Good for you and you have really nice beautiful bright white eyes BTW :) and, my sister couldn't have kids either but they eventually went to a local adoption clinic, where they got accepted and the mother that they qualified for ended up having 2 twin brothers. Not long after that she did finally get pregnant, I'm not saying that is the case for you but I think that could be something to think about! These boys got a very loving home, they still communicate with their biological mother but they are completely at home with my sister and her husband, who post pictures of them every day lol... All the best to you:)
Conventional medical doctors are stupid when it comes to Crohn's. Crohn's can be reversed without surgery. However, only functional medicine doctors know how to reverse disease. I'm sorry you've had poor medical care:(
I'm a female retired trauma surgeon and you have my utmost respect. Hardly anyone in your circumstance would be talking about this. You got guts....uh, balls.....uh....you're an Amazon 😅😅.
I’m not sure how I came across this video…..but it had my attention. Almost 50 years ago, I, too, was a bedside nurse, suffering from ulcerative colitis. At that time, I had an 18 month old child and there were no options for nurses to work remotely from home, so I had to quit my job. Anywhere I went, I made sure I knew where the bathroom was. I became more and more ill, and was admitted to the hospital with a toxic mega colon. Even though I had a child, I was extremely worried that I would be unable to have any more. Surgical options were limited, and the only option offered was a total colectomy and total rectal removal. It was presented the night that I began hemorrhaging rectally, and I cried inconsolably. The recovery from surgery, went smoothly, but very difficult. My self image changed dramatically. Since then, I returned to nursing, had two more children, and have had very few limitations on what I can do. Scuba diving is one thing that I’ve been advised not to do, but I do love snorkeling. You are amazing at being able to speak out about this to anyone who will listen. Kudos to you.
I had this surgery years ago. The only thing I lost was all the pain and misery I was going through. Because of my colostomy (33 years now)and the proctocolectomy surgery , I am headed to my 74th birthday in August. I had no clue that life could feel so good! It’s like having life and life more abundantly.
My story is too long for a comment but briefly I contracted UC at 28, had a portion of my colon removed at 35, 10 years later a surgeon connected my small intestine to my anus and I lived for years without a pouch. What I was not told was that UC can manifest itself in the anus and that happened so eventually I had my anus removed and a stoma created again. That was 20 years ago and I am now cured of UC. My recovery was about 3 months but now I am fine except for occasional leakage problems. We are warriors who survived and still managed to have a life after our disease. Thanks for your videos. I am a man and before each surgery I was told I could have problems with ED. Thankfully that never happened. Courage and be of good cheer!!!
In 2017 my partner was diagnosed with cancer. A scan showed half a dozen large masses in her abdomen. Surgery was scheduled immediately. But when the surgeon had her opened up, he discovered that her entire colon was covered in cancer. So he removed it and created a stoma with the end of her small intestine. Well, she was shocked. It took some time for us to adjust to that, and using the pouches etc. We found a support group that she joined. There was a 22 year old man who spoke to the group about having an ostemy pouch and he loved to do competitive cycling. He talked about how if he ever crashes at high speed, it was going to be a mess. But he refused to let that slow him down. It was something she needed to hear. So thank you for sharing your experience.
does anyone else see the irony of a nurse worried about losing her position if she doesn't recover and return to work in a specified time period? Also you are probably the most transparent person I've seen on youtube. Such honesty is refreshing.
@@OceanMomma13 Bless her heart. I’ve been there and done that. They try to make you feel guilty. I didn’t. I’m retired now from a very bad back due to nursing.
I had my Anus- Rectum removed in 2011, my cancer came back after having a tumour removed in 2007. It was a very long operation, they used my bum cheeks to fill in the hole left. I have suffered nerve pain in my rear end since then, I can sit on something and not feel it, and am in pain. But I just get on with life, I have been on holidays many times, I look on my stoma as a life server. I went back to work as a Chief Engineer on ships, it stopped me doing nothing, I did stop eating things that gives you wind. I was very lucky I healed very quickly. I did get a dangerous skin decease I was on my last week off antibiotics when it cleared up.
I had ulcerative colitis from 11 yrs old until 24 when it was so bad that I couldn't take it any more and I decided to have pan procto-colectomy surgery. That was 35 years ago and I don't regret it for a minute as it gave me my life back. However, I did have trouble conceiving a child so went down the path of IVF which thankfully resulted in a son being born 10 years later. Interestingly, I conceived for a second time 3 years later without any intervention and had a daughter. I am very thankful that I was able to have children even though it was a difficult path at first. Please don't lose hope yet, keep trying and look into possible interventions. Sending you the best of luck, Maggie. You are amazing and so inspirational!
Miss Maggie. I have been following you for a few years now and I am confident in saying that this video today is the most poignant and impactful one I have seen. Thank you so much for sharing and providing insight and information to your viewers. You are amazing.
I had a daughter in 2000. I was sick for many years prior to that but didn’t yet have a Crohn’s diagnosis. When my daughter was 2 1/2 I had a terrible flare and ended up hospitalized and had to have an open surgery bowel resection. We wanted to have a large family. I was never able to conceive again. We did try some fertility treatments short of IVF as we couldn’t afford that at the time. All efforts were unsuccessful. I know it is not the same as I was blessed with my one child, but I spent many years heartbroken that I could never conceive again. I feel for you and all the other ladies who experience this pain. I hope you will yet get to become the momma you want to be. Blessings. 💙
Dear Maggie. You’re a friend magnet. Yes, having surgery is like the domino effect. Other things are affected in the chain. Maggie, you’re beautiful in so many ways. You’re a treasure to Zak, your family, your friends, and us your UA-cam friends. You touched all of us. I’ll say a 🙏 for you and Zak. Much 🤗 and 😘 from me.
I’m facing this as my spinal cord damage as a male. I was police, got hurt, had numerous spinal cord stimulator trials, (which caused tumors- rare), I’m a male have self cath 10xs a day and now this. I’m nearly divorced now and am totally isolated. You are amazing and glad I found your channel.
Thank you Maggie for this amazing and revealing video. At age 57, I had my proctocolectomy surgery, and though it was a long and hard recovery, I got my life back and have carried on virtually free of Crohns symptoms. A few years later, I met my and then married my wonderful wife - we met dancing - and now in my 70s, my life has never been better. In my case, the surgery has not interfered with intimacy - although I had feared it would. I'm so thankful for the modern medical advances and great health care heros that have given me a second chance. For those contemplating this major surgery, I'm here to remind you that miracles are possible.
Oh Maggie. My husband and I have followed your channel since before his ostomy surgery 7/2020. You have given us so much useful information! We truly appreciate your candor. My husband had his proctocolectomy 12/2022. The minute they got him out of surgery and into his ICU room, he said, something is wrong “down there.” He is currently seeing a urologist with little to no improvement. I am so glad you are recommending the Pelvic Floor Therapist!!! (As you stated, everything is in such close proximity down there, there’s bound to be nerve issues) Also, my husband had massive amounts of scar tissue from an infection that was a result of his ileostomy surgery in 2020. His proctocolectomy took over 9.5hrs because the Dr had to painstakingly dissect the colon from the scar tissue. Anyway, THANK YOU for the great information! We will most definitely speak to his urologist about PFT at his appointment this Friday! ❤
It must have been so hard for you to give up your nursing job caring for people in person, but it seems to me that you're doing a ton of good here, helping people through their medical challenges. Maybe you're even reaching more people this way. I hope that your efforts at parenthood turn out in a wonderful way for you and Zac, whenever that may be.❤
I am now 58 and had my Ileostomy/Colostomy ages 21 so 37 years ago and what it gave me was my life back what I lost was sweet eff all. That said the ulcerative colitis came back last year in the form of a blocked bile duct and pancreatic cancer was found so yet another massive operation (whipple). We are survivors and live to tell a tale, in the end only one thing matters, your still alive
I just wanna say I wish you the best full recovery if it hasn't happened already and also want you to know you're a warrior. May this year be the best year of your life yet not as good as every single one thereon ❤
I have stage 4 ovarian cancer and during my debulking surgery it was found that the tumor was all over my colon. Waking up from a 8 hour surgery I had an iliostomy. Supposedly it will be closed when I complete all my chemotherapies. Praise God for all of us!!!
Your video should be required viewing for anyone considering this surgery, imo! A very good friend of mine went through it following a recurrence of his colon cancer and his recovery trajectory was similar to yours. These operations used to keep people in the hospital for months (Miles procedures, et c.) and are huge, life-altering operations (both good and bad) and physicians/surgeons can only give part of the whole story. As an aside, I am a urologist who has been involved in these surgeries and their aftercare who knows how life changing they are, and having done plenty of radical cystectomies and radical prostatectomies I agree with you completely that pelvic floor rehab is a huge component to overall recovery, to the point where I have my patients considering any pelvic 'exenteritive' surgery to go to rehab first (I call it 'prehab') so they get a leg up on their recovery! Best of luck to you and I hope you can continue to help others in this very unique situation!
Wow. Is all I can say. Immense Strength, humility, and educational all in one video. Videos like these should be shown in school to help increase TRUE understanding and empathy. Bless you and your husband...😊
This was a very gentle yet informative way of explaining what a patient can expect from this type of surgery. Not that I regret any of my past experiences of being operated on (not for IBD), but I have never received as much clarity regarding any medical procedure as I have on this channel. Perhaps I did not ask the right questions or doctors just do not get courses on patient conversations.
You are one remarkable woman!!! Your strength and courage is so powerful. Your knowledge and experience are helping so many and you bring peace to those who need guidance. ❤❤❤❤❤
I am now 70 years old, and I have suffered with IBS-D for many years. At this point, I do not foresee ever having the kind of surgery you have had, but I thank you for educating all of us about what all is involved and how it has affected every part of your life. There do not seem to be many people who are willing to be as open about it as you are, and you have answered so many questions. Thanks for all your videos. I have learned so much!
I had IBS for 30 years, always had to be near a toilet. Quitting dairy helped, quitting all plants (ALL fibre) and eating a pure carnivore diet cured it within days. 4 years on and I'm able to eat some plants without issue but I'm still so much better if I stick with meat.
@@sportysbusinessThat's so interesting... I'm a lifelong vegetarian (for ethical reasons), and my colon is an absolute mess. I also feel better when I eat less fiber, more processed food, etc., but I just cannot get myself to eat meat...
@@JackAShepherd I understand it's difficult when it's such a large part of your beliefs. Could you bring yourself to eat fish? A fatty fish like salmon or sardines? Have you ever fasted? Just fasting for a few days to give your colon a rest will help. I remember how horrible IBS was, the pain, gas, bloating and huge amounts of toilet paper. I was whole food plant based for 2 years and that was the worst I'd ever been. I'd never go back to a high fibre diet. Good luck, hard decision.
@@sportysbusiness At this point it's more the ick factor than the beliefs, even... I have tried chicken a few times but it just doesn't sit well in my upper GI. I can't even go near fish... The smell makes me gag. I am hoping lab-grown meat will make it easier for me to non-grossly prepare grilled chicken, and that that'll be the solution (albeit in a few years)... I have tried fasting as well but my colon goes crazy when it's totally empty 🥺
@@JackAShepherd Sorry to hear fasting didn't work, your gut is really messed up eh. Try ruminant animals rather than chicken, humans digest ruminant meat far more easily than chicken. I'm a 4 year carnivore and still struggle with chicken myself. Interestingly, I have the ick factor with the concept of meat 'grown' in a sterile lab with no natural enzymes. I don't think I could ever bring myself to eat that by choice! Isn't it funny how we're all the same and yet so different. If only society could accept differences instead of fighting over them...
I'm a celiac, not sure how I got recommended this, but autoimmune disorders run in my family. I'm also a brain surgery survivor. Your positive attitude is pretty awesome. Not everyone with chronic illness can laugh about it. If you want, there's a T-shirt you can get that says, "Ask Me About My Butthole" based on an ancient meme. 😂 If you don't laugh about adversity, you'll cry about it, in my experience. Also, pelvic floor exercises are life-changing for many. My wife developed stress incontinence as a result of the birth of our youngest. The Dr. Betty Dodson-designed vaginal barbell is both worth every penny and fun to explain to the TSA according to my wife. She has has few issues since getting disciplined about pelvic floor muscle tone.
I dealt with infertility for 11 years and finally had my son after a lot of medical help. While I've never had crohns disease or a proctolectomy, the struggle, frustration, loneliness, and heartache of infertility is the same. One year I had two sisters, one sister-in-law, and one step sister all pregnant at the same time - it is hard. Just no way around it. Big hugs to you ❣
Wow, you are a master at doing this. I have great admiration for what you’re doing for people who are struggling with all the issues that this disease throws at them!
Maggie, you have a wonderful way of speaking, and educating. I could literally listen to you speak all day ! I really hope that one day you can have your own little ones running around, wherever the journey to achieving them takes you - because I think you would be a sensational Mum! You're amazing, Luv.. absolutely amazing..
You are going to help so many people with this video!!!!! Such great information and great conversations for people to have with their surgeon!!! Love your content Maggie, you are so open and informative ❤. Thank you for educating all of us.
I had my colon removed in January and I can now say that it was the best decision for me that I ever made. It was a rough surgery and a rough recovery but I am doing well now. I had an IRA and it was successful 😊. Thank you for sharing such intimate details. I appreciate it.
I’ve just had the joy of having my bottom wound reopened as I developed an internal hernia 3m after my rectal cancer surgery. The pelvic organs were flopping back into it! V rare so others please don’t worry. I’ve booked myself a pelvic floor therapist to start in a few weeks time as no one, except you Maggie, can give me any advice! I think the revised scar is actually better as there is much less bunched scar tissue. It almost feels lucky to be post menopause and single as that scarring and the loss of rectal support to the other organs doesn’t affect me too much, except v slow bladder emptying. These are the things they don’t tell you, but there wasn’t an option and I’m very glad to be cured and alive. 🎉
Love you Maggie my daughter used your videos to teach me what she needed to do. She haas been I heaven at the age of 25. Surgery went wrong and she go septic went on ecmo and did not recover . Doctor trying to cover his butt
Maggie you are very special and so empathetic to share very personal parts of your life. I know this will help many people who have similar problems and don't know what they should do. Also there are always people who will give well meaning (maybe) advice about what that person should do, even having no medical knowledge. Thank you for being so brave and altruistic in telling what you went through to help other people.
THANK YOU so much for your videos! I just had my colostomy & proctectomy surgeries slightly over 2 wks ago (also a hysterectomy because I’m apparently an overachiever)… so I’m VERY early in the healing process. I’ve had lots of surgeries before & have always pushed my body a bit more than I should have after surgeries. But, having your wise insights have given me a different perspective. Your videos have helped me in so many ways, I can’t even begin to express my gratitude for your candor. I’m dealing with the “gushing & draining” still. I’m sure there is a lot of fluid built up in there since the whole pumpkin was carved/cleaned out. So, I’ve been trying to express the fluid as much as I can manually when I shower. I’m also dealing with a slight fungal infection along my crack. My surgeon says both are normal. But, it’s just all new territory for me. Do you have any other tips on what sitting/laying positions work best to minimize the pain down there? Standing/walking for longer periods of time have helped, but aren’t sustainable because I am still pretty weak. Thank you for reading & for being amazing! Please keep rocking this channel. 💕
I’ve had 24 general anesthesia surgeries after a skydiving and a motorcycle accident. It is amazing how resilient the human animal is. I really admire your optimism. Aside from that you are very smart and pretty. If you were my daughter I’d be soooo proud. Have a great life!
Thank you so much for sharing your life's experience, I've been following you for quite some time, and you have helped me through my own struggles. I have Ehlers Danlos Syndrome and it destroyed my gastrointestinal system. I am also a Registered Nurse and EMT, I was working on the requirements for my PHRN and had a Aeromedical department that was very interested in me. I ended up giving up on that dream of mine, bc I just knew it wouldn't have lasted long anyways. I then went to work at Catholic extended care facility, with a skilled unit and memory care unit. I actually fell in love with my career at St. Anne, I am Catholic and it just felt right, but my health still kept on declining. Eventually I needed a leave of absence for surgery, then another leave when I didn't heal as fast as we hoped. I was physically dragging my ass out of bed each day, and one day I was in so much pain, so sick and I handed my boss a resignation letter. The CEO actually begged me to stay and offered me a different less physical position. I was the daylight supervisor in charge of almost everything, and I loved it. I couldn't take the RNAC position, I didn't get into nursing to work at a desk. I hoped that in dur time I would be able to return. Well EDS destroys everything and I went down hill so quickly. My 30th birthday I ended up hospitalized and I am 38 now, and in the last 8 years, I was inpatient over 1600 days, had a total of 26 surgeries, actually gave up at one point. I am 5'8" and was down to 94 lbs my organs had begun to shut down. My family and friends convinced me to revoke hospice and accept IV fluids, try another NG tube, then jtube, then TPN. Evacuating was so hard, I had a rectocele, relyed on fleets and digital evacuation. So I started with a loop ileostomy, but I was always hopping the loop and despite the fact I had a ileostomy I was still having stuff that needed to come out my rectum. I had numerous stoma revisions, and making the decision to have it all gone was difficult and I still have regrets at times. Nothing healed correctly, I had already gone through more abdominal surgery then anyone I have ever met. But my mom happens to be a WOCN. She begged me to get it done, she felt I would get some quality of life back. Nope, I am in a sad state at the moment. If course my stoma is giving me hell at the moment and I am scheduled for a scope, I just pray that I don't need anymore surgery, but I know I do, so does my Mom. She's never had a patient with EDS neither has my surgeons, which is scary but I trust them. Still I have lost my career, my ability to have children, but I had children young and didn't know what was going on with me at the time. But spending more time in the hospital than home for the past 8 years really strained my relationship with my kids, they also both inherited my EDS and one child inherited my bleeding disorder VWD as well. My daughter fears everyday that she is going to end up like me. I missed all the holidays, so many special moments, my biggest surgery was also in the beginning of the pandemic so I was in for 65 days, had surgery, and no visitors. I ended up having a ministroke during that hospitalization, and that when they found chiari malformation and now I have seizures too. It's been a couple years since then and I still can't eat, and I lost my long natural red hair, my teeth, and my sex life, sex hurts, I'm actually starting pelvic floor therapy soon, I hope it helps. Thank you so very much 😊❤ for putting your life out there like this, bc honestly you, Hannah Witton, and some others young woman facing all this shit, literally has really helped me know that I am not alone. Sending you so much love 💕 take care hun, and as long as u continue making videos I will be watching!
I have Crohn’s disease as well, I had 5 surgeries in my abdomen, and I always thought the scar tissue was constricting me in my movements. My belly is hard and non flexible. But I always thought I was stupid for thinking that, but to hear you talk about it, it makes sense now. So, big thanks to you, you are a great help to other patients!!
You're A trooper, you've been through so much. Its just amazing how the human body can change and keep going. I'm sorry about your fertility issues, its so hard.
I like your honesty and opening up and being vulnerable. I found your channel after being in the hospital and coming out with an Ileostomy. Found Hanna as well. Helped me understand a little better. I had never had any intestinal issues my whole life. I am alive because of my operation. There was a bit of adjusting but I am able to write this and be with family.
You have my respect! I can’t even imagine going through that many surgeries and going through what you have gone through. Stay strong 💪 and may God bless you and keep you healthy
To say I am not scared would b a lie. Soon will have my bladder and prostate removed. Your journey and honesty has been calming. What u have endured is way more challenging than my upcoming surgery. Thank you for your courage
I've had two friends with colon cancer. One died. He refused the surgery that you had done. Thank you for educating and destigmatizing this. You may well save lives. Not IBD related, but one risk factor for colon cancer that is controllable is red meat and processed meat consumption. I'd suggest everyone think hard about strictly limiting or eliminating these. Thank you again your openness is amazing!
i wonder if i ever need this if i will do it or just let myself return to earth as is. I just don't know how i can get used to the bag. I can't even handle a pimple.
@@Jimo225 My friend who died did not want the chemo and surgery. He traveled to holy places around the world for a year before he passed on. I understand but I think he made the wrong choice. He was only 30.
i dont' understand why they can't implant a fake colon into your body and keep your hole somehow. Why does ithave to stick out of your stomach@@blue-fj9ky
Thank you for sharing your experience and being honest. I am 3 months out from my surgery. In addition to having my rectum and anus removed I had to have flap surgery. Cellulitis has been my problem with the flap incisions, but my surgery was the best decision that I made in my life (other than marrying my husband).
You are so courageous. I have a failed Jpouch with an ileostomy and have considered the surgery but can commit. Karah from Karah’s life sent me here to learn how to care for irritated skin under the tape from the flange and I’ve been watching your videos. Thank you for being so open and sharing. It really means a lot.
❤Thank you for your honesty and providing those possibly facing this surgery with firsthand information. Even though I am quite a bit older than you, I was only diagnosed with Crohn’s in 11/21 and am now classified as a “complicated patient”. Listening to your videos is like chatting with a close friend. I often hear you say the exact words that either I have said or I have felt.
i'm so sorry you've been given so much to deal with. i know how defeating & angry it can make one feel. i'm glad you got some relief. i hope you get your baby. & i pray it is a beautiful experience.
You are an incredible woman. My mother couldn’t get pregnant for the first 3 yrs of marriage. She told me how she cried and cried. She had 4 girls, and the youngest is 17 yrs younger than the oldest. God can do the impossible! 😘
You are wonderful at delivering this information to us viewers. Such sensitive hush hush talk and you made me very comfortable talking about it. I do not know my results yet. But I am currently battling the pain and suffering at age 50 Bless your heart for such an early age. You take care and be well ! ❤
My proctectomy surgery did not go smoothly. I’m currently dealing with a dehisced wound and having it packed and unpacked every other day 😔 it’s incredibly painful and I’m facing having a scar revision due to adhesions entrapping nerves and it’s just won’t settle down no matter what. I had my ostomy surgery in March of 2022 due to ulcerative colitis… by dec of 2022 my rectum and anus became stenotic and my colorectal surgeon and gastroenterologist said they needed to be removed . thus the surgery. I will say it has put my ulcerative colitis in remission and I’m looking forward to healing from this surgery. I know I’m also only just past three months post op and for the extent of what my body has been through it’s still early. You are a blessing to all of us and I will keep you in my prayers for that baby ! Oh yes , my rectum produced crazy amounts of mucous and because my rectum was devoid of peristalsis, I couldn’t push the mucous out . That was extremely painful as well so I knew the surgery had to be done. I absolutely do NOT regret having had the surgery
Great video , I have had my first surgery 10 yrs ago , then bowel resection surgery 3yrs ago , this video is going to be good for anyone newly diagnosed or just had surgery done , you mentioned lots of stuff the surgeon and doctor don't tell you !! , Looking fabulous xxx
I’m 78 and had an ileostomy many years ago, my specialist recommended I have my rectal stump removed. Due to the high possibility of it bursting I’m in pretty good health but I feel I’m way past getting this surgery. I applaud you for making that decision when your young I’m sure you will enjoy much better health and for sure a lot less pain
You are a brave and beautiful woman all around. You help people by discussing this topic and the work you did as a nurse. They are, and I can see you, angels on earth. Ignore the prior negative comments and continue to push forward with your positivity. We need more articulate and wonderful people like you.
I discovered your channel when I decided to go forward with my colectomy, ileostomy. Best decision I ever made going forward with the operation. I suffered with UC for the majority of my life. I was diagnosed in 1977. I am now considering making this permanent. You have given me some great information to assist in making the tough decision.
Everytime fertility comes into the room... i wish wish wish i could say something reassuring or helpful. i cant. it is so heartbreaking every month seeing the blood again. and i am sorry. i just am. I can only say... there are so many days and possibilitys left for your life who knows what will happen! i wish you wonderful things in the world!!
Thank you so much for talking so openly and candidly about such a complex and difficult subject. Like you, I also have crohns and a couple of years ago I underwent emergency surgery had a full ileostomy and now they want to remove my end stump as I constantly get flare ups there, which as you know is very painful and uncomfortable.. I have always been against the idea of having this further surgery as I feel that I need to be on medication to treat my crohns as a starting point (I'm only on lots of pain medication and a low dose steroid). Thank you for giving me such a valuable insight into your own personal experiences and issues since your surgery, these are precisely the things I'm worried about and the things my Dr's never tell me about.. I think you're so inspirational and thank you for sharing your journey as I can relate to a lot of what you say.. I feel there is nobody in my life that can provide me with honest conversation about this subject. You have been a lifeline for me. Please keep on doing what you do, you have no idea just how much you are appreciated and inspiring. sending you much love from the UK 🇬🇧 ❤️
You are so refreshing to watch your explanation of this procedure is so well done. Things like this are needed for folks experiencing like procedures. Thank you so much you are a doll.
Maggie I don't have crohns disease but I have cancer since 2014 I've had an illiostomy and now a colostomy I followed you because of the ostomy information and to also follow your journey because you are awsome Maggie truely awsome thank you for sharing tge information and this very important video 💜
Thanks for all the information you share. I am not personally affected, but think it's important to know more about many different topics as I'm going to become a sexual therapist. So it was really interesting to hear you talk about how IBD affected and affects your intimacy. I'm so glad you found a pelvic physical therapist that could help you.
My father had the exact same surgery. He had massive fistula. He had cancer and also had radiation therapy causing severe scar tissue. It was so sad he had 2 bags urine and colonoscopy. He dealt with this and died due to massive infection. He had it for 15 years. I’m sure everything has changed now. God bless you and strength. ❤Australia
What a great video. Honest, concise, heartfelt. I am sure it will help many, many patients on their journey. I have back pain and had an operation, not nearly as impactful, but still, there were aspects I really wish I were told beforehand, just to know what could come. All the best from Germany ❤️
Mad respect for you and your videos. I know many post on you tube about thier surgeries but all those others always seem self-serving.. you always come across as ao genuine!!
I am here because of a random youtube recommendation. May I just say that you, and others like you who have undergone major surgeries and/or serious illness, and who come here to talk about it, to tell the world what it is really like to experience these things - and do so with the honesty, humour and grace that you do, are beyond praise. Thank you.
Maggie, your honesty, insight, and no holds barred videos should be part of any patients colon & rectum pre-surgery protocol. Your journey is inspiring for anyone looking at this intense life-changing procedure. I have two questions, a) how would a pregnancy effect your body and could it cause complications, and b) could a child inherit this disease? Thank you for your sweet personality and open heart. 💖
I have crohns with perianal fistulas, though I have not had the colostomy---it has been on the table but something I didn't feel I would tolerate very well (but obviously there are downsides for not going this route). I wish there more videos like this one when I first got sick (my symptoms led me to surgeries around 2010-2011). You speaking this openly about the issue is definitely something that I think is helping someone right now. Just having as much information available, including first hand accounts from people who have been through this stuff, helps people make more informed decisions and also helps them feel less alone
❤❤❤ This helped a lot. Really hit home. I'm getting my surgery next month, and although I'm crying right now, don't worry, you didn't scare me. Information is power. Now I can take better and well thought decisions, and next week I'm starting with pelvic floor therapy. THANK YOU for your honesty. I wish you the best.
The USA needs to do far more pelvic floor therapy for so many things. Women in France are prescribed it for vaginal child birth as a standard I believe. Women in France do not all have the collective experience of peeing themselves for the remainder of their lives if they laugh too hard or sneeze at anywhere close to the rates in the USA
100% agree with this. I’ve never had children and don’t plan to, but have had other injuries and medical issues in the past, and pelvic floor physical therapy changed my life.
You have a lot of courage and poise. Thanks for this video. My surgery (RALP) seems a piece of cake compared with what you had to go through. 77 days after the initial RALP surgery I developed scar tissue in the area of surgery which manifested itself as Bladder Neck Contracture. This led to another quick surgery to open up the area. I am now at 5 months after RALP, the original cancer is undetectable, the contracture did not come back and the stress incontinence is dramatically easing up as the pelvic floor muscles get stronger. What an ordeal. But yours must be so much more difficult than my recovery. Surgery is amazing nowadays. Another interesting observation. My friend's dog had swallowed about 4 golf balls and had to have intestinal surgery to remove them (the same week I had my RALP). The dog has recovered like it never happened. Modern surgery is astounding.
You are so brave, honest and a shining light. I think, just me saying, that you will be such a wonderful Mom…I have been through fertility treatments and they are so worth it, I think you have been through much worse…would be happy to walk you thru fertility stuff any time you want
I had a c-section gone wrong - breech any and they didn’t close correctly- did not know until my second C-section after trying a VBAC. Surgeon said she had never seen anything like this in her 20 years. There was so much scar tissue that I had to have reconstruction. Now 14 years later, I am in horrific pain most likely from scar tissue and I have been denied and gaslighted by every doctor I tried to get help from. I really wish I could get someone to listen about adhesion especially in the abdomen.
This is why American medicine is terrible especially Women’s health. It is possible to turn a breech baby (Chiropractors do this) or at least trying to. Also my Sister was born breech AND WAS FINE. MY MOM TOO!
Maggie you did what was best for you. I have a cousin that did everything she needed to do to have a child. At the age of 50, yes 50 she had the opportunity to adopt a little boy from a young girl who wasn’t able to keep the child. He is now 19 and they are both living a great life together. You never know what life will bring your way. You are a beautiful woman, and the Lord has blessings for you also.
Your experiences are things I had never even thought of. I really appreciate how straightforward, honest, and informative this video is. I learned a lot and I appreciate you as a person. I hope things get much easier and better for you in the future.
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Good for you and you have really nice beautiful bright white eyes BTW :) and, my sister couldn't have kids either but they eventually went to a local adoption clinic, where they got accepted and the mother that they qualified for ended up having 2 twin brothers. Not long after that she did finally get pregnant, I'm not saying that is the case for you but I think that could be something to think about! These boys got a very loving home, they still communicate with their biological mother but they are completely at home with my sister and her husband, who post pictures of them every day lol... All the best to you:)
Conventional medical doctors are stupid when it comes to Crohn's. Crohn's can be reversed without surgery. However, only functional medicine doctors know how to reverse disease. I'm sorry you've had poor medical care:(
@LetsTalkIBD I’ve been a subscriber for many many years!!!!!!!! Love your videos!!!!
Did they remove your ass 😂?
I'm a female retired trauma surgeon and you have my utmost respect. Hardly anyone in your circumstance would be talking about this. You got guts....uh, balls.....uh....you're an Amazon 😅😅.
Hahahahaha thank you so much, I love this comment!
A Jeff Bezos?
Amazing?
@@bigmacbricky4866 Amazon, as in the mythical Greek and Roman warrior women.
She is an incredibly brave lady and commendable in sharing such a difficult situation
I’m not sure how I came across this video…..but it had my attention. Almost 50 years ago, I, too, was a bedside nurse, suffering from ulcerative colitis. At that time, I had an 18 month old child and there were no options for nurses to work remotely from home, so I had to quit my job. Anywhere I went, I made sure I knew where the bathroom was. I became more and more ill, and was admitted to the hospital with a toxic mega colon. Even though I had a child, I was extremely worried that I would be unable to have any more. Surgical options were limited, and the only option offered was a total colectomy and total rectal removal. It was presented the night that I began hemorrhaging rectally, and I cried inconsolably. The recovery from surgery, went smoothly, but very difficult. My self image changed dramatically. Since then, I returned to nursing, had two more children, and have had very few limitations on what I can do. Scuba diving is one thing that I’ve been advised not to do, but I do love snorkeling. You are amazing at being able to speak out about this to anyone who will listen. Kudos to you.
Thank you so so much for sharing this 🩷 this really gives me hope!!
I had this surgery years ago. The only thing I lost was all the pain and misery I was going through. Because of my colostomy (33 years now)and the proctocolectomy surgery , I am headed to my 74th birthday in August. I had no clue that life could feel so good! It’s like having life and life more abundantly.
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Happy early Birthday Joyce!!!
Blessing you for an early 74th birthday🙏❤️
Happy early birthday!! I hope life is treating you well right now 🤍
How bad does it need to be? I'm sure surgeons have some kind of threshold, like not being able to work or being on long term pain meds or whatnot.
My story is too long for a comment but briefly I contracted UC at 28, had a portion of my colon removed at 35, 10 years later a surgeon connected my small intestine to my anus and I lived for years without a pouch. What I was not told was that UC can manifest itself in the anus and that happened so eventually I had my anus removed and a stoma created again. That was 20 years ago and I am now cured of UC. My recovery was about 3 months but now I am fine except for occasional leakage problems. We are warriors who survived and still managed to have a life after our disease. Thanks for your videos. I am a man and before each surgery I was told I could have problems with ED. Thankfully that never happened. Courage and be of good cheer!!!
Where do you from if you don't have an anus?
In 2017 my partner was diagnosed with cancer. A scan showed half a dozen large masses in her abdomen. Surgery was scheduled immediately. But when the surgeon had her opened up, he discovered that her entire colon was covered in cancer. So he removed it and created a stoma with the end of her small intestine. Well, she was shocked. It took some time for us to adjust to that, and using the pouches etc. We found a support group that she joined. There was a 22 year old man who spoke to the group about having an ostemy pouch and he loved to do competitive cycling. He talked about how if he ever crashes at high speed, it was going to be a mess. But he refused to let that slow him down. It was something she needed to hear. So thank you for sharing your experience.
does anyone else see the irony of a nurse worried about losing her position if she doesn't recover and return to work in a specified time period?
Also you are probably the most transparent person I've seen on youtube. Such honesty is refreshing.
I thought that too. How perplexing. Medical staff being fired for taking too long to heal. God Bless America 😢
@@Doridoesthings It happens all the time. I have had to deal with this as a nurse patient. They don’t like you taking time off from work.
That's how it is. Our healthcare system is beyond broken.
I have watched this with my aunt so much. They work her to the bone and nag and harass her to come in anytime she's off work for a holiday or vacation
@@OceanMomma13 Bless her heart. I’ve been there and done that. They try to make you feel guilty. I didn’t. I’m retired now from a very bad back due to nursing.
I had my Anus- Rectum removed in 2011, my cancer came back after having a tumour removed in 2007. It was a very long operation, they used my bum cheeks to fill in the hole left. I have suffered nerve pain in my rear end since then, I can sit on something and not feel it, and am in pain. But I just get on with life, I have been on holidays many times, I look on my stoma as a life server. I went back to work as a Chief Engineer on ships, it stopped me doing nothing, I did stop eating things that gives you wind. I was very lucky I healed very quickly. I did get a dangerous skin decease I was on my last week off antibiotics when it cleared up.
I had ulcerative colitis from 11 yrs old until 24 when it was so bad that I couldn't take it any more and I decided to have pan procto-colectomy surgery. That was 35 years ago and I don't regret it for a minute as it gave me my life back. However, I did have trouble conceiving a child so went down the path of IVF which thankfully resulted in a son being born 10 years later. Interestingly, I conceived for a second time 3 years later without any intervention and had a daughter. I am very thankful that I was able to have children even though it was a difficult path at first. Please don't lose hope yet, keep trying and look into possible interventions. Sending you the best of luck, Maggie. You are amazing and so inspirational!
Did they inherit your condition?
@@williamparker7025 fortunately they didn’t.
Miss Maggie. I have been following you for a few years now and I am confident in saying that this video today is the most poignant and impactful one I have seen. Thank you so much for sharing and providing insight and information to your viewers. You are amazing.
That is so sweet!! Thank you so much!
I had a daughter in 2000. I was sick for many years prior to that but didn’t yet have a Crohn’s diagnosis. When my daughter was 2 1/2 I had a terrible flare and ended up hospitalized and had to have an open surgery bowel resection. We wanted to have a large family. I was never able to conceive again. We did try some fertility treatments short of IVF as we couldn’t afford that at the time. All efforts were unsuccessful. I know it is not the same as I was blessed with my one child, but I spent many years heartbroken that I could never conceive again. I feel for you and all the other ladies who experience this pain. I hope you will yet get to become the momma you want to be. Blessings. 💙
So do I Maggie. You’re such a sweet person and I pray God will bless you and your husband with a little one.
Dear Maggie. You’re a friend magnet. Yes, having surgery is like the domino effect. Other things are affected in the chain. Maggie, you’re beautiful in so many ways. You’re a treasure to Zak, your family, your friends, and us your UA-cam friends. You touched all of us. I’ll say a 🙏 for you and Zak. Much 🤗 and 😘 from me.
I’m facing this as my spinal cord damage as a male. I was police, got hurt, had numerous spinal cord stimulator trials, (which caused tumors- rare), I’m a male have self cath 10xs a day and now this. I’m nearly divorced now and am totally isolated. You are amazing and glad I found your channel.
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Oh mate I hear you there are dating sites for ostomates if you need to divorce just do it less stress
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You are not alone...
I am so sorry that happened to you. 😢
Thank you Maggie for this amazing and revealing video. At age 57, I had my proctocolectomy surgery, and though it was a long and hard recovery, I got my life back and have carried on virtually free of Crohns symptoms. A few years later, I met my and then married my wonderful wife - we met dancing - and now in my 70s, my life has never been better. In my case, the surgery has not interfered with intimacy - although I had feared it would. I'm so thankful for the modern medical advances and great health care heros that have given me a second chance. For those contemplating this major surgery, I'm here to remind you that miracles are possible.
Oh Maggie. My husband and I have followed your channel since before his ostomy surgery 7/2020. You have given us so much useful information! We truly appreciate your candor.
My husband had his proctocolectomy 12/2022. The minute they got him out of surgery and into his ICU room, he said, something is wrong “down there.” He is currently seeing a urologist with little to no improvement. I am so glad you are recommending the Pelvic Floor Therapist!!! (As you stated, everything is in such close proximity down there, there’s bound to be nerve issues) Also, my husband had massive amounts of scar tissue from an infection that was a result of his ileostomy surgery in 2020. His proctocolectomy took over 9.5hrs because the Dr had to painstakingly dissect the colon from the scar tissue.
Anyway, THANK YOU for the great information! We will most definitely speak to his urologist about PFT at his appointment this Friday! ❤
It must have been so hard for you to give up your nursing job caring for people in person, but it seems to me that you're doing a ton of good here, helping people through their medical challenges. Maybe you're even reaching more people this way.
I hope that your efforts at parenthood turn out in a wonderful way for you and Zac, whenever that may be.❤
I am now 58 and had my Ileostomy/Colostomy ages 21 so 37 years ago and what it gave me was my life back what I lost was sweet eff all. That said the ulcerative colitis came back last year in the form of a blocked bile duct and pancreatic cancer was found so yet another massive operation (whipple). We are survivors and live to tell a tale, in the end only one thing matters, your still alive
I just wanna say I wish you the best full recovery if it hasn't happened already and also want you to know you're a warrior. May this year be the best year of your life yet not as good as every single one thereon ❤
I have stage 4 ovarian cancer and during my debulking surgery it was found that the tumor was all over my colon. Waking up from a 8 hour surgery I had an iliostomy. Supposedly it will be closed when I complete all my chemotherapies.
Praise God for all of us!!!
@@catherineepommett8526 Some people are lucky and the process can be reversed but its also not always successful. Good luck and all the best xx
Your video should be required viewing for anyone considering this surgery, imo! A very good friend of mine went through it following a recurrence of his colon cancer and his recovery trajectory was similar to yours. These operations used to keep people in the hospital for months (Miles procedures, et c.) and are huge, life-altering operations (both good and bad) and physicians/surgeons can only give part of the whole story. As an aside, I am a urologist who has been involved in these surgeries and their aftercare who knows how life changing they are, and having done plenty of radical cystectomies and radical prostatectomies I agree with you completely that pelvic floor rehab is a huge component to overall recovery, to the point where I have my patients considering any pelvic 'exenteritive' surgery to go to rehab first (I call it 'prehab') so they get a leg up on their recovery! Best of luck to you and I hope you can continue to help others in this very unique situation!
AMEN to pelvic floor therapy - I have been recommending your channel to my patients because of your calm and thorough educational style. :)
Wow. Is all I can say. Immense Strength, humility, and educational all in one video. Videos like these should be shown in school to help increase TRUE understanding and empathy. Bless you and your husband...😊
You are warrior. I applaud your courage, strength, and willingness to talk so openly. I am thankful for the wisdom you shared.
This was a very gentle yet informative way of explaining what a patient can expect from this type of surgery. Not that I regret any of my past experiences of being operated on (not for IBD), but I have never received as much clarity regarding any medical procedure as I have on this channel. Perhaps I did not ask the right questions or doctors just do not get courses on patient conversations.
You are helping millions. God bless you.
Your empathic manner, combined with your upbeat attitude, make you a blessing and a source of encouragement.
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Dear Maggie,
I have been following your story for a long time. I hope and pray that you and Zack get your child soon.💕💕
You are one remarkable woman!!! Your strength and courage is so powerful. Your knowledge and experience are helping so many and you bring peace to those who need guidance. ❤❤❤❤❤
You are the most outstanding person I have ever had the honour to listen to
I am now 70 years old, and I have suffered with IBS-D for many years. At this point, I do not foresee ever having the kind of surgery you have had, but I thank you for educating all of us about what all is involved and how it has affected every part of your life. There do not seem to be many people who are willing to be as open about it as you are, and you have answered so many questions. Thanks for all your videos. I have learned so much!
I had IBS for 30 years, always had to be near a toilet. Quitting dairy helped, quitting all plants (ALL fibre) and eating a pure carnivore diet cured it within days. 4 years on and I'm able to eat some plants without issue but I'm still so much better if I stick with meat.
@@sportysbusinessThat's so interesting... I'm a lifelong vegetarian (for ethical reasons), and my colon is an absolute mess. I also feel better when I eat less fiber, more processed food, etc., but I just cannot get myself to eat meat...
@@JackAShepherd I understand it's difficult when it's such a large part of your beliefs. Could you bring yourself to eat fish? A fatty fish like salmon or sardines? Have you ever fasted? Just fasting for a few days to give your colon a rest will help. I remember how horrible IBS was, the pain, gas, bloating and huge amounts of toilet paper. I was whole food plant based for 2 years and that was the worst I'd ever been. I'd never go back to a high fibre diet. Good luck, hard decision.
@@sportysbusiness At this point it's more the ick factor than the beliefs, even... I have tried chicken a few times but it just doesn't sit well in my upper GI. I can't even go near fish... The smell makes me gag. I am hoping lab-grown meat will make it easier for me to non-grossly prepare grilled chicken, and that that'll be the solution (albeit in a few years)... I have tried fasting as well but my colon goes crazy when it's totally empty 🥺
@@JackAShepherd Sorry to hear fasting didn't work, your gut is really messed up eh. Try ruminant animals rather than chicken, humans digest ruminant meat far more easily than chicken. I'm a 4 year carnivore and still struggle with chicken myself. Interestingly, I have the ick factor with the concept of meat 'grown' in a sterile lab with no natural enzymes. I don't think I could ever bring myself to eat that by choice! Isn't it funny how we're all the same and yet so different. If only society could accept differences instead of fighting over them...
I'm a celiac, not sure how I got recommended this, but autoimmune disorders run in my family. I'm also a brain surgery survivor. Your positive attitude is pretty awesome. Not everyone with chronic illness can laugh about it. If you want, there's a T-shirt you can get that says, "Ask Me About My Butthole" based on an ancient meme. 😂 If you don't laugh about adversity, you'll cry about it, in my experience.
Also, pelvic floor exercises are life-changing for many. My wife developed stress incontinence as a result of the birth of our youngest. The Dr. Betty Dodson-designed vaginal barbell is both worth every penny and fun to explain to the TSA according to my wife. She has has few issues since getting disciplined about pelvic floor muscle tone.
I dealt with infertility for 11 years and finally had my son after a lot of medical help. While I've never had crohns disease or a proctolectomy, the struggle, frustration, loneliness, and heartache of infertility is the same. One year I had two sisters, one sister-in-law, and one step sister all pregnant at the same time - it is hard. Just no way around it. Big hugs to you ❣
Wow, you are a master at doing this. I have great admiration for what you’re doing for people who are struggling with all the issues that this disease throws at them!
Maggie, you have a wonderful way of speaking, and educating. I could literally listen to you speak all day ! I really hope that one day you can have your own little ones running around, wherever the journey to achieving them takes you - because I think you would be a sensational Mum! You're amazing, Luv.. absolutely amazing..
You are going to help so many people with this video!!!!! Such great information and great conversations for people to have with their surgeon!!! Love your content Maggie, you are so open and informative ❤. Thank you for educating all of us.
When I feel really sick I always watch your videos to motivate me to be strong 😥
I so admire you being able to stand up and let others know they are not alone.
You are looking so much healthier in this video. God bless you
I had my colon removed in January and I can now say that it was the best decision for me that I ever made. It was a rough surgery and a rough recovery but I am doing well now. I had an IRA and it was successful 😊. Thank you for sharing such intimate details. I appreciate it.
Your channel is seriously one of the channels I look forward to watching. Always so honest, thorough, and comforting. THANK YOU!
I’ve just had the joy of having my bottom wound reopened as I developed an internal hernia 3m after my rectal cancer surgery. The pelvic organs were flopping back into it! V rare so others please don’t worry. I’ve booked myself a pelvic floor therapist to start in a few weeks time as no one, except you Maggie, can give me any advice! I think the revised scar is actually better as there is much less bunched scar tissue. It almost feels lucky to be post menopause and single as that scarring and the loss of rectal support to the other organs doesn’t affect me too much, except v slow bladder emptying. These are the things they don’t tell you, but there wasn’t an option and I’m very glad to be cured and alive. 🎉
Oh my gosh, that sounds awful. How are you doing now?
@@kylieshaye6562 making good progress thank you.
Love you Maggie my daughter used your videos to teach me what she needed to do. She haas been I heaven at the age of 25. Surgery went wrong and she go septic went on ecmo and did not recover . Doctor trying to cover his butt
Maggie you are very special and so empathetic to share very personal parts of your life. I know this will help many people who have similar problems and don't know what they should do. Also there are always people who will give well meaning (maybe) advice about what that person should do, even having no medical knowledge.
Thank you for being so brave and altruistic in telling what you went through to help other people.
THANK YOU so much for your videos! I just had my colostomy & proctectomy surgeries slightly over 2 wks ago (also a hysterectomy because I’m apparently an overachiever)… so I’m VERY early in the healing process. I’ve had lots of surgeries before & have always pushed my body a bit more than I should have after surgeries. But, having your wise insights have given me a different perspective. Your videos have helped me in so many ways, I can’t even begin to express my gratitude for your candor. I’m dealing with the “gushing & draining” still. I’m sure there is a lot of fluid built up in there since the whole pumpkin was carved/cleaned out. So, I’ve been trying to express the fluid as much as I can manually when I shower. I’m also dealing with a slight fungal infection along my crack. My surgeon says both are normal. But, it’s just all new territory for me. Do you have any other tips on what sitting/laying positions work best to minimize the pain down there? Standing/walking for longer periods of time have helped, but aren’t sustainable because I am still pretty weak. Thank you for reading & for being amazing! Please keep rocking this channel. 💕
I’ve had 24 general anesthesia surgeries after a skydiving and a motorcycle accident. It is amazing how resilient the human animal is. I really admire your optimism. Aside from that you are very smart and pretty. If you were my daughter I’d be soooo proud. Have a great life!
Thank you so much for sharing your life's experience, I've been following you for quite some time, and you have helped me through my own struggles. I have Ehlers Danlos Syndrome and it destroyed my gastrointestinal system. I am also a Registered Nurse and EMT, I was working on the requirements for my PHRN and had a Aeromedical department that was very interested in me. I ended up giving up on that dream of mine, bc I just knew it wouldn't have lasted long anyways. I then went to work at Catholic extended care facility, with a skilled unit and memory care unit. I actually fell in love with my career at St. Anne, I am Catholic and it just felt right, but my health still kept on declining. Eventually I needed a leave of absence for surgery, then another leave when I didn't heal as fast as we hoped. I was physically dragging my ass out of bed each day, and one day I was in so much pain, so sick and I handed my boss a resignation letter. The CEO actually begged me to stay and offered me a different less physical position. I was the daylight supervisor in charge of almost everything, and I loved it. I couldn't take the RNAC position, I didn't get into nursing to work at a desk. I hoped that in dur time I would be able to return. Well EDS destroys everything and I went down hill so quickly. My 30th birthday I ended up hospitalized and I am 38 now, and in the last 8 years, I was inpatient over 1600 days, had a total of 26 surgeries, actually gave up at one point. I am 5'8" and was down to 94 lbs my organs had begun to shut down. My family and friends convinced me to revoke hospice and accept IV fluids, try another NG tube, then jtube, then TPN. Evacuating was so hard, I had a rectocele, relyed on fleets and digital evacuation. So I started with a loop ileostomy, but I was always hopping the loop and despite the fact I had a ileostomy I was still having stuff that needed to come out my rectum. I had numerous stoma revisions, and making the decision to have it all gone was difficult and I still have regrets at times. Nothing healed correctly, I had already gone through more abdominal surgery then anyone I have ever met. But my mom happens to be a WOCN. She begged me to get it done, she felt I would get some quality of life back. Nope, I am in a sad state at the moment. If course my stoma is giving me hell at the moment and I am scheduled for a scope, I just pray that I don't need anymore surgery, but I know I do, so does my Mom. She's never had a patient with EDS neither has my surgeons, which is scary but I trust them. Still I have lost my career, my ability to have children, but I had children young and didn't know what was going on with me at the time. But spending more time in the hospital than home for the past 8 years really strained my relationship with my kids, they also both inherited my EDS and one child inherited my bleeding disorder VWD as well. My daughter fears everyday that she is going to end up like me. I missed all the holidays, so many special moments, my biggest surgery was also in the beginning of the pandemic so I was in for 65 days, had surgery, and no visitors. I ended up having a ministroke during that hospitalization, and that when they found chiari malformation and now I have seizures too. It's been a couple years since then and I still can't eat, and I lost my long natural red hair, my teeth, and my sex life, sex hurts, I'm actually starting pelvic floor therapy soon, I hope it helps. Thank you so very much 😊❤ for putting your life out there like this, bc honestly you, Hannah Witton, and some others young woman facing all this shit, literally has really helped me know that I am not alone. Sending you so much love 💕 take care hun, and as long as u continue making videos I will be watching!
OMG- so sorry. I pray you heal fully and NEVER have to be sick again. God bless you
Oh, your poor girl. You have been through so much, my heart breaks for you. I will pray that God helps you and heals your body.
You are sooo brave I admire you immensely
I have Crohn’s disease as well, I had 5 surgeries in my abdomen, and I always thought the scar tissue was constricting me in my movements. My belly is hard and non flexible. But I always thought I was stupid for thinking that, but to hear you talk about it, it makes sense now. So, big thanks to you, you are a great help to other patients!!
You're A trooper, you've been through so much. Its just amazing how the human body can change and keep going. I'm sorry about your fertility issues, its so hard.
I like your honesty and opening up and being vulnerable. I found your channel after being in the hospital and coming out with an Ileostomy. Found Hanna as well. Helped me understand a little better. I had never had any intestinal issues my whole life. I am alive because of my operation. There was a bit of adjusting but I am able to write this and be with family.
You have my respect! I can’t even imagine going through that many surgeries and going through what you have gone through. Stay strong 💪 and may God bless you and keep you healthy
To say I am not scared would b a lie. Soon will have my bladder and prostate removed. Your journey and honesty has been calming. What u have endured is way more challenging than my upcoming surgery. Thank you for your courage
I've had two friends with colon cancer. One died. He refused the surgery that you had done. Thank you for educating and destigmatizing this. You may well save lives.
Not IBD related, but one risk factor for colon cancer that is controllable is red meat and processed meat consumption. I'd suggest everyone think hard about strictly limiting or eliminating these.
Thank you again your openness is amazing!
I would opt out of the surgery. My mom had it and I made a decision it is not for me. This world is not my home.
i wonder if i ever need this if i will do it or just let myself return to earth as is. I just don't know how i can get used to the bag. I can't even handle a pimple.
@@Jimo225 My friend who died did not want the chemo and surgery. He traveled to holy places around the world for a year before he passed on.
I understand but I think he made the wrong choice. He was only 30.
i dont' understand why they can't implant a fake colon into your body and keep your hole somehow. Why does ithave to stick out of your stomach@@blue-fj9ky
Thank you for sharing your experience and being honest. I am 3 months out from my surgery. In addition to having my rectum and anus removed I had to have flap surgery. Cellulitis has been my problem with the flap incisions, but my surgery was the best decision that I made in my life (other than marrying my husband).
You are so courageous. I have a failed Jpouch with an ileostomy and have considered the surgery but can commit. Karah from Karah’s life sent me here to learn how to care for irritated skin under the tape from the flange and I’ve been watching your videos. Thank you for being so open and sharing. It really means a lot.
you are so strong! I admire you!
I still have hope for you to have a family someday. Thank you for sharing so much with us. You are a wonderful and strong woman! Love all your videos!
❤Thank you for your honesty and providing those possibly facing this surgery with firsthand information. Even though I am quite a bit older than you, I was only diagnosed with Crohn’s in 11/21 and am now classified as a “complicated patient”. Listening to your videos is like chatting with a close friend. I often hear you say the exact words that either I have said or I have felt.
You are an awesome inspiration. I promise to NEVER complain about a little minor constipation as long as I live after watching this...
i'm so sorry you've been given so much to deal with. i know how defeating & angry it can make one feel. i'm glad you got some relief. i hope you get your baby. & i pray it is a beautiful experience.
You are an incredible woman. My mother couldn’t get pregnant for the first 3 yrs of marriage. She told me how she cried and cried. She had 4 girls, and the youngest is 17 yrs younger than the oldest. God can do the impossible! 😘
You are wonderful at delivering this information to us viewers. Such sensitive hush hush talk and you made me very comfortable talking about it. I do not know my results yet. But I am currently battling the pain and suffering at age 50 Bless your heart for such an early age. You take care and be well ! ❤
My proctectomy surgery did not go smoothly. I’m currently dealing with a dehisced wound and having it packed and unpacked every other day 😔 it’s incredibly painful and I’m facing having a scar revision due to adhesions entrapping nerves and it’s just won’t settle down no matter what. I had my ostomy surgery in March of 2022 due to ulcerative colitis… by dec of 2022 my rectum and anus became stenotic and my colorectal surgeon and gastroenterologist said they needed to be removed . thus the surgery. I will say it has put my ulcerative colitis in remission and I’m looking forward to healing from this surgery. I know I’m also only just past three months post op and for the extent of what my body has been through it’s still early. You are a blessing to all of us and I will keep you in my prayers for that baby !
Oh yes , my rectum produced crazy amounts of mucous and because my rectum was devoid of peristalsis, I couldn’t push the mucous out . That was extremely painful as well so I knew the surgery had to be done. I absolutely do NOT regret having had the surgery
Wow! I have Crohn’s too - and it’s so calming to hear of someone else’s experiences ❤
Great video , I have had my first surgery 10 yrs ago , then bowel resection surgery 3yrs ago , this video is going to be good for anyone newly diagnosed or just had surgery done , you mentioned lots of stuff the surgeon and doctor don't tell you !! , Looking fabulous xxx
I’m 78 and had an ileostomy many years ago, my specialist recommended I have my rectal stump removed. Due to the high possibility of it bursting I’m in pretty good health but I feel I’m way past getting this surgery. I applaud you for making that decision when your young I’m sure you will enjoy much better health and for sure a lot less pain
You're an amazing person Maggie! Thank you for all you do for the IBD community ❤❤❤❤
You're so pretty and so kind! I don't have any GI disease but I love watching your videos
Thanks for being so forthcoming and honest on the subject.
You are a brave and beautiful woman all around. You help people by discussing this topic and the work you did as a nurse. They are, and I can see you, angels on earth. Ignore the prior negative comments and continue to push forward with your positivity. We need more articulate and wonderful people like you.
Maggie, love the dark blue on you…your open honesty is overwhelming, thank you so much for sharing..cheers from The Maritimes
I discovered your channel when I decided to go forward with my colectomy, ileostomy. Best decision I ever made going forward with the operation. I suffered with UC for the majority of my life. I was diagnosed in 1977. I am now considering making this permanent. You have given me some great information to assist in making the tough decision.
What a warrior! A brave woman! Incredibly beautiful and brave.
Everytime fertility comes into the room... i wish wish wish i could say something reassuring or helpful. i cant. it is so heartbreaking every month seeing the blood again. and i am sorry. i just am. I can only say... there are so many days and possibilitys left for your life who knows what will happen! i wish you wonderful things in the world!!
Thank you so much for talking so openly and candidly about such a complex and difficult subject. Like you, I also have crohns and a couple of years ago I underwent emergency surgery had a full ileostomy and now they want to remove my end stump as I constantly get flare ups there, which as you know is very painful and uncomfortable.. I have always been against the idea of having this further surgery as I feel that I need to be on medication to treat my crohns as a starting point (I'm only on lots of pain medication and a low dose steroid). Thank you for giving me such a valuable insight into your own personal experiences and issues since your surgery, these are precisely the things I'm worried about and the things my Dr's never tell me about.. I think you're so inspirational and thank you for sharing your journey as I can relate to a lot of what you say.. I feel there is nobody in my life that can provide me with honest conversation about this subject. You have been a lifeline for me. Please keep on doing what you do, you have no idea just how much you are appreciated and inspiring. sending you much love from the UK 🇬🇧 ❤️
You are so beautiful! You are the twin of Princess Kate 👸🏻 👸🏻
You are so refreshing to watch your explanation of this procedure is so well done. Things like this are needed for folks experiencing like procedures. Thank you so much you are a doll.
Maggie I don't have crohns disease but I have cancer since 2014 I've had an illiostomy and now a colostomy I followed you because of the ostomy information and to also follow your journey because you are awsome Maggie truely awsome thank you for sharing tge information and this very important video 💜
Maggie I adore you and I’m praying for you on your journey to conceive.
Pelvic floor therapy is SO important!
Thanks for all the information you share. I am not personally affected, but think it's important to know more about many different topics as I'm going to become a sexual therapist. So it was really interesting to hear you talk about how IBD affected and affects your intimacy. I'm so glad you found a pelvic physical therapist that could help you.
My father had the exact same surgery. He had massive fistula. He had cancer and also had radiation therapy causing severe scar tissue. It was so sad he had 2 bags urine and colonoscopy. He dealt with this and died due to massive infection. He had it for 15 years. I’m sure everything has changed now. God bless you and strength. ❤Australia
Strong woman, much respect….!
Powerful. Honest. Open. Respect! A small amendment: everyone should do pelvic floor and core strengthening exercises.
So glad to feel like I'm not alone in this, seriously thank you for sharing.
What a great video. Honest, concise, heartfelt. I am sure it will help many, many patients on their journey.
I have back pain and had an operation, not nearly as impactful, but still, there were aspects I really wish I were told beforehand, just to know what could come.
All the best from Germany ❤️
Mad respect for you and your videos. I know many post on you tube about thier surgeries but all those others always seem self-serving.. you always come across as ao genuine!!
I am here because of a random youtube recommendation. May I just say that you, and others like you who have undergone major surgeries and/or serious illness, and who come here to talk about it, to tell the world what it is really like to experience these things - and do so with the honesty, humour and grace that you do, are beyond praise. Thank you.
Maggie, you are such a wealth of resource to discuss all these matters with such confidence!
Maggie, your honesty, insight, and no holds barred videos should be part of any patients colon & rectum pre-surgery protocol. Your journey is inspiring for anyone looking at this intense life-changing procedure.
I have two questions, a) how would a pregnancy effect your body and could it cause complications, and b) could a child inherit this disease?
Thank you for your sweet personality and open heart. 💖
I have crohns with perianal fistulas, though I have not had the colostomy---it has been on the table but something I didn't feel I would tolerate very well (but obviously there are downsides for not going this route). I wish there more videos like this one when I first got sick (my symptoms led me to surgeries around 2010-2011). You speaking this openly about the issue is definitely something that I think is helping someone right now. Just having as much information available, including first hand accounts from people who have been through this stuff, helps people make more informed decisions and also helps them feel less alone
Hear, hear! Huge respect for you!
❤❤❤ This helped a lot. Really hit home. I'm getting my surgery next month, and although I'm crying right now, don't worry, you didn't scare me. Information is power. Now I can take better and well thought decisions, and next week I'm starting with pelvic floor therapy. THANK YOU for your honesty. I wish you the best.
The USA needs to do far more pelvic floor therapy for so many things. Women in France are prescribed it for vaginal child birth as a standard I believe. Women in France do not all have the collective experience of peeing themselves for the remainder of their lives if they laugh too hard or sneeze at anywhere close to the rates in the USA
100% agree with this. I’ve never had children and don’t plan to, but have had other injuries and medical issues in the past, and pelvic floor physical therapy changed my life.
You have a lot of courage and poise. Thanks for this video. My surgery (RALP) seems a piece of cake compared with what you had to go through. 77 days after the initial RALP surgery I developed scar tissue in the area of surgery which manifested itself as Bladder Neck Contracture. This led to another quick surgery to open up the area. I am now at 5 months after RALP, the original cancer is undetectable, the contracture did not come back and the stress incontinence is dramatically easing up as the pelvic floor muscles get stronger. What an ordeal. But yours must be so much more difficult than my recovery. Surgery is amazing nowadays.
Another interesting observation. My friend's dog had swallowed about 4 golf balls and had to have intestinal surgery to remove them (the same week I had my RALP). The dog has recovered like it never happened. Modern surgery is astounding.
You are so brave, honest and a shining light. I think, just me saying, that you will be such a wonderful Mom…I have been through fertility treatments and they are so worth it, I think you have been through much worse…would be happy to walk you thru fertility stuff any time you want
This came up on my videos. You are a strong and an amazing person. I wish you the best.❤️
I had a c-section gone wrong - breech any and they didn’t close correctly- did not know until my second C-section after trying a VBAC. Surgeon said she had never seen anything like this in her 20 years. There was so much scar tissue that I had to have reconstruction. Now 14 years later, I am in horrific pain most likely from scar tissue and I have been denied and gaslighted by every doctor I tried to get help from. I really wish I could get someone to listen about adhesion especially in the abdomen.
OMG wtffff 😮 maybe Turkish doctors can solve this 🤷🏻♀️
This is why American medicine is terrible especially Women’s health. It is possible to turn a breech baby (Chiropractors do this) or at least trying to.
Also my Sister was born breech AND WAS FINE. MY MOM TOO!
Maggie you did what was best for you. I have a cousin that did everything she needed to do to have a child. At the age of 50, yes 50 she had the opportunity to adopt a little boy from a young girl who wasn’t able to keep the child. He is now 19 and they are both living a great life together. You never know what life will bring your way. You are a beautiful woman, and the Lord has blessings for you also.
God bless you Maggie! You are beautiful!❤
Sending love! You’re so sweet to share this!😊🙏🏼💕
Maggie, stumbled upon your video. I believe this video will be invaluable to many. Your great, well done.
Your experiences are things I had never even thought of. I really appreciate how straightforward, honest, and informative this video is. I learned a lot and I appreciate you as a person. I hope things get much easier and better for you in the future.