Or when you have family that's been over your house for a long time because they came to visit you after not seeing you for a while an then they leave after visiting you for a couple hours
When I was a little kid (2 and a half) I was adopted out of my home due to having a neglectful mum and no dad in the situation. Growing up, I was quite oblivious to my situation due to being undiagnosed and neurodivergent when I really could’ve used a diagnosis. At night, I’d cry wondering why I was always the weird one at the ripe age of 6-9. At 10, I got a bit more awareness but was still undiagnosed. I grew up, matured and realised that I was the centre of the joke and that this world is fucked up. At 11, I got accused of bullying a girl who was bullying me. With my reactive attachment disorder, this angered me, but I was too scared of getting in trouble and acting on it-I always got dreams of hurting the people who hurt me. I started SH-ing myself due to this. At twelve, I found out that my birth mum had two other sons. One of them died, I found out. He would be 8 now, and with the knowledge that we could’ve been through all of this together, I couldn’t be the same. At school, I always got picked on and got in heavy arguments and fights. Now, at 13, I’m depressed with ADHD, RAD and basic attachment disorder and I wish people helped me when I needed it the most.
My name is Martino, Martino Mazzoni. I always overthink about everything, every possibility, every move and every outcome, but i never thought about not having predicted something, a small detail capable of changing the situation. I always failed when things were unpredictable, that's why i have always been alone
i cannot wait to go on holiday with my dad to malta. We'd look at the stars and orions belt. Friday is clear skies and i wish i could see that comet fly by. 12P pons brooks. My favorite comet
I stare at the ceiling and think of her and wonder what went wrong, we were never together but talked everyday at school she even later admitted she liked me then one day just abruptly stopped. I tried to get it going again but I missed my chance I have been wondering for a year pleading for an answer to what I did and never got one, was it what I had done or what I hadn’t done? I never really asked her out or got her snap I was too scared and thought she had a bf at the time but then later that year she called me gay with no explanation but then over the summer she started acting like nothing happend
my name is lester burnham
Hello lester
I'm 42 years old. In less than a year, I'll be dead.
but of course i dont know that
And in a way I’m dead already
And in a way I’m dead already
My name is Dexter. Dexter Morgan...
Fr
I don’t know what made me the way I am
@@anthoops5180but whatever it was left a hollow mark inside
@@qooaaa People fake alot of human interactions, but i feel like i fake them all...
I guess i'm Afraid...
whenever i listen to this song it makes me feel free, but it makes my chest hurt and heart heavy im ngl
"War. War never changes."
This song makes me feel how single fathers feel when they go from a loud house to a silent one once the kids go back to their moms
Damn
Or when you have family that's been over your house for a long time because they came to visit you after not seeing you for a while an then they leave after visiting you for a couple hours
I hope my father is okay when I’m not there.
This really is one of those pieces of music
This song would play at that one weirdly beautiful sunset
genuinely my favorite song ,, like if i was a song id be tgis song i love ut so much
listen to Saint Pablo by Kanye West and pay attention to the lyrics
yiui literaly wrjte like, me wgat..,
@@waffelpi hell yah i do
War, war never changes
this the song u listen to when u just know there’s no going back
When I was a little kid (2 and a half) I was adopted out of my home due to having a neglectful mum and no dad in the situation. Growing up, I was quite oblivious to my situation due to being undiagnosed and neurodivergent when I really could’ve used a diagnosis. At night, I’d cry wondering why I was always the weird one at the ripe age of 6-9.
At 10, I got a bit more awareness but was still undiagnosed. I grew up, matured and realised that I was the centre of the joke and that this world is fucked up. At 11, I got accused of bullying a girl who was bullying me. With my reactive attachment disorder, this angered me, but I was too scared of getting in trouble and acting on it-I always got dreams of hurting the people who hurt me. I started SH-ing myself due to this. At twelve, I found out that my birth mum had two other sons. One of them died, I found out. He would be 8 now, and with the knowledge that we could’ve been through all of this together, I couldn’t be the same. At school, I always got picked on and got in heavy arguments and fights. Now, at 13, I’m depressed with ADHD, RAD and basic attachment disorder and I wish people helped me when I needed it the most.
life gets better man
"I don't know what made the way i am"
"People Fake a lot of human interactions but i feel like a fake them all, and i fake them very well"
My name is Martino, Martino Mazzoni. I always overthink about everything, every possibility, every move and every outcome, but i never thought about not having predicted something, a small detail capable of changing the situation. I always failed when things were unpredictable, that's why i have always been alone
Today, my friend died, and this song reminds me of him.
Rest in peace :(
Been looking for this forever thanks bro
i cannot wait to go on holiday with my dad to malta. We'd look at the stars and orions belt. Friday is clear skies and i wish i could see that comet fly by. 12P pons brooks. My favorite comet
look at how they massacred my boy
“War…War never change”
“My name is Lester Burnham”
And in less then a year
@@alboj5595 i'
ll be dead.
@@tornYT but in a way
“Who built stop lights? Who designed the stop sign ? These thing are too ubiquitous”
my life's theme song
Real
Cornines overlord
fr
Dang your life sounds mid
Great music
War, war never changes….
I am the spectacular Spider-man
war.. war never changes
Как же круто
La que me gusta siento que no me hace caso
этот мотив вызывает у меня умиротворение с тревогой
"my name is Naruto uzumaki
noo 😭😭
my name is dexter morgan
My name is Lester burnham and in less then a year I will be dead but of course I don't know that yet
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do it curve?
@@chisome1777find out
my name is dexter.dexter morgan.
real
My name is lester, lester burnham
One of the first times I ever met you… you-you said you didn’t know what was real anymore
My name is Lester Burnham I am 42 years old; in less than a year I will be dead. Of course I don't know that yet, and in a way, I am dead already.
My name is lester burnham
What have I done
copyrighted?
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hi my name is Lester Burnham Im 42 years old .In less than a year ill be dead. Of course i dont know that and in a way im dead already.
I stare at the ceiling and think of her and wonder what went wrong, we were never together but talked everyday at school she even later admitted she liked me then one day just abruptly stopped. I tried to get it going again but I missed my chance I have been wondering for a year pleading for an answer to what I did and never got one, was it what I had done or what I hadn’t done? I never really asked her out or got her snap I was too scared and thought she had a bf at the time but then later that year she called me gay with no explanation but then over the summer she started acting like nothing happend