Mama, you saved anpther life today. 40 days clean because of mothers like you, that can speak out about the loss of your lovely son. I cant imagine putting my lobef ones through a loss like this. Thank you for saving MY life!
This family has lived hard. I am so proud of Mom for kicking her addiction - you are the heart and soul of your family, and I am sorry you lost your son and grandchild and nephews. You have to know that you could not save Nick, and he was unable to save himself. I am so sorry.
@@brendagarza69thank you for sharing your story, you were so honest and vulnerable about everything, you are all so courageous. You will be in my thoughts. Thank you for being there for his son. You’re saving him by being there for him, by being his rock. Here’s one life you’re already saving mama. Just you doing this interview, you’re saving so many other lives, remember that. ❤❤❤
I know she made poor decisions but her sons fate was her fault. I hope she takes full responsibility for the time she wasn’t there for her kids. Sorry I just feel bad for Nick his mom was an addict so not surprised that he became one to.
@@erikag7334what good did it do for you to leave this comment, right under his mom’s comment? I am sure she has placed enough blame on herself for years and doesn’t need a stranger on the internet to do it for her. The truth is, Nick made his own decisions! He knew exactly what it was like to grow up with a parent addicted to drugs and he also knew that recovery was possible. We all have the choice to let something affect us negatively or positively. He saw his mom get clean and stay clean. I hope you aren’t going around pointing fingers on all of these videos. You very well could play a role in someone deciding to not tell their story because of the shame they feel and the shame causes MANY addicts to not reach out for help that could potentially save their life!
@@elexis3728 idc I don’t have any sympathy for dead beat parents. People don’t want to hear the truth. What about Nick??! How did he feel? How did his mothers addiction and absence affect him? Nick is not alive to tell his story. If you don’t like what I said then you can just ignore me. 🤷🏻♀️ but I’m not going back on what I think.
I’m so sorry for the loss of your son. My father was an addict my whole life, he got my mother to use and my father would send my little brother to get their drug of choice and then my brother started using. I’m the only person in my family who never used , I don’t even drink. Drugs destroy family’s for generations and we need rehabs instead of prisons for addicts . We are losing so many children, fathers, mothers sisters and brothers and generations are being wiped out. Thank you for sharing your story I will keep your family in my prayers. God has a plan for all of us and there is something that we can take with us when we die, our experiences on this planet and how we touch others lives and the love for our family members. I absolutely believe that we take that love with us and love never dies.
She should have cared enough NOT to be an addict when her son needed her. It's no wonder he turned out to be an addict too! She's got no one to blame but herself.
God I feel so sorry for little Nick . I hope people are looking out for him . He has been through absolute hell. Little Nick I wish you every joy you deserve a good life .❤
I completely agree. My goodness this child has been through hell. Sounds like he is surrounded by addicts and/or former addicts. I hope he , and his siblings,can live a clean healthy life because considering what they’ve already been through and the family having a strong history of addiction they have some odds against them. Regarding his father, I was shocked to hear he was on crack before he was 17 and had two kids to boot. Just so sad. SMH. I’m sure his mom being an addict didn’t help but I do wonder if he may have had a mental disorder like bipolar or ADHD which caused him to self medicate. To only be 32 when he died, he’d lived a very hard life. Again, I hope little Nick and his siblings are able to grow in to healthy adults and live drug free lives. It’s just so sad what’s happened to them.
@@brendagarza69. That’s awesome! Culturally specific treatments and counseling addressing the spiritual domain helped me recover from substance use disorder and can definitely help family, too.
Im an addict in recovery I smoked 50 to 100 pills a day I say it to say this these videos are so powerful I watch them every time theyre posted it helps keep me clean thank you for helping save my life.
Its sad that we live in a world where this poison is taking over. I lost two brothers to it recently and its a hard thing to deal with. I admire this mom for having the strenghth to even talk about what happened to her son. Its got to be the most gut wrenching thing to ever do.God bless her.
Dear @USER< My sincere condolences for the loss of your beloved son & your 2 brothers. You’ve certainly had more than your share of both heartache & suffering. Losing your child is the very worst loss of all & Im sending you a hug 🤗. Lost my only child to cancer & I begged God to take me & spare my daughter. Please be good to yourself love cuz you’ve been through a lot. Here’s one more hug 🤗. Bless you. 🇨🇦
I appreciate the mom's honesty in saying "I was lost in my own world". She's right, how can you help someone else when you can't help yourself? I'm so sorry for all the losses this family has been through. God bless you all. ❤ 🙏
Heartbreaking! We lost my husbands only child September 4, 2022. She was like one of my own. She took something that was laced with fentany! & what makes this that much harder is my husbands nephew same age as his daughter is the one who gave her the substance she took. Having no idea it was laced w/ fentanyl! They were close like brother & sister & no family should ever have to feel so divided over losing a family memeber. Everyone in this family seems to be ashamed of the cause of death. Like they want to protect her reputation so no one is talking about it. I desperately want to spread awareness. Not allow her death to be in vain. I want her death to have purpose & be meaningful. So that maybe by telling her story it could save atleast one person her death will not have been for nothing. Payton Alyssa James baby girl we love you so much & miss u so bad. Keep watching over your daddy. He's so lost without u!He's not the same man he use to be. So come visit him in his dreams. ❤ love you baby girl
You & your husband have suffered the most devastating losses of all… your only child❣️ I’m sure your husband’s nephew was wracked with both guilt & great sorrow, although he had no ill intent, the guilt must have been immense. I’m sorry the family was divided, that only added to the sad & difficult time you were already dealing with. There is no shame in this situation…your daughter had no clue that fentanyl was in that pill she took. The nephew certainly meant no harm whatsoever & I hope he’s found peace & has forgiven himself. Losing a child is the most devastating & difficult road any parents can ever travel . I lost my only child to pancreatic cancer & I wouldn’t ever wish this pain on anyone. I’m glad you’re talking about you & your husband’s terrible loss cuz it’s important to honour
“CONT’D”- Your lovely daughter for every child is our greatest Blessing. Just by talking here in the UA-cam Comments, you may have very well helped 1 or more people because your words &!feelings are genuine & heartfelt❣️ God Bless You, Your Husband & Family. Sending you & your husband a big hug Each🤗💕🤗💕 🇨🇦
I will never understand why addicts have children. They can’t take care of themselves so how do they think they can take care of kids? The poor kids are the ones that suffer. 😢
Who was it tragic for? Certainly not for that baby. Why on earth would you see this situation as a tragedy is beyond my understanding. That child’s mother didn’t care for him at all. He was born an addict to two addicts what life do you presume that child would have? How was it cut short? The creator loved that child more than the two deprived individuals. So He took him back to him. How that is a tragedy is mind blowing. I wish God did that more often because most people should not have such precious lives to be responsible for.
@@cindybrady2501. Any loss of life is tragic, When it’s merciful, it’s even more tragic, that this life has so much suffering to be either experienced or spared, IMO. No judgment!
I’m so sorry for your loss! I came across this page 3weeks ago & on June 30,2023 I check in detox was there for 11days . I finally feel normal again after 2years on fake perks aka fentanyl press perks smh . The withdrawals was so bad I kept using intill I watch all these videos & knew I needed to get help or I was gonna end up dead. I’m just taken it 1 day at a time
The way she explained the first girlfriend I realized I know couples just like them. The tragedy is the children they have. Im sorry ma'am for your loss 💔
My condolences to this mother and her family. You are ARE doing something about this crisis. Not only are you educating others about the dangers of fentanyl but you are honoring your son by sharing his story. Thank you. Keep the faith mom. There will be a glorious day when we will be reunited with our loved ones in heaven 🌸🙏🏼🌹
There are a lot of mental healthcare facilities in every State in the USA and most provide excellent services. However, it is often very difficult to get people who have addictions to access those services and even when they do, often they continue to use drugs. They just add the prescribed psychiatric drugs to the mix that they are taking. A lot of people enter rehab facilities because they recognise that their bodies are breaking down from the drug use and the lifestyle they are living. They get better, start feeling healthy and good, leave the rehab facility and the first place they go, is to their plug. It’s disheartening for the people who work in the healthcare field and it’s very upsetting because all the treatment costs a lot of money and depletes the resources for other people who need mental healthcare. You can take a horse to water, but you cannot make them drink.
I have no words, but I felt her through the t.v. Momma, none of us are perfect no matter what, we are all flawed in our own ways and have our own vices. You did what you could, and yes if you can touch just one and save them its the ultimate gift for your inner being. Que se quede caminando adelante con Dios por sus otros ninos y familia 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤❤❤
Oh, dear sister. I'm so sorry for what you have gone through. I feel your pain. My youngest daughter either still is or did fentanyl daily. She is going to be 23 on the 30th. I was an alcoholic for almost 20 years. She holds a ton of resenand unforgiveness towards me. God delivered me from alcohol in 9/18. I finally totally surrendered it to my Lord, and He heard my prayer. God bless you sister. I would love to be your friend.
@joannecoggins4621 I packed up everything I owned, in my tent, went to 10 day detox. Completely surrendered all of me to Jesus. Walked out and have bee free ever since.
I,ve was delivered from Booze 20+ years ago myself at age 32 , after DUI's , other Booze related arrests , crashes , blackouts. But ! As I stated in another post "No one is perfect " as I smoked weed until 2008 ish , & have been on Methadone for 20 years (after taking pills for just 18 months ) & I have taken Xanax for 25 years . I don't abuse the meds like I did Booze & Opiates so I do have control so to speak , but I am dependent , just like a diabetic is to their meds . That said I still have to make the right decisions everyday in life or suffer their consequences . Stay strong @dovewhite7472.
This story is so heartbreaking. I can't imagine the chaos and agony of Nick's life, nor the agony and pain it brought upon his children and his loved ones. Tragic doesn't even begin to accurately describe this situation. Death, addiction, loss, grief...this young man never had any tranquility in his life because of drugs. Yet, that is clearly what he was seeking. My sincerest condolences to his Mother, his son Nicholas and the rest of his family. I hope Nick is finally at peace.
Wow! What mean comments..shes been clean for a long time, and so she is trying and is setting a good example for her famiy, shes hurting very badly...Im so sorry for your loss..i can't imagine losing one of my daughters. Im a recovering addict myself..so i understand, please stay strong and lean on God for strength and love your grand babies for your son ❤
Your sons, life mattered, and you sharing his story is a tribute to the good person. He was with a terrible sickness of addiction. I believe he did not want to die. He was in pain and someone poisoned him by selling him something that was not what he thought it was. I send you love.
This story is so bad. When I heard the baby was born addicted I just shook my head. It was bad enough that they were using crack at McDonalds. Thank God for the Grand Father. I pray the kids are living a good life surrounded with good people. I pray you can talk to others about Fentanyl, and alcohol, and cocaine, and crack, and heroine, and speed!
Man as a recovering addict I can definitely relate .....I know some people don't understand but for whatever reasons we made a bad choice to try drugs and it was one of the baddest decisions in life...but let me tell you it is EXTREMELY hard to stop I failed numerous times I was sooo hopeless I really thought this was me for life I couldn't afford rehab had no support...I prayed every single day talked with God every single day he set me free 9/11/22 from a 6year cocaine addiction, 16 alcohol addiction, 13 year weed addiction...man I never thought I could enjoy life without those things...it's so sad when someone doesn't have tht same outcome I pray this man is resting in peace...I PRAY THAT EVERYONE WHO HAS AN ADDICTION BE SET FREE IN THE NAME OF JESUS!!!
My dear lady, your struggle is real, however you are helping lots of people by sharing your story. God Bless you, stay strong! Thank you for your sharing your experience. We will pray 🙏 for everyone battling this .
This mother and I have very much in common. Like her I too lost my oldest son at 26 to fentanyl poisoning. I raise his daughter whom is now 12. Our family dynamics are much different, however we both suffer the same outcomes. I share in your constant pain and sorrow. We gotta keep going for our grandchildren and other children. I am so sorry for your loss. Blessings
Dear Kendra ~ 🌷 CONGRATULATIONS on your successes in quitting 3 substances!! You have done Amazing & I’m so happy for you!! Yes, you may have failed a few times… however, you never gave up trying to quit & that’s very admirable indeed. You Never Gave Up On Yourself Kendra because you wanted to be clean & sober more than anything else in the world & here you are “CLEAN & SOBER” for the last 15 Months. I hope you’re PROUD of this immense accomplishment, because it is a HUGE VICTORY. I was addicted to Alcohol & it took me 2 years of trying to finally STAY SOBER. I wanted my life back & with dedication, many, many meetings & 42 days at a Rehab facility, I finally got sober & have stayed sober…20 years now. Keep up the phenomenal work Kendra. God Bless You & I Wish You A Happy & Healthy 2024. 🎵🎶. 🇨🇦
I'm grateful to grow up with my parents they were no smoking no drinks alcohol dad said he smoked and drank alcohol before but when they were married never again all of us do the same things no smoke no drinks alcohol very happy to my parents the way they brought us up and I feel sorry for your lost
This video had me in tears I felt so much sadness for his poor mother. I have 3 sons and have been through some drug problems with one of my sons so I can relate to how this lady feels. She has gone through so very much. Iam so so sorry for your loss. Sent with love and respect from wales UK XXXXX
I’m just really sorry for all of the family members. Self-medicating never makes things better. Mental health counseling is needed to address deep emotional wounds and to teach healthy coping skills. R.I.P. Nick.
I’m so so sorry for your loss. By telling Nick’s story you are helping others. Thank you for opening up and being vulnerable and sharing - I felt it deeply and I am moved. I am in recovery and so is my daughter. God Bless You and your family. Rest in Peace Nick 🙏❤
I feel like hugging this woman! God has a special place in heaven for ppl like her! You can look in her eyes and listen to the pain in her voice and on her face she’s had a LIFE!! And she’s still here smiling!! You ppl judging in the comments like you’re perfect smh! God bless this lady
The mom has been in recovery for a long time, it's not her fault..he chose that life, he choose to keep going back. I was a method addict..and I'm choosing to stay clean
Dear Mother, Your story hits hard. Though your tears and pain you are reaching out with Nicks story, Your story, the story of so many, and I know it's reaching others. You are strong and beautiful. Sending love from the Northern California Redwoods. 🙏❤
This is one of my favorite channels to watch on any platform. The courage, strength, and dignity of the mother's fathers, siblings, friends, and grandparents that are left behind inspire me. This was a particularly tough week. These testimonies give me hope and strength. My faith is encouraged. God bless the victims and God bless those left behind. Your loved ones DID NOT die in vain. On the contrary, they are likely saving hundreds and thousands of lives with the sharing of these testimonials. Parents and friends are looking more closely, those who have been lucky so far buying drugs from acquaintances and "Frens/frenemies" are thinking twice. This channel is a wonderful community service. The Lord in His mercy will comfort all parties with this scripture: "To be absent from the body is to present with the LORD." Thank you to everyone. God bless you all. ❤🙏 OMG...I just finished. Im bawling...my gosh. My heart breaks for this mother. Im so sorry im so sorry..😔💔😔💔
Proud of you Mom you are doing a great job! Nick is in a beautiful place and you will see him again one day. I admire how strong you are, We all have to keep moving forward.
Why are y’all congratulating the mom, it’s her fault her son is dead. She wasn’t around in Nicks life smh yeah yeah she turned her life around now why couldn’t she do it when Nick was alive ??
I can say if fentanyl was around 15 yrs ago like it is today I know a lot of people including myself that probably wouldn’t be here right now. I personally first hand know that addiction is the devil. 13 yrs clean today.
I am so so sorry for your loss. I can not imagine losing a child. We are not suppose to bury our children. Please have comfort knowing that Nick is in heaven and he is your guardian angel now. I believe that with all my heart. When I was 15 I witnessed my aunt take her last breath. My aunt Joan had breast cancer and we were all gathered around her and when she passed there was this white mist that came up from her shoulders traveled down her body and from her feet the mist rose up to the ceiling and dissapeared. Everyone in that room also witnessed it. So believe me when I tell you that your awesome son will always be with you! 😇
Im so so sorry for youre loss - you a strong mama 21 years sober that is no joke. I’m proud of you. I can relate in so many ways . Keep your head up you are doing Great. Dios te bendiga mija y a toda tu familia.
Bless you, my heart breaks for you. I too was a recovering addict, and tried to srt an example for my son by staying clean, attending meetings, etc. It didn't save my son either. I fell you're pain, and thank you for being so raw and honest. You're story was similar to mine. Our sons were about the same age. Stay strong
I fell very sorry for your loss mom, you got out of the hell ,called "drugs", god bless you. You have so much to live for. You are a good woman, i pay for you and your family. Drugs are devastating.
I feel really sad for his mom, the pain she shares is palpable. As a country, we have to do a better job of saving the youth (and that may include saving the parents, grandparents, etc). The generational aspect of addiction/poor decision- making can't be ignored. These kids need assistance that they have not received. Now, his children will grow up with this trauma in their lives - And I pray will stay away from these substances to cope.
I can really tell how much you loved your son and I can't picture what your pain is like except to say one of my sons almost died of an overdoes yrs. ago and I was going crazy in the hospital. Thank goodness you have his son Nick Jr. with you and many other relatives. I have very few around me bc I come from such a small family. God bless you in your struggle without your son Nick.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I am a 3 year recovering addict myself and these stories keep me going. Thank you for your honesty. What a beautiful boy Nick is. He is wise beyond his years and such a wise little boy. Good head on his shoulders. God bless your family. You staying sober through this is Gods grace and miraculous.
We also have a series of recovery stories that you might find interesting. Here’s a link to that playlist. Journey from Addiction to Recovery Series ua-cam.com/play/PLdCPA32W_p39Z8hi7xSIX3Fkqmhd7mRzj.html
Yr a hard core ma, remind me of my tias. Yr story was well told, u did everything u could! Love yr ink and how open u are about yr journey. Take continuous care.❤
Thank you for sharing this story of this family, and facts about fentanyl. Since I found this channel I have shared it with family and friends who have people who struggle with addictions small or big. And I also wake up everyday thanking Father God that I wake up one more day sober. I see the pain of these families. And I can't stop sharing this channel and thanking God's love, grace, mercy, and the goodness of God in my own life, someone who dealt with addiction for over 20 years, escaping so many other things. I totally understand both sides of the coin. My heart goes out to the Mom, and the entire family. Every story shared is powerful and life changing❤ thank you for bringing awareness to this epidemic of fentanyl poisoning and overdoses. Thank you thank you thank you to the creators of this channel, the content and stories you share. And to all the amazing brave families and friends sharing their stories. GOD bless y'all 🙏❤️🙏❤️
@@TexasPictures Thank you, I think I have seen 1 or 2 stories, I'll check more of those out. I think I'm so attentive to these stories more knowing this could have been me. And it pushes me to the reality thanking God why never I should return to that life. No one wakes up saying hey I think I'll be an addict today. But once you leave that life, you do have to wake up reminding oneself, saying why I will not be an addict again 😔. So thank you 🙏🙏🙏
@@TexasPicturesI keep hearing one thing said over and over in each story by moms, dads, siblings, cousins, friends, if their story can save one life, sharing their stories, their pain was worth sharing, besides other people I've shared this channel with. I want to let everyone of them know that it has helped one life, Father GOD'S glory and honor, hearing their stories and seeing their pain. It has helped me. It Pushes me everyday to do better, be better. And helps me share my testimony and my story . my prayer, if I can help one person it was all worth it....
I'm so so sorry for your loss!! To Nicolas Jr... yall did not take too long, please don't think that. God knew you had the strength to deal with this and to use it to make the world a better place. Yall are a very brave family.❤
@@brendagarza69 I was also intrigued by your beauty ! God bless you and your family. I’m sure Nick would be proud of you bringing awareness to his situation ❤️❤️
Thank you I am sorry you suffered the lose of your Son you all are so blessed that your family are loving and close and kind to one another God bless you and your family .
I cried listening to this mama crying for her son. How tragic. I’m so very sorry for your loss. 😢. Remember give your heart and pain and tears to God and let our Almighty Creator fix your beautiful son. God will not let’s drugs control your son anymore. I wish you peace sweet lady. I’m so very sorry. 😢💔
Please please please don’t cry mom, you’re making me cry from how my mom probably felt when she found me on the floor of my bathroom overdosed not breathing off fentanyl
@@brendagarza69 I just want you to know that you touched someone. Your son is an inspiration for many of us and so are you. Your emotions are so raw, I couldn’t even begin to feel what my parents have gone through. My parents tried everything too, rehab, subs, dictating my life. Your sons legacy forever lives on. Thankyou for sharing
I love my children and feel so fortunate that neither of them abuse alcohol, smoke weed, or even vape. Nor do any of their friends. Peer pressure is a huge issue and always has been. It’s very easy to fall into suspect habits. I pray that this family will find peace. My condolences.
I wish that I could say the same. The war on Drugs is being lost at a tremendously rapid rate. Almost all teens either smoke weed or vape now….some even do more. It’s preposterous!! These teens are BOLD! They don’t even try to hide it, and when confronted claim it helps their “anxiety” that they’ve never even been diagnosed with. It’s really scary and sad. Unfortunately, my 16 year old twins are caught up in this crap. I hate it
I’m so sorry for your loss. We were the same age 😞 You did a great job of explaining his personality in the beginning of the video. He seemed full of so much life! I hope you’re comforted by the good times you had with him.
Oh, mom. I really do believe you can save at least that one, this was so heart braking. I don't think nobody wants to put their parents, relatives and friends through that. And I'm happy you haven't relapsed. It's a miracle considering all the loss and pain you have had. Keep strong!
🙏🏻🙏🏻 This sweet lady has seen so much struggle and pain. I'm so sorry Nick was taken so soon. She is a strong woman to make it a point to be there for her grandchildren. Praying this family has peace, and that the youngest generation will not be plagued by addiction.
Mama, you saved anpther life today. 40 days clean because of mothers like you, that can speak out about the loss of your lovely son. I cant imagine putting my lobef ones through a loss like this. Thank you for saving MY life!
You can do it! ❤️
This family has lived hard. I am so proud of Mom for kicking her addiction - you are the heart and soul of your family, and I am sorry you lost your son and grandchild and nephews. You have to know that you could not save Nick, and he was unable to save himself. I am so sorry.
Thank you
@@brendagarza69thank you for sharing your story, you were so honest and vulnerable about everything, you are all so courageous.
You will be in my thoughts.
Thank you for being there for his son. You’re saving him by being there for him, by being his rock. Here’s one life you’re already saving mama.
Just you doing this interview, you’re saving so many other lives, remember that. ❤❤❤
I know she made poor decisions but her sons fate was her fault. I hope she takes full responsibility for the time she wasn’t there for her kids. Sorry I just feel bad for Nick his mom was an addict so not surprised that he became one to.
@@erikag7334what good did it do for you to leave this comment, right under his mom’s comment? I am sure she has placed enough blame on herself for years and doesn’t need a stranger on the internet to do it for her. The truth is, Nick made his own decisions! He knew exactly what it was like to grow up with a parent addicted to drugs and he also knew that recovery was possible. We all have the choice to let something affect us negatively or positively. He saw his mom get clean and stay clean. I hope you aren’t going around pointing fingers on all of these videos. You very well could play a role in someone deciding to not tell their story because of the shame they feel and the shame causes MANY addicts to not reach out for help that could potentially save their life!
@@elexis3728 idc I don’t have any sympathy for dead beat parents. People don’t want to hear the truth. What about Nick??! How did he feel? How did his mothers addiction and absence affect him? Nick is not alive to tell his story. If you don’t like what I said then you can just ignore me. 🤷🏻♀️ but I’m not going back on what I think.
I’m so sorry for the loss of your son. My father was an addict my whole life, he got my mother to use and my father would send my little brother to get their drug of choice and then my brother started using. I’m the only person in my family who never used , I don’t even drink. Drugs destroy family’s for generations and we need rehabs instead of prisons for addicts . We are losing so many children, fathers, mothers sisters and brothers and generations are being wiped out. Thank you for sharing your story I will keep your family in my prayers. God has a plan for all of us and there is something that we can take with us when we die, our experiences on this planet and how we touch others lives and the love for our family members. I absolutely believe that we take that love with us and love never dies.
I feel so sad for this lady😰
As a mother seeing a Mother crying over her lost child is the most wrenching thing.
Absolutely. It makes me cry every single time.
I’m not a mom but I’m crying listening to her story. I can safely say this channel has given me a life changing outlook on life .
She should have cared enough NOT to be an addict when her son needed her. It's no wonder he turned out to be an addict too! She's got no one to blame but herself.
God I feel so sorry for little Nick . I hope people are looking out for him . He has been through absolute hell. Little Nick I wish you every joy you deserve a good life .❤
Thank you and yes I have him and had him spiritually counseling
Yes I pray for him to know a clean life 🙏🏼💜
I completely agree. My goodness this child has been through hell. Sounds like he is surrounded by addicts and/or former addicts. I hope he , and his siblings,can live a clean healthy life because considering what they’ve already been through and the family having a strong history of addiction they have some odds against them.
Regarding his father, I was shocked to hear he was on crack before he was 17 and had two kids to boot. Just so sad. SMH. I’m sure his mom being an addict didn’t help but I do wonder if he may have had a mental disorder like bipolar or ADHD which caused him to self medicate. To only be 32 when he died, he’d lived a very hard life. Again, I hope little Nick and his siblings are able to grow in to healthy adults and live drug free lives. It’s just so sad what’s happened to them.
@@brendagarza69. That’s awesome! Culturally specific treatments and counseling addressing the spiritual domain helped me recover from substance use disorder and can definitely help family, too.
Im an addict in recovery I smoked 50 to 100 pills a day I say it to say this these videos are so powerful I watch them every time theyre posted it helps keep me clean thank you for helping save my life.
♥️ Go you!!!!! Keep going, you're amazing!!!!
Stay strong and press on!
I am proud of you!
Amen god is good the devil is a liar he only comes to steal kill and destroy
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You got this!! 😊🙏
Its sad that we live in a world where this poison is taking over. I lost two brothers to it recently and its a hard thing to deal with. I admire this mom for having the strenghth to even talk about what happened to her son. Its got to be the most gut wrenching thing to ever do.God bless her.
2 brothers!!!!! Oh my!! Prayers and love I send right now to you and your family!!! God bless you🩷☀️🙏🏾🩷☀️🙏🏽🩷☀️🙏🏿🩷☀️
Dear @USER< My sincere condolences for the loss of your beloved son & your 2 brothers. You’ve certainly had more than your share of both heartache & suffering. Losing your child is the very worst loss of all & Im sending you a hug 🤗. Lost my only child to cancer & I begged God to take me & spare my daughter. Please be good to yourself love cuz you’ve been through a lot. Here’s one more hug 🤗. Bless you. 🇨🇦
I appreciate the mom's honesty in saying "I was lost in my own world". She's right, how can you help someone else when you can't help yourself? I'm so sorry for all the losses this family has been through. God bless you all. ❤ 🙏
I am so sorry for what this lady. 😢
Heartbreaking! We lost my husbands only child September 4, 2022. She was like one of my own. She took something that was laced with fentany! & what makes this that much harder is my husbands nephew same age as his daughter is the one who gave her the substance she took. Having no idea it was laced w/ fentanyl! They were close like brother & sister & no family should ever have to feel so divided over losing a family memeber. Everyone in this family seems to be ashamed of the cause of death. Like they want to protect her reputation so no one is talking about it. I desperately want to spread awareness. Not allow her death to be in vain. I want her death to have purpose & be meaningful. So that maybe by telling her story it could save atleast one person her death will not have been for nothing.
Payton Alyssa James baby girl we love you so much & miss u so bad. Keep watching over your daddy. He's so lost without u!He's not the same man he use to be. So come visit him in his dreams. ❤ love you baby girl
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You & your husband have suffered the most devastating losses of all… your only child❣️ I’m sure your husband’s nephew was wracked with both guilt & great sorrow, although he had no ill intent, the guilt must have been immense. I’m sorry the family was divided, that only added to the sad & difficult time you were already dealing with. There is no shame in this situation…your daughter had no clue that fentanyl was in that pill she took. The nephew certainly meant no harm whatsoever & I hope he’s found peace & has forgiven himself. Losing a child is the most devastating & difficult road any parents can ever travel . I lost my only child to pancreatic cancer & I wouldn’t ever wish this pain on anyone. I’m glad you’re talking about you & your husband’s terrible loss cuz it’s important to honour
“CONT’D”- Your lovely daughter for every child is our greatest Blessing. Just by talking here in the UA-cam Comments, you may have very well helped 1 or more people because your words &!feelings are genuine & heartfelt❣️ God Bless You, Your Husband & Family. Sending you & your husband a big hug Each🤗💕🤗💕 🇨🇦
I cried hearing this lovely mother’s pain and anguish. I’m an old man. Her story her deep pain is so very real. I cried like a baby hearing her.
The baby’s death is absolutely tragic 🥺💔 not only was he born an addict, his life was cut so damn short.
I will never understand why addicts have children. They can’t take care of themselves so how do they think they can take care of kids? The poor kids are the ones that suffer. 😢
I'm sure his death was because he was born an addict
Who was it tragic for? Certainly not for that baby. Why on earth would you see this situation as a tragedy is beyond my understanding.
That child’s mother didn’t care for him at all. He was born an addict to two addicts what life do you presume that child would have? How was it cut short? The creator loved that child more than the two deprived individuals. So He took him back to him. How that is a tragedy is mind blowing.
I wish God did that more often because most people should not have such precious lives to be responsible for.
@@cindybrady2501. Any loss of life is tragic, When it’s merciful, it’s even more tragic, that this life has so much suffering to be either experienced or spared, IMO. No judgment!
true . you''re right ...
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Proud of this mother getting clean for her babies ❤
I recall a lady who told me she had asked God to take her addiction. She said He told her “It’s not Mine to TAKE, it’s yours to GIVE Me.
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That mean he had to be ready to release that demom.
I’m so sorry for your loss! I came across this page 3weeks ago & on June 30,2023 I check in detox was there for 11days . I finally feel normal again after 2years on fake perks aka fentanyl press perks smh . The withdrawals was so bad I kept using intill I watch all these videos & knew I needed to get help or I was gonna end up dead. I’m just taken it 1 day at a time
Keep up the good work. You won't be sorry for giving up drugs. Life is beautiful.
You got this!! 😊🙏
His poor son is traumatized forever! So many victims. RIP Nick and God bless you all!😥🙏🏻⚘️❤️
The way she explained the first girlfriend I realized I know couples just like them. The tragedy is the children they have. Im sorry ma'am for your loss 💔
His son seems like a beautiful soul and it’s stunning. I also wish that girl who bullied him could have just been kind to him
My condolences to this mother and her family. You are ARE doing something about this crisis. Not only are you educating others about the dangers of fentanyl but you are honoring your son by sharing his story. Thank you. Keep the faith mom. There will be a glorious day when we will be reunited with our loved ones in heaven 🌸🙏🏼🌹
❤❤❤ thank you so much
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Bless him. He spent his whole life in chaos. There needs to be more mental health outreach in this country.
There are a lot of mental healthcare facilities in every State in the USA and most provide excellent services. However, it is often very difficult to get people who have addictions to access those services and even when they do, often they continue to use drugs. They just add the prescribed psychiatric drugs to the mix that they are taking.
A lot of people enter rehab facilities because they recognise that their bodies are breaking down from the drug use and the lifestyle they are living. They get better, start feeling healthy and good, leave the rehab facility and the first place they go, is to their plug.
It’s disheartening for the people who work in the healthcare field and it’s very upsetting because all the treatment costs a lot of money and depletes the resources for other people who need mental healthcare.
You can take a horse to water, but you cannot make them drink.
I have no words, but I felt her through the t.v. Momma, none of us are perfect no matter what, we are all flawed in our own ways and have our own vices. You did what you could, and yes if you can touch just one and save them its the ultimate gift for your inner being. Que se quede caminando adelante con Dios por sus otros ninos y familia 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤❤❤
Oh, dear sister. I'm so sorry for what you have gone through. I feel your pain. My youngest daughter either still is or did fentanyl daily. She is going to be 23 on the 30th.
I was an alcoholic for almost 20 years. She holds a ton of resenand unforgiveness towards me. God delivered me from alcohol in 9/18. I finally totally surrendered it to my Lord, and He heard my prayer.
God bless you sister. I would love to be your friend.
How did you quit?
@joannecoggins4621 I packed up everything I owned, in my tent, went to 10 day detox. Completely surrendered all of me to Jesus. Walked out and have bee free ever since.
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I,ve was delivered from Booze 20+ years ago myself at age 32 , after DUI's , other Booze related arrests , crashes , blackouts. But ! As I stated in another post "No one is perfect " as I smoked weed until 2008 ish , & have been on Methadone for 20 years (after taking pills for just 18 months ) & I have taken Xanax for 25 years . I don't abuse the meds like I did Booze & Opiates so I do have control so to speak , but I am dependent , just like a diabetic is to their meds . That said I still have to make the right decisions everyday in life or suffer their consequences . Stay strong @dovewhite7472.
This story is so heartbreaking. I can't imagine the chaos and agony of Nick's life, nor the agony and pain it brought upon his children and his loved ones. Tragic doesn't even begin to accurately describe this situation. Death, addiction, loss, grief...this young man never had any tranquility in his life because of drugs. Yet, that is clearly what he was seeking. My sincerest condolences to his Mother, his son Nicholas and the rest of his family. I hope Nick is finally at peace.
Thank you so much ❤️
@@brendagarza69 God bless you
Wow! What mean comments..shes been clean for a long time, and so she is trying and is setting a good example for her famiy, shes hurting very badly...Im so sorry for your loss..i can't imagine losing one of my daughters. Im a recovering addict myself..so i understand, please stay strong and lean on God for strength and love your grand babies for your son ❤
Your sons, life mattered, and you sharing his story is a tribute to the good person. He was with a terrible sickness of addiction. I believe he did not want to die. He was in pain and someone poisoned him by selling him something that was not what he thought it was. I send you love.
Thank you ❤️
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Such a nice comment ❤
This story is so bad. When I heard the baby was born addicted I just shook my head. It was bad enough that they were using crack at McDonalds. Thank God for the Grand Father. I pray the kids are living a good life surrounded with good people. I pray you can talk to others about Fentanyl, and alcohol, and cocaine, and crack, and heroine, and speed!
Man as a recovering addict I can definitely relate .....I know some people don't understand but for whatever reasons we made a bad choice to try drugs and it was one of the baddest decisions in life...but let me tell you it is EXTREMELY hard to stop I failed numerous times I was sooo hopeless I really thought this was me for life I couldn't afford rehab had no support...I prayed every single day talked with God every single day he set me free 9/11/22 from a 6year cocaine addiction, 16 alcohol addiction, 13 year weed addiction...man I never thought I could enjoy life without those things...it's so sad when someone doesn't have tht same outcome I pray this man is resting in peace...I PRAY THAT EVERYONE WHO HAS AN ADDICTION BE SET FREE IN THE NAME OF JESUS!!!
I’m so proud of you!!! Awesome job. Were you able to do it without meds, assistance of any kind?
@@klsfrnk96 thank you so much 🥰, I had nothing but prayer and the strength of the Holy Spirit
That’s awesome!!!! Especially to not endure withdrawals. You are amazingly strong, God is so good!!!! I got this !!!! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
@@klsfrnk96 thank you, I wish you and everyone struggling with addiction to be set free never give up!!!...GOD BLESS 🙏❤️🌹🌹
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He was/is so Handsome! May he Rest in Peace. 😢
My dear lady, your struggle is real, however you are helping lots of people by sharing your story. God Bless you, stay strong! Thank you for your sharing your experience. We will pray 🙏 for everyone battling this .
This mother and I have very much in common. Like her I too lost my oldest son at 26 to fentanyl poisoning. I raise his daughter whom is now 12. Our family dynamics are much different, however we both suffer the same outcomes. I share in your constant pain and sorrow. We gotta keep going for our grandchildren and other children. I am so sorry for your loss. Blessings
What a smile. My heart hurts for the family.
Momma, your testimony made me cry. I am so sorry for your devastating loss. May God be ever so near and dear to you and comfort you as only He can.
Dear Kendra ~ 🌷 CONGRATULATIONS on your successes in quitting 3 substances!! You have done Amazing & I’m so happy for you!! Yes, you may have failed a few times… however, you never gave up trying to quit & that’s very admirable indeed. You Never Gave Up On Yourself Kendra because you wanted to be clean & sober more than anything else in the world & here you are “CLEAN & SOBER” for the last 15 Months. I hope you’re PROUD of this immense accomplishment, because it is a HUGE VICTORY. I was addicted to Alcohol & it took me 2 years of trying to finally STAY SOBER. I wanted my life back & with dedication, many, many meetings & 42 days at a Rehab facility, I finally got sober & have stayed sober…20 years now. Keep up the phenomenal work Kendra. God Bless You & I Wish You A Happy & Healthy 2024. 🎵🎶. 🇨🇦
I'm grateful to grow up with my parents they were no smoking no drinks alcohol dad said he smoked and drank alcohol before but when they were married never again all of us do the same things no smoke no drinks alcohol very happy to my parents the way they brought us up and I feel sorry for your lost
Keep pushing mama, your message is being heard!!!
This video had me in tears I felt so much sadness for his poor mother. I have 3 sons and have been through some drug problems with one of my sons so I can relate to how this lady feels. She has gone through so very much. Iam so so sorry for your loss. Sent with love and respect from wales UK XXXXX
Hey mom good job getting clean and staying clean it all starts somewhere bless you and your family!!!!!❤
I’m just really sorry for all of the family members. Self-medicating never makes things better. Mental health counseling is needed to address deep emotional wounds and to teach healthy coping skills. R.I.P. Nick.
I’m so so sorry for your loss. By telling Nick’s story you are helping others. Thank you for opening up and being vulnerable and sharing - I felt it deeply and I am moved. I am in recovery and so is my daughter. God Bless You and your family. Rest in Peace Nick 🙏❤
I feel like hugging this woman! God has a special place in heaven for ppl like her! You can look in her eyes and listen to the pain in her voice and on her face she’s had a LIFE!! And she’s still here smiling!! You ppl judging in the comments like you’re perfect smh! God bless this lady
I can't imagine the chaos and instability all those children are enduring.
Poor kids! And it all stems from the mom/grandma. That poor family
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Can’t stand the mom, she sounds selfish. I can’t stand her face
The mom has been in recovery for a long time, it's not her fault..he chose that life, he choose to keep going back. I was a method addict..and I'm choosing to stay clean
Dear Mother,
Your story hits hard. Though your tears and pain you are reaching out with Nicks story, Your story, the story of so many, and I know it's reaching others. You are strong and beautiful. Sending love from the Northern California Redwoods. 🙏❤
This is one of my favorite channels to watch on any platform. The courage, strength, and dignity of the mother's fathers, siblings, friends, and grandparents that are left behind inspire me. This was a particularly tough week. These testimonies give me hope and strength. My faith is encouraged. God bless the victims and God bless those left behind. Your loved ones DID NOT die in vain. On the contrary, they are likely saving hundreds and thousands of lives with the sharing of these testimonials. Parents and friends are looking more closely, those who have been lucky so far buying drugs from acquaintances and "Frens/frenemies" are thinking twice. This channel is a wonderful community service. The Lord in His mercy will comfort all parties with this scripture: "To be absent from the body is to present with the LORD."
Thank you to everyone. God bless you all. ❤🙏
OMG...I just finished. Im bawling...my gosh. My heart breaks for this mother. Im so sorry im so sorry..😔💔😔💔
Thank you so much❤️
Thank you for your comments.
God bless you mom. You are not alone in this war on drugs. Praying for your family, please pray for mine.
Amen
Proud of you Mom you are doing a great job! Nick is in a beautiful place and you will see him again one day. I admire how strong you are, We all have to keep moving forward.
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Why are y’all congratulating the mom, it’s her fault her son is dead. She wasn’t around in Nicks life smh yeah yeah she turned her life around now why couldn’t she do it when Nick was alive ??
Stop being a jerk, Are you perfect? Bet not @@erikag7334
I can say if fentanyl was around 15 yrs ago like it is today I know a lot of people including myself that probably wouldn’t be here right now. I personally first hand know that addiction is the devil. 13 yrs clean today.
Congrats!! If no-one has told you... I will.... I am proud of you😊
I am so so sorry for your loss. I can not imagine losing a child. We are not suppose to bury our children.
Please have comfort knowing that Nick is in heaven and he is your guardian angel now.
I believe that with all my heart. When I was 15
I witnessed my aunt take her last breath. My aunt Joan had breast cancer and we were all gathered around her and when she passed there was this white mist that came up from her shoulders traveled down her body and from her feet the mist rose up to the ceiling and dissapeared. Everyone in that room also witnessed it. So believe me when I tell you that your awesome son will always be with you! 😇
I have a 21 year old son and that is my biggest fear … thing is, you can’t say “it can never be my child “! Feel so sorry for this mom.
A mothers pain is so hard to watch and see. I can not imagine going through this, so so sad. So sorry for your loss😔
Simply heartbreaking 💔
May God comfort Nick's family 🙏
My heart goes out to everyone who suffered the loss of this beautiful soul. He’s always with you..❤
Im so so sorry for youre loss - you a strong mama 21 years sober that is no joke. I’m proud of you. I can relate in so many ways . Keep your head up you are doing Great. Dios te bendiga mija y a toda tu familia.
Thank you y Dios que la bendiga también a usted❤
Bless you, my heart breaks for you. I too was a recovering addict, and tried to srt an example for my son by staying clean, attending meetings, etc. It didn't save my son either. I fell you're pain, and thank you for being so raw and honest. You're story was similar to mine. Our sons were about the same age. Stay strong
Thanks for sharing Nick's story. Hopefully it reaches someone that needs it. I know I certainly benefit from these stories. Thank you
Nick's poor mom😢😢
I fell very sorry for your loss mom, you got out of the hell ,called "drugs", god bless you. You have so much to live for. You are a good woman, i pay for you and your family. Drugs are devastating.
Heartbreaking story. And the fact youtube is airing alcohol advertisements during this absolutely sucks.
My heart breaks for you all. Praying the Lord gives you peace in your grief.🙏🏽
My heart goes out to your family! I am truly sorry for your loss. 🙏RIP Nick
Thank you
God bless this woman, my heart aches for her!
thank you for this incredible series and for educating viewers about the fentanyl crisis.
Thank you for your comment
Thank you mr Glen muse help put our stories out thier I pray it helps others
When she saves a life it is her son’s.bright life showing through
Sister your son is beautiful I feel your pain thank you for sharing this with us much respect RIP Nick sorry to all of you for such a big loss painful
I feel really sad for his mom, the pain she shares is palpable. As a country, we have to do a better job of saving the youth (and that may include saving the parents, grandparents, etc). The generational aspect of addiction/poor decision- making can't be ignored. These kids need assistance that they have not received. Now, his children will grow up with this trauma in their lives - And I pray will stay away from these substances to cope.
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Yes momma bear keep pushing mom your very strong angels are watching you 💙🙏🏻
So sorry for your loss, dear Mama. 💔🙏🏽😢
My heart breaks listening to this beautiful mother, I pray God gives this family the peace and strength they need. May Nick be resting in heaven.
Thank you for sharing your story. So sorry for your loss😑💔No drugs are good, open the door for stronger & harder ones down the road & addiction.
I can really tell how much you loved your son and I can't picture what your pain is like except to say one of my sons almost died of an overdoes yrs. ago and I was going crazy in the hospital. Thank goodness you have his son Nick Jr. with you and many other relatives. I have very few around me bc I come from such a small family. God bless you in your struggle without your son Nick.
We only know her part of the story, Nick is not alive to tell his that’s why I’m not praising the mom at all
I’m sorry for your pain and lose, may the Lord bless and keep you and heal your heart🙏🕊️
Thank you for what you do. I hope these videos are breaking through to many , many people especially the youth ❤❤
Your welcome and I will continue to do it❤
Keep going dear Lady! Your faith in our Lord God Almighty will hold you up. I'm so sorry for your family. God Bless You 🙏🌹
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I am a 3 year recovering addict myself and these stories keep me going. Thank you for your honesty. What a beautiful boy Nick is. He is wise beyond his years and such a wise little boy. Good head on his shoulders. God bless your family. You staying sober through this is Gods grace and miraculous.
We also have a series of recovery stories that you might find interesting. Here’s a link to that playlist.
Journey from Addiction to Recovery Series
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What an absolute tragedy - just the whole story - my God!.
May the good Lord comfort you and your family and give you peace.
My heart breaks for his son 💔 I'm so sorry that he to witness that 😢
My condolences 💐 to the family ❤
Yr a hard core ma, remind me of my tias. Yr story was well told, u did everything u could! Love yr ink and how open u are about yr journey. Take continuous care.❤
Thank you for sharing this story of this family, and facts about fentanyl. Since I found this channel I have shared it with family and friends who have people who struggle with addictions small or big. And I also wake up everyday thanking Father God that I wake up one more day sober. I see the pain of these families. And I can't stop sharing this channel and thanking God's love, grace, mercy, and the goodness of God in my own life, someone who dealt with addiction for over 20 years, escaping so many other things. I totally understand both sides of the coin. My heart goes out to the Mom, and the entire family. Every story shared is powerful and life changing❤ thank you for bringing awareness to this epidemic of fentanyl poisoning and overdoses. Thank you thank you thank you to the creators of this channel, the content and stories you share. And to all the amazing brave families and friends sharing their stories. GOD bless y'all 🙏❤️🙏❤️
We also have a series of recovery stories you might find interesting.
@@TexasPictures Thank you, I think I have seen 1 or 2 stories, I'll check more of those out. I think I'm so attentive to these stories more knowing this could have been me. And it pushes me to the reality thanking God why never I should return to that life. No one wakes up saying hey I think I'll be an addict today. But once you leave that life, you do have to wake up reminding oneself, saying why I will not be an addict again 😔. So thank you 🙏🙏🙏
@@TexasPicturesI keep hearing one thing said over and over in each story by moms, dads, siblings, cousins, friends, if their story can save one life, sharing their stories, their pain was worth sharing, besides other people I've shared this channel with. I want to let everyone of them know that it has helped one life, Father GOD'S glory and honor, hearing their stories and seeing their pain. It has helped me. It Pushes me everyday to do better, be better. And helps me share my testimony and my story . my prayer, if I can help one person it was all worth it....
Thank you glen❤
I am so sorry for your tragic loss. May he Rest in Peace
I'm so so sorry for your loss!!
To Nicolas Jr... yall did not take too long, please don't think that. God knew you had the strength to deal with this and to use it to make the world a better place. Yall are a very brave family.❤
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Wow he was so handsome ! Condolences to the family. RIP NIC ❤
Thank you my nick was my pretty boy❤
@@brendagarza69 I was also intrigued by your beauty ! God bless you and your family. I’m sure Nick would be proud of you bringing awareness to his situation ❤️❤️
I’m sorry for your loss! May the God of all comfort, comfort your heart!
Thank you I am sorry you suffered the lose of your Son you all are so blessed that your family are loving and close and kind to one another God bless you and your family .
I'm so very sorry you lost your son ma'am.
So sorry for your loss to the family I hope this helps spread awareness, so sad i will educate my kids for sure 😢 🙏 ❤️
I cried listening to this mama crying for her son. How tragic. I’m so very sorry for your loss. 😢. Remember give your heart and pain and tears to God and let our Almighty Creator fix your beautiful son. God will not let’s drugs control your son anymore. I wish you peace sweet lady. I’m so very sorry. 😢💔
Happy birthday Nicholas ❤❤❤
I”m so sorry for your loss and congratulations on being clean!
Strength to his kids!!
Rest In Peace Nick. 🙏🏼🙏🏼 God Bless The Family. 🙏🏼🙏🏼
Please please please don’t cry mom, you’re making me cry from how my mom probably felt when she found me on the floor of my bathroom overdosed not breathing off fentanyl
It’s so hard I do pray if I wouldn’t of known god I don’t know what have become of me thank you
@@brendagarza69 I just want you to know that you touched someone. Your son is an inspiration for many of us and so are you.
Your emotions are so raw, I couldn’t even begin to feel what my parents have gone through. My parents tried everything too, rehab, subs, dictating my life. Your sons legacy forever lives on. Thankyou for sharing
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I'm so sorry for your loss...virtual hugs from Dallas Texas ❤❤❤
My heart goes out to the mother and family
I love my children and feel so fortunate that neither of them abuse alcohol, smoke weed, or even vape. Nor do any of their friends. Peer pressure is a huge issue and always has been. It’s very easy to fall into suspect habits. I pray that this family will find peace. My condolences.
That is truly a great thing but YNK ? Keep praying for them , Ill do the same.
I wish that I could say the same. The war on Drugs is being lost at a tremendously rapid rate. Almost all teens either smoke weed or vape now….some even do more. It’s preposterous!! These teens are BOLD! They don’t even try to hide it, and when confronted claim it helps their “anxiety” that they’ve never even been diagnosed with. It’s really scary and sad. Unfortunately, my 16 year old twins are caught up in this crap. I hate it
THANK U 4 SHARING YOUR STORY OF TRADGETY. SO SORRY 4 YOUR LOSS. GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY'S HEALING ❣️❣️
Nick, through his highs & lows, seemed to really love his mother. RIP and rest, Momma. Nick’s battle is over - he’s with the Lord who feels your pain.
I’m so sorry for your loss. We were the same age 😞 You did a great job of explaining his personality in the beginning of the video. He seemed full of so much life! I hope you’re comforted by the good times you had with him.
May The Lord God Jesus Bless this Family through such a hard and gut-wretching tragedy..
Oh, mom. I really do believe you can save at least that one, this was so heart braking. I don't think nobody wants to put their parents, relatives and friends through that.
And I'm happy you haven't relapsed. It's a miracle considering all the loss and pain you have had.
Keep strong!
Thank you
Sorry For Your Lost
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This sweet lady has seen so much struggle and pain. I'm so sorry Nick was taken so soon. She is a strong woman to make it a point to be there for her grandchildren. Praying this family has peace, and that the youngest generation will not be plagued by addiction.