The Truth About Where I've Been

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КОМЕНТАРІ • 124

  • @ginnab777
    @ginnab777 8 місяців тому +116

    Depression sucks ! I have had to fake being happy many times, and it's not easy. Please don't feel like a failure ❤ You are a strong person and a great mother.

  • @brandybuchanan2674
    @brandybuchanan2674 8 місяців тому +44

    I have not experienced depression or anxiety, but I know it is very real. Ignorance is not an excuse to pass judgment or talk down to others. I’m sorry that you deal with these issues. I have been watching your channel for years now and you are honestly one of the strongest people I have ever come across. Sharing your stories helps so many people. I don’t see lazy- I see strong and amazing! Keep being genuine and don’t ever be embarrassed by what you’re feeling. Ignore the negativity and know that you are an inspiration.

    • @river8760
      @river8760 8 місяців тому +2

      This is such a supportive and empathetic comment. ❤

  • @9livesholistic753
    @9livesholistic753 8 місяців тому +5

    Give yourself a little slack, though. Most of us didn’t have jack shit figured out by 23. ❤ You’re doing great.

  • @FionaBenton
    @FionaBenton 8 місяців тому +32

    I completely feel you girl I struggle with depression and anxiety. One great piece of advice I gained in my 20s is that your 20s are for discovering and learning yourself. No one in their 20s has it completely figured out. Im only 26 and yes ive learned a lot so far but still dont have this shit figured out.

    • @shannonfitzgerald856
      @shannonfitzgerald856 8 місяців тому +4

      I'm in my 30s and I still don't know what my shit is 🤣 I think we are all just winging it x

    • @ShockResistor
      @ShockResistor 8 місяців тому +2

      Im in my 40's. We are all winging it. There is always time for self discovery. No one has it all figured out ever.

    • @LindaKayHolevas
      @LindaKayHolevas 8 місяців тому +2

      I’m in my 50’s, & yep, I’m winging it too! It’s all good though! Life is what we make it & we get to choose what we want it to be, so be intentional with your thoughts & words. 😊

  • @maryannscott5567
    @maryannscott5567 8 місяців тому +14

    I'm 67 yo and I am always inspired by your strength and courage.❤

  • @maxxmoore9961
    @maxxmoore9961 8 місяців тому +6

    Hi cam. You are not alone. I’m 22 going to be 23 this year I’ve been homeless for 3 years ,since I graduated high school. I just now learning about credit. About to rent my first apartment. Everyone learns life a little differently and it takes time.

  • @babybx3
    @babybx3 8 місяців тому +47

    I’ve been through and still go through depression. You are not alone. I know exactly what you were expressing. Your an amazing mom. It’s ok that if sometimes you just do the bare minimum. You got this!

  • @taliagidge6121
    @taliagidge6121 8 місяців тому +16

    You’re honestly such a sweet genuine person ❤️I love u

  • @joanathompson7058
    @joanathompson7058 8 місяців тому +15

    People that have never been diagnosed with depression don't understand just how debilitating depression is, it's a real disease and some don't understand that, ur not alone, I think having conversations with others that r in ur same situation helps better than anything

  • @daj4740
    @daj4740 8 місяців тому +6

    Depression is so debilitating, not "lazy". Sometimes it is almost impossible to simply function.

  • @Lee_Anne123
    @Lee_Anne123 8 місяців тому +12

    Your description of the things you go through during your depression is exactly how I feel when I’m on my really low points! It feels good to know somebody understands! New follower ❤

  • @thehermit1122
    @thehermit1122 8 місяців тому +9

    I am so inspired by your strength and courage, and your maturity. It's so badass that at only 23 you're self-employed and starting your own business ❤️ you got this

  • @tofly4wifi898
    @tofly4wifi898 8 місяців тому +2

    Rearrange the letters in depression...I pressed on. Keep doing the next right thing

  • @nivaliawareham2386
    @nivaliawareham2386 8 місяців тому +7

    I balled my eyes out the entire video, I needed this today, Thank you for sharing ❤ depression has been kicking my ass :(

    • @danielmanges8936
      @danielmanges8936 8 місяців тому +2

      Depression Sucks glad this video helped

  • @rosebojorquez1237
    @rosebojorquez1237 8 місяців тому +8

    When I was 19 I had a toddler and a newborn...I understand when you say I don't know how I got through it! They are now grown and looking back it was a journey and an accomplishment. You're doing great, love listening to you! Thanks for always sharing your struggles and your journey.

  • @kirbcutscals
    @kirbcutscals 8 місяців тому +10

    I am 29 and just found out we are expecting. As I reflect on my 20s, I realize that the only thing to truly “figure out” is that NO ONE has it all figured out. I totally get what you’re saying in terms of your priorities changing to more “adult” priorities because you feel like you should have that ironed out already but dude lol……it’s gonna save you a world of anxiety and worry to realize that there is no “figured it out” achievement. It looks different for everyone, everyone has different goals and even grown ass adults don’t have their shit figured out. It’s all about what YOU want out of life, what that looks like for you and your family and what truly brings you joy. Working towards those goals is what matters.

    • @meganelizabeth772
      @meganelizabeth772 8 місяців тому +1

      I turn 28 this March and I second this. I have multiple chronic illnesses that have prevented me from doing things people my age should be doing. Working, driving, finishing school. I didn't get to. I've never gotten to learn to drive due to my Epilepsy and will most likely never get to. I'm still figuring out my way too and there is no true path to figuring it out. Everyone's got their own speed for sure! 🙃

    • @tayloranderson7547
      @tayloranderson7547 6 місяців тому

      For real life.

    • @meganelizabeth772
      @meganelizabeth772 6 місяців тому

      @@tayloranderson7547 you quoting Bluey here or something? Lmao

  • @kandissjackson
    @kandissjackson 8 місяців тому +11

    WELCOME BACK TO FAM CAM!!!

  • @christinem9280
    @christinem9280 8 місяців тому +8

    I know youve been going through a lot but know that us real camilys understand and just are glad your okay! You got this!! We love you!

  • @jaderose9784
    @jaderose9784 8 місяців тому +2

    How are we so in synch? It’s wild haha. Would you make some photography content? Behind the scenes shoots, tips for getting photos to clients, pricing… I’m in the same boat. I started charging for my photos last year but haven’t really gotten off the ground yet as far as creating my online presence and figuring out some of the details for running it like a business. Sending you hugs & gratitude. Much love🫶🏼

  • @hastaluegoluka
    @hastaluegoluka 8 місяців тому +3

    i love these types of videos, they make me feel like i’m just hanging out with an old friend :-) sending love!

  • @MrsAlmaTrumble
    @MrsAlmaTrumble 8 місяців тому +6

    We love you and the girls.

  • @crystaljade1217
    @crystaljade1217 8 місяців тому +2

    “It is rare to find my person.” Damn damn damn that just proved my thoughts that I think I’m meant to be alone😭

  • @Alinasinging
    @Alinasinging 8 місяців тому +6

    I’ve been on meds for depression and anxiety since I was 13, so over 14 years now. I’m doing great now, but I remember the dark times. No one will understand unless someone has been through that. I remember hours in dark room staring at the call. I remember just thinking how can I end this, and how undeserving I am, because I have amazing supportive parents, food on the plate, clothes etc.
    it’s ok not to be ok ❤

    • @yelenarotar2307
      @yelenarotar2307 8 місяців тому +1

      Same !

    • @artbeast2945
      @artbeast2945 8 місяців тому +1

      Same with me..I can feel u we all need to be confident thats it.. nobody can do it for us

  • @miwamad7115
    @miwamad7115 8 місяців тому +1

    Remember no matter how much pain and suffering you go through in your life their is one person who will never leave you and that’s God, he is there in the most darkest times as a shining light guiding you in the right direction no matter what happens put all your trust and faith in him he she sent you down here for a reason and it’s up to you to live everyday to your fullest

  • @michelezeigler6167
    @michelezeigler6167 8 місяців тому +3

    I get the seasonal affective depression (sad) in the winter. Lack of sunshine and warm weather. I feel better in the spring. Hope you get back to feeling better.

  • @miwamad7115
    @miwamad7115 8 місяців тому +1

    God works in mysterious ways my Great Aunt recently passed away and her daughter my Aunt came to visit yesterday her and her two daughters had all received signs from her that she was okay and that she was watching over them I want to you to remember one thing Camryn if God didn’t love you or your daughters he would not have sent you down to earth he has a great purpose for all his children I know he has a great purpose for you and your daughters so don’t give up 😊😊😊😊❤❤❤❤

  • @AKZ14
    @AKZ14 8 місяців тому +1

    I'm going through depression too. Only God knows my pain😢😢

  • @tezzis
    @tezzis 8 місяців тому +3

    me, 25, still not having figured it out: 👁👄👁💧

  • @sashaparker3065
    @sashaparker3065 8 місяців тому +2

    I understand I get depressed to my mom she alway upset with me even when I doing good. So I will move out of her house someday I don.t wanna feel unhappy no more with her. Me and her cannot live together no more. And I'm taking my son with me. That what I need is to move out of here and my birthday coming soon in 2 days. Hope I feel better soon. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

  • @Emifrleix
    @Emifrleix 8 місяців тому +4

    Im just glad you are ok, even though your going through a lot Im proud of you for staying strong ik your probably the best of mom!

  • @shanelleaaliyahx
    @shanelleaaliyahx 8 місяців тому +10

    so proud of you❤️‍🩹

  • @chaoticallyyours3512
    @chaoticallyyours3512 8 місяців тому +2

    Right there with you more times then not ugh debilitating 😢

  • @amybecker9108
    @amybecker9108 8 місяців тому +2

    I totally understand every word you said. I've had depression since 1999. My son was 5 years old when I went to my doctor and said I need to get on some kind of medication because I have a young son I need to take care of. I've been through several medications in my life not just for depression but for anxiety and chronic insomnia. I finally found my therapist I talk to once a month she's got me on some really great meds and I finally can sleep through the night and be rested for the next work day.

  • @joanathompson7058
    @joanathompson7058 8 місяців тому +3

    Depression is horrible, I am 52 and have dealt with it for so many years, u r not alone, depression steals so much from u, just keep putting ur mental health first

  • @hannahortiz1629
    @hannahortiz1629 8 місяців тому +1

    For me depression like I’m swimming! Some days are easier than others and some days are so bad I can’t even get out of bed to care for my family! I know exactly how you feel! I been in such a dark place where I felt like the only way out is to not be here anymore! So many things! Thank god for therapy 🙏🙏

  • @sleepyhead7983
    @sleepyhead7983 8 місяців тому +5

    we love you so much camryn. ❤️

  • @Beautifulunkown
    @Beautifulunkown 8 місяців тому +2

    I know how it is with grief depression it really is tough to do some life tasks but we do get strong sometimes be careful with yourself your human we all need time and energy ❤

  • @crystaljade1217
    @crystaljade1217 8 місяців тому +1

    “I think if anyone needed some advice, it’s 19 year old me.”😭😭ikr but let it all happen cause it’s supposed to happen…I completely agree.

  • @goodgoly.missmolly
    @goodgoly.missmolly 8 місяців тому +5

    We love you you got this❤

  • @ev7097
    @ev7097 8 місяців тому +2

    This video feels like it’s calling me out

  • @donnaferrara521
    @donnaferrara521 8 місяців тому +3

    I hope that you feel better. I want to wish you a very happy new year 🎉🎉

  • @lifewithlacy7190
    @lifewithlacy7190 8 місяців тому +2

    Depression is so hard. I remember when I had four children under the age of 6. I don’t know how I managed to keep them alive at times. But somehow I did. Now I just have to keep one alive and she is seven and is pretty self sufficient. So even on the days when I don’t feel like getting out of bed she’s pretty good at grabbing me by the hand and coaxing me out. And she’s just too stinking cute to resist. I don’t know how we do it as mama’s but we do. Someday I pray there is no depression.

  • @sophie5713
    @sophie5713 8 місяців тому +2

    Thank you for sharing. After crying for an hour, it really helps to hear that other people struggle as well

  • @CesarDelgado-fu2nd
    @CesarDelgado-fu2nd 8 місяців тому +2

    I have depression too

  • @briannaconrad8100
    @briannaconrad8100 8 місяців тому +4

    Love you cam❤

  • @erinkelly1234
    @erinkelly1234 8 місяців тому +2

    dont feel bad about who you are

  • @Lisaemerycanadianmom0823
    @Lisaemerycanadianmom0823 8 місяців тому +1

    Speaking outside the contents of this video. You look so pretty cam… your hair is gorgeous aswell

  • @kathykinder3137
    @kathykinder3137 8 місяців тому +3

    How was Maddie’s wedding

  • @ygandhi08
    @ygandhi08 8 місяців тому +3

    Missed you Cam, hope everything is okay ❤

  • @guccicoochi
    @guccicoochi 8 місяців тому +3

    hiiii, missed u bb❣️

  • @michelezeigler6167
    @michelezeigler6167 8 місяців тому +1

    I am planning on doing fun things like reading more, going to movies, going outside when it gets above freezing. Enjoying coffee too.

  • @王佳璐-z4u
    @王佳璐-z4u 8 місяців тому +1

    These experiences are so amazing and I'm sure you'll always remember them!

  • @allicz7787
    @allicz7787 8 місяців тому +2

    Love ur vids and was missing it ❤

  • @nashysworld6938
    @nashysworld6938 8 місяців тому +1

    you have been through so much. I’m so proud of you for being a great mom and I hope you aren’t too hard on yourself. I mean this all from the heart I’m genuinely amazed by how strong you are. ❤

  • @piehead101
    @piehead101 8 місяців тому +1

    Please drop the link to one of your playlists!! all of the songs you post are soooo good

  • @Someone13861
    @Someone13861 8 місяців тому +3

    First

  • @lfox_777
    @lfox_777 8 місяців тому +2

    Is the @camfambam channel really you ? There is only two shorts

  • @audrinalawrie9516
    @audrinalawrie9516 8 місяців тому +3

    Love u cam ❤

  • @carols7644
    @carols7644 8 місяців тому +1

    You’re awesome! 2024 will be a good year.

  • @cathyoreilly2465
    @cathyoreilly2465 4 місяці тому

    How old are u I have been watching u since I was 4/5 and I am 9 years old

  • @ΕλευθερίαΠαππά-σ9υ
    @ΕλευθερίαΠαππά-σ9υ 7 місяців тому

    I feel really really sorry about your kids,this is not a healthy situation for kids,i hope you feel better

  • @aprilkearby6963
    @aprilkearby6963 8 місяців тому +1

    😢Am so sorry for what your going through Cam

  • @jessicaandfidgetsandmore
    @jessicaandfidgetsandmore 8 місяців тому +2

    I love you cam ❤❤

  • @Aqrina2748
    @Aqrina2748 8 місяців тому +1

    Cam I love you and your videos!!!

  • @inessabranan402
    @inessabranan402 8 місяців тому +2

    Love you cam🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @cherylstuart3917
    @cherylstuart3917 2 місяці тому

    How is Aussie and the girls doing

  • @RachaelNelson-bj3ku
    @RachaelNelson-bj3ku 8 місяців тому +1

    Sad = caused by
    Low vitamins
    D,k, black seed oil make sure too u thyroid level is not on low

  • @OfficalMaryScott
    @OfficalMaryScott 8 місяців тому +1

    I love your videos I’ve been binging your videos here and there everyday I hope you’re doing ok :) can’t wait for more videos

  • @brandeberryb84
    @brandeberryb84 8 місяців тому

    Have you watched financial audit? He’s in your area.. I think you guys should meet. You are both good vibes:)

  • @hassanhayek6067
    @hassanhayek6067 8 місяців тому

    You know I know you feel like you haven’t maybe come such a long ways or be where you wanted too. But I promise I can definitely see the progress you’re making and sometimes just taking a break is completely fine. It’s good that you made this to kinda let your feelings out. I know you were trying different routines that’s good at least you tried. I think realizing there is no shame in just saying I’m not okay that’s completely fine. Depression can definitely drain someone out quickly and make everything that you enjoy into absolutely hell just don’t give up. At least you have your business to take care of still that’s impressive keep it up.

  • @Horselovet87
    @Horselovet87 8 місяців тому

    Cam you're an awesome mom and I love you depression sucks. I had a lot of it after my friend AJ died he was my whole world he was my bestie I would go to him for just about everything so I can understand how you feel about Landon being gone. I'm sending you hogs. love ya cam ❤❤❤❤

  • @bettyxanne
    @bettyxanne 8 місяців тому

    17:41 👏 In the same position where you are where I’m just coming out of a few months long mdd ep and it takes so much strength to get yourself to get out of it on your own and I 👏 you for sticking to it❤

  • @myretailwarrior4283
    @myretailwarrior4283 8 місяців тому

    You got this girl! I am much older than you are but what I can say is that when I was a single mom and my kids were younger, what helped me was to force myself to get out of my own head and help others. Seeing people worse off than you are and the distraction itself changes your whole frame of mind. Try it :)

  • @jodieyoung5389
    @jodieyoung5389 8 місяців тому

    I'm going through a spiral of depression this week and it's been bad. It's hard to explain to those who don't experience. Feeling so numb and empty but wanting to randomly cry.

  • @chrisjohanson9284
    @chrisjohanson9284 8 місяців тому +1

    ❤️🙏✌️🙏❤️🙂

  • @kathykinder3137
    @kathykinder3137 8 місяців тому +2

    Did you do Maddie’s wedding.

  • @justineallen9876
    @justineallen9876 8 місяців тому

    your photography is really good! i wish i had your skills

  • @jandaniluk4465
    @jandaniluk4465 8 місяців тому +5

    Just be careful with drugs and even marijuana

    • @r.j1167
      @r.j1167 8 місяців тому +1

      She doesn’t do drugs

    • @jandaniluk4465
      @jandaniluk4465 8 місяців тому +2

      @@r.j1167 I hope so but I doubt

    • @dearleah7299
      @dearleah7299 8 місяців тому

      @@jandaniluk4465being that you have bullied her so badly, you are the last person she needs to take any advice from.

  • @samanthamitchell269
    @samanthamitchell269 8 місяців тому +2

    Depression absolutely sucks!! Please don't think you're a failure,just bc you're sad sometimes. I've been diagnosed with anxiety and depression since I was 27,and I'm 47. Depression really sucks!!You're a great mother!! Please take care of yourself and your family!!

  • @dandrefrancis9135
    @dandrefrancis9135 8 місяців тому +1

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @KeepingupwithDaina
    @KeepingupwithDaina 8 місяців тому +1

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @bayleewillis3957
    @bayleewillis3957 8 місяців тому +1

    I used to struggle with seasonal depression but it hasn't left in years. I can relate to the struggle so much. Sometimes I just barely function for my kids. I am proud of myself when I am able to get the little things done. Thank you for this! You are real and I love that about you. I'm 33 and I don't have those things figured out lol so at 23 you are definitely not supposed to lol love ya! 💜

  • @starflower1603
    @starflower1603 8 місяців тому +3

    Love you cam!!

  • @blahblahhhhhaaaa7601
    @blahblahhhhhaaaa7601 8 місяців тому +4

    This has to be a lie , You were litget posting on insta everyday , Anything for Views now a days

    • @ChereeDawn
      @ChereeDawn 8 місяців тому +4

      It’s so strange to me how people comment and support her and she NEVER responds to anyone. Look at me I’m sad, then people send their heartfelt support and she doesn’t have time or space for any of that.

    • @dearleah7299
      @dearleah7299 8 місяців тому

      @@ChereeDawnso you post “supportive” comments for attention? Why should she waste her time replying to fake “support”? Now you’ve turned ugly because you didn’t get the attention you were seeking. How gross.

    • @dearleah7299
      @dearleah7299 8 місяців тому

      Not posting on UA-cam, dumb clown. She never said anything about Instagram or other socials. Go project somewhere else.

    • @beethistlewinery6682
      @beethistlewinery6682 8 місяців тому

      every couple of weeks 'poor me, I've been struggling' for views@@ChereeDawn

    • @isthatmywallet6103
      @isthatmywallet6103 7 місяців тому

      @@dearleah7299 calling people dumb clowns, stop projecting lmao

  • @MenaceDuck
    @MenaceDuck 8 місяців тому +5

    Seek Jesus Christ and follow him. Turn away from the life of sin and watch how transformed and happy your life will be. Jesus is the only one that can bring true happiness, fulfillment, and peace. He wants the best life for you. Read the word of God that is the truth. Your anxiety and depression will lessen so much. Use your free will to do good and have a relationship with him, he wants one with you and he loves you. You have been fed so many lies of the enemy. Don't allow yourself to be attacked any longer. Your purpose is found in Jesus Christ.

    • @r.j1167
      @r.j1167 8 місяців тому +2

      Your “god” isn’t the solution to everything

    • @MenaceDuck
      @MenaceDuck 8 місяців тому +2

      @@r.j1167 Jesus Christ is Lord and the one and only God and he is the solution to everything. ❤️ I hope you also realize the truth and feel the ultimate love and peace he brings.

    • @andreacarlile-thompson2511
      @andreacarlile-thompson2511 8 місяців тому

      @@MenaceDuckJesus is God’s son NOT God

    • @MenaceDuck
      @MenaceDuck 8 місяців тому +2

      @@andreacarlile-thompson2511 father, son, and the holy Spirit. The holy trinity. he is the son of God but they are morphed into one. Jesus is perfect and the Savior❤️ That isn't the point though 😊

    • @andreacarlile-thompson2511
      @andreacarlile-thompson2511 8 місяців тому

      @@MenaceDuck not logical, because while Jesus was dying on the torture stake, why did he say, my god, my god why did you forsake me? Who was he praying to, if he is God?🤔

  • @princesssexymamma23
    @princesssexymamma23 8 місяців тому +3

    One of the best pieces of advice i have received is to be gentle with yourself. If all you could do that day was wake up and make a bed, it was you trying. Life is hard and sometimes we need time to recharge and regroup. I am currently in seasonal depression mode as well and it has been so hard but I wake up each day and keep on trying to do at least one thing a day. If thats meditation or doing the dishes then its a step. Its always better once the fog lifts and im so glad your feeling better❤ xox