its so comforting seeing other ppl with AUDHD esp girls bc they don't take us srsly, u are so strong the school system sucks!! im glad u dropped out it was definitely for the better 💕 love u emi 🦌🎀
I was diagnosed with both autism and adhd over the last 2 months, even though you’re technically not doing anything ‘specific’, your videos have helped me so much, just seeing you live authentically from time to time makes me feel like my world isn’t over just because of a few diagnosises and encourages me to do the same so thank you🤍🤍
@ well it seems that everyone "knows" when someone is autistic because of the physical attributes, such as walking differently, flapping arms. or other obvious signs like learning difficulties.
This video is very comforting I’ve always been seen as dumb and rude but that’s never how I see things my moms getting me a re diagnosis for adhd this spring
i totally get you with communication being the biggest thing in a relationship because when i look back most of my friendships/relationships mainly just didnt work out because of the lack of communication!!! also i love ur description about how it explodes one day cus it never works out when u try to bottle smth up also ur fashion sense is amazing where do you get ur clothes from 😭😭
I feel bad for your school thing, i cant relate to the ADHD and having autism, but it was difficult for me because I felt more pressure than help in school environments, the teachers didnt really even help out, there mean and cold and dont care, I cant even do much about anything, they are always behind and lacking with teaching, I literally took notes of everything my teacher taught us, and like the assigments we had was stuff she never taught us about really, it was stressful. And for some reason, the teacher mainly hated me. I dropped out like 2 months ago! Also, I got bullied for "smelling bad" (disclaimer i just font wear 20 pounds of 5 dollar perfume like the other girls, but i recently found out they tried to say my lady parts stank..? That is a rumor they were spreading which was not true and cruel 😭🙏🏼) But they would say it to where i an hear it and next to me, they always found little notes about me every single day to make fun of me about, it got so annoying, it was a group of these rachet vlavk girls who would not leave me alone, i never done anything to them, and one of the girls i was even nice to when i first met her. I dropped out in the morning and had my mom pick me up because it got so bad! They were just liaghing and treating me like a disease the whole fiest period, whispereing to where i can hear it with like "ohh lord you got to sit infront of the stanky girl" I just faced one of them and said "I do not stink, stop it." And they were just saying i skelled like a wet dog, i left the classroom and went home crying. Butt i recently found out the main girl who was picking on me dropped out as well!! Family issues, i realised that people make fun of you when they are insecure, and i did not want to be in an environment full of insecure suckers who laugh about other people to avoid their own problems, for example, i would hear the one girl who made fun of me say to her friends "Yall make my day so much better, i just have such a bad and boring life" 😭😭 I mean I feel bad for her, just dont be mean to other because of it.
Sorry for like a whole fnaf lore comment lol! I just wanted to express this because I feel bad for anyone who has been bullied, and she's right, they do it because they are scared, or even they have their own problemsx and take it out on people they see better than them, dont let anyone take you down! ❤
@emispellbook awh tysm! I just belive people are desperate for anything "interesting" and will do anything for it, it doesn't bother me as much currently!
you are the most gorgeous person i have ever seen. your hair colour suits you so much and you are actually stunning no words can explain how stunning you are but you literally look like a goddess ❤
i completely understand what you mean with the australian school system. it just sucks! i have adhd and most likely autism and i feel like even though i had friends and teachers who have been “there for me” sometimes they never really are. i get what you mean about being overlooked and only seen for your label/invisible disability, its something that ive experienced my entire life and people often think im stupid and “not as smart as them” just because i dont generally talk to that many people and am like failing math i suppose. but im honestly one of the most intelligent people in my school - i did a legitimate iq test as part of some sort of diagnosis (no clue why tbh) and it was 158 and that’s approximately 2 points away from einstein lol! anywayy ily and you have helped me sm + we are name twins!! ❤️
I completely agree the Australian school system is terrible I have adhd,dyslexia and autism and I was basically forced to drop out because there was no support for people with learning or like kind of invisible disabilities which is so wrong.
Damn, I relate A LOT to your experience at school (have adhd and autism as well lol). It was hell. I also dropped out a year ago and decided to continue online school whenever I felt better (luckily my parents finally understood school wasn't doing any good to me). It probably wont be the best either but at least I wont be wasting so much time at school learning nothing and being anxious all the time. Will be starting on january :))
Idk why but I've always wanted to make my own asmr video ever since I was a kid😭 Also I so agree with the point that you deserved help. The Australian school system, from what I experienced, does not care about your health in any regard. They just want you to show up and retain a good attendance even if you don't enjoy it. It sucks because everyone has such a different way of learning but the current school system does not take that into account at all (or even want to accomodate to that). I'm so sorry you went through that 😣💗
I really like this Video, especially with the school part. I was so unsure if I should do school for another 2 years after 10 grade or do a apprenticeship (German school system), because I actually planned on going to school, but in the last few days I was really unsure because I didn’t feel like school was a thing for me. You made me realise that I don’t need school to get the perfect job and can be successful without it. Love your vibe❤️❤️❤️
Hi Emi! I’ve discovered your channel 2 weeks ago and you have really inspired me to start my own yt channel! I actually have been wanting become a ytber for abt 5 years now but only for about a year ive been actually serious about it. I feel like the only thing stopping me is the fact that I’m still in high school🙂↕️🙂↕️ I feel like I have a pretty good reputation at school like I don’t have beef w anybody and I have a lot of friends but because I like a lot of things that aren’t mainstream in my country (like anime for example) and used to get maybe not bullied but kinda judged by other ppl, I have this fear that if I’m not gonna be a successful ytber, ppl are gonna judge me/make fun of me at school. Do you have any advice on how to get over this fear? I also want to mention that I am a pretty self confident and social/talkative person and usually don’t care about being judged it’s just specifically abt starting yt. Also, you’re so pretty and seem like such a fun person to be around, your vids boost my mood so much!🩷
I just discovered your channel today this is my second video and I’m honestly obsessed you’re no pretty masha’ Allah keep going girl you’re really helping me with figuring out make up and all
@@babiestdoll Nice! My favourite album from Barnes era is probably the bleeding, and from George’s era it’s between bloodthirst, kill, evisceration plague or torture.
3:37 its so weird to me, im mean obviously i know when people say it, but you never really expect someone who you see as being pretty and cool as being shy? Its like, how could this person be shy lol! Im veryyyyy shy too
kaitlynn rhenea vibes !! so pretty
its so comforting seeing other ppl with AUDHD esp girls bc they don't take us srsly, u are so strong the school system sucks!! im glad u dropped out it was definitely for the better 💕 love u emi 🦌🎀
I was diagnosed with both autism and adhd over the last 2 months, even though you’re technically not doing anything ‘specific’, your videos have helped me so much, just seeing you live authentically from time to time makes me feel like my world isn’t over just because of a few diagnosises and encourages me to do the same so thank you🤍🤍
i can completely relate, knowing that there are more people like me who "dont fit the stereotype" of autism/adhd is so comforting.
@@edenfrancesnz What is the stereotype exactly? ( this is an actual question, I’m not trying to be rude :)
@ well it seems that everyone "knows" when someone is autistic because of the physical attributes, such as walking differently, flapping arms. or other obvious signs like learning difficulties.
same
I was also diagnosed with both in a very close space of time but videos like this also help me🤍
YOU'RE A REAL LIFE ANGEL GIRLYY
i love how you are so positive about everything also you are so so beautiful.
thank u sweet angel ❤
you are so pretty !! I love your personality, you know your worth and thats so admirable. I wish you luck in your business ventures :)
This video is very comforting I’ve always been seen as dumb and rude but that’s never how I see things my moms getting me a re diagnosis for adhd this spring
So happy for you
i totally get you with communication being the biggest thing in a relationship because when i look back most of my friendships/relationships mainly just didnt work out because of the lack of communication!!! also i love ur description about how it explodes one day cus it never works out when u try to bottle smth up
also ur fashion sense is amazing where do you get ur clothes from 😭😭
I feel bad for your school thing, i cant relate to the ADHD and having autism, but it was difficult for me because I felt more pressure than help in school environments, the teachers didnt really even help out, there mean and cold and dont care, I cant even do much about anything, they are always behind and lacking with teaching, I literally took notes of everything my teacher taught us, and like the assigments we had was stuff she never taught us about really, it was stressful. And for some reason, the teacher mainly hated me. I dropped out like 2 months ago! Also, I got bullied for "smelling bad" (disclaimer i just font wear 20 pounds of 5 dollar perfume like the other girls, but i recently found out they tried to say my lady parts stank..? That is a rumor they were spreading which was not true and cruel 😭🙏🏼) But they would say it to where i an hear it and next to me, they always found little notes about me every single day to make fun of me about, it got so annoying, it was a group of these rachet vlavk girls who would not leave me alone, i never done anything to them, and one of the girls i was even nice to when i first met her. I dropped out in the morning and had my mom pick me up because it got so bad! They were just liaghing and treating me like a disease the whole fiest period, whispereing to where i can hear it with like "ohh lord you got to sit infront of the stanky girl" I just faced one of them and said "I do not stink, stop it." And they were just saying i skelled like a wet dog, i left the classroom and went home crying. Butt i recently found out the main girl who was picking on me dropped out as well!! Family issues, i realised that people make fun of you when they are insecure, and i did not want to be in an environment full of insecure suckers who laugh about other people to avoid their own problems, for example, i would hear the one girl who made fun of me say to her friends "Yall make my day so much better, i just have such a bad and boring life" 😭😭 I mean I feel bad for her, just dont be mean to other because of it.
Sorry for like a whole fnaf lore comment lol! I just wanted to express this because I feel bad for anyone who has been bullied, and she's right, they do it because they are scared, or even they have their own problemsx and take it out on people they see better than them, dont let anyone take you down! ❤
@@cloudyxxstories awww love 🙁 I’m so sorry that horrible rumour was spread about you it’s not your fault 💗 those people are just mean and judgemental!
@emispellbook awh tysm! I just belive people are desperate for anything "interesting" and will do anything for it, it doesn't bother me as much currently!
“Rachet black girls” is kidna crazy :/
14:13 SHES SO ICONIC EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE THAT MINDSET 💗
From one girl to another- you are GORGEOUS
I found her videos a while ago and i'm obsessed, she seems like she would be like the most amazing friend ever
This is so relaxing fr😍💕
you are the most gorgeous person i have ever seen. your hair colour suits you so much and you are actually stunning no words can explain how stunning you are but you literally look like a goddess ❤
LOVE THE VIDEOO! pls consider doing a video talking about subliminals, the law of assumption, methods etc, ily
youre so pretty but i feel like your personality makes u even prettier bc ur so nice
love your personality and the asmr is amazing
I don’t know why but this is really comforting lol
i completely understand what you mean with the australian school system. it just sucks! i have adhd and most likely autism and i feel like even though i had friends and teachers who have been “there for me” sometimes they never really are. i get what you mean about being overlooked and only seen for your label/invisible disability, its something that ive experienced my entire life and people often think im stupid and “not as smart as them” just because i dont generally talk to that many people and am like failing math i suppose. but im honestly one of the most intelligent people in my school - i did a legitimate iq test as part of some sort of diagnosis (no clue why tbh) and it was 158 and that’s approximately 2 points away from einstein lol! anywayy ily and you have helped me sm + we are name twins!! ❤️
I completely agree the Australian school system is terrible I have adhd,dyslexia and autism and I was basically forced to drop out because there was no support for people with learning or like kind of invisible disabilities which is so wrong.
@ fr! i havent dropped out but i seriously want to. im only there for the three friends i have tbh
Damn, I relate A LOT to your experience at school (have adhd and autism as well lol). It was hell. I also dropped out a year ago and decided to continue online school whenever I felt better (luckily my parents finally understood school wasn't doing any good to me). It probably wont be the best either but at least I wont be wasting so much time at school learning nothing and being anxious all the time. Will be starting on january :))
Idk why but I've always wanted to make my own asmr video ever since I was a kid😭
Also I so agree with the point that you deserved help. The Australian school system, from what I experienced, does not care about your health in any regard. They just want you to show up and retain a good attendance even if you don't enjoy it. It sucks because everyone has such a different way of learning but the current school system does not take that into account at all (or even want to accomodate to that). I'm so sorry you went through that 😣💗
you only live once! do it
I really like this Video, especially with the school part. I was so unsure if I should do school for another 2 years after 10 grade or do a apprenticeship (German school system), because I actually planned on going to school, but in the last few days I was really unsure because I didn’t feel like school was a thing for me. You made me realise that I don’t need school to get the perfect job and can be successful without it. Love your vibe❤️❤️❤️
I’m gonna need like 50 more ASMR videos from you ❤
this is super late, i’ve been taking a social media break for a couple weeks
GORGEOUSS
I'm so sorry that it was a struggle for you at school. They shouldn't had treat you in such a way. I hope you feel better now !!
21:56 rarity is the best my little pony frrr 💜💜
i really love your videos as an australian girl around your age i relate to you a lot
Hi Emi! I’ve discovered your channel 2 weeks ago and you have really inspired me to start my own yt channel! I actually have been wanting become a ytber for abt 5 years now but only for about a year ive been actually serious about it. I feel like the only thing stopping me is the fact that I’m still in high school🙂↕️🙂↕️ I feel like I have a pretty good reputation at school like I don’t have beef w anybody and I have a lot of friends but because I like a lot of things that aren’t mainstream in my country (like anime for example) and used to get maybe not bullied but kinda judged by other ppl, I have this fear that if I’m not gonna be a successful ytber, ppl are gonna judge me/make fun of me at school. Do you have any advice on how to get over this fear? I also want to mention that I am a pretty self confident and social/talkative person and usually don’t care about being judged it’s just specifically abt starting yt. Also, you’re so pretty and seem like such a fun person to be around, your vids boost my mood so much!🩷
i hope it all goes well for you!
Listened to this while getting ready and your video is so good, love you !
TWENTY FIVE MINUTES?! LET'S GOOOO!!!
youre GORGEOUS 💕💕
I just discovered your channel today this is my second video and I’m honestly obsessed you’re no pretty masha’ Allah keep going girl you’re really helping me with figuring out make up and all
girl i just found ur acc earlier today, ive been listening to ur subs through the day and was just about to sleep. ty for this lol :)
you make me happy because you started asmr
you're so pretty i'm gonna cry /pos
I just found ur channel and was binge watching it and then you just posted this!!! Love you !!!!
quick question: since you've dropped out of school, what do you do to learn things like science, math, and history? btw YOU'RE SO PRETTYYY
she doesnt - thats why she dropped out
what do you use to edit your videos, they're so aesthetic and pretty like you!! xxxx
WHATS YOUR PINTEREST??
omg when u talk ab ur bf ur pupils dilate, thats so cute 🥹
i feel like we are similar… i am also a shy and neurodivergent girl 🦄
so happy i found ur videos ❤️
Your my fav youtuber
is this your first time doing asmr? Your voice is really relaxing. 🫶🏻 Ur so pretty btw 🤍
I knew u would be so good ur voice is so pretty
I have AUDHD(Autism and ADHD) I love ur videos this was so nice plus I love ur hair❤
I LOVE METALLICA
I enjoy cannibal corpse.
@@Mr.Castle. YES I LOVE THEM
@@babiestdoll Cool! What’s your fav album?
@@Mr.Castle. kinda basic but tomb of the multilated, hbu??
@@babiestdoll Nice! My favourite album from Barnes era is probably the bleeding, and from George’s era it’s between bloodthirst, kill, evisceration plague or torture.
STOP UR SO PRETYYY
you should do more asmr videos this is amazing!
Yayy pretty postedddd😭💝
You are gorgeous and inspiring. I aspire to be someone like you 🥰😭🙏✨🥀
fire keep going
Just wanted to let you know that Dubai is not a country its a city in uae 💗
OMG I’m so silly I need to learn my geography
Omg im so early u posted this 4 minutes ago this is the earliest ive ever been
21:44 rarity on topppp
May I ask what app you use for your vlogs?🍰🍓
why did you remove the gaming video 🥲
you're so beautiful 😍🥰
England mentioned! 15:04
what was the audhd diagnosis process like?
omg i also have a girl cat named luna!! didn’t know it was such a common name when i got her but apparently it is lol
hi emi!! 💗💗
3:37 its so weird to me, im mean obviously i know when people say it, but you never really expect someone who you see as being pretty and cool as being shy? Its like, how could this person be shy lol!
Im veryyyyy shy too
Why are you commenting so many times??
@ why not? Im enjoying a video and engaging with it
@ plus i can only see three comments?
@@stitchgor3 clocked
First!! ❤
after watching this whole video i fear we are very nearly the same person
Hello!! It’s currently 11:40pm for me rn😴
Can i ask how you keep your hair so un-greasy?
Cool
What a rude school omg!?
Omg fr she deserved better 😢
darn it i couldn't ask questions 😓
Omg Metallica is the BEST metal band! :D
less mouth noises and this would be perfect 😂 im a big fan of you though im not hating 😚😚
Hi!!👋💕
It feels illegal to be this early😭
Would u make a part 2
Fix connections with ASMR microphone, you don't hear any sound
EMI OUR MERMAID if you ever come to uae or dubai lets meet up
forever grateful i found this channell, you inspire me so much emi 🫂