Pile 3 here. Oh wow! The 1st card has a guy dressed similar to me! How cool is that, and I'm a performer! Well it only started a year ago. So earlier today while waiting for the bus, a car drove by with the passenger hanging halfway out the window with his camera to take a picture of me. I've stepped up to an intersection at a busy downtown corner and just about everyone pulls out their phone and starts recording or taking pictures. That was a weird experience, and I was surprised I didn't cave in from all the pressure! 😅
I hardly ever comment on any readings and there have been so many that have truly helped me along my journey, but I’ve come to this reading (2 yrs old, and probably just before I found your channel) and although it will never convey through a text I must let you know what an impact your readings have had. I am so deeply truly grateful for you and what you do and how you do it .
Pile 3 here. So about the whole money and financial thing I hear you keep mentioning that I should not be resistant to it, that I deserve it, that it's ok to enjoy that which was meant for me for all the great things I will be doing. My resistance towards the accumulation of money didn't come from any spiritual teaching or family values. As far as I know, 99% of humans are obsessed with wealth. My dad kept telling me that all I needed was a good paying career and I'd be financially well off. This resistance to money comes from personal experience. Due to my unusually sharp mind and my other skills, I have a unique ability to dissect things and compile them to improve it. I can run simulations in my head to stress test it making sure I'm looking at it from multiple angles. Also, I tend to think a bit different than most people, which is probably how I ended up with my own unique self created style which is hands down the best compilation of mens fashion currently and perhaps of all time. I'm not being arrogant, it's just the truth. When random people take pictures of you daily, and everyone compliments me on my outfit daily every day for the last 3 years, I'm doing something right. In fact I would go even further and say I dress better than any man or woman. I have some times seen a woman I thought dressed very impressive yet she was the one blown away by me. I created my own dance style during the lockdown that yet once again hands down is the most versatile style, adaptable to most music genres, able to be expressed in an infinite amount of body movements, the most fluid unrehearsed execution in any situation and is super fun. I also came up with what I believe is the only known method at the moment to permanently heal people's past trauma and wound in regards to relationships specifically but may be applicable in other areas. There may be limits only because there are circumstances I haven't experienced personally so haven't placed much thought to those but maybe someone later on who learns from me could apply the foundation to that specific situation in order to then heal someone that went through that trauma. Most people who have had wounds think that it will just go away, or that healing it isn't important, that they're fine and there's nothing wrong, that time heal all wounds. Not these wounds. They don't go away. If anything, they stay in the background until it gets triggered and then it comes right back up. There are harmful effects on you if you leave it unhealed. I have figured out the secret to it, so that no chaotic or painful emotions resurface when thinking back on it. I just feel grateful. And of course, I did all of this while homeless, which I've been here for 5 years. I couldn't have been happier. Just think about it for a second. A homeless boy who is actually happy. How is it that I'm able to be happy homeless with no money? What does that say about me? Someone authentically happy yet has no money and is homeless? Not just happy, but glowing with an uplifting energy and is celebrated every day by so many people. I'm not even doing anything for them. I'm just being myself, having a great time living life, radiating my love outwards. Why would I need money? What will that do for me? I have everything I need. How could money make me any more happier? I'm already happy every day. The amount of people that I will impact will be so much more once I rise to the top and they find out I'm homeless. You see, I've thought of a plan to deal with jealous people, or people that may want to use my gifts towards things that may threaten my mission. You see, I've thought a great deal about these things, running simulations until I'm satisfied. I can see things beyond what people are capable of seeing. Again, imagine if I reach the grandest height yet people find out that not only am i homeless with no money but that I also do not even want it. Why would anyone want to try and influence me or manipulate my mission when what 99% of what people are obsessed with will not be included in anything I do? What would they have to gain? Money? Why would they be jealous of me? Because of how much money I have or all the things I own? It's like hating a 4 year old. They have nothing you want, and has no desire for the things you want and are not competing for the same things. You would think that people might be jealous of me when they see me in public but the vast majority love when I come around and admire me and look at me in awe. I've had a couple of jealous people but their best insult was that they thought I was gay. I do not pursue superficial goals. My character speaks for itself and I'm very transparent about what I do. I don't hide it. If they don't like it, go somewhere else. They can try to trash talk me and I'll give them any dirt they want on me too. People will judge me by my actions and irregardless of who speaks bad about me, it is they who will looked down upon for talking bad about me. For the ones who know who I am, they will know that they are just jealous and won't even take them seriously. I have fine tuned my persona to the point that I literally come across anyone as being loved and respected. It's very difficult not to like me and if they don't, it says more about them than me. I have always solved all of these potential threats or attempts to misdirect me or influence me. I don't want money so how will they influence me when there is nothing that they have that I need? 😅. I feel that I'm pretty clever. Instead of having to deal with all of that, I practically canceled it, negated it, transmuted it head on. This is why the universe sent me. I do things outside the box because I was made to overcome anything I face. If there's something that needs to be done where failing isn't an option, they send me in to take care of business. Lol! When I am doing what I do because I want to help people, especially with something 99% of people struggle with. When they see that I can help heal emotional wounds, they have no choice but to only love me for being who I am. Although on an every day basis, people just thank me for being me. My existence brings warmth to their heart I wouldn't even need to heal anyone. All I had to do was go out there and be visible for everyone to see and that alone will inspire people. So that's why I don't want money. Case closed!
And if you don't want money then don't focus on it I'd say (which you know because you're living a life fully without focusing on it) - I do understand what you are saying and what works for you and as I've said a few times it does disturb me that wealth and spirituality has become so conflated, particularly since the Law of Attraction got so popular, but in the end we all follow our path and yours works for you. Remember these are collective readings and many people aren't as comfortable with your sort of lifestyle and so are looking for financial security and so forth and I don't think there's anything intrinsically wrong with that either. It's not money so much as what we do with it that is the issue. :)
I just had a soul reading in pile 1 and 2, everything is me, even the cancer chart and the secrecy, my rising is Scorpio, my sun is in Cancer, and yes, a lot of confidentiality in my job, social/government job, 9-5, zero creativity in there, a lot of community interaction and helping others but I have to find my creative outlets some other ways, very healing/revealing reading. And yes, no Pentacles even in my chart, I have 74% fire signs in my chart. Thank you
Thank you. I picked pile 2, and I *am* an astrologer and yes to everything else said in that pile. I usually read tarot for myself so nice to get a different perspective one a while.
1:27:30 Im not a Sag except for my North Node. But I have issues with being blunt/honest. It sometimes sabotage me but I'm blessed being with people who understands me. But this time I do not have my wise people so I need to be careful. Thank you very much for this advices! May God bless you!
Pile 2 ✨ Life path one here🙋🏽♀️ The things you said resonated very much, thank you! Also the cards really spoke to me, crazy that you pulled the life path 1 card🔥
Your readings are exactly what I've needed in moving forward on my spiritual/career path. You are very grounded and knowledgeable, very insightful in helping me learn and shift. Pile 1 - resonated 100%😁
I just wanna say (know this is an old video) but your absolutely fantastic!! I not only resonate 💯, and love the way you read, but the unique ideas you use and how incredibly smart you are.....JUST WOW!! You rock!
2. I feel I need to comment, otherwise I may watch these more than once. I am a pleidian starseed. I am an introvert and a healer. I definitely need frequent time off’s. AA. Zadkiel again. Interesting. Thanks so much Helen. ♥️❤️♥️❤️
Thanks so much - you are more than welcome to watch as often as you like, but I get what you mean - its good to know which ones you've seen some time later! :)
Picked pile 1 ❤️ love the reading, resonates and in line with other pick-a-cards I’ve watched as well. Also hit the nail on the head for me when you said that you probably delved into self study when you felt out of place and alone in your own family 🌺. Yes 100%
Hi, Helen. This video just popped in my feed. (Pile 3). After going through the personal soul activation series with you, this message helped clarify some of those messages. Heading over to part 2 now. Many thanks for these messages. ❤❤
Pile 1 thanks. I have a pisces moon. I do paint on the side it's a combination of loose and realistic. I work in the health profession that i did a degree in. However, I've noticed that many colleagues I come across are creative. It does sometimes require some creative problem solving as you're dealing with different aspects combined. Such as, physical, emotional, mental and family members.
Pile3 I am from EUROPE .And i am on sales .So true for me ...I just quit a job after 3 yrs ,I went to hell and back with a new management .yes I self sabotage but they are very bad ...I am in time out now and I need it and I dont know what I am going to do now ,,,but I hope I find something good .
Thank you for this awesome reading. I got pulled to pile 1 and 2 then got busy with house work and listened to pile 3 as well. Honestly I found myself in all 3 of them. Thank you again. Can't wait to listen to the one tomorrow. 😊
Trying to help as much as I can where I’m at in life currently… I’m only one person so I hope what I am doing and trying to give helps in some way shape or form. I had no idea that the actions of one person could have so much impact on the world … I wish I would have known this sooner but I can only move forward with this knowledge in the present moment to try to keep this beautiful planet 🌎 in color and motion
Wow. Just saw this - it came up in my UA-cam feed today, and wow-am i ever glad i got a personal reading from you prior to seeing this! I chose pile #1 and it very much coincides with a lot of what you had to say in my readings. Love it. Totally resonates 💚
It’s not my family and I don’t know what I would do without my family. I did have problems with my Emperor bc I’m the Empress who is like Persephone. I’m a Scorpio Libra
It's wonderful if you are close to your family - remember these are general readings so if something comes up in that area that doesn't fit just let it go. Thanks so much for commenting. :)
chose pile 1. my God 😮 this is insanely accurate. might very well be my favourite reading you’ve done (that i’ve watched so far). please never doubt the impact you have & the meaning you bring to other people’s lives. thank you, helen.
Pile 3 here. Oh wow! The 1st card has a guy dressed similar to me! How cool is that, and I'm a performer! Well it only started a year ago.
So earlier today while waiting for the bus, a car drove by with the passenger hanging halfway out the window with his camera to take a picture of me.
I've stepped up to an intersection at a busy downtown corner and just about everyone pulls out their phone and starts recording or taking pictures.
That was a weird experience, and I was surprised I didn't cave in from all the pressure! 😅
Good on you! Shine your light in the world! :)
Pile 2 wow so many things are resonated for me. I have stellium in cancer, I'm so interested in astrology and my life path is 4. Thank you so much❤
Thanks so much!! :)
I hardly ever comment on any readings and there have been so many that have truly helped me along my journey, but I’ve come to this reading (2 yrs old, and probably just before I found your channel) and although it will never convey through a text I must let you know what an impact your readings have had. I am so deeply truly grateful for you and what you do and how you do it .
Thank you so much for your kind words, they mean a lot! I'm so glad the reading is helpful! :)
Pile 3 here. So about the whole money and financial thing I hear you keep mentioning that I should not be resistant to it, that I deserve it, that it's ok to enjoy that which was meant for me for all the great things I will be doing.
My resistance towards the accumulation of money didn't come from any spiritual teaching or family values.
As far as I know, 99% of humans are obsessed with wealth. My dad kept telling me that all I needed was a good paying career and I'd be financially well off.
This resistance to money comes from personal experience.
Due to my unusually sharp mind and my other skills, I have a unique ability to dissect things and compile them to improve it.
I can run simulations in my head to stress test it making sure I'm looking at it from multiple angles.
Also, I tend to think a bit different than most people, which is probably how I ended up with my own unique self created style which is hands down the best compilation of mens fashion currently and perhaps of all time.
I'm not being arrogant, it's just the truth. When random people take pictures of you daily, and everyone compliments me on my outfit daily every day for the last 3 years, I'm doing something right.
In fact I would go even further and say I dress better than any man or woman. I have some times seen a woman I thought dressed very impressive yet she was the one blown away by me.
I created my own dance style during the lockdown that yet once again hands down is the most versatile style, adaptable to most music genres, able to be expressed in an infinite amount of body movements, the most fluid unrehearsed execution in any situation and is super fun.
I also came up with what I believe is the only known method at the moment to permanently heal people's past trauma and wound in regards to relationships specifically but may be applicable in other areas.
There may be limits only because there are circumstances I haven't experienced personally so haven't placed much thought to those but maybe someone later on who learns from me could apply the foundation to that specific situation in order to then heal someone that went through that trauma.
Most people who have had wounds think that it will just go away, or that healing it isn't important, that they're fine and there's nothing wrong, that time heal all wounds.
Not these wounds. They don't go away. If anything, they stay in the background until it gets triggered and then it comes right back up. There are harmful effects on you if you leave it unhealed.
I have figured out the secret to it, so that no chaotic or painful emotions resurface when thinking back on it.
I just feel grateful.
And of course, I did all of this while homeless, which I've been here for 5 years.
I couldn't have been happier. Just think about it for a second.
A homeless boy who is actually happy. How is it that I'm able to be happy homeless with no money? What does that say about me?
Someone authentically happy yet has no money and is homeless? Not just happy, but glowing with an uplifting energy and is celebrated every day by so many people.
I'm not even doing anything for them. I'm just being myself, having a great time living life, radiating my love outwards.
Why would I need money? What will that do for me? I have everything I need. How could money make me any more happier? I'm already happy every day.
The amount of people that I will impact will be so much more once I rise to the top and they find out I'm homeless.
You see, I've thought of a plan to deal with jealous people, or people that may want to use my gifts towards things that may threaten my mission.
You see, I've thought a great deal about these things, running simulations until I'm satisfied. I can see things beyond what people are capable of seeing.
Again, imagine if I reach the grandest height yet people find out that not only am i homeless with no money but that I also do not even want it.
Why would anyone want to try and influence me or manipulate my mission when what 99% of what people are obsessed with will not be included in anything I do?
What would they have to gain? Money? Why would they be jealous of me? Because of how much money I have or all the things I own?
It's like hating a 4 year old. They have nothing you want, and has no desire for the things you want and are not competing for the same things.
You would think that people might be jealous of me when they see me in public but the vast majority love when I come around and admire me and look at me in awe.
I've had a couple of jealous people but their best insult was that they thought I was gay.
I do not pursue superficial goals. My character speaks for itself and I'm very transparent about what I do. I don't hide it. If they don't like it, go somewhere else.
They can try to trash talk me and I'll give them any dirt they want on me too.
People will judge me by my actions and irregardless of who speaks bad about me, it is they who will looked down upon for talking bad about me.
For the ones who know who I am, they will know that they are just jealous and won't even take them seriously.
I have fine tuned my persona to the point that I literally come across anyone as being loved and respected.
It's very difficult not to like me and if they don't, it says more about them than me.
I have always solved all of these potential threats or attempts to misdirect me or influence me.
I don't want money so how will they influence me when there is nothing that they have that I need?
😅.
I feel that I'm pretty clever.
Instead of having to deal with all of that, I practically canceled it, negated it, transmuted it head on.
This is why the universe sent me. I do things outside the box because I was made to overcome anything I face.
If there's something that needs to be done where failing isn't an option, they send me in to take care of business.
Lol!
When I am doing what I do because I want to help people, especially with something 99% of people struggle with.
When they see that I can help heal emotional wounds, they have no choice but to only love me for being who I am.
Although on an every day basis, people just thank me for being me. My existence brings warmth to their heart
I wouldn't even need to heal anyone. All I had to do was go out there and be visible for everyone to see and that alone will inspire people.
So that's why I don't want money. Case closed!
And if you don't want money then don't focus on it I'd say (which you know because you're living a life fully without focusing on it) - I do understand what you are saying and what works for you and as I've said a few times it does disturb me that wealth and spirituality has become so conflated, particularly since the Law of Attraction got so popular, but in the end we all follow our path and yours works for you. Remember these are collective readings and many people aren't as comfortable with your sort of lifestyle and so are looking for financial security and so forth and I don't think there's anything intrinsically wrong with that either. It's not money so much as what we do with it that is the issue. :)
Pile 2: INFJ, Aries Sun, Cancer Moon, Aries Ascendent. Oh yes! Blessings!
Thanks so much!! :)
I just had a soul reading in pile 1 and 2, everything is me, even the cancer chart and the secrecy, my rising is Scorpio, my sun is in Cancer, and yes, a lot of confidentiality in my job, social/government job, 9-5, zero creativity in there, a lot of community interaction and helping others but I have to find my creative outlets some other ways, very healing/revealing reading. And yes, no Pentacles even in my chart, I have 74% fire signs in my chart. Thank you
Thanks so much fir letting me know - I'm delighted it connected for you! :)
Thank you. I picked pile 2, and I *am* an astrologer and yes to everything else said in that pile. I usually read tarot for myself so nice to get a different perspective one a while.
Brilliant, thanks so much for sharing that - it's wonderful to hear from an astrologer! :)
Pile 3. Spot on reading. Love your readings. The best in my opinion on UA-cam. Covers so many aspects of an individual.
Thank you so much for such kind words! I really appreciate your support and I'm delighted you enjoy the readings! :)
Pile 3 I am.a performer (singer).I come from Europe...I do hide myself for self protection. I have a Sag MC with Jupiter conj the MC. You are amazing.
Thank you so much = I'm so pleased it connected for you! :)
@@EyeoftheSerpentTarot you are very gifted. Thank you.
#3 🙋 thanks so much, Helen ❤️👍
You're more than welcome - so pleased it resonated! :)
pile 2 & 3 💕💕💕
Thanks so much for commenting! :)
1:27:30
Im not a Sag except for my North Node. But I have issues with being blunt/honest. It sometimes sabotage me but I'm blessed being with people who understands me.
But this time I do not have my wise people so I need to be careful.
Thank you very much for this advices! May God bless you!
Thanks so much and may God bless you too! :)
Your gifts are unnerving. So helpful, so shocking, and so appreciated! Thank you
Thank you so much - that is so kind of you to say!! :)
Thanks Helen 🙏💚
Calling in soul tribe
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Cool, thanks so much Joan! :)
Pile 1: Super profound reading. Gave me a deeper & new perspective of things. You deserve 100X more subscribers! ❤
Thank you so much!! I really appreciate your kind words! :)
Thank you for your consistent and on point prediction, appreciate your dedication to your work❣️👍🌻🌟
Thank you so much!! :)
Pile 2 ✨ Life path one here🙋🏽♀️ The things you said resonated very much, thank you! Also the cards really spoke to me, crazy that you pulled the life path 1 card🔥
Thanks so much - I'm so pleased it connected for you! :)
I would love to be apart of a tribe of humanitarians helping to uplift humanity and be apart of a greater cause and helping hand for the universe
What a wonderful aim, and so needed right now in the world! More power to you!! :)
Your readings are exactly what I've needed in moving forward on my spiritual/career path. You are very grounded and knowledgeable, very insightful in helping me learn and shift.
Pile 1 - resonated 100%😁
Thank you so much for your kind words!! I'm so pleased the readings resonate for you. :)
I chose #2 and I’m a cancer and very introverted. Ty! I’m also life path 4!
Sounds like you are very psychic too - dialed in to finding the readings that resonate best for you! Thanks so much for commenting. :)
I just wanna say (know this is an old video) but your absolutely fantastic!! I not only resonate 💯, and love the way you read, but the unique ideas you use and how incredibly smart you are.....JUST WOW!! You rock!
Wow, thank you so much for such kind words! I'm so happy you enjoy the videos! :)
Pile 1. Elements of the other two, but Pile 1 nailed it.
Cool - so glad it connected for you! :)
Wow...pile 2 definitely rings true. ❤️
Brilliant, I'm so pleased. Thank you for commenting! :)
2. I feel I need to comment, otherwise I may watch these more than once. I am a pleidian starseed. I am an introvert and a healer. I definitely need frequent time off’s. AA. Zadkiel again. Interesting. Thanks so much Helen. ♥️❤️♥️❤️
Thanks so much - you are more than welcome to watch as often as you like, but I get what you mean - its good to know which ones you've seen some time later! :)
P3 So much of this resonated for me. Thank you 🌈 💖 🌺 xx
Thanks so much!! :)
pile 1, thank you for the reading! sending you healing vibes and good luck!
Thank you so much!! :)
Pile 1 just slightly stronger than pile 3, and both fitted. Thanks for the reading 🙂
And thank you so much for letting me know! :)
Picked pile 1 ❤️ love the reading, resonates and in line with other pick-a-cards I’ve watched as well. Also hit the nail on the head for me when you said that you probably delved into self study when you felt out of place and alone in your own family 🌺. Yes 100%
Brilliant, I'm so pleased it resonated! Thanks so much for commenting! :)
pile 3. resonated so well. thanks. I'm currently in UK.
Thanks so much! :)
This was excellent very informative, thank you.
Thanks so much! :)
pile 3, thanks for the wonderful message
Thanks so much!! :)
Hi, Helen. This video just popped in my feed. (Pile 3). After going through the personal soul activation series with you, this message helped clarify some of those messages. Heading over to part 2 now. Many thanks for these messages. ❤❤
Wonderful! Thanks so much!! :)
Pile 1 thanks. I have a pisces moon. I do paint on the side it's a combination of loose and realistic. I work in the health profession that i did a degree in. However, I've noticed that many colleagues I come across are creative. It does sometimes require some creative problem solving as you're dealing with different aspects combined. Such as, physical, emotional, mental and family members.
Thank you so much for commenting - I'm glad it connected for you! :)
Pile 1 is so accurate
Thanks so much!! :)
Pile 3. Very accurate, love your readings and topics
Thanks so much!! :)
#3. Thank you. On point 👍
Thanks so much! :)
Love love love your readings. Thank you for everything you do 🙏🏼
Thank you so much - that is so kind of you to say! :)
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But attracted to all 1,2,3
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Resonated so much!!! Thank you ❤
Thanks so much!! :)
Whow that was accurate!
Thanks so much for letting me know! :)
Pile3 I am from EUROPE .And i am on sales .So true for me ...I just quit a job after 3 yrs ,I went to hell and back with a new management .yes I self sabotage but they are very bad ...I am in time out now and I need it and I dont know what I am going to do now ,,,but I hope I find something good .
May you find a brilliant new role soon, thanks so much!! :)
Thank you for this awesome reading. I got pulled to pile 1 and 2 then got busy with house work and listened to pile 3 as well. Honestly I found myself in all 3 of them. Thank you again. Can't wait to listen to the one tomorrow. 😊
Thanks so much! I'm delighted they resonated for you. Hope you enjoy the next one too! :)
Another amazing reading
Thanks so much - glad you enjoyed it! :)
Amazing reading. Thank you 💙
Thanks so much!! :)
Trying to help as much as I can where I’m at in life currently… I’m only one person so I hope what I am doing and trying to give helps in some way shape or form. I had no idea that the actions of one person could have so much impact on the world … I wish I would have known this sooner but I can only move forward with this knowledge in the present moment to try to keep this beautiful planet 🌎 in color and motion
So true - you sound very wise. I love to hear from people like you - it gives me faith in the world. :)
You're amazing. It all resonated 100%. Thank-you.
Thank you so much - that's very kind of you to say. ;)
Pile #2. Thank you 🙏 ❤️
Thanks so much!! :)
Pile 2
Thanks! :)
Thank you beautiful soul 😇
Thank you!! :)
Wow. Just saw this - it came up in my UA-cam feed today, and wow-am i ever glad i got a personal reading from you prior to seeing this! I chose pile #1 and it very much coincides with a lot of what you had to say in my readings. Love it. Totally resonates 💚
Brilliant - thanks Selene - so delighted it connected in that way, it's so cool! :)
🙏Thank you so muchly 🙏🕊💗🦄🌟
Thanks so much!! :)
picked pile 3
2023.12.18
Thanks so much!! :)
333 likes 3 dislikes. All piles ! 1,2,3
LOL - angel numbers as extra signs - go for it all! Thanks so much for commenting! :)
Very helpful, thank you
Thanks so much! :)
It’s not my family and I don’t know what I would do without my family. I did have problems with my Emperor bc I’m the Empress who is like Persephone. I’m a Scorpio Libra
It's wonderful if you are close to your family - remember these are general readings so if something comes up in that area that doesn't fit just let it go. Thanks so much for commenting. :)
Grazie
Thanks so much!! :)
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Thanks so much!! :)
Tyblu xoxoxo 😘💖
Thanks! :)
2❤
Thanks so much!! :)
I am just blown away by your readings; who ARE you????!!! Haha. Anyways; keep talking, for goodness sake! Cheers! :)
LOL - thanks so much! I really, really appreciate your support! :)
@@EyeoftheSerpentTarot Enjoy!! :)
i am from the Netherlands dearone .
Welcome to the channel! Thanks for letting me know. :)
chose pile 1.
my God 😮 this is insanely accurate. might very well be my favourite reading you’ve done (that i’ve watched so far). please never doubt the impact you have & the meaning you bring to other people’s lives.
thank you, helen.
Thank you so much for your kind words and support! I'm so happy you enjoyed it! :)
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Thanks so much!! :)
intp and pretty shy, and head space living.. distant.
Thanks for commenting - glad it resonated for you. :)
I’m not a Pisces but spirit did show me a banana person with milk