“As you lie on the grass, the clouds start covering the sun. You try to blink and imagine that it’s maybe still nice outside, but it isn’t. It starts to rain and the drops hit your face, you realize that this nice day isn’t so nice anymore. You wished your friends were there to hold an umbrella for you and lead you along the way.”
“I choose to enjoy the life that i have, knowing i only have one, even with nobody by me, im supported with thoughts, and the rain.. as i lay there i can smell the rain, reminding me i used to hold my moms hand going to walmart as a toddler.. ah. The good old days 🥹 “
After listening to this song for not even a minute, my mind just went completely blank. No thoughts, No colours, No memories, No drawing ideas, No family, No happiness, No sadness. just. . . blank. I came back to reality...eventually I started crying for NO REASON. Just the song made me sad for some reason. I put it on loop. its a good song? how? the more i listen to it.. the emptier it gets :)
This sounds even better on x0.75 speed because when you properly listen to it, it seems more empty than the original. Don’t try x0.25 speed though. It’s terrifying.
thank you for this, this sort of weirdcore/liminal space feeling ive always loved since i was little, even if i didnt know how to explain it. it helps me through my current struggles with dissociation and amnesia. the intro to this song has always made me get that familiar feeling.
this song, it makes me remember how life use to feel, there was no anxiety, there was no existential dread, just me and my friends hanging out at his house playing on the 360, i didnt worry about money or anything, was just a kid living his life and making memories i will never forget it. this song brings peace but also sadness knowing i'll never ever be able to go back there, my home. it also reminds me of the day i know i will face when my parents die. sorry i dont really know how to structure my thoughts
I don't know what to do I don't know what to say My mind is killing me These numbers aren't going straight up Maybe if I talk about Some things I don't really wanna talk about I'll make some money, and I'll go on tour So I don't have to go to school anymore Things just really aren't that bad I got a nice mom and I got a cool dad I just stay in my room too long But I finally got a girlfriend, and she's the bomb (right)
A feeling of sadness, it is common but makes you feel held back, like you cant do anything, it can feel like to much. Nostalgia, a feeling when seeing or remembering the past, "it was happier then" cuz we were too young to notice the wrong things, it can also feel like to much.
POV: you’re stuck into the back rooms, trying to find your way out, you hear from a lot of distance this song… you enter the room where you hear it, and there’s someone waiting for you…
the song is so calming but it hurts at the same time. thinking of all of these different types of emotions and all of these different types of memories or struggles.
Essa música causa uma certa agonia,e ao mesmo tempo desconforto e como se você estivesse em um sonho lúcido aonde esta profundamente perdido viajando em seus desejos mas profundos onde tudo o que se faz presente ali se torna simples.... muito estranho porém ótimo.
You knew this wasn’t an escape, but you tried it anyways. You started to feel rain drops hit your face as it started to pour. All you could hope is that this would all be over soon and you could finally see your friends again. Maybe if this hadn’t all happened they would be fine. If you get me three likes I’ll give ya more story :)
This song is such a vibe, listening to it makes me so nostalgic. Sometimes it's just nice to sit back and rethink all the time that has passed. So much happened that you nor I can change now. We all just need to keep moving forward and be happy that we had the chance to make memories, rather than falling into sorrow because it's over. Cheers to anyone reading this in 2024, I hope this year is better than the last few.
its like im being ripped apart by heaven and hell it feels like ive been walking in rain and i open an unbrella but its still raining through the unbrella its like every single painful moment has hit me at once its like torture yet im happy, it just feels like if i could hear in space, almost like im in the middle on reality collapsing but i enjoy it its just like im suffering forever but i like it, like everyone betrays me but im fine and its everytime i feel happy somthing strikes me down and i still smile its so painful but i dont flinch an inch... almost like i were pain its self
This song feels me.everytine i begin to listen to this song, I always feel thinking myself, "why am i here? Was i here for a reason?" I don't even know why i was even existed in the first place if my family (except my sister) is sending hate, like from my first ever short.that's where my friends and gamew comes in to actually make me comfortable, whatever i am depressed or sad,my friends are there for me. They start worrying why i am not active everyday now. Just tell me, WHY WAS I HERE IN A FIRST PLACE? Only if i knew my family would turn out like ghis i would not be here, and not posting contents by now, at least y'all have fun. That's all matters from me.
whenever i listen to this i just think about all the drama and bad things going on in the word it just makes you think how much we have changed its just crazy to think about it
HAHAHAHWHAH HAHA haha heh eh *starts crying I still have no words it feels like I'm stuck. I dont have to complain but it feels there's something to complain about.
I feel empty inside and I also feel like I’m trapped inside my mind, and I slowly feel like I am breaking down as I get older, and at the second I am feeling empty.
this is deep and nostalgic this music like u want to go to the past times but u cant. the past friends or og friends u problaly forget and forgets about you. life isnt forever...
You knew what it meant, even as you made the wish. But you were so scared of death, you couldn't handle the thought of dying. You wanted to live, to never leave anyone or anything behind. But that was a long time ago. Maybe, it was even a dream? You don't know. What you do know, is that dying alone is so, so much better than living alone. You only hope that infinity flies by.
This reminds me of the time (A few days/weeks ago) I was in quite a slump i was tired physically and mentally. I didn't know what to do with life as in I just had no idea of anything. No matter how long i slept i was so tired. It's not like my life's bad or anything, I've got very decent family members, good friends and good grades, I guess life just wasn't fun. It was very quiet. Very boring. I did nothing all day. I had nothing to do, i tried hard to be positive but i just wasn't feeling it. I felt like a can with no bottom, totally empty. The feelings are still so vivid, i mean i laughed and smiled it wasn't fake I wasn't like depressed or anything but, i was just not alright at the end, i had nothing to worry about either i was just empty and ig really tired...
This is helping me remain calm and collected. I am starting to feel lonly and disconnected from people including my freinds, everything is changing everyone is getting older,smarter and cooler than me. I just feel like im worthless to people like they only want me for certin stuff and cast me aside like im trash to throw away and i just dont understand why i feel this way. Ive been told people talk bad about me but im honestly not even bothered by it. I truly wish i could be better smarter cooler but idk, i wish i wasent alone and jelous of people all the time idk i hope i come back to this at a better time in my life. Fri nov 1 2024
TW I listen to this when I feel numb because it amplifies the feeling. Sometimes when I'm done crying I'll listen to this as well to get away from the sadness. I don't know what to do. Nothing seems fun. I haven't responded to anyone in my house today. I haven't drank or eaten anything today because I just don't feel like it and I've been up for 6-7 hours. I'm so fucked up that if I try to talk about any of it I suddenly can't think of _anything_ anymore. What I mean by that is that I don't know myself. Anymore, at least. If only I could just escape reality... By the way, if you're worried that I might be su1c1dal then don't. I'm too chicken sh1t to do anything like that. I've tried to do sh but I didn't because I was too scared. Which is good, I guess. I don't want you to feel sorry for me or anything. I just wanted to say this somewhere cus talking to humans is really not something I wanna do especially right now. That's also why I'll never be going into therapy again. If you relate to any of this then I'm sorry and I hope it gets better for you. Don't give up. It's not worth it. Have a good day, my friends...
Jeepers creepers (fr tho idk who you are but I know how hard it is to even speak when you think about those things and really just let people be around you don’t talk if u feel like u can’t but I don’t know you at all so likeeeee anyways enough of my dumb opinions)
@@user-ct7du5wg7k I don't think your opinions are dumb and I appreciate your words! I'm doing a bit better in some areas now but ngl a lot worse in others. Imma be honest, I didn't even know that I could write so depressively, like, I totally forgot I wrote this until now lol
This song put me in some kind of deep sleep... Filled with people fighting.. violence... I ran to find a better place... The thing is... The further I ran, The emptier it got.
fun fact: the more you listen deeply into it, the emptier it feels:)
its true. i really enjoy this sound though, so my horribly ruined day cant be ruined by anyone or anything else other than myself!!
@@MoistTerrarium if ur alive ur day is already amazing 😊
it feels good being empty sometimes specially listening to this lol
quite the opposite to me. the more i think and listen the more emotions i get blasted with.
it feels more nostalgic tbh lol
"We suck more! and that's guaranteed" got me dying 💀💀
@@Cronic-vm9yp 😭🙏💀
I’m wheezing😭💀
Wow this is very cryable to
Fr
Brother?
It really is and I don’t know why
Ok?
@@eekhoorn Spit
“As you lie on the grass, the clouds start covering the sun. You try to blink and imagine that it’s maybe still nice outside, but it isn’t. It starts to rain and the drops hit your face, you realize that this nice day isn’t so nice anymore. You wished your friends were there to hold an umbrella for you and lead you along the way.”
Did you write this or is that a quote?
Butt I like the rain ☹️
“I choose to enjoy the life that i have, knowing i only have one, even with nobody by me, im supported with thoughts, and the rain.. as i lay there i can smell the rain, reminding me i used to hold my moms hand going to walmart as a toddler.. ah. The good old days 🥹 “
“Cherish the things you have, even if they seem bad, they can always be good in different ways” -me 2023
@@OOOOOOF_thatmusthurt I love reading in the rain
After listening to this song for not even a minute, my mind just went completely blank. No thoughts, No colours, No memories, No drawing ideas, No family, No happiness, No sadness.
just. . . blank.
I came back to reality...eventually
I started crying for NO REASON. Just the song made me sad for some reason.
I put it on loop.
its a good song?
how?
the more i listen to it..
the emptier it gets :)
u cried huh :/
i didnt but i just felt like im outside my body :/
What I'd give for my mind to go blank like that. . .
Long commintie
bro thinks he's him
Why did I start crying, this song feel like I am living my life back but I can’t see it
temporex is the best at making weirdcore stuff
i can feel my old memories with this song in the old days 😢
Same :( i would do anything to go back
In time
You are literally under the age of 13 lemons, You don't have nostalgia for 2000s areas, And that sums up your entire channel
Nostalgy
Looking thru your old photos with your family while listening to this song feels nostalgic..
This sounds even better on x0.75 speed because when you properly listen to it, it seems more empty than the original. Don’t try x0.25 speed though. It’s terrifying.
and 1.25x :)
In my opinion, the original one is more classic and empty
0.80x speed and the custom speeds in between are great too
@@ame1997_ yea, but I can’t do that on my device sadly 😭
@@aceofclubs. yeah it’s on pc but any speed down is great imo
thank you for this, this sort of weirdcore/liminal space feeling ive always loved since i was little, even if i didnt know how to explain it. it helps me through my current struggles with dissociation and amnesia. the intro to this song has always made me get that familiar feeling.
Dude this is exactly how I feel, this particular melody reminds me of the instrumental for drop the world by lil Wayne and Eminem
this is magical! so nostalgic!! such a shame that nostalgic feel can hurt us. but i still love this. ♡
Surpreendente, mesmo nos machucando ja adoramos aquilo, a dor dos velhos tempos!
@@gilmarsalcedo6181ss
me too..
i wish we wouldnt feel so much pain
and tears while thinking about the past
this song, it makes me remember how life use to feel, there was no anxiety, there was no existential dread, just me and my friends hanging out at his house playing on the 360, i didnt worry about money or anything, was just a kid living his life and making memories i will never forget it. this song brings peace but also sadness knowing i'll never ever be able to go back there, my home. it also reminds me of the day i know i will face when my parents die. sorry i dont really know how to structure my thoughts
All good man we get the image
Knowing that your parents will die one day is scary tbh.
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
My mind is killing me
These numbers aren't going straight up
Maybe if I talk about
Some things I don't really wanna talk about
I'll make some money, and I'll go on tour
So I don't have to go to school anymore
Things just really aren't that bad
I got a nice mom and I got a cool dad
I just stay in my room too long
But I finally got a girlfriend, and she's the bomb (right)
i thought the (right) part was (hi!)
@@courtneyandgwen o ok
@☾︎ ゆきお ☯︎ what
@@dalbityaoithe official lyrics say “thuh” but I think it might’ve been a mistake
A feeling of sadness, it is common but makes you feel held back, like you cant do anything, it can feel like to much.
Nostalgia, a feeling when seeing or remembering the past, "it was happier then" cuz we were too young to notice the wrong things, it can also feel like to much.
The places
That we used to
Visit are now
Gone...
POV: you’re stuck into the back rooms, trying to find your way out, you hear from a lot of distance this song… you enter the room where you hear it, and there’s someone waiting for you…
🤓
@@skullface3191🥶
no bcus this is actually a really cool story concept
@@skullface3191dawg how did u send a selfie through UA-cam
@d3ds3c25 🤣 so unfunny and definitely original, right?
the song is so calming but it hurts at the same time. thinking of all of these different types of emotions and all of these different types of memories or struggles.
Essa música causa uma certa agonia,e ao mesmo tempo desconforto e como se você estivesse em um sonho lúcido aonde esta profundamente perdido viajando em seus desejos mas profundos onde tudo o que se faz presente ali se torna simples.... muito estranho porém ótimo.
this is what played when gordon got hugged by alyx in ep1. Literally the first hug he got in FUCKING 20 YEARS.
Series name
@@Raptorozaur half life
i could put his on replay for hours, and i think i will
Nah bro got the windows xp juice💀
It feels like you remembered everything again and realized who was behind it all
Wtf r u talking ab
You knew this wasn’t an escape, but you tried it anyways.
You started to feel rain drops hit your face as it started to pour.
All you could hope is that this would all be over soon and you could finally see your friends again.
Maybe if this hadn’t all happened they would be fine.
If you get me three likes I’ll give ya more story :)
9 likes
@@ravenclaw3916 I KEEP FORGETTING ABOUT COMMENTS LIKE THESE HELP
@@L0SERf0x-thz LOL
This is perfect! Just what I needed
I was listening to this in the car at night on my headphones while playing on my 2ds and felt straight nostalgia
This Song makes me feel "this is how my life is like"
that juice box's flavor is nostalgia
Fr dude I remember the flavor and everything dude that tasted awesome
@@samirmammeri9766What did it taste like?
@@Nevada_guy Virus flavor ☠☠⚰⚰
This song is such a vibe, listening to it makes me so nostalgic. Sometimes it's just nice to sit back and rethink all the time that has passed. So much happened that you nor I can change now. We all just need to keep moving forward and be happy that we had the chance to make memories, rather than falling into sorrow because it's over. Cheers to anyone reading this in 2024, I hope this year is better than the last few.
That picture is so cool, its the only reason i clicked on this video.
really brings me back to 2004-2015
😢Listening to this song I feel my childhood and memories rushing back
I love it when you're sobbing and a ad pauses YOUR MUSIC AND YOU HAVE TO STOP CRYING TO UNPAUSE IT
lol what a feeling
@@lulyanh I never expected this wwwww
Adventure vibes
When memories kick in😢
this makes you feel empty
I remeber you
@@thumbcad7391 you seem familiar aswell
i came here because of PaS (watch it, its so good) and didnt expect to have tears in my eyes
ALSO THE JUICE BOX-
The longer I listen to this the more I start feeling empty
Ur not alone
:c I really wish I can go back in time
same
It’s like seeing a clown in the distance with a sign saying “free hugs” and you just stare at the clown for hours
I love this song so much...
This was so good I fell asleep with this and had weird core imagines tysm :3
This is literally the best intro loop
Idk why but everytime i listen to this i just feel like my old childhood memories coming back
gracias bro la llevo buscando
this is the best thing i have listened
Bro I love this song. One of my friends call me emo for hearing this song 💀
I like listening this in the early 2000s for many days so nostalgia
I have so much going on I can't deal with.
its like im being ripped apart by heaven and hell it feels like ive been walking in rain and i open an unbrella but its still raining through the unbrella its like every single painful moment has hit me at once its like torture yet im happy, it just feels like if i could hear in space, almost like im in the middle on reality collapsing but i enjoy it its just like im suffering forever but i like it, like everyone betrays me but im fine and its everytime i feel happy somthing strikes me down and i still smile its so painful but i dont flinch an inch... almost like i were pain its self
Everyone: damn this song is deep
Me: i wonder how that juice would taste like
Probably like a Windows PC
As you die, your past life flashes before you, that is true, it is called life.
Heard this so many times. Never knew what it was. And here I am.
This song feels me.everytine i begin to listen to this song, I always feel thinking myself, "why am i here? Was i here for a reason?" I don't even know why i was even existed in the first place if my family (except my sister) is sending hate, like from my first ever short.that's where my friends and gamew comes in to actually make me comfortable, whatever i am depressed or sad,my friends are there for me. They start worrying why i am not active everyday now. Just tell me, WHY WAS I HERE IN A FIRST PLACE? Only if i knew my family would turn out like ghis i would not be here, and not posting contents by now, at least y'all have fun. That's all matters from me.
The sound is very calming I love it the true thing is that it can always help you have a better day and sleep well
Anyone gonna talk about the juice saying "We Suck More!"
And that's guaranteed
Who didn't know that Windows made a Juice whoch sucks more?
So nostalgicccc ! Like bro, I can't stop thinking about the memories of my family
Dreamcore 🤯🤧
Old but Gold🥇
this on 0.25x speed is like an evil heaven, oddly comforting yet dark
Truth spoken brother 🥲
This music suits well with sad horror games:my eyes deceive the story really made me 😭😭😭crying
I listen to this and I sang that how I feel forgotten 😶
music so nostalgic! i love this is song!❤
whenever i listen to this i just think about all the drama and bad things going on in the word it just makes you think how much we have changed its just crazy to think about it
I almost felt sleepy from listening to this for only 1 minute
HAHAHAHWHAH HAHA haha heh eh *starts crying
I still have no words it feels like I'm stuck. I dont have to complain but it feels there's something to complain about.
How when you realize that you are getting older and that the old days will never come back
Even reading my own comment makes me feel very sad :'(
I feel empty inside and I also feel like I’m trapped inside my mind, and I slowly feel like I am breaking down as I get older, and at the second I am feeling empty.
this is genuinely threatening in a nice way
My favorite drink. Yum.
'Windows, we suck more" is crazy😂
isso é tão bom
that juice finna hit harder 🔥
Makes me feel like I was in a coma in an abandoned hospital so I try to escape but the song makes me feel like I'm in a dream...
this is deep and nostalgic this music like u want to go to the past times but u cant. the past friends or og friends u problaly forget and forgets about you. life isnt forever...
You knew what it meant, even as you made the wish. But you were so scared of death, you couldn't handle the thought of dying. You wanted to live, to never leave anyone or anything behind. But that was a long time ago. Maybe, it was even a dream? You don't know. What you do know, is that dying alone is so, so much better than living alone. You only hope that infinity flies by.
This reminds me of the back rooms 😢
This reminds me of the time (A few days/weeks ago) I was in quite a slump i was tired physically and mentally. I didn't know what to do with life as in I just had no idea of anything. No matter how long i slept i was so tired. It's not like my life's bad or anything, I've got very decent family members, good friends and good grades, I guess life just wasn't fun. It was very quiet. Very boring. I did nothing all day. I had nothing to do, i tried hard to be positive but i just wasn't feeling it. I felt like a can with no bottom, totally empty. The feelings are still so vivid, i mean i laughed and smiled it wasn't fake I wasn't like depressed or anything but, i was just not alright at the end, i had nothing to worry about either i was just empty and ig really tired...
Melody with redit
i feel like im in the old days when i only hanged out with friends, spent time with my family.
Me too
I feel so emty.
Thank you, for making me remember.
Perfect ~ 💋🤌
Just like you brother
I put this on loop. It’s been an hour. Im not done fucking crying.
this is a masterpiece
Am i the only one who is thinking about how every day is a repeat of the last just how this song is being repeated in my headphones
THANK YOUUU
Feels like I’m in a childrens hospital or a kindergarten and I want to escape but the music is making it feel weird core and relaxing
Windows, XP drink? Well I want some.
This is helping me remain calm and collected. I am starting to feel lonly and disconnected from people including my freinds, everything is changing everyone is getting older,smarter and cooler than me. I just feel like im worthless to people like they only want me for certin stuff and cast me aside like im trash to throw away and i just dont understand why i feel this way. Ive been told people talk bad about me but im honestly not even bothered by it. I truly wish i could be better smarter cooler but idk, i wish i wasent alone and jelous of people all the time idk i hope i come back to this at a better time in my life. Fri nov 1 2024
TW
I listen to this when I feel numb because it amplifies the feeling. Sometimes when I'm done crying I'll listen to this as well to get away from the sadness.
I don't know what to do. Nothing seems fun. I haven't responded to anyone in my house today. I haven't drank or eaten anything today because I just don't feel like it and I've been up for 6-7 hours.
I'm so fucked up that if I try to talk about any of it I suddenly can't think of _anything_ anymore. What I mean by that is that I don't know myself. Anymore, at least. If only I could just escape reality...
By the way, if you're worried that I might be su1c1dal then don't. I'm too chicken sh1t to do anything like that. I've tried to do sh but I didn't because I was too scared. Which is good, I guess.
I don't want you to feel sorry for me or anything. I just wanted to say this somewhere cus talking to humans is really not something I wanna do especially right now. That's also why I'll never be going into therapy again.
If you relate to any of this then I'm sorry and I hope it gets better for you. Don't give up. It's not worth it.
Have a good day, my friends...
Jeepers creepers (fr tho idk who you are but I know how hard it is to even speak when you think about those things and really just let people be around you don’t talk if u feel like u can’t but I don’t know you at all so likeeeee anyways enough of my dumb opinions)
@@user-ct7du5wg7k I don't think your opinions are dumb and I appreciate your words!
I'm doing a bit better in some areas now but ngl a lot worse in others. Imma be honest, I didn't even know that I could write so depressively, like, I totally forgot I wrote this until now lol
These songs make me think about things about stuff i normaly dont think about
Well looks perfect
No one gonna talk about the windows XP juice bottle
almost feels like anywhere at the end of time with the dementia feeling
This song put me in some kind of deep sleep...
Filled with people fighting..
violence...
I ran to find a better place...
The thing is...
The further I ran,
The emptier it got.
It feels like the dreamcore
I remember I heard this once... But not awake..
SONG IS SO NOSTALGIC!
This made me cheer up after I got a C on my math exam 😭
craziest windows xp product