When I watch Fran's vlogs, I get the same feeling as if I'm watching a Ghibli movie. You make us appreciate the magic and beauty of mundane activities. I love everything about it 💙
Absolutely agree. It's taking time too see things around you. I know that watching this video makes me become aware, which is great. Thank you Fran for sharing. Hope you are ok. Keep well 🙂
Fran, the reason is the saddest ever but this vlog has been just beautiful. Filled with sadness and pain but also life and love. It was calming to watch it. It was sad to watch it. You are so talented, even in this situation you are just outpouring creativity. I hope you and Ed are feeling better. Hugs!
The hero of this story: ice cube tray. But in all seriousness, thank you for bringing us into your life and letting us be a part of your journey. Sending you so much love and support from afar as you and Ed go through the healing process. (Let's be awkward together!)
Nunca sientas que no lo das todo porque no nos defraudas. Entiendo que una parte de cada uno de nosotros nos juzga y nos dice que no lo damos todo pero Fran no te ausentaste, incluso estás ayudando a otras personas a sanar. Gracias por todo. Ojalá vieras lo mucho que das con solo mostrarte sincera con quienes te seguimos. Vamos a seguir acá por más que estés súper presente o necesites tiempo. Tomalo como necesites. Acá vamos a estar hoy o dentro de un mes. Abrazo.
Please don't apologise for your feelings, your actions, your inactions, your fears or anything you are going through. Everything is valid. We love you so much Fran. Deal with this whatever way you feel is healthy and helpful and we'll be here for you and Ed. All the best to you and your family xxx
We love you so much Fran , don’t worry about us . Do the things you need the most with Ed , Cereal and Hamburguesa we will be here because as I said , we love you ❤️❤️
I have so many respect for you, sketching out your loss and sharing it with the world. Because it makes everything visible and as an artist you can't really lie. I am so sorry for your loss, but you are handling it with so much respect and braveness. We need to talk about these very sad things. I am wishing you all the best. hugs from germany.
Hello Fran! My boyfriend left today to visit his family in England and I am all alone in the apartment (except for the dog). This vlog came to me as a little gift, I love watching your vlogs while I am doing stuff around the house and now the place feels less empty, so thank you for that! All the love, healing and greetings from a long time viewer and customer from Germany! xx
Siento que es muy bueno que también muestres la parte “mala” o triste en tus videos, aunque no sea tan feliz (oh) y entretenida, creo que eso le da más valor a los videos felices y es mucho más sincero que si desaparecieras y volvieras como que no pasó nada (aunque no digo que eso esté mal, si no quisieras compartir esa parte también estaría bien, pero eso, amo tus videos y que bueno que te estés sintiendo mejor :). )
When I went through depression last year, I stopped looking in the mirror at myself because I was so depersonalised that it scared me how I didn't recognize that person. I realised I started healing when I started taking selfies of myself a few months afterwards. So thank you for leaving that clip in, it was a reminder for me and I'm sure for others that we are all incredibly human in the things we feel and how we react to those feelings. The fact you wrote 'you will feel better in a month' made my heart feel full. ❤ Please do everything you need to do, you and Ed, take all the time.
Hair cuts and new glasses do happen during recovery from a traumatic event, and they often happen at a point when someone has a shift in that journey. I think it shows how therapeutic doing your pictures was for you by the fact that at the end of doing it..expressing your story and feelings through your art...is the point you start to verbally talk to us on the video. The healing journey is little shifts and step forwards if that makes sense. Thanks for sharing Fran and sending you a hug from here in the UK. X
Dont worry ..time will heal you. New life experiences will come.. I lost my dad when i was 6 and my brother when i was 10...it is 30 years later i m still trying to heal in sense i do art ... the pain is relieved but memories on them come and go and it is moment of sadness for a minute but life goes on..and 😘 dont try to be your past self ..just be open and patient and try to accept the new you in each moment as you are.. ..hope i helped..kiss
UA-cam needs more of this!! I appreciate this video more than you know. My miscarriage was four years ago and the emotions still hit me fresh while watching you. I understand your pain and trying to just get your feet wet back into “normal” life again. Much love to you from Florida ❤️🤍
I've been watching you for years now, and you're one of the few creators online that is transparent about feelings and life. And I appreciate the hell out of you for that. So many people edit their lives to make it look perfect, and none of us are. You are a great reminder of that. The human spirit is so alive on your channel from the videos to the comments. Thank you.
i just want to say your vlogs are very therapeutic to me, and so it breaks my heart to know you are hurting. I'm so glad you are healing slowly but surely. so much love to you.
Fran, thank you so much for allowing us to be with you through such an intimate, difficult time. I wanted to hop into the comments because it was so lovely to watch you cook! I would absolutely watch vlogs of you just cooking and hanging out, especially with how lonely life is these days.
just had a mental breakdown, cause things were getting too hard. that video helped so much to calm down for a moment. thank you fran. that was a wonderful meditative unit. sending calmness und warmth to you, love. 💗
"On the lighter side, we have the balance of existence Doing chores, washing dishes, buying pastries, and drinking tea With this world I have not a problem, for it's these simple pleasures Fill the valley of your soul, don't you know that we got to go" In Another World by Donna the Buffalo. Not sure why but your video made me think of this
i was watching this video and my friend texted me to tell me she just lost her baby. it's my second friend to have had a miscarriage during the pandemic. i guess i'm sharing this because i'm sad for my friends but i don't feel like i have an outlet to talk about my sadness. anyways, all this to say, thanks for this video, and thanks for your illustration about the issue, it's also helped me grieve the loss for my friends!
Frannnn ❤ Desde que me enteré de tu wawita, has estado siempre en mis pensamientos y en mi corazón. Siempre tu comunidad UA-camra, estará contigo acompañándote, así como tus lindos y sinceros vídeos nos han acompañado en tiempos buenos y difíciles. Algún día espero tener la platita para apoyarte x patreon y comprar tu linda agenda. Se que pronto pronto será posible. Mi esposo y yo somos artesanos de Ayacucho, Peru. Espero que algún día nos visiten ❤ aquí ya tienes una casa donde quedarte y una guía entusiasta para hacerte conocer la ciudad (yo) Un abrazo inmenso
Oh my gosh Fran! This video was simultaneously so calming and beautiful and also heartbreaking. Someone in the comments compared it to a Ghibli film, and yes, that's exactly it. You don't have to apologize for being "weird" - We will be there for you through the moments when you don't feel like yourself, and we'll be ready to welcome funny, light-hearted Fran back with open arms whenever you're ready. I thought it was so true how everyone has different expectations of how to deal with grief (even the people going through it!), but in the end it's such a personal, individual thing. Thank you always for being so open and honest, and for letting us glimpse your healing process, even when it's hard and messy and imperfect. Sending all the love and care I possibly can through a computer screen.
Fran, thank you for filming and editing this because I'm sure it takes a lot of time. And please take your time to heal, you are strong and we all believe in you! You are loved and always remind yourself that!
Loved this video. I realised halfway through that there wasn't music at all but it made the entire video feel raw and real. Still super relaxing to watch as always. Thank you so much for putting your work out into the world, even during trying times ❤️
It's so beautiful and hard to watch at the same time. Be weird, cry, do whatever it takes to get over it. Looking forward to see more videos of you and your art. 🙂❤️
These vlogs are so honest, so open. I never feel like its a script or a calculated way to make something get more likes and views. I feel like I'm sitting by the side of a human being, talking to a person. Not watching the designed video of a professional video maker, that its something that happens a lot with other channels (not trashing them, just pointing out something I noticed.)
Dear Fran, I'm a big fan of your work. I never commented your videos, but today I want to say that you are a wonderful human being. Thank you so much for exist. I wish the best to you ❤
I loved so many things about this vlog. The way you seem to do everything with so much care and love, the slowness of it and the quiet, mostly without music, just the sounds of everyday life. Always love a good awkward chat! And although I can't imagine what you're going through, I'm sending all the love and hoping that the healing continues xx Love you!
I love the new glasses Fran, you look amazing!! You look like a pink-haired comic book heroine!! Fran, thank you for sharing this experience with us, it is real and it is human. As you said in the last video, so many women go through this and don't have many people to relate to or talk with about this. I am sure it will bring comfort to many. Sending you lots of love 💗
Never apologize for how you feel and what you do ... it’s a very hard time for you and all I see is a woman trying to heal and stay strong ...you are such a strong person Fran. And I think you are doing it all right ...I wish you and Ed lots of power to get through it and send positive vibes your way. Thank you for letting us into your life this much 💖✨and cuddle the kitty’s from me!
I’m sure that, although this was so difficult to do, your giving and thoughtful posting about your experience with miscarriage and loss will help many other women.💗
Take all the time you need to feel like yourself again. So glad you can explore your feelings through your art. This video was so calming, yet poignant and sweet. My heart goes out to both you and Ed. Love your glasses!
I missed you so much Fran! 🥺 Hugs for you & Ed! 🤗 I pray everything gets better! 💕 Thank you for letting us be part of your journey from day one till now, we appreciate it all! 💓
the whole first 7min I thought „Fran is so pretty, that dress looks amazing on her!“ and then you showed the clip where you thought of yourself as ugly and I just... it‘s so weird how others can see our beauty when we ourselves don‘t. Stay strong Fran! Sending you lots of love from Berlin ♥️🙏🏼🌈✨
I have that same IKEA dish rack here at home in Aus. Even if it's a different kind it makes the same sound when you drop a plate into it. A familiar little slice of life, from across the world thank you for sharing, you absolute darling.
Lo hermoso del proceso de sanación es que cada uno lo lleva como siente que lo necesita. No hace falta que justifiques las decisiones que tomas para sanar, siempre y cuando te hagan sentir mejor y no te lastimen. Las personas que hemos estado apoyándote seguiremos acá. Un abrazo para ambos 💕
your thoughts about sharing emotions and how u r making people feel like having a miscarriage, but i think it helps us empathize and sympathize so much more. to help us see the pains everyone has because, we all go through different pains.
We appreciate your hardwork and how strong you are. Watching how you cope and fight through these hard times really inspires me to keep going in times I feel like giving up. I've been a silent subscriber for years now this video touches me on a different level. Thank you so much and love you! Have a wonderful day ✨
This is the most honest and lovely vlog, I’m glad you’re feeling a bit better, Fran, sending you all the good vibes and love a human can send virtually haha, thank you for this beautiful video ❤️
Dear Fran, I have been feeling down for the last few weeks. The way that you are trying to get back to life after a loss has really encouraged me. Thank you for sharing what you’ve been going through and how you are coping with it. Sending hugs and love.💕💕💕
Thank you past Fran for filming this, long vlogs are my favourite! I'm not good with words and I don't know if you will see this. Still, I wanted to say that I hope you and Ed are feeling better. Please don't worry about the 'when' and 'how' of things if you feel like creating content with different moods and subjects. Your healing has priority over anything else :) I really admire how genuine and strong you are. Love you Fran
Glad you watered, that philodendron really needed it. And watch out with those fig plants...I picked up a small one in a 4” pot at the Bronx botanical gardens gift shop two years ago, it’s now almost taller than I am!!
Dear Fran, the situation of going for a walk with the voice messages of friends I can feel so much. I'm going through similar experiences right now, after my own miscarriage. Thank you for opening up like this on this topic. I find it very very valuable (is this the right word?), and it helps to feel connected and not alone.
Thank you for documenting your healing process in this awesome long vlog! I wish the best on your recovery, Fran and Ed! Y'all are both amazing and inspirations! 💕Please take all the time you need to heal and take care of yourself and the fam! Really adore your cute kitties too! Again, thank you so much for all your hard work and dedication! You da best!! 🥰❤️
Llevo unos pocos meses suscrita a este canal y puedo decir con certeza que cuando me siento abrumada, triste me pongo a ver tus videos y de verdad me ayudan muchísimo. Me alegra que nos hayas enseñado tu proceso de sanación porque para serte sincera, no me siento sola. Me da esperanzas, me inspira. Gracias por hacer lo que te gusta Fran, un gran abrazo! (También soy latina, soy mexicana!)
Es arte lo que haces, incluso tus vídeos, ya que transmiten tanto. Esa sensibilidad y humanidad que nos hace sentir parte de tu día a día. Que no pretende ser perfecta, sino ser lo que es. Y que nos ayuda a aceptarnos en nuestra propia humanidad, aceptarnos como somos incluso con el dolor y la fragilidad. Gracias queridisima Fran!!
Thank you for beeing so honest with us. I enjoy your livestyle. Not the fancy UA-cam or Influencer, just a human beeing with ups and downs. I hope you are feeling better in the future. I think you are doing everything right.
Llevo poco tiempo siguiéndote, pero me resulta admirable que me sigues transmitendo la calma y paz que me transmites en todos tus vídeos. A mí no me pareces rara, al contario, me parece muy entendible cómo estás. Me siento totalmente identificada con que eches de menos a la Fran de antes, tu sentido del humor, tu energía... He estado un año de duelo, y aún sigo en él pero ya resurge la Marta que hacía tanto que no aparecía. Y ahora me parece que me ha servido no presionarme, no decirme "ya debería estar bien". Porque me he dejado estar ahí y, por fin, empiezo a estar mejor. Mucha fuerza Fran. Un abrazo enorme
everytime I watch ur videos, I just get this immense amount of inspiration and happiness about my art. its very inspiring and amazing how u put out so fine qualities in every one of your videos. I truly want to support you on patreon in the future when I am able to :)
I'm a week late but ergh, I just love you so much! It's so weird to say about someone you don't "know" but the love is seriously there, especially during all this bullshit you've been through. I thought "Nah I won't cry during this one, it's about healing!" but when you said "I miss myself" it got me. Sending so much love, this was a really lovely vlog ❤️🌹
You are such a big inspiration to me. You are one of the main reasons why I started my own art channel on UA-cam. So I just hope you feel better soon and we all are okay if you take your time with posting. 💛🙂
I really like you, Fran. You are an excellent human and I am so glad to have a look into your healing and your life. It was such a calming video to watch with my Saturday breakfast, and I hope you have a lovely week.
Hi Fran! I usually take friday afternoons or mid sunday for watch your videos, i just watch this one and i just wanna hug you and Ed!! Gracias por compartir esto, aquí con ustedes en las buenas y re buenas y en las malas y tristes! ☺️😘
You are so strong Fran. I’ve been avoiding the video of you talking about the miscarriage because I went through it exactly a year ago. It’s crazy how easily those emotions still come to the surface for me. I feel scared to face them sometimes. I remember missing feeling like myself so much too. I cried remembering. I hope you and Ed take care. You are both very strong. Much love 💕
thank you for sharing your honest thoughts during this difficult time and letting us all virtually spend time with you. these celebrations of everyday life are truly my favorite kind of videos. wishing you & Ed safe and steady healing
After a long day working in my studio I watched this video and enjoyed it. Hope you feel a lot better now. I was happy to see that you've got some flowers they are beautiful as the flowers. You are so blessed to have those kind of people around you. Sending you a big hug and love from Alaska. ^^
Hola, Fran! Gracias por acompañarnos incluso cuando no estás en tu mejor momento. Admiro tu forma de mostrarte transparente y auténtica, sos mi modelo a seguir. Espero que sepas que aún en este tipo de videos, tal vez no tan divertidos, compartir el silencio de tus días me da tranquilidad, estamos viviendo una situación complicada (imagino que para vos más), así que gracias totales por seguir presente, tus videos siempre son una bocanada de aire fresco. Saludos y mucho cariño.
No puedo creer lo fuerte que eres Fran, tener un comienzo de recuperación en menos de un mes!! Hay personas que les toma años empezar a sanar... y otras ni si quieran lo hacen. Eres genial Fran, ánimo
Loved this video Fran! Thank you so much for sharing. The length is superb, I snugged up in a blanket on my sofa and enjoyed watching this calm sight into you life . Much love !!!
This video was so soothing to watch. I hope you're beginning to feel a little more at peace with your loss (if that's possible). For the record - I think those glasses look absolutely amazing.
Fran you have to stop apologising, we are all with you, and unfortunately there are a lot of us watching who have gone through the same thing. We all stand with you xxx
♥️💛 i went through a big break Christmas 2018, i had to find a new place to live and rehome my dog it was the hardest thing i had ever been through. Took a year for me to feel normal all the time again. So i understand the displaced feeling and wanting to be you again. Im so sorry for your loss and thank you for sharing.
You have nothing to apologize for. It's okay to take as much time as you need, and be gentle with yourself. You've been in my thoughts a lot lately, and I hope you and Ed are feeling better soon. Love you
Sharing and flowing through waves of grief is the only way through it. You’re so brave to share this with your stranger-friends 💗 so much love to you from BC Canada.
Thank you for the vlog and sharing the slow and calm parts of getting better. The mundane and the daily. My heart goes out to you. And you are such a strong individual💚
Thank you so much for this video. I’ve been feeling so overwhelmed this past week, just with the pandemic plus all the politics here in the USA, as well as the civil rights movement... watching you deliberate, slow care with mundane tasks made me realize I can slow down with those tasks and really feel the small movements... it is so soothing. You have helped me more than I can say. Also my heart goes out to you. My daughter had a miscarriage 8 years ago, it is hard. 😊😍😘
Hello fran, it is so good to see you again.. I appreciate your efforts.. take your good time. And do what you want to do now.. forget about being awkward, you are doing good only.. we all are with you..and we'll get through this time together.. take care.
Eyyyy puedo seguir viéndote por horas y no me aburrire te aprecio de verdad no sabes los feliz q me hacen tus videos y lo acompañada q me siento por ty......gracias gracias amiga ! Fran
Hola Fran, me parece super importante que menciones que todos lidiamos con el dolor de distinta manera. Hace un tiempo sufrí una pérdida y llegué a sentir culpa porque no lloraba y veía como los demás si lo hacían, pero me di cuento que si bien dolía mucho esa no era una manera en la que expresaba el dolor. Por cierto, me encantan tus nuevos anteojos.
Your vlogs are so relaxing Fran, you always give me peace of mind. I feel so calm, safe and content, when I watch your videos. Thank you for this, you always inspire me to continue in my dream of having an art online shop like you. I hope you are feeling at least a bit better and that you and Ed stay safe during the pandemic times. Much love sending your way ♥
I love longer vlogs like this...and I'm so thankful that you have been sharing your experience and being raw and honest about what you've gone through. You are amazing and thank you for sharing your recovery with us x
When I watch Fran's vlogs, I get the same feeling as if I'm watching a Ghibli movie. You make us appreciate the magic and beauty of mundane activities. I love everything about it 💙
oooh, this is so well said. That's the feeling, absolutely - I didn't know it could be put into words, thank you :)
Absolutely agree. It's taking time too see things around you. I know that watching this video makes me become aware, which is great.
Thank you Fran for sharing. Hope you are ok. Keep well 🙂
And the sounds !
omg omg i always wanna now the same feeling but i dont knew how explain this is the best explanation EVER :-)
Wow, that is so true’
I can imagine this took ages to edit and we appreciate it
Fran, the reason is the saddest ever but this vlog has been just beautiful. Filled with sadness and pain but also life and love. It was calming to watch it. It was sad to watch it. You are so talented, even in this situation you are just outpouring creativity. I hope you and Ed are feeling better. Hugs!
Perfectly said!
The hero of this story: ice cube tray.
But in all seriousness, thank you for bringing us into your life and letting us be a part of your journey. Sending you so much love and support from afar as you and Ed go through the healing process. (Let's be awkward together!)
fran: "i mean i appreciate the financial support but giving me the opportunity to pack orders? thats the real gift here"
Nunca sientas que no lo das todo porque no nos defraudas. Entiendo que una parte de cada uno de nosotros nos juzga y nos dice que no lo damos todo pero Fran no te ausentaste, incluso estás ayudando a otras personas a sanar. Gracias por todo. Ojalá vieras lo mucho que das con solo mostrarte sincera con quienes te seguimos. Vamos a seguir acá por más que estés súper presente o necesites tiempo. Tomalo como necesites. Acá vamos a estar hoy o dentro de un mes. Abrazo.
Please don't apologise for your feelings, your actions, your inactions, your fears or anything you are going through. Everything is valid.
We love you so much Fran. Deal with this whatever way you feel is healthy and helpful and we'll be here for you and Ed. All the best to you and your family xxx
We love you so much Fran , don’t worry about us . Do the things you need the most with Ed , Cereal and Hamburguesa we will be here because as I said , we love you ❤️❤️
I have so many respect for you, sketching out your loss and sharing it with the world. Because it makes everything visible and as an artist you can't really lie. I am so sorry for your loss, but you are handling it with so much respect and braveness. We need to talk about these very sad things. I am wishing you all the best. hugs from germany.
bia bri i couldnt agree more! doing all these things requires so much strength. she's such a strong person!
Hello Fran!
My boyfriend left today to visit his family in England and I am all alone in the apartment (except for the dog). This vlog came to me as a little gift, I love watching your vlogs while I am doing stuff around the house and now the place feels less empty, so thank you for that! All the love, healing and greetings from a long time viewer and customer from Germany! xx
Siento que es muy bueno que también muestres la parte “mala” o triste en tus videos, aunque no sea tan feliz (oh) y entretenida, creo que eso le da más valor a los videos felices y es mucho más sincero que si desaparecieras y volvieras como que no pasó nada (aunque no digo que eso esté mal, si no quisieras compartir esa parte también estaría bien, pero eso, amo tus videos y que bueno que te estés sintiendo mejor :). )
It's ok Fran, we can be awkward together as long as you need, love you
When I went through depression last year, I stopped looking in the mirror at myself because I was so depersonalised that it scared me how I didn't recognize that person. I realised I started healing when I started taking selfies of myself a few months afterwards. So thank you for leaving that clip in, it was a reminder for me and I'm sure for others that we are all incredibly human in the things we feel and how we react to those feelings. The fact you wrote 'you will feel better in a month' made my heart feel full. ❤ Please do everything you need to do, you and Ed, take all the time.
Hair cuts and new glasses do happen during recovery from a traumatic event, and they often happen at a point when someone has a shift in that journey. I think it shows how therapeutic doing your pictures was for you by the fact that at the end of doing it..expressing your story and feelings through your art...is the point you start to verbally talk to us on the video. The healing journey is little shifts and step forwards if that makes sense. Thanks for sharing Fran and sending you a hug from here in the UK. X
Dont worry ..time will heal you. New life experiences will come.. I lost my dad when i was 6 and my brother when i was 10...it is 30 years later i m still trying to heal in sense i do art ... the pain is relieved but memories on them come and go and it is moment of sadness for a minute but life goes on..and 😘 dont try to be your past self ..just be open and patient and try to accept the new you in each moment as you are.. ..hope i helped..kiss
You are healing and by sharing you give other broken hearts the chance to heal too. Thank you Fran
UA-cam needs more of this!! I appreciate this video more than you know. My miscarriage was four years ago and the emotions still hit me fresh while watching you. I understand your pain and trying to just get your feet wet back into “normal” life again. Much love to you from Florida ❤️🤍
I've been watching you for years now, and you're one of the few creators online that is transparent about feelings and life. And I appreciate the hell out of you for that. So many people edit their lives to make it look perfect, and none of us are. You are a great reminder of that. The human spirit is so alive on your channel from the videos to the comments. Thank you.
i just want to say your vlogs are very therapeutic to me, and so it breaks my heart to know you are hurting. I'm so glad you are healing slowly but surely. so much love to you.
Fran, thank you so much for allowing us to be with you through such an intimate, difficult time. I wanted to hop into the comments because it was so lovely to watch you cook! I would absolutely watch vlogs of you just cooking and hanging out, especially with how lonely life is these days.
Man this videos are weirdly addictive. Watching this lady go about her life is so soothing. Almost makes me wanna exchange my life with hers.
I love how aesthetically pleasant your home is.. and there’s Ed with the inescapably - present giant Sports Direct mug XD
YOU LOOK SO GOOD IN THAT NEW GLASSES, FRAN!
just had a mental breakdown, cause things were getting too hard. that video helped so much to calm down for a moment. thank you fran. that was a wonderful meditative unit. sending calmness und warmth to you, love. 💗
"On the lighter side, we have the balance of existence
Doing chores, washing dishes, buying pastries, and drinking tea
With this world I have not a problem, for it's these simple pleasures
Fill the valley of your soul, don't you know that we got to go"
In Another World by Donna the Buffalo.
Not sure why but your video made me think of this
i was watching this video and my friend texted me to tell me she just lost her baby. it's my second friend to have had a miscarriage during the pandemic. i guess i'm sharing this because i'm sad for my friends but i don't feel like i have an outlet to talk about my sadness. anyways, all this to say, thanks for this video, and thanks for your illustration about the issue, it's also helped me grieve the loss for my friends!
rancidpencil I’m truly sorry about your friends :(
Much love and healing to you and Ed both. Take the rest you need, please.
Frannnn ❤
Desde que me enteré de tu wawita, has estado siempre en mis pensamientos y en mi corazón. Siempre tu comunidad UA-camra, estará contigo acompañándote, así como tus lindos y sinceros vídeos nos han acompañado en tiempos buenos y difíciles. Algún día espero tener la platita para apoyarte x patreon y comprar tu linda agenda. Se que pronto pronto será posible. Mi esposo y yo somos artesanos de Ayacucho, Peru. Espero que algún día nos visiten ❤ aquí ya tienes una casa donde quedarte y una guía entusiasta para hacerte conocer la ciudad (yo)
Un abrazo inmenso
we can be awkward together for the time you need!!!
Oh my gosh Fran! This video was simultaneously so calming and beautiful and also heartbreaking. Someone in the comments compared it to a Ghibli film, and yes, that's exactly it. You don't have to apologize for being "weird" - We will be there for you through the moments when you don't feel like yourself, and we'll be ready to welcome funny, light-hearted Fran back with open arms whenever you're ready. I thought it was so true how everyone has different expectations of how to deal with grief (even the people going through it!), but in the end it's such a personal, individual thing. Thank you always for being so open and honest, and for letting us glimpse your healing process, even when it's hard and messy and imperfect. Sending all the love and care I possibly can through a computer screen.
Thanks for sharing your healing process with us, Fran! 🙏 Sending lots of love to you and Ed!
Fran, thank you for filming and editing this because I'm sure it takes a lot of time. And please take your time to heal, you are strong and we all believe in you! You are loved and always remind yourself that!
Loved this video. I realised halfway through that there wasn't music at all but it made the entire video feel raw and real. Still super relaxing to watch as always. Thank you so much for putting your work out into the world, even during trying times ❤️
It's so beautiful and hard to watch at the same time. Be weird, cry, do whatever it takes to get over it. Looking forward to see more videos of you and your art. 🙂❤️
These vlogs are so honest, so open. I never feel like its a script or a calculated way to make something get more likes and views. I feel like I'm sitting by the side of a human being, talking to a person. Not watching the designed video of a professional video maker, that its something that happens a lot with other channels (not trashing them, just pointing out something I noticed.)
Dear Fran,
I'm a big fan of your work. I never commented your videos, but today I want to say that you are a wonderful human being.
Thank you so much for exist. I wish the best to you ❤
I loved so many things about this vlog. The way you seem to do everything with so much care and love, the slowness of it and the quiet, mostly without music, just the sounds of everyday life.
Always love a good awkward chat! And although I can't imagine what you're going through, I'm sending all the love and hoping that the healing continues xx Love you!
I love the new glasses Fran, you look amazing!! You look like a pink-haired comic book heroine!! Fran, thank you for sharing this experience with us, it is real and it is human. As you said in the last video, so many women go through this and don't have many people to relate to or talk with about this. I am sure it will bring comfort to many. Sending you lots of love 💗
You've still got everybody here for you. Do what you need to to be okay, and we'll support however we can.
Never apologize for how you feel and what you do ... it’s a very hard time for you and all I see is a woman trying to heal and stay strong ...you are such a strong person Fran. And I think you are doing it all right ...I wish you and Ed lots of power to get through it and send positive vibes your way. Thank you for letting us into your life this much 💖✨and cuddle the kitty’s from me!
Sending you lots of love Fran
I’m sure that, although this was so difficult to do, your giving and thoughtful posting about your experience with miscarriage and loss will help many other women.💗
Take all the time you need to feel like yourself again. So glad you can explore your feelings through your art. This video was so calming, yet poignant and sweet. My heart goes out to both you and Ed. Love your glasses!
This was lovely to watch. Sad at times, relaxing at other times. Really well edited!! I loved it. Thanks for sharing!
I missed you so much Fran! 🥺 Hugs for you & Ed! 🤗 I pray everything gets better! 💕 Thank you for letting us be part of your journey from day one till now, we appreciate it all! 💓
the whole first 7min I thought „Fran is so pretty, that dress looks amazing on her!“ and then you showed the clip where you thought of yourself as ugly and I just... it‘s so weird how others can see our beauty when we ourselves don‘t.
Stay strong Fran! Sending you lots of love from Berlin ♥️🙏🏼🌈✨
I have that same IKEA dish rack here at home in Aus. Even if it's a different kind it makes the same sound when you drop a plate into it. A familiar little slice of life, from across the world thank you for sharing, you absolute darling.
Lo hermoso del proceso de sanación es que cada uno lo lleva como siente que lo necesita. No hace falta que justifiques las decisiones que tomas para sanar, siempre y cuando te hagan sentir mejor y no te lastimen. Las personas que hemos estado apoyándote seguiremos acá. Un abrazo para ambos 💕
your thoughts about sharing emotions and how u r making people feel like having a miscarriage, but i think it helps us empathize and sympathize so much more. to help us see the pains everyone has because, we all go through different pains.
We appreciate your hardwork and how strong you are. Watching how you cope and fight through these hard times really inspires me to keep going in times I feel like giving up. I've been a silent subscriber for years now this video touches me on a different level. Thank you so much and love you! Have a wonderful day ✨
This is the most honest and lovely vlog, I’m glad you’re feeling a bit better, Fran, sending you all the good vibes and love a human can send virtually haha, thank you for this beautiful video ❤️
Dear Fran, I have been feeling down for the last few weeks. The way that you are trying to get back to life after a loss has really encouraged me. Thank you for sharing what you’ve been going through and how you are coping with it. Sending hugs and love.💕💕💕
Thank you past Fran for filming this, long vlogs are my favourite!
I'm not good with words and I don't know if you will see this. Still, I wanted to say that I hope you and Ed are feeling better. Please don't worry about the 'when' and 'how' of things if you feel like creating content with different moods and subjects. Your healing has priority over anything else :) I really admire how genuine and strong you are. Love you Fran
Glad you watered, that philodendron really needed it. And watch out with those fig plants...I picked up a small one in a 4” pot at the Bronx botanical gardens gift shop two years ago, it’s now almost taller than I am!!
This video is so calming. Love it. I also love the birds at 16:08. Here in Sweden it´s so coold now and a lot of snow. No birds singing at all.
Dear Fran, the situation of going for a walk with the voice messages of friends I can feel so much. I'm going through similar experiences right now, after my own miscarriage. Thank you for opening up like this on this topic. I find it very very valuable (is this the right word?), and it helps to feel connected and not alone.
Thank you for documenting your healing process in this awesome long vlog! I wish the best on your recovery, Fran and Ed! Y'all are both amazing and inspirations! 💕Please take all the time you need to heal and take care of yourself and the fam! Really adore your cute kitties too! Again, thank you so much for all your hard work and dedication! You da best!! 🥰❤️
Llevo unos pocos meses suscrita a este canal y puedo decir con certeza que cuando me siento abrumada, triste me pongo a ver tus videos y de verdad me ayudan muchísimo. Me alegra que nos hayas enseñado tu proceso de sanación porque para serte sincera, no me siento sola. Me da esperanzas, me inspira. Gracias por hacer lo que te gusta Fran, un gran abrazo!
(También soy latina, soy mexicana!)
Es arte lo que haces, incluso tus vídeos, ya que transmiten tanto. Esa sensibilidad y humanidad que nos hace sentir parte de tu día a día. Que no pretende ser perfecta, sino ser lo que es. Y que nos ayuda a aceptarnos en nuestra propia humanidad, aceptarnos como somos incluso con el dolor y la fragilidad. Gracias queridisima Fran!!
I'm watching this in hospital after surgery 🏥 Thank you so much for sharing everything, I want to hug you so much
Wow Fran!! how many words in those silences... I would love to give you a hug.
Thank you for beeing so honest with us. I enjoy your livestyle. Not the fancy UA-cam or Influencer, just a human beeing with ups and downs. I hope you are feeling better in the future. I think you are doing everything right.
Llevo poco tiempo siguiéndote, pero me resulta admirable que me sigues transmitendo la calma y paz que me transmites en todos tus vídeos. A mí no me pareces rara, al contario, me parece muy entendible cómo estás. Me siento totalmente identificada con que eches de menos a la Fran de antes, tu sentido del humor, tu energía... He estado un año de duelo, y aún sigo en él pero ya resurge la Marta que hacía tanto que no aparecía. Y ahora me parece que me ha servido no presionarme, no decirme "ya debería estar bien". Porque me he dejado estar ahí y, por fin, empiezo a estar mejor. Mucha fuerza Fran. Un abrazo enorme
Rununculus are my favorite flowers. And that bag (!) is awesome.
everytime I watch ur videos, I just get this immense amount of inspiration and happiness about my art. its very inspiring and amazing how u put out so fine qualities in every one of your videos. I truly want to support you on patreon in the future when I am able to :)
I'm a week late but ergh, I just love you so much! It's so weird to say about someone you don't "know" but the love is seriously there, especially during all this bullshit you've been through. I thought "Nah I won't cry during this one, it's about healing!" but when you said "I miss myself" it got me. Sending so much love, this was a really lovely vlog ❤️🌹
You are such a big inspiration to me. You are one of the main reasons why I started my own art channel on UA-cam. So I just hope you feel better soon and we all are okay if you take your time with posting. 💛🙂
Take all the time you need to heal, Fran.
I really like you, Fran. You are an excellent human and I am so glad to have a look into your healing and your life. It was such a calming video to watch with my Saturday breakfast, and I hope you have a lovely week.
Hi Fran! I usually take friday afternoons or mid sunday for watch your videos, i just watch this one and i just wanna hug you and Ed!! Gracias por compartir esto, aquí con ustedes en las buenas y re buenas y en las malas y tristes! ☺️😘
You are so strong Fran. I’ve been avoiding the video of you talking about the miscarriage because I went through it exactly a year ago. It’s crazy how easily those emotions still come to the surface for me. I feel scared to face them sometimes. I remember missing feeling like myself so much too. I cried remembering. I hope you and Ed take care. You are both very strong. Much love 💕
Oh Fran 🤗 it is such a pleasure to be able to watch your content. I always feel such a connection 💕
I like how your painting day started off with painting your nails. And I really like the color of the polish 💘💘
thank you for sharing your honest thoughts during this difficult time and letting us all virtually spend time with you. these celebrations of everyday life are truly my favorite kind of videos. wishing you & Ed safe and steady healing
After a long day working in my studio I watched this video and enjoyed it. Hope you feel a lot better now. I was happy to see that you've got some flowers they are beautiful as the flowers. You are so blessed to have those kind of people around you. Sending you a big hug and love from Alaska. ^^
Fran, the best thing i can do right now is be awkward with you, so thanks for the company, sending love🌺💞🌺💞
Hola, Fran! Gracias por acompañarnos incluso cuando no estás en tu mejor momento. Admiro tu forma de mostrarte transparente y auténtica, sos mi modelo a seguir. Espero que sepas que aún en este tipo de videos, tal vez no tan divertidos, compartir el silencio de tus días me da tranquilidad, estamos viviendo una situación complicada (imagino que para vos más), así que gracias totales por seguir presente, tus videos siempre son una bocanada de aire fresco. Saludos y mucho cariño.
im a stranger across the sea sending you good vibes and virtual hugs. i hope you are feeling way better now. thank you for the vlog
No puedo creer lo fuerte que eres Fran, tener un comienzo de recuperación en menos de un mes!! Hay personas que les toma años empezar a sanar... y otras ni si quieran lo hacen. Eres genial Fran, ánimo
Loved this video Fran! Thank you so much for sharing. The length is superb, I snugged up in a blanket on my sofa and enjoyed watching this calm sight into you life . Much love !!!
This video was so soothing to watch. I hope you're beginning to feel a little more at peace with your loss (if that's possible). For the record - I think those glasses look absolutely amazing.
Now I want iced coffee... haha! It’s SO nice to have you back ♥️ here with you in your healing process! Echándote porras! 🧚🏼🌸🌸
Fran you have to stop apologising, we are all with you, and unfortunately there are a lot of us watching who have gone through the same thing. We all stand with you xxx
♥️💛 i went through a big break Christmas 2018, i had to find a new place to live and rehome my dog it was the hardest thing i had ever been through. Took a year for me to feel normal all the time again. So i understand the displaced feeling and wanting to be you again.
Im so sorry for your loss and thank you for sharing.
thank you. these vlogs bring so much serenity to my day. sending love
You have nothing to apologize for. It's okay to take as much time as you need, and be gentle with yourself. You've been in my thoughts a lot lately, and I hope you and Ed are feeling better soon. Love you
Sharing and flowing through waves of grief is the only way through it. You’re so brave to share this with your stranger-friends 💗 so much love to you from BC Canada.
Thank you for the vlog and sharing the slow and calm parts of getting better. The mundane and the daily. My heart goes out to you. And you are such a strong individual💚
Thank you so much for this video. I’ve been feeling so overwhelmed this past week, just with the pandemic plus all the politics here in the USA, as well as the civil rights movement... watching you deliberate, slow care with mundane tasks made me realize I can slow down with those tasks and really feel the small movements... it is so soothing. You have helped me more than I can say. Also my heart goes out to you. My daughter had a miscarriage 8 years ago, it is hard. 😊😍😘
Peace and Hugs for you and Ed🤗🙏You are brave and strong, one foot in front of the other. We are listening.
This was so peaceful. Thank you for taking us along on your journey. Love the new glasses & the satisfying tiny pencil nub.
I love your vlogs, they are so peaceful and chill ❤️ this reminds me of Berlin vlogs and letters to Ed, so comforting and satisfying.
Hello fran, it is so good to see you again.. I appreciate your efforts.. take your good time. And do what you want to do now.. forget about being awkward, you are doing good only.. we all are with you..and we'll get through this time together.. take care.
Eyyyy puedo seguir viéndote por horas y no me aburrire te aprecio de verdad no sabes los feliz q me hacen tus videos y lo acompañada q me siento por ty......gracias gracias amiga ! Fran
you are the example of a strong person that I like to have. Stay strong, you are amazing!
Hola Fran, me parece super importante que menciones que todos lidiamos con el dolor de distinta manera. Hace un tiempo sufrí una pérdida y llegué a sentir culpa porque no lloraba y veía como los demás si lo hacían, pero me di cuento que si bien dolía mucho esa no era una manera en la que expresaba el dolor. Por cierto, me encantan tus nuevos anteojos.
Your vlogs are so relaxing Fran, you always give me peace of mind. I feel so calm, safe and content, when I watch your videos. Thank you for this, you always inspire me to continue in my dream of having an art online shop like you. I hope you are feeling at least a bit better and that you and Ed stay safe during the pandemic times.
Much love sending your way ♥
Beautiful video Fran. Thank you for your authenticity and heart. We're here cheering you on 💛
Fran, thank you for letting us be in your life. And I hope each day gets just a little better. It's okay not to feel okay, were here for you.
I love longer vlogs like this...and I'm so thankful that you have been sharing your experience and being raw and honest about what you've gone through. You are amazing and thank you for sharing your recovery with us x