What an absolute joy to see your precious family! God bless! You sure have a little cheerleader on your team! She loves her daddy so much! You're her first love and her hero❤
I agree! It was a lot of fun to see you with your family (first time I've seen that) and whether you rap again or not, it's been great watching you learning and growing with your video channels. Thanks for sharing! Have a happy holiday, BP!
I’m an old boomer hippie lady; classic rocker; Cali surfer chick, but I had fun watching you perform! You can do shows whenever you want. You don’t have to commit to performing, nor do need to commit to NOT performing. Do it when you feel like doing it. Take the fam with you whenever possible. Kids love road trips! And music! You do you, boo. ❤
Rap was a young man’s game that gave you the ability to grow into a husband and daddy. A good family man that in the end will ultimately be more important in this life than just being a music man. But your past hard work has set you up to be able to do what you love now and also support and be there for your wife and babies. You have come full circle and you get it. Mad respect!
I hear you bro. Im a 45yr old rock musician. Ive played bass guitar and done lead vocals in bands since I was 16yrs old. I reached a point when I was in my late thirties that I decided this is a hobby. I think we reach a point in the music scene when you realize its too hard to keep going as a career and be there for your family. Do what feels right, the rest will fall into place
Don’t be bitter… all those things made you who you are. All good recipes have sweet, sour, salt, heat to make something worthwhile. Frankly, I think your reactions can help you add elements to a new phase of rap… rap with musicality, lyrics with new subjects, a broader audience… Know that just as we (viewers, subscribers, members) are your lifeline, you are ours, too. Many of us look forward to you sharing and see you as someone important in our circle. And while social media is not social, there are ways that this connection is energizing and education. So, Robert, thank you.
Sometimes u have to let the idea of something go to evolve & grow. I always wanted to be a professional cinematographer, when I was in my prime there was no real internet or social media so you had to know people to get in the biz, it was extremely closed off & difficult esp for a working class person like myself. Have I worked in the biz? Yes..in aspects of it, mostly short film & lots of corporate video but not at the level I wanted to & I still see friends 20-30 years later chasing the dream. It took me some time & some grieving tbh to come to terms with the fact that I don't want want to be in that biz at this age. I understand it more & I see the long hours, the travel, the being out in rough weather for 16 hours a day. I still do photography as a hobby, if a friend asks me to help on a project -- I will if I can but now I'm looking at life differently & looking forward to new adventure. I think letting go of old dreams that no longer serve you is quite freeing!
Dude, I've been watching your channel for some time. Never seen you with your kids. I really found this moment so wholesome. I'm a dad myself, my daughter is almost 3 years old. I can relate to what you're saying of leaving your fam behind. When one becomes a parent, your whole perspective of what's important changes. I laughed when you said you felt like a B* for feeling like that. Nah, it's maturity that let's you see the fragility of life and the urge to protect it just arises out of the love you feel for it. I see it and feel it now that I'm a father. So I try to be as much around as possible, I try to keep myself safer. Anyway bro, much love to you and your fam!
I would’ve been upset had you said you wanted to “hit the road for Rapper Fame & Success”, rather than realizing just how valuable your family is to you, & you to them!!! You’ve gained sooo many Dreams with each addition to your family, & the Wisdom to Know what’s Really important!!!🥰🙏
Go with your heart. Your family is your heart. I love your reactions on UA-cam. I don't know how much it helps you financially, but you definitely have the personality for it. Just find a way to be happy and raise those beautiful children and love your lovely wife and you can't go wrong.
I am a father and I can relate to your heartache every time you leave and counting the days and the hours b4 you see them again. Good father good husband. Wonderful to see you on stage. Whatever next chapter is you gonna rock it. See you on UA-cam brother
I'm an old white guy who has never been a fan of rap, but that free style bit that you did at the end of your show was very impressive! I figured "dog" was an easy one, but I didn't know how you were going to work "apple" and "haircut" into it, but it was good! I liked it!
I’m a 65 year old man and I never been into rap but I really enjoyed watching you do what you love. As a retired veteran I appreciate you bringing up the long deployments that our military members have to do away from their families, thank you. Bravo Zolo to you from all the military families as well as your beautiful family, enjoy this moment.
44, a wife, couple kids that are growing up in front of your eyes, oh yea things are going to change. You now have your own family and life, enjoy the hell out of. This is what it's all about bro.
Bro you really are one of the realest content creators ik, love the content, life isn't about chasing money or anything like that, it's doing what you love while living life for God, keep up the good work, love the freestyles!
Loving your family and not wanting to be away from them is wonderful. It shows how you have grown as a man. You can still put out Rap videos to express your music and be home everyday. 😊😊
You kinda reminding me of Johnny Cash video when it shows him going through all his phases of life....your good!!! May Jesus bless you and your family🤗🤗🎆
Sometimes what you wish for isn't always what you really need in your life.. You have been gifted with a beautiful family and that can change the perspective on your pursuit of happiness ❤😊
You've worked 24 years to get to today. During that time, your life, your priorities & your outlook has changed. There is nothing wrong with that. It shows growth, maturity & a desire to be there with your family. Seeing your daughters grow daily is something I have done for over 40 years now. When my girls were young, I was an agent in federal law enforcement. That took me away from my family more than I wanted, but it was something I had dreamed of and finally attained. I was told I was good at my job but there came a point where that didn't mean as much. Our careers will never "define" us, but our legacy with, and through, our families will. Change is good, brother. It's not always easy but what is something worth if you don't invest yourself in it. Selfishly, I hope you will continue your youtube endeavors. I enjoy learning from you and watching your family grow. Stay true to your God, your family & yourself. Merry Christmas to y'all.
Family changes a person and their dreams. Your dreams now include the rose your daughter gave you. Your dreams are for them now, as it should be. Making money and being famous is not as precious and building a strong and loving family. Sounds to me your heart is in the right place.
Your freestyle was amazing and you shut that Bama fan down that was giving you the finger..and I was wondering how you'd incorporate haircut 😂you nailed it !!!❤
I appreciate you showing us the reality you are going through. We all grow and go through phases. It's hard to let go sometimes, and realize the beauty right in front of us. Your family is beautiful!
Long time rocker here. Played shows around Long Island in the 80's and early 90's. Life changed and so did I. And new adventures can be awesome. Makes me feel young.
We all get to that age where we feel we need to step aside and do something different. You have a beautiful family, and it’s way too important for your kids to have dad around. Blessings!!
All good BP , when it's time to hang up your hat it's time, you'll feel that. You're life has a new direction and it should be just as exciting as it was in the past brother. Congrats on you're decisions and enjoy life.
Thanks for taking us along BP. That freestyling was *great!* Loved how you shut that fool down with the very creative use of *haircut* I wondered how you could incorporate that one and you *Nailed it!* Love seeing your gorgeous family too. Thanks for another year of cool reactions. Rock on *BP.*
Your kiddos are the cutest little angels. I can definitely appreciate your feelings over missing your family. It is such a privilege to let us into your very private place that you haven't let us in on before. So in my opinion this is how I see it...... You were a young guy up on a stage , doing what you do!!!!! So you were young, independent and living your happiest best life,,,, or you thought ..... Then you meet a beautiful woman. You didn't know she was about to change your life, in a good way. You get married and start your family. Still out there doing your thing, but something is missing. You go on with your entertain part of your life. Suddenly the life you had was no longer there but now you are not enjoying yourself the same way. Fast forward,,, you finally realize that the old lifestyle doesn't feel good anymore, and WHY????????????? You now have more things that mean everything to you. Your now a hubby, and a Daddy times 2!!!! Your wife and children are most important to you now and a big Congratulations to you growing up and seeing where things all fit together and they fit perfectly. You are the best. Oh and you are still young 🤗🤗🥰🥰🤗🤗
We change. That is part of getting older. Doesn't mean the end, maybe just the end of rapping. Another goal or dream will arise and you will pursue that. Cherish your younger day memories, you will always have them. At least you have your little family now.
You are in a different season of life. Your priorities have changed, you love and miss your adorable family. Trust me, you are going to be exactly where the Lord wants you to plant your feet. Sometimes the dream is better than the reality. Hey I'm a 76 year old grandmother, lived through many different phases of life. Just have to put your faith in the Lord. I will keep you in my prayers. Sure wish I could hug and snuggle with those precious babies of yours. ❤️
0:55 "Dad's gonna be silly." Well, yes. That is the job of all Dads in certain moments: To just be purposefully silly and have fun in the moment. To create moments. Love that off the cuff line, because she said it like it is nothing new to her. It is simply her every day reality. Perfect. Shout out the all the "Dad's" that bring the "silly" creative vibes. Keep nurturing that early playfulness and curiosity. The rewards scale up very quickly, and can become phenomenal! ❤
@@BlackPegasusRaps Loved the vlog/journey. Love the pink/salmon rep. Fantastic on stage vibes, and the bonus free... even though it was not your usual game (year off and live... I respect it). Next stop, a place called Steamboat Springs: Wow, what a wonderful name. Keep that journey flowing!
I am a 77 year old woman who has never liked Rap but I enjoy your reactions so decided to watch this Vlog. I really enjoyed it, especially your Free Style. It was extremely creative and fun! The way you incorporated your fans was awesome. A fun aside, I live about 20 miles from the fan Owen in Mississippi. You are blessed with a beautiful family and it is a joy to see how you appreciate them. Wishing y'all a Blessed and Merry Christmas and a Happy and Prosperous New Year!
You are just a human who likes to re-invent himself. It's okay to take a step back from what you love. Keep reaching for the stars. It only makes you a better person to grow and to make new discoveries! Even if you are not sure what it is! Merry Christmas to you and your beautiful family!
I definitely know what it is to end something you’ve chased most of your life and turn the page and start a new chapter. I did that this past year when I retired. I wasn’t planning on it but my health just forced me into the situation and I knew I had to stop and accept what was and start something new. Best wishes to you and your family and enjoy the time you have with your children. They are your true legacy.
That was wild man. First I was in awe of how sunny it was when you left and when you got the those beautiful mountains it was snow from there on out. I used to have to travel for training for work and I remember that feeling leaving the wife and at the time our small children at home for a whole week. I hated it. If I ever need to leave for training again it’s going to be Denver. Your stage skills are great and Ive never been to a rap event in my life, but if you ever come out at KY we will come see you. God bless.
Sounds like you have no regrets but are ready to move on to this new stage in your life. Good for you, we all have those stages we go through and family tends to really make us focus on what is most important. You have a beautiful wife and 2 fantastic kids, enjoy them all as much as you can.
@@BrookePS23 It's because you're a narcissist and have no respect for other people. What you need is a sharp shock and learn to respect others. Whatever your excuses are, everyone is thinking 'BS'.
@@LillyMarz777 I wrote pretty much the same but it got deleted. If you're late, i don't want to hear excuses that if I fell for, it would make me an imbecile. The problem with always being 5 minutes early is, there's never anyone there to appreciate it.
Great job on the freestyle rapping! Life has phases and you are in the "home life" phase now. You still get to rap and entertain us on your UA-cam channel. God bless you and your family.
I think the Holy Spirit is guiding you to a new and different level. I am a big fan of yours Black Pegasus and want to wish you and your sweet family all the best and have a Merry Christmas ya'll!
The older we get the more we change and settle down, there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. I loved your show and freestyle. You have a beautiful family. ✌️❤
I think you are awesome BP. You have an amazing family. You are truly blessed. And if you , performing on stage is over, then I'm sure the The Lord has something special in mind just for you. Be yourself and be patient. I enjoy listening to you every day. I catch myself saying wuh wuh after 40 during the intro. Keep up the great work
Loved this! So awesome seeing u back on stage, but everyone grows, and if that means leaving something behind that u once loved, that's ok! Much love, and Merry Christmas to u and the fam! ❤
I completely understand…As a young girl I desperately wanted to be a veterinarian… I made it happen. I worked hard and let nothing stop me from reaching that goal. Now that I am much older, I wish I was buying/selling antiques or owning a bookstore. Something a whole lot less stressful and peaceful.
Love that your daughter gave you a 🌹 ❤ really enjoyed watching this video.. God bless you and your family and safe travels. Copper mountain is beautiful!
I’m .. 50 so get it .. sounds like the cliche but it’s true of the Midlife crises moment .. You’ve chased your original goals & achieved them .. you’re just taking a moment to reflect & refocus on what your new goals are .. Your Utube is fantastic… Hopefully it’ll allow you to work from home in the future .. 😀 Merry Christmas & Blessings from across the pond here in Ireland 🇮🇪 💚🎄😀👍.. Thanks for the insight ..
You have echoed the feelings of so many who have walked this path and future generations yet to walk it. Love the sincerity and that you didn’t edit out things that might not be “cool”.
you're growing up.. not old just up.. priorities change.. spend all that time with your three ladies Peg.. you have a good heart and it shows.. love from my family to yours.. happy holidays..
It’s life. Life evolves. You’re more mature and your priorities have changed. You’re expanding your horizons, exploring your potential. This doesn’t just happen to people in the entertainment industry but in all walks of life. You’re self aware enough to recognize the changes in yourself and your life. Go where your heart is leading you. 🌻
I'm probably one of your biggest fans. I'm 71 years old. I loved your surprise freestyle. You are the bomb ❤. I understand you've had a great rap career but I just want to praise you for choosing your family over doing concerts. Family is so very important. Time goes by so fast now is the time to enjoy your family and hold them close to your heart ❤. You have a beautiful family . Merry Christmas to you and your loved ones ❤❤❤.
I hear you man. Those of us who are older understand that feeling. I've been all thecway through that phase as well. I'm 62 now and I definitely have been through what you are feeling.
You grow and change. Life changes you and you just go with it. You will never lose the memories of the past, but you will make new memories in the years to come. Love seeing Colorado, and at the same time, I'm glad we don't have the snow (yet) down here in New Mexico!
I retired about 3 years ago and the company I worked for still used me as a consultant and to do presentations. I really enjoy speaking to large audiences but hated the travel. I just got a call today asking if I could do 2 lectures and I said "yes" because they are local, no travel. You don't lose your ability to speak to groups but the mental gymnastics of adjusting your talk on the fly with questions coming up randomly and after a half day you are wiped out, so I get part of what you are saying. You like the work on stage, but the other stuff you can do without.
Transition is always hard. But you are on the right track with being greatful. Your perspective in seeing how much you have to be greatful for will keep you in the real gut direction. Thank God for your family. Give them all you got. You're all good. Peace.
Hey man. The real man in you has his priorities in line. As a family and a father I salute you for the love that you have for your family. Maybe not quit rap because you are an amazing artist and maybe bring the family with. Much respect to you bro!!
Hats off to you for that freestyle. Dissin the finger flipper was class. You have skills man, but you just got to do what makes you happiest. Even if you decide to stop performing, you can still help educate and inspire the next generation.
I have recently been watching and enjoying your reviews on this channel. I was a metal head growing up. Never listened to much rap. I liked your free styling. Good job.
Thank you for sharing this personal and emotional decision. Enjoy your success and, more importantly, your family. No regrets ten years from now is the goal! Love to you and yours this holiday season. 🖖🐢 Be safe and merry to the Black Pegasus community!
What a beautiful family ....great to see you doing your thing..!! I have family in Steamboat! I pray you and your family have a Merry Christmas and happy holidays...❤
This was very cool to see you in your element! I've followed you a couple of years now and this was cool to see your gig. Also, I know how strange it feels to be over the whole show/touring thing. I started in the game same as you. Not a performer, but a band-tech Couch surfing, bar gigs, going to aftershow parties, sometimes for no other reason than to raid the host's freezer for frozen burritos...all of it. But after 25 years, 40+ national tours with greatest A/B list artists...I just realized I had had enough. The thrill was gone. Life changes. The industry gets endlessly more corporate. LiveNation this and Ticketmaster that. You get older, your priorities change. You move on. Funny thing was, in my case... I can't believe I don't miss it... one. single. bit. Best to you man.
Awesome to see you Rockin the Rock And Roller convertible hand-cart! I've used one daily on tours, (actually 2 of them over the years) for over 25 years...6200+ arena/shed /theater gigs, hauling merch. They are the finest convertible cart on the planet. Good on ya!
You are a wise man to know when to say when. You are a very talented individual with a beautiful family. Do it for fun but keep your new UA-cam day job. You'll be a lot happier. Take it from a 62 year old guy who DIDN'T understand the importance of family until I almost lost it.
You've fulfilled your dreams, BP, and that's amazing!! You're a Superstar Daddy to your little ones, and I'm sure being with your family more often is a greater dream fulfilled. Joyful memories are on the way. 💫⭐💫
Black Pegasus thanks for sharing always follow your heart and you and family will be happier plus you said you have the studio and YT and other projects plus anytime you want to do a song you can release a video at your leisure sending love Happy HOLIDAYS ❤🌲🎅
♥♥🙏🙏👏👏 such a beautiful family brother, actually got a bit emotional during this when your daughter was talking.. the innocence that you wont be there and how she is just excited for when you will be there and she gets to see it all is so sweet! As much as I dont condone main stream artists anymore and the stuff they do or have done etc(occult or otherwise) it makes you really feel Em's songs so much more thinking about this moment right here. much love fam, and you're gonna kill it(or you did kill it, haha), your family is so proud of you!
A beautiful family ... Those ladies are tough to leave. I enjoyed your free style .. if your lucky enough in this world to be able to walk away. Then let it be and step into a new pair of shoes. A pair that don't require you to travel. Jimmy Buffet wrote a song about these feelings called "Come Monday".
You grew up and your soul told you its your family that is fortune and fame. Now you hold them close, lift them up and watch them spread their wings and fly . ✌
We toured through Colorado in 2022 on our 6 month tour from Tennessee through to the West Coast. The shots of Colorado are beautiful. You’re enjoying that dinner! lol Enthusiastic about everything. Appreciated your freestyle. Loved how you made it all fit, just right. Watching you from Tennessee right now…so glad you’re in the snow and not me! Lol
Loved seeing your life “behind the scenes” I don’t think you will regret giving it up but you would regret not watching those two little girls grow up! That is your “when He closes one door He opens another”
Such a beautiful family. As a mom of 2 girls, also, time flies and you wanna be there to watch them grow through as many moments as possible. You played the game and got so far. At some point, you don't need to go further. You've earned much more success than many, whilst perhaps less than some huge household names. But, you also got into the business side of things and utilize the many skills, some innate, others learned over time, to prosper. Life definitely has phases and we change throughout. I have faith that we are always right where we are supposed to be, even if it doesn't follow our once future plans from youth. You do you, Boo, as they say. If ya wanna cut the rap down or cut it out, only you know what feels right for you. It was fun to be along for the ride on this one. I got a hoot outta that 1 guy in the audience goin 🖕🏻& you callin him out in your freestyle. 😆
Great vlog, beautiful family & Merry Christmas. Keep being You in every changing moment that comes into awareness. You've made it... so keep on going... wherever it takes you and your loved ones. Flow into the capacity (i.e. the facility or power to produce whatever you are at every moment). The One and the Good... God Bless. 🙏
Your inner Harry Mack was beautiful!!! That was inspirational as all get out!!! I hope to be able to work with you someday!! Enjoy your family life!! Take care of yourself buddy!!!
I get the bittersweet feelings. Especially with your beautiful family. You don’t want to be away from them for very long. And you think of what once was. What could have been. What is now. I’ve been through all of that at 69 years old. I wasn’t an artist but a stay at home mom and then a working mom and not there all of the time. I have my regrets but I also have a lot of fond memories. I forgave myself for indiscretions because you can’t forgive others until you forgive yourself. I have times that I wasn’t too happy with myself. All in all, it’s called life. We all go through the feelings you are but in different ways. I wanted a music career. I was being groomed for that in school as a top soprano. But more than that I wanted a family. And I got a wonderful husband and 2 beautiful boys whom I am very proud of. Sometimes I wonder what might have been if I had taken a music career instead. But then I bring myself back to my boys. Nothing can top that and they would not have existed. There’s always going to be times of what ifs and bittersweet feelings. I loved what little I saw of your set and the freestyle! I’ve never been a fan of rap music. But I’m taking baby steps into that world. I don’t look down on it like I used to. If I don’t understand the words I at least enjoy the cadence, the beats. I am a rocker girl through and through being brought up in the era of the Beatles and the classic rock genre. I tip toed into metal and then jumped into the whole metal pool. So I’ve been around most of it. I’m happy with my life now. As you get older regrets will go away. You are awesome on UA-cam and I’m sure you are right that your career choices have made you awesome on camera. And even an emcee at events if you wanted to do that as well. And all of this has brought you your beautiful family. Your beautiful gift from God. Love and blessings. ❤
Rap was your dream when you were young. You've grown, you've changed. You have new dreams. More fulfilling dreams. I think that's great.
This! You're getting older... And it sounds like you are maturing!
well put
What an absolute joy to see your precious family! God bless! You sure have a little cheerleader on your team! She loves her daddy so much! You're her first love and her hero❤
I agree! It was a lot of fun to see you with your family (first time I've seen that) and whether you rap again or not, it's been great watching you learning and growing with your video channels. Thanks for sharing! Have a happy holiday, BP!
I’m an old boomer hippie lady; classic rocker; Cali surfer chick, but I had fun watching you perform! You can do shows whenever you want. You don’t have to commit to performing, nor do need to commit to NOT performing. Do it when you feel like doing it. Take the fam with you whenever possible. Kids love road trips! And music! You do you, boo. ❤
Rap was a young man’s game that gave you the ability to grow into a husband and daddy. A good family man that in the end will ultimately be more important in this life than just being a music man. But your past hard work has set you up to be able to do what you love now and also support and be there for your wife and babies. You have come full circle and you get it. Mad respect!
I hear you bro. Im a 45yr old rock musician. Ive played bass guitar and done lead vocals in bands since I was 16yrs old. I reached a point when I was in my late thirties that I decided this is a hobby. I think we reach a point in the music scene when you realize its too hard to keep going as a career and be there for your family. Do what feels right, the rest will fall into place
We all change over time Pegasus. I can understand your new phase especially that you have a family
Don’t be bitter… all those things made you who you are. All good recipes have sweet, sour, salt, heat to make something worthwhile.
Frankly, I think your reactions can help you add elements to a new phase of rap… rap with musicality, lyrics with new subjects, a broader audience…
Know that just as we (viewers, subscribers, members) are your lifeline, you are ours, too. Many of us look forward to you sharing and see you as someone important in our circle. And while social media is not social, there are ways that this connection is energizing and education.
So, Robert, thank you.
Sometimes u have to let the idea of something go to evolve & grow. I always wanted to be a professional cinematographer, when I was in my prime there was no real internet or social media so you had to know people to get in the biz, it was extremely closed off & difficult esp for a working class person like myself. Have I worked in the biz? Yes..in aspects of it, mostly short film & lots of corporate video but not at the level I wanted to & I still see friends 20-30 years later chasing the dream. It took me some time & some grieving tbh to come to terms with the fact that I don't want want to be in that biz at this age. I understand it more & I see the long hours, the travel, the being out in rough weather for 16 hours a day. I still do photography as a hobby, if a friend asks me to help on a project -- I will if I can but now I'm looking at life differently & looking forward to new adventure. I think letting go of old dreams that no longer serve you is quite freeing!
Dude, I've been watching your channel for some time. Never seen you with your kids. I really found this moment so wholesome. I'm a dad myself, my daughter is almost 3 years old. I can relate to what you're saying of leaving your fam behind.
When one becomes a parent, your whole perspective of what's important changes. I laughed when you said you felt like a B* for feeling like that. Nah, it's maturity that let's you see the fragility of life and the urge to protect it just arises out of the love you feel for it. I see it and feel it now that I'm a father. So I try to be as much around as possible, I try to keep myself safer.
Anyway bro, much love to you and your fam!
I would’ve been upset had you said you wanted to “hit the road for Rapper Fame & Success”, rather than realizing just how valuable your family is to you, & you to them!!! You’ve gained sooo many Dreams with each addition to your family, & the Wisdom to Know what’s Really important!!!🥰🙏
Go with your heart. Your family is your heart. I love your reactions on UA-cam. I don't know how much it helps you financially, but you definitely have the personality for it. Just find a way to be happy and raise those beautiful children and love your lovely wife and you can't go wrong.
I am a father and I can relate to your heartache every time you leave and counting the days and the hours b4 you see them again. Good father good husband. Wonderful to see you on stage. Whatever next chapter is you gonna rock it. See you on UA-cam brother
I'm an old white guy who has never been a fan of rap, but that free style bit that you did at the end of your show was very impressive! I figured "dog" was an easy one, but I didn't know how you were going to work "apple" and "haircut" into it, but it was good! I liked it!
Saving "haircut" for the bird flipping hater was just perfect.
I’m a 65 year old man and I never been into rap but I really enjoyed watching you do what you love. As a retired veteran I appreciate you bringing up the long deployments that our military members have to do away from their families, thank you. Bravo Zolo to you from all the military families as well as your beautiful family, enjoy this moment.
Thank you for your Service! ❤💪
Take a pause grow with your fam, when your kids are older comeback later with a fresh outlook. From a pre-youtube fan keep the word play passion
You have a BEAUTIFUL Family Black P ...Take care God Bless you and your family
44, a wife, couple kids that are growing up in front of your eyes, oh yea things are going to change. You now have your own family and life, enjoy the hell out of. This is what it's all about bro.
They grow up so quick.
Bro you really are one of the realest content creators ik, love the content, life isn't about chasing money or anything like that, it's doing what you love while living life for God, keep up the good work, love the freestyles!
People who chase money will never be satisfied. 🤘🏼
Loving your family and not wanting to be away from them is wonderful. It shows how you have grown as a man.
You can still put out Rap videos to express your music and be home everyday. 😊😊
Im sooo jealous of your Sick Boi jacket but so glad u have one...Merrry Christmas to u n your beautiful family, BP💝
You kinda reminding me of Johnny Cash video when it shows him going through all his phases of life....your good!!! May Jesus bless you and your family🤗🤗🎆
Sometimes what you wish for isn't always what you really need in your life.. You have been gifted with a beautiful family and that can change the perspective on your pursuit of happiness ❤😊
You've worked 24 years to get to today. During that time, your life, your priorities & your outlook has changed. There is nothing wrong with that. It shows growth, maturity & a desire to be there with your family. Seeing your daughters grow daily is something I have done for over 40 years now. When my girls were young, I was an agent in federal law enforcement. That took me away from my family more than I wanted, but it was something I had dreamed of and finally attained. I was told I was good at my job but there came a point where that didn't mean as much. Our careers will never "define" us, but our legacy with, and through, our families will. Change is good, brother. It's not always easy but what is something worth if you don't invest yourself in it. Selfishly, I hope you will continue your youtube endeavors. I enjoy learning from you and watching your family grow. Stay true to your God, your family & yourself. Merry Christmas to y'all.
You said it perfectly, fam.
Love seeing you and your family; Merry Christmas to y'all.
Merry Christmas fam
Great idea taking us along to see your preformance. The fam killed me with cuteness.Thanks for sharing.
Thank you Black for allowing us to share your beautiful family!! Your girls so precious. Your oldest loves her Daddy!!! Have fun!!! Be safe!!!
Family changes a person and their dreams. Your dreams now include the rose your daughter gave you. Your dreams are for them now, as it should be. Making money and being famous is not as precious and building a strong and loving family. Sounds to me your heart is in the right place.
Your freestyle was amazing and you shut that Bama fan down that was giving you the finger..and I was wondering how you'd incorporate haircut 😂you nailed it !!!❤
I appreciate you showing us the reality you are going through. We all grow and go through phases. It's hard to let go sometimes, and realize the beauty right in front of us. Your family is beautiful!
You’re right and sometimes the hardest thing is letting go to things you’re accustomed to
Long time rocker here. Played shows around Long Island in the 80's and early 90's. Life changed and so did I. And new adventures can be awesome. Makes me feel young.
We all get to that age where we feel we need to step aside and do something different. You have a beautiful family, and it’s way too important for your kids to have dad around. Blessings!!
All good BP , when it's time to hang up your hat it's time, you'll feel that. You're life has a new direction and it should be just as exciting as it was in the past brother. Congrats on you're decisions and enjoy life.
Thanks for taking us along BP. That freestyling was *great!* Loved how you shut that fool down with the very creative use of *haircut* I wondered how you could incorporate that one and you *Nailed it!* Love seeing your gorgeous family too. Thanks for another year of cool reactions.
Rock on *BP.*
You are blessed to have such a great family!
I REALLY AM 🙏🏽
@@BlackPegasusRaps The look on your son's face looking up at you when he was sat down next to you is just priceless.
Your kiddos are the cutest little angels. I can definitely appreciate your feelings over missing your family. It is such a privilege to let us into your very private place that you haven't let us in on before. So in my opinion this is how I see it...... You were a young guy up on a stage , doing what you do!!!!! So you were young, independent and living your happiest best life,,,, or you thought ..... Then you meet a beautiful woman. You didn't know she was about to change your life, in a good way. You get married and start your family. Still out there doing your thing, but something is missing. You go on with your entertain part of your life. Suddenly the life you had was no longer there but now you are not enjoying yourself the same way. Fast forward,,, you finally realize that the old lifestyle doesn't feel good anymore, and WHY????????????? You now have more things that mean everything to you. Your now a hubby, and a Daddy times 2!!!! Your wife and children are most important to you now and a big Congratulations to you growing up and seeing where things all fit together and they fit perfectly. You are the best. Oh and you are still young 🤗🤗🥰🥰🤗🤗
We change. That is part of getting older. Doesn't mean the end, maybe just the end of rapping. Another goal or dream will arise and you will pursue that. Cherish your younger day memories, you will always have them. At least you have your little family now.
You are in a different season of life. Your priorities have changed, you love and miss your adorable family. Trust me, you are going to be exactly where the Lord wants you to plant your feet. Sometimes the dream is better than the reality. Hey I'm a 76 year old grandmother, lived through many different phases of life. Just have to put your faith in the Lord. I will keep you in my prayers. Sure wish I could hug and snuggle with those precious babies of yours. ❤️
0:55 "Dad's gonna be silly." Well, yes. That is the job of all Dads in certain moments: To just be purposefully silly and have fun in the moment. To create moments. Love that off the cuff line, because she said it like it is nothing new to her. It is simply her every day reality. Perfect. Shout out the all the "Dad's" that bring the "silly" creative vibes. Keep nurturing that early playfulness and curiosity. The rewards scale up very quickly, and can become phenomenal! ❤
Thanks for this
@@BlackPegasusRaps Loved the vlog/journey. Love the pink/salmon rep. Fantastic on stage vibes, and the bonus free... even though it was not your usual game (year off and live... I respect it). Next stop, a place called Steamboat Springs: Wow, what a wonderful name. Keep that journey flowing!
I am a 77 year old woman who has never liked Rap but I enjoy your reactions so decided to watch this Vlog. I really enjoyed it, especially your Free Style. It was extremely creative and fun! The way you incorporated your fans was awesome. A fun aside, I live about 20 miles from the fan Owen in Mississippi. You are blessed with a beautiful family and it is a joy to see how you appreciate them. Wishing y'all a Blessed and Merry Christmas and a Happy and Prosperous New Year!
You are just a human who likes to re-invent himself. It's okay to take a step back from what you love. Keep reaching for the stars. It only makes you a better person to grow and to make new discoveries! Even if you are not sure what it is! Merry Christmas to you and your beautiful family!
I definitely know what it is to end something you’ve chased most of your life and turn the page and start a new chapter. I did that this past year when I retired. I wasn’t planning on it but my health just forced me into the situation and I knew I had to stop and accept what was and start something new. Best wishes to you and your family and enjoy the time you have with your children. They are your true legacy.
That was wild man. First I was in awe of how sunny it was when you left and when you got the those beautiful mountains it was snow from there on out.
I used to have to travel for training for work and I remember that feeling leaving the wife and at the time our small children at home for a whole week. I hated it. If I ever need to leave for training again it’s going to be Denver.
Your stage skills are great and Ive never been to a rap event in my life, but if you ever come out at KY we will come see you.
God bless.
Sounds like you have no regrets but are ready to move on to this new stage in your life. Good for you, we all have those stages we go through and family tends to really make us focus on what is most important. You have a beautiful wife and 2 fantastic kids, enjoy them all as much as you can.
Representing with the sickboi merch ❤❤❤ Thanks BP, enjoyed this. Love to you & yours
Much love and thanks for watching
When you depend on someone who is notoriously late, tell them to be there earlier than you want them to be. Lol
I do 😂😂😂
@@BrookePS23
It's because you're a narcissist and have no respect for other people. What you need is a sharp shock and learn to respect others. Whatever your excuses are, everyone is thinking 'BS'.
Chronic tardiness is very passive aggressive. I will not tolerate that blatant disrespect.
@@LillyMarz777
I wrote pretty much the same but it got deleted. If you're late, i don't want to hear excuses that if I fell for, it would make me an imbecile. The problem with always being 5 minutes early is, there's never anyone there to appreciate it.
@Esme-d4q the deleting of comments is ridiculous. Well, I would be there! 5 minutes early still seems late sometimes!🤣
Great job on the freestyle rapping! Life has phases and you are in the "home life" phase now. You still get to rap and entertain us on your UA-cam channel. God bless you and your family.
I think the Holy Spirit is guiding you to a new and different level. I am a big fan of yours Black Pegasus and want to wish you and your sweet family all the best and have a Merry Christmas ya'll!
The older we get the more we change and settle down, there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. I loved your show and freestyle. You have a beautiful family. ✌️❤
I think you are awesome BP. You have an amazing family. You are truly blessed. And if you , performing on stage is over, then I'm sure the The Lord has something special in mind just for you. Be yourself and be patient. I enjoy listening to you every day. I catch myself saying wuh wuh after 40 during the intro. Keep up the great work
Loved this! So awesome seeing u back on stage, but everyone grows, and if that means leaving something behind that u once loved, that's ok! Much love, and Merry Christmas to u and the fam! ❤
I completely understand…As a young girl I desperately wanted to be a veterinarian… I made it happen. I worked hard and let nothing stop me from reaching that goal. Now that I am much older, I wish I was buying/selling antiques or owning a bookstore. Something a whole lot less stressful and peaceful.
The drive has me mad jealous...how gorgeous.
Love that your daughter gave you a 🌹 ❤ really enjoyed watching this video.. God bless you and your family and safe travels. Copper mountain is beautiful!
I’m .. 50 so get it .. sounds like the cliche but it’s true of the Midlife crises moment .. You’ve chased your original goals & achieved them .. you’re just taking a moment to reflect & refocus on what your new goals are ..
Your Utube is fantastic… Hopefully it’ll allow you to work from home in the future .. 😀 Merry Christmas & Blessings from across the pond here in Ireland 🇮🇪 💚🎄😀👍.. Thanks for the insight ..
You have echoed the feelings of so many who have walked this path
and future generations yet to walk it. Love the sincerity and that you didn’t edit out things that might not be “cool”.
you're growing up.. not old just up.. priorities change.. spend all that time with your three ladies Peg.. you have a good heart and it shows.. love from my family to yours.. happy holidays..
I enjoyed this vid!! It will get easier if you continue doing tours!! Stay POSITIVE!!
Beautiful family ❤❤❤ now enjoy your career dream!!!!!❤
Been there done that no need to prove myself all over again
It’s life. Life evolves. You’re more mature and your priorities have changed. You’re expanding your horizons, exploring your potential. This doesn’t just happen to people in the entertainment industry but in all walks of life. You’re self aware enough to recognize the changes in yourself and your life. Go where your heart is leading you. 🌻
Mississippi in da House!!! Ole Miss Rebels All the Way!!!! Great show man!! Go see the family 🫶❤️🫶
Damn Danny hit him with fd up haircut😂😂😂😂😂 let’s go! Love ya brotha. Much love to your family as well! Hope you have an amazing holiday!!!
😂😂😂 Merry Christmas My guy!!
This was great! Thank you for sharing! Do whatever speaks to you and we will be here to support whatever you decide to do!
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Oh my goodness your children are adorable. That look on your boy's face looking up at you when he was sat down is just priceless.
I'm probably one of your biggest fans. I'm 71 years old. I loved your surprise freestyle. You are the bomb ❤. I understand you've had a great rap career but I just want to praise you for choosing your family over doing concerts. Family is so very important. Time goes by so fast now is the time to enjoy your family and hold them close to your heart ❤. You have a beautiful family . Merry Christmas to you and your loved ones ❤❤❤.
I hear you man. Those of us who are older understand that feeling. I've been all thecway through that phase as well. I'm 62 now and I definitely have been through what you are feeling.
You grow and change. Life changes you and you just go with it. You will never lose the memories of the past, but you will make new memories in the years to come. Love seeing Colorado, and at the same time, I'm glad we don't have the snow (yet) down here in New Mexico!
What a lovely family you have. In the end I guess you just realise that's what mathers most.😊
I loved the freestye. Thank you for sharing this.❤
I retired about 3 years ago and the company I worked for still used me as a consultant and to do presentations. I really enjoy speaking to large audiences but hated the travel. I just got a call today asking if I could do 2 lectures and I said "yes" because they are local, no travel. You don't lose your ability to speak to groups but the mental gymnastics of adjusting your talk on the fly with questions coming up randomly and after a half day you are wiped out, so I get part of what you are saying. You like the work on stage, but the other stuff you can do without.
You do whatever you need to do BP, have a Merry Christmas with your family, here’s to an awesome New Year
Transition is always hard. But you are on the right track with being greatful. Your perspective in seeing how much you have to be greatful for will keep you in the real gut direction. Thank God for your family. Give them all you got. You're all good. Peace.
You are right, family is everything 🙏🏽
Hey man. The real man in you has his priorities in line. As a family and a father I salute you for the love that you have for your family. Maybe not quit rap because you are an amazing artist and maybe bring the family with. Much respect to you bro!!
Thank you fam ,, respect 🫡
Awwww ❤ so sweet to see you with your beautiful family. Happy New Year to you all 🎉
Your kids are so cute. I’m not even a minute in and I’m melting. So adorable!
Hats off to you for that freestyle. Dissin the finger flipper was class. You have skills man, but you just got to do what makes you happiest. Even if you decide to stop performing, you can still help educate and inspire the next generation.
I have recently been watching and enjoying your reviews on this channel. I was a metal head growing up. Never listened to much rap. I liked your free styling. Good job.
Rock on!
Thank you for sharing this personal and emotional decision. Enjoy your success and, more importantly, your family. No regrets ten years from now is the goal! Love to you and yours this holiday season. 🖖🐢 Be safe and merry to the Black Pegasus community!
I’m not a fan of rap, but I am a fan of *you*. I really enjoy your UA-cam channel. You put out interesting content Do what’s best for you, dude.
What a beautiful family ....great to see you doing your thing..!! I have family in Steamboat! I pray you and your family have a Merry Christmas and happy holidays...❤
Thanks so much and Merry Christmas to you too!
This was very cool to see you in your element!
I've followed you a couple of years now and this was cool to see your gig.
Also, I know how strange it feels to be over the whole show/touring thing. I started in the game same as you. Not a performer, but a band-tech Couch surfing, bar gigs, going to aftershow parties, sometimes for no other reason than to raid the host's freezer for frozen burritos...all of it.
But after 25 years, 40+ national tours with greatest A/B list artists...I just realized I had had enough.
The thrill was gone.
Life changes. The industry gets endlessly more corporate. LiveNation this and Ticketmaster that.
You get older, your priorities change. You move on.
Funny thing was, in my case... I can't believe I don't miss it... one. single. bit.
Best to you man.
Praying God's Blessings on you and yours! You will excel at whatever is next. Love you, Brother! Here for you,whatever comes net
Awesome to see you Rockin the Rock And Roller convertible hand-cart!
I've used one daily on tours, (actually 2 of them over the years) for over 25 years...6200+ arena/shed /theater gigs, hauling merch.
They are the finest convertible cart on the planet.
Good on ya!
You are a wise man to know when to say when. You are a very talented individual with a beautiful family. Do it for fun but keep your new UA-cam day job. You'll be a lot happier. Take it from a 62 year old guy who DIDN'T understand the importance of family until I almost lost it.
You've fulfilled your dreams, BP, and that's amazing!! You're a Superstar Daddy to your little ones, and I'm sure being with your family more often is a greater dream fulfilled. Joyful memories are on the way. 💫⭐💫
Black Pegasus thanks for sharing always follow your heart and you and family will be happier plus you said you have the studio and YT and other projects plus anytime you want to do a song you can release a video at your leisure sending love Happy HOLIDAYS ❤🌲🎅
♥♥🙏🙏👏👏 such a beautiful family brother, actually got a bit emotional during this when your daughter was talking.. the innocence that you wont be there and how she is just excited for when you will be there and she gets to see it all is so sweet! As much as I dont condone main stream artists anymore and the stuff they do or have done etc(occult or otherwise) it makes you really feel Em's songs so much more thinking about this moment right here. much love fam, and you're gonna kill it(or you did kill it, haha), your family is so proud of you!
A beautiful family ... Those ladies are tough to leave. I enjoyed your free style .. if your lucky enough in this world to be able to walk away. Then let it be and step into a new pair of shoes. A pair that don't require you to travel. Jimmy Buffet wrote a song about these feelings called "Come Monday".
Looked fun Kepp enjoying what you love and you are wonderful about your family and there life.
Appreciate you!
You grew up and your soul told you its your family that is fortune and fame. Now you hold them close, lift them up and watch them spread their wings and fly . ✌
The best thing u can do is just do it for urself and the family nothing else matters. No one can force u in to do something u do not want to do.
What a beautiful family you have. You are a lucky man! One love from Scotland.
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We toured through Colorado in 2022 on our 6 month tour from Tennessee through to the West Coast. The shots of Colorado are beautiful. You’re enjoying that dinner! lol Enthusiastic about everything.
Appreciated your freestyle. Loved how you made it all fit, just right.
Watching you from Tennessee right now…so glad you’re in the snow and not me! Lol
Loved seeing your life “behind the scenes” I don’t think you will regret giving it up but you would regret not watching those two little girls grow up! That is your “when He closes one door He opens another”
Such a beautiful family. As a mom of 2 girls, also, time flies and you wanna be there to watch them grow through as many moments as possible. You played the game and got so far. At some point, you don't need to go further. You've earned much more success than many, whilst perhaps less than some huge household names. But, you also got into the business side of things and utilize the many skills, some innate, others learned over time, to prosper. Life definitely has phases and we change throughout. I have faith that we are always right where we are supposed to be, even if it doesn't follow our once future plans from youth. You do you, Boo, as they say. If ya wanna cut the rap down or cut it out, only you know what feels right for you. It was fun to be along for the ride on this one. I got a hoot outta that 1 guy in the audience goin 🖕🏻& you callin him out in your freestyle. 😆
Great vlog, beautiful family & Merry Christmas.
Keep being You in every changing moment that comes into awareness.
You've made it... so keep on going... wherever it takes you and your loved ones.
Flow into the capacity (i.e. the facility or power to produce whatever you are at every moment).
The One and the Good... God Bless. 🙏
Thanks for the encouragement, much love 🙏🏽
Chapters in life my friend. We all write our own book. This is just your story no one else’s ❤
Your inner Harry Mack was beautiful!!! That was inspirational as all get out!!! I hope to be able to work with you someday!! Enjoy your family life!! Take care of yourself buddy!!!
I get the bittersweet feelings. Especially with your beautiful family. You don’t want to be away from them for very long. And you think of what once was. What could have been. What is now. I’ve been through all of that at 69 years old. I wasn’t an artist but a stay at home mom and then a working mom and not there all of the time. I have my regrets but I also have a lot of fond memories. I forgave myself for indiscretions because you can’t forgive others until you forgive yourself. I have times that I wasn’t too happy with myself. All in all, it’s called life. We all go through the feelings you are but in different ways. I wanted a music career. I was being groomed for that in school as a top soprano. But more than that I wanted a family. And I got a wonderful husband and 2 beautiful boys whom I am very proud of. Sometimes I wonder what might have been if I had taken a music career instead. But then I bring myself back to my boys. Nothing can top that and they would not have existed. There’s always going to be times of what ifs and bittersweet feelings. I loved what little I saw of your set and the freestyle! I’ve never been a fan of rap music. But I’m taking baby steps into that world. I don’t look down on it like I used to. If I don’t understand the words I at least enjoy the cadence, the beats. I am a rocker girl through and through being brought up in the era of the Beatles and the classic rock genre. I tip toed into metal and then jumped into the whole metal pool. So I’ve been around most of it. I’m happy with my life now. As you get older regrets will go away. You are awesome on UA-cam and I’m sure you are right that your career choices have made you awesome on camera. And even an emcee at events if you wanted to do that as well. And all of this has brought you your beautiful family. Your beautiful gift from God. Love and blessings. ❤
Thanks for sharing your story and perspective. 🙏🏽❤️
I loved the freestyle! …Do what brings you joy. Holiday Blessings to you and your beautiful family. 😊🫶🏻🎄☃️
Your wisdom is evolving. Your dreams are evolving. Your identity is evolving. I look forward to seeing how you figure it out in your own special way.