Motion Sickness || Phoebe Bridgers Lyrics
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This song is for anyone who is attached or was attached to someone toxic.
i was attached to 3 toxic friends but i finally had enough of their bs so i let them go…i miss them a lot but ik what i did was the right thing..for all of us
@@hiimlexi8989 I'm so proud of you :)
Ya damn right
Or is desperate for any kind of love and affection (sorry it’s just I’m desperate)
No bc my name is also Phoebe and I heavily relate to that-
The person was so toxic that they made me physically ill. I lost several pounds because the thought of them made me throw up. I asked if we could continue on as just friends because I didn't want to be classified as dating and they got very angry and left me. One month later, here we are, I'm back in contact with them and I know it isn't okay but I can't help but stay attached.
THERE ARE NO WORDS IN THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE I COULD SCREAM TO DROWN YOU OUT
What does that mean sorry if it's a dumb question
@Salma Mohammed thank u that's what I thought
My favorite lyric
try spanish
*reminder:*
its fine to miss your abuser.
you dont miss who they really are, you miss who you thought they were.
its fine to hate them and miss them at the same time. just always remember that youre better without them.
-someone who also has emotional motion sickness :D
I was sexually abused and my "friend" who was friends with the person who did it to me knowing how much it hurt me then I was so mad and hurt I yelled at her then her friend got involved and told me I should be over it already since it had been 2 years after it happened,I miss her even though she's hurt me so much.
Thank you for this! It’s hard to come to terms sometimes that I was in an abusive relationship.
This really helped me understand how I feel, a lot. Thank you so much.
Trauma is so complex
Gardeny Vibez that's terrible. i'm really glad you got yourself out of that situation
remember guys; every kid deserves a parent, not every parent deserves a kid.
Hey i really like that
This song is about Ryan Adams, what does parent have to do with this
I hate her now but my inner child misses her and wished we could go back to the way everything was before
i relate so bad
Yeah
I relate so much 😔🖤
Same:/
This made me cry
I hate her for everything she ever did, she put me through hell and yet I still miss her she was the worst and best mum ever
i relate so bad
Same it fucking sucks
I relate and I hope your doing okay
@@Dr4gon_k1tties same goes for you :)
I have a friend, she has the same nickname as you :)
i'm sorry i wasn't enough of a daughter for you to love me dad, i can't seem to hate you even after all you put me through.. i miss you so much
god i feel this could never be the son you wanted
it hurts so bad
off topic but i like ur pfp
i dont know your story but dont hate yourself for someone elses actions. some things are completely uncontrollable no matter how one acts. im sure your an amazing person and have a big heart if you can forgive your dad ❤️ go easy on yourself pls
you dk me but i love you so much and i hope things get better
What hurts me and helps me the most is the fact that so many people relate this song to their parent/parents.
sadly yes
like me
Thank you Spotify for playing this song randomly
i agree thank you spotify cause it played this a few days ago and now i'm obsessed w it
dude ik
I just want my dad to love me.
Felt this one ☝️
same
Me too.
Me too
same it sucks but us rejects have to stick together..
I miss my dad. I miss when he loved me
Edit: me and my dad aren’t perfect but we’re trying to make it better between us. I feel so loved now. Just looking back on how far we’ve come, how different everything is in only the past few years just makes me cry. I’ve changed so much and healed so much. Im clean and sober, im back to normal life but also better than before covid. I can finally forgive and move on. I love my dad and we have these hour long conversations almost each day. We talk about our day, thoughts, school or work, little things that make us happy, and my dad helped me to see those little things that are beautiful each day.
me too bud. I hope things will get better for u
Me too…All he ever does now is pure pressure me…
Cool
i miss being your child mama, i'm sorry you can't see me as your son
I am so sorry she’s not here to see you be the best you you are, you’ll do bigger things one day ❤️ thank you for still belong alive🖤
@@starrzike8882 thank you so much
bro is this. are you trans? 'cause i'm trans too, i didn't know any other trans guys listened to phoebe bridgers!!
@@3bugsinatrenchcoat i’m trans also hiii
I'm Genderfluid so hiii haha 💖
i don’t care what anyone says mental pain will always be worse than physical
yesyesyesyes
agreed
POV u were lucky enough to receive both 🤪🤞
@@madisonkline3327 I felt that on a molecular level 🤠🤚
@@madisonkline3327 exactly what I was gonna say 😙😙
This song is for the kids that raised themselves
THIS
❤️
Idk why but this reminds me of the game Life is Strange
same thooo
she’s actually gonna be in the soundtrack for Life is strange 3
I can totally see it
i get the vibes sm
OMG YES LOVE THE GAMES
sometimes when i think of you
it’s all the bad things.
the tears and the yelling,
the hatred and despair.
the way you looked at me
as if i was nothing,
even as you begged me to stay.
other times, i can only remember the good.
dancing under neon lights,
playing video games until 3am,
hiding under trees in the rain.
watching movies
with your head in my lap,
singing along
to the sound of the radio.
sometimes it’s hard to remember
why i ever hated you.
but it always comes back.
and when it does,
it’s like the initial heartbreak
all over again.
this song is the definition of finally snapping after years of emotional abuse
NO BECAUSE THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL I CAN’T GET OVER MY CHILDHOOD TRAUMA
sadly that's what I was like I don’t like it but it happened to me a couple of years ago
why does my mom belittle me, manipulate, gaslight, and insult me and then say she loves me
felt this. i'm so sorry sweetheart.
who is candice
@@bladisko CAN DEEZ NUTS FIT IN YA MOUF
I love you. I'm so sorry. You don't deserve that.
@@askmewhocandiceis i love the dedication
I miss her so god damn much, I feel sick just thinking about her, she had never done anything bad to me or anyone else, she was so kind, I miss her so much, I was her first and only love, she’ll never be able to be with anyone else, she’s gone now.
my heart goes out to you. i’m so sorry.
Love u
I'm so sorry about that.. was it your mom..?
@@gardenyvibez8690 Chill Oedipus
i just wish my father is still the one I knew back when I was a child
I relate to this so hard
way too close to home :/
THIS
can definitely relate, your not alone man
This song is growing up with parents who are druggies and alchies
I love you. I’ve been there.
We are the strongest that get looked over
@@BuffyDoesASMR we some bad bs
Fr :(
we’re all in it together ❤️
This song is so nostalgic for some reason.
Anyone who's reading this: you're gonna reach the stars, believe in yourself❤
ima reach them when im dead HAHAH LMAO
@@nadi9621 Same lol
Thank you!! I really needed to hear this.... you to !!!!!!! God bless you!
thanks💕i really needed that
Thank you :) Sometimes one just needs to hear something like this...
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
ily
thank you for this
This was the sweetest thing I have ever read...your an amazing person :)
you deserve the whole damn world I love you and thank you for this:,)
I wish I could talk about my parents with a smile the way my friends talk about theirs… I really do. I cry watching Korben talk so happily about his dad and his accomplishments. I wish I could be in the same place as him…
Miss u like a little kid ❤️❤️
hits different when you're not only attached to someone toxic, but madly in love with them
i miss being daddys girl sorry dad but u did this to me
People talk about how this song makes them wish they got their heart broken by a significant other and how this is about boy/girl breakup, but remember that this song can ALSO apply to losing a best friend or having a falling out with a close friend. That shit hurts just as bad - If not worse. :(
I agree. Falling out with my longest childhood friend was worse than any romantic breakup I've ever had.
im pretty sure this song is actually about a parent, but i guess anyone can interpret it however they want /gen
this song sounds familiar but I don't remember where did I heard it before I added it to my playlist
I hate him for how he messed me up and left my life upsidedown but a stupid tiny part of me misses before it went to shit
i barely have any memories from when i was a kid, when my mom was my mom. i know she was a child when she had us, but thats not our fault. she was a good mom. but then she got tired, i think. she neglected me for years. then, she abandoned me. i moved with my dad. things were horrible, we didnt have money, always on the verge of homelessness. she never cared. i used to visit her, and see all the nice things she had, while i was spending nights and days cold and hungry. she knew. she was absolutely aware. still, she kept on spending more and more money on her friends and partners, while i struggled to get my school supplies and food. she got a call from my school a few days ago. they told her she needs to listen to what i say. they told her she needs to take me to the hospital. at first, she told me she would help me as much as she could. then, she got mad. she told me i was crazy. she told me i should stop playing the victim. she told me she had it bad too. she blamed me. and it hurts. it hurts to see my friends having a nice life and a nice mom, while mine both suck. i just wish she didnt leave me. i wish she apologized. i wish i wasnt alone
I hope things will get better for you
@@naddy2400 thank you so much :,)
Hey, if you ever need someone to talk to, my discord is Mercury the planet #6815
@@ghostr1ver it means a lot, thank you c,: ♡
@@abi8372 anytime! We may not know eachother, but I care for you
I miss my mother. She was an alcoholic and now she’s gone, why can’t she just come back? I don’t care about the alcohol anymore I want my mother back
I just lost my dad to alcoholism a few weeks ago. I cut him out of my life over a year ago and I have so much regret. I miss him so much.. you’re not alone ♥️
im so sorry💕
I feel for you
I just want to be loved.
Let me just say u are i don’t know u but u having a mordecai pfp makes me like u already
@@razinbran7393 thank you!
@@lampfan5611 np
you’re and you’ll always be loved stranger
@@tubixwix thanks
I can’t believe all of the things you put my mom and sister through, but I still wish you could’ve been here to watch me grow into the girl I am today.
dont worry girl. he’ll always be proud of you. no matter what shit he did, he’d be proud you’re a better person.
I hate you for what you did. And I miss you like a little kid😔
the memories of him just replay in my head constantly and i can’t sleep
i miss who my mom was.
me too, she was so sweet, I felt like she actually loved me
this song will always remind me of my brothers best friend. TW (suicide) he unfortunately committed yesterday and my brother found out at work from his best friends parents. "i hate you for what you did and i miss you like a little kid" i feel like thats what my brothers going through. it hurts to see him going through pain
this song makes me so happy :(
how it's so depressing
Exactly 🤨@@wissalbakkali2640
@@wissalbakkali2640 its depressing but depressing songs can sometimes make you feel better. its a good one too
Literally made me cry, we’re all so strong and it gets overlooked ❤️
i fell on hard times more than once last year. wherever ever you are, you knew and you turned the other way. there are no words in the english language i can scream to drown you out. and i hate that i miss you like a little kid, and wonder what my life would be like if i still knew you.
edit: 7 year anniversary guys!!
This makes me think of the men that knew I was just a kid.
Im sorry i cant be the daughter youve always wanted me to be. Youve been through so much shit and I know you didnt mean to abuse me like that but it kills me to be with you. I wish we met in another life, where both of us could love each other and be there for each other. I love you mama but I wish you would try to understand me.
im in this comment and i dont like it
I look up to my brother so much, we haven’t had a postivitve or even negative genuine conversation since I was 9 or 10:/
Thanks so much for making this video. Really intrigued and into her music and lyrics right now. She’s one of the best young artists I’ve heard in a long time.
that night was traumatizing
Didn’t ask
“I’ll be glad that I made it out and sorry that it all went down like it did”
I tried so hard to have us end on terms but you are so jaded and afraid that you pushed me away and I felt lost and confused. I snapped on you, told you i hated you and felt terrible.
But you lied to me. You manipulated me. You broke my heart and you weren’t even sorry.
“I hate you for what you did , but miss you like a little kid”
It kind of reminds me of when I was little .
I’m at the point where everyone seems toxic, I can’t tell anymore because of how many people have hurt me, especially the people I love, the toxic people that have left my life, I miss them because of all the fun we had together, but the person that I truly miss is my younger self, I was suck a happy kid that just loved doing my own thing, I’m still kid, I just turned 14 it crazy how I changed from being this happy-go-lucky kid to being a severely depressed, severely anxious 14 year-old with multiple counts of ptsd, I question why I’ve been put through all this bullshit.
Hey; I'm 24 now and was where you are now for a few reasons I won't get into but the point is I'm thankfully still here to let you know that you're just 14 right now, everything seems dramatic or like things that happen to or around you are the end all be alls in life and that nothing will change but it can and will...so will you. Hopefully for the better but you will have to put forth a little effort to make some changes happen as well...when you're down, try and remember something positive or write down what you're feeling and why...hopefully it helps you learn yourself a bit better. God bless!
wherever you are, you’ll see the other side of it. even if you’re alone, broken or a completely different person. you’ll find the place you belong. and it’s okay to change. warm hugs
Thank you for this💜
god my mom gave me PTSD but I still love her and (shes better I think?) but I still designate this to her
I miss her so much, we had a beautiful friendship and now
she's gone.
L
hate my dad with everything i got. he put my family and myself through so much shit. but i still feel my hand in his big one that on time, we went together somewhere. loving him, before everything went to shit
L + ratio + no dad
Lyrics
I hate you for what you did
And I miss you like a little kid
I faked it every time, but that's alright
I can hardly feel anything, I hardly feel anything at all
You gave me fifteen hundred
To see your hypnotherapist
I only went one time, you let it slide
Fell on hard times a year ago, was hoping you would let it go and you did
I have emotional motion sickness
Somebody roll the windows down
There are no words in the English language
I could scream to drown you out
I'm on the outside looking through
You're throwing rocks around your room
And while you're bleeding on your back in the glass
I'll be glad that I made it out and sorry that it all went down like it did
I have emotional motion sickness
Somebody roll the windows down
There are no words in the English language
I could scream to drown you out
And why do you sing with an English accent?
I guess it's too late to change it now
You know I'm never gonna let you have it
But I will try to drown you out
You said when you met me, you were bored
You said when you met me, you were bored
And you, you were in a band when I was born
I have emotional motion sickness
I try to stay clean and live without
And I wanna know what would happen
If I surrender to the sound
Surrender to the sound
Currently listening while I have actually motion sickness in a car with people I hate :')
I see her and I instantly want to hug her. I miss her so much. It's been years, why am I just now missing her? I would flinch if she ever tried to reach for me. I would cry if I felt her hands on me again. But I want her so bad.
I miss you dad but you were never there for me and that is something I’ll never forgive you for.
Hope you're ok.
Best 😂❤️
I hope he knows how much I miss him.
Are you ok?
@@effie3843 Fortunately, yes !! I'm alright. It means a lot to me that you asked, thank you so much for that. :)
Probably the saddest part of it all is we both love each other, and we both miss each other. But he wasn’t taught how to love properly and him being in my life is only gonna hurt.
As an SA victim that is still close the person who did it. I have a complicated relationship with them and with the whole situation but I love this song for doing what I can't. Putting it in words. (I'm fine btw)
Didn’t ask
@@joshcrook6975 welp can't argue with that
@@margarineoferror ❤️
To my dad who couldn’t remember my name and put me through so much I just want to forget my childhood that tried to make you seem like a good person. I hope you drown in the alcohol you love so much
I miss him. I hate him for the stuff he did but I miss having that father figure in my life. I miss just talking to him and him telling me his crazy stories that were a huge red flag, but I didn't care because I thought so highly of him.
:(
I have searched for my mother's love in all corners of the world.
this sounds like a mitski lyric, beautiful
hope and love are never absent. youll find your people- I know it. Just know we’ll be waiting it out together. Hang on, if you can do nothing else. Please. If you can do it maybe I can too.
This made me sob. I relate to this way more than I wish I did.
Wait i thought it was "to see your hip with no therapist"
LMAO
XD
i’m sorry i did this to you. was it my fault you left? I love you so much, i hope to every God that you were innocent. is there anything i can do to make it better.
i can't believe this is it. there will be no new words from you. and i'm starting to forget the old ones. even though i should hate you i still miss you like hell.
I miss them all, i miss the people who made me happy. I miss those times where i could express myself, i cant understand why, but it hurts knowing how close it is to the end of the year. I wish i could apologize for annoying them, i love them all dearly, but i feel like i failed everyone, especially them. I want to cry, scream, hit or kick something, or whatever i can do to let it all out. I wish i could cry, but i’ve done it to the point where it hurts. Yea, i enjoy the feeling of it, but it’s a kind that makes me feel like a failure. I’m not happy with myself physically , nor with how i am emotionally. I wish i could stop it all. I want it, possibly need it to stop. I just need to be able to let it all out.
It's been 2 months since the breakup and I still think about her every. Single. Day.
Pov:ur the friend with the good music taste
This song reminds me of a friend I used to have which made me help get through a toxic fandom, and the majority of the fandom hated them, but I supported them no matter what because there was no problem with what they were doing. I suffer from hypersexuality, and am also autistic, and I have a habit of downloading rule34 of media I hyperfixate on. What this friend was doing was feeding my addiction, but I have no problem with rule34 art. I then had to let go and left the fandom, but I swear to god they were one of the nicest people online I’ve ever met. They sent my cute animal videos and memes on tiktok. I wish I could go back to them but I don’t wanna put myself through that hell again.
Tradução : Eu te odeio pelo o que você fez
E sinto sua falta como uma criancinha
Eu fingi toda vez, mas tudo bem
Eu dificilmente consigo sentir algo
Eu dificilmente sinto algo
Você me deu 150 dólares
Para ver seu hipnoterapeuta
Eu só fui uma vez, você deixou pra lá
Passou por tempos difíceis há um ano atrás
Estava esperando que você deixasse pra lá, e você deixou
Eu tenho enjoo emocional
Alguém abra as janelas
Não existem palavras na língua inglesa
Que eu poderia gritar para te calar
Estou do lado de fora olhando para dentro
Você está jogando pedras ao redor do seu quarto
E enquanto suas costas sangram no vidro
Eu ficarei grata por ter conseguido escapar
E arrependida por ter acabado como acabou
Eu tenho enjoo emocional
Alguém abra as janelas
Não existem palavras em inglês
Que eu poderia gritar para te calar
E por que você canta com um sotaque inglês?
Eu acho que é tarde demais para mudá-lo agora
Você sabe que eu nunca vou deixar você ter isso
Mas eu vou tentar te calar
Você disse que quando me conheceu estava entediado
Você disse que quando me conheceu estava entediado
E você estava em uma banda quando nasci
Eu tenho enjoo emocional
Eu tento me manter limpa e viver sem isso
E eu me pergunto o que aconteceria
Se eu me rendesse ao som
Me rendesse ao som
I miss her so much
I hope you realize how much effort and love I put into being your friend. I hope you don't end up dead because you cannot see how bad they are for you.
You lied so much, your were blinded by the sick love he convinced you he has for you. You pushed us all away and you chose him and drinking everytime. But the childlike part of me just wants my mom to hold me and tell me that everything's gonna be okay even though I know that won't happen.
I feel like I have no one in life anymore I hate it I'm tired of being the annoying friend I hope I can see it comment 2 years from now and see what has changed
a week later everything is getting worst i’m not suicidal or anything but i feel like i’m the problem… all the time. I-don’t want to end it all cause i love my mom and i know she deals with a lot right now
everything is getting worst…
hi! i hope you can do better in the future (psdt: i know you will!)
i hope ur ok now. that youre at least doing better
my father broke my heart before any guy had the chance to....
Wow. This hit me hard.
Right before I listened to this my mom called me to tell me its my fault that she wants to quit her job and that I stress her out. And that I can never be pleased, all because I started crying because my birthday is in 3 days..i don't want to grow up anymore
Keep going youre loved in this world
@@sotorodrigo33 I'm sorry I just saw this and my life isn't getting much better
had a dream about him. i'm not sure if it was a nightmare or not. i feel so sick.
Ok I know no one asked but this song reminds me of my 40 year old cousin who sexually abused me when I was 2 and it went on until I was five. He did it to his sisters and my older sister who was 12 at the time. I didn’t realize it at the time that all the time we spent together was just so he could get me to trust him so I wouldn’t tell anyone about what he was doing. I felt like he was my actual friend. He made me laugh and was the only adult there for me. My dad was a druggie who would drop me off at his apartment while he went out and smoked with his friends. He did everything a dad should do and more that a dad shouldn’t do. It’s really sad because as I got older and it was brought up in conversation because my sister starting speaking up about it, I started realize that it wasn’t normal what he did to me, but sometimes I miss him. I know it’s bad but he was just the first real person who liked me. I’ve realized he never really did but it felt like it. It sucks because I hate him for what he did but I do miss him. I haven’t spoken up about what happened to me so no one knows expect for my sister and best friend. I just wish that I didn’t still miss the fun we had together because I’ve come to realize what all that fun lead to.
Damn 2?, I hope your alright now...
@@bigboyerichelieu9300 yea kinda mentally scarring but I like to say it adds character😩
she's always been my mother, but never my mom
I HAVE EMOTIONAL MOTION SICKNESS SOMEBODY ROLL GHE WINDOWS DOWNN
I just want her to know I cared even when I had to leave, that my feelings grew stronger being away. That she’s the only one I can ever see the way I saw her. I fell in love before I could realize it and when I did it was too late ….
I have never related to a song more
My mom loved me sm but she died. It wasn't her fault, she had cancer. But I hate the fact that she's gone and I miss her like a little kid
I’ll never forget you, but I hate you for what you did. I can’t help missing the good times we spent together. I can’t allow myself to forget about the bad either though.
i love this song. "you were in a band when i was born"...
I just wish he could have been here more. He was always sitting in that damn chair never talking to us except for a few words. He was neglective and i hate him for not wanting us but goddamn it i just want him to love us.
If I could kin a song this would be mine
0:09
I hate me my mom for everything she put my siblings and I through but I miss when we were all under one roof and I miss the few times a day when everything would be ok and we all would be in a good mood having fun even though it never lasted long
i can see my dad trying, but he just keeps doing it all over again, i cant even see him as a dad anymore.
I just want my 4lifet to love me again/:
to you who hurt me,
i hope it was worth it to you to throw away everything we had. i thought we would grow old together and lay beside each other in the ground. im so angry at you. but i still cant help but miss you. i feel so hopeless. i truly hope it was worth it to you, because i will come back stronger from this while youre gonna have to live with this mistake your whole life. you said you hope we'll be able to find each other again once we heal from this but im never gonna trust you the same again. i feel so betrayed. i did everything for you. i would jump from a cliff if you had told me to. it makes me feel better knowing that i left our relationship with no regrets, while i know youre gonna regret this for the rest of your life. im gonna find someone who loves me better, who deserves me, because you didnt. all i ever asked you was to be honest and only love me. you failed both of those things. i know youre not gonna be able to replace me like im gonna be able to replace you. youre replacable. im not.
POV: you end off a 4-year friendship with an online friend who's an older man after an "argument" and suddenly realised how much he groomed you.
Missing my dad sm this reminds me sm of him in certain parts
I hate him for what he did to me. My whole childhood letting anger control him instead of being a father, he ruined my life for me
0:06
I'm reading the comments.
This means something diffrent to me,
It's about my cousin.
I feel unvalid now--
ur valid bae