I believe that I speak for a large percentage of your followers in saying that I discovered your channel because of dance, but kept following because of your genuine personality and presence. Listening to you is like spending time with a friend, and your videos have brought light during some dark times in my life. You’re in no way obligated to apologize for not ‘being KM’ lately.. We all go through seasons of life, and no-one can always be in a position to give and share. Always take care of yourself first, and do what you need to do. Your OG followers will stick around, no matter what 💗💕💖
Fully agree. Also if we were hanging out waiting for you to speak on your life, we would be missing out on our own lives. We love hearing from you, but not at the sacrifice of you living your life! And, girl, LIVE! There is so much more out there for you. So happy to hear you are allowing the winds of change to blow you into new pastures and that you are welcoming a new season. You are meant for greatness always. Being a performing ballerina is just one of the expressions of greatness meant for you, so enjoy your journey. We all adore you!
You can’t fill the cup of someone else if your cup is empty. You need to do what makes you happy, and if that is not performing that is brave for you to admit and it is ok. We will miss watching you perform (and will miss the performance vlogs), but I think most of your audience will love to watch whatever it is that you give us. We just want you to be happy and healthy.
Your barres were real lifesavers during the pandemic... and the most amazing thing about them, when there was an abundance of barres to choose from, was the feeling that you were doing the barre with us, and struggling with exactly the same things...Change in the ballet world is slowly happening... and it is because of people like you, that care more about the person than the tendu ❤❤❤
So true! As an adult former student, doing your barres several times a week really was inspiring and I improved so much. I am still doing them. I saw you years ago as Sleeping Beauty at NYCB, and I would so love to have seen your Giselle. All the best to you as you continue inspiring us.
You don't owe anyone anything, especially on the internet. You care so deeply and I appreciate all you have done for ballet. I am someone who as an adult has a great relationship with ballet but would never have "made it" professionally. Your channel and your story is such a source of joy for me. I have loved following you in your career and will still be here for what comes next. Thank you, Katie!
Kathryn I have followed you since you were a member of NYC Ballet and your rise to Soloist. My heart goes out to you and dancers in general when they come to the decision that to continue to perform takes so much maintenance it no longer gives them the joy they had before. You have been through so much with that darn Hashimoto thyroid disorder and coming back as you have to dance again. I enjoy your channel, you are an admirable person and I am not going anywhere. God Bless you and Chris 🙏🏻 Sending love ♥️ from NYC 🗽
"I don't want to compete any more" is one of the healthiest thing i've heard in a while. We are with you, and I salute you for your thoughts. Thank you for this update - I admire you more and more!
This honesty is so refreshing. As a teacher and dancer I feel this SO DEEPLY! In a few short months I will be turning 44 and I wish I could say it gets easier but it doesn’t. Also totally agree that each generation of dancers should be improving BUT sometimes the obsession with athleticism is at the expense of artistry. You are wise beyond your years to make the transition with grace and not drag yourself mentally and physically through the mud. You are lovely and the epitome of grace and authenticity. Your pup is adorable.
Actually - I fully agree with you. And maybe we can dive into that. I do miss the artistry these days. It's become very "ballet olympics". So that's something we should chat more about on here. Thank you for the kind words!
Hey Katie, it's perfectly fine to be fed up with something in life❤😂 I mean you did unbelievable things from dancing principal roles as a teenager to return to a company after many years to be managing your own dancing schedule and career. You ' ve achieved a lot as a dancer and don't have to demonstrate anything anymore to anyone. So you are entitled to let go if you want
This is what I have been waiting for. THIS is why I subscribed to you Katie in the first place. A dancer who wasn't afraid to open up about the highs and lows of the ballet industry. And yes, all dancers eventually have to say goodbye to their time onstage because their bodies are literally telling them "I can't do this anymore, it's darn hard". And as hard as it is for me to admit (and this is coming from someone who hasnt danced a step in their life) the ballet world is effing stubborn to diversify to allow every person the opportunity to dance. I can't wait to see what life brings you next including being a furry momma (welcome to the channel Fin!) as well as eventually becoming a human momma. If you decide to film it, I 100% will watch your Carabosse portrayal, heck I'll even watch you as a Party Parent in Nutcracker, because you deserve to be onstage still, even if it doesn't involve Pointe shoes ❤
What a sweet and true comment. Definitely been following Kathryn for the same reasons since the beginning. This channel has been part of what made me reconcile with ballet and sort of “heal” the relationship I’ve had with it. Lots of love, Katie. Thank you 🤍
I feel this very deeply and appreciate the honesty. I've also been feeling a sense of burnout with dance in general and it's confusing, because like you said, it's all I've ever known. Acknowledging the burnout is definitely a good first step. EDIT Oh nooo don't cry! You haven't let anyone down or disappointed anyone! You're a person!
At the end of the day, what really stays with us are the lives we had a positive influence on. You can help with your mentoring, training and experience so many young dancers to develop, fulfill their dreams and move ballet forward. Without people like you dancers today would not be better than the dancers decades ago. I admire that. I wish that I had had a mentor like that 35 years ago. The ballet teachers that I did have are still with me in my thoughts and habits and work ethic today, when being able to get up in the morning can be a drag. And my love for ballet has never stopped. I stopped dancing when I was 20, studied, married and had children. During that time, I mostly ignored my body and cut myself off from ballet. However, during COVID, I came across your website and started training again - not to perform, but to feel at home in my body again and get back in shape. It has been wonderful for my body and mental health. So, I just want to encourage you that you can’t go wrong taking the direction that you are planning. You have the gift and opportunity to move this art and the people who want to pursue it forward, which is a real privilege that few people have or take advantage of.
As a former dancer who never measured up, what's so refreshing about you is--you're in a class of your own. As much as we want to say, don't think of it as a competition; just strive to be your best--the reality is that for jobs, we are always competing. But you have forged such a unique path through a lot of adversity. You are and will continue to be a wonderful mentor, and as much as the ballet world at that top tier feels like it has not changed, it does change incrementally thanks to dancers and educators like you.
I am 24 and I was just accepted into my local ballet company. I credit it, in part if not mostly, to you. Your determination and undying love for ballet has been a constant point of inspiration for me since I was 16. Your content, (especially the Vlogs and lifestyle videos) were a comfort to me in painfully hard seasons of my life. You are the reason I started to take ballet serious again and worked to get back up on my pointe shoes. Honestly Kathryn, even If you never uttered the word ballet again I would still follow and watch your journey, you truly feel like a friend to me. Whatever this new season looks like, embrace it fully, and I hope you will share it with us. It’s never been about what you can do but who you are to us. We are here to support you, and we love you so much❤ -Emma
You may never read this, but just in case: I only just "found" you this year (2024) when I started back to ballet classes at age 40. (I sadly had to quit at 6). I have the advantage of not being burnt out because I MISSED 35 years of training; but as someone who's starting from THIS place in life, I really appreciate you and your content far more than "the ideal" (or whatever terminology you used). Realistic, healthy, fit, beautiful - you are all these. We are not meant to stay a svelte 17 into our mid life, and all bodies do evolve. I hope you continue to enjoy your personal journey with ballet and let the stress go - there are so, so many of us out here who appreciate all of your content and what you've given us for the love of dance and learning. 🙏🏼
I am now an older teacher who danced professionally for a short time. I love the artistry. 18:12 I waited to have children for a variety of reasons but ultimately was not able to. If you are ready for a family, don’t wait. Move on to your future. It sounds like you are in the right place to take that step. You are loved and appreciated. You can always continue to teach ballet with your own unique insights. Your students will always remember you.❤
Your resilience after having to cut short the "typical" ballet path has been so remarkable and inspiring. Ballet should always serve you and not the other way around. Dancers with beautiful souls will always have something to offer even as newer generations surpass in technical ability because ballet is about the soul and the body both. ❤
Once a ballerina, always a ballerina. I follow you for all of the content you produce, performance-related or not. I’ve experienced burnout and started a new chapter myself. It’s painful but it was so needed. I’m so glad you’ve had your realization. Excited to join you on your new journey. Be kind to yourself.
You are amazing. No need being hard on yourself! As a 45 yr old I adore your classes and teaching. As a mental health professional working primarily within the trauma field, your openness, candour, and incredible sense of humor and authenticity is so inspiring. Plus doing your online classes helps me find a safe space to still learn and grow in dancing but also is imperative in maintaining my own sense of wellbeing and harmony. Thank you. You are more than enough.
So true! I was so worried myself about getting older and missing dance but what I didn’t realize was the pain directed me….it got to the point where I didn’t want to dance because of the pain……. That helped me emotionally so much! For you, yes people Love you as a dancer, but your emotional sharing and vulnerability and connection with human feelings is what we all tune in for! You be YOU Kathryn Morgan! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
You're a class act and a true inspiration Kathryn! Be it as a ballerina, a coach, a teacher, or a friend. You are an inspiration and a beautiful soul. Your mark on the world (both the ballet one and the normal one) is imprinted eternally! Adore you. You have no idea how much this vlog is helping me think through tough decisions of my own. Thank you for being the world for all of us who are hoping to bring change to the ballet world. "To the world you may be one person but to one person you're the world." and girl you got a heck of a lotta "one persons" out here. Cheers
When I lost my ego to be on stage and my technical prowess to dance as I once did, I became a better teacher/coach. My head was in a different place, finally. I still loved/love ballet, but it's better now. I raised a family and became a ballet mistress. You'll find a niche in which you'll be fabulous and equally, if not more, fulfilled.
As a dancer that could never afford professional training, you and all the videos over the years meant A LOT to me. I love learning from you. Please don't feel bad. Take time to rest and sort things out. You've probably always given way more than what you've received. Time to refill. Lots of love.
I very much respect your self-awareness and honesty, Kathryn. Put down the load you’ve been shouldering and concentrate on those things that bring you joy, not stress. Personally speaking, I look forward to loads more Deconstruction, and dogs!
I SO appreciate you talking about all of this--especially the burnout. I am in a helping profession and people tell me I'm too young to be burned out. No, absolutely not. I'm no dancer, but "I'm tired and I hurt" applies to me too. Your raw approach here is very refreshing and please take all the time you need to rest and take the time to revel in the content YOU want to do. Wishing you only the best!
As an adult dancer who started pointes work at 35, and continues to struggle with basic footwork in the last 15 years, your online classes helps me to get on stage with the teens dancers. You. Helped. Me. To. Get. There. You are amazing teacher. Thank you!
I’m so appreciative of what you have given us over the last ten years. And although I am sad I may never get to see you perform on stage in person, that sadness is greatly outweighed by the joy I feel for you knowing you’re doing what makes you happy and fulfilled. I can’t wait to see what this next chapter brings for you. ❤
Katie, as always, we love and appreciate your honesty and candidness and transparency. You never need to apologize for needing time for self-care. You have always been an admirable advocate and model for taking care of yourself. Burnout is difficult -I left 15 years of teaching high school because it was affecting my mental health. New chapters are hard and we are happy to support you in this transition. We are delighted to see you in any way you choose to share -friend, mentor, performer... many hugs. and bellyrubs for the pupper!
Katie we all have moments where we feel like we're not "meeting the standard" and are so much harder on ourselves than necessary, it's good to have standards, yet it's not healthy to always NEED to meet them. You are absolutely in your right to take time off. The ballet world is as beautiful as it is tough. For me you are a role model for truth, honesty, defying the norms and just being yourself. I applaud your transparency with us, your subscribers and I also believe that quiet time can only heal and help us reflect on what we need from time to time. As we grow and mature, so do our values and priorities and that is perfectly ok, my main concern for you is that you're doing well and being kind to yourself! Sending you a big hug!
It's very hard to let go of something that you trained for from a very young age and which took up every waking moment of your life up to this point. But you've done it, Kathryn, you've performed at the highest level of fitness and artistry for years and you must listen to your body and your feelings. If dancing at that high a level is starting to hurt your body and soul it's time to diversify. Dancing will always be a part of you, it's in your DNA but I think you deserve a big fat slice of the other joys in life that are out there to be discovered, fulfilling other dreams that had to be pushed aside for a long time. I think passing on the joy of ballet to others is a very important thing to do and I thank you for that, you're a wonderful teacher.
Ballet burnout is SO REAL!!! Dancers at every age and stage will benefit from hearing this message from you. Thank you, Kathryn for always being such an honest LIGHT in the dance world. Grateful for you and all you do xo
I started ballet as an adult in my mid 20s and found your channel in 2020 when I decided to use lockdowns to actually take my ballet seriously - to get stronger and understand the artform more. Your charisma and honesty really shone through and I have continued to follow you. This video is so brave and my respect for you has grown even more.
You enabled me to start dancing again at 46. I'll never turn 32 fouettés again, but you took the shame out of that. You changed my life and I'm a better wife, mother, and person bc of it.
oh Don't cry Kathryn.. You are our first online ballet queen and you are so beloved! One of my biggest regrets was not being able to watch you when you were dancing with NYCB.. But with your online videos I had the chance to see how beautiful you dance.. When you dance, it is something extraordinary visually.. I was wondering how you were doing all these guest performances and teaching and coaching etc. I am glad you understood that time comes in all our lives to let things go so that the new can come in.. Thank you for your teaching videos, they saved me during the pandemic and I still do them religiously.. Beautiful Kathryn, we will be there with you on your next phase. You are real and love hearing about your life, struggles, pain and glory.. Thank you!
I've dipped in and out of watching your channel many times over the years. Not a ballet dancer (I mean, when I was a kid) but I was a, I dunno, semi-professional? belly dancer for years, and I also have thyroid disease, and your videos have been so, so helpful to me over the years, and I hope you feel nothing but incredible pride for everything you've done and created on UA-cam and in your teaching on the stage over the years, because you have clearly been an incredible force in the lives of so many, and probably WAY more than your subscriber count or comment section reflects. I hope you keep posting because you make charming wonderful videos and you come across as a charming wonderful person, but whatever your new relationship with UA-cam is, know that this one weirdo sorta-kinda dancer from Canada wishes you nothing but the best next chapter you could possibly imagine.
Hold up! You have NOTHING to apologize for. You are a person who is entitled to feel and act accordingly to fit YOUR needs. I stumbled across your channel looking for The Nutcracker during Christmas of 2020. I fell in like with YOU! You’re a cool lady with a really inspiring story to tell. I’d totally have a glass of wine with you and just chat about life! I took ballet as a little girl and enjoyed it, still love to watch and appreciate the art. But I watch your videos for you. 💛 So stop crying and go do what makes you happy. I’m excited to see more of you in a non-ballet setting! I hope we get to keep Sean around though. The two of y’all are a treasure!
It’s important to remember that being honest, setting boundaries, and taking care of yourself only makes you an even BETTER role model for other dancers (especially young dancers). I am a professional musician and I make sure to stress the importance of self-care and work/life balance to any young folks I mentor.
Burnout is such a real and valid thing for you to experience. You've inspired so many of us and you've done your time on stage. Rest my love, you have worked so hard. We are happy when you are happy ❤
It's the most uncomfortable feeling when you find yourself disenchanted with what used to serve you, but I can hear so clearly that you're so ready for your next chapter. That transitional phase is so hard but ballet isn't going anywhere and it'll always be part of your life in whatever capacity suits you. Great things are waiting!
I’m the girl who awkwardly asked to take a picture with you after the so cal festival show Saturday night 😂 it truly was a joy to see you dance and you exceeded any standards I had for a professional dancer! But I understand being done with performing and ready for other things. I’ve been invested in your channel for so long I would literally watch anything haha! I love your style content and color seasons, etc. Also would love home decor, hosting tips and simple vlogs! Also, as a new mom I would suggest not delaying having kids! They’re such a blessing and in marriage it’s always the right time for a baby. Praying for you! 🫶🏻
I've been watching since you first came on UA-cam and have been so inspired by all you do. Embrace these new phases of life - they are wonderful and your honesty is refreshing.
Dear Kathryn, I have been following you here on this platform ever since the beginning, and never got to learn less just because you were not dancing full time professionally. I got to learn through every make up tutorial, every insight in your life, little barre lesson or piano music video. And all I have been wishing for you was you to have the health to meet your standards or wishes - both career or life wise. I cannot wait to see you evolving again, please remember this is a safe place to come back to and feel good. Love you so so much. ❤️
Ugh you have no idea how much I needed this today. I’ve been in a similar transitional stage where all my peers are still out there being dance stars and I love that for them, but being on stage for me feels more and more like a chore. I much prefer coaching and teaching, and exploring things I love that are completely outside of the dance space. Just this morning I ditched going to a class because of a bad knee that I didn’t want to spend all morning fighting against yet again. I felt so bad for it but hearing this update just reminds me I’m not alone. I feel like I’ve also watched so many dance peers who were originally all for changing the dance world slowly start to bow down to it and not care as much about changing it too… and I just can’t take it. Glad to know I’m not the only one going through such mixed emotions!
My dearest swan you will always be the prettiest swan by the lake. It hurts me so much to see you being hard on youself. I wish I could take dance lessons with you but I live in another country. Take care of youself and I love you puppy. 🦢🦢
The ballet world might not have changed as much as you hoped yet, but you have planted seeds that will continue to grow, and will have a more significant impact than you might even imagine. I see a rainbow of beautiful dancers of different shapes, sizes, colours, gender expressions and ages across the internet (and sometimes even...gasp...on the stage...) doing it their way, fiercely and unapologetically. I really believe that the majority of them, if asked who inspires them, would include your name high up on the list. No matter whether you dance, teach, mentor or stand on your head wearing purple bloomers, you are Kathryn Freaking Morgan...you will always be her...and that is an amazing thing to be.
I have never done ballet but love following you just bc of who you are as a person. Will absolutely “stick around”. I am about the same age as you and am also going to be making a major career change soon and hearing you talk about burn out and making the decision to move in a different direction is so helpful. Thank you!!!
It seems like you've figured out what you want to do and what brings you joy. All I can say is following that feeling because that is the best you can do. I do hope you can team up with Sean for some fun vlogs 😊 And Finn is so cute!
Katie, you have nothing to apologize for. You owe us nothing. You take care of yourself first, then everything else will follow. Burnout is so real and a valid reason to step away from a lot of things. Please take time to process and heal on a physical and emotional level. We are our own worst critic. Don't be so hard on yourself. You're doing great! Thank you for everything you have shared with us over the years. I look forward to what's next for Kathryn Morgan. Sending you all the love! ❤️
As a 31 year old who’s danced, albeit not well, off and on since I was a little girl, I can’t express how much your channel means to someone who was never ever going to be a professional dancer. We don’t have to be perfect at the things that bring us joy, it’s the joy part that matters most. And you’ve brought so much inclusivity and joy to so many many people. Myself included. Your light is very bright, Kathryn! Never forget it 💛
I always followed you because you talked about ballet and did ballet deconstruction and showed us the cool things regular people might not notice when watching a ballet. I thought it was nice that you were a dancer but it was never why I watched. I love your ballet analysis and stories!
Katie, this was beautiful. Your honesty and flowing with what your mind and body was telling you IS who I think Kathryn Morgan is. Being honest about burnout, being honest your experience only makes this channel all the more authentic. I love your ballet content. I love doing your barres. But I love the chats even more. We all owe ourselves some grace and understanding and you remind us it’s ok!! And hello Finn! Glad to be part of the Finn Fanclub!! ❤
I hate that the ballet world is driving away talented dancers who love it, because the level of perfectionism expected is just out of control. I understand the very top companies will always have extraordinary dancers and sky-high expectations, but there's room for the rest of us also. People who are out there being cruel to humans who are lucky enough to have found an artistic outlet they love, and that brings them joy in a very hard world ... what are you even doing with your lives? What joy and beauty are YOU bringing?
Hi Kathryn, since we’re being honest, this is the video I have been wishing for! Not that I want you to be burnt out, or stop performing…burnout is a horrible feeling and transitions are so hard even when you’re ready for them, but mostly because I originally subscribed for your lifestyle and vlog content. I felt that we had a lot in common in our sense of style and interests and found you to be an inspiration to watch. I enjoyed getting to know you and your personality! I danced from ages 5-20 so I found ballet content interesting but it was always secondary. I will continue to watch no matter what you do! Love from Canada! 😊
A little late to this video but, I have been a follower since you started maybe a little later. So I will keep this short or I will be emotional lol. You have been such an inspiration. I would say because of you is why the Ballet world is getting better and the conversations are being had. I feel like I have seen many more studios open up for Adult dancers who don't have professional training or just want to dance for fun. I think you recognizing that you are at this point is great and so healthy. You deserve to rest. I have missed your personal videos yea but you also have so many more things now that you have because of your youtube career! And it has made me happy seeing you get to do what you love! I cannot wait to see what you have in store for us/ your students. The deconstructed videos are my favorite ;) I will always remain a follower of yours. Thank you!
As someone who always dreamed of becoming a prima ballerina but only made corps de ballet, and is trying to get back into ballet now, struggling again with injuries galore for the millionth time, the pain and struggles, I really feel you!!! I hope you have kids soon - seeing my sister with hers makes me see how special it is. As for content - could you pleeease do more pas de deux videos for trying to learn pas de deux? For the man and woman. And then also, can you teach us how we can make our own unset classes too, please? This would be amazing. And love your idea of doing more workouts/classes for us - thank you!
Katie - there is no reason to cry. Everyone reaches a breaking point, and taking that break for your own mental health is NOTHING to be ashamed of nor anything the vast majority of us are going to condemn you for. I think all of us have or will have this kind of breaking point in their lives - Mine was a couple years ago surrounding my career, so I completely get it about not dancing anymore - I get it. Its better to put it away before you start to resent it. Heres to the next chapter (raises her coffee mug!) If you were in a place like Royal, you would KILL as a senior character artist. It doesnt feel like US ballet really has a role like that for their retired ballet performers, but those are the kind of roles you seem to thrive in anyway and I cant wait to see you take your Carabosse on tour across the US :) Since the beginning of your journey, you've been a mentor to so many people online. I wouldnt have started my adult ballet journey without having come across your channel. It feels like a natural next step for you and I cant wait to see it happen as you grow into that role more. I am proud to say I've been a part of your journey for along time, and can't wait to see whats next for you as you continue to grow the studio and KM and friends. The ballet world needs you in whatever form you feel strong and confident in being in
Dear Kathryn, thank you so much for being so honest. You are such a wonderful person with a huge heart. I just wanted to let you know that of course you took a break if you were burned out - it is necessary so there is no need to apologize. You needed a break and it is so important to listen to our own needs. It is great to see you back of course but the most important thing is that you are doing better and that you feel you are ready to be back and that you know what you want. Transitioning from a professional career that has been your life is never easy. But it is good to be honest with ourselves and know when it is time to go on and do something else and it seems like you know what you want and what makes you happy and gives you meaning. We all have different periods in our life when priorities change and also we change so - go for what makes you happy, always! Listen to yourself and follow your new dreams now! I am cheering for you! All the best on your new path, you have shown earlier that you are such a strong person and know what you want and what you tolerate and where you set the line so - put yourself first and enjoy your life! Life is too short to waste it on something that does not suit us anymore. Spread your wings and fly into your new chapter of life! You have so much to offer but you need to enjoy it on the way as well! Good luck
We all love you so much. I want to say that your channel randomly came across my FYP page a decade ago - prior to that, I had appreciated ballet, but your channel opened a whole new world for me and I'm now...quite the ballet nerd. I hope you understand how much beauty you've created in this world and how many lives you have impacted.
I totally had a similar experience in a different field entirely, but you’re so right-there comes a time when you just realize you’re done and that you no longer love what you once loved wholeheartedly.
It's very brave of you to not only be honest and reflect your own life and career (after a very impressive career in ballet) but to share it with everyone on social media (which you didnt have to do). Very refreshing to hear, especially in a career that's very demanding, I think this is helpful to anyone going through a huge change in their lives. I want you know you really helped me during the pandemic and thereafter with ballet barre and thus will continue to follow you on UA-cam. Thanks for sharing. Enjoy the new chapter in your career. Best wishes from the UK
I haven't checked in with your channel in a few years, and oh my god you are married and have a dance studio! I got into barre as a way to diversify my pole fitness dance and I loved how it made movement feel so free and easy in my body. I haven't danced in over two years since I had my baby two and half years ago and I want to get back into it because I've finally learned to love my body no matter what shape it's in. I hope after a long, well-deserved rest, you'll find your love of dancing again and do it off-stage for the joy, not the competition or the "standard". You've given more to the world than just ballet. Thank you for everything.
Im glad that you're doing well. Sending lots of love. I too have been burning out when it came to dancing after being sick last month i felt i lost my strength. But now i have to slowly get back up again which was hard it sucks being 32 sometimes and its frustrating to refresh my body's memory. Im glad that in this community nobody is alone about the struggles of being a dancer I would love some in depth conversations on How to overcome Dancer struggles while dealing with every day life that just keeps throwing us off.
I've been watching you since the beginning. I cheered for you with your battle with Hashimoto's, and I was so excited to see you be able to return to the stage. I've stayed for you, not the tiaras and tutus, and I know I'm not alone in that. As a dancer who started as an adult, had my own health battles, never could go pro and had to quit because of my health- twice- this channel has been inspiring and a safe place to come, knowing that others knew how I felt. My relationship to ballet has changed over the years, as it needed to, and the same is happening for you. Also, Finnis adorable!
I found your channel when I was 12, and you really helped me realize that I wanted to be a professional and that ballet was what I wanted as my career. I have become such a better dancer since first starting to follow you, and just started in a pre-professional program. I don’t think I would’ve ever made it this far without you! I don’t blame you one bit for feeling tired and wanting to end your dancing on stage- it’s your kindness, honesty, and passion that’s made me stick with you for the past five years, and I’ll continue to do so! There’s no one out there like you, and I just want you to know that you’ve made a big difference in my life. I might have come for the ballet content at first, but I’ve stayed because of you and the wonderful person that you are. ❤ (Finn’s fan club! 😊)
I love you. You are such a good teacher and soloist! I love your classes especially your stretching one. I do it two times a day and I practise every day. I gave wanted to be a professional ballerina since I was five. I love your classes especially and your such an inspiration, I would have never got in to ballet without you. Thank you so much!!!
Oh Katie ❤️ I know I don’t know you personally but I feel this so deeply! There is a space for everyone in ballet, you taught us all that! The new space you are carving for yourself is necessary and valid! Yes, it is time to lay the burdens and expectations down and HAVE FUN ❤️ Our soul and our energy is such an important part of this work that often gets overlooked but so essential for an audience to connect with us. It is our art that teaches us what it means to be human and our humanity that fuels our creations (whatever that may look like: mentoring, fashion, parenting, ballet videos, all of it) I’m so looking forward to celebrating what you pour your heart into next! Enjoy this new free and creative chapter! ❤
I have such a bittersweet feeling surrounding dance and my own aging. I'm 30 now (turning 31 very soon) and I've danced my whole life, semi-professionally for a while, but I never quite hit my "peak" as defined by the dance world at large. Never worked completely professionally, nothing like that. I've always had a small voice in the back of my mind, a small hope that "maybe someday I'll do it" or "I'll get back in shape soon" but I also feel my own window slowly closing due to my own aging. I'm being honest with myself in regards to my own slow mourning process and trying not to deny myself my right to be very sad and cry, but it's hard. I have so many other things I want to do creatively and I will NEVER stop dancing for my own enjoyment, but it's hard to admit to yourself when it's time to stop. I'm also an actress and comedienne which I'm so excited to continue to do, but I just love dancing so, so much. I say all this to tell you how much I enjoy watching your videos and continuing to stay in shape (not ballet academy shape, but well enough shape I can dance with my local community theater) along with you. You help so many people keep their love of dance alive even after it's time to hang up the shoes. You are absolutely beautiful and our lives are meant to evolve and change. Thank you for everything!
I just want to send you my love, Katie. Watching you from the UK is always a joy. This 60 year old “Silver Swan” will keep trying because of your encouragement and inspiration. Thank you and I’m staying, if you’ll have me! xxxxxxxxxx
@@kathryn_morgan thank you too. It was your videos that persuaded me to try ballet again in my mid 50’s when the Silver Swans 🦢 programme was publicised here in the UK. Despite being hampered by arthritis and Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, I love my weekly class and my Rheumatologist always wants to hear how I’m getting along at our sessions as she views ballet as my physiotherapy. Your encouragement has given me the courage to move again without being afraid. My husband joins in too, mainly to catch me in case I fall, and we laugh such a lot. So, when you’re having a rough day, just think of these two rotund munchkins (I’m 4’10” and Martin is just 5’2”) trying our best with Miss Michelle of “All Dance Fitness” here in London. We’re doing this because you told us we could! ((((((Cwtch)))))) xxxxxxx
Same, girl love uuuu!!! Thank u for sharing, these conversations are even more fulfilling emotionally as a dancer than "how can I get better" or rich certain goal, we are also human and there I'll be a time when our body will say I'm tired
u don't know how much your videos help me as a teacher, just have another point of view from different way to talk... and u know, dont be sorry to be apart we all need disconect a little while! ART NEED TIME... ARTIST TO CREAT ART NEED TIME... we need to learn and accept this! =* huge kiss from Spain
Your videos changed my life as an adult ballet dancer (started after I had my first child). No matter what, I will always admire and support you. And as a mom, I understand how your life changes, coming and going with the seasons. I wish you nothing but the best, and I will be here whenever you are ready again.
Kathryn, how brave of you it is to be so vulnerable and honest in a public platform. Thank you for that, I appreciate it. Just a few days ago, I was scrolling on IG and was thinking how everything nowadays is about sales and advertising, and how I missed people being real and open. Of course it is completely okay to use social media to promote your product / services, some pages just overdo it (I'm not referring to the ballet world, just generally speaking). However, watching your video was very refreshing. As humans, we all go through difficult things, but on social media, we only see the behind the scenes of people's lives so we tend to think we're the only ones struggling with insecurities, burnout, etc. When in reality, everyone goes through this and it's just part of life. You should never apologize for not releasing more content, or for not being who people expect you to be. If you feel like you need a break, or that you're ready to move on, you should definitely follow that path. The people who matter will always support you. ♥️ You have done so much for the ballet world, even if you don't know it. I remember a year ago, I was speaking to a friend from Belarus, we were planning to meet that day, and I was like "Sure, let me just finish this Kathryn Morgan barre first" and she was like "What? Really? I'm also doing a Kathryn Morgan barre right now!" It was so funny and not planned at all. I didn't even know she did your barres too. 😅 Well, just wanted to say thank you for everything you've done. ♥️ Your reach in the ballet world is bigger than you think, your channel is probably one of the first ones in the ballet world and your content is very original. I think you have paved the way for the next generation. I will always keep following your journey, even if it takes a different direction. I'm all here for it! Sending love 🙏
My career was in no way as intense as yours but I’m 37 and a dance teacher at the studio I grew up in. For years I would perform in our showcase. I know exactly what you mean about your body hurting and needing to be done. I decided to stop performing last year and it was the best decision. Made the shows so much more enjoyable. Proud of you for doing what you need to do.
Very brave of you to make this vlog! You don't actually owe anybody explanations but thank you. I have never danced in my life, but I love watching ballet. I found your channel 3-4 years ago when I saw your "why I left Miami City Ballet" video. It was very upsetting to see you treated with such a lack of respect. I really identified with this because I had/have a similar health situation which is an "invisible disability" so I look normal on the outside. But nobody sees me when I'm in bed for 24-48 hours doubled over with pain for which no painkillers work. I'm very glad you made that video so you could tell your side of the story and expose the company for what it is. I'm also glad you have come to the realizations that you have become burnt out, that performing may not be in your future, but that you enjoy helping others. You have such a sweet and courageous spirit. I'm not saying that idly. Some people who go through a life-altering health situation, poorly understood by others (meaning the sufferer has to put up with the emotional pain of friends, colleagues and bosses not really believing it "maybe if you just tried harder" or "if it was me, I'd [fill in the blank with something unrealistic which proves they don't get it]" kind of bs) and one in which they end up effectively disabled and unemployable become very bitter. But you are choosing to focus on helping others, and you enjoy doing it! Tip: look up the list of "cognitive distortions." These are negative thoughts everybody has from time to time, but it's so helpful to recognize that they are a distortion of reality. Cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) is super helpful. You may already have done something like this as an elite ballerina to learn how to maximize your performances. If you feel yourself getting burned out with making daily Vlogs, please take a break! Thank you for being you. Wishing you and all your dear ones the very best!! 🙏😄🐶💕🎼🌺🦋🌟
I was your age when I completely backtracked and started over at a community college, in a different subject area. It rebuilt me in ways I didn’t even know I needed. Listen to your soul and follow that voice. Be the teacher you needed and you will change dance in even more profound ways than performing has. ❤
Katie, I started to follow you when you first came on UA-cam. Your classical, turnout and core and balance barres with music played by yourself are the starting point of my adult dance journey. There are so many barre lessons on UA-cam, but yours are like no other. I keep returning to your barres because they are so fun and effective, and you are so warm and encouraging. The production quality of your lessons is also unrivaled. You should feel so proud of yourself as you have helped more people than you can imagine❤
I remember getting to that point in academia. Eventually, you have to ask yourself whether you're just going through the motions because it's all you know or if you actually still love it - and if you do still love it, whether you can keep on keeping up.
It's good to hear you're doing well. You're still growing and changing and that's life, right? I was always an adult hobby ballet dancer who was completely obsessed in my 20s, 30s, and 40s. By the time I got into my 50s, I heard myself saying at the end of class, "Phew! Thank God that's over!" So even as an amateur, I hear you. It's time. I wish I were still in shape like I was 30 year ago, but I'm just not up to doing what it takes to still look like that and be that strong. Plus I don't have the money to put into it. So I hear thee!
You are brave and strong and it takes alot to get to the realization that your career on stage is coming to a close. And it's OK!!! Ballarinas don't die after dance, you just move to another chapter, a better chapter perhaps. Do what is great for you, what makes you happy!! You'll never be forgotten, you've written your history on stage for years and people will talk about how great and graceful you were and inspire to be just like you!! Thats massive!! Thank you for being the best dancer and giving us beautiful show after show!!! And passing your knowledge to the next generation is also a beautiful thing. May you find happiness in whatever you do. You deserve it. 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
Katie, Since the days of Marie Taglioni, when she became the first ballerina to go on full point, the sentiments you have expressed here are exactly the same. Except in a different language. I have known great ballerinas who have faced the same dilemma. They all have different results in this decision. It's almost impossible to say goodbye to ballet dancing. Some were stubborn and refused because dancing and only dancing were LIFE... ALICIA ALONSO MARGOT FONTEYN MAYA PLISETSKAYA ALESSANDRA FERRI CARLA FRACCI You know the rest.... What makes your situation different is that you actually have a life where you can find and have happiness without professional dancing. You are a force of nature. You are an entrepreneur, businesswoman, master teacher, married to a Prince Siegfried, and looking forward to giving birth to an heir. You're a Godsend for the outcasts of ballet society who feel your love, magnificent presence, and the rewards you praise for their hard work in class or tutorials. You are joining the class of the many who have to go through this. It's part of the deal of being a star. My suggestion is to pick a particular date for your no-pity final performance. That way, you can get a feeling of closure and have a completeness about your decision. I feel privileged and fortunate to have experienced the KATHRYN MORGAN spirit firsthand. Thank you.
Okay first of all: Finn is absolutely adorable and I can’t wait to see more of him 🤣 Burnout is such a real thing. It is absolutely a real thing. I completely understand why you needed to take minute to deal with it and you were smart to take the time you needed to meditate on it. Your mental health absolutely comes first. (I have been there). And in terms of your content, it’s actually exciting to see this new chapter of your channel. Especially knowing you’ll feel so much better and happy. Cuz I think most of us viewers want you to be happy, onstage or not. I’m excited to see the Carabosse rehearsal vlogs and maybe some ballet character acting videos! Thank you for being honest (as always), for being smart on what you really wanted, and thank you for taking care of yourself. You are a human first and a dancer second after all. And just because you won’t be onstage, doesn’t make you any less of a dancer at heart or in the studio teaching. ❤️ Finn and all of us are right there with you. 💗💗💗
Kathryn we know you, anything you gave us, we still carry it regardless of any breaks of content or showing up. Just like you care more about how we’re doing, we care more about how you are doing. Thank you for the update, we love you.
Thank you for sharing your journey and thoughts Kathryn. At the end of the day, there is no need to apologise for safeguarding your mental heath and physical health. All the best. I am still looking forward to your online classes.
Know you from attending innumerable New York City Ballet performances. So when I stumbled across your videos in more recent years, I subscribed. Love your videos - both your honesty and your ballet tips. Therefore, I wanted to comment on this particular video, since you have given me so many happy moments - both at NYC Ballet performances and now with these ballet tutorials. - First, the only real cure for "Burn-out" is - to take a break. Whether short or long. Relish the other things in life that relax you or intrigue you or inspire you . Including the romantic part of life, like Juliet! When I have done that, I get refreshed, then eventually start craving to go back to what I had become sick of. Mastering a skill is so fulfilling, but too much of even a good thing can get one sick of it, and needing to sample other treats in life. (Peggy Fleming took off several years from figure skating, then fell back in love with it again, and skated beautifully in shows, with both fast spins and high jumps, just skipped the more difficult jumps). Secondly, as far as having high standards, obviously that is what made you succeed as the "cream of the crop" in the ballet world. But honestly, the reason I fell in love with both ballet and figure skating in the first place was the sheer beauty and difficulty of what are considered even the more "basic" moves & so-called "intermediate" feats, like a beautiful pirouette(s) or a grand jete (done well of course!). Watching or acheiving even the so-called simpler stuff can be so satisfying, cuz it is still so amazing. - Lastly, you said you are hurting physically. Physical pain can make things look so much bleaker than they really are. Again, the sure-fire Remedy is to simply take a break and let yourself Heal. - Although I'm sure you already know alot of what Im saying, I thought putting it into words might clarify the obvious - as well as send some sunshine your way. The same as you have done for so many. So, Good Luck! - Lynda
I believe that I speak for a large percentage of your followers in saying that I discovered your channel because of dance, but kept following because of your genuine personality and presence. Listening to you is like spending time with a friend, and your videos have brought light during some dark times in my life.
You’re in no way obligated to apologize for not ‘being KM’ lately.. We all go through seasons of life, and no-one can always be in a position to give and share. Always take care of yourself first, and do what you need to do.
Your OG followers will stick around, no matter what 💗💕💖
This!!!!!
Same here ❤
agree!
Fully agree. Also if we were hanging out waiting for you to speak on your life, we would be missing out on our own lives. We love hearing from you, but not at the sacrifice of you living your life! And, girl, LIVE! There is so much more out there for you. So happy to hear you are allowing the winds of change to blow you into new pastures and that you are welcoming a new season. You are meant for greatness always. Being a performing ballerina is just one of the expressions of greatness meant for you, so enjoy your journey. We all adore you!
Totally agree!
You can’t fill the cup of someone else if your cup is empty. You need to do what makes you happy, and if that is not performing that is brave for you to admit and it is ok.
We will miss watching you perform (and will miss the performance vlogs), but I think most of your audience will love to watch whatever it is that you give us. We just want you to be happy and healthy.
Thank you so much!
Your barres were real lifesavers during the pandemic... and the most amazing thing about them, when there was an abundance of barres to choose from, was the feeling that you were doing the barre with us, and struggling with exactly the same things...Change in the ballet world is slowly happening... and it is because of people like you, that care more about the person than the tendu ❤❤❤
Thank you so much ❤️
Amen to this! You saved me during the pandemic and your barre videos got me back into ballet and dancing after a 7 year break. Thank you ❤
So true! As an adult former student, doing your barres several times a week really was inspiring and I improved so much. I am still doing them. I saw you years ago as Sleeping Beauty at NYCB, and I would so love to have seen your Giselle. All the best to you as you continue inspiring us.
You don't owe anyone anything, especially on the internet. You care so deeply and I appreciate all you have done for ballet. I am someone who as an adult has a great relationship with ballet but would never have "made it" professionally. Your channel and your story is such a source of joy for me. I have loved following you in your career and will still be here for what comes next. Thank you, Katie!
Thank you so much!
Kathryn I have followed you since you were a member of NYC Ballet and your rise to Soloist. My heart goes out to you and dancers in general when they come to the decision that to continue to perform takes so much maintenance it no longer gives them the joy they had before. You have been through so much with that darn Hashimoto thyroid disorder and coming back as you have to dance again. I enjoy your channel, you are an admirable person and I am not going anywhere. God Bless you and Chris 🙏🏻 Sending love ♥️ from NYC 🗽
"I don't want to compete any more" is one of the healthiest thing i've heard in a while. We are with you, and I salute you for your thoughts. Thank you for this update - I admire you more and more!
This honesty is so refreshing. As a teacher and dancer I feel this SO DEEPLY! In a few short months I will be turning 44 and I wish I could say it gets easier but it doesn’t. Also totally agree that each generation of dancers should be improving BUT sometimes the obsession with athleticism is at the expense of artistry. You are wise beyond your years to make the transition with grace and not drag yourself mentally and physically through the mud. You are lovely and the epitome of grace and authenticity. Your pup is adorable.
Actually - I fully agree with you. And maybe we can dive into that. I do miss the artistry these days. It's become very "ballet olympics". So that's something we should chat more about on here. Thank you for the kind words!
@@kathryn_morgan agreed! That would be a great discussion to have! I look forward to continuing to follow your journey. ❤️
Hey Katie, it's perfectly fine to be fed up with something in life❤😂 I mean you did unbelievable things from dancing principal roles as a teenager to return to a company after many years to be managing your own dancing schedule and career. You ' ve achieved a lot as a dancer and don't have to demonstrate anything anymore to anyone. So you are entitled to let go if you want
@@kathryn_morgan yes please discuss
You are going through a transition and all of this is normal ! We need to take a step back to re-evaluate . Thank you for your transparency .
This is what I have been waiting for. THIS is why I subscribed to you Katie in the first place. A dancer who wasn't afraid to open up about the highs and lows of the ballet industry. And yes, all dancers eventually have to say goodbye to their time onstage because their bodies are literally telling them "I can't do this anymore, it's darn hard". And as hard as it is for me to admit (and this is coming from someone who hasnt danced a step in their life) the ballet world is effing stubborn to diversify to allow every person the opportunity to dance. I can't wait to see what life brings you next including being a furry momma (welcome to the channel Fin!) as well as eventually becoming a human momma. If you decide to film it, I 100% will watch your Carabosse portrayal, heck I'll even watch you as a Party Parent in Nutcracker, because you deserve to be onstage still, even if it doesn't involve Pointe shoes ❤
Thank you so much. This means everything to me ❤️
Yes party parent “get ready with me” vlog!!!
What a sweet and true comment. Definitely been following Kathryn for the same reasons since the beginning.
This channel has been part of what made me reconcile with ballet and sort of “heal” the relationship I’ve had with it.
Lots of love, Katie. Thank you 🤍
I feel this very deeply and appreciate the honesty. I've also been feeling a sense of burnout with dance in general and it's confusing, because like you said, it's all I've ever known. Acknowledging the burnout is definitely a good first step.
EDIT Oh nooo don't cry! You haven't let anyone down or disappointed anyone! You're a person!
Thank you! And yes- it’s such a real thing ❤️
At the end of the day, what really stays with us are the lives we had a positive influence on. You can help with your mentoring, training and experience so many young dancers to develop, fulfill their dreams and move ballet forward. Without people like you dancers today would not be better than the dancers decades ago. I admire that. I wish that I had had a mentor like that 35 years ago. The ballet teachers that I did have are still with me in my thoughts and habits and work ethic today, when being able to get up in the morning can be a drag. And my love for ballet has never stopped. I stopped dancing when I was 20, studied, married and had children. During that time, I mostly ignored my body and cut myself off from ballet. However, during COVID, I came across your website and started training again - not to perform, but to feel at home in my body again and get back in shape. It has been wonderful for my body and mental health. So, I just want to encourage you that you can’t go wrong taking the direction that you are planning. You have the gift and opportunity to move this art and the people who want to pursue it forward, which is a real privilege that few people have or take advantage of.
Thank you so much. I truly appreciate the kind words ❤️❤️❤️
Being tired is very human i don't blame you at all . We all need rest and recovery when our bodies need it.
As a former dancer who never measured up, what's so refreshing about you is--you're in a class of your own. As much as we want to say, don't think of it as a competition; just strive to be your best--the reality is that for jobs, we are always competing. But you have forged such a unique path through a lot of adversity. You are and will continue to be a wonderful mentor, and as much as the ballet world at that top tier feels like it has not changed, it does change incrementally thanks to dancers and educators like you.
I am 24 and I was just accepted into my local ballet company. I credit it, in part if not mostly, to you.
Your determination and undying love for ballet has been a constant point of inspiration for me since I was 16. Your content, (especially the Vlogs and lifestyle videos) were a comfort to me in painfully hard seasons of my life. You are the reason I started to take ballet serious again and worked to get back up on my pointe shoes.
Honestly Kathryn, even If you never uttered the word ballet again I would still follow and watch your journey, you truly feel like a friend to me.
Whatever this new season looks like, embrace it fully, and I hope you will share it with us. It’s never been about what you can do but who you are to us.
We are here to support you, and we love you so much❤
-Emma
Congrats! 🎉
You may never read this, but just in case: I only just "found" you this year (2024) when I started back to ballet classes at age 40. (I sadly had to quit at 6). I have the advantage of not being burnt out because I MISSED 35 years of training; but as someone who's starting from THIS place in life, I really appreciate you and your content far more than "the ideal" (or whatever terminology you used). Realistic, healthy, fit, beautiful - you are all these. We are not meant to stay a svelte 17 into our mid life, and all bodies do evolve. I hope you continue to enjoy your personal journey with ballet and let the stress go - there are so, so many of us out here who appreciate all of your content and what you've given us for the love of dance and learning. 🙏🏼
Thank you so much for this!!! ❤️❤️
I am now an older teacher who danced professionally for a short time. I love the artistry.
18:12 I waited to have children for a variety of reasons but ultimately was not able to.
If you are ready for a family, don’t wait. Move on to your future. It sounds like you are in the right place to take that step. You are loved and appreciated. You can always continue to teach ballet with your own unique insights. Your students will always remember you.❤
Your resilience after having to cut short the "typical" ballet path has been so remarkable and inspiring. Ballet should always serve you and not the other way around. Dancers with beautiful souls will always have something to offer even as newer generations surpass in technical ability because ballet is about the soul and the body both. ❤
Aww thank you
Once a ballerina, always a ballerina. I follow you for all of the content you produce, performance-related or not. I’ve experienced burnout and started a new chapter myself. It’s painful but it was so needed. I’m so glad you’ve had your realization. Excited to join you on your new journey. Be kind to yourself.
Still rooting for you, Kathryn. No matter what the future holds!
Thank you!
You are amazing. No need being hard on yourself! As a 45 yr old I adore your classes and teaching. As a mental health professional working primarily within the trauma field, your openness, candour, and incredible sense of humor and authenticity is so inspiring. Plus doing your online classes helps me find a safe space to still learn and grow in dancing but also is imperative in maintaining my own sense of wellbeing and harmony. Thank you. You are more than enough.
Thank you so much. Especially coming from you and the world you work in - that means everything to me.
You’re so very welcome! Sending you lots of love!
So true! I was so worried myself about getting older and missing dance but what I didn’t realize was the pain directed me….it got to the point where I didn’t want to dance because of the pain……. That helped me emotionally so much! For you, yes people Love you as a dancer, but your emotional sharing and vulnerability and connection with human feelings is what we all tune in for! You be YOU Kathryn Morgan! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
You're a class act and a true inspiration Kathryn! Be it as a ballerina, a coach, a teacher, or a friend. You are an inspiration and a beautiful soul. Your mark on the world (both the ballet one and the normal one) is imprinted eternally! Adore you. You have no idea how much this vlog is helping me think through tough decisions of my own. Thank you for being the world for all of us who are hoping to bring change to the ballet world. "To the world you may be one person but to one person you're the world." and girl you got a heck of a lotta "one persons" out here. Cheers
When I lost my ego to be on stage and my technical prowess to dance as I once did, I became a better teacher/coach. My head was in a different place, finally. I still loved/love ballet, but it's better now. I raised a family and became a ballet mistress. You'll find a niche in which you'll be fabulous and equally, if not more, fulfilled.
As a dancer that could never afford professional training, you and all the videos over the years meant A LOT to me. I love learning from you. Please don't feel bad. Take time to rest and sort things out. You've probably always given way more than what you've received. Time to refill. Lots of love.
I very much respect your self-awareness and honesty, Kathryn. Put down the load you’ve been shouldering and concentrate on those things that bring you joy, not stress. Personally speaking, I look forward to loads more Deconstruction, and dogs!
Thank you so much!
I SO appreciate you talking about all of this--especially the burnout. I am in a helping profession and people tell me I'm too young to be burned out. No, absolutely not. I'm no dancer, but "I'm tired and I hurt" applies to me too. Your raw approach here is very refreshing and please take all the time you need to rest and take the time to revel in the content YOU want to do. Wishing you only the best!
As an adult dancer who started pointes work at 35, and continues to struggle with basic footwork in the last 15 years, your online classes helps me to get on stage with the teens dancers. You. Helped. Me. To. Get. There.
You are amazing teacher. Thank you!
I’m so appreciative of what you have given us over the last ten years. And although I am sad I may never get to see you perform on stage in person, that sadness is greatly outweighed by the joy I feel for you knowing you’re doing what makes you happy and fulfilled. I can’t wait to see what this next chapter brings for you. ❤
The Queen of online ballet! Just enjoy what makes you happy. You've brought so much joy to our ballet journey. Thanks so much!
Thank you!
We love you and appreciate your honesty, perspective, talent and online friendship!
Girl, this is so real!! And it’s so encouraging to watch someone be honest about it instead of sugarcoating the shift into a new season.
Thank you! I appreciate it. And the sugarcoating really never helps haha. So thank you!
Katie, as always, we love and appreciate your honesty and candidness and transparency. You never need to apologize for needing time for self-care. You have always been an admirable advocate and model for taking care of yourself. Burnout is difficult -I left 15 years of teaching high school because it was affecting my mental health. New chapters are hard and we are happy to support you in this transition. We are delighted to see you in any way you choose to share -friend, mentor, performer... many hugs. and bellyrubs for the pupper!
Katie we all have moments where we feel like we're not "meeting the standard" and are so much harder on ourselves than necessary, it's good to have standards, yet it's not healthy to always NEED to meet them. You are absolutely in your right to take time off. The ballet world is as beautiful as it is tough. For me you are a role model for truth, honesty, defying the norms and just being yourself. I applaud your transparency with us, your subscribers and I also believe that quiet time can only heal and help us reflect on what we need from time to time. As we grow and mature, so do our values and priorities and that is perfectly ok, my main concern for you is that you're doing well and being kind to yourself! Sending you a big hug!
It's very hard to let go of something that you trained for from a very young age and which took up every waking moment of your life up to this point. But you've done it, Kathryn, you've performed at the highest level of fitness and artistry for years and you must listen to your body and your feelings. If dancing at that high a level is starting to hurt your body and soul it's time to diversify. Dancing will always be a part of you, it's in your DNA but I think you deserve a big fat slice of the other joys in life that are out there to be discovered, fulfilling other dreams that had to be pushed aside for a long time. I think passing on the joy of ballet to others is a very important thing to do and I thank you for that, you're a wonderful teacher.
Kathryn, dear
Thank you so much!
Ballet burnout is SO REAL!!! Dancers at every age and stage will benefit from hearing this message from you. Thank you, Kathryn for always being such an honest LIGHT in the dance world. Grateful for you and all you do xo
I started ballet as an adult in my mid 20s and found your channel in 2020 when I decided to use lockdowns to actually take my ballet seriously - to get stronger and understand the artform more. Your charisma and honesty really shone through and I have continued to follow you. This video is so brave and my respect for you has grown even more.
You enabled me to start dancing again at 46. I'll never turn 32 fouettés again, but you took the shame out of that. You changed my life and I'm a better wife, mother, and person bc of it.
oh Don't cry Kathryn.. You are our first online ballet queen and you are so beloved! One of my biggest regrets was not being able to watch you when you were dancing with NYCB.. But with your online videos I had the chance to see how beautiful you dance.. When you dance, it is something extraordinary visually.. I was wondering how you were doing all these guest performances and teaching and coaching etc. I am glad you understood that time comes in all our lives to let things go so that the new can come in.. Thank you for your teaching videos, they saved me during the pandemic and I still do them religiously.. Beautiful Kathryn, we will be there with you on your next phase. You are real and love hearing about your life, struggles, pain and glory.. Thank you!
I've dipped in and out of watching your channel many times over the years. Not a ballet dancer (I mean, when I was a kid) but I was a, I dunno, semi-professional? belly dancer for years, and I also have thyroid disease, and your videos have been so, so helpful to me over the years, and I hope you feel nothing but incredible pride for everything you've done and created on UA-cam and in your teaching on the stage over the years, because you have clearly been an incredible force in the lives of so many, and probably WAY more than your subscriber count or comment section reflects. I hope you keep posting because you make charming wonderful videos and you come across as a charming wonderful person, but whatever your new relationship with UA-cam is, know that this one weirdo sorta-kinda dancer from Canada wishes you nothing but the best next chapter you could possibly imagine.
Hold up! You have NOTHING to apologize for. You are a person who is entitled to feel and act accordingly to fit YOUR needs. I stumbled across your channel looking for The Nutcracker during Christmas of 2020. I fell in like with YOU! You’re a cool lady with a really inspiring story to tell. I’d totally have a glass of wine with you and just chat about life! I took ballet as a little girl and enjoyed it, still love to watch and appreciate the art. But I watch your videos for you. 💛
So stop crying and go do what makes you happy. I’m excited to see more of you in a non-ballet setting! I hope we get to keep Sean around though. The two of y’all are a treasure!
Agree Sean & Katie explore small town travel vlogs!
It’s important to remember that being honest, setting boundaries, and taking care of yourself only makes you an even BETTER role model for other dancers (especially young dancers). I am a professional musician and I make sure to stress the importance of self-care and work/life balance to any young folks I mentor.
Don't apologize 🥹🥹🥹🥹💝💝💝
You're my absolute favourite ballet related content creator, and it's because you are so transparent and honest and intelligent! We love you
Burnout is such a real and valid thing for you to experience. You've inspired so many of us and you've done your time on stage. Rest my love, you have worked so hard. We are happy when you are happy ❤
It's the most uncomfortable feeling when you find yourself disenchanted with what used to serve you, but I can hear so clearly that you're so ready for your next chapter. That transitional phase is so hard but ballet isn't going anywhere and it'll always be part of your life in whatever capacity suits you. Great things are waiting!
I’m the girl who awkwardly asked to take a picture with you after the so cal festival show Saturday night 😂 it truly was a joy to see you dance and you exceeded any standards I had for a professional dancer! But I understand being done with performing and ready for other things. I’ve been invested in your channel for so long I would literally watch anything haha! I love your style content and color seasons, etc. Also would love home decor, hosting tips and simple vlogs! Also, as a new mom I would suggest not delaying having kids! They’re such a blessing and in marriage it’s always the right time for a baby. Praying for you! 🫶🏻
it heals me to know there's dancers like you who have this attitude about putting yourself first out there. ❤
I've been watching since you first came on UA-cam and have been so inspired by all you do. Embrace these new phases of life - they are wonderful and your honesty is refreshing.
Thank you so much
Dear Kathryn, I have been following you here on this platform ever since the beginning, and never got to learn less just because you were not dancing full time professionally. I got to learn through every make up tutorial, every insight in your life, little barre lesson or piano music video. And all I have been wishing for you was you to have the health to meet your standards or wishes - both career or life wise. I cannot wait to see you evolving again, please remember this is a safe place to come back to and feel good. Love you so so much. ❤️
Ugh you have no idea how much I needed this today. I’ve been in a similar transitional stage where all my peers are still out there being dance stars and I love that for them, but being on stage for me feels more and more like a chore. I much prefer coaching and teaching, and exploring things I love that are completely outside of the dance space. Just this morning I ditched going to a class because of a bad knee that I didn’t want to spend all morning fighting against yet again. I felt so bad for it but hearing this update just reminds me I’m not alone. I feel like I’ve also watched so many dance peers who were originally all for changing the dance world slowly start to bow down to it and not care as much about changing it too… and I just can’t take it. Glad to know I’m not the only one going through such mixed emotions!
My dearest swan you will always be the prettiest swan by the lake. It hurts me so much to see you being hard on youself. I wish I could take dance lessons with you but I live in another country. Take care of youself and I love you puppy. 🦢🦢
The ballet world might not have changed as much as you hoped yet, but you have planted seeds that will continue to grow, and will have a more significant impact than you might even imagine. I see a rainbow of beautiful dancers of different shapes, sizes, colours, gender expressions and ages across the internet (and sometimes even...gasp...on the stage...) doing it their way, fiercely and unapologetically. I really believe that the majority of them, if asked who inspires them, would include your name high up on the list. No matter whether you dance, teach, mentor or stand on your head wearing purple bloomers, you are Kathryn Freaking Morgan...you will always be her...and that is an amazing thing to be.
I have never done ballet but love following you just bc of who you are as a person. Will absolutely “stick around”. I am about the same age as you and am also going to be making a major career change soon and hearing you talk about burn out and making the decision to move in a different direction is so helpful. Thank you!!!
It seems like you've figured out what you want to do and what brings you joy. All I can say is following that feeling because that is the best you can do. I do hope you can team up with Sean for some fun vlogs 😊
And Finn is so cute!
Thank you!
Dear Kathryn...you are a wonderful woman...wishing you an easy transition into a new chapter...we totally understand. Much love!!!!
Thank you so much!
Katie, you have nothing to apologize for. You owe us nothing. You take care of yourself first, then everything else will follow. Burnout is so real and a valid reason to step away from a lot of things. Please take time to process and heal on a physical and emotional level. We are our own worst critic. Don't be so hard on yourself. You're doing great! Thank you for everything you have shared with us over the years. I look forward to what's next for Kathryn Morgan. Sending you all the love! ❤️
As a 31 year old who’s danced, albeit not well, off and on since I was a little girl, I can’t express how much your channel means to someone who was never ever going to be a professional dancer. We don’t have to be perfect at the things that bring us joy, it’s the joy part that matters most. And you’ve brought so much inclusivity and joy to so many many people. Myself included.
Your light is very bright, Kathryn! Never forget it 💛
Also, Finn’s fan club 😉
Thank you for being so honest and open!! It’s so refreshing/inspiring. You’re doing great!
Thank you!
I always followed you because you talked about ballet and did ballet deconstruction and showed us the cool things regular people might not notice when watching a ballet. I thought it was nice that you were a dancer but it was never why I watched. I love your ballet analysis and stories!
Katie, this was beautiful. Your honesty and flowing with what your mind and body was telling you IS who I think Kathryn Morgan is. Being honest about burnout, being honest your experience only makes this channel all the more authentic.
I love your ballet content. I love doing your barres. But I love the chats even more. We all owe ourselves some grace and understanding and you remind us it’s ok!!
And hello Finn! Glad to be part of the Finn Fanclub!! ❤
Thank you!
I hate that the ballet world is driving away talented dancers who love it, because the level of perfectionism expected is just out of control. I understand the very top companies will always have extraordinary dancers and sky-high expectations, but there's room for the rest of us also. People who are out there being cruel to humans who are lucky enough to have found an artistic outlet they love, and that brings them joy in a very hard world ... what are you even doing with your lives? What joy and beauty are YOU bringing?
Hi Kathryn, since we’re being honest, this is the video I have been wishing for! Not that I want you to be burnt out,
or stop performing…burnout is a horrible feeling and transitions are so hard even when you’re ready for them, but mostly because I originally subscribed for your lifestyle and vlog content. I felt that we had a lot in common in our sense of style and interests and found you to be an inspiration to watch. I enjoyed getting to know you and your personality! I danced from ages 5-20 so I found ballet content interesting but it was always secondary. I will continue to watch no matter what you do! Love from Canada! 😊
Thank you so much! This means so much to me! I truly appreciate it!
A little late to this video but, I have been a follower since you started maybe a little later. So I will keep this short or I will be emotional lol. You have been such an inspiration. I would say because of you is why the Ballet world is getting better and the conversations are being had. I feel like I have seen many more studios open up for Adult dancers who don't have professional training or just want to dance for fun. I think you recognizing that you are at this point is great and so healthy. You deserve to rest. I have missed your personal videos yea but you also have so many more things now that you have because of your youtube career! And it has made me happy seeing you get to do what you love! I cannot wait to see what you have in store for us/ your students. The deconstructed videos are my favorite ;) I will always remain a follower of yours. Thank you!
The body tells you,it just takes longer for the mind to reach the conclusion …….totally understand this
As someone who always dreamed of becoming a prima ballerina but only made corps de ballet, and is trying to get back into ballet now, struggling again with injuries galore for the millionth time, the pain and struggles, I really feel you!!! I hope you have kids soon - seeing my sister with hers makes me see how special it is.
As for content - could you pleeease do more pas de deux videos for trying to learn pas de deux? For the man and woman. And then also, can you teach us how we can make our own unset classes too, please? This would be amazing. And love your idea of doing more workouts/classes for us - thank you!
Katie - there is no reason to cry. Everyone reaches a breaking point, and taking that break for your own mental health is NOTHING to be ashamed of nor anything the vast majority of us are going to condemn you for. I think all of us have or will have this kind of breaking point in their lives - Mine was a couple years ago surrounding my career, so I completely get it about not dancing anymore - I get it. Its better to put it away before you start to resent it.
Heres to the next chapter (raises her coffee mug!) If you were in a place like Royal, you would KILL as a senior character artist. It doesnt feel like US ballet really has a role like that for their retired ballet performers, but those are the kind of roles you seem to thrive in anyway and I cant wait to see you take your Carabosse on tour across the US :)
Since the beginning of your journey, you've been a mentor to so many people online. I wouldnt have started my adult ballet journey without having come across your channel. It feels like a natural next step for you and I cant wait to see it happen as you grow into that role more. I am proud to say I've been a part of your journey for along time, and can't wait to see whats next for you as you continue to grow the studio and KM and friends. The ballet world needs you in whatever form you feel strong and confident in being in
Dear Kathryn, thank you so much for being so honest. You are such a wonderful person with a huge heart. I just wanted to let you know that of course you took a break if you were burned out - it is necessary so there is no need to apologize. You needed a break and it is so important to listen to our own needs. It is great to see you back of course but the most important thing is that you are doing better and that you feel you are ready to be back and that you know what you want.
Transitioning from a professional career that has been your life is never easy. But it is good to be honest with ourselves and know when it is time to go on and do something else and it seems like you know what you want and what makes you happy and gives you meaning. We all have different periods in our life when priorities change and also we change so - go for what makes you happy, always! Listen to yourself and follow your new dreams now! I am cheering for you! All the best on your new path, you have shown earlier that you are such a strong person and know what you want and what you tolerate and where you set the line so - put yourself first and enjoy your life! Life is too short to waste it on something that does not suit us anymore. Spread your wings and fly into your new chapter of life! You have so much to offer but you need to enjoy it on the way as well!
Good luck
We all love you so much.
I want to say that your channel randomly came across my FYP page a decade ago - prior to that, I had appreciated ballet, but your channel opened a whole new world for me and I'm now...quite the ballet nerd. I hope you understand how much beauty you've created in this world and how many lives you have impacted.
I totally had a similar experience in a different field entirely, but you’re so right-there comes a time when you just realize you’re done and that you no longer love what you once loved wholeheartedly.
It's very brave of you to not only be honest and reflect your own life and career (after a very impressive career in ballet) but to share it with everyone on social media (which you didnt have to do). Very refreshing to hear, especially in a career that's very demanding, I think this is helpful to anyone going through a huge change in their lives.
I want you know you really helped me during the pandemic and thereafter with ballet barre and thus will continue to follow you on UA-cam. Thanks for sharing.
Enjoy the new chapter in your career.
Best wishes from the UK
I haven't checked in with your channel in a few years, and oh my god you are married and have a dance studio! I got into barre as a way to diversify my pole fitness dance and I loved how it made movement feel so free and easy in my body. I haven't danced in over two years since I had my baby two and half years ago and I want to get back into it because I've finally learned to love my body no matter what shape it's in. I hope after a long, well-deserved rest, you'll find your love of dancing again and do it off-stage for the joy, not the competition or the "standard". You've given more to the world than just ballet. Thank you for everything.
Thank you so much! ❤️
Im glad that you're doing well. Sending lots of love. I too have been burning out when it came to dancing after being sick last month i felt i lost my strength. But now i have to slowly get back up again which was hard it sucks being 32 sometimes and its frustrating to refresh my body's memory. Im glad that in this community nobody is alone about the struggles of being a dancer I would love some in depth conversations on How to overcome Dancer struggles while dealing with every day life that just keeps throwing us off.
Yes for sure. We can absolutely dive deeper into this ❤️
@@kathryn_morgan thanks I'm looking forward to it
I've been watching you since the beginning. I cheered for you with your battle with Hashimoto's, and I was so excited to see you be able to return to the stage. I've stayed for you, not the tiaras and tutus, and I know I'm not alone in that. As a dancer who started as an adult, had my own health battles, never could go pro and had to quit because of my health- twice- this channel has been inspiring and a safe place to come, knowing that others knew how I felt. My relationship to ballet has changed over the years, as it needed to, and the same is happening for you. Also, Finnis adorable!
I found your channel when I was 12, and you really helped me realize that I wanted to be a professional and that ballet was what I wanted as my career. I have become such a better dancer since first starting to follow you, and just started in a pre-professional program. I don’t think I would’ve ever made it this far without you! I don’t blame you one bit for feeling tired and wanting to end your dancing on stage- it’s your kindness, honesty, and passion that’s made me stick with you for the past five years, and I’ll continue to do so! There’s no one out there like you, and I just want you to know that you’ve made a big difference in my life. I might have come for the ballet content at first, but I’ve stayed because of you and the wonderful person that you are. ❤
(Finn’s fan club! 😊)
I love you. You are such a good teacher and soloist!
I love your classes especially your stretching one. I do it two times a day and I practise every day. I gave wanted to be a professional ballerina since I was five. I love your classes especially and your such an inspiration, I would have never got in to ballet without you. Thank you so much!!!
Oh Katie ❤️ I know I don’t know you personally but I feel this so deeply! There is a space for everyone in ballet, you taught us all that! The new space you are carving for yourself is necessary and valid! Yes, it is time to lay the burdens and expectations down and HAVE FUN ❤️ Our soul and our energy is such an important part of this work that often gets overlooked but so essential for an audience to connect with us. It is our art that teaches us what it means to be human and our humanity that fuels our creations (whatever that may look like: mentoring, fashion, parenting, ballet videos, all of it) I’m so looking forward to celebrating what you pour your heart into next! Enjoy this new free and creative chapter! ❤
I have such a bittersweet feeling surrounding dance and my own aging. I'm 30 now (turning 31 very soon) and I've danced my whole life, semi-professionally for a while, but I never quite hit my "peak" as defined by the dance world at large. Never worked completely professionally, nothing like that. I've always had a small voice in the back of my mind, a small hope that "maybe someday I'll do it" or "I'll get back in shape soon" but I also feel my own window slowly closing due to my own aging. I'm being honest with myself in regards to my own slow mourning process and trying not to deny myself my right to be very sad and cry, but it's hard. I have so many other things I want to do creatively and I will NEVER stop dancing for my own enjoyment, but it's hard to admit to yourself when it's time to stop.
I'm also an actress and comedienne which I'm so excited to continue to do, but I just love dancing so, so much. I say all this to tell you how much I enjoy watching your videos and continuing to stay in shape (not ballet academy shape, but well enough shape I can dance with my local community theater) along with you. You help so many people keep their love of dance alive even after it's time to hang up the shoes. You are absolutely beautiful and our lives are meant to evolve and change. Thank you for everything!
I just want to send you my love, Katie. Watching you from the UK is always a joy. This 60 year old “Silver Swan” will keep trying because of your encouragement and inspiration. Thank you and I’m staying, if you’ll have me! xxxxxxxxxx
Thank you! ❤️❤️❤️
@@kathryn_morgan thank you too. It was your videos that persuaded me to try ballet again in my mid 50’s when the Silver Swans 🦢 programme was publicised here in the UK. Despite being hampered by arthritis and Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, I love my weekly class and my Rheumatologist always wants to hear how I’m getting along at our sessions as she views ballet as my physiotherapy. Your encouragement has given me the courage to move again without being afraid. My husband joins in too, mainly to catch me in case I fall, and we laugh such a lot.
So, when you’re having a rough day, just think of these two rotund munchkins (I’m 4’10” and Martin is just 5’2”) trying our best with Miss Michelle of “All Dance Fitness” here in London. We’re doing this because you told us we could! ((((((Cwtch)))))) xxxxxxx
Same, girl love uuuu!!! Thank u for sharing, these conversations are even more fulfilling emotionally as a dancer than "how can I get better" or rich certain goal, we are also human and there I'll be a time when our body will say I'm tired
u don't know how much your videos help me as a teacher, just have another point of view from different way to talk... and u know, dont be sorry to be apart we all need disconect a little while! ART NEED TIME... ARTIST TO CREAT ART NEED TIME... we need to learn and accept this! =*
huge kiss from Spain
❤️❤️❤️
Your videos changed my life as an adult ballet dancer (started after I had my first child). No matter what, I will always admire and support you. And as a mom, I understand how your life changes, coming and going with the seasons. I wish you nothing but the best, and I will be here whenever you are ready again.
We love and appreciate you more than you will ever know! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ (Your new little fur baby is absolutely adorable! 🥹😍)
Thank you so much!!
GOOD FOR YOU! YOU ARE WONDERFUL!
Kathryn, how brave of you it is to be so vulnerable and honest in a public platform. Thank you for that, I appreciate it. Just a few days ago, I was scrolling on IG and was thinking how everything nowadays is about sales and advertising, and how I missed people being real and open. Of course it is completely okay to use social media to promote your product / services, some pages just overdo it (I'm not referring to the ballet world, just generally speaking). However, watching your video was very refreshing. As humans, we all go through difficult things, but on social media, we only see the behind the scenes of people's lives so we tend to think we're the only ones struggling with insecurities, burnout, etc. When in reality, everyone goes through this and it's just part of life. You should never apologize for not releasing more content, or for not being who people expect you to be. If you feel like you need a break, or that you're ready to move on, you should definitely follow that path. The people who matter will always support you. ♥️ You have done so much for the ballet world, even if you don't know it.
I remember a year ago, I was speaking to a friend from Belarus, we were planning to meet that day, and I was like "Sure, let me just finish this Kathryn Morgan barre first" and she was like "What? Really? I'm also doing a Kathryn Morgan barre right now!" It was so funny and not planned at all. I didn't even know she did your barres too. 😅
Well, just wanted to say thank you for everything you've done. ♥️ Your reach in the ballet world is bigger than you think, your channel is probably one of the first ones in the ballet world and your content is very original. I think you have paved the way for the next generation. I will always keep following your journey, even if it takes a different direction. I'm all here for it! Sending love 🙏
My career was in no way as intense as yours but I’m 37 and a dance teacher at the studio I grew up in. For years I would perform in our showcase. I know exactly what you mean about your body hurting and needing to be done. I decided to stop performing last year and it was the best decision. Made the shows so much more enjoyable. Proud of you for doing what you need to do.
Very brave of you to make this vlog!
You don't actually owe anybody explanations but thank you.
I have never danced in my life, but I love watching ballet. I found your channel 3-4 years ago when I saw your "why I left Miami City Ballet" video. It was very upsetting to see you treated with such a lack of respect.
I really identified with this because I had/have a similar health situation which is an "invisible disability" so I look normal on the outside. But nobody sees me when I'm in bed for 24-48 hours doubled over with pain for which no painkillers work.
I'm very glad you made that video so you could tell your side of the story and expose the company for what it is.
I'm also glad you have come to the realizations that you have become burnt out, that performing may not be in your future, but that you enjoy helping others.
You have such a sweet and courageous spirit.
I'm not saying that idly.
Some people who go through a life-altering health situation, poorly understood by others (meaning the sufferer has to put up with the emotional pain of friends, colleagues and bosses not really believing it "maybe if you just tried harder" or "if it was me, I'd [fill in the blank with something unrealistic which proves they don't get it]" kind of bs)
and one in which they end up effectively disabled and unemployable become very bitter.
But you are choosing to focus on helping others, and you enjoy doing it!
Tip: look up the list of "cognitive distortions." These are negative thoughts everybody has from time to time, but it's so helpful to recognize that they are a distortion of reality.
Cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) is super helpful. You may already have done something like this as an elite ballerina to learn how to maximize your performances.
If you feel yourself getting burned out with making daily Vlogs, please take a break!
Thank you for being you.
Wishing you and all your dear ones the very best!! 🙏😄🐶💕🎼🌺🦋🌟
I was your age when I completely backtracked and started over at a community college, in a different subject area. It rebuilt me in ways I didn’t even know I needed. Listen to your soul and follow that voice. Be the teacher you needed and you will change dance in even more profound ways than performing has. ❤
Katie, I started to follow you when you first came on UA-cam. Your classical, turnout and core and balance barres with music played by yourself are the starting point of my adult dance journey. There are so many barre lessons on UA-cam, but yours are like no other. I keep returning to your barres because they are so fun and effective, and you are so warm and encouraging. The production quality of your lessons is also unrivaled. You should feel so proud of yourself as you have helped more people than you can imagine❤
I am in tears seeing you sharing your thoughts. There are different chapters in life, and this is part of your growth as an artist and teacher
I remember getting to that point in academia. Eventually, you have to ask yourself whether you're just going through the motions because it's all you know or if you actually still love it - and if you do still love it, whether you can keep on keeping up.
we're here for you wherever your life's journey takes you, you've always been a friend and part of our ballet community. definitely a finn fan :-)
Thank you ❤️
It's good to hear you're doing well. You're still growing and changing and that's life, right? I was always an adult hobby ballet dancer who was completely obsessed in my 20s, 30s, and 40s. By the time I got into my 50s, I heard myself saying at the end of class, "Phew! Thank God that's over!" So even as an amateur, I hear you. It's time. I wish I were still in shape like I was 30 year ago, but I'm just not up to doing what it takes to still look like that and be that strong. Plus I don't have the money to put into it. So I hear thee!
❤ I recently read a book: “from strength to strength”; you are on your second wave. Love your honesty and you are doing meaningful things.
I love that. And thank you!
You are brave and strong and it takes alot to get to the realization that your career on stage is coming to a close. And it's OK!!! Ballarinas don't die after dance, you just move to another chapter, a better chapter perhaps. Do what is great for you, what makes you happy!! You'll never be forgotten, you've written your history on stage for years and people will talk about how great and graceful you were and inspire to be just like you!! Thats massive!! Thank you for being the best dancer and giving us beautiful show after show!!! And passing your knowledge to the next generation is also a beautiful thing. May you find happiness in whatever you do. You deserve it. 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
You are fine. I figured you were just busy and wanted to give you space.
Yup, we stuck with you and we’re not going anywhere❤❤Excited to see what’s next for you. Many blessings and great things to come!!
Katie,
Since the days of Marie Taglioni, when she became the first ballerina to go on full point, the sentiments you have expressed here are exactly the same. Except in a different language.
I have known great ballerinas who have faced the same dilemma.
They all have different results in this decision. It's almost impossible to say goodbye to ballet dancing.
Some were stubborn and refused because dancing and only dancing were LIFE...
ALICIA ALONSO
MARGOT FONTEYN
MAYA PLISETSKAYA
ALESSANDRA FERRI
CARLA FRACCI
You know the rest....
What makes your situation different is that you actually have a life where you can find and have happiness without professional dancing.
You are a force of nature. You are an entrepreneur, businesswoman, master teacher, married to a Prince Siegfried, and looking forward to giving birth to an heir.
You're a Godsend for the outcasts of ballet society who feel your love, magnificent presence, and the rewards you praise for their hard work in class or tutorials.
You are joining the class of the many who have to go through this. It's part of the deal of being a star.
My suggestion is to pick a particular date for your no-pity final performance. That way, you can get a feeling of closure and have a completeness about your decision.
I feel privileged and fortunate to have experienced the KATHRYN MORGAN spirit firsthand.
Thank you.
Such a kind and thoughtful comment.
This is so lovely. Thank you so much ❤️
Okay first of all: Finn is absolutely adorable and I can’t wait to see more of him 🤣
Burnout is such a real thing. It is absolutely a real thing. I completely understand why you needed to take minute to deal with it and you were smart to take the time you needed to meditate on it. Your mental health absolutely comes first. (I have been there).
And in terms of your content, it’s actually exciting to see this new chapter of your channel. Especially knowing you’ll feel so much better and happy. Cuz I think most of us viewers want you to be happy, onstage or not. I’m excited to see the Carabosse rehearsal vlogs and maybe some ballet character acting videos!
Thank you for being honest (as always), for being smart on what you really wanted, and thank you for taking care of yourself. You are a human first and a dancer second after all. And just because you won’t be onstage, doesn’t make you any less of a dancer at heart or in the studio teaching. ❤️
Finn and all of us are right there with you. 💗💗💗
Finn’s fan club and I nominate myself as its president 🤣🤣🤣
Thank you so much for this. I truly appreciate it ❤️
Kathryn we know you, anything you gave us, we still carry it regardless of any breaks of content or showing up. Just like you care more about how we’re doing, we care more about how you are doing. Thank you for the update, we love you.
Ballet is so hard on the body and mind.
Thank you for sharing your journey and thoughts Kathryn. At the end of the day, there is no need to apologise for safeguarding your mental heath and physical health. All the best. I am still looking forward to your online classes.
Know you from attending innumerable New York City Ballet performances. So when I stumbled across your videos in more recent years, I subscribed. Love your videos - both your honesty and your ballet tips. Therefore, I wanted to comment on this particular video, since you have given me so many happy moments - both at NYC Ballet performances and now with these ballet tutorials. - First, the only real cure for "Burn-out" is - to take a break. Whether short or long. Relish the other things in life that relax you or intrigue you or inspire you . Including the romantic part of life, like Juliet! When I have done that, I get refreshed, then eventually start craving to go back to what I had become sick of. Mastering a skill is so fulfilling, but too much of even a good thing can get one sick of it, and needing to sample other treats in life. (Peggy Fleming took off several years from figure skating, then fell back in love with it again, and skated beautifully in shows, with both fast spins and high jumps, just skipped the more difficult jumps). Secondly, as far as having high standards, obviously that is what made you succeed as the "cream of the crop" in the ballet world. But honestly, the reason I fell in love with both ballet and figure skating in the first place was the sheer beauty and difficulty of what are considered even the more "basic" moves & so-called "intermediate" feats, like a beautiful pirouette(s) or a grand jete (done well of course!). Watching or acheiving even the so-called simpler stuff can be so satisfying, cuz it is still so amazing. - Lastly, you said you are hurting physically. Physical pain can make things look so much bleaker than they really are. Again, the sure-fire Remedy is to simply take a break and let yourself Heal. - Although I'm sure you already know alot of what Im saying, I thought putting it into words might clarify the obvious - as well as send some sunshine your way. The same as you have done for so many. So, Good Luck! - Lynda