As an Egyptian when I heard the Arabic in the song it just made the song 100x more relatable and emotional! This song means so much to me … thanks for creating this masterpiece ❣️😊
more like "In love with a bi girl who has liked more boys than girls in her life and I was the only girl she ever liked and she liked me but that was a long time ago"
@@nxdiamusic KatyCat since 2009 here haha ;D This song is SO FREAKING GOOD THO, like - idk what kind of drugs you put in it, but it definitely worked 😭✌🏻
@@Yui11111 I discovered this song while in a happy relationship with a boy, but a year ago I liked a straight girl who would always talk about boys... I do feel like I'd feel this song more then, but I like to not be in that situation anymore ahahah
I'm an Italian-Egyptian lesbian girl and I absolutely love this! The mixing of English and Arabic is even more important to me because I study foreign languages at uni and it really is such a blessing to have more varied representation 💕 hope you keep on writing and composing new songs just like this!
I’m not really Italian or Egyptian, and I don’t really consider myself lesbian but, I actually kinda starting liking some girls in my class. I didn’t really spect to like girls and was thinking more of being straight, but I just can’t help the strange feeling from girls and this song reminds me of much I’d actually like to be boy so I could be straight, but well it is what it is. Thank you for reading whoever read this. ❤
@@XxZoexX2012 when I first started to question my sexuality I also had a period when I just wanted to be a boy to "be able to have a relationship with a girl". I think that's pretty common for non-straight people. I obviously can't tell you if you are lesbian, bi, or whatever, but I hope that you will figure out your sexuality someday! (not because you have to for someone else, only because it can make you feel better about yourself). Take care! ❤
Idk why but it makes me so happy to see a Egyptian queer person! The life of lgbt+ in Egypt is so so cruel and miserable...it hurts my heart honestly even though that place has beautiful history. What's even more ironic is the fact that many parts of Egyptian mythology is queer...the very thing the markets of Egypt profit off of.
@@sunyoun4698 I agree with you! I live in Italy but I'm regularly in touch with the Egyptian side of my family and I also get to go there fairly regularly. I think that I'll never tell them that I'm lesbian and it kind of hurts to know that I'll never be able to take my future partner safely there. Anyway, I hope to find even more Egyptian (or part-Egyptian) queer artists! Representation never hurts ❤
I was afraid that, like many songs that first became popular on tiktok, the chorus gonna be the only good part, but I still was waiting in hopes for the best And you didn't disappoint That's a perfect song So happy and proud of you!!❤❤
As a queer Egyptian girl, I'm so in love with your boldness to express your true authentic self 💕💕 Been following since "get between it" and I'm so happy you're getting the recognition you deserve xoxo
As someone with autism It's been quite hard for me to navigate emotions and understand if I'm attracted to someone. As I tried to pay more attention to my own emotions I had a moment with a girl on the last day of my freshman year. We were rushing to the bus excitedly as the finaly bell rang and she grabbed my hand as we ran. My face felt warm and It was exacly like how they describe it in books, butterflies in the stomach. She sat with me on the bus for 2 years and she was always so pretty. She really liked one of my drawings and joked around about being in love with my one oc and she asked to have a character based off of her as a side character who shows interest in possibly becoming more in my ocs life. She would fall asleep on the bus and lay her head on my shoulder. She would show genuine interest in the things I liked. She wore the earrings I made in art class in every single snapchat photo she would post and every time I saw her in person. She was so gorgeous and I was unsure what I truly felt. I thought that I couldn't a lesbian because I wasn't ready to give up the aromantic label I grown so comfortable to aswell as the fact I associated lesbians with negative and/or oversexualized media at that time. I feel more comfortable now and identify as asexual and panromantic. I was also questioning my gender and thought I was a trans boy and I know now I better identify with Genderfluid. It hurt a lot when I found out about her boyfriend like a pit in my stomach and I held it in. I still think she is one of the most beautiful girls I've ever seen.
As someone who has severe ADHD, is bi- sexual and wasn’t always comfortable with sexual intimacy during my teen years I totally understand your story. Even now as an adult it’s always so hard for me to determine my feelings towards a person. Are these romantic feelings or does this person just give me dopamine? It’s even harder when I think I truly like the person but I don’t feel any strong physical attraction like wanting by to kiss them. Having all these different layers of how I am and how attraction works for me definitely makes it difficult to navigate. There have been plenty of times I was hurt or regretted not acting on my feelings because I didn’t realize fully what they were at time. I wish best of luck on your journey with your identity/sexuality/ and love life in the future. I’m sure you have so much more growth ahead of you!
I'm a bisexual, and 25, but this song screams the very pain I went through in middle school when I started questioning myself. I developed a crush on my best friend who is a girl, and I was deep in the closet and in denial. I thought I was just jealous of her and other girls. No, I wanted to be with the other girls.
Thank you for even making this song!! It's extremely relatable to most lesbians out there, and i think it's cool that people recognize it and talk about it
The part about being self conscious about not having the traits a girl likes in a man hits so hard. I’ve always felt like I’ve had to be masculine to attract feminine girls
@@ElissaTan12227 I completely get it. It sucks when I love to be feminine but the girls I like (typically bi ones) are always into boys and so I feel like I have to act, look, talk, etc, like a boy. It sucks. I just end up regretting my gender a lot. But then I remember I like being a girl, and I like liking girls, and idk how to feel anymore. My fiancé though listens to this song with me (also a non-binary AFAB but with a strong male preference in pronouns) and they say that it sums up how they feel exactly on top of being a lesbian. We just listen to it together and scream the lyrics to get out the rage lol.
This hits home but not in the way I thought it would. I am transmasc (gender fluid leaning more masculine) in a relationship with my girlfriend and I always feel like she wants a “normal” boy and I’m not that. This song says so much. Thank you for this masterpiece of a song!!!!
Just wanted to say, your girlfriend loves you for who you are, I know it's easy to think that they want someone more normal, trust me, I've been there, but, she's with you, trust that she loves you for you:)
As a closeted, straight and trans male, this makes me want to cry. Especially thinking that “they” will never view me as anything different from what my appearance shows. Even if appearances were to change, would they truly accept me as such? Might not be what this song is referring to, but this was how I relate to it.
It's worst if your Muslim.. I'm a pansexual Muslim, and of course, I'm the weirdest girl that's Muslim, why even do I randomly get attracted to anime girls and celebrities, and Millie Bobby brown is the reason I started questioning myself and found out I'm Pansexual
I love how the egyptian parts are more personal, like inner monologue - it adds so much to the storytelling surface of the song ❤️ Anyways, I don't have a TikTok and I learned about this song through Rhaenicent edit. So happy it's on Spotify now, I will certainly follow your music ❤️❤️
Crying so hard because as an arab girl i always assimilated my language with homophobia which made me hate my origins forever and this song just makes me feel so seen and valid. Thank you so much.
this makes me so sad, I’m bisexual bro, who lives in a pretty conservative Muslim area in Central Asia. It took me over 4 years to finally accept myself and love who I am, without caring others think. It was extremely heartbreaking, when you loved someone with all your heart, but if you confess him about your feelings, he would block you and scream that he despises people like that, and you would be put in a situation, when you’re heartbroken and hated by most of the people surrounding you. This is what exactly happened to me, when I was a teenager. Fortunately, my bestie helped me a lot, to go through all of this pain, when I needed this the most, to escape the suicide I’ve planned to do. Sis I love your song, keep up your work
I just love the perspective that this song gives, I'm an heterosexual man so I'd never experience something like the situation described in the lyrics, that's why I find this song so interesting and amazing overall
Что-то есть такое в этой песне, голос ли или музыка...быть может интонация, но это нечто передаёт чувство растерянности от собственных мыслей и чувств. Как будто самостоятельно переживаешь этот опыт. Спасибо за песню. Желаю успеха и продвижения.💕
MY JAW DROPPED MENTALLY WHEN I HESRD THE ARABIC LYRICS!! i'm half palestinian and im so happy theres queer songs with arabic lyrics in it, even if its just 1!!
i know it isnt supposed to be taken this way, but as a trans guy i like this song a lot. it reminds me of the past experiences i've had crushing on a straight friend of mine but she couldn't think of me that way because she never really saw me as a boy :'))) "im not a boy" kinda reminds me of the mantra i tell myself whenever im hurting due to my dysphoria for being born a girl. thank you for such a lovely song
This song perfectly describes the situation I'm in right now. I've never felt such an on-point and raging song that strikes a chord with the emotions of longing, anger, jealousy and self-doubt that come with adolescence and being sapphic. Thank you.
Im a 16y/o lesbian and this song is now my new fave! Because at 14 i had a crush on my bsf and this was the exact thing going in my head ❤ I was closeted at the time but, god it feels so relieving to finally be out to close ones!! Goodluck to everyone else who went through homosexuality in a non-accepting society, I get how it feels, but remember that you're not alone♡
I’m 16 and bi, and I’m currently in love with one of my friends who is in a relationship that I helped her get in, it’s honestly really stupid. I don’t even think I really love her, my heart is just messed up. I just want to get into a relationship so I don’t feel jealous when she talks about him. 😭
@@nou6676 My sense of love is really fucked up, I honestly don’t know if I’m inlove with her or I’m just jealous my friend is going to spend more time with someone else. She’s 18 (and I’m 16) so she’s graduating soon and is going to move several states away for a few months and idk how I feel about it. Our other friend (they’ve known eachother for years and me since August, although I’ve known who she is since I was in 3rd grade bc we have been to school together for forever, and he wants me to get with her, she’s bi btw, just came out to me a few weeks ago, but he’s known for a long time) I like a few other people but I think about her the most, she IS my friend so that may be why. I mean the other girl I really like feels different. Every time I’m near her I get flustered and I feel super excited when she says hi to me, I just know it’ll never work bc she’s straight and probably a little homophobic. Ugh I just want a girlfriend (or boyfriend even?) so I can put all this behind me. 😭
Lowkey wish there was a version of this except "he likes a girl". This song breaks my gay little heart. Feel bad for you theys and the girls who have crushes on straight chicks 😭
As an Egyptian Girl That loved her best friend one day As a teenager girl 15 years old I feel like you are my icon and idol The girl that I want to be like her one day Thank you so much for this song , thank you طنط Nadia 🥹💖🥹
APENAS FODA! Eu atribuo um significado pessoal meu a música porque as pessoas não me veem como "a boy" mesmo eu sendo, então relacionamentos são muito difíceis porque "she likes a BOY but I am not a 'boy'...
@@Myzhkola I think he meant to say that he's really a boy but he's not in the "standard" of a boy, so they don't see him as a boy (I am Brazilian,and I undestand this, but maybe I'm wrong and he is really trans)
This came up on my youtube feed, and my goodness this is getting added ASAP to all my playlists. A lesbian falling in love with a straight girl is always a banging song, but with not hearing arabic in music much, it sounds so pretty and calming! Love it!
I cant put into words how perfect this song is the visuals in the music video the bits and pieces of arabic lyrics as an Egyptian that was more than a pleasant surprise and as someone who fell in love with a straight girl at 14 i relate to this so much I actually ADORE this beyond comprehension
«She likes a boy» me recuerda a esas veces en las que una chica me parecía muy linda, que parecía tener una personalidad agradable, y con la que pensaba: «Si fuese un chico, no estaría mal que le coqueteara...». Sin importar que la gente diga que el mundo cambió y ya no hay (tanto) rechazo a que dos chicos salgan, la realidad es que solo es eso; para ellxs es aceptable que un chico cis y un chico cis estén juntos, no dos chicas cis, o una chica cis y una no cis; sus vidas siguen girando alrededor de un pene, porque se supone que solo eso nos debe gustar. Mi vida hubiese sido completamente diferente si fuese un chico; el asco en mí, hacia mí, jamás existiría, no tendría que tener cuidado con ciertos tipos de hombres que me provocan incomodidad y desconfianza, porque me recuerdan a esos pedófilos de mi pasado, haciéndome ver como una mamona descortés; si fuese un chico no estaría solo, alguien me amaría (quizá, no sé), si fuese un chico no me hubiera pellizcado los pechos debido a la disforia, seguiría sintiéndome alejado a mi sexo, pero no como en este cuerpo, definitivamente no me sentiría igual. Sé que aún hay gente que espera que un día despierte y diga: «¿Adivinen qué? al final sí soy cishetero», o que coja y ya deje de actuar como un bicho raro, porque según ellxs mi preferencia sexual/romántica y mi identidad se basa en qué tan bien me lo hagan. Todo esto me parece totalmente repugnante, cruel e injusto. ¿Por qué solo yo estoy confundido y ellos no? ¿Por qué está mal que sea yo? ¿Por qué no puedo ser yo? Perdón, solo me quería desahogar.
Debes mandar a la mierda que no te traten bien o te rechazan, si es familia en algún momento no los verás más ya que tomarás tu camino, no estás mal sea lo que decidas ser eres una persona importante y si ellos no lo ven realmente no merecen estar en tu vida, mereces ser respeto así como cualquier ser en este planeta•́ ‿ ,•̀✨ espero que encuentres personas que te quieran por como sos vos y seas feliz. Que tengas un lindo año y que quien no te merezca se valla.
I liked a straight girl but she got a boyfriend who's a frieking a**hole, flirts with everyone, he's got temper issues and sometimes talk rudely to adults...like his ass might be jealous that so much shit comes out of his mouth. They broke up tho last year so good for her. She has a history of shitty bfs. I can't be with her but I want to see her with a good person. I just realised that I yap too much online so sorry 😅 I'm quiet irl
This is so good I’m Iraqi this song is ..relatable Tysm for releasing such a masterpiece..Ty And you are better than all today’s singers. Your voice is amazing ..I can’t describe This song is very relatable … and you’re brave to stand out so brave. I hope I could be like you one day. I hope to see you at the top of singers one day, and I know you will make it even if you do not I will always believe in you you’re not alone. Thank you for creating such a masterpiece that a lot of people like us. Arabic people can relate to it again you’re brave.
@@Kayla656 omg you can’t imagine how happy I am I can’t describe it I’m happy that there is someone who Understand me, just like the way I am understanding you
@@shames_sleepy "شاذة" كلنا شواذ في المجتمع ذا محد نسخة من الثاني لو بتيجي بنحسب على كل شيء كل شخص شاذ من ناحية من نواحي المجتمع وبرضو طيب وبعدين ايش الهوس المو طبيعي الي يخليك تدخل قناة شخص عشان تحاول تنشر الكراهية ناس غريبين انتم 🤦
i just love this song so MUCH. i can relate so hard cause i always fall in love with the wrong guys, straight guys.. and i just cant find love for myself. thank u for making this masterpiece !
Bro the arabic is a 10/10 frfr and this song is so relatable as well! I just realized that Nxdia says in the song ' katy' and i actually am friends w someone named Katie aint no way ToT
This song hits so hard, I’m Arab (Syrian) and I fancy this one girl but the thing is she was never has the same interests like me, this song is a pure comfort and vibe ❤ keep making songs like this bro !! (Edit) Also forgot write this, growing up in a Arabic household.. most Arab parents will focus on you marrying a boy more then even your own boundaries and mental health. And the aganist of lgbtq, when my mum almost found out me being lesbian she was gonna KILL me. I had nobody to even support me and the only person I could look up was my friends, the worser is when you want to look more masculine and growing up in a catholic private school when people notice slowly your changing yourself into more masculine female person they look at you like some virus (crazy) The question of the girl I’m talking about here, we both knew eachother from primary but she wasn’t like that, when she knew I was lesbian she was freaking out for me not to like her.. and like- maybe years past by, I confessed to her that I love you so much, to please be more then a friend and my girlfriend, saving me from sewer slide and stuff , that type… and she just looked at me if I killed her whole family then found out she ghosted me because she was severely homophobic and her parents hated me !! So they said don’t talk to me or she will get my ‘virus’ too! 😛 and that’s my story
It showed on my recommendation, i listened to it and WHOAA, LITERALLY ART GIRLL I LOVE YOUR MUSIC, but when its happening ot you irl it hurts, this song rlly is helping me to forget that person. NXDIA ILY
Dude...this is literally how I feel to my best friend, she's straight and I'm pan. I've fallen so deeply in love with her but I'll never tell cuz I know there's no chance she'll like me back, so I'm kinda just suffering in silence lol
"She says something about liking his height suddenly worried about mine" one of my fav lines it hits so much deep
Frr
Ik this is literally happening to me rn
Such a trans coded song
@@spencerqwashingtonReal 😭😭🏳️⚧️
OMG ITS OUT!!! WAKE UP PPL OUR RULER IS BACK
As an Egyptian when I heard the Arabic in the song it just made the song 100x more relatable and emotional! This song means so much to me … thanks for creating this masterpiece ❣️😊
Could you tell me how to pronounce the arabic parts please
I’m also egyptian and I was so excited as well!!! It’s so beautiful
In that case you should check out the song "Ojos Así" by Shakira. Is a masterpiece!!
@@bbgrlzthiss
@@an8202its easier if you learn which sounds each character makes and the long/short vowel rules
WE GETTING OUT OF OUR "IN LOVE WITH A STRAIGHT GIRL" PROBLEMS W THIS ONE💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻‼‼‼‼‼‼🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣
i wish i was straight
@@pomodoro144go be straight then, it’s very epic😎
@@JUSTONEUA-camRFORNOWit's not a choice you bellend
more like "In love with a bi girl who has liked more boys than girls in her life and I was the only girl she ever liked and she liked me but that was a long time ago"
BUT ITS NOT MY FAULK FLIRTING WITH STRIAGHT GIRLS JUST HITS DIFFERNT 😭
Gay man here. I feel this song so much. The Arabic is also beautiful. Especially in a queer song. That’s powerful
@@Virussyy99the lyrics that arent sung in english are arabic! personally i dont speak the language but i think it was a beautiful touch
if you ever want more arabic queer songs then mashrou’ lelia is a personal favourite of mine :) (i am arab🫶)
@@ramensobsthanks for the recommendation!
But now image, that two people from this song live in homophobic arabic radical-islamic country...
"KATY TALKED ABOUT TEENAGE DREAMS" - I'm living for the Katy reference!!!!!
so glad you spotted it!!
@@nxdiamusic KatyCat since 2009 here haha ;D
This song is SO FREAKING GOOD THO, like - idk what kind of drugs you put in it, but it definitely worked 😭✌🏻
I spotted it too 😂
I'm so sorry I thought you meant Katy Perry since she made a song about kissing a girl LOL- but which Katy are you referring to?
@@justsomedragons4705 i think it is a Katy Perry reference because one song of her is named 'teenage dream'
I'm straight myself and never liked a woman in my life, but I can resonate with this song. This song is too good! ❤
You don't have to personally resonate with a song to enjoy it :)
@@lullabybaby1845Though, if a song resonates with someone, it aight too
@@lullabybaby1845 I agree yeah, but yk song feels better when you can resonate with it
@@Yui11111 I discovered this song while in a happy relationship with a boy, but a year ago I liked a straight girl who would always talk about boys... I do feel like I'd feel this song more then, but I like to not be in that situation anymore ahahah
@@Pa_amb_tomaquet yeah can imagine, I'm glad that you're in a good relationship now tho
The bisexual/lesbian rage
Sapphic rage
Don't forget about us Omnisexual/Omniromantics!
and pansexuals
I'm sure lesbians who fell for straight girls hits hard on this song
@@Max_thedemiboy what's omni
I'm an Italian-Egyptian lesbian girl and I absolutely love this! The mixing of English and Arabic is even more important to me because I study foreign languages at uni and it really is such a blessing to have more varied representation 💕 hope you keep on writing and composing new songs just like this!
But Egyptians are muslims... its haram to be a lesbian- ohh nvm
I’m not really Italian or Egyptian, and I don’t really consider myself lesbian but, I actually kinda starting liking some girls in my class. I didn’t really spect to like girls and was thinking more of being straight, but I just can’t help the strange feeling from girls and this song reminds me of much I’d actually like to be boy so I could be straight, but well it is what it is. Thank you for reading whoever read this. ❤
@@XxZoexX2012 when I first started to question my sexuality I also had a period when I just wanted to be a boy to "be able to have a relationship with a girl". I think that's pretty common for non-straight people. I obviously can't tell you if you are lesbian, bi, or whatever, but I hope that you will figure out your sexuality someday! (not because you have to for someone else, only because it can make you feel better about yourself). Take care! ❤
Idk why but it makes me so happy to see a Egyptian queer person! The life of lgbt+ in Egypt is so so cruel and miserable...it hurts my heart honestly even though that place has beautiful history. What's even more ironic is the fact that many parts of Egyptian mythology is queer...the very thing the markets of Egypt profit off of.
@@sunyoun4698 I agree with you! I live in Italy but I'm regularly in touch with the Egyptian side of my family and I also get to go there fairly regularly. I think that I'll never tell them that I'm lesbian and it kind of hurts to know that I'll never be able to take my future partner safely there.
Anyway, I hope to find even more Egyptian (or part-Egyptian) queer artists! Representation never hurts ❤
My 14 year old self needed a song exactly like this. I'm so happy this song exists, and it sounds amazing too
Sameee
Same here, this song is amazing!
im 15 and i could relate to that
same :(
Glad it exists for others tho :)
im turning 14 this month, this song is so real tbh
I was afraid that, like many songs that first became popular on tiktok, the chorus gonna be the only good part, but I still was waiting in hopes for the best
And you didn't disappoint
That's a perfect song
So happy and proud of you!!❤❤
thanku !! sm!!
Me too, I was so worried the chorus was going to be the only good part; I am happy to be wrong
OMG SAMEE
@@nxdiamusicplease make 1 more verse, 3 minutes would be PERFECT wit 1 more chorus go round, hitting repeat every 2 minutes is to short🙄
Omg same!! But the whole song is awesome
As a queer Egyptian girl, I'm so in love with your boldness to express your true authentic self 💕💕
Been following since "get between it" and I'm so happy you're getting the recognition you deserve xoxo
🤭
As someone with autism It's been quite hard for me to navigate emotions and understand if I'm attracted to someone. As I tried to pay more attention to my own emotions I had a moment with a girl on the last day of my freshman year. We were rushing to the bus excitedly as the finaly bell rang and she grabbed my hand as we ran. My face felt warm and It was exacly like how they describe it in books, butterflies in the stomach. She sat with me on the bus for 2 years and she was always so pretty. She really liked one of my drawings and joked around about being in love with my one oc and she asked to have a character based off of her as a side character who shows interest in possibly becoming more in my ocs life. She would fall asleep on the bus and lay her head on my shoulder. She would show genuine interest in the things I liked. She wore the earrings I made in art class in every single snapchat photo she would post and every time I saw her in person. She was so gorgeous and I was unsure what I truly felt. I thought that I couldn't a lesbian because I wasn't ready to give up the aromantic label I grown so comfortable to aswell as the fact I associated lesbians with negative and/or oversexualized media at that time. I feel more comfortable now and identify as asexual and panromantic. I was also questioning my gender and thought I was a trans boy and I know now I better identify with Genderfluid. It hurt a lot when I found out about her boyfriend like a pit in my stomach and I held it in. I still think she is one of the most beautiful girls I've ever seen.
As someone who has severe ADHD, is bi- sexual and wasn’t always comfortable with sexual intimacy during my teen years I totally understand your story. Even now as an adult it’s always so hard for me to determine my feelings towards a person. Are these romantic feelings or does this person just give me dopamine? It’s even harder when I think I truly like the person but I don’t feel any strong physical attraction like wanting by to kiss them. Having all these different layers of how I am and how attraction works for me definitely makes it difficult to navigate. There have been plenty of times I was hurt or regretted not acting on my feelings because I didn’t realize fully what they were at time. I wish best of luck on your journey with your identity/sexuality/ and love life in the future. I’m sure you have so much more growth ahead of you!
Please keep making bilingual songs like this, they're such a breath of fresh air ❤
POR FIN SALIÓ !!!!!! ESTOY TAN FELIZ, Espere tanto está canción, entraba a revisar casi a diario tu Canal para ver si ya estaba disponible 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸
GAHH IKR! IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SONG FOR WEEKS
I'm a bisexual, and 25, but this song screams the very pain I went through in middle school when I started questioning myself. I developed a crush on my best friend who is a girl, and I was deep in the closet and in denial. I thought I was just jealous of her and other girls. No, I wanted to be with the other girls.
me pasó exactamente lo mismo
The amount of emotion and energy the “She likes a boy” and “I’m not a boy” is so powerful, it makes the song even more meaningful ❤
How lmao😭
The she's not your girlfriend part send shivers downs my body, im tearing up rn
On god. Girl I like has a boyfriend but is bi-curious and has been flirting with me more months. Send help ;-;
Thank you for even making this song!!
It's extremely relatable to most lesbians out there, and i think it's cool that people recognize it and talk about it
“She’s half Greek”
Idk why but that little detail makes it specialer
The part about being self conscious about not having the traits a girl likes in a man hits so hard. I’ve always felt like I’ve had to be masculine to attract feminine girls
HONESTLY. Nonbinary AFAB here. I honestly sit here wishing I was an actual boy 90% of the time.
SAME @@mciy I sometimes wish that I can be transboy or just cis boy but I like my feminine body too and that hurt me-
@@ElissaTan12227 I completely get it. It sucks when I love to be feminine but the girls I like (typically bi ones) are always into boys and so I feel like I have to act, look, talk, etc, like a boy. It sucks. I just end up regretting my gender a lot. But then I remember I like being a girl, and I like liking girls, and idk how to feel anymore.
My fiancé though listens to this song with me (also a non-binary AFAB but with a strong male preference in pronouns) and they say that it sums up how they feel exactly on top of being a lesbian. We just listen to it together and scream the lyrics to get out the rage lol.
@@mciy Aww that's so sweet of them!!
@@ElissaTan12227 it really is
Wanna join the “Scream this song” club?😂
it takes guts to do what you do. thank you. sending hella love and support !!
appreciate u!!
@@nxdiamusic i got youuu
OMG!!!!!!!! Let’s go!!!!!!
This hits home but not in the way I thought it would. I am transmasc (gender fluid leaning more masculine) in a relationship with my girlfriend and I always feel like she wants a “normal” boy and I’m not that. This song says so much. Thank you for this masterpiece of a song!!!!
just wanted you to know that you're valid :)
@@sage_notfound404 thank you. That really means a lot, I’ve been kinda going through it recently/gen
Reallll
Just wanted to say, your girlfriend loves you for who you are, I know it's easy to think that they want someone more normal, trust me, I've been there, but, she's with you, trust that she loves you for you:)
@@rurust3in thank you so fucking much, I’ve been going through it recently and this is genuinely making me cry (/pos of course).
As a closeted, straight and trans male, this makes me want to cry.
Especially thinking that “they” will never view me as anything different from what my appearance shows. Even if appearances were to change, would they truly accept me as such?
Might not be what this song is referring to, but this was how I relate to it.
Hoping the best for you :(
It's worst if your Muslim.. I'm a pansexual Muslim, and of course, I'm the weirdest girl that's Muslim, why even do I randomly get attracted to anime girls and celebrities, and Millie Bobby brown is the reason I started questioning myself and found out I'm Pansexual
@@Viridian_the_well-known_ShadeI'm a lesbian + agender (afab) muslim 🔥🔥🔥 ur not alone
YOUR VOICE IS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL !!!!
FINALMENTE ESSA MÚSICA SAIU!!! ELA ESTÁ MARAVILHOSA!
I love how the egyptian parts are more personal, like inner monologue - it adds so much to the storytelling surface of the song ❤️
Anyways, I don't have a TikTok and I learned about this song through Rhaenicent edit. So happy it's on Spotify now, I will certainly follow your music ❤️❤️
Не могу перестать переслушивать это раз за разом каждый день. Эта песня и ее автор заслуживают целого мира❤
The mix of Arabic and English is sooooo good
Я УЖЕ ОБОЖАЮ ЭТУ ПЕСНЮ!!! ОНА ВОСХИТИТЕЛЬНАЯ😍
Crying so hard because as an arab girl i always assimilated my language with homophobia which made me hate my origins forever and this song just makes me feel so seen and valid. Thank you so much.
this makes me so sad, I’m bisexual bro, who lives in a pretty conservative Muslim area in Central Asia. It took me over 4 years to finally accept myself and love who I am, without caring others think. It was extremely heartbreaking, when you loved someone with all your heart, but if you confess him about your feelings, he would block you and scream that he despises people like that, and you would be put in a situation, when you’re heartbroken and hated by most of the people surrounding you. This is what exactly happened to me, when I was a teenager. Fortunately, my bestie helped me a lot, to go through all of this pain, when I needed this the most, to escape the suicide I’ve planned to do. Sis I love your song, keep up your work
❤️❤️❤️
Hope the heartbreak gets easier 🎉
@@thaliajones9330 thx
@@thaliajones9330 thanks 😊, I wish that to you too
Im so sorry to hear that man. I hope everythings okay for you now. Its cool the song helped you tho! Stay safe and take care ❤🎉
@@Thatonekid1472 thanks sis
thank you so much for this. it’s through music like this that arab queers get the chance to heal. SHOUKRAN. LOVE FROM SYRIA 🇸🇾🇸🇾🇸🇾🧡🤍💗
حبييت حتى انا سورية حسيت بالانتماء ✨✨
OMG YOU TOO?? BESTIESSSSS
انتي عارفة معنى الاغنية؟
انا بحب بنات وانا مصري وروسية !!
i wish you the best of luck, stay safe 💜
AS A LESBIAN I NEEDED THIS SO MUCH THANK YOU!
Hits hard, feels like a conversation we've all had before, if not with others then with ourselves. Sensational. Emotional. Raw.
I just love the perspective that this song gives, I'm an heterosexual man so I'd never experience something like the situation described in the lyrics, that's why I find this song so interesting and amazing overall
yeah me too. it's like listening to a story and I like it.
i agree, i can't relate but this is a great song
Песня чудесная! Правда хотелось бы под неё увидеть клип о взаимоотношениях двух девушек и целую картину истории, но вы тоже прекрасны :>
thanku angel!! a video is coming 🖤
omg!! l cant wait,ur so goodd 😢🍓🍓🍓 @@nxdiamusic
О... Я видела пару эдитов, но да, было бы круто если бы вышел официальный
@@nxdiamusicwhy are you thanking the ruzzians like wtf
@@tedgisu2509 what☠
Petition for this to be in heartstopper season 3
Что-то есть такое в этой песне, голос ли или музыка...быть может интонация, но это нечто передаёт чувство растерянности от собственных мыслей и чувств. Как будто самостоятельно переживаешь этот опыт.
Спасибо за песню. Желаю успеха и продвижения.💕
MY JAW DROPPED MENTALLY WHEN I HESRD THE ARABIC LYRICS!! i'm half palestinian and im so happy theres queer songs with arabic lyrics in it, even if its just 1!!
КАК ЖЕ Я ЖДАЛА Я ОБОЖАЮ ЖТУ ПЕСНЮ БОЖЕ !!!
i know it isnt supposed to be taken this way, but as a trans guy i like this song a lot. it reminds me of the past experiences i've had crushing on a straight friend of mine but she couldn't think of me that way because she never really saw me as a boy :')))
"im not a boy" kinda reminds me of the mantra i tell myself whenever im hurting due to my dysphoria for being born a girl.
thank you for such a lovely song
This song perfectly describes the situation I'm in right now. I've never felt such an on-point and raging song that strikes a chord with the emotions of longing, anger, jealousy and self-doubt that come with adolescence and being sapphic. Thank you.
She may not love you, but we all love you together!
Im a 16y/o lesbian and this song is now my new fave! Because at 14 i had a crush on my bsf and this was the exact thing going in my head ❤ I was closeted at the time but, god it feels so relieving to finally be out to close ones!! Goodluck to everyone else who went through homosexuality in a non-accepting society, I get how it feels, but remember that you're not alone♡
I’m 16 and bi, and I’m currently in love with one of my friends who is in a relationship that I helped her get in, it’s honestly really stupid. I don’t even think I really love her, my heart is just messed up. I just want to get into a relationship so I don’t feel jealous when she talks about him. 😭
@@fawning.if you aren't inlove then just move on lol, she will probably get alot more boyfriends in the future
@@nou6676 My sense of love is really fucked up, I honestly don’t know if I’m inlove with her or I’m just jealous my friend is going to spend more time with someone else. She’s 18 (and I’m 16) so she’s graduating soon and is going to move several states away for a few months and idk how I feel about it. Our other friend (they’ve known eachother for years and me since August, although I’ve known who she is since I was in 3rd grade bc we have been to school together for forever, and he wants me to get with her, she’s bi btw, just came out to me a few weeks ago, but he’s known for a long time) I like a few other people but I think about her the most, she IS my friend so that may be why. I mean the other girl I really like feels different. Every time I’m near her I get flustered and I feel super excited when she says hi to me, I just know it’ll never work bc she’s straight and probably a little homophobic. Ugh I just want a girlfriend (or boyfriend even?) so I can put all this behind me. 😭
I'm Lesbian but my parents are extremely hemophobic
Amazing. Love when a full song lives up to the hype of the snippet
As asn Egyptian i was literally shocked when i heard the arabic part like bro that's amazing! 😭❤💕🇪🇬
I agree ❤
WHEN SHE SAID ''she's half greek'' I SCREAMED CAUSE THAT'S MY COUNTRY
I absolutely love this! I haven't heard many people incorporate Arabic into current music. This gets my Tunisian approval
انتي تعرفين معنى الاغنية؟
the arabic-english switches make my brain so happy im in love
Lowkey wish there was a version of this except "he likes a girl". This song breaks my gay little heart. Feel bad for you theys and the girls who have crushes on straight chicks 😭
Fr tho
SHES SO PRETTYYYYY
LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!🎉🎉🎉
(Nem creio que consegui ficar viva pra ver essa obra ser lançada 😭❤️)
!!!!!!! This is so good! I started tearing up in the second half, you put so much emotion into your voice!
Help, im obsessed with this song its so damn good!! 😭😭
It will always be so impressive to me how people who know two languages can just switch in and out of them at will, especially when their singing!
As an Egyptian Girl
That loved her best friend one day
As a teenager girl 15 years old
I feel like you are my icon and idol
The girl that I want to be like her one day
Thank you so much for this song , thank you طنط Nadia 🥹💖🥹
yasta not only you i love my best friend too 🙂
شاذهه!
@@shames_sleepy ua-cam.com/video/AkW_tSz4yD0/v-deo.htmlsi=M-vhHrWRI49R9qlZ habibti
APENAS FODA! Eu atribuo um significado pessoal meu a música porque as pessoas não me veem como "a boy" mesmo eu sendo, então relacionamentos são muito difíceis porque "she likes a BOY but I am not a 'boy'...
That is exactly how I’ve been viewing this song! She likes a boy but I’m not a “real” boy
Trans?
@@Myzhkola I think he meant to say that he's really a boy but he's not in the "standard" of a boy, so they don't see him as a boy (I am Brazilian,and I undestand this, but maybe I'm wrong and he is really trans)
@@Myzhkola Sim
@@saah6505 Hi, I am trans :)
I LOVE songs that do language switch mid verse then come back, coolest sounding thing ever
حبيييت طيبببب هسا انتبهت فيها كلمات عربي ( باللهجة المصرية )
From a artist on her brother's account, I've been writing songs for years and this song just hits so different.
This came up on my youtube feed, and my goodness this is getting added ASAP to all my playlists. A lesbian falling in love with a straight girl is always a banging song, but with not hearing arabic in music much, it sounds so pretty and calming! Love it!
Im half egyptian and learning arabic and I struggle a lot w it but I can sing the arabic parts perfectly 😽😽
Gay man here, love this song W creator
ЭТО ПЕСНЯ ПРОСТО ВЕЛИКОЛЕПНА😭 и очень жизненная...
ДАА, ОНА ПРОСТО ШИКАРНА
SO SO SO PROUD OF UUU حبيبي موااهه
WE ARE POSTIVE WE'RE BISEXUAL WITH THIS ONE🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥
I cant put into words how perfect this song is the visuals in the music video the bits and pieces of arabic lyrics as an Egyptian that was more than a pleasant surprise and as someone who fell in love with a straight girl at 14 i relate to this so much
I actually ADORE this beyond comprehension
the iconic lyrics will always hit me forever
CARALHOOOOOOOOO PORRAAA ESPEREI MUITO PRA ESSA MÚSICA ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
EU TAMBÉM MEU DEUS
@@isabelamay2726EU AMO ESSA MÚSICA AAAA SOCORRO ELA ME DEU UM CORAÇÃO
EU TAMBÉM
Nem acreditooooo 🎉
Gay here, and I'm in the middle of 2024 listening to this perfection and living a "he likes a girl, i not a girl" 😔
There’s a song that has a similar meaning but for gay men. Its I/Me/Myself by Will Wood
@@WhiteStarsPurpleVestI love that song! I definitely recommend it to gay men, even as a gay woman myself… I love this song!
@@CarpenterAnt46 that’s so cool!
@@WhiteStarsPurpleVest Thanks for the recommendation, I will enjoy this work of art!
It describes my feelings right now 🥹
«She likes a boy» me recuerda a esas veces en las que una chica me parecía muy linda, que parecía tener una personalidad agradable, y con la que pensaba: «Si fuese un chico, no estaría mal que le coqueteara...». Sin importar que la gente diga que el mundo cambió y ya no hay (tanto) rechazo a que dos chicos salgan, la realidad es que solo es eso; para ellxs es aceptable que un chico cis y un chico cis estén juntos, no dos chicas cis, o una chica cis y una no cis; sus vidas siguen girando alrededor de un pene, porque se supone que solo eso nos debe gustar. Mi vida hubiese sido completamente diferente si fuese un chico; el asco en mí, hacia mí, jamás existiría, no tendría que tener cuidado con ciertos tipos de hombres que me provocan incomodidad y desconfianza, porque me recuerdan a esos pedófilos de mi pasado, haciéndome ver como una mamona descortés; si fuese un chico no estaría solo, alguien me amaría (quizá, no sé), si fuese un chico no me hubiera pellizcado los pechos debido a la disforia, seguiría sintiéndome alejado a mi sexo, pero no como en este cuerpo, definitivamente no me sentiría igual.
Sé que aún hay gente que espera que un día despierte y diga: «¿Adivinen qué? al final sí soy cishetero», o que coja y ya deje de actuar como un bicho raro, porque según ellxs mi preferencia sexual/romántica y mi identidad se basa en qué tan bien me lo hagan. Todo esto me parece totalmente repugnante, cruel e injusto. ¿Por qué solo yo estoy confundido y ellos no? ¿Por qué está mal que sea yo? ¿Por qué no puedo ser yo?
Perdón, solo me quería desahogar.
Yeah this society is very fucked up and hypercritical.
Debes mandar a la mierda que no te traten bien o te rechazan, si es familia en algún momento no los verás más ya que tomarás tu camino, no estás mal sea lo que decidas ser eres una persona importante y si ellos no lo ven realmente no merecen estar en tu vida, mereces ser respeto así como cualquier ser en este planeta•́ ‿ ,•̀✨ espero que encuentres personas que te quieran por como sos vos y seas feliz. Que tengas un lindo año y que quien no te merezca se valla.
What is bro yapping about 💀
@@Daniel-df9ru I just vented 😘
It was even better than I expected. Cannot get over it.
Nxdia you're so pretty omg 😭
There’s not been a song that I’ve felt both connected to and made me cry in a melancholic way so thanks for that.
how is the song not repetitive yet also so well linked together
This song in criminally short. I need 10 hours of this.
Calling all the people who fell in love with a straight girl.✋
I’m a straight guy who likes a lesbian, can I come?
@@thestrongestlivingcreature Close enough, you are welcome here.
I liked a straight girl but she got a boyfriend who's a frieking
a**hole, flirts with everyone, he's got temper issues and sometimes talk rudely to adults...like his ass might be jealous that so much shit comes out of his mouth.
They broke up tho last year so good for her.
She has a history of shitty bfs.
I can't be with her but I want to see her with a good person.
I just realised that I yap too much online so sorry 😅 I'm quiet irl
I fell in love with this song the first time I heard it. I can relate to it and it gets me in the feels everytime I listen to it 🥲
Playing this on repeat, I think it's really underrated. Your voice and music is amazing, and so are you! Good luck on your journey ❤
I’m an almost 50 years old straight woman, and this song hurts so much 💔💔💔
Dawg there’s no way you’re older than 30
This is so good I’m Iraqi this song is ..relatable Tysm for releasing such a masterpiece..Ty
And you are better than all today’s singers. Your voice is amazing ..I can’t describe
This song is very relatable … and you’re brave to stand out so brave. I hope I could be like you one day. I hope to see you at the top of singers one day, and I know you will make it even if you do not I will always believe in you you’re not alone. Thank you for creating such a masterpiece that a lot of people like us. Arabic people can relate to it again you’re brave.
Finally I found an Iraqi here. I am like you and I love this song
@@Kayla656 omg you can’t imagine how happy I am I can’t describe it I’m happy that there is someone who Understand me, just like the way I am understanding you
She's something new I agree
the parts in arabic>>>>
Girl your voice is amazing and so is your music❤️🇧🇷
literally my situation right now
Presiento que esta chica se va a hacer una cantante re famosa en el futuro, recuerden este comentario.
من احسن الاغاني الي سمعتها احبك وفخور فيك نادية !! 💗💗
ترا شاذهه!
@@shames_sleepy "شاذة" كلنا شواذ في المجتمع ذا محد نسخة من الثاني لو بتيجي بنحسب على كل شيء كل شخص شاذ من ناحية من نواحي المجتمع وبرضو طيب وبعدين ايش الهوس المو طبيعي الي يخليك تدخل قناة شخص عشان تحاول تنشر الكراهية ناس غريبين انتم 🤦
Gonna have this on full blast for the next month... been a proud fan for two years now! Keep up the good work!
An Iraqi here and I’m SO happy to see an artist talk our language! Tysm for this ❤
He plays basketball
And she considers him her superhero.....🔥
ESPEREI TANTO POR ESSA MÚSICA, TÁ INCRÍVEL!!!!💗
الاغنيه جمييللهه وصارت ادماننن ليي وربي مبدعه مبدعه ابدااعع الاغنيه وكل شي اهنيكك الصراحه استمريي والي صدمني انك عربيههه😭💓💓💞💞
حلوه؟تراها شاذه
شاذههه! و ترا حرام!
@@shames_sleepy يب!!!مدري شوضعهم
@@user-bs6bd5kl8k and? not everybody is religious
احلى هيك 😉@@user-bs6bd5kl8k
i just love this song so MUCH. i can relate so hard cause i always fall in love with the wrong guys, straight guys.. and i just cant find love for myself. thank u for making this masterpiece !
Bro the arabic is a 10/10 frfr and this song is so relatable as well! I just realized that Nxdia says in the song ' katy' and i actually am friends w someone named Katie aint no way ToT
I listen to it on repeat all day! Thank you for everything you do, I love your music!! I associate this song with myself... 💝💝
This song hits so hard, I’m Arab (Syrian) and I fancy this one girl but the thing is she was never has the same interests like me, this song is a pure comfort and vibe ❤ keep making songs like this bro !!
(Edit)
Also forgot write this, growing up in a Arabic household.. most Arab parents will focus on you marrying a boy more then even your own boundaries and mental health. And the aganist of lgbtq, when my mum almost found out me being lesbian she was gonna KILL me. I had nobody to even support me and the only person I could look up was my friends, the worser is when you want to look more masculine and growing up in a catholic private school when people notice slowly your changing yourself into more masculine female person they look at you like some virus (crazy)
The question of the girl I’m talking about here, we both knew eachother from primary but she wasn’t like that, when she knew I was lesbian she was freaking out for me not to like her.. and like- maybe years past by, I confessed to her that I love you so much, to please be more then a friend and my girlfriend, saving me from sewer slide and stuff , that type… and she just looked at me if I killed her whole family then found out she ghosted me because she was severely homophobic and her parents hated me !! So they said don’t talk to me or she will get my ‘virus’ too! 😛
and that’s my story
Syrian myself too :)
It showed on my recommendation, i listened to it and WHOAA, LITERALLY ART GIRLL I LOVE YOUR MUSIC, but when its happening ot you irl it hurts, this song rlly is helping me to forget that person. NXDIA ILY
Dude...this is literally how I feel to my best friend, she's straight and I'm pan. I've fallen so deeply in love with her but I'll never tell cuz I know there's no chance she'll like me back, so I'm kinda just suffering in silence lol
So relatable
Having a crush on a straight girl is hell