🔥 A *Realistic* Life of a Burnt Out Artist & How I Got Out of It 🔥
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Hello~✸
I have burned out again oops~ This time, instead of being hard on myself like I always am, I'm taking being burnt out with grace and reprioritizing my focus till I heal!
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I had a medical emergency force me into taking a year long break from working. I didn't realise how hard I was pushing myself until my body literally made me stop lol so it's definitely important to have balance!
New viewer: I am an artist who has finally gotten back into art after being discouraged from continuing art... its really good to see a very realistic version of this side of life
Hi, tiffany, I just really appreciate your sincerity when it comes to show you art process. I was feeling really down about my work flow and productivity. I was beating myself about the fact that it took me more than two weeks to finish a piece and I feel so much better after watching this video. I think I feel it’s hard for me to not be so harsh on myself because I all my friends work in other areas, unrelated to art, so I end up not having anyone to relate in real life, only artists online. Thanks for sharing even the hard times ❤
My name is Isis!! I just wanted to say that because its rare to see! And i agree
@@isisrayne8981 here in Brazil is kinda rare, but I have met more than one isis before, I met one this week coincidentally! Where are you from Isis?
i’ve also felt down recently - last night i full on wailed my eyes swollen. :( but today’s much better. my motivation is the day before. the weather’s beautiful, and though i got up at 11am, it’s gonna be a better day.
Those pants are so cute! & I never heard the saying until now “you can go fast by yourself but you can’t go far by yourself “ I love that❤!
the sharp blue pants is so cuteeeee! and I really love the filming angle in the room~ Is ok to take a break from painting when you are stressed! hope you feel better soon:)
Half ways through right now, thank you for this video!!Currently feeling the same, I literally went to a cafe to work for the first time in.. at least a year. 😂 the anxiety is real lol
It helps me so much with social anxiety if I just go to the same cafe when I want to work! It's relieving knowing exactly how the cafe works and familiar it feels over time :)
The burn out is real! I actually watch your videos when I do my shop stuff and I learned it’s called body-doubling. It helps with motivation. I’m burnt out right now, so even this video helps when I’m watching it whilst being burnt out, too 😂
4:27 BRO I LOVE LOVE LOVE SAM AND COLBY AND SEEING ANOTHER PERSON WATCHING THEM TOO JUST MADE MY DAY OMG
Hi!! I dont know if you're gonna read this, but I got to know your channel a few days ago and I noticed a HUGE increase of work that you do. You've gone from three bags being delivered in the end of the week to a whole new office and three pyramids of boxes and 700+ orders a week. THAT IS SO MUCH. You're doing amazing and have grown a lot on your own, I feel so happy and proud of you and hope you can look back at your old videos and find that powerful too! You already seems to be taking care of yourself and i hope that this will continue to happen.
Lots of love!!
Burn out is real. Its really challenging to stay consistent with balancing out our lives. I almost think burn out is a very important thing to happen as like you said, it helps us take a step back and reprioritize things. If shift our view and refreshes our soul so we can create again feel more inspired. Life feels like its a series of being motivated, uninspired, burnout, to new motivation.
For sure! Sometimes you need to be in the dark to appreciate the light
Just want to say I haven’t been inspired so much by a creator as I have by you in a LONG time. I actually want to draw and paint. I haven’t really done that for fun in YEARS. Thank you for sharing your art and struggles with us. It’s woken up my creativity in a way that I never thought I would see again.
Hey Tiffany, I just want to let you know that watching others do something you've always been interested in and even somewhat envious of isn't just felt by you. I'm a visual novelist and alot of the time, I'm just behind keyboard typing inputs and code, so I watch your videos alot as a really good background noise but also because I like seeing other people turn their aspirations into an actual business. Your videos inspire me to keep working but also I'm a bit envious of what you're able to accomplish on your own. I hope to be at a similar level one day. Keep up the good work!!
Thank you so much for sharing this! I’ve struggled with the same feelings time and time again-and that’s exactly how I break out of the funk. Direct my energy elsewhere!
I think it's a sign of maturity that you have the self awareness to gauge that you are feeling burnout. One of the experiences of going through your twenties is realizing that you have limits. You can't do everything all the time for everyone. it looks to me that you are right where you are supposed to be. The next step is figuring out how to make the most despite your limits, and to figure also what you want, because working hard for something you aren't sure you want, is also a path to burnout as well, and it makes for lost time, and then presto! you are 40! It's normal to have desires and then to even experience the desires suddenly drop off. That can feel confusing as well. Having a spiritual practice that helps foster your self-awareness and your objectivity is the best insurance plan for life changes. I'd say you are doing great. You know what else??? I also do not think the blue underpainting was bad. I though that the splotchy blue dog was really cool and was sorry to see you white wash it. Wanh! 😩 Have you considered doing some more abstract art? That way you can't really judge yourself, but you can keep exploring with paint, shapes and colors. I think illustration can be a trap, because you have to be clever with your art. If you just make art, there is no demand to perform and be clever. My 2 ¢. Regardless, thanks for sharing Tiffany! Cheers, to being all ❤ Blessings and Gratitude, an Ocean-wide.
I saved this video to "watch later" probably right when you posted it, but I wasn't in the right mindset to watch it at the time. Watching it now, I just want to say thank you so much for posting this. As an artist who finished college and then basically fell into a burnout state, I really needed to hear and see this
girlyyyy thank u so much for this, i'm an extremely anxious person and being an artist and see everyone doing so many things being at the top made me feel very sad and anxious like i'm doing something wrong, that i don't practice enough, and when i did try to practice i had a block moment, i do have a lil shop too and i'm always wondering if the shop should be bigger and things like that, but i guess everyone has their own pace, their own problems, and when we are feeling down we need to step back, this is a great reminder for myself that i need to socialize more and relax a bit, everyone goes trough that. THANK U!!!
You've been killing it with the storytelling and creative edits. Another lovely vlog.
Thank you for this! I’m in the middle of the worst burnout of my life, this was so comforting to see I’m not alone
binge watching your videos again!! honestly you are so talented i can see how much work you put in💓💗💗
Yay new video, I can relate with the trousers in laundry btw.. itchy to wearing it. I've learnt to celebrate the small wins. Just getting up and drawing materials you used to use and no long familiar with is a win! One step at a time! Thanks for sharing your update, honest thoughts and cute vibes!
I think this was exactly what I needed. The best advice from my favorite person on UA-cam.
Thank you for sharing all this. Burnout is so real, and brutal physically and mentally. I noted down some thoughts from your video while journaling and setting some priorities for this month; more social, more family, better boundaries as I’m also my own boss. I hope spring brings you inspiration and a feeling of energy and joy in your work! 😊
so many things you said during this video i was just furiously nodding my head to. i've been feeling burnt out loads recently and have taken the last month *mostly* off of work to try and refocus. still trying to sort out what the focus is, but i'm getting there! glad to see you were taking the time out to look after yourself ♥
hi tiffany! I binge-watched all 150+ of your videos last march 💜 I was/am also feeling burnt out and whenever I felt like I needed a break, I go to your channel to watch more videos. you have inspired me so much that I'm working on my first studio vlog ✨ hope you're doing well! ps. I'm now binge-ing leigh's videos haha
omg thats wild! I'm glad i was able to keep you company :)
Thank you so much for talking about burnout! I'm just coming out of a 3 month burnout so i really related. I think this was one of my favourite videos of yours so far! As artists its hard to keep going sometimes because we're not machines. We need to be happier to create good art. I'm so glad you're taking time to enjoy life a little more. It reminded me to do the same
Very calming and helpful video. Smiled throught all 27 minutes!
Thank you so much, Tiffany! You're my icon truly 💛
Pants are so slay! This video was very inspiring but also a great reminder to take it slow and enjoy the flowers... or grass. I love your work and I can't wait to see where you go when you're ready!
Hi tiffany! Just wanted to say this video was so well put together and i loved the story telling in this video!! I'm glad you got out of it and can't wait to see where your art journey leads to :> I was also constantly struggling w burnt out last year as I had just graduated and was focused on making my small biz sustainable but I've made an effort to go out and enjoy myself whenever i can this year and it has made such a huge difference
This video was sweet and I appreciated the humor in it! "Now we eat grass!"
Thanks so much for sharing your process and your thoughts concerning the creative process...and yours, more importantly. I'm enjoying this. Watching your creativity at play and at work, I think that your daily/nightly routine (including coffee) and your willingness to try and explore new ideas play a vital part in your process, just as they do mine. Hope you stay passionate with your work and stay on your journey!
This is absolutely beautiful and i think it will help a lot of people who feel the same, thank you for sharing it🥰
Love this Tiffany ❤ it's so great that you shared your story of burnout because I now realise that I'm going through exactly that too. I thought I was sick or depressed or something and I was so sad that I couldn't bear to do any art. So I'm going to take a break and just enjoy life for a while until I feel better. Sending hugs! 🤗
Glad you took a break. Sustainable pace is so important
I love watching other people creating art too. That's why I am here . 😊
I’m still struggling to come back from the really long burnout I was pushing through at the end of last year, so I really connected to your thoughts on this Tiffany. As you were talking about healing one part of your life with another part of your life, that really resonated with me. I think I’d been unconsciously trying to do that- but not enough. I’m going to try harder because I need to get through this year without my studio going under. It’s a real challenge, it’s doubly hard to push through the burnout when your not even sure your work will be enough to keep your business alive… but even then, balance with life is so important.
Experiences do add to your art- they are part of the process! ❤❤
Absolutely loved that little doggy painting! Looks like you had a really good approach to dealing with the burnout :) All those new experiences look really fun.
This is so relatable! Also I need those pants in my life!
keep going loveee!!!!
Thank you so much for sharing the not so great days and when you're not happy with your work... and just accepting that it was good enough to be faithful to the process. We're so bombarded on social media by everyone's successful days (and it is wonderful to celebrate success with people too), it feels extra bad when you're struggling to feel productive/ useful whatever society wants from us.
It takes bravery to be this vulnerable, but I also really appreciate your sharing about anxiety etc. Thank you!! ❤
I've been binging your content and you are so amazing and have inspired me so much !! I love your videos
I loved this video and the INTRO too (!!). I don’t think you sound cheesy at all, just very genuine! Hopefully this doesn’t happen again too soon and you’ll be burnout-free for years and years :-)
That little saying at the end landed for me. I needed to hear that 🥲
Hi tiff tgank you for this wholesome video it gave me so much comfort as a drifting artist and i just want to say thamk you for being real and brave❤
😊I clicked on the video because of the thumbnail and found out that this is a great channel. I support it.
Those blue trousers are so blue! I would also have no clue how to match them with things 😂
usually just a black tank top xD
Hi Tiffany! I am just a small youtuber who found your channel by chance, I love your universe and art so much! You're doing an amazing job :) You can be proud of yourself!
Tiffany !!! I’ve been watching your videos for sometime now over 2 years & I love them ! You really resonate with me and give me the feeling of “hi we’re friends “ and it’s all the social interaction I yurn for in reality ! I am so proud of you watching you grow , and seeing you turn into a great woman ! You give me inspiration and motivation to just be a better Human & grow as a woman myself ! All because of you ! Im only 20 , and learned things take time. Time is an illusion & I’d just like you to know that , your ideas are the only ideas that matter . YOUR color pallet is beautiful! Your art is so beautiful and inspiring ! Just like You T! You are doing great ! Remember to fulfill your time with your Soul as well as other things . You’re so awesome ! Keep being YOU 🥹❤️ oh yes also , your anxiety is lying to you . Don’t label it ! :) it only an emotion
this video is so aesthetically pleasing omg. And it felt good to see what you're doing to improve your wellbeing, thank you for sharing!
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At first I just thought you chose the blue under layer at random, but the shadow affect it had on the dog wow the strategy was wonderfulll
I love your insight on improvement, social media and feeling paralyzed whenever you decide to take action. This specifically described how I've been feeling for the past few months/ years . There's an awareness that my art has improved overtime and will continue to improve, but sometimes social media becomes so overstimulating that it makes me feel that I'm not improving fast enough or I need to improve in a million things and I'm mentally burnt out by the time I decide to take up a pencil 😂.
Hi Tiffany - burn out is a major struggle that I have encountered countless times 😞. I would say I do actively keep my life balanced, but even with that I constantly find myself tired and living a monotonous day that may stretch on for weeks. I do work a desk job that forces me to think more analytically which is why I prioritize creative activities on my personal time, but even with that I find my personal activities become burdensome because I set projects and deadlines for myself. I’m currently coming out of one and gave myself a lot more room to act on a whim with hobbies. I still have my personal creative projects I like to complete, but I set no deadline for them as the fun of making them is the process and I don’t want to look back on this creation remembering the dread I endured during the making. However, I understand your art is your livelihood and income, so stake is different compared to mine - but I do hope you are learning to find ways to get out of this hump. And thanks for being open about burn out, it’s a constant event I think most people face 💕
I also like to watch other artists creating when I feel stuck/uninspired, that's why I'm here I guess haha. But it definitely worked, I loved the video and it felt really comforting. Thank you for sharing your struggles and inspiring me
love your work and being able to see the behindsn of the scences of owning a small bussiness. also find it funny that one of my other fav youtubers were there (Sam & Colby)!!
Such a great video!
Great stuff, keep it up.
wow, i was beating myself up for my burnout feeling today and this popped up.
Perfect timing for this video. I feel you in the thumbnail 😅😅
Queen Tiffany is back! Thank you for the hard work, motivation, and creativity you put into your business and art!
Time really does fly! Take care and take it easy
You're awsome the dig turned out sooooo cute love your vids thanks for sharing 💗
8:55 that shih tzu reminds me of my late dog, so thank you for that little doodle!
Real good for taken a break from store online
I only watched the intro and I already feel this so much. If you're once burnt out, it is reeaally hard not to fall back I feel. It prevented me one whole year from doing any art T.T Now I am slowly and carefully getting back and finding joy and fun again, away from all the pressure and performance and expectations q.q
the grassy puppy turned out so nice!! sometimes you really do gotta just take some time and things will eventually come together (deep)
this video came at the best time for me! I live alone and cant find friends well. I love painting but i lose interest so quickly - though i know it really helps me with being on my own... I will get back into it :D Thank-you! I will subscribe!!
Let me give you a tip about buying variegated plants with discount. Ask plantshops or green houses if they have any variegated plants that are not showing much of their colours anymore and if they sell them with a discounts. There is a huge chance they will sell that one to you as a normal one with a lower price and when you bring it home the change gives it a shoke and it is a high chance of it become variegated again. That is how I got mine. ❤
Hi! This is so relatable 🥲 I love the botanical illustration and would love to know what the book is please! I have a few and absolutely adore them and the illustrations in this one look so beautiful 💕
Your painting is beautiful 😊
That transition from the dryer, to the mail, to the car fucking ate🔥🔥🔥
SAM AND COLBY🥵😫
i love the painting
4:46 it was the exact same reason i started watching your video :’)
i love the dogs colour
I think the red eyes on the dog look really cute. I think maybe it's because they are more of a pinky red than a blood red? I am constantly shifting and re-assessing what is important in my business in response to burn-out. I fall into the trap of wanting to do everything at the same time. It sounds like you are making a good choice with your shop.
I wasn’t looking for a new channel at the time but I stumbled across yours a while ago and I can’t be more excited to see new videos that you post. I sometimes rewatch your videos just to hear your voice in the background for comfort. Seeing how much you’ve grown in each place you’ve lived in is inspiring. I wish you all the best in this time of your life ❤.
You’re probably like me and you need water! I’m pretty much a wilted tulip🌷 😂🥲😤 thank you for sharing and those pants are cute and that green turtle neck crop is my fav?!💗
Continued: ok yes and i also need more social interaction and travel ! U right u right😌☀️💗
4:25 I watch sam and colby too!!!! that's so cool.
I’m readdayy❤
All the doggos you drew/paint looks like Kewpie 🥹
I have a pair of painting overalls I can't live without....have another pair on order. Yeahhhhh.... I'm in the same boat. 😅
right?! sometimes we just need options haha!
All the stoners in the comments know where she got that mushroom bag from 😎 also I feel the burn out too. Thanks for the tips 😊 hope you feel better soon!
Omg not my two worlds on UA-cam colliding 😂 art and spooky stuff haha very weird sometimes to see Sam and Colby in “normal” videos
That thumbnail is literaly how Im listening to this vid in my bed lolz
Have you ever looked into getting an adult ADHD diagnosis? I was recently diagnosed and a lot of the feelings you expressed in this video I really relate to.
I love your pjs from the start on the video, where are they from?
I've been following you on Instagram and UA-cam, and I really like the color palette you've chosen for your art. I'm curious about what your art style is called.
New subscriber so zero context: “I’m just going to massage some tulips.”
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Could you share what book you were using for reference while drawing the lilypads?
Whats the botanical, oldschool artbook you got recently? I love it!
THIS! looks like a great book and i love botanical illustrations. Would love to know
RYZE Superfood should poach you and be your next sponsor, since coffee isn’t working.
I am sorry for asking, but what is this botanical book You were referencing in the video? It is gorgeous and I've been looking for a book like that for so long, but none of them tickled my brain as much!
Ok I found it! I think its the "A Garden Eden" :> I hope I can get it in Poland!
Hi! Can you remind me what plant book you’re using for reference?
Both the art and artist are cute
Omg you watch sam and colby 😮
ahh you met sam and colby!
Yeah!! They’re so cool :)
I feel this so much. I burn out so badly and easily. Part of me loves routine and likes having my brain turned off for the day and doing the tasks I know that I need to get done. I blame that on the autism. But there’s another part in me that gets bored with it after so long that I have to quit my job and do something else. I blame it on the anxiety and depression because if I don’t change I end up in a bad mental state. I haven’t found a way to balance it out. On top I have a strong sense of justice so I see all the bad that my bosses and companies I work for so quick and it takes a toll on me to just ignore it and I know I can’t change a whole corporation. But then again im not a social person and I have no friends in real life so I guess that might be a factor😂 but honestly I can’t hold a conversation with people my age or older because im in age regression and I’ve missed out on “normal” experiences growing up that I can’t relate with any topics besides dog grooming (my job) and my hyper fixations. Thank god I am in soul crushing debt cause then I would have quit and I only started this August!
5:10 so true q.q
and 11:00 xD the whole video is soooooo relatable!! Thank you for showing and sharing that. I feel better now, that I know I am not alone and that it doesn't mean it's the end q.q
If you don’t mind me asking what camera and editing app do you use??? 😊😊😊
My main camera is the Sony A7C and Canon Vixia Mini !
You remind me so much of the female lead in summer strike.