And so you’re this individual looking deep down into your subconscious for a couple years to try and find out why you are still currently kinda unhappy compared to what you think you could have been by now. At first when you got into the morass that was your subconscious you didn't have a clue what to expect. You found that as you spent more and more time down in there you came to understand that it was very much like clearing out old, duplicate, incomplete and confusing computer files. As a side note to beginning this process of clearing out your subconscious you came to realize that every time you were able to collate two pieces of disparate information and/or merge files that there was a release of ‘feeling’ associated with that moment of understanding or cleansing. You were surprised by this ‘spark of emotion’ but since they were coming at slow enough intervals for you to deal with you didn't pay them much attention. As you became more familiar with clearing out the computer files you found that the speed and efficiency with which you could analyze and collate the data in those files increased geometrically and ‘in essence’ became this natural organic process. You also became astonishingly aware that the speed at which you felt the ‘sparks of emotion had increased geometrically as well, to the point where you went in the search of answers as to why your emotions seemed so wildly out of control. You went to see psychologists who basically told you you were a manic-depressive suicide risk and dangerous to society. You spent a lot of your time and paid a lot of your money to them to have them help you work on the symptoms of your deep-seated ‘clinical disorder’. You went to see sociologists who basically told you you were a criminal and dangerous to society. You spent a lot of your time and paid a lot of your money to them to have them help you work on the symptoms of your deep-seated ‘societal-criminal disorder’. You went to see religionists of all stripes who basically told you you were worthless in the eyes of an undefined an untouchable entity and dangerous to society. You spent a lot of your time and paid a lot of your money to them to have them bias you into believing or having faith in their way of helping you with your deep-seated ‘spiritual disorder’. You went to see the anti-religionists and the spiritualists and the mystics and the psychics but by now you had pretty much figured that all they were going to do is to help you spend a lot of time and pay them a lot of money to help with your ‘anti-spiritual disorder’. You went to your government because they said they would help you in your time of need but they were just as clueless as you expected they might be, and you also probably found out they wanted to increase their tax bite to help you with your ‘jingoism’ and your ‘Demublican or Republicrat disorder’. If you hadn't gone ‘crazy’ by now and/or if you hadn't been picked up for a ‘72 hour’ at the county facility not of your choosing, you had ‘cottoned’ to the notion that these wildly fluctuating emotions actually had nothing to do with current circumstance. Aaha, you said, these are repressed emotions coming out in sometimes inappropriate ways. Having now come to the startling revelation that you have a reservoir of emotions attached to each one of your unexplored subconscious files, you also came to another startling revelation that the cumulative volume of emotion in the reservoirs affects current ideation and is potentially dangerous to others, but not anywhere near as dangerous as the subsequent actions and consequences that you take because you do not understand an appropriate way to release this emotion from these reservoirs. Not surprisingly, you became aware that Franklin Delano Roosevelt had it almost right when he said; “The only thing you have to fear is fear itself.” More accurately, you muse, it should say; “The only thing you have to fear is your inappropriate emotional response.” You come to understand that to live in fear of how you might act or react is not living, it is dying a slow and emotionally painful death by disappointment and ennui a little bit each day. And so now you’re this individual looking deep down into your subconscious and you know why you are still currently kinda unhappy compared to what you think you could have been by now. But the naturally and organically increasing speed of your subconscious file clearing is still ongoing with the also increasing release of repressed emotion, and with no answers from others available, all you can do is hunker down and let the emotions wash over you. You cry buckets, you laugh uproariously , you are monumentally sorrowful, you are elated beyond experience, you are angered and frustrated to unimaginable levels, you are…..but wait...the tide abates...you are regaining equanimity..you are happier now that the deluge of emotion is over. Happier, now that the deluge is over, you blithely go about putting what is left of your former life back together because that is the only thing you have been taught how to do, which is; ‘pick up the pieces of your shattered life and move on’. But the naturally and organically increasing speed of your subconscious file clearing is still ongoing with the also increasing release of repressed emotion, and still with no answers from others available, you utilize your own knowledge of the previous emotional deluge to weather the second seemingly uncontrollable flood. Still happier yet, after the second emotional release, you occasionally think that putting back the pieces of your former life might not be in your best interests, but you don’t know how to go about developing a life that is different than what you learned from others as you were growing up. Fortunately, you don’t spend much time with that line of thinking because the naturally and organically increasing speed of your subconscious file clearing is still ongoing with the also increasing release of repressed emotion, and still with no answers from others available, you finally decide that you are the only one who is going to be able to understand and deal with these increasingly common waves of repressed emotional release. Wow, deciding that you were the only one who could or would understand released a gigantic and powerful confidence and a deep understanding about how best to go about expressing these repressed emotions. And then you knew that you could never go back to your old life and that with your new perspective you could go ahead and create a new life for yourself largely unencumbered by the biases and misdirection and misinformation and misinterpretation that you were speedily eliminating from your subconscious. Unfortunately, 99.9% of the people around you have not made this personal realization for themselves and are still living with the biases and misdirection and misinformation and misinterpretation that they accepted as they were growing up, and are still frantically (or not) looking to others for answers instead of looking to themselves for, not only the appropriate information stored in memory, but also the machinery of knowledge capable of sifting through the incredible amounts of information to come up with the answers that they seek. And also unfortunately, you understand that being surrounded by confused and inappropriately actionable people hinders the development of your new life based on your newly developed paradigm shift. You are so filled with the passion of expressing what anyone can be with but a slight paradigm shift in perception, and they are soo blind to the possibilities because they are only busy putting back the pieces of their shattered lives. They don’t know, they can’t see, because others have told them they can’t, and they have chosen to accept those other’s words as true. And now you become aware that your community, your society, your world culture views you as an outcast, not in with the norms and expectations of their society. They shun you, they speak ill of you and your family, they attack your words, they impugn your character, they physically injure you, and have killed others, in their irrational and illogical attempts to shut up your truth. On the one hand, you understand that their responses are displaced repressed emotional reservoir draining, but on the other hand, you are totally baffled by what seems to be a total inability on their part to understand that you are only trying to help them be better at living this one life that they know is theirs to live. And so you seek solace in isolation, in meditation, in retreating from the cultural milieu, in physical silence. And yet it rankles, this knowing that what works for you can work for anybody, this knowing that a small paradigm shift in individual human perception of the importance of not giving your power away can mean the difference between human enlightenment and life freedom, or economic servitude and existential disillusionment. If they only knew, you muse the next day. And so you think you’ll try again...maybe you’ll write an article...something like this……………………………………………………………………….. Sincerely, stephenkirby 1cnrrc@gmail.com
I might aswell just like every vid before listening because it's gonna be a banger
Them days are gone sadly. selected ain't what it used to be ;(
Daaamn
More this music. Thanks selected for the upload, this song made my day.
What a tune! Selected is defs my favourite channel along with Musicologic!
absolute tune
Luca never wrong!
Love it!
sheeesh
What a fucking banger!!!!
TUNE!
Amazing
I think this would fit NFS Carbon 2 so well.. I just try to connect any new song I hear with games since the new Need For Speed teaser came out... >>
wait what? nfs carbon 2??
i like it
comeeeeee, é bom demais (não consigo ouvir outra coisa) LOL BR
Ayo fuck yeah
For any producers out there! cr2 - Bass Music 2 is the name of the sample pack used to make this song.
Push push
And so you’re this individual looking deep down into your subconscious for a couple years to try and find out why you are still currently kinda unhappy compared to what you think you could have been by now.
At first when you got into the morass that was your subconscious you didn't have a clue what to expect. You found that as you spent more and more time down in there you came to understand that it was very much like clearing out old, duplicate, incomplete and confusing computer files.
As a side note to beginning this process of clearing out your subconscious you came to realize that every time you were able to collate two pieces of disparate information and/or merge files that there was a release of ‘feeling’ associated with that moment of understanding or cleansing.
You were surprised by this ‘spark of emotion’ but since they were coming at slow enough intervals for you to deal with you didn't pay them much attention.
As you became more familiar with clearing out the computer files you found that the speed and efficiency with which you could analyze and collate the data in those files increased geometrically and ‘in essence’ became this natural organic process.
You also became astonishingly aware that the speed at which you felt the ‘sparks of emotion had increased geometrically as well, to the point where you went in the search of answers as to why your emotions seemed so wildly out of control.
You went to see psychologists who basically told you you were a manic-depressive suicide risk and dangerous to society. You spent a lot of your time and paid a lot of your money to them to have them help you work on the symptoms of your deep-seated ‘clinical disorder’.
You went to see sociologists who basically told you you were a criminal and dangerous to society. You spent a lot of your time and paid a lot of your money to them to have them help you work on the symptoms of your deep-seated ‘societal-criminal disorder’.
You went to see religionists of all stripes who basically told you you were worthless in the eyes of an undefined an untouchable entity and dangerous to society. You spent a lot of your time and paid a lot of your money to them to have them bias you into believing or having faith in their way of helping you with your deep-seated ‘spiritual disorder’.
You went to see the anti-religionists and the spiritualists and the mystics and the psychics but by now you had pretty much figured that all they were going to do is to help you spend a lot of time and pay them a lot of money to help with your ‘anti-spiritual disorder’.
You went to your government because they said they would help you in your time of need but they were just as clueless as you expected they might be, and you also probably found out they wanted to increase their tax bite to help you with your ‘jingoism’ and your ‘Demublican or Republicrat disorder’.
If you hadn't gone ‘crazy’ by now and/or if you hadn't been picked up for a ‘72 hour’ at the county facility not of your choosing, you had ‘cottoned’ to the notion that these wildly fluctuating emotions actually had nothing to do with current circumstance. Aaha, you said, these are repressed emotions coming out in sometimes inappropriate ways.
Having now come to the startling revelation that you have a reservoir of emotions attached to each one of your unexplored subconscious files, you also came to another startling revelation that the cumulative volume of emotion in the reservoirs affects current ideation and is potentially dangerous to others, but not anywhere near as dangerous as the subsequent actions and consequences that you take because you do not understand an appropriate way to release this emotion from these reservoirs.
Not surprisingly, you became aware that Franklin Delano Roosevelt had it almost right when he said; “The only thing you have to fear is fear itself.” More accurately, you muse, it should say; “The only thing you have to fear is your inappropriate emotional response.”
You come to understand that to live in fear of how you might act or react is not living, it is dying a slow and emotionally painful death by disappointment and ennui a little bit each day.
And so now you’re this individual looking deep down into your subconscious and you know why you are still currently kinda unhappy compared to what you think you could have been by now.
But the naturally and organically increasing speed of your subconscious file clearing is still ongoing with the also increasing release of repressed emotion, and with no answers from others available, all you can do is hunker down and let the emotions wash over you. You cry buckets, you laugh uproariously , you are monumentally sorrowful, you are elated beyond experience, you are angered and frustrated to unimaginable levels, you are…..but wait...the tide abates...you are regaining equanimity..you are happier now that the deluge of emotion is over.
Happier, now that the deluge is over, you blithely go about putting what is left of your former life back together because that is the only thing you have been taught how to do, which is; ‘pick up the pieces of your shattered life and move on’.
But the naturally and organically increasing speed of your subconscious file clearing is still ongoing with the also increasing release of repressed emotion, and still with no answers from others available, you utilize your own knowledge of the previous emotional deluge to weather the second seemingly uncontrollable flood.
Still happier yet, after the second emotional release, you occasionally think that putting back the pieces of your former life might not be in your best interests, but you don’t know how to go about developing a life that is different than what you learned from others as you were growing up.
Fortunately, you don’t spend much time with that line of thinking because the naturally and organically increasing speed of your subconscious file clearing is still ongoing with the also increasing release of repressed emotion, and still with no answers from others available, you finally decide that you are the only one who is going to be able to understand and deal with these increasingly common waves of repressed emotional release.
Wow, deciding that you were the only one who could or would understand released a gigantic and powerful confidence and a deep understanding about how best to go about expressing these repressed emotions. And then you knew that you could never go back to your old life and that with your new perspective you could go ahead and create a new life for yourself largely unencumbered by the biases and misdirection and misinformation and misinterpretation that you were speedily eliminating from your subconscious.
Unfortunately, 99.9% of the people around you have not made this personal realization for themselves and are still living with the biases and misdirection and misinformation and misinterpretation that they accepted as they were growing up, and are still frantically (or not) looking to others for answers instead of looking to themselves for, not only the appropriate information stored in memory, but also the machinery of knowledge capable of sifting through the incredible amounts of information to come up with the answers that they seek.
And also unfortunately, you understand that being surrounded by confused and inappropriately actionable people hinders the development of your new life based on your newly developed paradigm shift. You are so filled with the passion of expressing what anyone can be with but a slight paradigm shift in perception, and they are soo blind to the possibilities because they are only busy putting back the pieces of their shattered lives. They don’t know, they can’t see, because others have told them they can’t, and they have chosen to accept those other’s words as true.
And now you become aware that your community, your society, your world culture views you as an outcast, not in with the norms and expectations of their society. They shun you, they speak ill of you and your family, they attack your words, they impugn your character, they physically injure you, and have killed others, in their irrational and illogical attempts to shut up your truth.
On the one hand, you understand that their responses are displaced repressed emotional reservoir draining, but on the other hand, you are totally baffled by what seems to be a total inability on their part to understand that you are only trying to help them be better at living this one life that they know is theirs to live.
And so you seek solace in isolation, in meditation, in retreating from the cultural milieu, in physical silence. And yet it rankles, this knowing that what works for you can work for anybody, this knowing that a small paradigm shift in individual human perception of the importance of not giving your power away can mean the difference between human enlightenment and life freedom, or economic servitude and existential disillusionment.
If they only knew, you muse the next day. And so you think you’ll try again...maybe you’ll write an article...something like this………………………………………………………………………..
Sincerely, stephenkirby 1cnrrc@gmail.com
Stephen Kirby
Very darkly atmospheric but not something I'd sit down and really listen to.
It's ok
My Rules
someone has inspired from deborah de luca to form his own "artistic" name laaaaame!! hahaaa
Maaad
Not feeling this one :/
Crunchy I Casual Music Network Because you're casual, this is not.
Sure, that's why.
It's because you like crusty bread
Soo much hate ;o
It's because you didn't play by her rules.
Naaaa don't like it