I met you in Boston at the middleeast the dude with head tattoos your a great guy super chill took pics and all that great track my brother keep grinding
LYRICS: i been getting lost inside my head. Starin at the ceiling while I lie in bed. I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead. I guess I never really know, where ill wind up next x 2 Yeah ill keep partying and drinking Hardly even thinking. And that probably is the reason, im like this. at the end of the day does it really matter. I been smoking this weed I been getting hammered. last night was a movie it was cinematic. You wanna be on my level you should get a ladder Were in a different bracket, I dont think you grasp it I been living lavish, but im still a savage. I been trippin bad and its a disadvantage But I promise you I dont take a thing for granted. lets bring it back to when I didn’t have shit. Just a little ass kid tryna hit a half cig. Tippin back liquor till Im feeling half pissed. Then id walk through the door and id get my ass kicked. Those were good times and I cherish those. I didn’t give a fuck if I was very broke. we Used to raid the liquor cabinet with my parents home Then wed crawl out the window like here we go, again i been getting lost inside my head. Starin at the ceiling while I lie in bed. I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead. I guess I never really know, where ill wind up next x 2 so ill keep partying and drinking Hardly even thinking. And that probably is the reason, im like this. I been lost in my head from the darkness within. Got nobody to trust like I lost all my friends. Its been hard to admit so I harbor my sins. i been talkin to myself with a bottle of gin. Might fuck around drink the whole thing in one sitting And ill throw a fuckin party alone. I know they hate me cause they see I keep on winning, and they know I got here all on my own. I tried to teach em the dos and the donts. Then all of a sudden you’re in a room all alone. You get used and abused and they usually ghost. So you blame it on yourself cause, you shoulda known. And thats just how it goes when ya selfless. they need help, so you help, you can’t help it. Then they hate and turn fake cause they jealousss. And they’ll still try to say you were selfishhh. i been getting lost inside my head. Starin at the ceiling while I lie in bed. I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead. I guess I never really know, where ill wind up next x 2
Fuck I'm drinking and smoking stuck in my room 23 no education or job lately i fucking feeling most this fools shit I don't even want to leave the house these days my closest friend died of a drug over dose covid just gives me an excuse not to leave
One of my favourites. One of the most consistent rappers, putting out great songs, real originals, so well put together, talking bout real shit, a very good, humble and genuine dude!
My word, your music is like fucking therapy for those of us who got fucked up thoughts. You get me through soo much shit man, words can't express how much you mean to me man.
MERK BE ON A DIFFERENT LEVEL WITH THIS NEW MUSIC. SO REAL. LOVE EVERY SONG!! YOU GOT US FAM "Then they hate and turn fake cause they jealousss. And they’ll still try to say you were selfishhh." SO TRUE
Godbless all the merk fans. His music really saved me when I got beaten by 5 bangers near my neighborhood I had a sort of PTSD because of how bad they fucked me up. I ended up hanging myself with a long chord while sitting in my closet because when I lurched my head forward it cut of my blood to my brain on either side of my neck and ended up passing out. I was without oxygen in my room for about a minute or so when my grandma came in the room and broke the chord by pulling on it from where it was connected to in my closet and did CPR until I came to fairly quickly. I shouldn't even be alive today. Music helps the pain a lot. Hope everyone has a great day.
This is what my mind needed!!! That meaningful music.....dude... seriously. Thank you. This makes me want to sit in my garage and write. Guess this songs goin on repeat.
I swear it’s like Merk is always talking about my mental health struggles and addictions. He paints a perfect picture of someone that’s bi polar, has depression, anxiety , ptsd, alcohol addiction. And guess what ? I have all those things too! Thanks Merk for letting us know we are all human and have issues and it’s nothing to be ashamed of!!
So is it wrong that this song speaks to my current state even after 26 months with no opiates?? Been swimming in cannabis but yet I am still here still off the hard shit, just gotta be grateful for the progress but nice to know people out there understand the struggle of addiction/mental health issues. Thanks as always Merk 🙏
Not wrong at all. I used you be dependent on alcohol. I then turned to women and then back to alcohol. That's how I coped with pain.. but that's awesome bro that you got off opiates. Those are extremely dangerous and addictive. Stay strong and never give up.
Just keep making progress. I'm 7 months off the pills and I am still recovering. I've been learning to be my authentic self and forging my own path. I realised I let the world make me feel like I had to conform but I don't fit in and that's okay. The highest leason has been learning to accept that I control my own life and can be who I feel that I am. If people don't accept that too bad -- I have few friends but cherish those I do have both family and friends. Keep at it. Reach out when you need help...and don't invalidated yourself, your needs, etc.
@@ShawnHartwell thanks Shawn and congrats on 7 months off the pills first of all! I couldn’t agree with you more about finding your own authentic path/self. Thanks for taking the time to respond and I wish you continued success sounds like you are well on your way towards both self awareness and a healthy sobriety. Have a great today and thanks again.
I tried to teach em the dos and the donts. Then all of a sudden you’re in a room all alone. You get used and abused and they usually ghost. So you blame it on yourself cause, you shoulda known. And thats just how it goes when ya selfless. they need help, so you help, you can’t help it. Then they hate and turn fake cause they jealousss. And they’ll still try to say you were selfishhh 👌👌👌
Merk ur music helps in so many ways bro. I been living a lie for so long man, have nobody that understands me because of the demons I have hidden for so long. I’ve raised 3 boys, my oldest airborne infantry in the US ARMY he joined just like I did at 18 and I’m so proud of him man. My other 2 will b out within the next year, I’m so blessed for my boys to b so good at their age when i was such a wreck. Im trying to fight for them and my nine year old daughter now that is such a beautiful soul most days I feel I dnt deserve them? I’m so broke dwn bro, I’m on the edge of failing again. I keep hurting the very people that have made me and for me where I am today. I dnt have a lot of money I grew up poor, always the black sheep, but had a beautiful wife stand beside me thru it all even after all the times I’ve hurt her! Music is what I have always turned to for so many years dealing with my lies and addictions. I discovered u a few years ago man and ur music cuts a hole thru my soul bro. I need help man, I dnt feel I can beat my demons alone man? I just seen this new song and makes me wanna break dwn, not because of the music but it’s almost like I hear the pain and real ness in all ur songs but I have no one to talk to? I’ll just lay in the bed listen to the rain and ur songs man, I hope I make it this time merk? I feel so alone bro
Addiction and mental health their my demons. This song hit me so hard every time I hear your music I get the shakes and chills. Love you dude keep pushing good things happen to those who wait.
We all feel the same, we all are empowered together. We are never alone with one another. I've been getting lost inside my head . Thank you merkules for your music helps me everyday
Merc your my only person that's able to make songs based on the shyt we have been drugged threw in life and shyt helps me get threw my dark days I jam to Merc everyday faithfully I even have my ole lady bumping out to his shyt 💯. Def the best rapper on this earth hands down..
Every Merk song takes me somewhere man. I can't describe it but every song you've made is situational for a different mood of mine. Will forever be thankful
Merkules, man, I can't thank you enough for all your music. For real, bro, keep doing what your doing. Your music does help get me through some evil thoughts 💯
I LOVE YOU GUYS! MERK MONDAYS FROM NOW UNTIL FOREVER!
Your music is always fire 🔥🔥🔥
Always the best! No disappointment 🔥🔥
Thank you merk... for everything bro. Your music really speaks to me. Thank you for helping through the hard times
We are holding you to that!
I met you in Boston at the middleeast the dude with head tattoos your a great guy super chill took pics and all that great track my brother keep grinding
LYRICS:
i been getting lost inside my head.
Starin at the ceiling while I lie in bed.
I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead.
I guess I never really know, where ill wind up next x 2
Yeah ill keep partying and drinking
Hardly even thinking.
And that probably is the reason, im like this.
at the end of the day does it really matter.
I been smoking this weed I been getting hammered.
last night was a movie it was cinematic.
You wanna be on my level you should get a ladder
Were in a different bracket, I dont think you grasp it
I been living lavish, but im still a savage.
I been trippin bad and its a disadvantage
But I promise you I dont take a thing for granted.
lets bring it back to when I didn’t have shit.
Just a little ass kid tryna hit a half cig.
Tippin back liquor till Im feeling half pissed.
Then id walk through the door and id get my ass kicked.
Those were good times and I cherish those.
I didn’t give a fuck if I was very broke.
we Used to raid the liquor cabinet with my parents home
Then wed crawl out the window like here we go, again
i been getting lost inside my head.
Starin at the ceiling while I lie in bed.
I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead.
I guess I never really know, where ill wind up next x 2
so ill keep partying and drinking
Hardly even thinking.
And that probably is the reason, im like this.
I been lost in my head from the darkness within.
Got nobody to trust like I lost all my friends.
Its been hard to admit so I harbor my sins.
i been talkin to myself with a bottle of gin.
Might fuck around drink the whole thing in one sitting
And ill throw a fuckin party alone.
I know they hate me cause they see I keep on winning, and they know I got here all on my own.
I tried to teach em the dos and the donts.
Then all of a sudden you’re in a room all alone.
You get used and abused and they usually ghost.
So you blame it on yourself cause, you shoulda known.
And thats just how it goes when ya selfless.
they need help, so you help, you can’t help it.
Then they hate and turn fake cause they jealousss.
And they’ll still try to say you were selfishhh.
i been getting lost inside my head.
Starin at the ceiling while I lie in bed.
I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead.
I guess I never really know, where ill wind up next x 2
💜🌅
Destroying it 🙌🙌🦾🦾🦾🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Dope track straight fire merk 💪🏼🍺🔥
Fuck I'm drinking and smoking stuck in my room 23 no education or job lately i fucking feeling most this fools shit I don't even want to leave the house these days my closest friend died of a drug over dose covid just gives me an excuse not to leave
I could be honest but lying sometimes and hearing lies can help in the long run
One of my favourites. One of the most consistent rappers, putting out great songs, real originals, so well put together, talking bout real shit, a very good, humble and genuine dude!
fire bro
THANKS BRO!
Woah, Rez and Merk? Would love to see both of you on the same record!
OMG COLLLAB
Yo let’s see a collab!!!
@@YoungMerkules love you man been jaming out to you since 2017
MERK MONDAY what a blessing tbh music is my life
My word, your music is like fucking therapy for those of us who got fucked up thoughts. You get me through soo much shit man, words can't express how much you mean to me man.
big facts bro
💯 straight facts mane
I feel you G 🙏🏼❤️
Stan?
We all here together fam 🙏🏻🤍
Im stayin right here until it ends
PLEASE RATE OR ROAST MY FREESTYLE
fax
@@averagejoe1659 no
@@arithecat8819 no problem pal
This is definitely gonna be a banger
how long till it becomes a banger?
Now i realise it was the minutes of when it started
@@user-bb6iv3fh4k oh yea???
O
🔥❤️🔥
Just lost my younger brother before Christmas and this song just describes everything I've been going threw thx for the therapy Merk
God Bless you🙏 I'm Sorry to hear about youre loss.
I listen to this everyday. You're the only Artist to actually protray how I feel. I love you Merkules thank you for all you do
I just clicked for a second and I already know it gon be nothin but straight fire keep it up Merk #StompdownKillaz🔥💥
Much love from Cali
In a perfect world every single original and remix by Merkules, would be available for download on Spotify and Apple Music.
My dream
shoutout from Kamloops, British Columbia, Canada...🇨🇦 😍🔥✊
Merk go so hard he's a legend and nobody is on his level
Word for word of what literally goes on in my head
Love this track it speaks to me. It was an honor to meet you Merk when you came to Portland Oregon for your Cole album
Damn... “I Hate When I Hear The Truth Tell Me Lies Instead!” 💚🖤💛
This is the Merkules the true fans live for
Yes sir 👍
WORD BROTHER!!!!
SDK!
True Merk fans live for all his music 💪🏼💯
My new favorite song. Felt this in my soul.
💯
Yes MERK
MERK BE ON A DIFFERENT LEVEL WITH THIS NEW MUSIC. SO REAL. LOVE EVERY SONG!! YOU GOT US FAM
"Then they hate and turn fake cause they jealousss.
And they’ll still try to say you were selfishhh."
SO TRUE
Merk Monday’s! My new favourite day 💯
This is the song we never knew we needed till now...... FIREEEEEEEE🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Merk Monday!!!! Feel this song fr.You kill every song just gets better and better!
Killin it man, I really needed this joint, I’m down and out. Really depressed man.
MERKULES FOR LIFE!!!!!! You inspire me man
23 minutes ago? Looks like im jamming
Yup, thats a f*cking banger
2 weeks later still a banger 🔥
Im ready for tomorrow!!! Freeze over here roads getting shut down cuz peeps cant drive round here lol i need this tommorow lol much love MERKULES!
Ayyy the Canadian GOAT back at it again!!!
nobody can match Merkules vibe!!!!
Godbless all the merk fans. His music really saved me when I got beaten by 5 bangers near my neighborhood I had a sort of PTSD because of how bad they fucked me up. I ended up hanging myself with a long chord while sitting in my closet because when I lurched my head forward it cut of my blood to my brain on either side of my neck and ended up passing out. I was without oxygen in my room for about a minute or so when my grandma came in the room and broke the chord by pulling on it from where it was connected to in my closet and did CPR until I came to fairly quickly. I shouldn't even be alive today. Music helps the pain a lot. Hope everyone has a great day.
When you hear "c lance" you know it's about to be fire
Agreed 🔥
Word
This is what my mind needed!!! That meaningful music.....dude... seriously. Thank you. This makes me want to sit in my garage and write. Guess this songs goin on repeat.
Go ahead give it a like you know its going to be a hit
Yup
Get'em Merk!!
Damn son dis song sounds already litty af!
Litty? Wtf
@@ryandonahue285 yes, litty. tf nigga
@@LordFerbombi dis litty. ? 😆
I swear it’s like Merk is always talking about my mental health struggles and addictions. He paints a perfect picture of someone that’s bi polar, has depression, anxiety , ptsd, alcohol addiction. And guess what ? I have all those things too!
Thanks Merk for letting us know we are all human and have issues and it’s nothing to be ashamed of!!
wahoo for my Birthday!! thank you merkules much love I'm big 35 today lol!!
Merk 💪🏻
"So you blame it on yourself cause, you shoulda known.
"
I felt that line
Basically yeah. Thats the trap right there.
U the man murk. Can't wait to u come back to Michigan
So is it wrong that this song speaks to my current state even after 26 months with no opiates?? Been swimming in cannabis but yet I am still here still off the hard shit, just gotta be grateful for the progress but nice to know people out there understand the struggle of addiction/mental health issues. Thanks as always Merk 🙏
Not wrong at all. I used you be dependent on alcohol. I then turned to women and then back to alcohol. That's how I coped with pain.. but that's awesome bro that you got off opiates. Those are extremely dangerous and addictive. Stay strong and never give up.
@@wearesavedbygodsgrac thank you so much Rex I really appreciate the kind words of encouragement. Thanks for sharing your testimony as well.
Just keep making progress. I'm 7 months off the pills and I am still recovering. I've been learning to be my authentic self and forging my own path. I realised I let the world make me feel like I had to conform but I don't fit in and that's okay. The highest leason has been learning to accept that I control my own life and can be who I feel that I am. If people don't accept that too bad -- I have few friends but cherish those I do have both family and friends. Keep at it. Reach out when you need help...and don't invalidated yourself, your needs, etc.
@@ShawnHartwell thanks Shawn and congrats on 7 months off the pills first of all! I couldn’t agree with you more about finding your own authentic path/self. Thanks for taking the time to respond and I wish you continued success sounds like you are well on your way towards both self awareness and a healthy sobriety. Have a great today and thanks again.
Keep killing it merk ..thanks for another jam
Damn. Mercules is too good of an artist and just hits different. Keep up the good work man.
Merky monday! I love it!
I tried to teach em the dos and the donts.
Then all of a sudden you’re in a room all alone.
You get used and abused and they usually ghost.
So you blame it on yourself cause, you shoulda known.
And thats just how it goes when ya selfless.
they need help, so you help, you can’t help it.
Then they hate and turn fake cause they jealousss.
And they’ll still try to say you were selfishhh
👌👌👌
Merk ALWAYS with that fire, SO AWESOME
28 dislikes are people who stopped listening before the flow started, lmao
Or drake fans. 😂
Or we couldnt make it past the bitching and crying lmao 😂😂🤷🏼♂️
Lad ur BOSS an I'm so glad I came across ur tunes kidda
Who else would love a merk and lil wyte track?
That would me so Badass
Great Blues Style Track. Curve Ball this one. Great Job
13 xanax in and 75% liquor still feel nothing. Anyone wanna trade life
Respect
Merk ur music helps in so many ways bro. I been living a lie for so long man, have nobody that understands me because of the demons I have hidden for so long. I’ve raised 3 boys, my oldest airborne infantry in the US ARMY he joined just like I did at 18 and I’m so proud of him man. My other 2 will b out within the next year, I’m so blessed for my boys to b so good at their age when i was such a wreck. Im trying to fight for them and my nine year old daughter now that is such a beautiful soul most days I feel I dnt deserve them? I’m so broke dwn bro, I’m on the edge of failing again. I keep hurting the very people that have made me and for me where I am today. I dnt have a lot of money I grew up poor, always the black sheep, but had a beautiful wife stand beside me thru it all even after all the times I’ve hurt her! Music is what I have always turned to for so many years dealing with my lies and addictions. I discovered u a few years ago man and ur music cuts a hole thru my soul bro. I need help man, I dnt feel I can beat my demons alone man? I just seen this new song and makes me wanna break dwn, not because of the music but it’s almost like I hear the pain and real ness in all ur songs but I have no one to talk to? I’ll just lay in the bed listen to the rain and ur songs man, I hope I make it this time merk? I feel so alone bro
Why has 2 people disliked it, it’s not even been played yet 🖕
Why have 200+ liked it.. Same thing
Trolls
@@kevinschmidt5763 not a clue tbh 🤣
Bots
Amazing it's like you know how I am feeling and drop a song right when I feel like I am all alone.
Wow!! I love Merk 🔥🔥 I'm from Poland, cant wait to see him here 🤔 fuckin covid... Go also check my beats ✌️✌️✌️
Dope beats bro 🔥
✌️✌️
💪💪
Merk Mondays forever
Merk will always and forever provide me with artistic therapy
I love this right now! Your amazing Merkules! ❤️🤘🏻👍🏻👏🏻
Your music helps me get through the darker days bro. Mad love
Merk always on these bangers,man is a lyrical genius.
Real fiyah. Real music. Life music. Keep the tracks coming..
Addiction and mental health their my demons. This song hit me so hard every time I hear your music I get the shakes and chills. Love you dude keep pushing good things happen to those who wait.
We all feel the same, we all are empowered together. We are never alone with one another.
I've been getting lost inside my head .
Thank you merkules for your music helps me everyday
Merc your my only person that's able to make songs based on the shyt we have been drugged threw in life and shyt helps me get threw my dark days I jam to Merc everyday faithfully I even have my ole lady bumping out to his shyt 💯. Def the best rapper on this earth hands down..
C-Lance always cookin that fiiiiire
Love you guys always gets my day going
Thanks for manifesting merkules. Sorry for my brain you didn't deserve it. They did
Thank you again merk for another song to help me just get through. Sincerely thank you sir.
Everything this man puts out is ❤️🔥
Thank been years finally free myself fuck lost my kids
Now this song is stuck inside my head. Showing love from Tennessee
This is gonna be a life changer for him!, we are so proud of you merky, much love from Canada ❤️
Merk you give us the vibes.your vocals is on point.
The end of this about being selfless hit me hard tonight. Thank you Merk.
This a badass jam!! Love all your music thank you!
Has to be the realest verse I’ve ever heard # 2
Is that like Kevin Gates plug daughter 2 😂
Lmfao verse 2
Bringing it to the table for merk Mondays so happy your doing this show the Industry how hungry you truly are.
Merk Monday’s!!!!!!!
MERK MONDAYS ARE MY FAVORITE 😭😭😭👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻❤️💐💐💐
Don't forget about Webby Wednesday
Straight 🔥 that's just how it go when you selfless.
Merk you’re awesome. Thanks for all your music. I listen to you daily
Merk we need that collab soon!!!!
OMFG IT'S LIKE UR SPEAKING RIGHT FROM MY HEAD AND MY HEART
Holy, absolutely unreal! Merk killin' it again!
Always look forward to hearing new music MERKULES!!! CANT WAIT FOR U TO COME BACK TO OKC!!
I vibe to merk like no other. Sets the tone for my whole day. Therapeutic.
I felt this merkles ive started listening to ur music a 1 yr ago wat a vibe❤
Imma listen to this alot lol merkules for life over here always and forever!
Merk always got that fire
this tune speaks so much truth its emotional
Wow is it just me or does it sound like he's evolving? the chorus is my favorite its so sick!!!!
Every Merk song takes me somewhere man. I can't describe it but every song you've made is situational for a different mood of mine. Will forever be thankful
Merkules, man, I can't thank you enough for all your music. For real, bro, keep doing what your doing. Your music does help get me through some evil thoughts 💯
Love it merk...yes... just what I needed right now...thank you much love keep killing
Juss like aged wine... continues to get better
Well now and forever Monday’s and Wednesday’s are my favourite thanks to you ans webby 🙏🏼❤️🤩
Merk Mondays off to a damn good start!!
Your ridiculous merc. Keep the fire coming. Finally looking forward to Mondays now.
YOUR MUSIC SAVED MY LIFE BROTHER!!
I want to thank you merk. For real. Thank you
Too Raw I luv it
Merk Mondays give me a reason to look forward to Mondays again thanks merk love your sounds man your killing the game!!!