Since i lost you I seem to have lost trust Looking in the mirror and all i see on my face is disgust Still dreaming of the feeling of when it was me and you theres still a part of me that wishes you woulda saw this through But in the end i resent how you left me feeling so blue Telling me i aint best for you Guess i was just a test for you Always looking for other dudes It wasn’t my fault i lost trust in you See the hardest part of this is how many times i trusted you Wanted love and you discussed it too but you used me while Searching for something better so you could just up and move In the end i was just a substitute Fuck i had so much love for you Always scared of another guy coming through fake promises that would never turn true Invest my time in taking care of you Hoping to have a future this really wasn’t fair of you You always had a dream to be the best But you were too depressed You want success but cant help yourself at its best You had a girl and she left you for nothing Your head is messed trapped in a dungeon No control now your losing functions Losing functions No control Head to the bed but the bed is broken Roll to the side and your awoken So your up all night tokin’ Just copin’ hopin’ that life might hand you a potion to relieve this pain in you thats floating Left your heart closed and your mind open Was on a straight path but now your roads sloping Her in your heads provoking these emotions so much noise so much commotion too many thoughts your sanity’s eroding Feel like your gonna be fine but at the same time feel like your exploding And like an explosion you left me here My whole life blew up when you disappeared Im so broken at the fact this dude interfered Loyalty and devotion is non existent i see it clear Its no wonder i wont leave my house to struck with fear Lost from all the things you used to whisper in my ear So im stuck demons near Wishing you were here wishing that the thought of you would diminish Wishing that this pain would already be done and finished Wishing my brain had never fallen witness now ill never forget i think of it all and start to fidget You never cared about burning bridges All those guys and those random digits Tried to ask you to change but you blamed me of talking to other bitches Half the girls ive ever met had me good then took my heart and ripped it I was devoted to loving you but you couldn’t help your itches with a new guy now and i just cant believe that you did this No bruises cuts or stitches but i cant trust a single soul i sit with Think id be calm when i smoking on the spliff Always writing music hoping to kill a riff with this gift i might make it rich But you never saw my vision Always called my lyrics a joke and dissed me for the way that im living Walked away and expected me to be forgiving But in my head you walking out that door is the only memory im reliving Dont you see im free within Too many people locked in the times ticking i see a path and im taking it the names slakkrythm And i aint gonna stop until yall feel the heat I promise one day ill take you out your seats and if not then ill fail and you can all watch me bleed With-ought music id he cold dying in the streets The only thing that helps the issues that got me beat and makes me realize you aint worth the pain i see And when the clouds move and the sun shines ill always remember the rain but now im set free And i know know you were never a part of my destiny
After "MISERY" Heard a familiar voice amongst the echoes of my broken mind Push in a particular choice to cut blood vessels or live out my life Poeta Mori. Ego Somnium. Ego Montoya Whats this little girl doing in a swing all by herself With no nose. No eyes. No ears. No mouth. Imma gonna be honest. It's kinda freaking me out.
Fr question can I use this my song isn’t gonna get big or anything but this was on my recommended and I read the lyrics along with it and it sounded perfect
i’ve been waiting for a long time but i got no fucking hope and i’ve been lost for a long time and i don’t know where to go i need to get the money i needa put on a show and i’ve been lonely for to long and now i needa a fuckin hoe but not a hoe a girl to keep me moving straighty a girl on my side someone i can call baby i need her all the time and i know that shit sound crazy but no one knows the desicions that i’ve been making lately and it sucks it really does, i’m not gonna complain but i need that one girl, just someone that will stay just through life this thing called life it’s just a motha fuckin game you ride the way, the way to the pay and then you die it’s lame it’s all the same you work ur ass off and it goes to waiste tell me i’m wrong, i really promise you i fuckin aint you gotta think about it, think about it in your brain girl i need you to stay, i swear not many people stay that shit is wack i hate it life is life that’s how it is that shit is wack overrated fight the fight until the end that shit is wack i can’t take it sight the sight and don’t pretend and i know, i know you don’t understand nobody knows how i think and my thought are crazy man they really are, they are confusing and it makes me feel insane this shits an equation with no solution don’t forget the substitution that girl is the substitution the solution is my future take route and feel the fusion fusion is a combination it could be a sensation it depend on what you mix you can’t go by your temptation i really need you when your far i really need you when your near when your not here, or when you here and when your here don’t disappear yea that’s a fear, it can’t be cured the pain is pure, it last for years don’t want you to think i’m emo don’t want you to think i’m dark i just see the truth and i see it really far i can see it through the ground and i can see it through the stars to many people depend on me and the pains real sharp the pain caused by failure “seth that’s just what you are” yes that is right. I’m a failure i had talents that i’ve lost yes that’s right. i’m like a trailor, i can’t put up with the cost yes that’s right. i can’t fail her. there’s to many girls i’ve tossed It fucked up how the world works but ima boss like rick ross run up on me and get tossed catch a loss
I'm scared of losing people Are they scared of losing me though Im tired of being tired And im tired of people using me She say that she love me I don't really believe her I dont need love i don't need need no hugs Everytime i close my eyes i think about us and what we was True say i have to move on I stop checking for monsters under my bed cah i realised they where in my head Suicide crosses my mind but i realised im already dead inside Sleepless nights i gotta thank me for being there for me Dont care for me I wont care for u I aint selfish when i did care for people it left me broken My closest sister left now everyday i gotta watch my mums smile fade away Me and my dad dont talk like dat Single Mum raised me for all them years What makes u think imma live with my dad He made my mum cry all them tears Now everytime i look back My demons make me bad The only time i expect flowers is when im dead U heard what i said Fuckeries My closest freind changed so much over the years hes into robberies Hes still my bro though And some people u lose are more of a lesson then a loss If u stayed with them they coulda been the reason u where trapped in a loft
I don't wanna be another let down.. As I walk Thru the door faces staring at me now. Snskes Trynna get with all my mates, I just stay to much food Upon my plate. All I wanna do is die, I don't wanna be alive. I just wanna look up in your eyes, n tell you that it's fine. It's a test, With death I can't sleep No rest. Thoughts of smiling in A grave. Burried down 10 feet in a maze. With a blade, desintagrating with my mates. I drop Tracks to cope, I write notes and tie ropes. And fly high with Low hopes . I runaway to find a place to Write Raps and Climb My Mind Away to the grave . I try to Run but I cant hide the fact That I'm lost. Gun to my mind, And a mouth full of Rhymes , I just wanna save life's. I don't wanna look down at blade like knifes. Heart beat Like a Train, I just wanna shine like a dime. I don't wanna waste no time.
wake up , get outta bed 3 ciggarettes , straight to head addiction is my death , money that i spent, tar built up in my chest , i smoke more now im depressed , i cant see the good in who i am , do i really deserve this breath? it is a battle everyday , what can i say , im followed by a cloud full of rain, im swallowed by a beast called pain, lay some led in my head and ill paint, a suicide letter hoping for change, just know your made for something great , all of this hate, has made, me feel like a waste one breath one take, one step, dont break, rope around my neck , no more pain
قالو لي اتكلم عن الغدره والخيانه الواحد بقى يقلب في احزانه داير يسمع كلمه واتسيه عايز ينسى الغدره الحصلت فيه القلوب شايله والخوه لك عليها الناس بقت تبيعك ولا عليها تدي الأمان تعتبره خوه.اخوك وخلك وانت مدي ضهرك تلقى عفص على ضلك وانتبه من البيبيعك لو جاع دي صحبه مشتري وبياع النفاق انك تضحك لي وتقولي اضحي عشانك ولما تحصل بينا مشكله تشتبك وما تمسك لسانك ما عاجز اني ارد ليك بس ماداير ابكيها عشانك على الله خليها نحنا ماشين بالنيه
aveces me preguntó Por que nací en esta vida Preguntándole a dios Por qué me elijio Para que disfrutara de esta vida Y no digo q la tierra sea una Porqueria Si no me refiero a las personas que la rodean Vivimos en sociedad En la cual las personas Se an vuelto muy frías Ya no hay amor mutuo Ahora las personas utilizan granadas y pistolas La única forma De poder solucionar los problemas Admito que he sufrido mucho en esta vida Mucho me pisotearon Y se burlaron en la propia cara mia Cuando será el momento mío de poder ser yo en esta vida Blind blan Blind blind Me quiero morirr Quiero dormir Dime qué hago si es la única manera Por la cual dejo de sentir... Dolor hacia mi... Por mi... Por ti .. Ahora que hago aquí Tomando pastillas hasta quedar paralizado y poderme morirr Quiero dejar de sufrir Está puta ansiedad no me deja vivir
If you feel sad and reminiscing....its MISERY ❤️ 💔
This is so beautiful , too much feeling .... wow ... respect from France
Bomjour
This Beat, or Instrumental was Deeply Heavy... It made me reflect on a lot of things Bro💨⛈️
This sound reminded me of all the friends i had and how they left me even tho they promised
Fuck promises. They mean nothing when life is a factor
2024 here .......I know ....
This hurts ...2024
I rarely hear an instrumental and begin listening to others by the same artist. ❤
the instrumental sounds to me, as to make a reminder to all those fake friends
friend, you're not alone...
such as we saves our common brother Misery...)
I prefer being alone than having fake friends...
Yeah😫😔
First like...vibes...vibing
Since i lost you
I seem to have lost trust
Looking in the mirror and all i see on my face is disgust
Still dreaming of the feeling of when it was me and you theres still a part of me that wishes you woulda saw this through
But in the end i resent how you left me feeling so blue
Telling me i aint best for you
Guess i was just a test for you
Always looking for other dudes
It wasn’t my fault i lost trust in you
See the hardest part of this is how many times i trusted you
Wanted love and you discussed it too but you used me while
Searching for something better so you could just up and move
In the end i was just a substitute
Fuck i had so much love for you
Always scared of another guy coming through fake promises that would never turn true
Invest my time in taking care of you
Hoping to have a future this really wasn’t fair of you
You always had a dream to be the best
But you were too depressed
You want success but cant help yourself at its best
You had a girl and she left you for nothing
Your head is messed trapped in a dungeon
No control now your losing functions
Losing functions
No control
Head to the bed but the bed is broken
Roll to the side and your awoken
So your up all night tokin’
Just copin’ hopin’ that life might hand you a potion to relieve this pain in you thats floating
Left your heart closed and your mind open
Was on a straight path but now your roads sloping
Her in your heads provoking these emotions so much noise so much commotion too many thoughts your sanity’s eroding
Feel like your gonna be fine but at the same time feel like your exploding
And like an explosion you left me here
My whole life blew up when you disappeared
Im so broken at the fact this dude interfered
Loyalty and devotion is non existent i see it clear
Its no wonder i wont leave my house to struck with fear
Lost from all the things you used to whisper in my ear
So im stuck demons near Wishing you were here
wishing that the thought of you would diminish
Wishing that this pain would already be done and finished
Wishing my brain had never fallen witness now ill never forget i think of it all and start to fidget
You never cared about burning bridges
All those guys and those random digits
Tried to ask you to change but you blamed me of talking to other bitches
Half the girls ive ever met had me good then took my heart and ripped it
I was devoted to loving you but you couldn’t help your itches with a new guy now and i just cant believe that you did this
No bruises cuts or stitches but i cant trust a single soul i sit with
Think id be calm when i smoking on the spliff
Always writing music hoping to kill a riff with this gift i might make it rich
But you never saw my vision
Always called my lyrics a joke and dissed me for the way that im living
Walked away and expected me to be forgiving
But in my head you walking out that door is the only memory im reliving
Dont you see im free within
Too many people locked in the times ticking i see a path and im taking it the names slakkrythm
And i aint gonna stop until yall feel the heat
I promise one day ill take you out your seats and if not then ill fail and you can all watch me bleed
With-ought music id he cold dying in the streets
The only thing that helps the issues that got me beat and makes me realize you aint worth the pain i see
And when the clouds move and the sun shines ill always remember the rain but now im set free
And i know know you were never a part of my destiny
dude this was amazing
Can’t wait for the song bruh
BEAT NAME: LONELY
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MISERY are u gonna put this on SoundCloud?
this is 🔥💯
I'm Tired 💔💔💔😢
Production is out of this planet 🌠 god damn👏
Oh. It's so cute and very sad. This beat is takeing me to my memories.
I love your beats ❤️
Eu penso mil vezes !
Mesmo pensamentos mil vezes !
Só quero um momento contigo baby
I love you Misery ❤😞😞
So sad
amazing dude
no family/no friends/so alone
dope
😂
never fails .
Vibes 🌊🌊🙏🏽
this is the best one!
Love it!
Beautiful
love this
🖤
Im done, goodbye.
bro...
hopefully youre still here
So long let's meet on the other side
Live ❤
This definitely is me it reminds me of fake friends instantly
Utterly beautiful
Dope Vibe
💜
Dope shit man 🔥🔥🔥
So fye
Second ✊🏼
💔
After "MISERY"
Heard a familiar voice amongst the echoes of my broken mind
Push in a particular choice to cut blood vessels or live out my life
Poeta Mori. Ego Somnium.
Ego Montoya
Whats this little girl doing in a swing all by herself
With no nose. No eyes. No ears. No mouth.
Imma gonna be honest. It's kinda freaking me out.
Now am going down this lonely road
An am rolling up my bag of smoke
When the zany keep me up I choke
amazing
Nice snares
Very well my sir
Im so lonely no one know this storm inside me
I know this is 4 years later but if you still check your UA-cam account I just wanted to give some love man don’t give up 🚶♀️✌️
It's so terrible that I won't love again. That I wasn't good enough. Sorry, I had to write this.
Fr question can I use this my song isn’t gonna get big or anything but this was on my recommended and I read the lyrics along with it and it sounded perfect
Reminds me of how much of a soulless piece of shit i am, with out a single regard as to how my actions make other feel💔🤮🔥💀😞😤
i’ve been waiting for a long time but i got no fucking hope
and i’ve been lost for a long time and i don’t know where to go
i need to get the money i needa put on a show
and i’ve been lonely for to long and now i needa a fuckin hoe but not a hoe
a girl to keep me moving straighty
a girl on my side someone i can call baby
i need her all the time and i know that shit sound crazy
but no one knows the desicions that i’ve been making lately
and it sucks
it really does, i’m not gonna complain
but i need that one girl, just someone that will stay
just through life this thing called life it’s just a motha fuckin game
you ride the way, the way to the pay and then you die it’s lame
it’s all the same
you work ur ass off and it goes to waiste
tell me i’m wrong, i really promise you i fuckin aint
you gotta think about it, think about it in your brain
girl i need you to stay, i swear not many people stay
that shit is wack
i hate it life is life that’s how it is
that shit is wack
overrated fight the fight until the end
that shit is wack
i can’t take it sight the sight and don’t pretend
and i know, i know you don’t understand
nobody knows how i think and my thought are crazy man
they really are, they are confusing and it makes me feel insane
this shits an equation with no solution
don’t forget the substitution
that girl is the substitution
the solution is my future
take route and feel the fusion
fusion is a combination
it could be a sensation
it depend on what you mix
you can’t go by your temptation
i really need you when your far
i really need you when your near
when your not here, or when you here
and when your here don’t disappear
yea that’s a fear, it can’t be cured
the pain is pure, it last for years
don’t want you to think i’m emo
don’t want you to think i’m dark
i just see the truth and i see it really far
i can see it through the ground and i can see it through the stars
to many people depend on me and the pains real sharp
the pain caused by failure “seth that’s just what you are”
yes that is right. I’m a failure i had talents that i’ve lost
yes that’s right. i’m like a trailor, i can’t put up with the cost
yes that’s right. i can’t fail her. there’s to many girls i’ve tossed
It fucked up how the world works
but ima boss like rick ross
run up on me and get tossed catch a loss
I'm scared of losing people
Are they scared of losing me though
Im tired of being tired And im tired of people using me
She say that she love me I don't really believe her
I dont need love i don't need need no hugs
Everytime i close my eyes i think about us and what we was
True say i have to move on
I stop checking for monsters under my bed cah i realised they where in my head
Suicide crosses my mind but i realised im already dead inside
Sleepless nights i gotta thank me for being there for me
Dont care for me
I wont care for u
I aint selfish when i did care for people it left me broken
My closest sister left now everyday i gotta watch my mums smile fade away
Me and my dad dont talk like dat
Single Mum raised me for all them years
What makes u think imma live with my dad
He made my mum cry all them tears
Now everytime i look back
My demons make me bad
The only time i expect flowers is when im dead
U heard what i said
Fuckeries
My closest freind changed so much over the years hes into robberies
Hes still my bro though
And some people u lose are more of a lesson then a loss
If u stayed with them they coulda been the reason u where trapped in a loft
🕳🖤D A R K V I B E S🖤🕳
Bro ,can you please check out my music I need your suggestion and supportua-cam.com/video/Z0jfO7jbtho/v-deo.html
I don't wanna be another let down..
As I walk Thru the door faces staring at me now.
Snskes Trynna get with all my mates, I just stay to much food Upon my plate.
All I wanna do is die, I don't wanna be alive.
I just wanna look up in your eyes, n tell you that it's fine.
It's a test, With death I can't sleep No rest.
Thoughts of smiling in A grave.
Burried down 10 feet in a maze.
With a blade, desintagrating with my mates.
I drop Tracks to cope, I write notes and tie ropes.
And fly high with Low hopes .
I runaway to find a place to Write Raps and Climb My Mind Away to the grave .
I try to Run but I cant hide the fact That I'm lost.
Gun to my mind, And a mouth full of Rhymes , I just wanna save life's.
I don't wanna look down at blade like knifes.
Heart beat Like a Train, I just wanna shine like a dime.
I don't wanna waste no time.
I...just...(He doesn`t know what say). This is more than just sound
Just bought the standard license for this last night. How can I get in touch with you about sending my finished track?
I got something nice to this jet wait !!
wake up , get outta bed
3 ciggarettes , straight to head
addiction is my death , money that i spent, tar built up in my chest , i smoke more now im depressed , i cant see the good in who i am , do i really deserve this breath? it is a battle everyday , what can i say , im followed by a cloud full of rain, im swallowed by a beast called pain, lay some led in my head and ill paint, a suicide letter hoping for change, just know your made for something great , all of this hate, has made, me feel like a waste one breath one take, one step, dont break, rope around my neck , no more pain
Lost, in misery
Yahh!
In, my memory
Yahh!
Drowning, in the weed
Yahh!
My eyes always bleed
Yahh!
...
قالو لي اتكلم عن الغدره والخيانه
الواحد بقى يقلب في احزانه
داير يسمع كلمه واتسيه
عايز ينسى الغدره الحصلت فيه
القلوب شايله والخوه لك عليها
الناس بقت تبيعك ولا عليها
تدي الأمان تعتبره خوه.اخوك وخلك
وانت مدي ضهرك تلقى عفص على ضلك
وانتبه من البيبيعك لو جاع
دي صحبه مشتري وبياع
النفاق انك تضحك لي وتقولي اضحي عشانك
ولما تحصل بينا مشكله تشتبك وما تمسك لسانك
ما عاجز اني ارد ليك بس ماداير ابكيها عشانك
على الله خليها نحنا ماشين بالنيه
Why I want to crying? 😰😰😰
♡ Hare una Cancion
x2
Então deixa eu seguir na contra mão pra ver se eu me acho
A vida tipo um caminhão com farol apagado
aveces me preguntó
Por que nací en esta vida
Preguntándole a dios
Por qué me elijio
Para que disfrutara de esta vida
Y no digo q la tierra sea una
Porqueria
Si no me refiero a las personas que la rodean
Vivimos en sociedad
En la cual las personas
Se an vuelto muy frías
Ya no hay amor mutuo
Ahora las personas utilizan granadas y pistolas
La única forma
De poder solucionar los problemas
Admito que he sufrido mucho en esta vida
Mucho me pisotearon
Y se burlaron en la propia cara mia
Cuando será el momento mío de poder ser yo en esta vida
Blind blan
Blind blind
Me quiero morirr
Quiero dormir
Dime qué hago si es la única manera
Por la cual dejo de sentir...
Dolor hacia mi...
Por mi...
Por ti ..
Ahora que hago aquí
Tomando pastillas hasta quedar paralizado y poderme morirr
Quiero dejar de sufrir
Está puta ansiedad no me deja vivir
Can I use this
I feel worthless in life I could be missing for a year and that would be the party
yo who tf 😂
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Sounds more like a peep beat
Morire
Kill
Yo I made a song to this. Message me tho.