【りょ子】小夜子/Evening Child -acoustic ver.- を歌ってみた
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- Опубліковано 17 січ 2016
- EDIT3 01/03/2022: Finally available on Spotify and other streaming platforms! open.spotify.com/artist/0CPh6...
EDIT2 26/02/2022: Re-imagined version of sayoko will be coming out on all streaming platforms, Tuesday 1st of March 2022. Pre-save the song on Spotify now to get exclusive content. Can't wait for y'all to hear it! distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ryo...
EDIT1 03/02/2022: Hello everyone! Thank you for showing so much love on this one. Never expected that a cover of mine would even reach 1M views (and also reposted everywhere). I read your comments and stories everyday. If you're ever in a place where you feel like nothing matters anymore, please know that I appreciate you and you matter to me. I've been in and out of that place and it does not feel nice and I never thought I would ever experience it. Hang in there. I love you.
I will be remaking this cover in a different style and it'll be out on all streaming platforms on 1st March 2022. Mark the date! Can't wait to share it with you guys. Take care and stay safe ♥
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Music & lyrics: みきとp
www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm15251289
• みきとP『 小夜子 』MV
Acoustic Arr.: おさむらいさん
osamuraisan.com/goods/1458 (track no. 7)
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please check out the original version with Shamuon's vocals
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Just thought I'd put it here that it's not possible to put this up on Spotify as I do not own the instrumental!!! I remade this cover and it's up on Spotify!! You can find it here open.spotify.com/artist/0CPh6AJD9Ne6iX1DD75PCu?si=T5T0UYi4QjGpnXJryuG93g
Thank you so much for all the love and support! 💛
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Your voice is so beautiful fr :)
omg thank you so much! how did i not see this earlier, will be adding to my spotify playlists now!
I like being alone. Its relaxing, but I don't like being lonely.
Same:(
ngl, me too
@@-safiyya-492 it feels like a dangerous addiction to me :( the calmness of being alone but the screaming silence of being lonely is hard to describe but its there
@@kenokai. yeah being alone is so calming and relaxing sometimes, but when you actually want to be with someone then you realize theres noone to go to, and thats when you're lonely :,(
Life is sucks isnt it
Absolutely beautiful
I Agree 👍
！！！！！shoto💜💜💜
Didn't expect to see you here on my nostalgia binge 👋
Wait shoto was here 7 years ago????
SHOTOOOO!!!!!!!!🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭
Whoever wrote this song needs a very big hug.
no, he/she need a cure
Is it true that the one who sang/wrote this song deleted him/herself after?
@@Leo-ig6yl actually no, the writer is fine, his channel's name is mikitoP, you can look it up, his tatse of music is amazing
@@Leo-ig6yl Lol no, he's doing fine, he's just a great musician with a wide range.
Reizouko no naka ni wa nan ni mo nai
Tada aru no wa ocha tookusuri
Ichijou goto ni mune ga fuwa fuwa
Fuan ga michiteku
There's nothing in the fridge
other than some tea and medicine.
After I swallow a tablet,
my bosom becomes light and filled with anxiety.
IPHONE naderu sono yubisaki mo
Beta beta to nebaru kami no ke mo
Nani hitotsu kirei na mon nante
Aru hazu mo nai na
My fingers are sliding across my iPhone's screen,
and my hair feels sticky and yucky.
I don't expect there to be anything pretty,
not even one.
Shinitakute shinitakute sotto
Machigatte kizu wo tsuketa tekubi wa
Itsu shika chairoku yogoreteru
Shimekitta BOKU no mabuta
CURTAIN no sukima ni asa ga kite mo
Kidzuku hazu nai
I want to die, I want to die quietly.
The wrist that I accidentally injured before
has now become stained with brown marks without my notice.
Since my eyelids are tightly shut,
even when morning peeks in through my curtains,
there's no way I'd notice.
Tomodachi no ERI mo TAKAYUKI mo
Hontou no TOKO hito no KOTO nado
Ki ni shiteru hima mo nai kurai
Isogashi sou dashi na
My friends, like Eri or Takayuki,
in truth, look so busy that
I don't think they have the leisure
to be worrying about other people.
Sore ni shite mo nani ko no ekubo
Arigachina kazoku to jinsei
Nani hitotsu hokoreru mon nante
Aru hazu mo nai na
And yet, I wonder why I keep smiling with my dimples.
I don't expect there to be anything
about my ordinary family or life
for me to be proud of.
Nemutakute nemutakute zutto
Kono manma shibireru hodo nemuttara
Okite RINGO kajitte nemuru
Muishiki yosootte yurari
VERANDA ni nobotte kaze ga fuite mo
Toberu hazu nai
I feel so sleepy, I feel so sleepy,
that I wish I could sleep to the point of becoming paralyzed,
then get up, take a bite of an apple, and fall back to sleep.
While feigning unconsciousness,
even if I wobbly get up to my balcony and stand in the wind,
there's no way I'd be able to fly.
Anna ni suki nao warai mo
Jinsei kaeta ongaku de sae
Naze ni boku no koto wo hitei suru no
Even the smile that I have loved so much,
even the music that has changed my life,
why is everything repudiating me now?
Shinitakute shinitakute sotto
Machigatte kizu wo tsuketate kubi wa
Itsu shika chairoku yogoreteru
Shimekitta boku no mabuta
CURTAIN no sukima ni asa ga kite mo
KIDZUKANAI YO
I want to die, I want to die quietly.
The wrist that I accidentally injured before
has now become stained with brown marks without my notice.
Since my eyelids are tightly shut,
even when morning peeks in through my curtains,
I WILL NOT NOTICE.
Sonna hi ga sonna hi ga
Zutto tsudzuku n yatte nageite mo
Nani ka ga
Ieru wake ja nai
Ieru hazu nai
KIETE SHIMAOU
Un, kieteshimaou
Even if I lament the fact that
those sad days will continue on,
I don't expect anything
to heal at all.
There's no way my wounds would heal.
I SHOULD JUST DISAPPEAR.
Yeah,
reizouko no naka ni wa nani mo nai tada aru no wa ocha to okusuri
ichijou goto ni mune ga fuwafuwa fuan ga michiteku
iphone naderu sono yubisaki mo betabeta to nebaru kami no ke mo
nani hitotsu kirei na mon nante aru hazu mo nai na
shinitakute shinitakute sotto
machigatte kizu wo tsuketa tekubi wa
itsushika chairoku yogoreteru
shimekitta boku no mabuta
Kaaten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo
kizuku hazu nai
tomodachi no Eri mo Takayuki mo hontou no toko hito no koto nado
ki ni shiteru hima mo nai kurai isogashisou dashi na
sore ni shite mo nani kono ekubo arigachi na kazoku to jinsei
nani hitotsu hokoreru mon nante aru hazu mo nai na
nemutakute nemutakute zutto
kono manma shibireru hodo nemuttara
okite ringo kajitte nemuru
muishiki yosotte yurari
Beranda ni nobotte kaze ga fuite mo
toberu hazu nai
anna ni suki na owarai mo
jinsei kaeta ongaku de sae
naze ni boku no koto wo hitei suru no
shinitakute shinitakute sotto
machigatte kizu wo tsuketa tekubi wa
itsushika chairoku yogoreteru
shimekitta boku no mabuta
Kaaten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo
kizukanai yo
sonna hi ga sonna hi ga zutto tsuzukun yatte nageite mo
nanika ga ieru wake ja nai
ieru hazu nai
kiete shimaou
un, kiete shimaou
Willow Werbenjagermenjansen "iPhone" tho XD
I saw the profile pic and was worried I got drunk and translated the text to romanji again 😥 That's never a good thing to do
Willow Werbenjagermenjansen I
Esmé Dhawan lmao 😂
Thanks
冷蔵庫の中には何にも無い 只あるのはお茶とお薬
reizouko no naka niwa nannimo nai tada aru nowa ocha to okusuri
There’s nothing in my fridge except for some tea, and my medicine.
一錠ごとに胸がふわふわ 不安が満ちてく
ichijou goto ni mune ga fuwafuwa fuan ga michiteku
With each pill swallowed, I grow more agitated as anxiety takes over me.
iphone 撫でるその指先も べたべたと粘る髪の毛も
iphone naderu sono yubisaki mo betabeta to nebaru kaminoke mo
There isn’t a single thing that’s clean here- not my fingertips, leaving grimy marks on my phone screen,
何一つ綺麗なもんなんて 有る筈も無いな
nani hitotsu kirei na mon nante aru hazu mo nai na
And certainly not my greasy, sticky hair. Then again, that’s nothing new.
死にたくて 死にたくて そっと shinitakute shinitakute sotto I’ve only just noticed how my scarred wrist,
間違って 傷をつけた手首は machigatte kizu o tsuketa tekubi wa courtesy of those times that I gave in to my longing for death,
いつしか茶色く汚れてる itsushika chairoku yogoreteru is now covered in dirty brown streaks.
締め切ったボクの瞼 shimekitta boku no mabuta With my eyes tightly shut,
カーテンの隙間に朝が来ても kaaten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo of course I wouldn’t be able to tell
気付く筈無い kizuku hazu nai when the morning light trickles in through the gaps in the curtain.
友達のエリもタカユキも 本当のトコ 他人のコトなど tomodachi no Eri mo Takayuki mo hontou no toko hito no koto nado There’s my friends, Eri and Takayuki, but honestly, they seem too busy to have time
気にしてる暇も無いくらい 忙しそうだしな ki ni shiteru hima mo nai kurai isogashi sou da shi na to worry about other’s problems, so yeah.
それにしても何この笑窪 ありがちな家族と人生 sore ni shite mo nani kono ekubo arigachina kazoku to jinsei Anyway, what’s the point of me faking all these smiles? It’s not like there’s a single thing to be proud of
何一つ誇れるもんなんて 有る筈も無いな nani hitotsu hokoreru mon nante aru hazu mo nai na when it comes to my nondescript family or my nondescript life.
眠たくて 眠たくて ずっと nemutakute nemutakute zutto I’m so sleepy, so very sleepy.
このまんま痺れるほど眠ったら kono manma shibireru hodo nemuttara If only I could fall into an eternal sleep, just like this…
起きて リンゴ齧って眠る okite ringo kajitte nemuru I’d gladly get up to take a bite of that poisoned apple.
無意識 装って ゆらり muishiki yosootte yurari Let’s say that I climb onto the balcony,
べランダに登って風が吹いても beranda ni nobotte kaze ga fuite mo teetering a little, to make it look as if I’m not quite aware of what I’m doing.
飛べる筈無い toberu hazu nai Still, there’s no way can jump down, even if there is a strong wind blowing.
あんなに好きなお笑いも anna ni suki na owarai mo Why is it that even that comedy show I used to love so much
人生変えた音楽でさえ jinsei kaeta ongaku de sae and the music that changed my life
何故に僕の事を否定するの naze ni boku no koto o hitei suru no are now invalidating my very existence?
死にたくて 死にたくて そっと shinitakute shinitakute sotto I’ve only just noticed how my scarred wrist,
間違って 傷をつけた手首は machigatte kizu o tsuketa tekubi wa courtesy of those times that I gave in to my longing for death,
いつしか茶色く汚れてる itsushika chairoku yogoreteru is now covered in dirty brown streaks.
締め切ったボクの瞼 shimekitta boku no mabuta With my eyes tightly shut,
カーテンの隙間に朝が来ても kaaten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo how would I be able to tell
キヅカナイヨ kizukanai yo when the morning light trickles in through the gaps in the curtain?
そんな日が そんな日が ずっと続くんやって嘆いても
sonna hi ga sonna hi ga zutto tsuzukun yatte nageite mo
Try as I might to despair the prospect of such agonizing days continuing without reprieve,
何かが 癒えるわけじゃ無い nanika ga ieru wake ja nai it’s not like any of my pains will subside.
癒える筈無い ieru hazu nai There’s no possible way for them to subside.
キエテシマオウ kiete shimaou I might as well just vanish from this world.
うん、消えてしまおう un, kiete shimaou Yes, I’m going to vanish from this world.
You wake up.
Suddenly you don't feel like getting up.
You stared the ceiling for a good 10 sec.
Then you ask, "what am I doing...?"
Alone in a dark room. You cried.
"You endure a day everyday, until sleeping is something you regard as a reward, only to get up and start the day again"
You can't run from death, yet you can't run from life either.
Everyone expects something of you that you need to fulfill.
Everyone might not think that you're important to them.
Everyone might not notice you passing their expectations.
Anyone... can turn their backs on you.
Yet. You still need to live until you die.
Swallowing everything they throw at you.
No enough is enough.
It tastes tasteless.
A worse taste than bitter.
The fear of people turning their backs on you because you arent enough really haunts me. People i look up to abandoning me if i dont reach their expectations or arent what they thought i was tears me up that i just hide from everyone.
lol
Damn you should become a writer
I understand the context of this comment... and forgive me if you think I'm being insensitive, but I'm going to share a pill that's going to be hard to swallow.
That is a terrible outlook on life. Even if part of it you cant help. Humans have the unique ability to still have a positive outlook even in the midst of suffering.
Take a person named Viktor Frankl who was a determinist raised in the tradition of Freudian psychology, which postulates
that whatever happens to you as a child shapes your character and personality and basically governs your whole life. The limits and parameters of your life are set, and, basically, you can't do much about it. Frankl was also a psychiatrist and a Jew. He was imprisoned in the death camps of Nazi Germany, where he experienced things that were so repugnant to our sense of decency that we shudder to even repeat them. His parents, his brother, and his wife died in the camps or were sent to the gas ovens. Except for his sister, his entire family perished. Frankl himself suffered torture and innumerable indignities, never knowing from one moment to the next if his path would lead to the ovens or if he would be among the "saved" who would remove the bodies or shovel out the ashes of those so fated. One day, naked and alone in a small room, he began to become aware of what he later called "the last of the human freedoms" -- the freedom his Nazi captors could not take away. They could control his entire environment, they could do what they wanted to his body, but Viktor Frankl himself was a self-aware being who could look as an observer at his very involvement. His basic identity was intact. He could decide within himself how all of this was going to affect him. Between what happened to him, or the stimulus, and his response to it, was his freedom or power to choose that response. In the midst of his experiences, Frankl would project himself into different circumstances, such as lecturing to his students after his release from the death camps. He would describe himself in the classroom, in his mind's eye, and give his students the lessons he was learning during his very torture. ( 7 Habits of Highly Effective People)
There is more to life than just suffering. Everyone suffers to some degree. Of course there will always be more than others, like our friend from the Nazi Camp. Either you can take life and let its sufferings consume you, or you can rise up against it and find pleasure in the little things in life. Everyone has something they enjoy doing that is productive for yourself and society. Do that, set goals, read, explore, make friends, grow, mature and do it all over again.
You can do it....
死にたくて 死にたくて
そっと
"I want to die, I want to die slowly"
(the translation wasn't right)
ikr
the translation was kind of more of an interpretation than a direction translation there, I think... It's not "wrong," but it's not exact either
we've all got that covered already
timestamp?
気持ち悪い 0:44 i think, probably around that
Been finding a lot of suicidal Japanese songs these days on my recommended videos.
Can't say I hate it though.
Share the links with me pls, I would like to listen to them!
@Anime Liana Second Thanks man, gonna listen to them after work! :D
I turned 21 today. And doesn't feel good at all to get older! XD
@Anime Liana Second Damn, Sayoko and Swaying are the best ones for me! :D
Why do i torture myself by listening to song like this
@@comradezvezda Because there is beauty in sadness, grief and emptiness.
You know that moment when you rather sleep forever than stay awake?
Sometimes when i wake up, i don't want to be awake, don't want to do anything and just sleep, but it isn't like i want to die at all, like, i just want to fuckin' sleep bro
Aahh~
Yeah~
When the alarm ringing but u just slept for 2 hours~
Yeah in typing this while im asleep o3o
When dreaming is better than facing reality
Oh boy. Do i.
*looks at myself laying in bed crying for an hour and a half just because I was being an overly emotional piss boy*
I piss myself off for not just going with the solution presented to myself without having these emotional buffers
Its too bothersome. I waste time. I hate it. I dont need it. But thats why I have to remember, humans are irrational.
00:00-04:38 my favorite part
『小夜子』大好きです。多分、ボカロの中で一番。この世界観が心地良くて毎日聴いてしまいます。死にたくて 死にたくて この詩に共感された方は沢山いらっしゃると思います。そして気怠い、切ない曲調が『小夜子』の特別な世界なのだとも思います。 この素敵なバージョンで歌って下さって有難う御座います。
je s us christ i never realized how dark and sad this song was
I know right??????
wait so basically this is a song about someone who wants to kill him/herself because he/she is suffering and his/her everyday life is a misery?
Izan,yeah basicaly that's what this song is about
You can hear it in the chord progression!
Same ....
To the guy who introduced me to this song, I hope you're doing okay. I wish you get all the help you need. I wish I could do something about the pain you're feeling but I can't 'cause I am not the one you want and you need. I still miss you and I always listen to this song when I do. I know you'll make it through, just don't give up. I'll always love you.
@Blind Kid we don't talk anymore so i don't really know
@Can I have Or we walk? He started seeing someone as soon as we broke contact from each other. Turns out, it's just another heartbreak for him. Idk what happened then.
@@Pupperona Pale Blue - Kenshi Yonezu
If y’all ever need someone to talk to, I’m always here❤
this is literally the definition of perfection
❄kyune | 九音 N
what a sad perfection
@@maki1404 Just living is.
@@tofugakiraidesu thats d e e p
are y'all still alive
The lyrics hit me in so many ways......
I used to be in that same position, partly still am, but I'm slowly recovering.
But I don't think the feeling will ever go away.
It's always a good reminder of who I once was.
vivre909 how exactly did you do it? Recovering
It isn't easy I can say that much.
Took me years to really begin to move myself forward.
But the first things that led to it was finding something that gave me real joy. When I did I had a genuine smile.
Believe me. When you're down in the dumps you'll know the difference between your everyday fake smile and a genuine "real as the sun" smile.
When you find your genuine smile you'll feel the kind of happiness that you never thought you'd ever find.
After that you never let go of that feeling. Don't ever forget it.
And if you can. Use it to motivate yourself even more.
Don't over do it, but do a little here and there.
Things take time. You won't recover overnight, it's all about the long road.
vivre909 how long did you take to recover. I was diagnosed to have clinical depression. I went to get some help when I realised I've been down for about 3 weeks and have suicidal thoughts. I'm still in recovering process but then negative thoughts and sadness kicks in out of nowhere. It has been 5 days since I last cut myself. Trying to be positive and talking to my family members are the only things I can do for now.
Titus - It took me a while to recover actually. I was depressed and down for several years and was going through the same thing like having suicidal thoughts and even cut myself several times. It wasn't until around June of 2016 when I really began to slowly crawl out of my depression.
vivre909 I actually did try to commit suicide in 2014 and my parents were able to stop me from doing so. I didn't know it was depression at that time and thought it was normal to be sad and everyone would reach at that point in certain parts of their lifes. Sometimes my mind tells me that I'm a failure, worthless human being that doesn't have rights to stay alive. But then I keep on reminding myself life is goin to get better and try to be as positive as I can. For now, I'll try my very best to stop myself from doing any type of self-harm. But I don't know how to deal with difficult emotions..
a couple months back i was able to relate to every single lyric in this song... now im recovering and happier
things do get better, please hang in there if you're struggling
i thought this was a very nice song!
_𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘺𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘴_
It hurts so much
0:09 冷蔵庫の中には何にも無い 只あるのはお茶とお薬
reizouko no naka ni wa nan ni mo nai tada a ru no wa ocya to okusuri
冰箱裡已經空無一物 還只剩下了茶和藥
0:19 一錠ごとに胸がふわふわ 不安が満ちてく
ichijyou go to ni mune ga fu wa fu wa fuan ga michi te ku
每片都讓心中輕飄飄 漸漸充滿著不安呢
0:28 iphone 撫でるその指先も べたべたと粘る髪の毛も
IPHONE nade ru so no yubi saki mo be ta be ta to nebaru kami no ke mo
觸碰著iphone的那指尖 與那黏黏糊糊的髮絲
0:37 何一つ綺麗なもんなんて 有る筈も無いな
nani hitotsu kirei na mon na n te aru hazu mo nai na
一樣漂亮的事物 都不可能會有呢
0:47 死にたくて 死にたくて そっと
shi ni ta ku te shi ni ta ku te sotto
好想死啊 好想死啊 靜靜地
0:52 間違って 傷をつけた手首は
machigatte kizu wo tsu ke ta tekubi wa
弄錯了 弄傷的手腕
0:59 いつしか茶色く汚れてる
i tsu shi ka cya iro ku yogore te ru
不知不覺 染髒成了茶色
1:05 締め切ったボクの瞼
shime kitta boku no mabuta
緊緊閉上的我的眼簾
1:10 カーテンの隙間に朝が来ても
ka-ten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo
即使窗簾縫隙已透入晨光
1:17 気付く筈無い
kizuku hazu nai
也不可能注意到呢
1:37 友達のエリもタカユキも 本当のトコ 他人のコトなど
tomodachi no eri mo takayuki mo hontou no toko hito no koto na do
朋友的惠梨和孝之 真正說來都是別人
1:45 気にしてる暇も無いくらい 忙しそうだしな
ki ni shi te ru hima mo nai ku ra i isogashi so u da shi na
連注意的時間也沒有 如此忙碌呢
1:55 それにしても何この笑窪 ありがちな家族と人生
so re ni shi te mo nani ko no ekubo a ri ga chi na kazoku to jinsei
既然如此那這笑窩是如何呢 平平常常的家庭與人生
2:04 何一つ誇れるもんなんて 有る筈も無いな
nani hitotsu hokore ru mon na n te aru hazu mo nai na
一樣值得誇耀的東西 都不會有呢
2:14 眠たくて 眠たくて ずっと
nemutaku te nemutaku te zutto
好想睡啊 好想睡啊
2:18 このまんま痺れるほど眠ったら
ko no ma n ma shibire ru ho do nemutta ra
一定這樣睡得麻木的話
2:25 起きて リンゴ齧って眠る
oki te ringo kajitte nemuru
起身咬下蘋果沉睡
2:32 無意識 装って ゆらり
muishiki yosootte yu ra ri
裝著毫無意識 輕輕地
2:37 べランダに登って風が吹いても
beranda ni nobotte kaze ga fuite mo
即便去登上陽臺吹吹風
2:43 飛べる筈無い
tobe ru hazu nai
也不可能飛翔
2:48 あんなに好きなお笑いも
a n na ni suki na owarai mo
那樣喜歡的笑話
2:52
人生変えた音楽でさえ
jinsei kae ta ongaku de sa e
甚至是改變人生的音樂
2:58
何故に僕の事を否定するの
naze ni boku no koto wo hitei su ru no
為什麼都將我否定著呢
3:24
死にたくて 死にたくて そっと
shi ni ta ku te shi ni ta ku te sotto
好想死啊 好想死啊 靜靜地
3:28 間違って 傷をつけた手首は
machigatte kizu wo tsu ke ta tekubi wa
弄錯了 弄傷的手腕
3:37 いつしか茶色く汚れてる
i tsu shi ka cya iro ku yogore te ru
不知不覺 染髒成了茶色
3:43 締め切ったボクの瞼
shime kitta boku no mabuta
緊緊閉上的我的眼簾
カーテンの隙間に朝が来ても
ka-ten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo
即使窗簾縫隙已透入晨光
キヅカナイヨ
ki zu ka na i yo
注意不到呢
そんな日が そんな日が ずっと続くんやって嘆いても
so n na hi ga so n na hi ga zutto tsuzuku n yatte nageite mo
那種日子 那種日子 一直持續著即使是歎息
何かが 癒えるわけじゃ無い
nani ka ga ie ru wa ke jya nai
也不會有什麼得到痊愈
癒える筈無い
ie ru hazu nai
也不可能痊愈
キエテシマオウ
ki e te shi ma o u
就這樣消失吧
4:26 うん、消えてしまおう
un, kie te shi ma o u
嗯 就這樣消失吧
A few months ago, my depression finally went away, but before that I had been so depressed and suicidal for almost 4 years. Before that I had suffered depression since young teenage years, but it was closer to a manic-depression. When I was 19 and until just about 3-4 months ago, it was full depression. I lost count of the times I tried to commit suicide, always failing, usually because I got too scared right at the end. I would drink and self-deprecate. Hearing this song now, I really see how sad it is and also how ridiculous it was to feel that way. While it may have been foolish, it was serious, it was real, and it was horrible. I hope to never fall into that again. I'm finally mentally and emotionally stable for the first time I can remember in my life and I want to let anyone reading this know, that if you just keep on keeping on, I'm sure it will get better, or you will feel better. You'll find something, something will change, or even just your mindset will change. Don't give up, because I too thought it would never end. Here I am so lucky that it went away so young at almost 24, and I still have to hope it won't come back and take over me again. Keep on keeping on, don't loose that tiny little ember of hope. If you're still here, you still have even just an ember. No matter how dark it gets, the sun shine on you again. "Keep living until you find a reason to live". I'm sending love your way
STAY STRONG ♡♡♡♡♡♡
nobody cares bout your sobb story m8
@@shinaeyoo1304 this is actually like a positive story and if you didn't care, why would you take the time to comment?
@@tasiadupree to see who would react
@@tasiadupree also I can't even count how many times the word depressed shows up hol-e
Depression, the song. Very nice voice btw, can really show emotion.
vocaloid is always nice
What a small world it is.
Cruel that is
4:26
Why is nobody talking about this part?! 😭😭
Real real
I like how she handled that tone
2:47 - 2:52 so good. I mean your singing overall is really good , but that part alone gets me the most.
Ive been singing this song so many times that i didnt realize the lyrics was so dark.
I cried bcs some of the lyrics kind of related.
lol
めっちゃ海外コメ多くて日本人迷子
(´・ω・｀)
i don’t exactly want to die. i don’t have the feeling of not wanting to exist, either.
i just want to sleep forever. i want everything, no, everyone to go silent, and i want to be alone. that would be the best dream for me.
i kind of feel empty inside. i want tot open up and vent to someone, but i don’t want to burden them.
i’ve been feeling this kind of way for a while, and i’ve started thinking about drowning or suffocating. it just feels so empty inside. i no longer have any friends who i trust enough, and i’m basically isolated. there’s no one to depend on.
i’m just tired.
i hope all of you ppl online never feel suicidal or anything like this. it’s just a terrible feeling. and if you do feel like it, please try to seek professional help. drink lots of water, take care of the people you love, all that stuff. :) this probably won’t get read or anything, but that’s fine. i just kind of wanted to write my feelings, no matter how crappy my writing is lol.
This song is beautiful. The world is actually a lovely place, even if people can't be all the time. Suicide is never the answer. It doesn't take anything out of me to say that, no matter who you are, or what you've done, I love you enough to be devastated if you left this world in such a way.
this made me cry .. thank you for the kind words
i cant believe im here again reading this comment
コメント欄を見るに、りょ子さんは海外の人に人気があるのかなぁ。自分も好きです。
うん。なんかね、アメリカに自殺についての音楽が人気だね。まぁ、僕はアメリカ人。
I always comeback to this song, it's 3 am I'm considering smoking again altought I know it's very detrimental my health since I have really weak lungs, I guess that my version of self harm...
your voice is so cute and relaxing
My friend just died from covid, and i'm listening to this song feels really sad, i know the lyrics doesn't suit the situation, but still...
1:54 - 2:13 my favorite part
one of the best covers ive heard, and i got a whole collection of em.
This is just perfect. You have an amazing voice!
Such a pleasant voice to hear o/
Congratulations on 1 million!! ,
Ps. Half of them were mine
if only this song is in spotify, i would atcually die happily listening to this acoustic cover because the way they play the guitar is just so nice and so ear soothing. Thank you for making this acoustic cover
actually, this is a cover of a cover! the acoustic arrange is by osamuraisan, and if you look up "Sayoko" , itll be the first cover with his vocals
dont know if u will see this but it is a spotify now :)
Oh My Lord YES!!
I've heard every cover of this song looking for this one, and I finally found it
you have a really beautiful voice
This is actually the first arrangement I heard of this song and I'm so grateful that to me this is the original. Cannot put into words how wonderful this cover is. I listen to it all the time.
this is the greatest cover of any song I've heard in a long time
I LOVE THIS SO MUCH
Can't stop listening to this
I've listened to so many covers of this song; and this one is the best.
simply beautiful
this is the best cover of sayoko ive heard, lovvveee it
oh my gosh, this is so beautiful :')
amazing voice you have
keep up the good work
How comfy I feel, wasting away with this sound in my ears, there’s no going back
This video just popped up on my recommendation and i loved it
小夜子の歌ってみたの中で一番好き
Ahh your voice is perfection!
It's a really good cover. I love the guitar and your voice.
Haaa ryoko this is amazing //A// I didn't know this arrange, it's so pretty !!
I keep coming back to this song, and it has been my comfort song since i first found it, hits a bit too close to home and i just wanna say thanks for covering it
Omfg ryoko sweetieee this is ABSOLUTELY GOREGEOUS!!! Im literally crying of how beautiful this is!!
i never like acoustics but omgomggo i sat through this whole song on the brink of tears im so !! in !!!! love!1!!1!1!1
what a great cover
BEAUTY
your tiring voice suits the song's content the best! it sounds so beautiful!
Beautiful
relaxing
you have such a beautiful voice, im at loss of words!
You nailed the end! Very beautiful.
This is still my fav!!!
your voice is so beautiful I don't think I've ever gotten goosebumps from hearing someone sing before 👏👏👏👏
im was on auto next then this showed up and now im in love with this song ...
ryoko-chan this is beautiful - i hope you have a great 2016. i look forward to many more lovely covers!
This song is soooo good. Beautiful voice
I remember i hear this cover like 2 years ago and i kept searching for it because your voice conveyed so much feelings, i wanted to hear it so bad and now i finally found it.
I really love your version, it has feelings and the feels. Your voice is perfect for this song. 本当に美しいです❣️Keep up the great work! 頑張って！！！
I've never heard such a beautiful song
To those who are feeling sad I'll hug and stroke your head.
beautiful 😢
I really love this! I didn't even know the song so I listened to the original afterwards but I prefer this more 💞 your voice is just lovely
I love her really soft voice, this version of Sayoko is so cute and so sad at the same time :(
Your voice is so adorable 😍😍
oh My god. I've just found your channel and OMG IT'S AMAZING!!!
Sounds so beautifulll
Uwaaah 😍😍😍 what a lovely voice
that's wonderful🎉
nothing beats this song its literally perfect
What a voice 😍😍😍
I just love how exotic this song is.
Those raw emotions and your singing are so beautiful
This is so beautiful!
Been hearing this, liked it, thought the vocals were super good.
Finally watched the music video with the subtitles.
*_This music video got me bauling with tears........_*
Esto es PERFECTO!❤
Amazing I really like it
Your have an amazing voice
Da hell with all these cute suicide song? Like damn i didn't even search for suicide method and i was recomended this?
ahhhhhh your voice is so nice to listen 😢
I love this way too much
Quite a sad song to start the year with but your voice sounds amazing singing it! I Hope have u a year just a beautiful as this song!
your voice is amazing!! ♥‿♥
10/10 Best cover
かわいい声