xójira - the day you killed yourself [lyrics]

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  • @mysteryman6750
    @mysteryman6750 Рік тому +45

    NOTI GANGGGGGGGG WYAAAAA

  • @Cerenbilenw
    @Cerenbilenw 6 місяців тому +34

    How could you leave me here all alone?

  • @user-vj3hv4fl9e
    @user-vj3hv4fl9e 6 місяців тому +26

    It is a song that makes me see my lifeless body and see how i died in a suicide attempt

    • @ShelbyTheDoggo
      @ShelbyTheDoggo 2 місяці тому

      I see the knife on my kitchen floor. One of my family members finding me. Jesus... If I saw that to any of them I would break.

  • @starseeker27
    @starseeker27 3 місяці тому +17

    I feel like I'm a burden on everyone in my family. They don't take me seriously about what I want to be in life but they'll realize their mistakes when I'm gone.

    • @shadychandelure2602
      @shadychandelure2602 2 місяці тому +1

      Man who cares if u our family doesn't care it's your dreams and your life. A life with so many more laughs and cries but IT WILL BE YOURS. Please I know how it is, everything looks Grey you don't know and when you do it's like a snake tightening around your neck. Talk to me please

    • @florenceee1238
      @florenceee1238 2 місяці тому +1

      humans are meant to be a burden - let yourself be loved and love i promise you it will always get better x

    • @nzezk
      @nzezk Місяць тому +1

      You still here?

    • @starseeker27
      @starseeker27 Місяць тому

      @@nzezk unfortunately I am, but not for long, I've given God enough time but all he does is keeps torturing me until the very point where I actually do what he won't.

    • @crucific07
      @crucific07 27 днів тому

      @@starseeker27 It's okay. Keep going, man. Show God that you're His soldier, willing to go through struggles and come out victorious in the end. We believe in you

  • @MaiwandRaouf-xn9do
    @MaiwandRaouf-xn9do 3 місяці тому +9

    It hurts so bad It hurts so bad It hurts so bad

  • @leothomas4853
    @leothomas4853 5 місяців тому +9

    I was looking for a song to go with my suicidal or depressing moods just in case yk thx for this

  • @raki31
    @raki31 Рік тому +290

    cool song to be playing as my dad opened the door to my room only to find my cold dead body hanging from the fan

    • @p3xo
      @p3xo  Рік тому +62

      ur so real for that

    • @Nigerian_Gorilla27
      @Nigerian_Gorilla27 Рік тому +19

      Real.

    • @manboy2929
      @manboy2929 Рік тому +41

      Never opened my mouth this wide before

    • @p3xo
      @p3xo  Рік тому +19

      @@manboy2929 same lmfaoo

    • @googoogaga556
      @googoogaga556 Рік тому +34

      i hope your doing okay now. or even a bit better.

  • @nautilustoodamnskinny
    @nautilustoodamnskinny Рік тому +24

    You never said goodbye

  • @jhannellelucban
    @jhannellelucban 6 місяців тому +14

    oh, i remember the look on your face
    I could see the happiness just erase
    It should have just been my soul to take
    I just can’t let us both die in vain
    how could you You leave me here all alone?
    how could you leave me here all alone?

  • @Bluenightwins
    @Bluenightwins 2 місяці тому +7

    Im just so tired. I couldve done something,but now i have something to live for. But im sick of my fucking brain. Im so tired of the negativity,im trying to enjoy this miracle in my life but,now im feeling empty again. Im sick of it.

  • @Lordandroid22
    @Lordandroid22 29 днів тому +2

    The person singing sounds like hes about to burst into tears

  • @user-ow8vs8hr9o
    @user-ow8vs8hr9o Рік тому +27

    I love the feel of this song it's like the band "ours".

  • @nuraimann
    @nuraimann 10 місяців тому +33

    i just cant let us both die in vain

  • @hybridzer0219
    @hybridzer0219 6 місяців тому +8

    I miss you old friend I’d do anything to go back to bring you back I wish I could’ve saved you Lou🤞🏽💯

  • @freeckotreecko
    @freeckotreecko Місяць тому +2

    For about 10 years I've been suffering from a combination of depression and anxiety. Did become free for sometime after Covid but now it's kinda back. Not that bad though now since I don't feel the urge to do the unaliving. Still it feels like a chore to exist, it feels even more worse when I realize my family won't be with me forever. My parents are getting older, I'm getting older, have to get married, get a job... Everything is changing so fast, I don't think I'm coping well with it. I know life isn't easy but I want to keep living, and keep trying for what I want. And I feel a bit of solace knowing that I will die one day and I will reunite with my loved ones. It's a dark thought but it brings me peace.

  • @crucific07
    @crucific07 27 днів тому +1

    A week ago, I almost killed myself listening to this song. Got into a depressive mood, at that point I hadn't tooken my meds for a week or two. Got the urge to down 10 pills all at once, just to get rid of the feeling, one way over another.
    My mother called me shortly after, asking me if I needed anything since I was home alone. God willed it so she called, I told her that I took many pills and that I needed help.
    I'm alright now. God bless

  • @denisecortezklotz3089
    @denisecortezklotz3089 10 місяців тому +6

    Love this

  • @Oakieschof
    @Oakieschof Рік тому +39

    This song reminds me of my friend's suicide scare

    • @p3xo
      @p3xo  Рік тому +9

      hope they’re doin better now

    • @Oakieschof
      @Oakieschof Рік тому +8

      @@p3xo they are

    • @user-vr5zk9ox8d
      @user-vr5zk9ox8d Рік тому +4

      @@OakieschofAre they really though?

    • @Oakieschof
      @Oakieschof Рік тому +5

      @@user-vr5zk9ox8dWell they're doing better than they WERE

    • @user-vr5zk9ox8d
      @user-vr5zk9ox8d Рік тому +4

      @@Oakieschof How do you know?

  • @Hijabi_Habibi
    @Hijabi_Habibi 6 днів тому +1

    People say you regret your suicide attempts. I never regretted mine. I just regret it not working.

  • @user-gk9mg8hf6z
    @user-gk9mg8hf6z Рік тому +52

    the day i tried to kms and my mom walked in she said "do it you wont"

    • @p3xo
      @p3xo  Рік тому +26

      wtf thats horrible, its good ur still here tho

    • @user-gk9mg8hf6z
      @user-gk9mg8hf6z Рік тому +12

      @@p3xo yeah after trying to kms 4 diffrent ways

    • @p3xo
      @p3xo  Рік тому +10

      @@user-gk9mg8hf6z damn, best of luck with life man

    • @arwaelhajj4948
      @arwaelhajj4948 7 місяців тому +7

      @@user-gk9mg8hf6zim soooo sorry you and no oke deserve this i don’t know what to i can tell you but i wish you dont let anyone let you down i know you’re so strong because you’re still here you’re not alone going through this shit happens its ok❤

    • @Lonely.King31
      @Lonely.King31 5 місяців тому +4

      Its not worth to kill yourself, you live once and die once.
      Live your life while you can

  • @opernce
    @opernce Рік тому +10

    Thanks the original got age restricted l

  • @ScottEllis101
    @ScottEllis101 3 місяці тому

    It’s the only option I have at this point, tbh. I feel like I keep letting everyone down and that my friends are probably faking it all, and I know some of you might say something like “suicide doesn’t get rid of the pain, it passes it to someone else”. Well, at least I won’t have the pain anymore, the pain of regret and emptiness

  • @psychopath9971
    @psychopath9971 2 місяці тому +1

    Goes to show you how a song, can make think about life

  • @Pilx_290
    @Pilx_290 10 місяців тому +5

    W song

  • @aesthetic8289
    @aesthetic8289 Рік тому +17

    I blame myself

    • @deadpoet5867
      @deadpoet5867 Рік тому +10

      I don't know the story,but don't blame yourself for It my Brother,everyone make their own decision,if you are part of It,in the good or bad side, It isn't your fault,cheers...for the One that couldn't withstand Life...

    • @p3xo
      @p3xo  Рік тому +3

      @@RobinLKTLMFAOO

  • @4rya7_1Cvx97Nw
    @4rya7_1Cvx97Nw 3 місяці тому +1

    This song reminds me of when I was at the lowest point in my life, a time when I couldn't calm myself and my thoughts, I thought that suicide was the last resort. By the way, thanks for the lyrics

    • @p3xo
      @p3xo  3 місяці тому

      no problem 🙏🙏

  • @J_GoTTi
    @J_GoTTi Місяць тому +1

    I wish i had the stones…

  • @fallenking2733
    @fallenking2733 3 місяці тому +1

    new song to listen to when the world looks dead to my eyes and i feel pointless... I swear fuck life

  • @Gizzyxc
    @Gizzyxc Рік тому +5

    i know what it is

  • @henryheinecke2994
    @henryheinecke2994 5 місяців тому +2

    I had the 1000th like

    • @p3xo
      @p3xo  4 місяці тому +2

      🔥🔥

  • @Orion8795
    @Orion8795 24 дні тому +1

    There no such thing as "better"

  • @nayuta577
    @nayuta577 3 місяці тому +1

    Tabs?

  • @gachabratz_trollchannel2955
    @gachabratz_trollchannel2955 6 місяців тому +4

    Is this song on Spotify?

  • @illusionwaterII
    @illusionwaterII 4 місяці тому +1

    April 5th like Kurt Cobain

    • @p3xo
      @p3xo  4 місяці тому +1

      don’t do it, it’s not worth it 🙏🙏

  • @BonClay111
    @BonClay111 3 місяці тому +1

    Make the lyrics smaller i can almost see it

  • @haniel_cm
    @haniel_cm 4 місяці тому

    finna kms

  • @Marindesu599
    @Marindesu599 6 місяців тому

    January 23 2024

    • @Gooncaveofficial
      @Gooncaveofficial 6 місяців тому +2

      Hey kid you alright look I know things may seem bad now but don't worry it will get better don't give up

  • @Christopher3Bishop
    @Christopher3Bishop 6 місяців тому +6

    Physical death is the beginning of the spiritual eternity.
    Suicide is self murder and it is written murserers shall not inherite the kingdom of God.
    Hell is real and eternity there is soul destroying unending.
    Choose Jesus choose life everlasting.
    He loves you will help you face whatever is troubling you He can help you.

    • @p3xo
      @p3xo  6 місяців тому

      preach man 🙏🙏

  • @Fagatron.9000
    @Fagatron.9000 Місяць тому

    I have never lost someone to suicide, only people who have attempted. But I'm bawling my eyes out from everyone's stories here. I'm so sorry to everyone who has lost someone to suicide. I cannot even imagine that level of pain and grief and suffering you guys are going through 💔

  • @Untoter_Konig
    @Untoter_Konig 6 місяців тому +4

    What’s the point anymore…

    • @hoobaguy4311
      @hoobaguy4311 6 місяців тому

      At least live stream it so it can get posted to wpd

    • @Untoter_Konig
      @Untoter_Konig 6 місяців тому

      @@hoobaguy4311 shiiiiit you right

    • @Gooncaveofficial
      @Gooncaveofficial 6 місяців тому

      Hey don't give up ok I know things rn seem bad but don't worry it can get better

    • @p3xo
      @p3xo  4 місяці тому +3

      @@hoobaguy4311you people are so lame

    • @user-dj4kw6kv3q
      @user-dj4kw6kv3q 4 місяці тому

      Fuckin nothing

  • @p0ssy
    @p0ssy Рік тому +9

    I'm sorry

  • @Cait928
    @Cait928 4 місяці тому

    It is the only way. I just want to be forgotten.