I know it’s been a year since you made this comment but I hope you’re okay now. And if not, I hope you are receiving the help you need. Eating disorders are hell.
This is my favorite song. I have an eating disorder and when I first heard it (about 5 months ago), I freaked out because I was like "YES! I CAN RELATE!" There's finally a song I can fully relate to. 💜
i hate remembering how i was.. how i felt... this was one of the songs that was with me when i was there.. feeling pain always takes me back there... i can't stand it.... i still have issues and pain from the suffering i endured back then.. wish i had been helped back then.. it was always me who had to pull myself out and after all this time it's tiring.. still alone.
You're not alone. For whatever it's worth, I see you and your struggles. Things are all shit in this world, and that's that. But that's just life, which I'm sure you've heard a thousand times before. But once you learn to accept that no matter what, things can never be perfect, you can start to accept living this life. I promise, there is so much more to life than what you've been going through. You're only alone if you let yourself be that way. Help is hella hard to get in this world and this economy, but there are cheap options available. If you have family or friends, it sure is scary, but reaching out is always worth the risk. You're not alone, and someone out there knows how you feel. I know how you feel. Life is trash sometimes yeah, but it doesn't have to be completely trash. You find living in the little things, and I promise, nothing is worth giving it all up for. If you keep fighting you'll see one day that it was worth it. You're not alone ❤️🩹
I lock the door Turn all the water on And bury the sound So no one hears anything anymore Mirror, lie to me, Tell me you can see Maybe you won't be able To recognize me now I know you can feel All the things you steal And you're taking it And you're taking it Feeling so easy Make me skin and bones I'm always on my knees for you You break like it's even When you're leaving And thin? Where the hell have you been? Well sometimes it burns Maybe I'll wash it out It all looks so big Nevermind, I don't feel anything I only hurt a bit I still feel like shit And I think you won't be abld To recognize me now It's easier to quit It's harder to admit You're pushing me You're fucking pushing me Feeling so easy Make me skin and bones I'm always on my knees for you You break like it's even When you're leaving And thin? Where the hell have you been? 'Cause you always win Anf you always win Yeah Laughing like it works Bleeding like it don't hurt Knock you off your feet Even if you need me Tear you apart And I hate how I need you Feeling so easy Make me skin and bones I'm always on my knees for you Break like it's even When you're leaving It's too fucking easy Make me skin and bones I'm always on my knees for you Break like it's even When you're leaving And thin? Where the hell have you been? You always win And you always win You always win I will burn all this I will burn all this I will burn all this I will burn all this I will burn all this I will burn all this I will burn all this I will burn all this I will burn all this
I keep replaying 0:52 through the next chorus. I've relapsed my disorder at least 3 times over the last 3-4 years. I've spent the last roughly year or so trying to recover, but these last few months have been especially difficult. I miss the control. But I don't miss being miserable. I want to live a normal life. I want to love my body and treat it with love wnd and care. I miss the control but I never want to do that ever again, so I cope by listening to songs like these that are relatable and make me feel less alone and it helps me to remember why I'm fighting so hard against this. I won't let Ana win again. I won't, I can't.
I'm 28 been dealing with bulimia nervosa ( dismophoria and it puts a weigh on me through muscle tone and mood and gives me insecurities to smoke and purge constantly it's a hell i didn't want but i feel the pain ...of everyone whos dealing with it
As a guy who got anorexic because of Bullying, low self estem, suicidal thoughts etc. Life isnt perfect, but my lowest BMI used to be 13.6 , now i average 19.3 And you know what? I feel better about ME. Living still sucks. That is not on you. THATS LIFE 😅
Chiudo la porta Girare tutta l'acqua su E seppellire quel suono Così nessuno sente più nulla Specchi mentire a me, mi dica è possibile vedere Forse non sarà in grado di riconoscere me ora So che si può sentire, tutte le cose che rubano E si sta prendendo, si sta Takin esso Sentirsi così facile Fammi pelle e ossa Sono sempre in ginocchio per voi Si interrompe come se fosse ancora Quando si sta lasciando Sottile, dove diavolo sei stato? Beh a volte brucia Forse mi laverò fuori Tutto sembra così grande Nevermind, non sento niente Faceva male solo un po ' Mi sento ancora una merda E penso che non sarà in grado di riconoscere me ora E 'più facile per uscire Più difficile da ammettere e Mi stai pushin, sei fottuto me pushin! Sentirsi così facile Fammi pelle e ossa Sono sempre in ginocchio per voi Si interrompe come se fosse ancora Quando si sta lasciando Sottile, dove diavolo sei stato? Cause you sempre vincere Hai sempre vincere Ridendo come funziona Sanguinamento come se non fanno male è staccare i piedi Anche se hai bisogno di me Strappare a parte, e io odio come ho bisogno di te Sentendosi troppo facile, mi fanno la pelle e ossa Sono sempre in ginocchio per voi Rompere come il suo, anche Quando la vostra lasciando. Troppo fottutamente facile Fammi pelle e ossa Sono sempre in ginocchio per voi Rompere come se fosse ancora Quando vostra partenza Sottile, dove diavolo sei stato? Perchè tu sempre vince, si vince sempre. Brucerò tutto questo [x9]
The album isn't entirely based around one topic, but there are certain trends. This song isn't about drug use, but Josh Ramsay's struggles with eating disorders. You aren't incorrect with the drug connection in the album though, because some of the songs are based around a heroin addiction Josh had around the time of the album's release.
this hurts my heart to read. you’re worth it. at least try to live your life to the fullest before you consider leaving this world. i know how you feel though ❤️ been there.
This group and this song don't get the recognition they deserve 😭❤️
agreed :(
They're so perfect
They still don’t 😫😫😫
Im a boy and I don't purge, but I have really restrictive anorexia and I relate to this song
I know it’s been a year since you made this comment but I hope you’re okay now. And if not, I hope you are receiving the help you need. Eating disorders are hell.
❤
Love you kid.
I hope you're doing okay 🫂
❤️❤
if i could only listen to one song for the rest of my life, this would be it
a lot can change in two years. but i guess we’re back again
@@lunaevans3562 hope you’re okay pretty 💗
This is my favorite song. I have an eating disorder and when I first heard it (about 5 months ago), I freaked out because I was like "YES! I CAN RELATE!" There's finally a song I can fully relate to. 💜
2 more that might help out are Orange Juice and Mrs Potatohead by Melanie Martinez ❤
@LichenCoveredRock I know it!!! 😁 I’m also an artist who writes a lot about ED. 😊
@@SchizoBunnyPsychoNot sure if you ever heard of ElysianSoul but she makes songs about eating disorders
@@genderalsynarchy2156 Yes! I listen to her a lot. She actually was one of my inspirations to start writing music.
Im friggin 40 and i still cant eat regularly. Thanks for taking the time to sing this.😅
i hate remembering how i was.. how i felt... this was one of the songs that was with me when i was there.. feeling pain always takes me back there... i can't stand it.... i still have issues and pain from the suffering i endured back then.. wish i had been helped back then.. it was always me who had to pull myself out and after all this time it's tiring.. still alone.
You're not alone. For whatever it's worth, I see you and your struggles. Things are all shit in this world, and that's that. But that's just life, which I'm sure you've heard a thousand times before. But once you learn to accept that no matter what, things can never be perfect, you can start to accept living this life. I promise, there is so much more to life than what you've been going through. You're only alone if you let yourself be that way. Help is hella hard to get in this world and this economy, but there are cheap options available. If you have family or friends, it sure is scary, but reaching out is always worth the risk. You're not alone, and someone out there knows how you feel. I know how you feel. Life is trash sometimes yeah, but it doesn't have to be completely trash. You find living in the little things, and I promise, nothing is worth giving it all up for. If you keep fighting you'll see one day that it was worth it. You're not alone ❤️🩹
I lock the door
Turn all the water on
And bury the sound
So no one hears anything anymore
Mirror, lie to me,
Tell me you can see
Maybe you won't be able
To recognize me now
I know you can feel
All the things you steal
And you're taking it
And you're taking it
Feeling so easy
Make me skin and bones
I'm always on my knees for you
You break like it's even
When you're leaving
And thin?
Where the hell have you been?
Well sometimes it burns
Maybe I'll wash it out
It all looks so big
Nevermind, I don't feel anything
I only hurt a bit
I still feel like shit
And I think you won't be abld
To recognize me now
It's easier to quit
It's harder to admit
You're pushing me
You're fucking pushing me
Feeling so easy
Make me skin and bones
I'm always on my knees for you
You break like it's even
When you're leaving
And thin?
Where the hell have you been?
'Cause you always win
Anf you always win
Yeah
Laughing like it works
Bleeding like it don't hurt
Knock you off your feet
Even if you need me
Tear you apart
And I hate how I need you
Feeling so easy
Make me skin and bones
I'm always on my knees for you
Break like it's even
When you're leaving
It's too fucking easy
Make me skin and bones
I'm always on my knees for you
Break like it's even
When you're leaving
And thin?
Where the hell have you been?
You always win
And you always win
You always win
I will burn all this
I will burn all this
I will burn all this
I will burn all this
I will burn all this
I will burn all this
I will burn all this
I will burn all this
I will burn all this
I keep replaying 0:52 through the next chorus. I've relapsed my disorder at least 3 times over the last 3-4 years. I've spent the last roughly year or so trying to recover, but these last few months have been especially difficult. I miss the control. But I don't miss being miserable. I want to live a normal life. I want to love my body and treat it with love wnd and care. I miss the control but I never want to do that ever again, so I cope by listening to songs like these that are relatable and make me feel less alone and it helps me to remember why I'm fighting so hard against this. I won't let Ana win again. I won't, I can't.
I used to cry to this song deep in my anorexia
Im recovered now and I am glad to be out of that hell
I don’t believe we ever truly get out of
this is my favourite song by marianas trench, and i have no idea why
mine too dude,and i have noooo idea why, i mean its amazing yes , touches my body mind and soul i suppose?
I'm 28 been dealing with bulimia nervosa ( dismophoria and it puts a weigh on me through muscle tone and mood and gives me insecurities to smoke and purge constantly it's a hell i didn't want but i feel the pain ...of everyone whos dealing with it
I'm 27.. Same problem. Always the same thing 😢
this song makes me cry sm bc i relate so badly
As a guy who got anorexic because of Bullying, low self estem, suicidal thoughts etc. Life isnt perfect, but my lowest BMI used to be 13.6 , now i average 19.3
And you know what? I feel better about ME. Living still sucks. That is not on you. THATS LIFE 😅
1:56 Hell yeah.
༼ つ ◕‿◕ ༽つHuggies to all the sad ppl
Chiudo la porta
Girare tutta l'acqua su
E seppellire quel suono
Così nessuno sente più nulla
Specchi mentire a me, mi dica è possibile vedere
Forse non sarà in grado di riconoscere me ora
So che si può sentire, tutte le cose che rubano
E si sta prendendo, si sta Takin esso
Sentirsi così facile
Fammi pelle e ossa
Sono sempre in ginocchio per voi
Si interrompe come se fosse ancora
Quando si sta lasciando
Sottile, dove diavolo sei stato?
Beh a volte brucia
Forse mi laverò fuori
Tutto sembra così grande
Nevermind, non sento niente
Faceva male solo un po '
Mi sento ancora una merda
E penso che non sarà in grado di riconoscere me ora
E 'più facile per uscire
Più difficile da ammettere e
Mi stai pushin, sei fottuto me pushin!
Sentirsi così facile
Fammi pelle e ossa
Sono sempre in ginocchio per voi
Si interrompe come se fosse ancora
Quando si sta lasciando
Sottile, dove diavolo sei stato?
Cause you sempre vincere
Hai sempre vincere
Ridendo come funziona
Sanguinamento come se non fanno male
è staccare i piedi
Anche se hai bisogno di me
Strappare a parte, e io odio come ho bisogno di te
Sentendosi troppo facile, mi fanno la pelle e ossa
Sono sempre in ginocchio per voi
Rompere come il suo, anche
Quando la vostra lasciando.
Troppo fottutamente facile
Fammi pelle e ossa
Sono sempre in ginocchio per voi
Rompere come se fosse ancora
Quando vostra partenza
Sottile, dove diavolo sei stato?
Perchè tu sempre vince, si vince sempre.
Brucerò tutto questo [x9]
does this feeling truly ever go away?
Nope
mirror lie to me. tell me you can see. maybe you wont be able to recognize me now...
I'm an alcoholic and at my peak I lost 130 lbs in a summer.
2022
Real
I'm now convinced that this whole album is about drug abuse. (I still love it very very much and it is still my favorite)
its not? this song is about his battle with Bulimia, and i havent heard much evidance from most of the other songs lol
The album isn't entirely based around one topic, but there are certain trends. This song isn't about drug use, but Josh Ramsay's struggles with eating disorders.
You aren't incorrect with the drug connection in the album though, because some of the songs are based around a heroin addiction Josh had around the time of the album's release.
I’m Thinking getting better isn’t real for me, I don’t really have the drive for anything we need less people on earth any way
this hurts my heart to read. you’re worth it. at least try to live your life to the fullest before you consider leaving this world. i know how you feel though ❤️ been there.
Hope you're doing better
love and light ,you`re beautiful my bestieeee
Hey how r u now?
Maybe this has become a problem
Ah yes, the moment you realise you're too deep in and can't just stop any time you want 😬 (I'm there too)
Karma for the drug dealers that murder my king Koda at only 4 years old Kin Hopkins "vet' no more