

  • @lafayetteharris9142
    @lafayetteharris9142 4 роки тому +14

    "yes your mother's will miss you" my mom's gone living her life to the best without me probably

  • @XxBl00dySkvllzxX
    @XxBl00dySkvllzxX 2 роки тому +1

    "Suicide isn’t taking away the pain it’s passing it on to someone else!"
    Good, they can feel how I felt.

    • @tobylender4091
      @tobylender4091 2 роки тому

      if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..

  • @Luna-eclipse707
    @Luna-eclipse707 3 роки тому +2

    I saw this in my recommended and I wanted to watch it, because I want to break free from this place we call depression. I don't want to be the reason my friends are worried. I want to be there for them when their sad. I want to follow my dream of making other's day to help people I'm writing this comment because I need to tell myself this too. I need to give myself reasons to live and I appreciate it if you've read it. Because I want to give the person who's reading this to never take their own life, I was close but then I realised my friends were worried...
    Don't kill yourself

  • @nogravecanholdmybodydown..
    @nogravecanholdmybodydown.. 5 років тому +9

    i have dealing with depression since i was about 10 i have thought about killing myself for a very long time but knew i could never go trough with it i found this video it did not save me but gave me a brand new perspective

  • @acid_jq5921
    @acid_jq5921 4 роки тому +7

    The internet is one place I feel happy at times. Without this, I would be miserable.

  • @aj._putri2990
    @aj._putri2990 11 місяців тому

    I was frightened of becoming more suicidal everyday . I didn’t tell anyone.But when I needed my mum the most, someone I trust. My very own role model said I was just crazy, that very night I attempted to actually take my own life.
    I thank the school, my friends family and my self conscious for trying to keep me alive and support me.

  • @angelsxkpop
    @angelsxkpop 3 роки тому +1

    The fact that I heard this from a stranger, not my mom,not my bestfriend,not teachers,not crush....

  • @otakufudoshi5210
    @otakufudoshi5210 6 років тому +38

    Some people are bullied every day. Some people have abusive parents some people may have lost all the people that they loved. Some people have some, or all of those qualities. These things if they happen alot or even acople times... it can make you numb. It'll break you. Some people don't have any of those qualities but still are numb, confused, or even broken. Some people were born broken. It's not our decision to make you not commit suicide. But it is our decision to love you. For the people that are suicidal just remember that we all love you if any of these things happen or even worse just remember that we all love you no matter how weird no common sense or funny looking and all of the ways you are beautiful people may have it worse than you or not as bad as you but remember YOU are BEAUTIFUL! We may not say it. Or some don't think that way but alot of us do.. we love you 💔💗💖💛

    • @lifeisamystery7225
      @lifeisamystery7225  6 років тому +1

      Chelsie Campbell preacg

    • @emojirule1562
      @emojirule1562 6 років тому +5

      Chelsie Campbell thanks ig some people do care I lost everything especially the person I loved and that was my best friend he died the day after my birthday and I have no one now

    • @kirstymarshall6317
      @kirstymarshall6317 6 років тому +1

      Chelsie Campbell well said💖 I’ve lost almost everyone who I loved.. I felt so alone so here I am.. thank you🙂❤️

    • @otakufudoshi5210
      @otakufudoshi5210 6 років тому +1

      emoji rule: well I hope your doing alright. That's very sad and I'm sorry that happend💖

    • @emojirule1562
      @emojirule1562 6 років тому +1

      Chelsie Campbell it ok I will live for now

  • @prettyboys6248
    @prettyboys6248 3 роки тому +5

    This is amazing. My friends sends this to every discord server that gets depressing, and it’s amazing.

  • @jaydenali3614
    @jaydenali3614 2 роки тому

    Woahhhhh....
    Found this three years after it was posted as a suggestion on my home page. I didnt know I needed this....Thank you. Its nice to hear this from someone. Ive heard it before from friends and coaches. Not family, they say depression and suicide and anything of its likeness is stupid, made up. Thank you for saving me, I needed one more to tell me to stay and God gave me that through this. Thank you again.

  • @rayraymarroquin6526
    @rayraymarroquin6526 3 роки тому

    Its crazy how strangers understand us more than our family

  • @anxiety_disaster
    @anxiety_disaster 4 роки тому +7

    This is how I'm learning to heal:
    I had to get out of a few very toxic relationships (one romantic relationship). Once I was forced out of that with no where else to go, I had to reconstruct myself. I decided after enough good days that I wanted more of that. I was tired of always feeling like darkness, so I decided I would do everything it took to keep going. There were so many days I wanted to just give in and self harm again, but I reminded myself of a quote I heard "it's a bad day, not a bad life. There are dark days and sunny days. The dark days do not mean the sunny days are gone, just waiting around the corner."
    I reminded myself that today will pass and tomorrow will come.
    My life is not perfect, I still have emotional scarring, but I have reasons to keep going now. I have friends who like me for who I am, and I have dreams for the future.
    I know everyone's story is different, but I hope most of you will find a way out of this. Things will get better, just maybe not in the way you expect them to.

    • @caitlinmackay3943
      @caitlinmackay3943 4 роки тому +1

      these are very great ways to heal! I wish you luck for your future self and healing, you are a very strong person and I know you will get through this. :)

  • @ashleybuergey2301
    @ashleybuergey2301 5 років тому +9

    Two years ago I have had one time when I actually did but then when I was going to take my life I watched this video and it saved me so much. But I am so happy that I didn’t because then I wouldn’t have found my fiancé and have a baby on the way so thank you for this beautiful video that changed my life

  • @misty3958
    @misty3958 10 місяців тому

    Saved me and all my kids, love this recipe for life! Truer words have never been spoken. Thank you for saving my cute little twin girls.❤‍🩹💞

  • @itssdiaamond
    @itssdiaamond 2 роки тому

    being a young mom and being so alone and sad but having to stay for your baby is another kind of hurting

  • @Cuteblindba
    @Cuteblindba 5 років тому +11

    it ´s a bad day not a bad life

  • @emmaaaaaaa-2522
    @emmaaaaaaa-2522 4 роки тому +8

    Every time I feel like ending it, I listen to this audio, because it gives me hope that there will be better days...