This is the end of the pinkbike racing series and of my racing career in its current form. I don’t actually know what the future holds for me racing wise as I work through solving my problems. I’m hoping I come out the other side of my treatment with the ability to plan, organise and commit on my plans to a satisfactory level while putting minimal stress on the lives of everyone around me. Thank you for supporting me through the past few years and I look forward to making loads more videos here on Pinkbike in the future. ❤
You should be super proud of everything you have achieved. This series and watching your content has been one of the best series produced on UA-cam. I will be sad that its no more.You are a legend and I know we will be seeing more of you whatever that may be. Good luck with everything 🤟🙏👌
Nothing but love for you Ben. You are an amazing human being. I have faith in you! Your impact is there even if it isn't in yourself racing directly. Go where your heart calls!
Pinkbike and all the other sponsors supported your mad Pinkbike Racing project because you make engaging, professional and insightful content that the Pinkbike audience love. There is huge value in that for a sponsor. I believe your inside the tape and race recap videos are the best content out there to support the world cups. It would be a massive shame if they didn’t continue to the future.
I think that PB racing as a way of bringing race content to race fans is the future of broadcasting. Maybe it won't be quite like it was this year, maybe teaming up with different sponsors, but this is exciting content - whether it's pre-race and post-race coverage or a behind the scenes look at riders as they struggle to achieve their dreams. Your racing may not have gone the way you wanted, but the content (no matter how you got there) was fresh and fun and exciting. Give yourself credit for your achievements. I love that PB is trying out different stuff, but this is better than the last season of PB Academy by a long shot. I would think any big racing team would be chomping at the bit to create a joint venture - the content that PB racing creates is just so much media exposure and creates so much interest in the team.
Ben Cathro, you are one of THE BEST and most genuine people. Hugely brave to share this stuff with all and sundry on the internet. You always seem to have such a positive vibe, and the downhill team footage over the last two years has been really special. I was never moved to tears over mountain bike footage until that episode Amy's first season. Don't be harsh on yourself, you are a star.
This got me directly in the feels. Ben is such a genuine and kind person. I’ve had the privilege of riding with him a handful of times. Despite our huge differences in ability and speed, Ben didn’t care, he just enjoyed being out on the bike with others that share his passion. I think in the grand scale of things, Ben has done a huge amount to both elevate the sport and also help make it more accessible to the masses, especially since joining PinkBike. A true ambassador for the sport!
Team manager. Coach. Inspiration to so many riders. Most entertaining and insightful coverage. Massive focus on the juniors. Ambassador for the sport. These are huge contributions with immeasurable outcomes. I'm hard pressed to think of anyone else who comes close.
Damn, as someone who was diagnosed with ADHD at 32 years old. The last 1/3 of this video hit very hard, I relate to everything you mentioned Ben. That "what" if scenarios, feeling like your brain is broken most days, frustrating doesn't begin to cover it. Wishing you all the best in the future, hopefully you can find solutions that work for you. This series was incredible, cheers to everyone who made it possible!
Ben, I'm ADHD, and I love it! I was 46 when I was diagnosed. I bought my first MTB when I was 65. And I'm a personal trainer. It would be hard to find anyone doing DH racing who is not ADHD! Love of Adrenalin, adventure, excitement, and contempt for routine and banality. Nothing wrong with that! The thing with ADHD is that we are motivated by the things we are interested in, but cannot engage with things that we are not interested for either love nor money. We can be exceptionally focussed, and I saw that in your eyes in the video when you were bolting down the hill. So, consider this, ADHD is not a disorder, just a label for kids in school who can't sit still. We are highly intelligent, very capable problem solvers. We can think on our feet. We have balls the size of coconuts. (These are reasons why ADHD is virtually a prerequisite for getting into the SAS regiment BTW). So you don't like administration. So what?? You're disorganised - who cares? BUT you will always be good, very good, at the things that you are interested in. That said, I have learned to be organised when I am focussed on a task or solving a problem that interests me. But I will never, ever have anything to do with administration. I am an exercise junkie, because it interests me (health generally) but it doesn't mean it has to be of interest to you. So, the upshot is, select out what it is you want to do, and leave the rest out (pay someone to do it if you have to). ADHD is a good thing, with enormous potential for a life less ordinary. Please don't waste it! [And please don't obsess over things that are stupid, or get angry with yourself if you think you did something stupid, or someone else did. For a highly intelligent person, stupid is everywhere. When I let go of stupid, my anger went away - that simple]. Adhd is everywhere. Welcome to the mob! All the best.
Just been diagnosed myself at 35 years old. Knew from aged 7 or 8 that I was wired different to other kids. Doctors told my mum that I was just a naughty boy who needed a back hand from his dad. I bunked school as I couldn't concentrate and focus on tasks so I just rode my bike in the woods. Had used cannabis to manage my overactive brain, to mask deep thought and to maybe help dull my endless energy. It helped but I rode less and smoked more. Tried meds, conceta xl and atemoxitine but they don't agree with my body and make me feel like a crack head. The only thing I find that really works is being one with my bike in the places I love the most. I've always hated how I've felt but just recently I am learning to embrace it and use it to my advantage, ADHD is my super power 💪🙏 unfortunately my 2 boys are showing signs of it too but I know what to look for to help them now. Loved reading your briefly covered history mate. ❤️ 👊
ADHD means you have issues with systematic training so not really the best for athletes. Also SAS soldiers prerequisite? Sounds like you're one of those adhders who claims it's a superpower when for 99.99% of people with it it's a struggle. I spent years trying to figure out what's wrong with me when I couldn't finish uni, couldn't traing regurarly, why i crashed all the time, why I talked weird to people, why i couldn't sleep. And no I'm still disorganized when I'm on tasks that interest me. Only fear of punishment or consequences work so I'm good at my work and shit at my hobbies. ADHD is not a good thing. I get it that it helps you think that way but for most people it's a huge problem. ADHD people have higher risk of early death, jail, addiction, debt and many other negative things happening. PS. When people struggle telling them "no fam, you should feel great" is not helping shit.
Ben having adhd makes so much sense and as someone with severe adhd I completely understood what he was saying and it’s validating to hear from someone else. Simple life tasks I can’t complete and it’s cause of my adhd so I completely understand and agree
@@BikeIsLife4EverGG It takes a massive toll on your mental health tbh. It's absolutely fucked not feeling like yourself, and everything is so plain and boring. I'm not a fan of the stuff, I'd rather be aware of how my brain works and plan myself around it.
@BikeIsLife4EverGG i have adhd and was on stimulants (Adderall is a stimulant) for 10 years. stimulants suck. You can't gain weight bc your appetite is nonexistent. If you eat when the drugs are working you feel like youre gonna throw up. you aren't yourself. You get depressed. Again they suck. Luckily there are nonstimulant drugs (what I am currently on) but they don't work quite as well and don't work for everyone
Ben Cathro is simply one for the most influential and impactful riders I know. He’s among the people who’s made me love cycling and progressing. He is the true embodiment of what mtb is all about. He’s the actual voice of downhill. He’s the big bro we all need. Winning races or not Ben will always be one of the legends next to the greats of the sport
This is by far the best content Pinkbike is putting out. Would be a real shame if that series didn´t continue one way or the other. Hopefully also with Ben in some role. "How to bike" with Ben was brilliant as well btw.
Ben, nobody else brings the joy and relatable humor you do to the mountain bike scene. Maybe it's the last chapter for your DH racing, but you have so much more to give beyond that. "How to Bike" is amazing, and I'm sure you have a great coaching career ahead of you if that suits. Don't be a stranger!
Damn you Pinkbike - how could you possibly get us to love everyone on this team? The storytelling from these videos is without peer on the interwebs. Well done one and all! ...and Ben - here's to overcoming the challenges you currently face, and finding a path forward that uses your incredible personality, wisdom and experience. We are all the better for what you do.
I don't want this comment to come across as questioning of the diagnosis, because it's not. All I want to say is the amount of work you've been able to organize and execute as the lead of this project is simply otherworldly: produce videos, manage the team (with all the logistics involved) oh and by the way, go ride downhill at world class level? Absolutely insane. Other top guys just train and ride, your level of commitment and responsibility is just so far beyond that. I hope you recognize what you've managed to pull off, even the personal goal for results was not reached.
Ben, we all love you man. This series has more than put you on the map in our consciences as the guy we'd all love to be. A fully wholesome Scottish lad with all the talent we could only wish for.
Damn dude. Ngl, as another nearly too tall for the sport goofy, nerdy, passionate dude myself, you have always been kind of a role model to me, Ben - but to hear your struggles with an adult ADHD diagnosis that apparently you received probably weeks apart from the one i received myself this past summer, it's truly hitting on another level right now. Thank you so much for speaking about your struggles so honestly. It feels so rare to see people talk about ADHD without minimizing or blaming those with it, let alone the self doubt/shame that we feel from it - I'm kind of having trouble putting into words how validating that section was. I hope you're making progress now that you have a diagnosis, I've been blown away by how much I've made so far personally. And thank you and the entire team for this series, it's truly been one of the best i've ever seen, and I'm absolutely sure I'm not alone in saying that.
Ben, I too have struggled heavily with high level ADHD. Sometimes it can be a godsend and sometimes a curse, on yourself, family friends... life. There are a ton of us out there who struggle daily. Performance anxiety is a real thing. Then the exacerbation of a failure by trying harder and harder.... it is not an easy one to contend with in the mind. Knowing and working on it is the most human and wonderful thing you can do. Knowing you have it and that you aren't just crazy is like the first step.
This is probably one of the best series that I've watched either on TV or on UA-cam. I know that the members of the team didn't get the results they wanted, but the courage everyone showed throughout was incredible. Thank you for being so honest with the documentary and not holding back. All of you are inspirations.
Ben, you have been my favorite PB ambassador to watch over the years and I hope to see you back in saddle again soon. Sending you best wishes and healing vibes.
Very honest and candid video Ben. Elite racing is hard, I can relate. Especially when the season is full of injuries, mechanicals, and other issues that prevent you from doing some of the things you really want to do. When you talk about the struggle with attention and sitting in front of the gym without going in, and say "that's not what normal people do." Remember that normal people doing race world Cup downhill events, or any discipline for that matter. You aren't a normal person, and it is what you got you to where you are. Those same personality traits that get you to an elite level can also cause challenges with some elements of training, competing, work, and life. It's important to know these facts about yourself, and learn how to not only embrace it, but also figure out how to exploit these traits for performance, on and off the bike. Lastly, there are many ways to be a "professional cyclist" these days that aren't being a racer, so work to find your place in the sport and stay in there. I personally took almost 10 years after racing to realize this and start to find a place in the sport again. The sport is so dynamic and fun, and there are soon many roles, it's just a matter of reimagining yourself and choosing a new role and place. Stay in there dude!
Read the comments and you get an idea of how much regard this community has for Ben, pretty sure everyone who watched this through ended up reaching for the tissues. Thanks Ben
Ben, you’re a hero and inspiration to more people than you can ever count. Stay strong, one step at a time, and I can’t wait to see what you will do next. As one door closes, countless others open up for you. The strength you have shown in just talking about this is so amazing. As others have said you’re so charismatic, and such an amazing presenter and so knowledgeable, engaging, and entertaining, I ride better for having your videos in my life, I’ve watched you for hours and hours on UA-cam. Please get your mojo back ASAP, we’re all waiting for your next project and upload.
Ben you should be so proud of your achievements. Sport is entertainment and your journalism, story and passion provides so many people with joy. Not to mention that what you've pulled off with the team, those riders will reap the benefits of you giving them a shot for the rest of their lives. Long live Pink Bike Racing
Man, in all honesty I think this resonates with a lot of people. Expectations on a normal human being these days is much higher. And the existential dread created by all the things we have to accomplish in life in such short time adds up. You’ve had a big impact on a lot of people, probably larger than you know❤ wish you all the best mate, the future is bright!
First off loved the whole series, probably some of the best if not the best content from Pinkbike generally. On a more important note, as somebody who was diagnosed with ADHD at an early age, around 9-10 years old, currently 29. You put into word almost exactly how I feel, I sit outside of the gym for hours staring at my phone, Ive had my brain refuse to let me do things ive wanted to do. Things that would have furthered my career or personal life or done something positive for me and instead I sat at home staring at the wall because my brain convinced me its better then working hard to achieve my goals. My effort level is extremely high to do simple stuff a lot of the time and it really feeds into my depression and general mental well being. Good luck with moving forward but you've done some amazing work here.
13:50 seeing you sat there under the tree, coming to the realisation that your competetive days are numbered was so sad, sad scene. Must have been an overwhelming emotional rollercoaster for you. Glad you're still around to put smiles on our faces with your quick wit and upbeat attitude and to keep pushing our beloved sport further and making positive changes. ❤
I know you can never take a racer out of the race... But I don't think Cathro truly realizes he's the best presenter and content creator on Pinkbike. And that he can lean into that WHENEVER he wants. Bonus points if he does some content with Quinney. This could be the golden era of pinkbike. Mike and Mike was always good... But this could be great. Could be :)
Pb racing is amazing -thank you Cathro and team for all the great content. I hope it can continue in one format or another. I’m sure Ben you will smash whatever you decide to do going forward.
Who's chopping onions! I'm on a similar journey. The most annoying parts is the condition it makes seeking help more difficult. Really good to hear you talking about it so candidly and it is encouraging me to seek help too. So thanks for that and the great content you put out. the PB racing series was a triumph, and look forward to whatever you move onto next, hopefully more content in one guise or another.
Hi Ben. Just watched you talking incredibly openly and honestly about your ADHD. Despite the struggles and challenges think also of what you have achieved with mentoring your young team over the past 2 years in such an incredibly supportive way. Be good to yourself and take care. Best wishes from another ADHD human in NZ.
Thank you Ben for being this open and this whole series! Both is so understandable yet hard-hitting. Because it shows humans, personalities first. And amazing bike riders second.
Came clicking in to see Benji, our 'insider' hero, came away thinking he's actually more than a hero. Yer a legend mate. As someone who lives a bit of that life mate, I'd say I've literally no idea how you did what you have. In fact, as I've watched you over the years you've come across as a role model in your actions. I've often thought about one day I'll be stoating down a city street and I'd bump into you and tell you how amazing you are. Whilst you maybe think there is a problem to fix, take it from all of us, the comments I see below. Don't change mate. Glad you made this, glad you let us all inside. Gives us all a reference point for when others bring it to us. You got back on after a broken back ffs, you'll get back on this. So don't beat yourself up too much and don't be away too long. All the love in the world dude.
Ben, you're the primary reason I watch Pinkbike. Your instructional videos are the BEST there is, full-stop. Your race recaps are the BEST there is. Truly hope your future remains with us and you continue to share what you feel comfortable with. 100% best wishes to continued healing. A bright future is ensured, I have zero about.
First, your description of the effects from ADHD were so well said. I feel like this also just speaks for your talent of communication. Second, as others have said, and I hope it sinks in, you have accomplished so much even when it feels like you could have done more. Reviewing your accomplishments is an important esteem builder for anyone, but especially for those of us who struggle with ADHD. You are an inspiration for both young and old.
Pinkbike racing is way more than race results. Ben, you've created stories I've been invested in. You brought so many insights into WC racing. You and the team created such a cool thing. I wish you the best with the mental struggle. I'm a year into therapy and I'm only staying afloat. Different problems, same struggle. Keep at it. Small victories! And more fun on bikes. Cheers, Ben! You're a good dude.
Ben, that chat about knowing what needs to be done but not being able to do it no matter how simple or easy it feels it "should" be really resonated with me. I have the exact same issues...I will literally drive to the gym and then sit in the car and overthink things to the point where I never actually make it into the gym. I know I'll feel so much better for doing it but I just can't make my body get up and go in. The same things happen with tasks at home, answering emails, doing my taxes, seeing friends etc...things that seem so simple for "normal" people but for some reason I just find it so hard to do. The self hatred for struggling with such simple tasks can be overwhelming and then the guilt for feeling so bad when other people have it worse piles on. I'm not wanting to belittle your feelings but I hope knowing you're not alone can help somewhat...before I saw this video I didn't realise other people felt the way I do and it's a relief to me to know I'm not as pathetic as I thought. I wish you all the best no matter your role in the years to come
Hey Ben. I'm 50 and was just diagnosed with adhd this past year. I can relate to what you were saying about the struggle and the what ifs. That being said, even with ADHD and everything it brings the challenges and weird super powers you've created some amazing things and I for one appreciate everything you've done and can't wait to see what's next.
You might not have ridden your bike as fast as you wanted to in the big races but you did get to race in those big races so that is an amazing achievement in itself! You've also educated people like me about MTB techniques and course features through your articulate videos. You are no doubt a great mentor to your fellow pink bike riders and you helped them get some decent results! Your knowledge, sense of humour and charisma make you a natural in front of the camera and you'll make a fantastic commentator in due course! Good luck in the future and thanks for the edutainment over the years !
I absolutely feel your pain - I'm 47 and have only recently discovered what ADHD means and how many of my traits line up with what you've described. You've achieved a huge amount already so head up and be proud :)
It says a lot about you as a person and character the fact you didn't quite achieve what you wanted as a DH racer but are still a legend in the sport, a name everyone knows, loves and respects. Both my son and my partner have ADHD and I know how tough it can be for them. You got this big man 💙
It makes a lot of sense now as I was watching your movement and I was like, this guy is a world cup racer. Then I started to notice that your strength didn't feel like it was enough for your height/size/weight...etc, if you could get in that gym your strength would match your ability and determination.
I was diagnosed when I was younger and later on just “handled” it myself I thought successfully. I watched this video and it has shed new light on things I thought were just personality traits not adult adhd. It had made me seek help and guidance from my doctor. Also my wife does not ride but watched this and is a fan of yours now. Take care of yourself and thank you!
I have ADD and get completely paralyzed by the simplest of mundane tasks at times. I've struggled so hard to get the simplest of things done, you spoke straight to my core with this one. But Ben, you're an absolute superhero. We don't always get to plan or choose how we contribute to this world but boy are you a bright and wonderful addition to the MTB community. Please love what you are, even if only to respect all our feelings for you haha. All the best to you lad
As an Aussie with two young boys who ride and are constantly watching mountain biking UA-cam videos I want you to know that your content always had there full attention. The way you and your team put your content together was so fresh and so creative and inspiring. Always looking out for the new young riders that needed guidance. Bloody brilliant. Jesus Christ Ben you should be and I know you are proud of yourself and what you achieved. We appreciate your dedication and really hope the Pinkbike team continues. RESPECT FROM AUSTRALIA.
I normally don't comment on UA-cam, but after a whole two season of watching Pinkbike Racing, I just have to say, what an amazing journey it was. I've had the chance to see you guys ride at Lenzerheide last year, and I've definitely shouted the most when I saw you guys flying down the hill haha. Honestly, seeing the raw, intimate and vulnerable side of all of the riders at Pinkbike Racing truly opened my eyes on what racing DH at the highest level is all about, and that is something that no one will find any where else, only you guys could have done it. So, along with thousands of other people, thank you from the bottom of our hearts Ben, for making one of the most influential and high quality series in mountain biking. Now take care, rest well and I can't wait to see what you bring out next!
Pinkbike racing is some of the best content I have watched on the internet and it was all because of you Ben! You have way more talent in many more things than you realise. I'm certainly keen to see what is next.
Dear Ben, I’m 51 and got my ADHD diagnosis at 49. When you shared about your experience it resonated strongly in my heart. Impacting! This is exactly how I felt for ages, and I did wish I had found out about as young as you did. You, have inspired me so much, and I’ve tried the things you taught on your instructional videos - I really appreciate your work! I’ve watched a lot of videos and because of my ADHD I never made to the end of most of them, but somehow your way of presenting spoke to my brain and could watched your stuff countless times. Thank you for being who you are the way you are. You’ve inspired this old overweight rider to keep at it, and MTB has helped me a LOT with my ADHD. Thanks for sharing your passion with the rest of us!
Ben, I didn’t know any of your challenges or background. You were just the guy who could clearly ride and knew his stuff and presented it in the best way of anyone on YT. I’m no DHR just an older guy having fun, I needed to learn drops as I was off to Madeira and I needed a skill I hadn’t got. Watched you training over and over and did a bit of practice, it worked! Off tomorrow. Your ACE.
The best thing is Ben shows the world the best part of biking, and that's the friendships, love, and support that sports like this provide to everyone involved. Best wishes and thanks for all the help you've given over the years through your videos.
I was 39 when I figured out I had ADHD. Five years ago. It was both a relief and angering. A relief because it clicked for me where I had been wasting my effort with jobs that weren't suited for me, and angering that so much of the modern world is geared, from childhood, toward making us be a particular type of person. And that type of person is wholly unnatural and unhealthy for everyone really. ADHD is not a disorder, the way society is structured is. We just happen to be more sensitive to the imbalance of it. I wouldn't change who I am for anything, but I do direct my effort more intelligently for my personality type now and I don't waste a single fuck on worrying about what I "should" be doing, because that is all bullshit and artificial. I can 1000% also see a reason why having ADHD allowed you to be the high-level rider you became, but trying to juggle that with all your other responsibilities and projects will eat up your bandwidth. That is why you need to zone out for 2 hours in front of the gym. Being turned on to 11 when you're focused on what you're doing, like taking a run on your bike, means you need to be turned down to 2 whenever you can sneak a break. It's not a bad thing, it's just something that needs to happen. Live a life custom to YOU and you'll figure it out and have a fucking sweet life ahead of you.
And you broke your fucking back for chrisakes! Take it easy on yourself, 99% of people wouldn't have even considered returning to that same race season. Do you know how bonkers and disciplined that is?!
Good luck Ben, what you´re doing and the way you are doing it is amazing. Everyone has their own struggles to fight with, hope you can manage that well in the future. Great series, great people, great stories, emotions, ups and downs. Hats off
From the starstruck madman who shouted "hi Ben" across the street to you in Andorra (I still cringe), I hope your treatment is a success and you're able to move forward. You've been absolutely brilliant, you still are and you will continue to be. We're very lucky we've had you promoting DH and I hope we'll hear from you again soon. Sincere best wishes
I had no clue I would suddenly stumble across you putting words on how I feel, why I let my life and my opportunities slip away. I'm finally getting help and you are an inspiration Ben. ❤
I have absolutely LOVED this whole pinkbike racing series. Fantastic quality vidoes but they also suck you in and really make you relate to the people involved. It must be incredibly hard to operate at elite level in DH, but to try and do it while having an undiagnosed issue thats quietly sabotaging your efforts in the background? Nightmare! Ben I think the people watching this series absolutely love ya man and want nothing but good things for you, Amy and the rest of the team. Chin up, stay strong and we look forward to seeing what you do next
Poor old Ben , such a good dude. Not that I know him at all but from what you can derive from his you tube presence he seems absolutely great. Always love watching a Cathro video 🤩
Ben, you are absolutely special. Your humor and ability to teach is amazing. You can make a great living as a coach or trainer. Come over to California and teach us!
"so annoying that I can't do what I want to do".... and yet such an inspiration to so many in the mountain biking world. You're a legend dude.. stand tall! (no pun intended!)
From around 20:20 onwards, I thought, yeah I know that, I know what you are talking about. I have it too in a minor form. But I want to say, it is not a sickness. As much as it is frustrating and annoying in some ways, there are also very positive sides to it as well. From all I've seen and read from and about you, Ben, you're a wonderful human being. Look, mate, you're such an inspiration through the content you create and people you support. Just by being you. I feel diagnoses like these (psychological and internal) always lead to a struggle and fight between ego and self. I wish you all the best, Ben! You're awesome!Much love 😊
Ben literally described my life at the end of this video with his diagnosis. Props to the big man for his honesty and transparency. The sport is better with Ben in it.
This series is probably the best snapshop into downhill racing there has been. And as fruatrating as it is to not be able to race at the level you want Ben, you should look back at the series and know you absolutly smashed it. No one else could have captured it as well as you have and made it so personal. Im sure we will see you back on the small screen soon ❤
Ben, what a brave, strong episode!! Please give yourself grace and compassion as you work through dealing with your ADHD. It’s not easy, but you’ve already proven how strong you are by achieving so much- you’ve got this!!
First Ben I just hope you can sort your things out... all my suport on that. But please let me tell you something. You guys have done what to me, is not just a mini documentary of this beautiful Pinkbike Racing Team. You guys have share to us the inside of the world cups from another perspective, how hard it is for privateers, and also how hard is to become an elite rider. But.... eh, you know what. Maybe a bigger accomplishment is the number of riders out there, like me, that have been watching this videos... I really hope Pinkbike can value that and this "Pinkbike Racing Series" and there is no end to this... The value and quality that you guys have put into that has been amazing. Bravo. Thank you. 🙏
Good man Ben. You'll work it out, and you've given us all an amazing gift with letting us see the honest human side of top level mountain bike racing. The whole thing was a joy to feel part of. The production value was as first rate as the people involved. Thank you for sharing this all with us. You made all the sponsors look great, and you and Aime and the whole team have a bright future. God speed sir!
Ben, I am sure you have inspired many souls and that is something to be proud of. You are know facing a challenge that you will overcome day by day. You will find your line.Thanks for taking time to share your knowledge, it has helped me to become a better 51 years old rider. Greatly appreciated.
I stumbled across this video, 2 weeks after we started looking for the same diagnosis for my daughter. She's 11 and suffers exactly the same things you discribed and it's a constant battle in our house. Mainly in her own head, she tells us all the time she wants to be a champion she wants to do the work but can't actually get it done. I would love to hear how you have started to manage with your diagnosis and if it helped. She races Motocross, she works so hard and gives everything and it breaks my heart when she can't pull it all together! She watched this and cried at the end because someone else was like her! Sometimes you don't know how much a video can impact someone! Thank you ❤
Got love for all my humans. Thank you so much for sharing thoughts that I’ve thought myself almost word for word, but felt isolated in feeling them. You just made the world a bit better. ❤
Ben buddy. I been living with ADHD for decades. You can absolutely use your diagnosis as a strength. It’s not the end. But it gives you the power to understand your problem which is the first step to solving it. I absolutely adore you as a human. You’re funny, charming, helluva racer, I love all your videos. They makes me laugh out loud. Just because you had a shite season you still made massive progress. Sometimes the failures are what we learn the most from. So keep at it. Much love. - a fan
I had the pleasure to meet Ben in Fort William a few years agao and we had a great chat about how hard it is as tall riders to find a bike that properly fits you. At the time. he struck me as one of the most genuine and down-to-earth people you would hope to meet. This series has solidified this to no end. Ben showing his vulnerability, challenges and triumphs has done so much not just for the sport but I also for mental health awareness. One of the best things to be put out not just by Pinkbike but by any sports broadcaster.
Thank You Ben, they say that when one door closes anther one opens. It must be crushing to not be able to reach your goals, that said God has a different plan for you. Your candor is captivating and you have a gift that draws people to you. I have watched many of your teaching skills videos and the more I watch the more interested I become. Whatever doesn't kill us makes us stronger. Go Ben Go!
I love this series, I love pinkbike, and I love Ben Cathro. Having broken my T12 and L1 in a mountain biking accident just a few weeks before Ben's injury, I felt less alone in my recovery.
Ben you are an absolute inspiration, watched your videos from the start. I could have told you that you were ADHD from the start, both my wife and myself as well as my two daughters all have it. But it can be a super power, some of the greatest ideas and thinking out the box comes from minds like us. All the very best for the future and hope we still get to share your life experiences. From an old injured downhiller who can't even afford to replace his stolen bike, as a Dad the kids always come first. Just keep riding and smiling.
I generally never comment on videos etc. but dear Ben, you’re an absolute legend (already) and beautiful person on so many levels. There’s so much you can do and I hope you’ll find fun in whatever comes next, your family and riding your bike. Thanks for everything so far and looking forward to your next endeavours. Nothing but love buddy.
Superb honesty. As a rider you have always been exciting @BenCathro and as a journalist you are honestly the least boring bike presenter out there. Yes that is a compliment. Please, let there be an opportunity for you to continue to give us an insight into mountain bike racing. Thank you for putting it all out there, physically, mentally and emotionally.
This season has been so full of emotion, it's good to have an insight into the riders mental health, it's a real issue that isn't spoken about enough. Really sad that Pinkbike Racing isn't continuing, would've been great to see it continue and develop youths and privateers needing a helping hand. A collaboration with Wyn should happen for this, two of the best content creators in the DH scene!
Keep it up Ben,im struggling with ADHD pretty much about 20years,we are limited in some Points,but the most kind and Loving People,never Stop what you are doing,what you do is Great,all the Happy Athletes and Friends around you are proof of that. 🙏❤
You are not alone Ben. Find your people. Keep living the life finding the flow out on the trails whether professional or personal. Do what you got to do. Much love and support bro.
Pinkbike Racing has absolutely been the best content on the Pinkbike website. Each video in the past two seasons has been captivating in its own way and is far superior to the other contact out there as it shows the backstory and real challenges that the racers have to go through. So impressive.
Ben, I've admire you for a long time. You are very passionate and always look on the positive side of any situation, without disregarding the negatives. The only thing I can say to you is: As long as you're alive, you still have time to reach your goals! Don't give up! I look forward to seeing you race again, and I hope we cross mountain bike paths!!
Ben, man... I have been following you for years. You are an inspiration with your never give up attitude, your fun way and crazy riding!!! From and older guy, I wish you all the best. Never give up.
Fair play Ben, love the honesty and sincerity with which you speak. You seem like a top bloke and considering all that you have been through, you have achieved so much and should be proud not only of the impact you have had on the PBR riders but also the millions of views too. Stay strong and keep up the good work. 💪
I have absolutely loved all of your productions, from the first time I discovered you. Your Pinkbike journey has been no exception. You bring a very human, natural value to all of these productions, and that's engaging, because you are relatable. I need to get checked out. Our parallels are uncanny, even though I'm twice your age...and some. I discovered cycling/mtbing late (52) and went in 100%....two yrs later got hit by a driver, using a car and ended up with multiple fractured vertebrae and herniated discs....now with a pile of hardware installed, and got stuck in again..... managed cycling club, federation activities, and actively engaged on so many fronts, for the last 6yrs, and now struggling with organizing, management, and generally keeping it together. It is tough out there. Thanks to your coming out I realize, I'm not alone. You have been an awesome inspiration to a raft of people, and we all hope you stay in the game. Whether you're as a Track analysis and race or team pundit or coach, you have touched a lot of us with your great craic!
You're awesome Ben! Thanks a ton for everything so far and thanks a ton for all still to come! All the best for your treatment mate. Not gonna say anything more about your ADHD except you've got such an eloquent and insightful way while speaking off the cuff. Your brain ticks far better than 99.9% of people I know. Give yourself time to focus it up how you want it and there'll be no stopping you bud! Go send it!!!
Ben, dude, you are a very brave man for talking about your real struggles. At least now you know what you need to focus on. I respect this more than anything you have done on the bike.
Still, you have accomplished so much more than most people dream of. Don't forget that. Sharing your enthusiasm for the sport in all the ways you do means a lot to a lot of people.
Dude!… It’s good that you’ve got your diagnosis as you’ll now be able to put plans in place to manage yourself more effectively, but don’t only focus on the what ifs and things you feel you have missed… Take some time to look back and recognise the great things you have been able to accomplish without a diagnosis whilst battling with your head and heart in conflict and be proud that you’ve achieved what you have 👏👏 Quite how you managed to support a team, coach younger riders, film and ride yourself is beyond most of us… theres not many that could say they did that.
@Ben, I have a son with ADHD and I see him struggle with his condition and I honestly believe I struggled with the condition too. You have inspired many bikers like myself with just 2 years on the MTB scene just reaching 52 y/o. You have much to offer sir and you are still a great inspiration for many. Have a Blessed life.
This video sums you up Ben. One proper bloke. Ive been in a hole for a while and your description of what’s going on with you resonated big time. Judging by the comments you’ve helped countless people. Bless you for being so candid. Stay rad Ben🤘🏻
Ben! what are you talking about? Dude, you are the best at what you were made for. I haven't ever seen a better commentator than yourself. I always look forward to hear how you dissect each track to its every minute corner, the line choices, and best way to ride through each section. Everything flows flawlessly from your lips. It is a natural skill only you possess. The distractions are a natural thing that happens to many super busy people like yourself. Look at the life of many actors. They are good at what they do, but aside from that, the distractions croud their minds just the same. When you have a lot going on, it is natural to get sidetracked. Diagnosis only indicate where you can improve in your life, they are not a "curse"sort of thing... Downhill is a super competitive sport and it is very hard to find the time to train for it. It breaks my heart to see you cry brother. Had you nothing else to do, scripts, family matters, work, etc. then you would have your 100% attention to one thing. Many of these kids growing in the sport have nothing else to do but everything related to the one sport that they want to excell at. Their sponsored and they are provided with everything for what they need. As a family man and a Pinkbike best of the best host, it is my humble opinion that that's where your strength lies.
You have had such a positive effect on so many people that you know personally but they have seen a part of you that makes them smile and dream. I am one of them Ben, a 69 year old man trying to jump my bike and ride faster. Thank you Ben. I hope Pinkbike racing and the sponsors continue for another season. The quality of the videos are amazing and so are the stories.
I wish you all the best Ben. I have been following you for many years and you come across as a very passionate person that brings a lot of positivity to whatever you do. Actually you are the reason that I started to watch DH at all. I never really understood dh as I have never been to the courses and all I saw was "oh the rider is up/down in that split". But couldn't really understand why and that made it hard to connect with what was happening and follow the racing..until I saw Cathrovision. The way you showed sections and dissected them made a world of difference to me. It made me more involved in the racing and a quickly became a huge fan of DH and you as a person. And when Cathrovision "evolved" into lets go racing and then PB racing you showed how the DH scene really looks like from a rider and team perspective. A perspective few really know and understand. I wish you all the best in whatever you will do next. I am sure you will knock another one out of the park 🤘
This is the end of the pinkbike racing series and of my racing career in its current form. I don’t actually know what the future holds for me racing wise as I work through solving my problems.
I’m hoping I come out the other side of my treatment with the ability to plan, organise and commit on my plans to a satisfactory level while putting minimal stress on the lives of everyone around me.
Thank you for supporting me through the past few years and I look forward to making loads more videos here on Pinkbike in the future. ❤
Love you Ben, you are so charismatic and inspirational. i can't wait to see what you've got in store for us next, racing or not, i'll keep watching.
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You should be super proud of everything you have achieved. This series and watching your content has been one of the best series produced on UA-cam. I will be sad that its no more.You are a legend and I know we will be seeing more of you whatever that may be. Good luck with everything 🤟🙏👌
Big hugs 🤗
You are a credit to the sport and yourself mate. I hope you figure things out. We are routing for you dude. Much love
Ah Big Ben, the tall funny downhill rider we all wish was our friend. Good stuff lad!
Totally! Well said!
Nothing but love for you Ben. You are an amazing human being. I have faith in you! Your impact is there even if it isn't in yourself racing directly. Go where your heart calls!
well put.
Pinkbike racing was fun to watch, enough said!
22:15 speaks to the very core of my being. Nothing but love for you, Ben! Excited to see what the future has in store for you!
Pinkbike and all the other sponsors supported your mad Pinkbike Racing project because you make engaging, professional and insightful content that the Pinkbike audience love. There is huge value in that for a sponsor.
I believe your inside the tape and race recap videos are the best content out there to support the world cups. It would be a massive shame if they didn’t continue to the future.
100%!
Definitely
I think that PB racing as a way of bringing race content to race fans is the future of broadcasting. Maybe it won't be quite like it was this year, maybe teaming up with different sponsors, but this is exciting content - whether it's pre-race and post-race coverage or a behind the scenes look at riders as they struggle to achieve their dreams. Your racing may not have gone the way you wanted, but the content (no matter how you got there) was fresh and fun and exciting. Give yourself credit for your achievements.
I love that PB is trying out different stuff, but this is better than the last season of PB Academy by a long shot. I would think any big racing team would be chomping at the bit to create a joint venture - the content that PB racing creates is just so much media exposure and creates so much interest in the team.
Ben Cathro, you are one of THE BEST and most genuine people. Hugely brave to share this stuff with all and sundry on the internet. You always seem to have such a positive vibe, and the downhill team footage over the last two years has been really special. I was never moved to tears over mountain bike footage until that episode Amy's first season. Don't be harsh on yourself, you are a star.
Couldn’t have said it better myself!
This got me directly in the feels.
Ben is such a genuine and kind person. I’ve had the privilege of riding with him a handful of times.
Despite our huge differences in ability and speed, Ben didn’t care, he just enjoyed being out on the bike with others that share his passion.
I think in the grand scale of things, Ben has done a huge amount to both elevate the sport and also help make it more accessible to the masses, especially since joining PinkBike.
A true ambassador for the sport!
Team manager. Coach. Inspiration to so many riders. Most entertaining and insightful coverage. Massive focus on the juniors. Ambassador for the sport.
These are huge contributions with immeasurable outcomes. I'm hard pressed to think of anyone else who comes close.
Damn, as someone who was diagnosed with ADHD at 32 years old. The last 1/3 of this video hit very hard, I relate to everything you mentioned Ben. That "what" if scenarios, feeling like your brain is broken most days, frustrating doesn't begin to cover it. Wishing you all the best in the future, hopefully you can find solutions that work for you.
This series was incredible, cheers to everyone who made it possible!
Ben, I'm ADHD, and I love it! I was 46 when I was diagnosed. I bought my first MTB when I was 65. And I'm a personal trainer. It would be hard to find anyone doing DH racing who is not ADHD! Love of Adrenalin, adventure, excitement, and contempt for routine and banality. Nothing wrong with that! The thing with ADHD is that we are motivated by the things we are interested in, but cannot engage with things that we are not interested for either love nor money. We can be exceptionally focussed, and I saw that in your eyes in the video when you were bolting down the hill. So, consider this, ADHD is not a disorder, just a label for kids in school who can't sit still. We are highly intelligent, very capable problem solvers. We can think on our feet. We have balls the size of coconuts. (These are reasons why ADHD is virtually a prerequisite for getting into the SAS regiment BTW). So you don't like administration. So what?? You're disorganised - who cares? BUT you will always be good, very good, at the things that you are interested in. That said, I have learned to be organised when I am focussed on a task or solving a problem that interests me. But I will never, ever have anything to do with administration. I am an exercise junkie, because it interests me (health generally) but it doesn't mean it has to be of interest to you. So, the upshot is, select out what it is you want to do, and leave the rest out (pay someone to do it if you have to). ADHD is a good thing, with enormous potential for a life less ordinary. Please don't waste it! [And please don't obsess over things that are stupid, or get angry with yourself if you think you did something stupid, or someone else did. For a highly intelligent person, stupid is everywhere. When I let go of stupid, my anger went away - that simple]. Adhd is everywhere. Welcome to the mob! All the best.
Love this 😅👍
This, simply this ❤
thumbs up for these words
Just been diagnosed myself at 35 years old. Knew from aged 7 or 8 that I was wired different to other kids. Doctors told my mum that I was just a naughty boy who needed a back hand from his dad. I bunked school as I couldn't concentrate and focus on tasks so I just rode my bike in the woods. Had used cannabis to manage my overactive brain, to mask deep thought and to maybe help dull my endless energy. It helped but I rode less and smoked more. Tried meds, conceta xl and atemoxitine but they don't agree with my body and make me feel like a crack head. The only thing I find that really works is being one with my bike in the places I love the most. I've always hated how I've felt but just recently I am learning to embrace it and use it to my advantage, ADHD is my super power 💪🙏 unfortunately my 2 boys are showing signs of it too but I know what to look for to help them now. Loved reading your briefly covered history mate. ❤️ 👊
ADHD means you have issues with systematic training so not really the best for athletes. Also SAS soldiers prerequisite? Sounds like you're one of those adhders who claims it's a superpower when for 99.99% of people with it it's a struggle. I spent years trying to figure out what's wrong with me when I couldn't finish uni, couldn't traing regurarly, why i crashed all the time, why I talked weird to people, why i couldn't sleep.
And no I'm still disorganized when I'm on tasks that interest me. Only fear of punishment or consequences work so I'm good at my work and shit at my hobbies.
ADHD is not a good thing. I get it that it helps you think that way but for most people it's a huge problem. ADHD people have higher risk of early death, jail, addiction, debt and many other negative things happening.
PS. When people struggle telling them "no fam, you should feel great" is not helping shit.
Ben having adhd makes so much sense and as someone with severe adhd I completely understood what he was saying and it’s validating to hear from someone else. Simple life tasks I can’t complete and it’s cause of my adhd so I completely understand and agree
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@@BikeIsLife4EverGG It takes a massive toll on your mental health tbh. It's absolutely fucked not feeling like yourself, and everything is so plain and boring.
I'm not a fan of the stuff, I'd rather be aware of how my brain works and plan myself around it.
@BikeIsLife4EverGG i have adhd and was on stimulants (Adderall is a stimulant) for 10 years. stimulants suck. You can't gain weight bc your appetite is nonexistent. If you eat when the drugs are working you feel like youre gonna throw up. you aren't yourself. You get depressed. Again they suck. Luckily there are nonstimulant drugs (what I am currently on) but they don't work quite as well and don't work for everyone
Ben Cathro is simply one for the most influential and impactful riders I know. He’s among the people who’s made me love cycling and progressing. He is the true embodiment of what mtb is all about. He’s the actual voice of downhill. He’s the big bro we all need. Winning races or not Ben will always be one of the legends next to the greats of the sport
This is by far the best content Pinkbike is putting out. Would be a real shame if that series didn´t continue one way or the other. Hopefully also with Ben in some role. "How to bike" with Ben was brilliant as well btw.
Ben, nobody else brings the joy and relatable humor you do to the mountain bike scene. Maybe it's the last chapter for your DH racing, but you have so much more to give beyond that. "How to Bike" is amazing, and I'm sure you have a great coaching career ahead of you if that suits. Don't be a stranger!
Damn you Pinkbike - how could you possibly get us to love everyone on this team? The storytelling from these videos is without peer on the interwebs. Well done one and all! ...and Ben - here's to overcoming the challenges you currently face, and finding a path forward that uses your incredible personality, wisdom and experience. We are all the better for what you do.
I don't want this comment to come across as questioning of the diagnosis, because it's not. All I want to say is the amount of work you've been able to organize and execute as the lead of this project is simply otherworldly: produce videos, manage the team (with all the logistics involved) oh and by the way, go ride downhill at world class level? Absolutely insane. Other top guys just train and ride, your level of commitment and responsibility is just so far beyond that. I hope you recognize what you've managed to pull off, even the personal goal for results was not reached.
Ben, we all love you man. This series has more than put you on the map in our consciences as the guy we'd all love to be. A fully wholesome Scottish lad with all the talent we could only wish for.
Damn dude. Ngl, as another nearly too tall for the sport goofy, nerdy, passionate dude myself, you have always been kind of a role model to me, Ben - but to hear your struggles with an adult ADHD diagnosis that apparently you received probably weeks apart from the one i received myself this past summer, it's truly hitting on another level right now. Thank you so much for speaking about your struggles so honestly. It feels so rare to see people talk about ADHD without minimizing or blaming those with it, let alone the self doubt/shame that we feel from it - I'm kind of having trouble putting into words how validating that section was. I hope you're making progress now that you have a diagnosis, I've been blown away by how much I've made so far personally.
And thank you and the entire team for this series, it's truly been one of the best i've ever seen, and I'm absolutely sure I'm not alone in saying that.
Ben, I too have struggled heavily with high level ADHD. Sometimes it can be a godsend and sometimes a curse, on yourself, family friends... life. There are a ton of us out there who struggle daily. Performance anxiety is a real thing. Then the exacerbation of a failure by trying harder and harder.... it is not an easy one to contend with in the mind. Knowing and working on it is the most human and wonderful thing you can do. Knowing you have it and that you aren't just crazy is like the first step.
This is probably one of the best series that I've watched either on TV or on UA-cam. I know that the members of the team didn't get the results they wanted, but the courage everyone showed throughout was incredible. Thank you for being so honest with the documentary and not holding back. All of you are inspirations.
Ben, you have been my favorite PB ambassador to watch over the years and I hope to see you back in saddle again soon. Sending you best wishes and healing vibes.
Very honest and candid video Ben. Elite racing is hard, I can relate. Especially when the season is full of injuries, mechanicals, and other issues that prevent you from doing some of the things you really want to do.
When you talk about the struggle with attention and sitting in front of the gym without going in, and say "that's not what normal people do." Remember that normal people doing race world Cup downhill events, or any discipline for that matter. You aren't a normal person, and it is what you got you to where you are. Those same personality traits that get you to an elite level can also cause challenges with some elements of training, competing, work, and life. It's important to know these facts about yourself, and learn how to not only embrace it, but also figure out how to exploit these traits for performance, on and off the bike.
Lastly, there are many ways to be a "professional cyclist" these days that aren't being a racer, so work to find your place in the sport and stay in there. I personally took almost 10 years after racing to realize this and start to find a place in the sport again. The sport is so dynamic and fun, and there are soon many roles, it's just a matter of reimagining yourself and choosing a new role and place. Stay in there dude!
Read the comments and you get an idea of how much regard this community has for Ben, pretty sure everyone who watched this through ended up reaching for the tissues. Thanks Ben
Ben, you’re a hero and inspiration to more people than you can ever count. Stay strong, one step at a time, and I can’t wait to see what you will do next. As one door closes, countless others open up for you. The strength you have shown in just talking about this is so amazing. As others have said you’re so charismatic, and such an amazing presenter and so knowledgeable, engaging, and entertaining, I ride better for having your videos in my life, I’ve watched you for hours and hours on UA-cam. Please get your mojo back ASAP, we’re all waiting for your next project and upload.
Keep the chin up dude , the whole mtb community wants you back 👍
Also ,
Loic and others Needs to see your practice analysis videos before final runs !
This is new benchmark in MTB storytelling and videography! All the best Ben and the crew!
Ben you should be so proud of your achievements. Sport is entertainment and your journalism, story and passion provides so many people with joy. Not to mention that what you've pulled off with the team, those riders will reap the benefits of you giving them a shot for the rest of their lives. Long live Pink Bike Racing
Man, in all honesty I think this resonates with a lot of people. Expectations on a normal human being these days is much higher. And the existential dread created by all the things we have to accomplish in life in such short time adds up. You’ve had a big impact on a lot of people, probably larger than you know❤ wish you all the best mate, the future is bright!
First off loved the whole series, probably some of the best if not the best content from Pinkbike generally. On a more important note, as somebody who was diagnosed with ADHD at an early age, around 9-10 years old, currently 29. You put into word almost exactly how I feel, I sit outside of the gym for hours staring at my phone, Ive had my brain refuse to let me do things ive wanted to do. Things that would have furthered my career or personal life or done something positive for me and instead I sat at home staring at the wall because my brain convinced me its better then working hard to achieve my goals. My effort level is extremely high to do simple stuff a lot of the time and it really feeds into my depression and general mental well being. Good luck with moving forward but you've done some amazing work here.
13:50 seeing you sat there under the tree, coming to the realisation that your competetive days are numbered was so sad, sad scene.
Must have been an overwhelming emotional rollercoaster for you. Glad you're still around to put smiles on our faces with your quick wit and upbeat attitude and to keep pushing our beloved sport further and making positive changes. ❤
I know you can never take a racer out of the race... But I don't think Cathro truly realizes he's the best presenter and content creator on Pinkbike. And that he can lean into that WHENEVER he wants. Bonus points if he does some content with Quinney. This could be the golden era of pinkbike. Mike and Mike was always good... But this could be great. Could be :)
Pb racing is amazing -thank you Cathro and team for all the great content. I hope it can continue in one format or another. I’m sure Ben you will smash whatever you decide to do going forward.
Who's chopping onions! I'm on a similar journey. The most annoying parts is the condition it makes seeking help more difficult. Really good to hear you talking about it so candidly and it is encouraging me to seek help too. So thanks for that and the great content you put out. the PB racing series was a triumph, and look forward to whatever you move onto next, hopefully more content in one guise or another.
Hi Ben. Just watched you talking incredibly openly and honestly about your ADHD. Despite the struggles and challenges think also of what you have achieved with mentoring your young team over the past 2 years in such an incredibly supportive way. Be good to yourself and take care. Best wishes from another ADHD human in NZ.
Thank you Ben for being this open and this whole series! Both is so understandable yet hard-hitting. Because it shows humans, personalities first. And amazing bike riders second.
Came clicking in to see Benji, our 'insider' hero, came away thinking he's actually more than a hero. Yer a legend mate.
As someone who lives a bit of that life mate, I'd say I've literally no idea how you did what you have. In fact, as I've watched you over the years you've come across as a role model in your actions.
I've often thought about one day I'll be stoating down a city street and I'd bump into you and tell you how amazing you are.
Whilst you maybe think there is a problem to fix, take it from all of us, the comments I see below. Don't change mate.
Glad you made this, glad you let us all inside. Gives us all a reference point for when others bring it to us.
You got back on after a broken back ffs, you'll get back on this. So don't beat yourself up too much and don't be away too long.
All the love in the world dude.
Ben, you're the primary reason I watch Pinkbike. Your instructional videos are the BEST there is, full-stop. Your race recaps are the BEST there is.
Truly hope your future remains with us and you continue to share what you feel comfortable with. 100% best wishes to continued healing. A bright future is ensured, I have zero about.
First, your description of the effects from ADHD were so well said. I feel like this also just speaks for your talent of communication.
Second, as others have said, and I hope it sinks in, you have accomplished so much even when it feels like you could have done more. Reviewing your accomplishments is an important esteem builder for anyone, but especially for those of us who struggle with ADHD. You are an inspiration for both young and old.
Pinkbike racing is way more than race results. Ben, you've created stories I've been invested in. You brought so many insights into WC racing. You and the team created such a cool thing.
I wish you the best with the mental struggle. I'm a year into therapy and I'm only staying afloat. Different problems, same struggle. Keep at it. Small victories! And more fun on bikes. Cheers, Ben! You're a good dude.
Ben, that chat about knowing what needs to be done but not being able to do it no matter how simple or easy it feels it "should" be really resonated with me. I have the exact same issues...I will literally drive to the gym and then sit in the car and overthink things to the point where I never actually make it into the gym. I know I'll feel so much better for doing it but I just can't make my body get up and go in.
The same things happen with tasks at home, answering emails, doing my taxes, seeing friends etc...things that seem so simple for "normal" people but for some reason I just find it so hard to do.
The self hatred for struggling with such simple tasks can be overwhelming and then the guilt for feeling so bad when other people have it worse piles on.
I'm not wanting to belittle your feelings but I hope knowing you're not alone can help somewhat...before I saw this video I didn't realise other people felt the way I do and it's a relief to me to know I'm not as pathetic as I thought.
I wish you all the best no matter your role in the years to come
You're a top bloke Ben. We all wish you the best for the future, on and off the bike
Hey Ben. I'm 50 and was just diagnosed with adhd this past year. I can relate to what you were saying about the struggle and the what ifs. That being said, even with ADHD and everything it brings the challenges and weird super powers you've created some amazing things and I for one appreciate everything you've done and can't wait to see what's next.
You might not have ridden your bike as fast as you wanted to in the big races but you did get to race in those big races so that is an amazing achievement in itself! You've also educated people like me about MTB techniques and course features through your articulate videos. You are no doubt a great mentor to your fellow pink bike riders and you helped them get some decent results! Your knowledge, sense of humour and charisma make you a natural in front of the camera and you'll make a fantastic commentator in due course! Good luck in the future and thanks for the edutainment over the years !
I absolutely feel your pain - I'm 47 and have only recently discovered what ADHD means and how many of my traits line up with what you've described. You've achieved a huge amount already so head up and be proud :)
It says a lot about you as a person and character the fact you didn't quite achieve what you wanted as a DH racer but are still a legend in the sport, a name everyone knows, loves and respects. Both my son and my partner have ADHD and I know how tough it can be for them. You got this big man 💙
It makes a lot of sense now as I was watching your movement and I was like, this guy is a world cup racer. Then I started to notice that your strength didn't feel like it was enough for your height/size/weight...etc, if you could get in that gym your strength would match your ability and determination.
I was diagnosed when I was younger and later on just “handled” it myself I thought successfully. I watched this video and it has shed new light on things I thought were just personality traits not adult adhd. It had made me seek help and guidance from my doctor. Also my wife does not ride but watched this and is a fan of yours now. Take care of yourself and thank you!
I have ADD and get completely paralyzed by the simplest of mundane tasks at times. I've struggled so hard to get the simplest of things done, you spoke straight to my core with this one. But Ben, you're an absolute superhero. We don't always get to plan or choose how we contribute to this world but boy are you a bright and wonderful addition to the MTB community.
Please love what you are, even if only to respect all our feelings for you haha. All the best to you lad
As an Aussie with two young boys who ride and are constantly watching mountain biking UA-cam videos I want you to know that your content always had there full attention. The way you and your team put your content together was so fresh and so creative and inspiring. Always looking out for the new young riders that needed guidance. Bloody brilliant. Jesus Christ Ben you should be and I know you are proud of yourself and what you achieved.
We appreciate your dedication and really hope the Pinkbike team continues.
RESPECT FROM AUSTRALIA.
I normally don't comment on UA-cam, but after a whole two season of watching Pinkbike Racing, I just have to say, what an amazing journey it was. I've had the chance to see you guys ride at Lenzerheide last year, and I've definitely shouted the most when I saw you guys flying down the hill haha. Honestly, seeing the raw, intimate and vulnerable side of all of the riders at Pinkbike Racing truly opened my eyes on what racing DH at the highest level is all about, and that is something that no one will find any where else, only you guys could have done it. So, along with thousands of other people, thank you from the bottom of our hearts Ben, for making one of the most influential and high quality series in mountain biking. Now take care, rest well and I can't wait to see what you bring out next!
Pinkbike racing is some of the best content I have watched on the internet and it was all because of you Ben! You have way more talent in many more things than you realise. I'm certainly keen to see what is next.
Dear Ben, I’m 51 and got my ADHD diagnosis at 49. When you shared about your experience it resonated strongly in my heart. Impacting! This is exactly how I felt for ages, and I did wish I had found out about as young as you did. You, have inspired me so much, and I’ve tried the things you taught on your instructional videos - I really appreciate your work! I’ve watched a lot of videos and because of my ADHD I never made to the end of most of them, but somehow your way of presenting spoke to my brain and could watched your stuff countless times. Thank you for being who you are the way you are. You’ve inspired this old overweight rider to keep at it, and MTB has helped me a LOT with my ADHD. Thanks for sharing your passion with the rest of us!
Ben, I didn’t know any of your challenges or background. You were just the guy who could clearly ride and knew his stuff and presented it in the best way of anyone on YT. I’m no DHR just an older guy having fun, I needed to learn drops as I was off to Madeira and I needed a skill I hadn’t got. Watched you training over and over and did a bit of practice, it worked! Off tomorrow. Your ACE.
The best thing is Ben shows the world the best part of biking, and that's the friendships, love, and support that sports like this provide to everyone involved. Best wishes and thanks for all the help you've given over the years through your videos.
I was 39 when I figured out I had ADHD. Five years ago. It was both a relief and angering. A relief because it clicked for me where I had been wasting my effort with jobs that weren't suited for me, and angering that so much of the modern world is geared, from childhood, toward making us be a particular type of person. And that type of person is wholly unnatural and unhealthy for everyone really. ADHD is not a disorder, the way society is structured is. We just happen to be more sensitive to the imbalance of it. I wouldn't change who I am for anything, but I do direct my effort more intelligently for my personality type now and I don't waste a single fuck on worrying about what I "should" be doing, because that is all bullshit and artificial. I can 1000% also see a reason why having ADHD allowed you to be the high-level rider you became, but trying to juggle that with all your other responsibilities and projects will eat up your bandwidth. That is why you need to zone out for 2 hours in front of the gym. Being turned on to 11 when you're focused on what you're doing, like taking a run on your bike, means you need to be turned down to 2 whenever you can sneak a break. It's not a bad thing, it's just something that needs to happen. Live a life custom to YOU and you'll figure it out and have a fucking sweet life ahead of you.
And you broke your fucking back for chrisakes! Take it easy on yourself, 99% of people wouldn't have even considered returning to that same race season. Do you know how bonkers and disciplined that is?!
Good luck Ben, what you´re doing and the way you are doing it is amazing. Everyone has their own struggles to fight with, hope you can manage that well in the future. Great series, great people, great stories, emotions, ups and downs. Hats off
That was an epic video on many levels. Hats off to all involved for putting the team and the video content together.
From the starstruck madman who shouted "hi Ben" across the street to you in Andorra (I still cringe), I hope your treatment is a success and you're able to move forward. You've been absolutely brilliant, you still are and you will continue to be. We're very lucky we've had you promoting DH and I hope we'll hear from you again soon. Sincere best wishes
I had no clue I would suddenly stumble across you putting words on how I feel, why I let my life and my opportunities slip away. I'm finally getting help and you are an inspiration Ben. ❤
I have absolutely LOVED this whole pinkbike racing series. Fantastic quality vidoes but they also suck you in and really make you relate to the people involved. It must be incredibly hard to operate at elite level in DH, but to try and do it while having an undiagnosed issue thats quietly sabotaging your efforts in the background? Nightmare! Ben I think the people watching this series absolutely love ya man and want nothing but good things for you, Amy and the rest of the team. Chin up, stay strong and we look forward to seeing what you do next
Poor old Ben , such a good dude. Not that I know him at all but from what you can derive from his you tube presence he seems absolutely great. Always love watching a Cathro video 🤩
Ben, you have been making my favorite DH MTB content in the world since the days of Cathrovision. Never feel like you need to change.
Ben, you are absolutely special. Your humor and ability to teach is amazing. You can make a great living as a coach or trainer. Come over to California and teach us!
"so annoying that I can't do what I want to do".... and yet such an inspiration to so many in the mountain biking world. You're a legend dude.. stand tall! (no pun intended!)
From around 20:20 onwards, I thought, yeah I know that, I know what you are talking about. I have it too in a minor form. But I want to say, it is not a sickness. As much as it is frustrating and annoying in some ways, there are also very positive sides to it as well. From all I've seen and read from and about you, Ben, you're a wonderful human being. Look, mate, you're such an inspiration through the content you create and people you support. Just by being you. I feel diagnoses like these (psychological and internal) always lead to a struggle and fight between ego and self. I wish you all the best, Ben! You're awesome!Much love 😊
Ben literally described my life at the end of this video with his diagnosis. Props to the big man for his honesty and transparency. The sport is better with Ben in it.
This series is probably the best snapshop into downhill racing there has been. And as fruatrating as it is to not be able to race at the level you want Ben, you should look back at the series and know you absolutly smashed it. No one else could have captured it as well as you have and made it so personal. Im sure we will see you back on the small screen soon ❤
Ben, what a brave, strong episode!! Please give yourself grace and compassion as you work through dealing with your ADHD. It’s not easy, but you’ve already proven how strong you are by achieving so much- you’ve got this!!
First Ben I just hope you can sort your things out... all my suport on that. But please let me tell you something. You guys have done what to me, is not just a mini documentary of this beautiful Pinkbike Racing Team. You guys have share to us the inside of the world cups from another perspective, how hard it is for privateers, and also how hard is to become an elite rider. But.... eh, you know what. Maybe a bigger accomplishment is the number of riders out there, like me, that have been watching this videos... I really hope Pinkbike can value that and this "Pinkbike Racing Series" and there is no end to this... The value and quality that you guys have put into that has been amazing. Bravo. Thank you. 🙏
Good man Ben. You'll work it out, and you've given us all an amazing gift with letting us see the honest human side of top level mountain bike racing. The whole thing was a joy to feel part of. The production value was as first rate as the people involved. Thank you for sharing this all with us. You made all the sponsors look great, and you and Aime and the whole team have a bright future. God speed sir!
Ben, I am sure you have inspired many souls and that is something to be proud of. You are know facing a challenge that you will overcome day by day. You will find your line.Thanks for taking time to share your knowledge, it has helped me to become a better 51 years old rider. Greatly appreciated.
I stumbled across this video, 2 weeks after we started looking for the same diagnosis for my daughter. She's 11 and suffers exactly the same things you discribed and it's a constant battle in our house. Mainly in her own head, she tells us all the time she wants to be a champion she wants to do the work but can't actually get it done.
I would love to hear how you have started to manage with your diagnosis and if it helped. She races Motocross, she works so hard and gives everything and it breaks my heart when she can't pull it all together!
She watched this and cried at the end because someone else was like her! Sometimes you don't know how much a video can impact someone! Thank you ❤
Got love for all my humans. Thank you so much for sharing thoughts that I’ve thought myself almost word for word, but felt isolated in feeling them. You just made the world a bit better. ❤
Ben buddy. I been living with ADHD for decades. You can absolutely use your diagnosis as a strength. It’s not the end. But it gives you the power to understand your problem which is the first step to solving it. I absolutely adore you as a human. You’re funny, charming, helluva racer, I love all your videos. They makes me laugh out loud. Just because you had a shite season you still made massive progress. Sometimes the failures are what we learn the most from. So keep at it. Much love.
- a fan
Thank you for this incredible series everyone. It completely re-ignited my love for watching competitive downhill. So much love.
I had the pleasure to meet Ben in Fort William a few years agao and we had a great chat about how hard it is as tall riders to find a bike that properly fits you. At the time. he struck me as one of the most genuine and down-to-earth people you would hope to meet. This series has solidified this to no end. Ben showing his vulnerability, challenges and triumphs has done so much not just for the sport but I also for mental health awareness. One of the best things to be put out not just by Pinkbike but by any sports broadcaster.
Thank You Ben, they say that when one door closes anther one opens. It must be crushing to not be able to reach your goals, that said God has a different plan for you. Your candor is captivating and you have a gift that draws people to you. I have watched many of your teaching skills videos and the more I watch the more interested I become. Whatever doesn't kill us makes us stronger. Go Ben Go!
I love this series, I love pinkbike, and I love Ben Cathro. Having broken my T12 and L1 in a mountain biking accident just a few weeks before Ben's injury, I felt less alone in my recovery.
Ben you are an absolute inspiration, watched your videos from the start. I could have told you that you were ADHD from the start, both my wife and myself as well as my two daughters all have it. But it can be a super power, some of the greatest ideas and thinking out the box comes from minds like us. All the very best for the future and hope we still get to share your life experiences. From an old injured downhiller who can't even afford to replace his stolen bike, as a Dad the kids always come first. Just keep riding and smiling.
I generally never comment on videos etc. but dear Ben, you’re an absolute legend (already) and beautiful person on so many levels. There’s so much you can do and I hope you’ll find fun in whatever comes next, your family and riding your bike. Thanks for everything so far and looking forward to your next endeavours. Nothing but love buddy.
Superb honesty. As a rider you have always been exciting @BenCathro and as a journalist you are honestly the least boring bike presenter out there. Yes that is a compliment. Please, let there be an opportunity for you to continue to give us an insight into mountain bike racing. Thank you for putting it all out there, physically, mentally and emotionally.
This season has been so full of emotion, it's good to have an insight into the riders mental health, it's a real issue that isn't spoken about enough. Really sad that Pinkbike Racing isn't continuing, would've been great to see it continue and develop youths and privateers needing a helping hand. A collaboration with Wyn should happen for this, two of the best content creators in the DH scene!
Keep it up Ben,im struggling with ADHD pretty much about 20years,we are limited in some Points,but the most kind and Loving People,never Stop what you are doing,what you do is Great,all the Happy Athletes and Friends around you are proof of that.
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You are not alone Ben. Find your people. Keep living the life finding the flow out on the trails whether professional or personal. Do what you got to do. Much love and support bro.
Pinkbike Racing has absolutely been the best content on the Pinkbike website. Each video in the past two seasons has been captivating in its own way and is far superior to the other contact out there as it shows the backstory and real challenges that the racers have to go through. So impressive.
Ben, I've admire you for a long time. You are very passionate and always look on the positive side of any situation, without disregarding the negatives. The only thing I can say to you is: As long as you're alive, you still have time to reach your goals! Don't give up! I look forward to seeing you race again, and I hope we cross mountain bike paths!!
Big fella, big laughs. I love that you always sprinkle in some humour, no matter how serious the situation. Yours vids are legendary.
You are a top level athlete and a superb content creator. Don’t let an acronym define your life. Your condition is a big part of what makes you great.
Ben, man... I have been following you for years. You are an inspiration with your never give up attitude, your fun way and crazy riding!!! From and older guy, I wish you all the best. Never give up.
Fair play Ben, love the honesty and sincerity with which you speak. You seem like a top bloke and considering all that you have been through, you have achieved so much and should be proud not only of the impact you have had on the PBR riders but also the millions of views too. Stay strong and keep up the good work. 💪
I have absolutely loved all of your productions, from the first time I discovered you.
Your Pinkbike journey has been no exception.
You bring a very human, natural value to all of these productions, and that's engaging, because you are relatable.
I need to get checked out.
Our parallels are uncanny, even though I'm twice your age...and some.
I discovered cycling/mtbing late (52) and went in 100%....two yrs later got hit by a driver, using a car and ended up with multiple fractured vertebrae and herniated discs....now with a pile of hardware installed, and got stuck in again..... managed cycling club, federation activities, and actively engaged on so many fronts, for the last 6yrs, and now struggling with organizing, management, and generally keeping it together.
It is tough out there.
Thanks to your coming out I realize, I'm not alone.
You have been an awesome inspiration to a raft of people, and we all hope you stay in the game.
Whether you're as a Track analysis and race or team pundit or coach, you have touched a lot of us with your great craic!
Ben you’ve brought more to the world sharing your epic journey than what the singular event of winning a World Cup would have brought!
You're awesome Ben! Thanks a ton for everything so far and thanks a ton for all still to come! All the best for your treatment mate. Not gonna say anything more about your ADHD except you've got such an eloquent and insightful way while speaking off the cuff. Your brain ticks far better than 99.9% of people I know. Give yourself time to focus it up how you want it and there'll be no stopping you bud! Go send it!!!
Ben, dude, you are a very brave man for talking about your real struggles. At least now you know what you need to focus on. I respect this more than anything you have done on the bike.
Still, you have accomplished so much more than most people dream of. Don't forget that. Sharing your enthusiasm for the sport in all the ways you do means a lot to a lot of people.
Dude!… It’s good that you’ve got your diagnosis as you’ll now be able to put plans in place to manage yourself more effectively, but don’t only focus on the what ifs and things you feel you have missed… Take some time to look back and recognise the great things you have been able to accomplish without a diagnosis whilst battling with your head and heart in conflict and be proud that you’ve achieved what you have 👏👏
Quite how you managed to support a team, coach younger riders, film and ride yourself is beyond most of us… theres not many that could say they did that.
@Ben, I have a son with ADHD and I see him struggle with his condition and I honestly believe I struggled with the condition too. You have inspired many bikers like myself with just 2 years on the MTB scene just reaching 52 y/o. You have much to offer sir and you are still a great inspiration for many. Have a Blessed life.
This video sums you up Ben. One proper bloke. Ive been in a hole for a while and your description of what’s going on with you resonated big time. Judging by the comments you’ve helped countless people. Bless you for being so candid. Stay rad Ben🤘🏻
Ben. I feel you and you have explained exactly how I feel. Thank you for this and know that thousands of people are behind you. Much love to you.
Ben! what are you talking about? Dude, you are the best at what you were made for. I haven't ever seen a better commentator than yourself. I always look forward to hear how you dissect each track to its every minute corner, the line choices, and best way to ride through each section. Everything flows flawlessly from your lips. It is a natural skill only you possess. The distractions are a natural thing that happens to many super busy people like yourself. Look at the life of many actors. They are good at what they do, but aside from that, the distractions croud their minds just the same. When you have a lot going on, it is natural to get sidetracked. Diagnosis only indicate where you can improve in your life, they are not a "curse"sort of thing... Downhill is a super competitive sport and it is very hard to find the time to train for it. It breaks my heart to see you cry brother. Had you nothing else to do, scripts, family matters, work, etc. then you would have your 100% attention to one thing. Many of these kids growing in the sport have nothing else to do but everything related to the one sport that they want to excell at. Their sponsored and they are provided with everything for what they need. As a family man and a Pinkbike best of the best host, it is my humble opinion that that's where your strength lies.
You have had such a positive effect on so many people that you know personally but they have seen a part of you that makes them smile and dream. I am one of them Ben, a 69 year old man trying to jump my bike and ride faster. Thank you Ben. I hope Pinkbike racing and the sponsors continue for another season. The quality of the videos are amazing and so are the stories.
I wish you all the best Ben. I have been following you for many years and you come across as a very passionate person that brings a lot of positivity to whatever you do.
Actually you are the reason that I started to watch DH at all. I never really understood dh as I have never been to the courses and all I saw was "oh the rider is up/down in that split". But couldn't really understand why and that made it hard to connect with what was happening and follow the racing..until I saw Cathrovision.
The way you showed sections and dissected them made a world of difference to me. It made me more involved in the racing and a quickly became a huge fan of DH and you as a person.
And when Cathrovision "evolved" into lets go racing and then PB racing you showed how the DH scene really looks like from a rider and team perspective. A perspective few really know and understand.
I wish you all the best in whatever you will do next. I am sure you will knock another one out of the park 🤘