Aw darlin', I'm sorry it was a hard day. I do understand what you brought up and I know how exhausting (and sad!) going through trauma can be. I'm proud of you for being brave enough to open up about it though, and even more so for posting this. Big hugs
Shamanism2 Thanks lady! I’m feeling better after doing a day of self-care yoga and walking and breath work which is good for me to note that that helps carry me through the emotions
Hi I'm Kris | Krisartsee thanks ! Yoga helped a bit and getting out to shop for moms bday gift that I’m proud of . (Sapphire necklace ). Pretty and shiny things make me smile hehe . Reading and resting now
Hey Kristen! Sorry it’s difficult today and opening up the trauma makes it seem like the storm before the calm. I just want you to know I see you and that trauma. I can’t imagine exactly what it was for you trapped on that mountaintop and in danger. But I can a little based on growing up as a kid in Belfast in the worst of the violence in the 60s & 70s. Bombed out buildings, barbed wire, soldiers etc etc. I remember the terror every day riding my bike to school. All this only to say I know your trauma is real and valid, not shameful, nor you. And I refuse to accept we need to victimize ourselves again even though it feels like the easiest thing to do. Hang in there, you / your system are eternally loved. Weird as it may sound, I see DID as the fingerprint of a divine master who designed such an intricate, amazing way for us to survive the unsurvivable. I mean a human couldn’t dream it up if they tried. If he/she loves you enough to keep you alive using DID, they must love you eternally. And in that apparently your life is priceless to Spirit.
Nigel S thanks so much for that . I appreciate the way you word things . Keeping in mind I am loved by spirit is not something today I had thought of . That’s a helpful thought 💕🙏
Aw darlin', I'm sorry it was a hard day. I do understand what you brought up and I know how exhausting (and sad!) going through trauma can be. I'm proud of you for being brave enough to open up about it though, and even more so for posting this. Big hugs
Shamanism2 Thanks lady! I’m feeling better after doing a day of self-care yoga and walking and breath work which is good for me to note that that helps carry me through the emotions
I’m sorry it’s a hard day. Dealing with and sharing trauma memories can be taxing. I hope you make it through the day safely.
Hi I'm Kris | Krisartsee thanks ! Yoga helped a bit and getting out to shop for moms bday gift that I’m proud of . (Sapphire necklace ). Pretty and shiny things make me smile hehe . Reading and resting now
Hey Kristen! Sorry it’s difficult today and opening up the trauma makes it seem like the storm before the calm. I just want you to know I see you and that trauma. I can’t imagine exactly what it was for you trapped on that mountaintop and in danger. But I can a little based on growing up as a kid in Belfast in the worst of the violence in the 60s & 70s. Bombed out buildings, barbed wire, soldiers etc etc. I remember the terror every day riding my bike to school. All this only to say I know your trauma is real and valid, not shameful, nor you. And I refuse to accept we need to victimize ourselves again even though it feels like the easiest thing to do. Hang in there, you / your system are eternally loved. Weird as it may sound, I see DID as the fingerprint of a divine master who designed such an intricate, amazing way for us to survive the unsurvivable. I mean a human couldn’t dream it up if they tried. If he/she loves you enough to keep you alive using DID, they must love you eternally. And in that apparently your life is priceless to Spirit.
Nigel S thanks so much for that . I appreciate the way you word things . Keeping in mind I am loved by spirit is not something today I had thought of . That’s a helpful thought 💕🙏