Aaryan Shah - Dissociation [Official Audio]

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  • Опубліковано 1 січ 2020
  • #aaryanshah #dissociation #thearrival
    'Dissociation' by Aaryan Shah out now.
    Stream: aaryanshah.intgrl.co/
    Written & Produced by: Aaryan Shah
    Contributions: Jamiah Lindsey
    Additional Production: DonJ
    Mixed & Mastered by: Brandon Behymer
    Follow Aaryan:
    Instagram: aaryanshahmusic
    Twitter: aaryanshahmusic
    Website: aaryanshahmusic.com
    Facebook: aaryanshahmusic
    --
    Lyrics:
    [Verse 1]
    I’m drifting
    There’s nothing here but distance
    There’s no one here to listen
    Perfect vision
    It’s hard to trust in my position
    I can’t forget what’s been forgiven
    [Pre-Hook]
    Cause I just need an escape
    I pray I find my way
    Before I suffocate
    [Hook]
    I’ve been lost for some time
    And I just can’t get out my mind
    I feel like I’ve been trapped inside
    I know I’ll never make it home
    My demons won’t leave me alone
    But I have to live this life I chose
    [Verse 2]
    Disconnected
    And no one ever gets the message
    It’s hard to see from my perspective
    Emotionally imperceptive
    Cause in the end, these drugs are all I’m left with
    The end is something I’ve accepted
    [Pre-Hook]
    Cause I just need an escape
    I pray I find my way
    Before I suffocate
    [Hook]
    I’ve been lost for some time
    And I just can’t get out my mind
    I feel like I’ve been trapped inside
    I know I’ll never make it home
    My demons won’t leave me alone
    But I have to live this life I chose
    [Outro]
    Won’t, they won’t
    They won’t leave me alone, alone
    No, no
    Leave me alone
    No one here
    Drifting, there’s nothing here but distance

КОМЕНТАРІ • 147

  • @cuhweensojuicy7886
    @cuhweensojuicy7886 4 роки тому +219

    This is really deep, it makes me think about the day my mom passed away.... I was so lost, I thought I was going to loose my mind... The pain runs deep

    • @Aaryanshahmusic
      @Aaryanshahmusic  4 роки тому +69

      Cuhween Sojuicy this seriously breaks my heart. much love to you 🖤

    • @cuhweensojuicy7886
      @cuhweensojuicy7886 4 роки тому +19

      @@Aaryanshahmusic it's crazy before I heard your song, I felt like I was halfway healed...but then I hear this ... And it all resurfaced and it felt like the first day it happened. Your words in this song...blows my fuckin mind... How I felt every word!! #MUCHLOVETOYOU!!! #YOURAMAZING!!! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!! 💜

    • @DrDan-vd7gb
      @DrDan-vd7gb 4 роки тому +9

      Sorry to hear that. God Bless

    • @mozhdah5665
      @mozhdah5665 4 роки тому +5

      me too. me fkin too. there isnt a day i dont think about her. Im still lost but theres hope. I hope you're okay

    • @cuhweensojuicy7886
      @cuhweensojuicy7886 4 роки тому +4

      @@DrDan-vd7gb thank you 😣 those words mean more to me then you know!!! #thankyou4yourkindness

  • @nfsnfs97
    @nfsnfs97 4 роки тому +152

    Music hits different when you've felt all this

    • @cuhweensojuicy7886
      @cuhweensojuicy7886 4 роки тому +1

      Yesssssssss 😩

    • @youta8478
      @youta8478 4 роки тому +2

      That's exactly what I've been telling to my self

    • @youta8478
      @youta8478 4 роки тому

      That's exactly what I've been telling to my self

    • @itsmeflock491
      @itsmeflock491 4 роки тому

      On god it do

  • @raishrieshivantie3256
    @raishrieshivantie3256 4 роки тому +93

    His music is just heaven on earth

  • @gracedominguez817
    @gracedominguez817 4 роки тому +52

    My dad died 3 months ago and we were soooooo close I have been buried in grief and isolating ever since. This song makes me feel like I’m not alone😭💜🙏 Thank you!

    • @carolynrogers8715
      @carolynrogers8715 4 роки тому +4

      grace Dominguez, you're not. My dad died 6 yrs ago, we were close to, and I still miss him. It's ok to feel that way. Just give it time 😢🙏.

    • @mohamedelsamman98
      @mohamedelsamman98 4 роки тому +1

      My mom died and i felt the same feelings . I swear u won't lonely when u r close to ur maker . Only god can fix our souls .and beat way is islam so read about islam please

    • @amer4716
      @amer4716 4 роки тому +1

      @@mohamedelsamman98 my allah grant her jannah, Ameen.

    • @ExcavationYT
      @ExcavationYT 4 роки тому +1

      rest in peace to ur mother.

    • @imnotkidding6768
      @imnotkidding6768 4 роки тому

      So sorry for your pain.

  • @joyciee111
    @joyciee111 4 роки тому +35

    Holy shit this song hits hard 😔😍

  • @dhvniadlakha
    @dhvniadlakha 4 роки тому +37

    This song makes me cry.😞

  • @naomihinderliter6966
    @naomihinderliter6966 4 роки тому +39

    I heard this the exact moment I needed to, and to see it was just released? fuck, that's no coincidence..
    this resonates with so much pain, and to feel this song..
    I don't have the words to explain how amazing it truly is.

  • @vaglover847
    @vaglover847 4 роки тому +26

    The lyrics hit me hard

  • @angelangelov784
    @angelangelov784 4 роки тому +11

    Hans Zimmer+Aaryan Shah..Masterpiece!

  • @mrcult5597
    @mrcult5597 4 роки тому +14

    Finally, I found you.
    My heart is your word.

  • @reijnianastarkov4108
    @reijnianastarkov4108 4 роки тому +29

    I randomly clicked on this video because I was looking for some new music. When this played and the lyrics hit... It was so riveting. I struggle with Manic Depressive Disorder (Bipolar Disorder) and it's been a long struggle. It's been an uphill battle. I was diagnosed when I was 10 and since then, my friends have left me. I grew up in a small town and once I told them I needed their help with some of the things I was dealing with, they left me. During middle school and high school, I experienced some of the worst things one can experience in those years of my life. I've gone to the hospital multiple times, but each time I leave, I feel no better than I was when I entered. I feel so lonely, but I spend my time online, connecting with people and enjoying video games. It's songs like these that help heal the wounds I bear from my past. The raw emotion in the lyrics opens them and the accompanying melodies heal them. It's amazing. Sometimes, listening to sad music helps.
    Please keep making this music. Even though it sometimes doesn't seem like you're reaching a massive audience, it makes it all the more worthwhile for people like me; people who have been so unlucky and destroyed by life. Keep working on what you're making, Aaryan Shah. The fact that you have this platform to send your message is stellar.
    Thank you for your work.

    • @thatsamonsterofcapitalism7260
      @thatsamonsterofcapitalism7260 3 роки тому +2

      Thank you for sharing your story. I might not know how you feel. But I just wanna tell you, it's gonna be okay. One day, no matter how far it is, you're gonna make it out of that dark place. You're gonna win that struggle you've had all this time. I know that you will!

  • @nelliehyder8303
    @nelliehyder8303 2 роки тому +4

    This singer is a deep thinker. His songs are deep.

  • @MegaAwesomeguys
    @MegaAwesomeguys 4 роки тому +29

    holy shittttttt 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
    already found my first track of 2020 that I'll repeat to death

  • @yungbrockey3890
    @yungbrockey3890 4 роки тому +54

    This is not from this world🤯

  • @victoriat2214
    @victoriat2214 4 роки тому +11

    So incredibly raw.

  • @IGF-en7gn
    @IGF-en7gn 4 роки тому +7

    I've had this song on repeat for the past four days. I love it ❤️

  • @sherylhokianga3
    @sherylhokianga3 4 роки тому +7

    DEEP!! Is All I Will Say!..Or It Could End Up An Essay Of My Life!

  • @DeepakSharma-jj7di
    @DeepakSharma-jj7di 3 роки тому +2

    1st Jan 2021 anyone?
    Voting for the most beautiful deepest music out there

  • @youta8478
    @youta8478 4 роки тому +8

    I can feel it, it's deep .. but it actually hurts .. especially when he says the end is something I've accepted it's like when you don't really have no choice. And you're forced to do something you don't actually want to do

  • @theflash691
    @theflash691 4 роки тому +12

    My day just got 10x better when I heard the album 🔥🖤

  • @noraseoudy3093
    @noraseoudy3093 4 роки тому +7

    PERFECT VOICE, FEELINGS, MUSIC, LYRICS

  • @breannapalmer-bowers1610
    @breannapalmer-bowers1610 4 роки тому +8

    Wanted to comment something so bad.. but i don't have the words. This song HITSSSS. 🖤😶🤘😫

  • @cuhweensojuicy7886
    @cuhweensojuicy7886 2 роки тому +2

    4 years ago today, and I'm still lost without you. I miss you deeply everyday!!! I cook your favorite foods as if, your the one cooking them!! #InRememBranceOfYOU!!! #ILOVEYOUMOM #ILOVEYOUDAD!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @aliyalee9645
    @aliyalee9645 3 роки тому +4

    This guy singing with whole of his heart, thats rare to be found these days. He successfully brought me to another level💕🔥

  • @carolynrogers8715
    @carolynrogers8715 4 роки тому +9

    "And I just can't get out my mind..."

  • @jessicagomez6731
    @jessicagomez6731 4 роки тому +7

    I love his voice 💜

  • @elzanyia
    @elzanyia 4 роки тому +1

    Thank you so much for this song. I really needed this ❤️

  • @alexis.t7991
    @alexis.t7991 4 роки тому +8

    Love this song 💗💗

  • @leorogstad6930
    @leorogstad6930 4 роки тому +1

    This Song Is Like A Tidal Wave Of Sadness....Is Making Me Tear Up....My Mom Passed Away From Endometrial Cancer And It Was Difficult Seeing Her Fade Away In Hospice...I've Never Gotten Over IT...I Miss U So Much Mom

  • @k2deltashelter735
    @k2deltashelter735 4 роки тому

    music hitting all the feels. mad love for this track

  • @SaraRTyui
    @SaraRTyui 3 роки тому +1

    I really appreciate your songs , thank you so much ❤

  • @CluFu
    @CluFu 3 роки тому

    Listening to this made me think of all the memories I had with my dad before he passed back in 2017 thank you for your amazing voice

  • @papeyaalam9132
    @papeyaalam9132 4 роки тому +4

    This song became drugs to me, just can't spend one day without listening it, and the meaning is also very deep 😔😔

  • @elizabethandlouislaceyandr1431
    @elizabethandlouislaceyandr1431 2 роки тому

    This is how I feel. Love this thank you. ♥️

  • @Shimainuu
    @Shimainuu 4 роки тому

    Beautiful, feelings emotions i didn't know where hidden deep inside me

  • @helenah.phanna2792
    @helenah.phanna2792 4 роки тому

    I needed this tonight...completely transported me to another world. Music cannot get any better than this. Mesmerizing, you can feel it flowing through your veins...wooooooooohhhhh

  • @MariusBCristianmax
    @MariusBCristianmax 3 роки тому

    I found the peace of my heart 💜
    God bless all listening this masterpiece 🤗

  • @kosmos1902
    @kosmos1902 4 роки тому +1

    thank you for such a vibe. i recently found your music and i have been heavily inspired. keep it up

  • @ZiAD-io3yk
    @ZiAD-io3yk 3 роки тому

    Every song man make me feel good+sad feelings, you're good, so talented 💜💙

  • @moiponesharon4843
    @moiponesharon4843 4 роки тому +2

    ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️here’s some love all the way from 🇿🇦

  • @MikachuAi
    @MikachuAi 4 роки тому

    this is so beautiful and unique - i really like the slow reverb version

  • @toqa7489
    @toqa7489 3 роки тому

    On laptop on phone on tablet and everywhere I can't stop listening to it really because the lyrics just hit my heart really hard im glad I found you ❤🔥

  • @springday3363
    @springday3363 4 роки тому +7

    Omg i love your voice

  • @mohammedrizwan9242
    @mohammedrizwan9242 3 роки тому

    For the first time instagram has recommended something this beautiful...so soothing❣...keep them more coming at....💯aaryan shah

  • @user-ei1fx1db8u
    @user-ei1fx1db8u 3 роки тому

    Thanks bro for this beautiful song it’s one of my favorite songs ever 😢🥺🥺❤️😇

  • @Khalidbmt
    @Khalidbmt 2 роки тому

    Can't stop listening..🌊🌊

  • @daljitkaur120
    @daljitkaur120 3 роки тому +1

    never related so much to a song. This remids me of my bestfriend who died in front of my eyes and I couldn't do anything.
    Everyday my pain and guilt are eating me alive, i just need an escpae from all this shit
    I am so glad that i found, u are my only way to feel a litle better

  • @mamoonkhan76
    @mamoonkhan76 4 роки тому +5

    beautiful

  • @lizrod138
    @lizrod138 4 роки тому +1

    Proof that pain can be Beautiful 💜

  • @nolyflow7169
    @nolyflow7169 4 роки тому +1

    Just broke my repeat button and I don't even have one damn this is... I don't even have any words for it

  • @HZ-fg9sf
    @HZ-fg9sf 4 роки тому +3

    Obsessed with this song 😍 Then I realized it sounded like Hans zimmer's interstellar theme and knew why I was in love haha

  • @umairshafiq9450
    @umairshafiq9450 Рік тому

    Love this song play at repeat hits inside..!

  • @linleycooper470
    @linleycooper470 3 роки тому

    This song saved my life, gave me hope not to give up....even though my life turned to ashes!

  • @alexandradun1953
    @alexandradun1953 4 роки тому +1

    Art at its best

  • @fabriceteubo4591
    @fabriceteubo4591 4 роки тому +4

    That's unreal..

  • @rehanshah7812
    @rehanshah7812 4 роки тому +1

    Always awesome

  • @THUG-nk6mx
    @THUG-nk6mx 4 роки тому +5

    feelings 😍❤❤

  • @looneytunes5808
    @looneytunes5808 4 роки тому

    This beat is a soul place for every lonely soul
    💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
    I wanna a tight hug with writer 🤗 no matter wherever u are i can meet 🤗 really i wants 👈
    Speechless melody n voice 💓💓 can’t stop me listening this beat 💘 i’m just listening n filling my thirstiness 🤗💕💕

  • @nellymaisonet5293
    @nellymaisonet5293 3 роки тому

    To listen at 3:am! So deep and emotional!

  • @azedinegustave9121
    @azedinegustave9121 2 роки тому

    One of my favourite song.......

  • @shuvamkumar869
    @shuvamkumar869 3 роки тому

    Your each and every song is amazing 😍

  • @theAnnacather
    @theAnnacather 3 роки тому +1

    Oooooh sooo beautiful and heart gripping masterpiece this is 🥺♥️ It really shakes me to the core and reaches all my inner feelings I’ve tried to mask for some time now.... It’s a true masterpiece 👏🏻♥️ Much Love to everyone who recognizes and can relate to those tough feelings! Songs like this one brings them up to the surface where they need to be- don’t keep them deep inside and let them eat you up from inside out! Love each other ♥️♥️♥️

  • @elishadawn6899
    @elishadawn6899 2 роки тому

    Absolutely Awesome work! Stay strong.

  • @joecmonteiro
    @joecmonteiro 3 роки тому

    This song is very deep, true fire 🔥

  • @miasolis2065
    @miasolis2065 4 роки тому +1

    This explains my pain i been feeling my whole life😭💔

  • @seiro4914
    @seiro4914 4 роки тому

    Bro you are so talented. Every time if I listen your songs, i have to go in to an another atmosphere with my thoughts und emotions. Bro thats the kind of music which we need...Never give up. Its a question of time to get ur name of the big magizines ! I know it 💪

  • @chandracav
    @chandracav 2 роки тому

    I get weeknd vibes from him

  • @MrChandu76
    @MrChandu76 4 роки тому +7

    very well taken from Interstellar..movie....

  • @soranika
    @soranika 4 роки тому

    I'm in love with your music

  • @Tom_Grg
    @Tom_Grg 3 роки тому

    You are my idol, Much Love ❣🇳🇵🇳🇵

  • @azadehm222
    @azadehm222 4 роки тому +1

    This song is 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💖💖💖💖💖😢

  • @jacksonliam2343
    @jacksonliam2343 4 роки тому +2

    fire

  • @sele011110
    @sele011110 3 роки тому +1

    Sooo I recently discovered you! and I love you lol I listened to Demon Time, and from there I got hooked to your sound! 😍👏👏

  • @Koalabear4eva
    @Koalabear4eva 4 роки тому +1

    You earned a new subscriber 💕 your voice is just ❤🥺❤

  • @rrrkkkooo100
    @rrrkkkooo100 4 роки тому +5

    Keep going bro !!!

  • @dhirajbathwar100
    @dhirajbathwar100 3 роки тому +1

    Bro great yaar ,ur my new fav ,🔥❤️❤️ aryan op🔥😅

  • @matty3225
    @matty3225 4 роки тому +1

    Today I also live in the illusion of the light in the darkness. Wish you real light today!

  • @Arlylife
    @Arlylife 3 роки тому +1

    This makes me thinks so much and it hurts I am really alone my family doesn’t treat me well at all all the words they tell me it hurts and I try really hard to be the best I can be.

  • @sohaibjavaid3234
    @sohaibjavaid3234 4 роки тому +2

    Deep Music and Song

  • @kennyvazquez3045
    @kennyvazquez3045 4 роки тому +2

    🔥🔥🔥

  • @summeralsharif4775
    @summeralsharif4775 4 роки тому

    Love from Saudi Arabia 🇸🇦
    I love your songs really is the best ❤️ you are great

  • @yashvardhansinghsolanki6391
    @yashvardhansinghsolanki6391 4 роки тому +2

    Bhai, you have some serious talent.
    I am positive mainstream is coming for you soon.

  • @lasolangkiofficial1883
    @lasolangkiofficial1883 Рік тому

    Bruh u r amazing 🔥✌️hope one day i'll be like you ♥️

  • @partizani39
    @partizani39 4 роки тому +7

    The new Weeknd. Greetings 🇹🇷

    • @masoniclizard6634
      @masoniclizard6634 4 роки тому

      nah man. Old weeknd but better

    • @timox707
      @timox707 4 роки тому +1

      @@masoniclizard6634 The disrespect .....

    • @illy1581
      @illy1581 4 роки тому +1

      Lo-Fi Vibes delusional

  • @harshanandworld
    @harshanandworld Рік тому

    I don't think that you will read this but you should know. You are an inspiration for me. I am making music and still learning day by day. I wish you never stop making music and singing. NUMBERS/VIEWS DON'T MATTER, YOU ARE HIGHLY RATED IN MY HEART.

  • @cuhweensojuicy7886
    @cuhweensojuicy7886 3 роки тому +1

    I see you drifting and the more i look the more distance there is between us!!! #BabyUrDriftin😩😩😩 i cant reach you...now i cant see you...or feel you!!!!

  • @naveed.x0044
    @naveed.x0044 4 роки тому

    Such a unique work Bro💯❤❤

  • @Noveryone
    @Noveryone 4 роки тому +4

    I don’t know how to feel about your music because I love the fact that your lyrics speak the truth of this world we live in but I am too afraid of seeing all the darkness of it.🤷‍♀️

    • @BlackKyubi1
      @BlackKyubi1 2 роки тому

      its okay. Not all people are embraced by the darkness and you shouldnt seek for it either. Its for those who didnt have a choice.

  • @curtisscarpacchi9203
    @curtisscarpacchi9203 2 роки тому

    These Are my Words

  • @WhyIsThisNecessary
    @WhyIsThisNecessary 3 роки тому +1

    He should really do a collab with swae lee, those melodies would be out of this world

  • @youta8478
    @youta8478 2 роки тому

    I can’t forget what’s been forgiven. That’s when it hurts the most 💔

  • @thechampishere32
    @thechampishere32 4 роки тому +4

    Hi Aaryan love from 🇮🇳

  • @rehab_nm
    @rehab_nm 4 роки тому

    This reminds me of the three days in this year and 2019 when 3 of my grandparents died each after every 2-3 months

  • @keralake9341
    @keralake9341 3 роки тому

    Where is hope gone
    Where is the way

  • @Bigboss16392
    @Bigboss16392 Рік тому

    Huzur verici

  • @jaypvisuals7319
    @jaypvisuals7319 4 роки тому +2

    🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

  • @user-ql7pe2uz7b
    @user-ql7pe2uz7b 9 місяців тому

    Я ваш фанат 😍 Я хочу спепь эту песню с вами на концерте

  • @kobepower
    @kobepower 4 роки тому

    i had friend we where close but after 5 years we had to go our separate ways not a day goes by i dont think of her. but i never been the same.

  • @dea1765
    @dea1765 4 роки тому +4

    Passt auf euch auf

  • @taevnc4221
    @taevnc4221 3 роки тому

    Why do I hear the instrumental background of meteor garden 2018 at the intro of this song