I just came here to say please do not reach out to your grandma, I was on the fence about it after hearing your perspective & thinking about my own relationship with my grandmother (who is an angel so its not very comparable)..... but once you mentioned the story about her own sister begging for forgiveness and her letting her die without it... she is SO undeserving of a relationship with you. You are clearly a kind, beautiful, and empathic person & you deserve better than what she has to offer.
at first I was totally on board with this, I genuinely felt anger for the grandmas sister..... but then Im like realistically, when one passes away, they not the ones that gonna regret the non goodbye when theyre deceased- the person who didnt choose to make amends or say good bye is the one who has to live with the potential regret. Now, alexis' grandmother doesnt seem to have a single oz of empathy or forgiveness within her so she probably didnt g a f, but knowing alexis as much as I can through these storytimes, she is a huge empath and would still feel bad after even if she knew she na wrong. So I feel like for her own peace of mind it would be good to call... also why stoop down to a level that you would never wanna be at. I know its not right to always be the bigger person.. but death is forever and you dont wanna risk the regret and guilt later on.
on second thought, na maybe youre right.... alexis has done a lot out of guilt- so maybe thats just my inner empath thinking twisted; probably a lot of shit I need to unlearn in terms of guilt and regret over things that werent under my own control. Idk.
That was just flat out chaotic it was hilarious how random that and over the top that and if it's perfectly with the story time that's being told that something violent like that would happen
Your grandma is such a bully and the way she talks to you is disgusting. Hold your ground and do not reach out to her. She does not deserve you and it’s not your fault or you do not owe her anything because she’s in the hospital. You’re protecting yourself.
You been through hell and back BUT look at you NOW!!! breaking multiple generational cycles, raising beautiful babies with your loving husband and most importantly loving YOURSELF. You also have us your subscribers who absolutely love and cherish you 🧡 YOU DID IT MAMA!!!
Girl listening to how your grandma is puts into perspective why your mom is the way she is. She’s a product of her environment. Not to excuse what she did either because they both should’ve known better but it does say a lot. Kudos to you for breaking that curse. You’re an amazing mother and should be so proud of how you’ve done in life ❤❤❤
Lex you’re an empath that’s why it’s hard for you to enforce boundaries when other people are suffering. You gotta put you first however that may look for you
I love that Rudee validates you and your feelings ❤❤❤. We all need men/women (whatever your preference ) like that willing to finally validate our feelings and past trauma 😭 that treats us like Queens. I’m truly so happy for you that you have an amazing husband like him ❤.
Not Barbara being the most decent person in this storytime 😅 Skillet finally got dogwalked! Hallelujah 🙌🏾 Voldemort is on her Christian arc rn like she ain’t a whole mistress and creep so we’ll see how that goes. Sam is still allegedly pregnant with Joe’s child and wants to act like that’s been her man the whole time. Mama is missing and we’re gonna go on a trip with the whole family and Sam’s mama is gonna be there too😮 This was a wild ride. I couldn’t imagine living it
Don’t feel guilty girl you are doing what is right for you and it will help your mental health in the long run. Set your boundaries and keep them 🫶🏽. Definitely want to hear the scamming story 🫣
Me too! I'm pissed a supposed fan would do that to her. As if she hadn't been through enough shit to last a couple of lifetimes, some piece of shit pulls this fuckery.
Barbara is one of those people that gives advice that at the time some people or most look at crazy but it’s also the type of advice that you listen to and remember she seemed like a trip
I was JUST thinking it's been a minute since a story time....making dinner for my kiddos and listening to the drama..here we gooooooo Edit...I hadn't even listened to the first 5 minutes when I wrote that....sending you much love and good vibes
as someone who also had to grow up too fast for my siblings, I can relate on so many levels. I would be caught dead before I let anything happen to them. So while its hard to hear your siblings response can be so heart breaking but I wouldn't have changed it or done it differently
If you decide to Call your grandma just to see how she is and to ease your mind 3 minutes max, check on her don’t let her make it about you. Make sure you tell her you love her and keep it like that. You don’t owe her any conversation. And if you decide to stay no contact that’s ok as well cause you owe nothing. So glad to see your face and that I’m caught up now🧡🧡
Awe! I kinda like Barbra!! Do you still keep in touch?? She sounds like a nice neighbor to have. I have no words for your mother. I feel like my life is too much for me sometimes too, but I can’t imagine leaving my babies. I have 5 babies too!! 18 years to 18 months and it’s a lot. I have this prayer that I have that my mom wrote, says that sometimes God puts you through lessons, not for you to learn from but for OTHERS watching YOU to learn from. Idk kinda just stuck with me. I think you help a lot of people by telling your stories. Seeing how you made it through, maybe will let others know they can get through whatever they are going through. Anyway. Thank you for always telling us your story. ❤❤❤
Leaving your babies isn't something someone does, he mother was struggling with mental health and addiction. There wasn't a moment her mother thought "hey, I am leaving these children" Her mind would play mind games and trick her into, relapses, that then had her in turmoil. People that don't understand mental health and addiction issues think people actually think " I am leaving my family, peace" SMH
@@Alaska2446However, these folks who have these mental issues and/or addictions, generally, understand that they HAVE mental issues and/or conditions and, therefore, should have the wherewithal to realize, know or understand that bringing a helpless life into this world that will depend, solely, on them for every single thing they need to sustain their lives would be the, absolute, worst thing in the world that they could do. Why bring a child into the world that you KNOW you're not, mentally, capable of taking care of until the child is old enough to be considered "grown"? I COULD go further about what some of these parents do (or ALLOW), but I digress.
I agree, these story times may not be exact situations but they hit home, as so many families be struggling like this and experiencing tragedies due to addiction, mental health, and generational traumas. All I could do myself was break the cycle with my children, which I see myself in Alexis when I see her raising her babies, breaking the cycles! So proud of you Alexis
Hearing skillet finally getting her karma from when they jumped you is really satisfying. I know it’s mean but for a long time I felt like she had it easy and especially when you forgave her. No judgement I know this was a long time ago. Love you!!
“She needs to start over “ no! No ! No! You don’t get to do that when your a mother! Like y’all were kids that needed her 😢oh my god. 😢 I’m so sorry Lex.
Unfortunately my mom would go missing ALL the time when I was young and when we would go report her she would always call us mad af 😭 sucks that this happens to more people than you think, love your stories as always! Sending love
I hope your heart and mind can find peace when it comes to the roles your family played in your life growing up, I sincerely hope you take a step back and see that YOU deserve to be protected from the very people who should have been your safe haven. Finding peace and forgiveness sometimes goes hand in hand with letting(people) go... I simple letter of " I forgive you " (if its in your heart) delivered by the nurse is sufficient enough IMO.
1:04:27 girl i get it. My older brothers never stepped up when my mom died n i was 17/18 for my younger autistic brother. But our karma is our own, we made our choice
Your story times are like reading a good book, or watching a good movie or show that you just get so into you feel like your in the story or a character that is there, some of the story times are so emotional I end up crying and my heart feels for you. You're so amazing. I look forward to these story times like a new episode to my favorite show. Edit "My best friend Barbra" lol 🤣
It's heartbreaking to hear how horrible people have treated you/ continue to treat you when you deserve the utmost respect and love. I'm just proud of your growth as a person and mother. You are a beautiful human being, and i wish you nothing but the best💚
I love your videos so much.Girl you don’t even understand. I know you said your trying to make more videos in the nanny series more frequently but honestly I like the fact that you take time to heal from that moment and come back with the best energy ever and I appreciate you so much keep doing what your doing I love you so much.💕
I just realized, during that part where you were waiting on sugar and spice to drop you off at your ex step dads house it sounds like they were taking super long to take you because they didn’t want you to go over to his place. Idk maybe they were waiting on your mom and Tommy to come back so you didn’t have to go over there. Idk I’ve always got the vibe that they looked out for you as their younger sister. I really like sugar and spice lol.
Honestly, I’ve been keeping up with your story times for over 3 years now. I’ve never been so disgusted and angry with your mum. I know she has bipolar and it’s complicated, but to leave your children and put your oldest child in a position where she has to take care of your mess and sacrifice her safety… I’m so upset about it. You deserved so much better.
Love you so much you help me with my depression and anxiety and my ptsd I hope you are okay and I miss you so much and I am sending you lots of love and hugs and kisses ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
I’m sure you already know and if you don’t I feel bad that you’re hearing this from a yt comment but I have major bipolar depressive disorder and paranoid personality disorder. I get terrible anxiety attacks and manic episodes and it’s come out a lot within the last 2 years because of some traumatic events. It completely changed me and on almost a daily basis I would get night terrors, flashbacks or just wild episodes and let me tell you I was absolutely a mess. I just started smoking weed again everynight when I’m done doing my daily priorities and it has had the BIGGEST effect on my mental health. It completely changed my life for the better, I finally feel normal and happy. It has made me more calm and collected and I hardly have difficult days that I can barely get through. I don’t overreact or over think and the best part is I don’t get flashbacks, night terrors or manic episodes. I’m saying this because of the comment your mom said about her bipolar affecting the way she feels high from weed. It could affect everyone differently but I also used to be an addict to a certain substance and based on things you’ve said it makes more sense that it’s that and not the weed. By the way 10/10 recommend weed for anyone who is struggling in that way, it’s helped so much and if it’s not your thing that’s cool too. Just a thought. Love you Lex 😊
I was listening to you on the way home with my mom in the car and she so got into your story. She was so happy to hear about the family and life that you have now. She said you deserve it and so much more ❤
You are setting a healthy boundary girl. Love you and your story times girl! ALWAYS can’t wait. Can you tell times when you found out you was preggers with you first baby???
i really feel you on realizing things our moms said to us as children that just weren't okay. and having it take a long time to fully realize. because how were we supposed to know any different when it's what we grew up with? but yeah if it's something you don't want said to your child that's one way it definitely starts to help to show how it really was. sending love ❤
It’s so sad you had to worry about your siblings bc your mom couldn’t be a mother like she was supposed to be. 😢 you did the right thing as a big sister but as a child yourself you shouldn’t have even been put into a situation like that 😢.
I feel you. I decided a while ago to stop all contact with my dad for my own peace. He has been in the hospital twice and is now in a home, and I have not gone to see him because, as bad as it sounds, I buried my dad a long time ago. God forgive me, but I forgave him for me, but then I shut that door forever. I am at peace with never seeing him again.
At the gym right now and I'm so happy you posted so sorry for what you've been going through but so happy that you still made time for us !! This is exactly why i love you and your videos ! Thank you for making my day ❤
Sorry I couldn’t watch sooner Lex 💜 I care about you a lot and you’re such a vivid storyteller that it’s like I’m right there back in time with you and seeing you hurt, hurts me too 💜 But I’m glad you made it through and you’re thriving now
ALEXIS ! I’m so maddd rn and this is just what I needed . 😭 ik it probably sounds f’d up but when you upload I feel so comfortable and just a little less stressed . I’m on my way to work picking up a shift that I was ON THE SCHEDULE FOR ! It’s just so much going on I needed this calmness 😭 ughhh thank you I felt it in my bones that you were gonna upload today or some time after 🩶 !!!
ik i don't know u or the people u talk about in ur storytimes but i really REALLY like sugar and spice. from what you've said so far, they seemed to really have ur back. wish i had ppl like them coming up. ❤
Yeah, sorry not sorry to the abuela. The cycle has stopped and when Alexis is in her twilight years she will be surrounded by all her decendants and great great grandbabies because of her heart and legacy not out of duty or obligation. If she chooses to reach out to her gma I hope its clear that its out of true grace not obligation to elders. I pray that Alexis has surrogate senoras in her life that love on her like a mama and abuela ❤
(1:43:35) Your step dad and your mom both took advantage of you and used your brothers against you to see how far you'd put aside your abuse to be there for them. While your mom was out doing her thing, your bitch ass "step dad" out doing his .. you were there, watching your brothers and ironically the only one being mature enough to handle the responsibility despite all the fucked up bullshit you had to endure on the daily. They took that opportunity and ran with it. All the adults that were supposed to guide you in life have genuinely mind fucked you so hard it's disgusting. In my honest and humble opinion, I think it's best to mourn the relationship with your grandma and leave things how they are with no communication between you two. She seems like someone who will never come to terms with the type of person she is and how she's treated you. If you feel like you still need closure, maybe writing her a letter and having someone give it to her in the hospital. But accepting that she will never apologize to you and own up to her shit is something you might want to be ready for. Honestly Lex, I commend you for being so damn strong and pushing through. Your childhood is literally the definition of taking it a day at a time cus you never knew what each day was going to bring you. I'm so sorry you've dealt a life not many would. 😔 you truly are a survivor. ✨
My thing is “11:11” also. My birthday is 11/11. That’s so cool to have another gal that loves it. You are such a strong woman & a huge inspiration to so many. PTSD is no joke ~ your feelings are valid girl. Love ya❤️💙💜
YAYYYY MY LOVE! I’m so so so tired. Was laying down with lights, tv and phone off and thought… let me just take a wild chance and see if my girl posted - AND YOU DID!! I’m so excited. Couldn’t be happier. Sending you and the fam soo much love ❤❤❤. Sorry you’re having trouble w your LFSD, and had to deal w/ someone who makes you feel terrible. I hope your grandmother has a speedy recovery, you’re doing the right thing - just wait and see how she does and how bad she is, and if you choose to reach out, please maintain healthy boundaries!! Love you, chick! Yummm wanna see your food you made. ❤❤❤
I havent watched the video yet but when I seen it was two hours long i got so freaking happy 😭😭♥️♥️ thank you!! Ima order my food and enjoy it in time!!
I spent much needed time with My Sister, My Brother-in-law, Niece & Nephew. It’s been quite awhile since I have seen them and it brought me so much joy. I am definitely going to miss them and I hope the next time we see each other, it won’t be such a long time apart! It’s so good to see You back with another story time and seeing You!! I hope that You are good and feeling better Alexis! I am so glad that I found Your channel, I love hearing about Your life and there is so much that I can really relate too! I have so much childhood trauma and adult trauma as well and it has affected me my whole life and I don’t want that for Anyone, not even my worst enemy!! Sending lots of love out to You beautiful!! 💙💙💙
I don’t understand why Alexis’ mom kept having children if she clearly didn’t want them or at least wasn’t going to prioritize them. I guess maybe her sober self wanted them but then her substance abuse and/or manic self would take over.
AHHHH THE LICKING THE LIPS THING GETS ME TOO, I can’t stand that! ESP when men do it either. I get what sugar and spice meant about a real friend wouldnt have done that, but you and skillet had shared so much and had similar lives and she let you stay with her and you two really bonded on mutual horrible things that happened to the both of you. No matter if she wronged you, it’s hard to just forget about that bond and love shared. I get it.
hey loves!! i'm back with a new storytime ! love you!
Hi Lex!! ❤
Love you 🥰 thank you for your videos 💕 been dying for another lol
And it’s two hourssss ☺️☺️☺️
Hi Lex, I don’t comment often but so glad to see you back again!
Love you too 💗
“How are you gonna judge me and my best friend Barbara” 😂 I’m not gonna lie that conversation with Barb was kinda wholesome
Yessss, I laughed so hard!
I was going to say the same thing!❤😂😂😂😂
I busted out laughing at that part 😂😂😂
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RESPECTFULLY DO NOT CALL/ CHECK ON YOIR GRANDMA!!!!!! SHES NOT A REAL “GRANDMA” SHE ABANDONED YOU AS KID ABANDON HER IN THE ER ITS CALLED KARMA!!!!!!
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PERIODT 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
2 f**kin hours!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alexis what did we do to deserve this long awaited story time? Girlllll I love you so much 😢🙏🥹
Fr!💯
you just know the tea was hot the last time she did a story that long was for the wedding
Yasss! I was excited when I saw it was a 2 hour video cause I KNEW it would be a good one and it sure was!
Same 😂
I didn't even notice it until I read your message😂 I was getting bothered cause it was ending!❤❤
I just came here to say please do not reach out to your grandma, I was on the fence about it after hearing your perspective & thinking about my own relationship with my grandmother (who is an angel so its not very comparable)..... but once you mentioned the story about her own sister begging for forgiveness and her letting her die without it... she is SO undeserving of a relationship with you. You are clearly a kind, beautiful, and empathic person & you deserve better than what she has to offer.
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at first I was totally on board with this, I genuinely felt anger for the grandmas sister..... but then Im like realistically, when one passes away, they not the ones that gonna regret the non goodbye when theyre deceased- the person who didnt choose to make amends or say good bye is the one who has to live with the potential regret. Now, alexis' grandmother doesnt seem to have a single oz of empathy or forgiveness within her so she probably didnt g a f, but knowing alexis as much as I can through these storytimes, she is a huge empath and would still feel bad after even if she knew she na wrong. So I feel like for her own peace of mind it would be good to call... also why stoop down to a level that you would never wanna be at. I know its not right to always be the bigger person.. but death is forever and you dont wanna risk the regret and guilt later on.
on second thought, na maybe youre right.... alexis has done a lot out of guilt- so maybe thats just my inner empath thinking twisted; probably a lot of shit I need to unlearn in terms of guilt and regret over things that werent under my own control. Idk.
“I got stabbed by a pencil” is crazyyy 😂. I hope baby boy is okay, I already know mama bear went off on that principal 😊
That was just flat out chaotic it was hilarious how random that and over the top that and if it's perfectly with the story time that's being told that something violent like that would happen
Your grandma is such a bully and the way she talks to you is disgusting. Hold your ground and do not reach out to her. She does not deserve you and it’s not your fault or you do not owe her anything because she’s in the hospital. You’re protecting yourself.
You been through hell and back BUT look at you NOW!!! breaking multiple generational cycles, raising beautiful babies with your loving husband and most importantly loving YOURSELF. You also have us your subscribers who absolutely love and cherish you 🧡 YOU DID IT MAMA!!!
Girl listening to how your grandma is puts into perspective why your mom is the way she is. She’s a product of her environment. Not to excuse what she did either because they both should’ve known better but it does say a lot. Kudos to you for breaking that curse. You’re an amazing mother and should be so proud of how you’ve done in life ❤❤❤
Girl that’s called a trauma bond. It’s strong. My heart goes out to you 😢❤
Lex you’re an empath that’s why it’s hard for you to enforce boundaries when other people are suffering. You gotta put you first however that may look for you
I love your Barbara accent! You had me rolling.🤣😂
Thank you for your storytelling!
Always remember you are amazing! Much Love to you and your family!
I love that Rudee validates you and your feelings ❤❤❤. We all need men/women (whatever your preference ) like that willing to finally validate our feelings and past trauma 😭 that treats us like Queens. I’m truly so happy for you that you have an amazing husband like him ❤.
Not Barbara being the most decent person in this storytime 😅 Skillet finally got dogwalked! Hallelujah 🙌🏾 Voldemort is on her Christian arc rn like she ain’t a whole mistress and creep so we’ll see how that goes. Sam is still allegedly pregnant with Joe’s child and wants to act like that’s been her man the whole time. Mama is missing and we’re gonna go on a trip with the whole family and Sam’s mama is gonna be there too😮 This was a wild ride. I couldn’t imagine living it
Lex is getting more comfortable telling long stories 🥹🔒❤️
Two hours!!!! What did we do to deserve this 😊😊
I was just rewatching your story times because I missed you so much❤ I hope that you continue to heal and remember how much we LOVE YOU
2 HOURS????! Yessssss 🎉 thank you girl I’m cleaning and this just popped up perfect timing! 💕
Don’t feel guilty girl you are doing what is right for you and it will help your mental health in the long run. Set your boundaries and keep them 🫶🏽.
Definitely want to hear the scamming story 🫣
Me too! I'm pissed a supposed fan would do that to her. As if she hadn't been through enough shit to last a couple of lifetimes, some piece of shit pulls this fuckery.
Barbara is one of those people that gives advice that at the time some people or most look at crazy but it’s also the type of advice that you listen to and remember she seemed like a trip
I was JUST thinking it's been a minute since a story time....making dinner for my kiddos and listening to the drama..here we gooooooo
Edit...I hadn't even listened to the first 5 minutes when I wrote that....sending you much love and good vibes
I clicked so fast
I felt it so much when she said, “ I don’t know if I’m being prideful or trying to create a healthy boundary”
Girl I cackled when Voldemort pulled up and you calling Barbra your bff 😂😂
Drinking buzz balls, eating tacos and a 2 hour storytime. BEST NIGHT EVER!!!
I wanted to try those! Which do you recommend?
My favorite is cranberry flavor one but the strawberry and mango are very tasty too
Dude try strawberry buzzball with strawberry açaí from Starbucks
Enjoy……..💩 💩 😂😂
Yesss!
That clip w Klaus and Stefan 👏🏼 21:26 ❤!
as someone who also had to grow up too fast for my siblings, I can relate on so many levels. I would be caught dead before I let anything happen to them. So while its hard to hear your siblings response can be so heart breaking but I wouldn't have changed it or done it differently
If you decide to Call your grandma just to see how she is and to ease your mind 3 minutes max, check on her don’t let her make it about you. Make sure you tell her you love her and keep it like that. You don’t owe her any conversation. And if you decide to stay no contact that’s ok as well cause you owe nothing. So glad to see your face and that I’m caught up now🧡🧡
Oh alexis, this story time hit hard. No disrespect to your grandmother but she failed you guys so bad.
Girll, 2 hrs... Just as I got cozy'd up in bed 😍🙏🏾 Blessed. Praying for your peace, love, and happiness always 🤗
Awe! I kinda like Barbra!! Do you still keep in touch?? She sounds like a nice neighbor to have. I have no words for your mother. I feel like my life is too much for me sometimes too, but I can’t imagine leaving my babies. I have 5 babies too!! 18 years to 18 months and it’s a lot. I have this prayer that I have that my mom wrote, says that sometimes God puts you through lessons, not for you to learn from but for OTHERS watching YOU to learn from. Idk kinda just stuck with me. I think you help a lot of people by telling your stories. Seeing how you made it through, maybe will let others know they can get through whatever they are going through. Anyway. Thank you for always telling us your story. ❤❤❤
Leaving your babies isn't something someone does, he mother was struggling with mental health and addiction. There wasn't a moment her mother thought "hey, I am leaving these children"
Her mind would play mind games and trick her into, relapses, that then had her in turmoil.
People that don't understand mental health and addiction issues think people actually think " I am leaving my family, peace" SMH
@@Alaska2446However, these folks who have these mental issues and/or addictions, generally, understand that they HAVE mental issues and/or conditions and, therefore, should have the wherewithal to realize, know or understand that bringing a helpless life into this world that will depend, solely, on them for every single thing they need to sustain their lives would be the, absolute, worst thing in the world that they could do.
Why bring a child into the world that you KNOW you're not, mentally, capable of taking care of until the child is old enough to be considered "grown"?
I COULD go further about what some of these parents do (or ALLOW), but I digress.
Leeeexxxx can we have a storytime? I've watched this like 3-4 times already 😂😂😂😂
It’s a bitter sweet feeling to hear your story times and while it’s not exactly the same, I like many other can relate to the trauma.
I agree, these story times may not be exact situations but they hit home, as so many families be struggling like this and experiencing tragedies due to addiction, mental health, and generational traumas.
All I could do myself was break the cycle with my children, which I see myself in Alexis when I see her raising her babies, breaking the cycles!
So proud of you Alexis
Hearing skillet finally getting her karma from when they jumped you is really satisfying. I know it’s mean but for a long time I felt like she had it easy and especially when you forgave her. No judgement I know this was a long time ago. Love you!!
2 hours??? Thank you 🧎🏽♀️
I get withdrawals from not getting a new story time
Grandma sounds insanely harsh and cruel. Can’t imagine what her parents must’ve been like cause something’s off with her
“She needs to start over “ no! No ! No! You don’t get to do that when your a mother! Like y’all were kids that needed her 😢oh my god. 😢 I’m so sorry Lex.
Unfortunately my mom would go missing ALL the time when I was young and when we would go report her she would always call us mad af 😭 sucks that this happens to more people than you think, love your stories as always! Sending love
I hope your heart and mind can find peace when it comes to the roles your family played in your life growing up, I sincerely hope you take a step back and see that YOU deserve to be protected from the very people who should have been your safe haven. Finding peace and forgiveness sometimes goes hand in hand with letting(people) go...
I simple letter of " I forgive you " (if its in your heart) delivered by the nurse is sufficient enough IMO.
1:04:27 girl i get it. My older brothers never stepped up when my mom died n i was 17/18 for my younger autistic brother. But our karma is our own, we made our choice
Your story times are like reading a good book, or watching a good movie or show that you just get so into you feel like your in the story or a character that is there, some of the story times are so emotional I end up crying and my heart feels for you. You're so amazing. I look forward to these story times like a new episode to my favorite show.
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"My best friend Barbra" lol 🤣
7,000 people wanted to watch your 2 hour story time including me keep it up lex we love you
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It's heartbreaking to hear how horrible people have treated you/ continue to treat you when you deserve the utmost respect and love. I'm just proud of your growth as a person and mother. You are a beautiful human being, and i wish you nothing but the best💚
I love your videos so much.Girl you don’t even understand. I know you said your trying to make more videos in the nanny series more frequently but honestly I like the fact that you take time to heal from that moment and come back with the best energy ever and I appreciate you so much keep doing what your doing I love you so much.💕
We love you so much Alexis💖
The way my eyes lit up when I saw that it showed 2 HOURS!!!!! Can’t wait to listen! ❤
I just realized, during that part where you were waiting on sugar and spice to drop you off at your ex step dads house it sounds like they were taking super long to take you because they didn’t want you to go over to his place. Idk maybe they were waiting on your mom and Tommy to come back so you didn’t have to go over there. Idk I’ve always got the vibe that they looked out for you as their younger sister. I really like sugar and spice lol.
Barbara prob my new favorite character 😂 that whole part had me in tearsssss. The accent and all 😂
Two hours I'm so excited 😁 thank you Lex❤
Beautiful 2 hrs is the time I take to reach home so on my drive home I will play this like a podcast😅
I’m finally all caught up! ❤
Finally girlie I was feeling lonely without your storytimes!!! You were missed. ❤
Honestly, I’ve been keeping up with your story times for over 3 years now. I’ve never been so disgusted and angry with your mum. I know she has bipolar and it’s complicated, but to leave your children and put your oldest child in a position where she has to take care of your mess and sacrifice her safety… I’m so upset about it. You deserved so much better.
it sounds like even tho Barbra is annoying sometimes that she really cared about you ❤
Love you so much you help me with my depression and anxiety and my ptsd I hope you are okay and I miss you so much and I am sending you lots of love and hugs and kisses
♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
I love that no matter what you are doing your kids are always your priority you’re an amazing mom lex🥺💓
I love sugar & spice for taking care of you the way they did. I’m so glad you had them ❤
I feel like we would be bestfriends in real life ! Literally why i love you !
Lmfao!!! I died when you said "How are you gonna judge me and my bestfriend Barbara" 😂😂
Me too it funny lol
I’m sure you already know and if you don’t I feel bad that you’re hearing this from a yt comment but I have major bipolar depressive disorder and paranoid personality disorder. I get terrible anxiety attacks and manic episodes and it’s come out a lot within the last 2 years because of some traumatic events. It completely changed me and on almost a daily basis I would get night terrors, flashbacks or just wild episodes and let me tell you I was absolutely a mess. I just started smoking weed again everynight when I’m done doing my daily priorities and it has had the BIGGEST effect on my mental health. It completely changed my life for the better, I finally feel normal and happy. It has made me more calm and collected and I hardly have difficult days that I can barely get through. I don’t overreact or over think and the best part is I don’t get flashbacks, night terrors or manic episodes. I’m saying this because of the comment your mom said about her bipolar affecting the way she feels high from weed. It could affect everyone differently but I also used to be an addict to a certain substance and based on things you’ve said it makes more sense that it’s that and not the weed. By the way 10/10 recommend weed for anyone who is struggling in that way, it’s helped so much and if it’s not your thing that’s cool too. Just a thought. Love you Lex 😊
Girllll I was missing you!!!
I was listening to you on the way home with my mom in the car and she so got into your story. She was so happy to hear about the family and life that you have now. She said you deserve it and so much more ❤
You are setting a healthy boundary girl. Love you and your story times girl! ALWAYS can’t wait. Can you tell times when you found out you was preggers with you first baby???
i really feel you on realizing things our moms said to us as children that just weren't okay. and having it take a long time to fully realize. because how were we supposed to know any different when it's what we grew up with? but yeah if it's something you don't want said to your child that's one way it definitely starts to help to show how it really was. sending love ❤
Oh YES😊🥰A two hour storytime, we are being fed🥰🥰
omg i can’t wait to watch this at work tomorrow
Girl, I just love you. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us.
Thanks you girl for the 2 hour story time ❤ I’m sick with a cold 😢
It’s so sad you had to worry about your siblings bc your mom couldn’t be a mother like she was supposed to be. 😢 you did the right thing as a big sister but as a child yourself you shouldn’t have even been put into a situation like that 😢.
I feel you. I decided a while ago to stop all contact with my dad for my own peace. He has been in the hospital twice and is now in a home, and I have not gone to see him because, as bad as it sounds, I buried my dad a long time ago. God forgive me, but I forgave him for me, but then I shut that door forever. I am at peace with never seeing him again.
Wow 😭 your mom really said that to you when you told her where you were 😭. I’m so sorry Lex that’s awful 😢 you didn’t deserve that.
At the gym right now and I'm so happy you posted so sorry for what you've been going through but so happy that you still made time for us !! This is exactly why i love you and your videos ! Thank you for making my day ❤
Sorry I couldn’t watch sooner Lex 💜 I care about you a lot and you’re such a vivid storyteller that it’s like I’m right there back in time with you and seeing you hurt, hurts me too 💜 But I’m glad you made it through and you’re thriving now
Please do more 2 hour storytimes whenever possible 🙃
ALEXIS ! I’m so maddd rn and this is just what I needed . 😭 ik it probably sounds f’d up but when you upload I feel so comfortable and just a little less stressed . I’m on my way to work picking up a shift that I was ON THE SCHEDULE FOR ! It’s just so much going on I needed this calmness 😭 ughhh thank you I felt it in my bones that you were gonna upload today or some time after 🩶 !!!
I absolutely love the stories, although they hurt my heart that you went through so much. 2hr story time! Yes please😊
Set your boundaries babe. Your grandma never felt guilty
ik i don't know u or the people u talk about in ur storytimes but i really REALLY like sugar and spice. from what you've said so far, they seemed to really have ur back. wish i had ppl like them coming up. ❤
Heeyyyyyy! Was so excited to see you uploaded! Missed you and you vids ❤
Yeah, sorry not sorry to the abuela. The cycle has stopped and when Alexis is in her twilight years she will be surrounded by all her decendants and great great grandbabies because of her heart and legacy not out of duty or obligation. If she chooses to reach out to her gma I hope its clear that its out of true grace not obligation to elders. I pray that Alexis has surrogate senoras in her life that love on her like a mama and abuela ❤
TWO HOURS!!!? i’m SO HAPPY😭❤️❤️
Not Alexis blessing us with a 2 hour video!!!! You’re an amazing woman Alexis 😘 we love you 💗
Notification squadddd!!!🎉 currently eating my Olive Garden leftovers while house sitting for a friend. Needed this for company!
I don’t understand why a grown ass man couldn’t take care of his own children
I’m first!! I can’t wait!! I’m here!! So happy to see you!! Let me grab my drink!!
(1:43:35) Your step dad and your mom both took advantage of you and used your brothers against you to see how far you'd put aside your abuse to be there for them. While your mom was out doing her thing, your bitch ass "step dad" out doing his .. you were there, watching your brothers and ironically the only one being mature enough to handle the responsibility despite all the fucked up bullshit you had to endure on the daily. They took that opportunity and ran with it. All the adults that were supposed to guide you in life have genuinely mind fucked you so hard it's disgusting.
In my honest and humble opinion, I think it's best to mourn the relationship with your grandma and leave things how they are with no communication between you two. She seems like someone who will never come to terms with the type of person she is and how she's treated you. If you feel like you still need closure, maybe writing her a letter and having someone give it to her in the hospital. But accepting that she will never apologize to you and own up to her shit is something you might want to be ready for.
Honestly Lex, I commend you for being so damn strong and pushing through. Your childhood is literally the definition of taking it a day at a time cus you never knew what each day was going to bring you. I'm so sorry you've dealt a life not many would. 😔 you truly are a survivor. ✨
You mean to tell me I get two hours of story time? Great way to eat my birthday grub 🎉 thanks Jade❤
You don’t know how much I love listening to your story time, I feel like it also helps me heal my inner child too
My thing is “11:11” also. My birthday is 11/11. That’s so cool to have another gal that loves it. You are such a strong woman & a huge inspiration to so many. PTSD is no joke ~ your feelings are valid girl. Love ya❤️💙💜
I was reading this at 11:11pm and I have 11:11 tattooed on me ❤
Omg! Love you and your story times so much.
2 hrs of chisme gots me so happy right now. We don’t deserve Lex like omg wtf 🥹🫶🏻💖
YAYYYY MY LOVE! I’m so so so tired. Was laying down with lights, tv and phone off and thought… let me just take a wild chance and see if my girl posted - AND YOU DID!! I’m so excited. Couldn’t be happier. Sending you and the fam soo much love ❤❤❤. Sorry you’re having trouble w your LFSD, and had to deal w/ someone who makes you feel terrible. I hope your grandmother has a speedy recovery, you’re doing the right thing - just wait and see how she does and how bad she is, and if you choose to reach out, please maintain healthy boundaries!! Love you, chick! Yummm wanna see your food you made. ❤❤❤
4:21 awww hi baby Jade her personality is THE BEST! My girl just turned six and I can’t take it!!!!
I havent watched the video yet but when I seen it was two hours long i got so freaking happy 😭😭♥️♥️ thank you!! Ima order my food and enjoy it in time!!
I spent much needed time with My Sister, My Brother-in-law, Niece & Nephew. It’s been quite awhile since I have seen them and it brought me so much joy. I am definitely going to miss them and I hope the next time we see each other, it won’t be such a long time apart! It’s so good to see You back with another story time and seeing You!! I hope that You are good and feeling better Alexis! I am so glad that I found Your channel, I love hearing about Your life and there is so much that I can really relate too! I have so much childhood trauma and adult trauma as well and it has affected me my whole life and I don’t want that for Anyone, not even my worst enemy!! Sending lots of love out to You beautiful!! 💙💙💙
You are a queen and all amazing things are coming your way!!
I don’t understand why Alexis’ mom kept having children if she clearly didn’t want them or at least wasn’t going to prioritize them. I guess maybe her sober self wanted them but then her substance abuse and/or manic self would take over.
GIRLLLL YYEESSSSS!!!!! I MISSED YOU SO MUCHHHHH
LOVE how you’re wearing a orange shirt in this upload and it’s sept 30 🧡🧡🧡
AHHHH THE LICKING THE LIPS THING GETS ME TOO, I can’t stand that! ESP when men do it either. I get what sugar and spice meant about a real friend wouldnt have done that, but you and skillet had shared so much and had similar lives and she let you stay with her and you two really bonded on mutual horrible things that happened to the both of you. No matter if she wronged you, it’s hard to just forget about that bond and love shared. I get it.
Love the word wratchet!!!! 😂 haven't heard it in ages . Bless her heart 😂😂😂