Jeremy Zucker - all the kids are depressed // Lyrics
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- jeremy zucker - all the kids are depressed // lyrics
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[Verse 1]
How long have you been smiling?
It seems like it's been too long
Some days I don't feel like trying
So what the fuck are you on?
[Pre-Chorus]
I think too much, we drink too much
Falling in love like it's just nothing
I want to know where do we go
When nothing's wrong
[Chorus]
'Cause all the kids are depressed
Nothing ever makes sense
I'm not feeling alright
Staying up 'til sunrise
And hoping shit is okay
Pretending we know things
I don't know what happened
My natural reaction is that we're scared
So I guess we're scared
[Verse 2]
But I can't really keep lying
'Cause I've been scared all along
Getting sick of sleeping in
While all my friends are popping pills
And I don't think that they're wrong
[Pre-Chorus]
I think too much, we drink too much
Falling apart like it's just nothing
I want to know where do we go
When nothing's wrong
[Chorus]
'Cause all the kids are depressed
Nothing ever makes sense
I'm not feeling alright
Staying up 'til sunrise
And hoping shit is okay
Pretending we know things
I don't know what happened
My natural reaction is that we're scared
So I guess we're scared
[Outro]
I won't deny it 'cause you dont' give me the words
I can't deny it if you won't give a fuck
So I'll start it out
You know I am so in love
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“Depression is being colorblind and constantly being told how colorful the world is.”
Don't worry about it, go look at some rainbows.
holy shit
That's pretty freaking accurate-
damn thats deep
Its true when your depressed its like your colorblind and its like ppl telling you the world is a rainbow colorful but you cant see that cause your colorblind so all you see is black and white...
this whole comment section needs a hug. *sending virtual hugz to everyone struggling*
*sends a virtual hug to you cause you deserve it too*
OwO *hugs both of you*
@@crustydustyshigamonbun91 You get a hug too!
@@aadilaanuar9284 yaay 🙃
@@crustydustyshigamonbun91 what about mmeee
I’ve been suffering for 2 years and still fighting to be happy. I hope whoever is reading this, knows that you are not alone.
Thank you.
aw i gope that you are able to be happy one day, everyone deserve happiness.
Thanks girl! It makes me feel better
I feel like i am done with this fucking life i can't handle it anymore . It pains alot inside 😫😭
It's 2023 here ..and it's almost 2024. Thank you for this. :)
2024 anyone?
Here
Right here
🤍
🤚🏻🖐🏻
Here😊
Depressed kids sharing their problems with other depressed kids is just therapy and the best kind too
Frrr, and the other depressed kids are strangers that you have no chances of meeting them
Well u can share with me Imma comfort you Ik I never faced ur situation But I probably will make u feel special and good
@@milisinha4603 Aww, you're so kind, I'd do the same for you
Ya
@@nourkmv ya
Editing this just because. If you feel you’re in a bad situation, whether it’s with friends, relatives, work, school, whatever it may be, just remember tomorrow may not exist.
So keep your head up and continue pushing, because whether the past is good or bad, the sun will continue to rise.
So true 😢relatable
I cant sleep, i cant escape...
All i can do is pretend
I’m all of those besides the sleeping one, I just stare at the ceiling
Merry sedik same...
You’ve just described my whole life
"When parents stop loving the child, the child doesn't stop loving their parents, they stop loving themselves."
Thats so true...
OMG very true 😫
This shit just sent me into tears I felt it so much it sucks
So true
Damn are you spying on me? 😢
“Mom, why do the best people die?”
“When you’re in a garden, which flowers do you pick?”
“The most beautiful ones”
Completely off topic but alright, I could work with it
@@showtime2602 Huh?
how inspirational yet depressing.
Ngl bro seems kinda cringe
@@abdelrahmanattia6071 How about you go thru the things the people in this comment section are going thru then we'll see you say it's cringe
Its hurt to Read all this comments so many kids that are really depressed and nobody believes them...
Yea:) I'm too hurts:)
Because 90% of the comments here just do it for attention and likes typical of kids so you never actually know who really is actually having a bad time in life
yeah, it's sad when u just need someone to understand what your feeling but we got ridicule instead.
Yea....
Park Jimochi stay strong🥺❤️❤️❤️
"Staying up til sunrise" is a whole mood
Especially since quarentine
i can relate haha
Rylie Mullinax fr
Lmao I am literally doing that rn-
J e r k y B e e f same
I overcame my depression and now I come back to this song. It feels so nostalgic and proud. Just believe and all the bad things you're suffering from will go away. I promise things will pass. I promise you will get what is meant for you.
these depressed kids in this generation will be the best parents ever and i know that
I can’t speak for most of us, but at least for me I don’t imagine I would make it nearly that long
*It's Strange Isn't It?*
How your heart burns and burns, but suddenly
*Turns into ice......*
So I saw that as a Shouto Todoroki post the first time...
Yeah........ I’m numb
Y'all are depressed shits.
It's sad, really. ):
- Pastella- jeez who hurt you
The fact how many kids can relate to this ...
IKR and I thought I am the only one
Yep
It's troubling. Means a bunch of parents aren't really raising their kids that well. Still, you can't blame them, parenting isn't easy.
im rlalte to this ;>
Me: hecK YeA I FeEl like this all the time :~;
"Fake a smile, don't let them know you're hurt,they don't care anyways"
Hit different bro I felt that.
Dawg same, i do this every time I’m with people.
Dear reader,
If you hold back tears, you are stronger than you think. You have more power than other people who can't.
If you can't hold your tears back, it's ok. Your not afraid to let it all out.
Everyone cries. If you haven't cried for a while and everything's been going so well, I hope it continues.
If you haven't cried and bad things have been happening, you are tougher than you think.
Either your studying, enjoying the music, or just trying to find something that relates to your feelings, than you are not the on it one doing that.
All the best wishes
A complete stranger
The melody is calm. *But the lyrics hit me hard*
Same, Whímsiã YT ...
Same
Hmm I just noticed we 3 like Gacha... I’m making a glmv of this
Player Playz I’ll make sure to watch it when you publish it
Thank you! I still don’t know when to post it, but I’m working on it and another thing
“No one cares until your gone”
That’s what’s repeating through my mind
true..
true..
I don't know why this is such a problem. People need to wake up and realize that everything is temporary, even people. That guy/girl you like? They'll die one day. That pet of yours? They'llll die too. Yourself? You'll die... I keep having to remember this, one die I'll die, I don't want to be in pain when I do. I want the pain to stop... But I don't want to die... Not like this...
(I'm looking at this and I realized that it could come off as angry and mean, I don't mean this. I'm just pointing out my point of view and trying to show you in case it'll help)
@@loveroses4556 wow 🙂
@@loveroses4556 he is just faking his depression,no depressed person will comment like that. They r fking liars
I bet this generation is going to better parents then we all could have ever hoped for
Fr though
I hope so
I don't have the best life.
But..once i grown up.
I would make sure my kids won't relate to this. I will do my best for them physically and mentally
You will be an amazing parent. I know it,❤
Every parent should be like that honestly. I know you’ll be the best parent.
To everyone who is suffering from depression. I just want you guys to know that I love you all. *virtual hugs*
Glydel Gellangarin I hate hugs though......
Glydel Gellangarin made my day.. thanks❤️
@@killergirl4156 Lol
Thanks :4
You made my day...❤ luv u😊
"People care only when you're either pretty or dead"
(editing this comment to say that yall can rant here if you want to get something off your chest, and always remember that ily
It's so true tho...
What was that quote from?
yes.. im not pretty so i think im better dead
@@geneve8719 no don't say that c'mon.....
@@geneve8719 don't say that everyone is prettying their own ways, killing yourself just passes it to other people D:
can we all just promise to be the parents we wish we had?
Yes
yes
Yes
Thank godness I'm nothing like my parents lol
Yes
I know I'm just a stranger but all the people who are depressed everyday, doesn't feel anything, I just wanna say I'm proud of you guys even if no one tells you that, today I will tell! You guys are doing your best and I'm proud of it!
Thank you so much I needed that!
Is it bad I'm crying over this no one ever told me they proud of me even my family
@@Fran-pq9le it's not bad🤍 it's okay, you can let out your emotions it just shows that you have been strong till now🤍 it's sad to hear that no one had told you that But I have! Thank you for doing your best🤍💐
My art teacher legit just said "have a nice spring break. Don't forget your phones, jackets, and lifes" She knows we're all depressed
I just started spring break
Wut?!
@@Phlanets lucky son of a gun
Oof
*•. Phlanets .•* I have been going back to school since like March
Default Boi I started spring break over a week ago and I’m still on spring break!
Kids: *depressed
Parents: it’s because of that dang phone
Me: my phone is the only thing that is stopping me from ending life
Ya. It’s similar for me. The only things stopping me is my ipad, laptop and writing
Yeh me tooಥ‿ಥ
Fun fact: Games actually make u happier
Yeay me to😞
potato couch yep
The fact that I listened to this when I was 11 and was like wow that’s so nice, but now I’m 14 and I understand the lyrics, it just hits hard and different 😭💔
lucky to found a community where depressed kids do poetry and prose to express their feelings. they taught me how to breathe even under deep level sea.
No one notices your tears
No one notices your pain
No one notices your stress
But they notice all your mistakes.
Chad Walters intesting
That's true in my case, they don't recognize my work, but they recognize my mistakes. (Sorry for my bad English)
U copied it -.-
Yep that's true that's why i hate people
JE_ GAMIN'
That's right, I have see it in Spanish :v
"Delete your feelings for him/her?"
Yes.
*_"Deleting failed. File is too big."_*
Oh.. That's super true. My biggest crush liked me back, until he had to move away. I wish I could forget him.
@@bridgetbull7720 you'd forget him sooner, don't worry
i wish i could be like that...
@@bridgetbull7720 Wow.. My crush liked me first but I dont have a big file of feelings for him maybe 50%? I like this kind and funny guy Enzo recently.. But I wanna feel like someone who doesnt worry about her specific crush thinks her as a weird and ugly one...
underrated
Hey. If you're reading this, I want you to know that it's gonna be okay. Whatever you're going through right now, I promise it will pass. Someone out there loves you and cares about you, so please hang in there. I know it's hard right now, but I promise it gets better, even if it doesn't feel like it will. It takes time for things to heal, but I swear they do.
No matter what anyone says, you deserve all the love and happiness in the world. Take care of yourself. ❤
This song understands kids more than parents...
kids are more understanding and accepting then adults.
But the adults never accept us as ourselves they always tells us to change us to someone else who is successful or something like that 🎭
@@zennisgone mhm Ik I was a A+ student but then my grade fell I wasn't even getting passing marks in maths and they were like wth happened you ok and the inner me is like no I am not fine atleast not after being abused by some people who have no right to do anything to me
@@rishikamathur9663 I can relate except that my parents are not happy with 88%(the lowest) I don't know what to do to make them happy
@Blxe b e r r y wow it's totally what happened to me 😅
@Blxe b e r r y I remember the line of course,why wouldn't I it's the sentence I hear everyday
"People cry, not because they're weak. It's because they've been strong for too long." -Jhonny Depp
Johnny*
not to be mistaken with the famous actor, Johnny Depp
@@isabelle_payan 😂this deserves more likes
Eclipse Xpress I- 😔
I thought it was Mirajane that said that? 🤔
Nobody sees our sadness until it turns into anger
I'm always smiling and making people laugh when I'm in school or outside.......but when I'm home.......I'm a totally different person......
The worst feeling is when you want to cry but you can't
Fvck true!!
I feel you . . .
Yes, I don't wanna upset my family or disappoint them by crying.
I just cant cry the tears literally dont come out even though i want to cry so bad yk
So true
I can't hold back my tears each time I hear this "I'm not feeling alright"we all are just suicidal kids arent we.
Yep
Let's be honest. Basically everyone here wants to end it but they're scared to
@@mochafox1552 true
Yep
@@alifasiddiqui1532 who does
My parents were checking my phone and they found this song being played. They laughed at me for being dramatic.... I thought to myself "When will they ever understand"
Yet again I smiled promising myself to never turn out like them. ( ◜‿◝ )
Depression is a sign of knowing there is something more to life, but not knowing where to find it.
I feel you. My parents expect me to listen to them vent about their problems but when I talk about mine, I'm being dramatic or a brat or something of the sort. I know for a fact that I won't EVER be like them.
@@pyreemo2075 HIGH FIVE BESTIE (〒﹏〒)
@@night_light5927 🖐
This is my i never tell my parents about this they will just think I'm being dramatic i just laugh it out but inside I'm crying
imagine playing this song while sitting on the roof watching the sunset with the one you love❤️
stfu this song is about depression
this generation will be the best parents. we’ll understand what kids go through.
Just if half of us stayed alive... it will be great
@@showdead630I'll be understanding if I'm still alive..
I hope. I know i'll be understanding and I know a good amount of kids that are understanding.
Best boomer
I hope so, at least.
Kids that "want to die"
they dont wanna die,they just want to end their pain.
yeah i we do
🥺
Yeah....
Yes....😕😕 I JUST WANNA THE PAIN!
Yeah.... its true
I'm tired,
Tired of always trying to be someone I'm not
Tired of blaming myself for everything
Tired of hating myself
Tired of trying to seem "okay"
Tired of worrying about others when they don't do the same
Tired of crying myself to sleep
Tired of being the one everyone thinks "is fine"
Tired of being angry as soon as I wake up
Tired of hearing about my friends trying to kill themselves
Tired of them trying to ruin there lives
Tired of then doing stupid shit and knowing I can't do anything about it
tired of not being able to please people
Tired of not feeling like I'm enough
Tired of drama with my friends
Tired of myself
Tired of not smiling again
Tired of not laughing again
Tired of feeling like a failure
Tired of school
Tired of shit
I'm tired of not being able to do anything to help people when they need it
I'm tired of shit
And I'm Tired of not being able to change any of this
☹️
Yeah, I feel like that too, at least on most of those points
It's complicated to get help for that, the only person I could reach to for help is trying to find out why my anxiety has been worse since last year, I think I just had enough, honestly, but that can't be it according to them
So I'm here, on my last day of weekend, at 5am, I did not sleep, I didn't finish my homework and I'm just- Here
I'm tired, but I hope that you feel better now
Your not alone
Thanks guys
same shut here , please give me therapy
“Starting tomorrow, I’ll look everyone in the eye. Starting tomorrow, I’ll listen when people speak to me. Starting tomorrow, I’ll be better.”
-Shoya ishida
"cuz all the kids are depressed, nothing ever makes sense. I'm not feeling alright, staying up till sunrise" wow I felt that
i literally stayed up till sunrise today
@@astrid3270 I do that a lot
Damn..a year ago I was in that position and this song was my..basically everything. I'm so happy I got out of this shit.
"Everyone hates you when your alive,
When your dead they feel they should've cared"
Simon Mcfarlane no one cares till you do something about it
Fact
sad but true
Periodt
It very sad but.. sadly it true
To the person reading this, Good Luck! Don't stress, everything will be fine. No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it! You are strong and brave.
Thank you I needed this
I won't recover
You hold your pain in,
and tell others your fine.
You hold in any negative emotions
Just to help the others around you slowing knowing that it’s killing you,
Eating you from the inside out.
Just know there are others like you
The only way to get past this is to live and fight
You have to fight
Don’t give up not yet
Not when you’re this close
School: (fake) smile
Home: smile (for a bit)
Alone crying
Me at this moment at 1 AM ...
Thats me😭😭
Fake smile when people are here being abused when no one here
that's me
A bit like me
*song starts* "How long have you been smiling?"
Me: I LOVE IT
pompomdogee _ then me hummm no like in 15 years
No joke
Me too
*slow clap* Wait why am I slow clapping this is me though -_-
Same🤣
Some of us think we wanna die but all we want is to truly live
I just wanna go back in time in 2019 and give 12 year old me a hug. She deserves it man she's been through shit
Still would
Friend: “I miss my old happy friend that didn’t care about what anyone thought of her.”
Me: I miss her too...
Anakia that just hitted me.
Damn that hit me hard
That hit me hard
Here you get a virtual hug
You don’t have to state that. Maybe she just agrees with the original comment. The majority of people here are already hurt, you don’t need to add insult injury. Like I’ve said to so many other people, get a filter or get the f*ck off the internet
Me: *tells all my problems to my family*
Mom: It will get better
Brother: that’s nothing
Sister: You will be fine
Dad: That’s a bunch of whooie
Months later
Me: they forgot I told them that.....
AJ {ArtisticJoisse} me: sad, self harming
my mum: takes my phone and shouts at me for it
shows how stupid it is, just because we're young does not mean we can't feel how we do
my nan eats rats bruh I got grounded for that shii 😔🥴
I told my parents I was depressed yesterday and they forgot
I mean, Even if i loved u, I would forget awell i have shit memory
@SOPHIA PATTERSON I agree with you
Hits to the core...guys let's conquer our depressions nothing is permanent remember?
Whoever is still listening to this song , I hope u are doing amazing!
Many people think kids don't understand situations.
We do.
We just try to act ok and smile.
It affects us a lot.
"And I guess we're scared"
We are.
i relate so much
Edgar A true facts
Edgar A yes.....
I relate to this to much
Until then, i'd smile. Just to hide the truth
My mom doesn’t realize that she is wrong sometimes life is hard sometimes she blames me for things but,I still love her💕
Yeah I can relate :)
Aw mate I feel you, but in the end we just need a hug
I feel you, same
I feel you😪 she always blames me but l always love her ❤
ya i feel that too 🤧
Fun fact : 99.9% of y'all are listening to this at night. 🙂
Here past 11 pm
Year 2023 still listening to this song ;
to those people who's suffering from sadness,anxiety and depression.
Sending virtual hugs to you guys! Ily all❤
Loey Yeol ❤️
it does not make me feel any better
This made me cry just when you want to cry you fake smile
ily too
i’m just sad it’s okay but i’m not even gonna say i’m depressed because i’ve never been diagnosed and people are acting like they can diagnose me with depression
There is always a little pain in an “I’m fine”. A little sadness in a Laugh. And a little care in an “I don’t care”.and a little love in an “i hate you”
me encanto esta frase oye
la voy a utilizar en mi foto de instagram
:)
Best and truest one i saw in whole comment section
no
@@ava8077 huh what do you mean (˘･_･˘)
Ya
We're maybe depressed, but don't show'em to everyone, just let everyone know that ur guys is happy, not depressed, don't make them worried about u, make them happy like usual, because its weird to give other people your feeling, so keep it secret, and spend ur time with some of ur friends, trust the process and the depression gonna gone step by step
Our generation would be perfect to be parents
this generation will be the parents we all wished we had
They say the people who smile the most are the ones who are truly hurting
A Drug why do i relate tho?
Called me out😚
And the kindest hearts felt the most pain is one too but yea
It hurts to know that I hide my pain from my friends, but they won't know how to help so what can you do? 🤷♂️sry friends😖
@@wolfgamer-vy7de another one is prettiest eyes shed the most tears
We’re all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn’t the answer.
True
Maybe because we also want someone to tell us that everything is going to be fine that suicide is not the answer.
God I wasn't expecting that many likes.....
@@amazingthings5477 Oh dang that comment hit different
I stopped telling people things since my friends said I did it all for attention
Me
listen to this song in the middle of night, thinking of the changes happen in me and my life. really, i wish i was not different than the other people
I don't have any issues at home. Its just life in general. Its scary and grim.
The moments people will only care about you in:
-when your born.
-when your dead.
...
Ya
Yup
No one will care when I die
No one cares when I die
@i’m lonely Lol same
We're not crying because we're depressed, we're crying because we're broken inside.
True very true
Yea...
we don't cry about the depression anymore cause we used to it
True every kid has a problem inside...
No because no one loves me🙂
2022 anyone? Just listen to this song tonight, idk I'm a bit depressed that's why, to those who suffers depression and anxieties, hope time will come when you'll finally be happy. Sending hugs to all!!🤍🤍🤍🤍
Sad thing is, we all get told by our parents that we are 'too young' to understand what it's like to be depressed.
I haven't told my parents I think I am Depressed. I am playing music to see if they understand, I'm crying loudly in my room, I am doing everything to show them I am depressed, I sometimes wonder if they see the cuts on my arms. My parents are/were depressed.
I don't know what to do, Suicide will just take you away from your pain but give it to others. I don't want to tell my parents I am depressed because I've been happy my entire life, I feel like they will be disappointed or feel like they failed. I don't want them to feel that.
I bottle up my emotions, only some.of my friends know I am depressed, they care but o feel bad. I feel guilty, I feel like everything's my fault, like I am to blame...
It sucks and I don't know what to do... I don't really believe in God, because if he really loved me, I wouldn't be depressed, my grandma wouldn't have died of cancer when I was 6, my cat wouldn't of died from cancer. I wouldn't feel like everything's my fault and that I am to blame...
Where's god when people were being enslaved, where was god when people were being blamed for a crime they didn't commit. Where was god when the children had died, when baby's couldn't love or the mother died giving birth. Where was he for anything?!
Or maybe I belong to the Devil according to him. I'm not gonna bring you down for being Christian, but please tell me why god hasn't helped anyone or anything.
The god is there every second he just wanted you to be strong deal by yourself find yourself and love yourself he just taking your exam and when pass the exam you started to loving yourself and you find your true self you will able to overcome any problem in your life because you were going through hard times in your life believe in god , every where is god . He made us so he will take care of us and make sure that we grow up strong to make his world more beautiful, every Morning you wake up just remember God he will never leave your side : santan dhrama🕉️🕉️🕉️
ahahhah
“The “happiest” people are the saddest,
The people that “smile” the most cry the hardest,
The people that have been through the worst are the wisest,
The people that treat you the best have been treated the cruelest,
The people that say “I’m FINE” are not, so please look out for them,
This needs to stop!!!”
I wrote this when I was at my lowest point and can I just say it does get better I’m 3 months clean of cutting and I can finally say truthfully I’m fine!!
Its true and good job!
Be strong sis! 👏
Everyone says that i smile a lot and i even got a gift for it but i cry every single night, and my smile is so fake...
@@Angelitoooos don't worry dear we all go through a lot, just think about those people who loves u, how much ure Worth to them, not only them but the whole world.
U don't have a fake smile, u're beautiful the way u r.
Don't end up here, u have a long journey ahead, stay strong
Hope this helps, have a nice day 🌈.
This hits hard
The “happiest” people are the saddest,
The people that “smile” the most cry the hardest,
The people that have been through the worst are the wisest,
The people that treat you the best have been treated the cruelest,
The people that say “I’m FINE” are not, so please look out for them,
This needs to stop!!!
Lily Gacha Pictures why is this true 😭😭🥺😭😭😖
Facts...I do all thoses things...and I’ve been through all those things...but like I always say “I’m fine” :(:
Friend:HANNAH!!
ME: "FRIEND"
*spins and hugs*
Friend:How are you?
Me:Great! how are you?
Friend:I'm GREAT
*Later that day*
Crying in my room agents the wall bc my grandma died last Friday
Hannah Davidson sorry for your lost if your grandma died...
Friend: you look depressed. Are you okay?
Me:I'm fine
Friend: okay bye.
In mind: what the f**k. we have been friends since kindergarten and you believe I'm fine.
Long ass vent but it has a happy ending for once :D
Whenever my mother lets me go somewhere/do something I like, for however long before that thing happens, she holds it over my head, like blackmail. "I got you concert tickets for your birthday" Turns into "If you don't clean your room right now I'm selling the tickets online!" within a few days. She's been doing this since I was 6. Before that she was always at work and I never saw her except holidays. There is no one in the world who can manipulate me, except her. There are no cruel words that can hurt me, except hers. There is no pain that could make me shed another tear, except the pain which she inflicts. And then she wonders why I don't trust her.
She blamed my friends for being "Bad influences" when I was the ring leader. I took so much blame, because I was to blame. She could only see the version of me that was long gone, the pretty little girl in her yellow dress, who had never been anywhere outside of playing her street. Eventually, she split me up from my true, loving friends, and I was forced to make different ones. I can name each one and how they stabbed me in the back. Halfway through that year, I gave up. I stopped fighting, and everyone took advantage of that. Not a single person in my fourth grade class (including the teacher) didn't hurt, tease or steal from me. My old friends came to my rescue, but the bullying and my mother almost made me kill myself at age 9.
Years before that, my father had been in a car accident. It wasn't his fault at all, but the woman in the other car died. He became guilty and depressed. Even though he did everything he could for me, he was only half there at his best. My grandparents also tried to help out, but they speak broken english and care more about my older cousins.
In kindergarten, I was always awkward, having only talked to my neighbor before. There wasn't pre-school or playgroups, I even skipped JK. I got bullied, but I didn't realize it at the time. I moved schools a year later and forgot most of it. All of this childhood trauma, plus a near death experience (severe allergic reaction) had never really hit me before. But when I was 10, pandemic hit. 2020 was kind of a dream state experience, none of that affected me, cause I'd been alone before. 2021, the shock of it all wore off, and I had way too much time to think.
My childhood memories all came rushing back at me, along with a gender and sexuality identity crisis. At this point, despite me having a lot more than 13 reasons, I had just as many to live. I struggled more than ever. I wasn't harming myself on purpose, but I stopped exercising, doing schoolwork, hanging out with people. And with my mother going crazier than ever (she's OCD, so pandemic didn't mix well with her unstability) I was completely and 100% alone.
I didn't have money to buy new games or books, I didn't have any social media to hang out with online friends.
I was basically a zombie.
I went back to in person school back in april, so that helped a lot. However, over the pandemic, my friend group, in which as I said, I was the ringleader/glue, split up. They all found new friends, and even though I'm really happy they branched out finally, I don't fit in with any of them. I found my own new squad, and they're great, but god I miss the way it was.
At the end of the day though, I think it was for the best. My family can't afford to keep paying the ridiculous rent our building is charging, so after I graduate middle school, we're moving back in with my grandparents.
If we had gotten any closer then we already were, I would have been absolutely devastated when we left.
All of that was months ago. Granted, it feels like a lifetime most days. I'm 13 now, and happy. I'm bigender, and a demi-romantic pansexual.
I finally have normal, teenager problems. Like math homework. My science teacher is an asshole. I like this girl way out of my league. Do I ask her out? I don't have enough money to buy my own guitar. Where am I gonna go to highschool, after we move? Should I get a job right when I turn fourteen, or should I wait a while?
These are all minor problems compared to the rest of my life, so I get to help my friends when they're worried. It's not much to me, but it's a lot to them, and that means the world.
If you made it this far, and you want to, reply with your own vent! @ me and Type "text back" if you want me to reply, or type "No response" if you want me to just read it. Type "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" for as long as you want if you just want to scream and let it out irl but can't. Reply to this with some advice if you take great comfort in being a therapist friend/internet commenter like me, but don't feel pressured to do so at all.
Lastly, if you read all this emotional garbage for some reason, go drink some water and pat yourself on the back for staying alive this long, cause the world sucks. But some people out there (like the person reading this I bet) are still pretty cool \(◦'⌣'◦)/
@ me
God that sounds terrible, but I’m glad you’re ok. If you do believe in god, I’m glad he was there for you at your worst. If you don’t, I’m glad you kept strong. I guess it is my time to share then.
Everything was perfect until my mom went to college again. She started coming home late at about 10-11 pm and me(6 at the time) and my brother (4 then) tried to stay up and see her but we never could. We usually reached about 9 : 30 or so before passing out. However, that wasn’t all. Our parents argued, and even though they tried to cover it up I could tell something happened through that time, but I was too blind. Things continued for a year, it only got worse, and then they said they were getting a divorce. I still remember how I felt. And it continued every day. I isolated myself. Nothing helped. I cried every single night until I finally found a friend. She helped lift me up. We shared our past with each other and to this day we are besties. She gave me the courage to make friends again, but it only helped to an extent. When my dad remarried I had a hard time adjusting. The woman yells so much it sometimes gets unbearable. To top it all off there are people stalking me and a pervert in my class following me around like a lapdog. It’s creepy and I don’t know how much I can take. Nowadays everything is just coming back at me like a punch to the face. It’s getting bad again. I don’t know if I can keep this up but I keep praying for a miracle that I’ll be happier and mentally healthier than now. It’s all I can do. I’m 12 turning 13 in May, but I’m still working on myself. While everyone has their hardships, and I know it’s ok to share more but it’s not my responsibility to have people know everything about me, and I personally don’t feel comfortable sharing everything. There’s way more to the story but I won’t add it. You don’t have to text back.
@@asunhine9833 1: good luck, 2: puNCH THE PERV IN THE F A C E (this is a joke for legal reasons, but seriously, report them &the people stalking you)
@@ushijimawakatoshi2106 I will. Sadly I’ll get suspended if I fight but I’ve been doing everything I can.
@@ushijimawakatoshi2106 thank you 🙏
i was thinking i was the only one with hose fellings but...lets change this world and be the best parents that we didnt have for our kids
i really hope this generation doesn’t turn out like our parents, they could never recognize that we were hurt. now that we experienced it, we can help our children and our children’s children.
Yah i hope too....but to be the one who overcome and start a new cycle...bruhhh its hurt....i even scare to eat just because they owe me the food 😶
so damn true 😫😫
I honestly agree. But I have really good parents. I prey for those who have bad parents. 😔
It wont infact i bet they are gonna become parents who would be therapist or recognize it as soon as they notice
Yea you are right..I also pray for this everyday..
' all the kids are depressed'
Sadly that is true...
with all the ups and downs of life,
like an emotional rollercoaster,
either your depressed, have anxiety, have a disorder or have been through tough times etc
Just remember, I'm here with you always!
@Akishamay David
How about just chill out there instead
Thanks
Hrmm
*Poor choice of words&
Thx ^^
I dunno if I can keep hanging though..
Sometimes I feel like I wanna pass out without anyone knowing. Then just come back to life whenever I want to. This song is also pretty relatable. I don’t really know if anyone else feels this way, but I just do. And sorry for the vent. I just felt like it.
Thank you Jeremy Zucker for sharing this sad song! I checked your web and knew a little of song's background... However, this song was written on 4 years ago. Hope that you'll writing an new song for all aged kids, to give them hope, love and happiness to find their bright future. Thanks!
"How long have you been smiling?"
*Me* :Bold of you to assume that I've been smiling
Lol
Me: Wtf does smile mean?
I mean, yeah same fam
Me: *cough* *cough* Good to know I can fake a smile...
@@Ein333 never knew that was a word
Living on your own is a different form or art when you've got no one to rely on. Being used to feel lonely and getting depressed but still when I'm alone I'm better than when I'm around people
The world and some people will push you to the edge and when you fight back you’re the bad guy…..at the same time there are people who do care so just try to stay strong and positive for yourselves…..love and peace 🖤
You smile,but you wanna cry.
You talk, but you wanna be quite.
You pretend like you're happy, but you aren't.
Edrei 409 you're describing my life
How do u know my life it same as what u wrote I smile but I hide my tears from everyone no one needs to know I did not even tell my only my BFF knows cuz we kinda have same life hers is worst
You could’ve said my blood type and shoe size while you’re out there exposing me :/
School is the worst for me sure I have friends but when I'm happy it's like people get so annoyed and say why are you happy and when I actually looked depressed people dont even care what the fuck is society
School is way too stressful for me but I try to smile through it all, I've only told my parents and we're constantly trying to seek help but honestly it just makes it worse.
"Nobody cares until you are rich, famous or dead"
*Joker*
its true.
nigga
.....
xd
I don't care about that I just like seeing someone Happy and fulfilling their dreams
I'm just here to be nostalgic but the comment sections do need a hugs, a warm milk and cookies and love from people that understands them.
I'm crying rn bc of this😭
just forget about it little things stay little if you keep them that way, and be truly who you are :))
Ify
Literally
julian ladisla same
So accurate. No one realises the impact that makes.
.... When I told the others they said 'go die'....
My mom: insults me
My mom: yells at me
My mom *grounds me for no reason
My mom:*treats my brother better*
me:*still loves her with all my hearts* :)
Ur on the ball!
I'm trying to love them (my parents), but I *hate* their actions
I don't know anym if I love her or not..ig my heart is dead since she said those hurtful words.
@@loveroses4556 same
Same :)
Almost 2023 and I’m listening to this song to snap me out of an anxiety attack
Ilove it that all of the people in the comment section are just supporting one another and those little comments always left a comfort in me so to the singer and everyone in the comments thank you ived been in a tough path and now I am slowly healing
It's funny how people online understand you more then the people you have in the real world :)
True
True
Yeah
I think it’s because online you are anonymous and it’s easier to admit and talk to people about there and your problems with you knowing each other’s identity
True
"Life is the art of drawing without an eraser.
"
- John W. Gardner
ok guys i really hate doing these edits bc i think they are super annoying but i just wanna say thank you so much and u guys made my day. you all are lovely!
True
i love this quote
Drawing without an eraser=really bad art
Life is really bad art now
AKA: a goddamn mess cuz I have no idea how to fucking do anything because I'm as dumb as a box of hammers.
This works with my drawing skills and life skills.
I just suck all around. I'm retarded.
I draw without eraser in paper, turns out good, but life doesn't :(
now 2023 and I try to survive everything, not telling anyone what I feel because they don't understand how I am
im sure when we become parents our kids are gonna live their lives
Have you ever wanted to cry but no tears come out?
So you just stare blankly into space while feeling your heart break into pieces..?
Bruh , i just sometime cry, but only from my left Eye
Yeah... A boy I liked who told me that he liked me had my phone number cause I gave it to him and he never texted me... the next day he said he wanted to make me feel sad... Is that how you make somebody fucking like you nowadays?
Mena Park yea..
i thought it was just me
Me every day 🤦♀️
Don't worry, you're not the only person who's listening to this in 2021 and is still depressed
Edit : thank you for the likes! Your replies made me feel better :)
Yeah me too,all my "friends" are gone
Alway has been
Yo
Same I stay until sunrise cause i’m scared
Yow
I hope the new generation will be better parents. I hope they will be able to care for and help their children. I hope they will be able to notice the pain they’re in and actually help them.
"happiness is hard to find, hard yet not impossible"- I wrote this quote lol. You will find happiness! I have been free really tough times and it was just so hard for me. I eventually found happyness. I met the best friends and life could never be better. You can do this guys!