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LEE HI( 이하이) 'HOLO (홀로)' lyrics (Color Coded Lyrics Eng/Rom/Han/가사)
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- Опубліковано 22 лип 2020
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• Artist: 이하이 (LEE HI)
• Song ♫: HOLO (홀로)
• Album: HOLO (홀로)
• Released: 2020.07.23
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이하이 홀로 가사
This song makes me cry, in a relieved way. What a masterpiece :’((
And I just love how she took a breath when she sang “not even...taking a deep breath could make things easier”, it’s a minor detail but it’s so artistic!
Me too;(
😭😭🙋
Don't be sad I luv u
i'm so moody, cry cry
She is so underrated.. can't believe that the world is sleeping on her talent :(
ikr :( she has an angelic voice
The only people who have been sleeping on her talent was YG
she is actually very popular in korea and is currently dominating the charts there
Why do you think she's underrated? Please, she's not. The gp loves her music. Pfft who told you that
@@shurabhii she's not really underrated and koreans love her.
Internationally maybe but she's doing really well in every comeback.
Comparing her to sunmi, chungha etc.
I don't think they are in her level yet
Lee hi is proving to the world why she is a queen
Bcz she is queen 👑 😂
Yaa🖤💫
She's always been the queen. 💖
HEY I am your 1k Like!
a trick: watch series on Kaldrostream. I've been using it for watching lots of of movies during the lockdown.
'쟤보다 내가, 나보다 쟤가' 이 가사가 너무 맘에 와닿았고 아티스트라고 다른 생각을 가지고 있고, 다른 일상을 보내며 나와 전혀 다른 자존감의 높이를 가질 줄 알았는데.. 정말 이하이 언니는 대단한 것같아요 가만히 앉아서 고민하기엔 내가 중요하다는걸, 나를 아끼는 방법을 너무 잘 알려줘요.. 더 떴으면 하는 노래인데 정말.. ㅠㅠ 주저리주저리 떠들어서 죄삼다,, 지나갈게요,,
인정좌
연예계가 더 혹독하죠. 항상 비교질을 당하며, 새로운 신예 나와서 뜨면 그만큼 기존의 아티스트는 밀리죠. 우리만해도 가수들 중에 난 누구보다는 누가 더 좋아 이런 말 너무 일상적이잖아요. 이하이는 너무 어린 나이에 오디션에 나와 대박나고 데뷔곡부터 대박나고 계속 히트치다가 주춤할 시기에 많이 힘들었던거 같음. 연습생부터 오래 고생하다 치고 올라온 경우에는 애들이 그래도 독기가 있는데, 이하이는 오디션으로 갑자기 뜬 경우라 마음도 더 여리고 더군다나 너무 착하기도 하고... 게다가 YG였잖아요. 블랙핑크 밀어주느라, CL 싱글도 안내줘서 오죽하면 CL이 소속사 옮기고나서, 양현석 저격 랩송까지 만들었을까요. 이하이 소속사도 옮겼으니, 이젠 활동 좀 많이 해줬으면 좋겠음. 진짜 지금보다 훨씬 훨씬 더 인정받아야할 가수임. 항상 응원하는 가수.
그니까요! 자존감 높이는 노래 1위! 이거 빌보드에 떠야하는디ㅠㅠ
*as an introvert I actually enjoy and prefer being alone, but it's also good to have someone to talk to sometimes :)*
this is the most relatable thing I have ever heard
If you ever feel like talking just comment here :)
Same:
You can talk with me ^^
lmao felt so relatable that this comment made me cried
이하이는 위로음악 ㄹㅈㄷ가수임...
당신은 천재입니다.한국인을 찾았습니다.축하합니다
오 한국인이다
한국한국한국인~^^
I wish I knew what this meant. I think you said something about korea tho
@@path_to_light6147 한국댓글안에 영어댓글이있네
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
this song really Described how I am dealing with my loneliness people think of you Surround yourself with group of people you wil be okay but that’s not truee it really feels the same it’s makes even worse I just lock myself in my room hopefully one day it wil stop because I really feel so alone even tho I am so loved I DONT WANNA SOUND SAD
Lee HI I love you fighting ❤️
I pray its stop for u and also for me......good luck...stay strong...
I know this feeling 😑 i hope one day will stop for u and for me ...
@@yaacoubimeriem9497 it will take sometime but I know it will stop just do ur best and keep thinking positive things I know its difficult but both of us can pull through this....
@@shamzasadaf5375 yeah thats what im doing im trying all my best 💪i will never give up 😁✌️
When you are being love but you feel alone,hits hard
I finally got rid of my toxic friend today, he hurt me so much but I had to do it, this song made me feel so much better. Thank you lee hi!!!
I’m so sorry it will get better💗
👏👏👏 do what u gotta do to become mentally healthy! You’ll thank yourself as time goes by :)
Everything will be fine friend.. i also have one toxic friend but I don't know what to do cause i don't have any strong reason to let her go, anyways I'm happy for you :)) I hope you will find best people in your life💜 you'll get used to it as time passes:)
🥂
I'd rather to stay alone more than a fake friend and that what I did .I don't have friend since 2017 hhh it's okay
한국에도 이렇게 따뜻하게 자존감 높여주는 노래가 많이 나왔으면 좋겠다
I hope everyone listening to this is okay. Everything will be alright guys.
Thank you❤️
💚💚💚💚💚
Thank you ❤️
I am alright thanks 🥺❤.
It’s okay to not be okay
누가 그랬는데.. 사람을 만나면 심심한건 없어도 외로움은 여전하다고
같이 있는데 외롭다는게 무슨소리인가요? 제가 이해가 잘안되서..(22년째 모쏠)
그 말은 즉슨 애인이랑 같이 있어도 외롭다는뜻이에요?
인정...
@@user-zf7mr9ff1h 정말로 사랑하는 애인이랑 있어도 외로움이나 공허한게 있음
ㅇㅈ 뭔가 없어
사람만나면 안외롭던데 모르겠다.....
the lyrics and her voice.....holo is such a masterpiece
play this at my funeral please
Don't think like that
When you reach the ripe age of 100...you and me both
LMAOOO i’m sorry if it wasn’t meant to be funny but same honestly 🥰
Don't think of stuff like that.
zoom shak it’s a joke -
I like to think about the 'babe' as my complex PTSD, and depression.
Same. I hope you feel better after listening to this.
Samee
I think of it as my parents lmao
@@alexakhatry111 Same, mine abused and neglected me my entire life. They ruined me. I'm a battered child.
ᄂDEADSOONᄀ i’m sorry about that 😔
I can't exactly express in words how this song makes me feel, it's somehow sad but uplifting and comforting at the same time, this makes me want to go out and live my life
Thats what exactly i feel now
Jennie: solo
Lee hi: holo
Hotel: trivago
Ahahahahha
@@sugarapplepie So funny!! 😄😄
미친 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 개웃곀ㅋㅋ
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
오 뭔가.. 와이지 있을때보다 진짜 이하이 그특유의 목소리를 다시 찾은느낌
오 그러게요
완전 인정. YG는 이하이의 음색을 대중성 있는 음악으로 이용해먹었다가, 나중에는 사람들 반응이 좀 시들어지자 새로움을 찾고자했는지 이하이와는 안맞는 이상한 노래들 녹음시킨거 같은 느낌. 이하이는 가사 전달력이 진짜 뛰어나서 이렇게 얘기하는 것같은 소울풍이 진짜 잘 어울림. 개인적으로는 소울은 아니지만 이하이가 부른 한숨 들어보면 진짜 대단한 가수라고 생각됨. 다른 가창력이나 기교 자랑질하는 가수들과는 차원이 다름.
뭔가 연말 분위기.... 크리스마스 밤에 틀어줄것같음
ㅇㄱㄹㅇ
ㅇㄱㄹㅇ
ㅇㄱㄹㅇ
크리스마스에 틀기엔 너무 어두운 분위기인듯 적당한 새벽감성이 어울릴거같음
인정
가사가 너무 예쁘다..🥰❤️💗😭😝
인정유ㅠㅠ
진실
Jennie : Solo
Lee hi : Holo
Me : In going stop crying lolololo
Wow
🤦
molacano
nice rhyme
I remember how Lee Hi explained how she thinks lonliness is a part of her life and how she is now used to enjoy it.. she thinks lonliness is relaxing.. I feel just the same... Thank you Lee Hi for this lovely creation... ❤❤❤❤ hope a lot of lonely people out there get healed by her gift..
Hope Lee Hi make English version of this song, she sounds so good with English
Mister Ketam Lazuli Her English is gorgeous ❤️
이하이 aomg는 진짜 잘들어간거 같다...
저 이렇게 자존감 올려주는 노래는 처음이에요 이 노래 듣고 부터는 팬이 됐다는..‼️❤❤🥺 너무 좋아요 마음 와닿고 앞으로도 좋은 노래 많이 들려주셔요 고마워요😊💕💕
This could pass as the its not to be okay ost, the message of the song is just too heartwarming.
You are not alone guys, remember if there's at least 1 person who cares, thats the only thing that matter.
munyeong and juri should’ve been friends at the end😭😭
진짜 좋다... 미쳤어....
이하이님 오디션 프로그램부터 허스키한 목소리에 소울까지 아름다운 목소리 넘넘 좋아요 정말 응원 많이 했어요 노래너무 좋아요
When all your friends and family know you're a shy introvert and that you prefer being alone, therefore assume we never need to talk to anyone. But sometimes we do. Not constantly being around people and in large crowds doesn't mean we don't enjoy conversations. It just takes us more time to open the door. Just like all extroverted people need to be alone every once in a while, please understand us too. We're not antisocial or arrogant.
And to all fellow introverts, being an introvert is not a bad thing. If someone around you makes you feel that way, please try to talk to them and try to make them understand as well. Introvertedness is not something that needs to be fixed. You're not broken, there's nothing wrong with you. You're a beautiful human being.
그치,, 이제는 남의 시선은 신경쓰지말고 날 바라볼 때인 것 같아. 오랜시간동안 날 혼자두었고 나는 항상 다른 사람만을 보고있었으니까. 모두가 떠나도 남는건 나뿐이니까 이제는 나에게 집중할래.
This song makes me so emotional with how I’m feeling right now. I’m insecure about myself and always care about what others outside my family will think. I lost my friends over quarantine I let them go telling them I’m tired. Now I keep overthinking that I was overdramatic...was I stupid and emotional. They stopped engaging in conversations with me before I told them I’m done. Over that past year we went to different schools so they made a whole group of new friends. It felt like I was forgotten at times..not being invited and such. They were social and I was not for I made no new friends. Now I still view their social media and see how okay they are, they still have friends and play video games. I feel scared and insecure. Everyone around me has made friends while I’m stuck by myself. I go to the beach at times and see plenty of kids my age hanging out together and I get envious and sad. Everyone else seems so much prettier skinnier, shorter. All my friends before have had relationships and lots of friends from everywhere even the internet. I can try and make “friends” but I’m to self conscious to approach anyone even people I already know. I also feel fake like I can’t be my real self around friends because an instinct kicks in. This song gives me hope that one day I will feel like this, free of insecurity and envy. That one day I’ll stop thinking about my past and move forward.
Remy Francisco Thank you. I love that comparison “metamorphosis moment” Hopefully it does occur💕
It's okay. I know how you feel and I'm not saying this to comfort you, I really know how you feel. It's okay to be alone. Just because you are alone doesn't mean you are lonely. You have yourself so make it the best company you could ever wish for. You really will be the bestest friend to yourself. I'm not saying don't make friends, just saying that even if you don't have any, you can still bloom. And you can't really be fake. I used to feel like that around others too but I realized that that wasn't someone else, that was just me. You are a dimensional character in your own life, if you don't have manu different personalities and just stay a stoic character, how will you enjoy life?
This hits me bro, same bro same :'>
Lets be my friends
definition of me but I am still socializing and smiling at people even tho I am really not happy in the inside and I also feel so dramatic (: tell me ur instagram/snap would be so happy to be ur friend
It holds a sad tune
I love the harmony
I so relate to this song. I have (i don't know whether to write 'had' or 'have') a friend, who I consider kinda like my soulmate. We've been friends for two years now, but recently in this year, I feel so distant. I'm the type who feels through text, or written words that others write. These last two years, I felt the love, the excitement that her words held, and I relished them. But now, there's nothing. I can't feel anything that she's saying to me. She's a former kpop fan, and we did become friends because of that. I thought that our friendship was above all that. But now, I don't know what to think. I want to be friends, but at the same time, I want to let go. It's been two months since we talked, and when I first tried to reach out, I stopped after sometime to see whether she will too, but she never did. Maybe letting go is for the best.
I usually don't comment on other's posts like this, but seeing Your comment made me stop in my tracks. I recently went through the exact same thing as You, except my friend was my very first best friend. A friend of 10 years. She's still like a sister to me, but the time when we started to just grew more and more further from each other became so hard to bear that I no longer knew who she is as a person. On my birthday a few months back, the birthday wish she sent me felt like it was sent by just another acquaintance I made on the internet. So I sent her a letter bidding her farewell, hoping that she'd fight to have me in her life. But even though my letter was seen, I received no reply. Not even a word. Even when I wished her on her birthday a month later.
I don't know how this situation seems to You, but I personally feel that in life, You will meet a thousand people. A thousand people will pass by You. And You'll make a lot of precious memories with them. But not all of those people will stay in Your life. If they are meant to stay, they will stay. But what matters more than something as fickle as "meant to stay" is whether that person wants to stay. If someone truly wants to stay in Your life, they'll fight to be there. Just remember that.
My advice is that, You give that that person a chance. Talk to them. Tell them what You feel. And after listening to them, if You think they truly want You in their life then work on Your problems. If not, then it's better to just let go. Sorry if this comment got too long. I hope You're doing well and I will pray Your pain eases soon. Take care. :)
For me letting go was only option left bcz my best friend from grade 1 to 12 told me she don't want me in her life anymore and till this day I don't know the reason.....try to talk to her and make a decision u don't regret....
I‘m going through the same thing rn, i’m drifting apart with my friend of 15 years and i haven’t opened up to her about my feelings yet. I think we just naturally grew apart and our characters changed so much that we just cant really connect anymore plus she found lots of new friends but it hasn’t been really easy for me tbh so i feel with you. But as depressing as it is, I think it‘s also the perfect time to learn that people come and go and at the end of the day it‘s only ourselves whom we have so we need to make sure that we accept and cherish ourselves, as the song says. Sending you lots of love!
Same 💔🙂
people change and sometimes it`s better to let it go and remember it will all make sense at the end
One of the most underrated artists
Why do you think so? The gp loves her and her music. Less views ≠ underrated. She was never underrated.
someone u don't know I mean comparing her to IU she doesn’t have a supportive fans
@@noot9635 hmm okay but still, I don't think so. She's really big in Korea and the gp always waiting for her music. IU is also a big artist and her acting career made a big contribution with that to gain international fans :))
The “one day it will stop” to the “and I’m gonna stop” gets me everytime .. I’ll continue to come back to this to remind myself that one day it will stop 🥺
하이야... 이 노래 오래된거라고.. 진즉 나왔었으면 좋았으련만.. 아마도 오랫동안 사랑받는 곡이 될거 같아...
어떤 노랠 들어도 슬펐는데 유일하게 이 노래가 위로해줌
노래 진짜 좋다.근데 솔직히 이거 와이지 있을때보다 뭔가..진짜 이하이 느낌이랄까???
아마도..
노래 너무 좋아요! 힐링+위로+신남=홀로, 넘넘 좋아요!! 이하이님! 앞으로도 홀로처럼 좋은 노래 만들어주세요!
This song relates to me a lot, I'm alone and lonely recently, all my friends already graduated, get job, even married but I'm still struggle with my thesis. I hope one day this hard time will stop for me too
Its okay to feel sad sometimes, but remember everyone have their own pace ^^ your time will come ^^ hope you'll do well yaa..
I can totally relate to you. I still need to finish my thesis to graduate while my friends are already preparing to take the licensure exam. Everything is gonna be okay. Fighting!
Hai, semangat ya!
I use my online name as lee just because of her, her songs make me cry and she deserves so much better than yg ever gave her.
I agree, but her latest statement makes me view the company better as she has no bad blood towards it. YGE can stand to be managed better, but I think it’s a good growing environment.
커플이든 솔로든..
요즘 인생이 조금 외로워 질라하는데 그래도 난 솔로가 더 좋다.....근데 요즘 여사친한테 조금씩 호감이 간다..하...
결국 난 내자신를 더 사랑해야지 이런느낌의 가사 진짜 좋다...
이하이,오디션때부터봤는데,이노래는진짜 대박이네요.너무좋아요
아이유가 듣고 가사가 너무공감됐다고 했던데 노래 진짜 좋은듯
이하이씨 팬입니다. 아름다우셔요 .. 항상응원합니다
Lee Hi is a queen and this song shows all the talent that has the lyrics, the rhythm, the melody of her voice, the mv is beautiful ART.
if you are suffering one day happiness will come but be strong.
진짜 국보급 목소리..❤️ 위로와 힐링되는 음악은 정말 이하이님이 짱이다ㅠㅜㅠ 목소리 들어보면 정말 깊이가 다른것같아요 들을때마다 놀라워요😘😍
I love her so much she's an angel
그녀의 목소리는 훌륭합니다 !! I love her voice she is blessed by heavens with this voice. ❤️❤️
I have never heard such a beautiful song like this in my life.
홀로 있는 게 가만히 있는 게
어려운 일인가요
홀로 있어도 같이 있어도
외로운 건 같아요
One day it will stop
말하는 대로 생각한 대로
되는 것 아닌가요
햇빛을 쬐고 숨 쉬어 봐도
쉽지는 않네요
One day it will stop
And I’m gonna stop cryin’, stop feelin’, stop thinkin’ ‘bout you my babe
이제 그만 울 거야 나올 거야 나를 더 아껴줄 거야
And I’m gonna stop …
쟤보다 내가 나보다 쟤가
나은 게 중요한가요
수많은 날을 괴로워하다
이제 좀 알겠어요
가만히 앉아 걱정하기엔
난 너무 소중해요
들여다봐요 맘속의 민낯
그대로 괜찮아요
It’s gotta stop
And I’m gonna stop cryin’, stop feelin’, stop thinkin’ ‘bout you my babe
이제 그만 울 거야 나올 거야 나를 더 아껴줄 거야
And I’m gonna stop …
And I’m gonna stop
홀로 있는 게 가만히 있는 게
어려운 일인가요
홀로 있어도 같이 있어도
외로운 건 같아요
One day it will stop
this song is so beautiful omgg
Oh God, her voice is really soothing...
I was totally addicted to her voice since the first time I heard her on Kpop Star ♡♡♡
" I'm gonna stop cryin', stop feelin', stop thinkin' bout you my babe "
Guys we stan a *QUEEN* !!!! 😢😢❤❤
I’m crying because of lee hi Beautiful vocalist she started her career when she was really young and she was really talented she always make me happy when she get backstage lovely lee hi I want to says this to you stay strong forever and be safe for us please
This song just understands me... It describes exactly how I feel and it's so comforting. Thank you
Her voice: an angel 👼
Her songs: healing 💓
Lee Hi: QUEEN 👑
Hotel: Trivago
들으면 들을수록 위로 받는 느낌이네요 감사합니다
와우 이하이 나의 스똬일ㅎㅎ 넘 좋아요~~~
am i the only one who thinks that this masterpiece sounds a bit like 'Like I'm gonna lose you' by Meghan Trainor?
just me?
*ok*
OMG yes! That's what I thought when I listened to it first.
omggg yess!!!
Omg I knew It sound familiar
Both songs use a 6/4 beat pattern. Usually songs that use the same rhythmic pattern sound similar.
@@tsheejkoo Mhm~ You're right
Loneliness is slowly killing me and my happiness I'm such a happy and outgoing child but when I suddenly lost my grandmother I lose my interest in everything going out with friends, watching drama or even household chores no matter how much I keep myself busy but this lonely feeling isn't getting away but instead it's swallowing me slowly I want to be happy once again .
I relate to you when you lost your grandmother. I lost mine in March 2019. Don't worry you can get through this.
@@quillettt thank you so much for your courageous words I'll try my best to be happier 💜
쟤보다 내가,나보다 쟤가 이 가사 비교질당하고 자괴감들때 공감하는거같음
당신의 음악은 항상 내게 위로를 주었어요
Being an extrovert is really fun but I still feel lonely even though I’m surrounded by so many people. Although I am fighting a war in my head,I still manage to put a smile on my face. Sometimes I just want to go somewhere and sit alone but people always expect me to make them laugh and smile. This song reminds me how sometimes I have to take care of myself too. and how one day I’m not going to be lonely anymore. But that can also be hard for me most of the time.
I hope one day it will stop for me:)
I just listened to this today and i’m already obsessed with this song 😞💜
that “one day it will stop” hits hard :(
am i the only one who got goosebums while listening??. Lee hi deserves more. This song means a lot. i got really emotional listening to this...
Her voice is too much Angelic... To say the truth I've never thought that this song is such heart touching. She is the QUEEN!!!
비올때 들어보세요 이상하게 눈물나와요 ㅠㅠ
@형아 쥬스사두세요 혼자 인터넷에서 비맞고 있네
The world is so silent and pleasant when I listening this song love ittt🖤
I will like to thank that one Wattpad author who put this in their story and helped e find this
The Voice is killing me damn she’s so good 😊
This song like show us how hard she struggling from depression, so now just begin refresh yourself hayi we love you
친구 문제 때문에 심란할 때 새벽에 이 노래 많이 들면서 울어요... 가사가 와닿아서 그런가... 쨋튼 제 인생곡 탄생...
노래 진짜 너무 좋아
Unpopular opinion: This's best Lee Hi song ever i heard.
I just broke up with my boyfriend now I have no one to tell him this so here I am writing this under the most relatable song ever. I was in pain for months and now I'm still crying bc i thought our love is gonna be forever it really hurt me . Idk what to do .. this school year is so important bc it's my last year and I wanna have good grades but.. I feel like everything is falling apart ...
seriously tho, why does every song right now just keep getting shorter and shorter, like they aren't even 3 minutes. i want more😔😭
이노래 너무 위로된다...이하이 사랑해❤️🔥❤️🔥
노래 너무 좋아요! 이하이❤안신애❤
진짜 너무 좋아요 노래가 주인 닮아 너무 이뻐요 😳💕 홀로 있는게 가만히 있는게 어려운 일 인가요 첫소절부터 미쳤어요 진짜
Such a beautiful song! Got me feeling so many emotions! Love it so much! 💜
특유의 보이스가 좋고 정말 힐링되네요!
요즘 노래 좋은노래 몇곡 없어 최신곡 잘안듣는데 와~듣자마자 맘에쿵 ㅋ가사도 예쁘고 목소리도 매력적이고 음도 듣기좋고 희망적인 ,위로가되는 노래 같아용 ^-^즐겨들을게용 ㅋ
This song is so me.. I'm that person who loves to be alone and it's not lonely to me it's the best time of my life
The song of the year
this is my faverot sad song
for me, this is definitely the most relatable song that has come from 2020
I am someone no matter I am always visible but always ignored . I get really scared about what if I lose my few friends which I have soo I try too hard to keep them but then also I am never enough for anyone it just makes me too sad and if I try saying those to my family they honestly don't care . It's just hard hope oneday I find someone who will feel good near me even if I don't try too hard to make them feel good.
She is really good 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
요즘 이하이 로즈 엄청 듣고 있었는데 신곡 너무 좋다 !!!
Idk but for me it's almost like she's actually accepting herself and letting her past self go
몰랐는데 정말 예쁘다
I am early....YASS....**does the so-called prof happy dance**
Btw a very beautiful song...loved it
It's been 9 months since Holo was released. It feels like it was only yesterday. I keep coming back to this masterpiece
❤❤❤❤❤ 진심 찐 좋은 노래
I felt so unmotivated right now. I think that all the things I does always ends up no where. No mater how hard I try why does it seems the word doesn't even care haha
I got into bts a few months ago 4-5 months ago and ive never listened to other k pop songs like im genuinely not into much of it. But THIS SONG it went straight through my heart her voice is so powerful. And i got to know about her after she sang SONG REQUEST with Lee Sora. Just wanted to share my experience dont attack me.
『 언제 들어도 좋은 노래 』
Loneliness has and will always play a big part of my life.
The word lonely never really bothered me. It's something so familiar and is somewhat like an escape from everyone and everything. Many people see loneliness as a bad thing but it has it's own benefits as well. Being lonely doesn't mean you don't have friends or that you aren't loved. It can mean so much more. In my case it's because I never felt the feeling of being loved since I was a kid. Don't get me wrong. I had a good childhood but since I had to witness the fights between my parents and got hit for doing something 'wrong' I just somehow never felt loved by them to the fullest. The only person that actually gave me that feeling was my grandma. She is (was) the sweetest. Sadly she passed away almost 3 months ago. I've suffered from depression and anxiety since I was about 11 or 12 years old (I'm now 18). It's been a rough time to get to the point in life where I am now. I always give my best to please everyone but somehow the only thing I get from others is hatred. I really don't know why it's like that. Sometimes I feel cursed.
I feel lonely with or without people because I know that I'll always love them more than they would love me.
I just hope that one day this curse will end and my loneliness will stop.
Wish me luck!