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I feel the same way, luckily I've become accustomed to being alone, even in room full of people. Funny, when show "Friends" came out, I'd watch wishing for such relationship, thought that was what I needed, but it wasn't real! Fake as you mentioned fyi, don't watch it, they are all Satanic! (If you've gotten that far down the Rabbit hole)
Retired 25 year combat Vet here. Going through that transition now. Its hard, I have to stay away from people, I don't want to snap on them. Thanks for your advice brother.
No need to be angry at the world brother that is just the mind getting angry at your ego ;) thank me later friend and if you need more advice to enlighten just ask because some of us have been on the path for a lot longer ;)
This is so retarded. My ego is threatened by you being higher than me, and still wanting to question why you want to say these things that ur high level? Isn't it obvious? Isn't it clear that students will appear when it's time? I think I fell on a troll here lol :-D
Thank you dear, pray for my son, he is around the Caspian Sea. Vietnam kept my brother, I miss him now more than ever. For yrs I was very angry at the drunk deacon that hit us that Saturday morning, he took my husband and my 3 yr old son. I was seriously injured and with four little ones, including a five month old. They died in 1998. In 2003 a lost my best friends husband, he was my brothers best friend as kids. I saw her anger from the outside. She healed mine. But, when I told her thank you for showing me the pain I have been carrying for so long, she got angry at me!! A few months later she came around. To me anger is lack of acceptance…even today…as I think and type about that day and that anger…I feel the pain as if is was July 1998. I discovered that I was angry at me, I insisted on going to the soccer game, even thought I had two sick kids at home with a sitter. Imagine that! So trivial…yet so painful and prolonged! Sending you so much love, and huge hug…you have given so much! Trust me dear, you will be richly rewarded, and we may need you again right here at home. God bless you dear and thank you for all you have give to us all! 🙏💕
Hey brother. Army 56M chaplains Assistant here 1997-2006. If you need to talk let me know. My role didn't stop after my ETS. I've dealt with bullshit after I got my DD214
The higher you go, the less people you'll be around. Living this 'higher and higher frequency' way of living does get you attention. This attention you can take it or leave it, but its the vibe of confidence, that you're on this path of personal development and you're so damn sure of yourself. Wherever i find myself this summer, be it shacked up or rolling on the mats, ill be happy inside my own skin, and thats what this is really all about.
Love this brother. That’s exactly how it is and you really can’t explain it unless you really Live it. It’s a journey and you can’t fake it, shit don’t even feel real sometimes. Much Love bro. ✊🏾💙☮️
I was a kid when I truly found god. I was about 16 years of age. Ardy, a truly old soul who went through tremendous amount of drugs, addiction, and alcohol. He turn his life around and gave god everything at the age of 50. He was truly liberating to watch when he was at church. He passed away after a car accident. He was a mentor that was part of my life. I wish he was here right now to give me guidance. I learn life is too short to be stressing over small things. Whoever read this, you are blessed and at this point in time you have a purpose. You simply have to act on it and be yourself. God loves you.
I have a hard time connecting with people on a deep level. Talking with people's minds is so draining to me. Listening to all their problems or gossip bullshit makes me just want to run. I think to myself why waste time talking about such empty things? I've been getting feelings like a hunger for God and wanting to communicate with people about this love and nothing else. I pray to meet fellow lovers!
What you say resonates. Felt alone and out of this world since young age. It kicked me hard in my teens. Got bullied hard all of a sudden by my friend at school. Couldn't understand why, i thought there was something fundamentally wrong with me. Felt that way since. Always tried to fit in desperately only to find myself hurt or bored. I just couldn't connect. My escape was videogames and reading. Was trying to numb myself. Still do periodically. I was into all kinds of esoteric stuff, at one point it was all i could care about. Some of it resonated, felt like i remembered something i already knew. Stuff like reincarnation, past life's and illusory nature of this reality. But reading only can bring you that far. I still felt broken. Tried to practice some meditation, that didn't seem to do anything for me. Felt pointless. And spiritual people as you call them and their life style didn't appeal to me. Something was off. Most of them seemed delusional. To me it seemed they were just escaping life and it's pain in a different way. And i wanted to live life, be functional. I'm working on it now. The hardest part for me is to accept myself. It's bloody difficult. I either fall into feeling superior or special, or back to feeling miserable and unworthy. It's hard for me to accept that i might be more awakened or whatever then others. I tried to speak out on UA-cam, wanted to share, similarly to what you doing, but stopped. Felt it was not genuine, or not fully at least. There were some other motives mixed in which i didn't like to discover. Or maybe it's still a struggle to accept myself. Damn it's hard. You're legit thought. Don't know how i know, but i do. Appreciate your messages and presence.
When I stop flailing about I remember that the only thing my ego really has to do to begin is to quiet the chatter. I think of it as rewiring my brain. The moment I start down a thought/feeling rut I just stop. It's worked before and then I went right back into trauma cycles lol. It's been cycling since a major psychotic break I survived alone, at thirteen, in a closet for two weeks, a year after my mom tried to kill me after beating me for about a year. I learned how not to go mad, but I learned my limits are expansive. The best parts of my life were when I cultivated inner silence. It all unfolds from there, for me anyway. It's not easy, but it is... it's literally just hacking neuroplasticity. You focus on breaking off the auto thoughts that keep you trapped in a past that doesn't have anything to do with right now. It does work. At multiple times in my life I've achieved that inner silence and was able to maintain it in society. Trees glow, people look totally different, perception is awesome... And the first step is rewiring. It's all I'm going to really focus on and REMEMBER! I'm going to have another, much longer period of this. I tried to build my life around people, it just didn't work, but the memories of the periods of inner silence keep me going. I'm constantly forgetting and getting tied back down by some really crazy shit that reiterated my ridiculous cycles. That I don't choose inner silence and all that it brings every moment is insanity itself. So it goes, said Billy Pilgrim...
One Must become friendly with the experience of suffering. It is such a blessing to even be alive and to experience, that even great suffering is the Eminence LOVE Of GOD !
I’m 23 man & I feel this on a different level. It’s almost depressing. The closet thing to a friend I have , he is 46. I don’t fit in with people my age. No one else is really self aware or healing at this age and it sucks because people hate on you for no reason.
Thanks for this man. I tried to escape my suicidal thoughts thinking they’d be in the past since my ‘awakening’ but they got me again. The loneliness felt like it was gonna swallow me whole any minute and that’s when i stumbled upon a video of yours. Poof! - understanding has entered my sphere again. You’re the first guy ever to describe exactly how i experience life. (This is gonna seem like one of those self-relating comments people write all the time w spiritual content) but I’m dead serious. Thank you for doing this 🤍 much love to you
Hearing you in this video is Very Much like describing my own experiences on this plane. I've had no less than 500 jobs and it just seems like ''groundhog's day'' practically every single time. My favorite thing to do since I was a kid is write, i.e. (anything to do with writing, generally speaking). Yet we all know of the ''starving artist syndrome'', so I've always had to return to some meaningless job doing things that have absolutely Zero Meaning, aside from the meager paycheck. Not to mention having to deal with the 80% of unripe apples who just seem to automatically dislike me, even though I'm always cordial with everyone by default, but I avoid ''small talk'' like the plague. Some years ago, I finally realized why that is, and I've gained some perspective on many different situations since then, yet the reoccurring problem remains the same- lack of steady income, while having to quite literally Force Myself into starting yet another job (aka- Just Over Broke), knowing it is only a matter of time before the cycle repeats all over again. Your channel provides a panacea for these 3D- Maladies friend, thank you for all that you do here🌠
I've been feeling for years now that I do not vibe with this planet that much and it hurts to see all the bad things around. Of course, there is good things too, but as you mentioned, this feeling that we do not belong here is going stronger and stronger. At the same time, I am sure I am here for a reason so I have to surrender to the higher and try to live by my heart to fulfill my purpose! It gets lonely sometimes, but hey, people, we do not need to lock ourselves up, look how many beautiful souls you can meet here in the comment section :)
I punished myself a lot for feeling different than most. Felt horribly lonely for a long time and hurted myself so much trying to fit in. Now i'm trying to meet and have a good relationship with God but it's so difficult
I know what you mean by feeling like something is wrong with you and then feeling like you're actually seeing reality more clearly than most, and the fluctuating almost bi-polar effects of this. I have gone through this oscillation more than once, and I'll probably do it all again, but each time it feels like I'm getting a little bit more aware of both extremes and their illusions. It is very useful to remember we are all at different stages of ripeness on the apple tree. I like that analogy. It reminds me of something Alan Watts used to say when he talked about how the Earth had to reach a certain point of its own evolution in order to "people", in the same way that an apple tree has to reach a certain point to bloom and grow apples. Thank you for the video
Stick in there. I feel currently the same but find your happy place and shut out the noise. What helped me is to reduce social media to a minimum, worship and celebrate the devine, read great books, focus on your creative endeavors and workout
Helpful video. Yes, it's like people are gaslighting you, and some literally are gaslighting you or others and they don't even know it (inherited crap from their parents, or from their environment). It is weird that being a kind and sincere person is so valuable.
The hardest thing to grasp is the idea that we think we control our lives through push or pull effort rather than just realizing it’s things as is. Being in the moment is so intrinsic to humbling ourselves to reality, because there’s nothing outside momentary awareness. And then there’s the whole, “who’s aware that I’m aware? Which awareness is aware of such awareness?”
So glad to listen to your words. The queen of self isolation here. A vet from 'life' no disrespect to the other vets here. Looking forward to getting the spark back in my eyes like when you smile and grin. I just want to be able to laugh at everything like the dalai lama. For now i just like talking to trees and animals rather than most of the humans. Sometimes its tricky being an earthling Thanks for your vids
Wow, im speechless. A UA-camr that spreads a message without any other "business" intention, that's what I needed. Came across so many manifesting-UA-camrs. I enjoyed watching them, but for me there was always something lacking. Good to know that people like you exist. Raw and authentic, speaking unfiltered
Wow! Glad this video popped up!!! I've been thinking something was wrong WITH ME! Everyyyy job has been this way!!! I've been fired and belittled !! Thank you! I'm in isolation and this is allll new to me!! But I knew my whole life that I dont fit in... I need a mentor or something!
Thank you brother for the video and being here for us, another person I relate to so much. Never forget that you are the Y of everything and you matter to us so much. Keep speaking bruda 💪🙏
Your words hit me so hard, all this rejection for no reason, for been me. Transform the disconected feeling i had into my own power of awareness. Thank you Yash, for sharing your knowledge in cristal clear words.
I gained so much comfort when you shared your experiences with your jobs. I felt the same way. I really gave 250% effort to work at least 20% as well as the others, but while they seemed to float on clouds during work, I worked myself half to death. They always looked at me as if I were an alien. I am more inclined towards philosophy and music; I can't do anything else, and I have also accepted that this is just how I am, and that's okay. Thank you for your videos ❤
Completely exceptional video. I'm 25 years old and I can relate to every word you said! People even ignore you and attack you because they don't understand you, I used to think that something was really wrong with me, it really hurts. THANK YOU, immensely
This is so insightful. I’ve definitely experienced these feelings. It’s hard being around people and not feeling acknowledged. It’s like they purposely want to make it clear your words aren’t important.
Yes❤i never fit in, AA has been closest, i think i am higher, deeper thinker, people don't vibe with me, but i have low self esteem too but working on that!❤
Resonate so much 🙌🏾 I never fitted in with my family, school, friends or work. I refused to drink the ‘coolade’ when I worked in corporate. I never knew I was an old soul until a psychic told me, and now it makes total sense - this is why things that are normal to most people never made sense to me (I knew different from past lives). Great video Yash 👏🏾 I won’t be able to make Sunday’s Satsang, but hopefully will be there in April 🙏🏾💫
I actually extremely related to this. Almost felt like I was meant to find this video. For the past few years I've definitely been in the ...mad because nobody gets what I'm saying and I why do have to feel so alone...faze. but this video may finally help me release that, and come to the balanced medium like you were saying. Thanks for sharing, and bless you. I'm a subscriber.
This happened to me yesterday had to put a friend so called, in his place. Not maliciously but overstepped. Thank you being alone was bugging me but now it makes sense! THANK YOU!!! Bless You
Every word spoken in this video was relatable, so grateful for this type of content. There's this huge respect for you ,as this content is mind blowing,it hits in the deepest corners.
“I was a master with my tongue” followed by a pause and a smirk…lol in a different context, that has a whole different meaning 🤪 But yes, I agree and completely on being able to “cut” people with your words. I steer away from that now but I used to utilize it quite often. Got me in a lot of trouble 😂😬
Thank you for this video! 🙏🏽♥️ It really helps. I feel like it's getting harder and harder and I have to cut more and more relationships even with people I just sometimes see but now because I see through the disrespectful behavior I can't deny it anymore and can't let them treat me like this. Otherwise I'm treating myself in a disrespectful way.
I feel the same. I cut off so many people I started to think there was something wrong with me. But maybe not. Maybe I just gained more self love and self respect. Maybe I truly realized what I really am and I prefer to have less friends but be at peace with myself.
Maya also seems to come back in and we seem to forget. It's why I like what you say about how once you gain something in consciousness you can't lose it.
@@consciousbeingoflight That we got back to sleep or forget that we can know. there was a story I can't recall from what book. There was a guy who wanted to know the answers and was able to. Yet he went back to town and started to forget for many years until he came back to the god who was going to tell him all the secrets.
Thank you, Yash. Been there. This helps. I feel a strong emotion, almost crying. The veil seems thin today, seeing and feeling the unreality, the projection of the psyche...
This one was really helpful for me. I think it’s one of your best. Lots of great comments too - it’s so comforting to hear from kindred spirits. Thank you. 🙏
Thank God I found your channel. Nothing was bringing me comfort today. I’m trying to help newcomers in the AA program, but it’s tiring to be around them and hold space for them. Need my own spiritual nourishment too.
I need so much of this. It's like reading Nietzsche for the first time.. I think people who don't appreciate his thoughts see themselves. Hopefully, the courage will manifest.
Funny thing happened to me in Germany. I learned the language very fast, but I thought my german is bad because no one would understand me. After couple of years I realised that it wasn't about the language, but people couldn't understand what I'm actualy talking about😂
You're trying to keep the subject matter light.. just touching on the edge of it. Coming at it, from several different angles and just barely touching the outer edge. That approach is really good for describing this situation. You're own experience, getting through it, and learning how to get through it.. over and over again.. until you get to the point where you can recognize another similar situation when it comes.. I like that way, you can recall from memory, past happenings and use that to emphasize what you're describing.. Man, you brought up a few things from my past, that I'd nearly forgotten. I have to agree with you, if I were coming up in this Day and age, ...I would have probably been shot in the back!
I like the old soul mention: It made me think that old souls and that word exists only to make sense of people who people who are characteristically old souls.... to other people who are not. So as to say, old souls are natural inhabitants of this planet. And old souls would not recognize old souls as old souls, they'd know them by something else. Likewise, an old soul on another realm is most likely a stranger somewhere else. I like that idea. The idea of interconnected consciousness across planets is a very real thing when you put it this way. Thank you for this video.
I appreciate everything you share… and for you to be with us! the pendulum swings one way until it returns back to cover the other side so consciousness can experience all aspects. We can choose only then authentically where we want to play this interesting game of life☺️ This timeline is the best timeline to be do and have. Grateful to discover you and whoever gets to follow your guidance will quantum leap into a better reality of inner understanding. Much love to your day🙏🤗🤍
Thank you so much for this reflection Yash.... I've been feeling this way for years and human design helped me to understand this pattern I have where I might often feel dismissed, misunderstood and like an alien, even with my friends/family I seem to say things and they take a while to catch up to what I'm saying and repeat back to me step by step what I've said in their own words but as if they're explaining it to me, it triggered me more before but I'm slowly learning to accept that sometimes people need to understand in their own way and it might just take a bit longer, it does feel isolating and I still sometimes get triggered but your video and meeting others like me helps me feel less alone and more compassion towards others when I feel this way. Much love brother! 💚🙏🏽
Thank you so much for sharing your words. Just recently I felt again like I just don’t belong and it’s a feeling I’ve always had and always tried to shake. I’m my own best friend and I’ve also always been lonely. Hearing you speak has helped me start to remember my self again. Thank you. Much love
Thank you for this. I recently separated from my best (and only) friend after 15 years together. He was the only one who really gave me safe space to express all of my thoughts and philosophies about life. He didn't understand me, but he didn't judge me. I feel so alone as I try to navigate the next chapter, but I trust the right people will come in time.❤
first week of training at a new job.. i received passive agressiveness and i acted non combative. I lowered my vibe and stayed quiet and in the back. Complete opposite of the past days. The lesson was more like.. ok, maybe i was too confident and i needed this lash out from that female trainer. Or at least.. i tell that myself. Call it fine tuning.. it's all good.. i am grateful. Peace and tranquility.
great video thanks, I can definitely relate to the concept of not fitting in, also went through the balancing thing as well, had the extreme idea that i was way better than most etc,,,, definitely not super easy on this planet to not buy into the matrix ideas, but i would also say those lost in illusions don't have it easy either, and they may have little to no hope, so it may be better to take the medicine and evolve if that is the correct word
I've been watching your videos for a while but today that you said this videos are for people like you and me not the vast majority, it really resonated with me. I guess I needed to hear it once again. I know we haven't met in person but still this isn't our first time sharing conscious space-time together. Big hug form here!
Seeing this video is divine timing - no other way to describe it. The balancing act, at least at this moment, is where I need to prioritize my focus. Really appreciate it as always, man!
This video was for me what your mentor gave u and I am grateful the funny thing is the job that I’m working now I have the same mentor and I’ve was praying to God for a mentor to help me validate my perspective and it very liberating I’m 25 female and a lot of your views on life is how I’ve always felt but was always rejected and it really damaged my confidence and my belief system. I’m getting back to who I’m meant to be and want to be but now I have to reverse years of psychological damage and self sabotage and it hurts but just gotta move forward thank u a lot
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I’d rather take the aloneness than the fake friendship
Absolutely.
Same here. 😢
I feel the same way, luckily I've become accustomed to being alone, even in room full of people.
Funny, when show "Friends" came out, I'd watch wishing for such relationship, thought that was what I needed, but it wasn't real! Fake as you mentioned
fyi, don't watch it, they are all Satanic!
(If you've gotten that far down the Rabbit hole)
Any. Day.
Retired 25 year combat Vet here. Going through that transition now. Its hard, I have to stay away from people, I don't want to snap on them. Thanks for your advice brother.
No need to be angry at the world brother that is just the mind getting angry at your ego ;) thank me later friend and if you need more advice to enlighten just ask because some of us have been on the path for a lot longer ;)
This is so retarded. My ego is threatened by you being higher than me, and still wanting to question why you want to say these things that ur high level? Isn't it obvious? Isn't it clear that students will appear when it's time?
I think I fell on a troll here lol :-D
Thank you for your service. 👊😃🇺🇸
Thank you dear, pray for my son, he is around the Caspian Sea. Vietnam kept my brother, I miss him now more than ever. For yrs I was very angry at the drunk deacon that hit us that Saturday morning, he took my husband and my 3 yr old son. I was seriously injured and with four little ones, including a five month old.
They died in 1998. In 2003 a lost my best friends husband, he was my brothers best friend as kids. I saw her anger from the outside. She healed mine. But, when I told her thank you for showing me the pain I have been carrying for so long, she got angry at me!!
A few months later she came around.
To me anger is lack of acceptance…even today…as I think and type about that day and that anger…I feel the pain as if is was July 1998. I discovered that I was angry at me, I insisted on going to the soccer game, even thought I had two sick kids at home with a sitter. Imagine that! So trivial…yet so painful and prolonged!
Sending you so much love, and huge hug…you have given so much! Trust me dear, you will be richly rewarded, and we may need you again right here at home. God bless you dear and thank you for all you have give to us all! 🙏💕
Hey brother. Army 56M chaplains Assistant here 1997-2006. If you need to talk let me know. My role didn't stop after my ETS. I've dealt with bullshit after I got my DD214
The higher you go, the less people you'll be around. Living this 'higher and higher frequency' way of living does get you attention. This attention you can take it or leave it, but its the vibe of confidence, that you're on this path of personal development and you're so damn sure of yourself. Wherever i find myself this summer, be it shacked up or rolling on the mats, ill be happy inside my own skin, and thats what this is really all about.
Love this brother. That’s exactly how it is and you really can’t explain it unless you really Live it. It’s a journey and you can’t fake it, shit don’t even feel real sometimes. Much Love bro. ✊🏾💙☮️
@@godsway8501 The highs are endless. Hard work pays off. Compliment your good habits with more good habits. You are entitled to enjoy the results.
I was a kid when I truly found god. I was about 16 years of age. Ardy, a truly old soul who went through tremendous amount of drugs, addiction, and alcohol. He turn his life around and gave god everything at the age of 50. He was truly liberating to watch when he was at church. He passed away after a car accident. He was a mentor that was part of my life. I wish he was here right now to give me guidance. I learn life is too short to be stressing over small things. Whoever read this, you are blessed and at this point in time you have a purpose. You simply have to act on it and be yourself. God loves you.
Thank you, and blessings to you too. 🕊️💜
Thank you 💜
"Let these words do something for you"....
I will accept that blessing!
Thank you,Sir...
I have a hard time connecting with people on a deep level. Talking with people's minds is so draining to me. Listening to all their problems or gossip bullshit makes me just want to run. I think to myself why waste time talking about such empty things? I've been getting feelings like a hunger for God and wanting to communicate with people about this love and nothing else. I pray to meet fellow lovers!
What you say resonates. Felt alone and out of this world since young age. It kicked me hard in my teens. Got bullied hard all of a sudden by my friend at school. Couldn't understand why, i thought there was something fundamentally wrong with me. Felt that way since. Always tried to fit in desperately only to find myself hurt or bored. I just couldn't connect. My escape was videogames and reading. Was trying to numb myself. Still do periodically.
I was into all kinds of esoteric stuff, at one point it was all i could care about. Some of it resonated, felt like i remembered something i already knew. Stuff like reincarnation, past life's and illusory nature of this reality. But reading only can bring you that far. I still felt broken. Tried to practice some meditation, that didn't seem to do anything for me. Felt pointless. And spiritual people as you call them and their life style didn't appeal to me. Something was off. Most of them seemed delusional. To me it seemed they were just escaping life and it's pain in a different way. And i wanted to live life, be functional.
I'm working on it now. The hardest part for me is to accept myself. It's bloody difficult. I either fall into feeling superior or special, or back to feeling miserable and unworthy. It's hard for me to accept that i might be more awakened or whatever then others. I tried to speak out on UA-cam, wanted to share, similarly to what you doing, but stopped. Felt it was not genuine, or not fully at least. There were some other motives mixed in which i didn't like to discover. Or maybe it's still a struggle to accept myself.
Damn it's hard. You're legit thought. Don't know how i know, but i do.
Appreciate your messages and presence.
Thank you for sharing!! I felt that!!
Awesome comment bro. Perfect.
When I stop flailing about I remember that the only thing my ego really has to do to begin is to quiet the chatter. I think of it as rewiring my brain. The moment I start down a thought/feeling rut I just stop. It's worked before and then I went right back into trauma cycles lol. It's been cycling since a major psychotic break I survived alone, at thirteen, in a closet for two weeks, a year after my mom tried to kill me after beating me for about a year. I learned how not to go mad, but I learned my limits are expansive. The best parts of my life were when I cultivated inner silence. It all unfolds from there, for me anyway.
It's not easy, but it is... it's literally just hacking neuroplasticity. You focus on breaking off the auto thoughts that keep you trapped in a past that doesn't have anything to do with right now. It does work. At multiple times in my life I've achieved that inner silence and was able to maintain it in society. Trees glow, people look totally different, perception is awesome... And the first step is rewiring. It's all I'm going to really focus on and REMEMBER! I'm going to have another, much longer period of this.
I tried to build my life around people, it just didn't work, but the memories of the periods of inner silence keep me going. I'm constantly forgetting and getting tied back down by some really crazy shit that reiterated my ridiculous cycles. That I don't choose inner silence and all that it brings every moment is insanity itself. So it goes, said Billy Pilgrim...
Thanks for all the comments here I love it so succinct and relevant for me
Felt this so much.
Yeah, I'm not competing. I just see things differently... It's taken me years to realise, I have to be alone. We're not the 'same'
I'm 27 years old and still not find people love me for who I am, that make me love myself even more 😊
One Must become friendly with the experience of suffering.
It is such a blessing to even be alive and to experience, that even great suffering is the Eminence LOVE Of GOD !
I’m 23 man & I feel this on a different level. It’s almost depressing. The closet thing to a friend I have , he is 46. I don’t fit in with people my age. No one else is really self aware or healing at this age and it sucks because people hate on you for no reason.
I’m 23, your not alone ✨there’s not many of us but more than we think , we’re just spread out
I’m 21 there’s definitely people who are starting to find this balance i believe it
Thanks for this man. I tried to escape my suicidal thoughts thinking they’d be in the past since my ‘awakening’ but they got me again. The loneliness felt like it was gonna swallow me whole any minute and that’s when i stumbled upon a video of yours. Poof! - understanding has entered my sphere again. You’re the first guy ever to describe exactly how i experience life. (This is gonna seem like one of those self-relating comments people write all the time w spiritual content) but I’m dead serious.
Thank you for doing this 🤍 much love to you
Hearing you in this video is Very Much like describing my own experiences on this plane. I've had no less than 500 jobs and it just seems like ''groundhog's day'' practically every single time. My favorite thing to do since I was a kid is write, i.e. (anything to do with writing, generally speaking). Yet we all know of the ''starving artist syndrome'', so I've always had to return to some meaningless job doing things that have absolutely Zero Meaning, aside from the meager paycheck. Not to mention having to deal with the 80% of unripe apples who just seem to automatically dislike me, even though I'm always cordial with everyone by default, but I avoid ''small talk'' like the plague. Some years ago, I finally realized why that is, and I've gained some perspective on many different situations since then, yet the reoccurring problem remains the same- lack of steady income, while having to quite literally Force Myself into starting yet another job (aka- Just Over Broke), knowing it is only a matter of time before the cycle repeats all over again. Your channel provides a panacea for these 3D- Maladies friend, thank you for all that you do here🌠
I've been feeling for years now that I do not vibe with this planet that much and it hurts to see all the bad things around. Of course, there is good things too, but as you mentioned, this feeling that we do not belong here is going stronger and stronger. At the same time, I am sure I am here for a reason so I have to surrender to the higher and try to live by my heart to fulfill my purpose! It gets lonely sometimes, but hey, people, we do not need to lock ourselves up, look how many beautiful souls you can meet here in the comment section :)
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I punished myself a lot for feeling different than most. Felt horribly lonely for a long time and hurted myself so much trying to fit in. Now i'm trying to meet and have a good relationship with God but it's so difficult
I feel you 🙏🏽
Don't try...just find your happy place and BE..."God" will come to you.
"You have a high level of sensitivity. You're on the wrong planet."
I know what you mean by feeling like something is wrong with you and then feeling like you're actually seeing reality more clearly than most, and the fluctuating almost bi-polar effects of this. I have gone through this oscillation more than once, and I'll probably do it all again, but each time it feels like I'm getting a little bit more aware of both extremes and their illusions.
It is very useful to remember we are all at different stages of ripeness on the apple tree. I like that analogy. It reminds me of something Alan Watts used to say when he talked about how the Earth had to reach a certain point of its own evolution in order to "people", in the same way that an apple tree has to reach a certain point to bloom and grow apples.
Thank you for the video
self worth can be very hard to retain when you feel damaged and alone. Thank you I'm going through this and I don't feel so alone hearing you:)
Stick in there. I feel currently the same but find your happy place and shut out the noise. What helped me is to reduce social media to a minimum, worship and celebrate the devine, read great books, focus on your creative endeavors and workout
Yup EXTREMELY EXTREMELY HURTFUL this planet
Helpful video. Yes, it's like people are gaslighting you, and some literally are gaslighting you or others and they don't even know it (inherited crap from their parents, or from their environment). It is weird that being a kind and sincere person is so valuable.
Truth.
I too like the word discombobulate, i guess we're in the practice of recombobulating.
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The hardest thing to grasp is the idea that we think we control our lives through push or pull effort rather than just realizing it’s things as is. Being in the moment is so intrinsic to humbling ourselves to reality, because there’s nothing outside momentary awareness. And then there’s the whole, “who’s aware that I’m aware? Which awareness is aware of such awareness?”
Don't worry about it lol
So glad to listen to your words. The queen of self isolation here. A vet from 'life' no disrespect to the other vets here. Looking forward to getting the spark back in my eyes like when you smile and grin. I just want to be able to laugh at everything like the dalai lama.
For now i just like talking to trees and animals rather than most of the humans. Sometimes its tricky being an earthling
Thanks for your vids
The spark will come back, believe it. 😊
It’s lonely at the top takes on a whole new meaning nobody understands you at the top either.
yes, on the deepest level we are all alone- always..
Wow, im speechless. A UA-camr that spreads a message without any other "business" intention, that's what I needed. Came across so many manifesting-UA-camrs. I enjoyed watching them, but for me there was always something lacking. Good to know that people like you exist. Raw and authentic, speaking unfiltered
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Well said Yash. Everyone thinks I'm weird especially when you try to explain something to them.
Wow! Glad this video popped up!!!
I've been thinking something was wrong WITH ME!
Everyyyy job has been this way!!!
I've been fired and belittled !!
Thank you! I'm in isolation and this is allll new to me!! But I knew my whole life that I dont fit in... I need a mentor or something!
And EVERYBODY STARES AT MEEE
Thank you brother for the video and being here for us, another person I relate to so much. Never forget that you are the Y of everything and you matter to us so much. Keep speaking bruda 💪🙏
Your words hit me so hard, all this rejection for no reason, for been me.
Transform the disconected feeling i had into my own power of awareness.
Thank you Yash, for sharing your knowledge in cristal clear words.
I can relate 😎😎🔥💪🏾
I gained so much comfort when you shared your experiences with your jobs. I felt the same way. I really gave 250% effort to work at least 20% as well as the others, but while they seemed to float on clouds during work, I worked myself half to death. They always looked at me as if I were an alien. I am more inclined towards philosophy and music; I can't do anything else, and I have also accepted that this is just how I am, and that's okay. Thank you for your videos ❤
Acceptance of who we are is a lot harder then rejecting ourself.
@@calebquimbyThat's true, but it lifts a tremendous burden off one's chest.
@@chrome6570 yeah can give us a lot of freedom
Yes! the higher you go the more alone you feel, I love it tho.
Completely exceptional video. I'm 25 years old and I can relate to every word you said! People even ignore you and attack you because they don't understand you, I used to think that something was really wrong with me, it really hurts. THANK YOU, immensely
This is so insightful. I’ve definitely experienced these feelings. It’s hard being around people and not feeling acknowledged. It’s like they purposely want to make it clear your words aren’t important.
Yes❤i never fit in, AA has been closest, i think i am higher, deeper thinker, people don't vibe with me, but i have low self esteem too but working on that!❤
You summed up what authenticity really is in this video - claim and be who god made you to be 👏🏾
Resonate so much 🙌🏾
I never fitted in with my family, school, friends or work. I refused to drink the ‘coolade’ when I worked in corporate. I never knew I was an old soul until a psychic told me, and now it makes total sense - this is why things that are normal to most people never made sense to me (I knew different from past lives). Great video Yash 👏🏾 I won’t be able to make Sunday’s Satsang, but hopefully will be there in April 🙏🏾💫
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The Divine, God Salutes all that you do - you are muched loved. Keep up the Greatness
I actually extremely related to this. Almost felt like I was meant to find this video. For the past few years I've definitely been in the ...mad because nobody gets what I'm saying and I why do have to feel so alone...faze. but this video may finally help me release that, and come to the balanced medium like you were saying. Thanks for sharing, and bless you. I'm a subscriber.
"Nonverbal punishment", I relate!
This happened to me yesterday had to put a friend so called, in his place. Not maliciously but overstepped. Thank you being alone was bugging me but now it makes sense! THANK YOU!!! Bless You
Every word spoken in this video was relatable, so grateful for this type of content. There's this huge respect for you ,as this content is mind blowing,it hits in the deepest corners.
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Thank you lots .
“I was a master with my tongue” followed by a pause and a smirk…lol in a different context, that has a whole different meaning 🤪
But yes, I agree and completely on being able to “cut” people with your words. I steer away from that now but I used to utilize it quite often. Got me in a lot of trouble 😂😬
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this literally came on the perfect day
oh wow thank you for this, for sharing this!! ❤ it deeply resonates with me.
Thank you for this video! 🙏🏽♥️ It really helps. I feel like it's getting harder and harder and I have to cut more and more relationships even with people I just sometimes see but now because I see through the disrespectful behavior I can't deny it anymore and can't let them treat me like this. Otherwise I'm treating myself in a disrespectful way.
I feel the same. I cut off so many people I started to think there was something wrong with me. But maybe not. Maybe I just gained more self love and self respect. Maybe I truly realized what I really am and I prefer to have less friends but be at peace with myself.
Maya also seems to come back in and we seem to forget.
It's why I like what you say about how once you gain something in consciousness you can't lose it.
How do you mean the first sentence exactly?
@@consciousbeingoflight That we got back to sleep or forget that we can know.
there was a story I can't recall from what book. There was a guy who wanted to know the answers and was able to. Yet he went back to town and started to forget for many years until he came back to the god who was going to tell him all the secrets.
@@calebquimby ah OK got it. Thank you for explaining 🙏🏽
I love you brother
Thank you, Yash. Been there. This helps. I feel a strong emotion, almost crying. The veil seems thin today, seeing and feeling the unreality, the projection of the psyche...
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Im glad we are all here together in this comment section. I’m glad we aren’t alone ❤
This one was really helpful for me. I think it’s one of your best. Lots of great comments too - it’s so comforting to hear from kindred spirits. Thank you. 🙏
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I like the fine tuning part you said at the end. Never heard it said like that before and I resonate with that a lot. It seems accurate to me
God has me in the rock tumbler ❤
If you really think about it, our higher selves are always alone or paired. They don’t want external influences coloring what they’re building.
Thank God I found your channel. Nothing was bringing me comfort today. I’m trying to help newcomers in the AA program, but it’s tiring to be around them and hold space for them. Need my own spiritual nourishment too.
Yes I understand
I had a day of deep despair again and asked the spiritual world/god: Why all this? They led me to this video. Thx for the message. I saved it. ❤
bro everything your saying has happened to me i went from bottom to the top, now im feeling more in the middle, balanced.
Thank you for these videos on suffering. So helpful.
I believe god put your videos in my path for a reason. Watched a few already and they deeply resonate with me. Thank you so much for what you do 💪🏼
Your my mentor man!!!!
I need so much of this. It's like reading Nietzsche for the first time.. I think people who don't appreciate his thoughts see themselves.
Hopefully, the courage will manifest.
Funny thing happened to me in Germany. I learned the language very fast, but I thought my german is bad because no one would understand me. After couple of years I realised that it wasn't about the language, but people couldn't understand what I'm actualy talking about😂
Yes
Yes lol
I love this channel hahah I relate so much!
You're trying to keep the subject matter light.. just touching on the edge of it. Coming at it, from several different angles and just barely touching the outer edge. That approach is really good for describing this situation. You're own experience, getting through it, and learning how to get through it.. over and over again.. until you get to the point where you can recognize another similar situation when it comes.. I like that way, you can recall from memory, past happenings and use that to emphasize what you're describing..
Man, you brought up a few things from my past, that I'd nearly forgotten. I have to agree with you, if I were coming up in this Day and age, ...I would have probably been shot in the back!
I like the old soul mention:
It made me think that old souls and that word exists only to make sense of people who people who are characteristically old souls.... to other people who are not. So as to say, old souls are natural inhabitants of this planet. And old souls would not recognize old souls as old souls, they'd know them by something else.
Likewise, an old soul on another realm is most likely a stranger somewhere else. I like that idea. The idea of interconnected consciousness across planets is a very real thing when you put it this way.
Thank you for this video.
I appreciate everything you share… and for you to be with us!
the pendulum swings one way until it returns back to cover the other side so consciousness can experience all aspects. We can choose only then authentically where we want to play this interesting game of life☺️ This timeline is the best timeline to be do and have. Grateful to discover you and whoever gets to follow your guidance will quantum leap into a better reality of inner understanding.
Much love to your day🙏🤗🤍
Your struggle and lessons learned is helping me out and im sure many others. I appreciate your work
Thank you so much for this reflection Yash.... I've been feeling this way for years and human design helped me to understand this pattern I have where I might often feel dismissed, misunderstood and like an alien, even with my friends/family I seem to say things and they take a while to catch up to what I'm saying and repeat back to me step by step what I've said in their own words but as if they're explaining it to me, it triggered me more before but I'm slowly learning to accept that sometimes people need to understand in their own way and it might just take a bit longer, it does feel isolating and I still sometimes get triggered but your video and meeting others like me helps me feel less alone and more compassion towards others when I feel this way. Much love brother! 💚🙏🏽
Whole video resonates so deeply, I myself am even surprised lol
Thank you so much for sharing your words. Just recently I felt again like I just don’t belong and it’s a feeling I’ve always had and always tried to shake. I’m my own best friend and I’ve also always been lonely. Hearing you speak has helped me start to remember my self again. Thank you. Much love
Thank you for sharing 🌎😘
Thank You for Being Here, Yash
His name is Jash not Yash… I spent time with him in tibet so don’t say I don’t know either
Well I didn't so please forgive me @@mendaciousreality8459
@@mendaciousreality8459 I did not spend time with him in Tibet, so please forgive me for my mistake.
Love it. It seems like everything you talk about resonates with my spirit. Love ya Brother!
You were fortunate my friend! Took me tell 35 to understand this... and I still forget all the time. 😅
...:) Yes, we have to keep forgetting so we can keep enjoying remembering...
My awakening to the matrix started at 35, but the deeper awakening started at 43 if I’m honest. We have to trust grace’s timeline 💫
Bless you for the peaceful words
Thank you for this. I recently separated from my best (and only) friend after 15 years together. He was the only one who really gave me safe space to express all of my thoughts and philosophies about life. He didn't understand me, but he didn't judge me. I feel so alone as I try to navigate the next chapter, but I trust the right people will come in time.❤
Thank you for this video!
first week of training at a new job.. i received passive agressiveness and i acted non combative. I lowered my vibe and stayed quiet and in the back. Complete opposite of the past days.
The lesson was more like.. ok, maybe i was too confident and i needed this lash out from that female trainer. Or at least.. i tell that myself. Call it fine tuning.. it's all good.. i am grateful. Peace and tranquility.
great video thanks, I can definitely relate to the concept of not fitting in, also went through the balancing thing as well, had the extreme idea that i was way better than most etc,,,, definitely not super easy on this planet to not buy into the matrix ideas, but i would also say those lost in illusions don't have it easy either, and they may have little to no hope, so it may be better to take the medicine and evolve if that is the correct word
Thank you so much, beautiful message and vibe just at the precise time! 🙏👁💛
I know EXACTLY what you’re talking about.
Thanks.
Thank you for creating spaces for like minds to share
Thanks for this video brotha! This is something I've tried to convey in my videos. Its feels good to hear someone else explain this in their own way!
I've been watching your videos for a while but today that you said this videos are for people like you and me not the vast majority, it really resonated with me. I guess I needed to hear it once again. I know we haven't met in person but still this isn't our first time sharing conscious space-time together. Big hug form here!
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Hello sir!! Alot of us higher consciousness folks never fit in. Im.almost 49..and i still never fit in!! Blessing and a Curse
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Seeing this video is divine timing - no other way to describe it. The balancing act, at least at this moment, is where I need to prioritize my focus. Really appreciate it as always, man!
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Good points I think about the various stages and beliefs and the ways of being of humanity.
Thank you!
Bro uploaded on both this channel and beyond alchemy in one day 💪🏼
Thank u. I just found your video. You gave me peace❤
This video was for me what your mentor gave u and I am grateful the funny thing is the job that I’m working now I have the same mentor and I’ve was praying to God for a mentor to help me validate my perspective and it very liberating I’m 25 female and a lot of your views on life is how I’ve always felt but was always rejected and it really damaged my confidence and my belief system. I’m getting back to who I’m meant to be and want to be but now I have to reverse years of psychological damage and self sabotage and it hurts but just gotta move forward thank u a lot
yes the deletion part wont take 25 years though fortunately. It will happen sooner than the mind and emotions believe.
Thank you brother! 🙏
Understanding and empathy.
When i see your videos over and over, the same video i mean i get more info, is very interesant im so thankfull for finding your words
You mean your higher self
Totally relate to this! Thank you! 👍
Totally resonating - thanks for the pep talk
True Dat ☝🏻 10:57
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"your reason to be here" this is a curious topic to me, hope to hear the talk soon. Appreciate your words Yash.