When you said nothing aligned with who you wanted to be or where you wanted to go-that resonated so deeply. I feel so far away from the person I have envisioned myself to become. I turned 19 in February. I have started to witness myself do things that don’t fall in alignment with my self-concept or who I want to be as a person. And it is so unsettling. My sense of agency feels so disturbed. I feel like I can’t trust myself. I deep down know that this is necessary, but it’s terrifying. Parts of myself are being revealed and I wasn’t aware of these things at all.
I remember that feeling. Having enough self awareness to know your not aligned with who you want to be is so huge! Many people feel the same but can’t put the words to how they feel. Like I said in the video you are only 19!!! There’s is still so much life left to be lived and your current situation and state of being can change so much if you allow yourself to be open to it.
HELP I'M FEELING THE EXACT SAME WAY AND I TURNED 19 ON JANUARY 2ND AND THESE PAST FEW DAYS HAVE BEEN HITTING ME WITH REALIZATIONS😭😭 it's been so painful
I’m so grateful that I came across this video. I’m currently in my 8th house protection year and there are so many shadows and traumas being illuminated in my life. I embrace the transformation, it’s just a lot. Like the Phoenix, I am rising from the ashes
I turned 31 two days ago so I’m fresh into my 8H Year. I call this my “first” one because I can’t remember shit that happened at 19 Lol. I guess the plus is I’m Astrology aware now so I’m slightly prepared My 8H is Gemini and transiting Mars will enter my 8H on Sept 2 for 7 DAMN MONTHS. LAWD!!
i resonated with this so deeply esp cus we both have cancer placements loll, i'm only 18 but my progressed moon was in the 8th house for the past 2 years and they were so painful but necessary for change :) i'm a bit scared for whats next tbh
When i was in my profection year 8 i went through my moms death and another bad thing happened which im not comfortable sharing online. But those two things changed me from the core, to the better. It was the foundation of many beliefs and thoughts that initially helped me grow as a person and set my own standards. Thus i got rid of what i no longer needed later on in profection year 9.
I was honestly just reflecting on the last few years the other day and as crazy or traumatic as things go they can really lead us places we would have never found before. I actually just heard a quote that said, " for a trees leaves to reach heaven its roots have to reach hell". I'm so sorry to hear about your mom and everything you've gone through and I hope your able to heal and reach the things you strive for
Omg I'm so sorry to hear about all that! I can't imagine what you might have been through! And I'm hoping that won't be the case with me. What was your personal year in numerology? What transits happened from mars or saturn that year?
Girl I'm still recovering and i'm about to enter my 10th! like I've spent my 9th recovering from it lol. I went to a place I wasn't really wanted. wasn't fake but just tried to be happy all the time. then when my depression hit, everybody grew to hate me. now I feel like the weird outcast. nothing aligned with what I saw for that year. i went through all of this too. it was a mental and spiritual struggle for me. I went to the place I had always dreamed of, but it didn't end too well. Not feeling aligned. thought i'd find my soul tribe, but I ended up being outcasted. had to leave that place. what protection year are you in now?
@@cancerstelli damn I bet your feeling yourself this year then lol! I have an Aries 8th house so it was very intense to say the least. I think mabey becasue it's opposite my libra 2nd house it was all about destabilising my security through my personal ralationships. Either way I'm learning to be by myself for a while. X
I'm going in a 8th house profection year staring this month. Aquarius 8th house with saturn in the 8th in a day chart. Natal saturn opposite moon and inconjunct jupiter.
Thank you for this video. This year I quit my job and I am in the 8h protection year. It felt so good leaving it.
When you said nothing aligned with who you wanted to be or where you wanted to go-that resonated so deeply. I feel so far away from the person I have envisioned myself to become. I turned 19 in February. I have started to witness myself do things that don’t fall in alignment with my self-concept or who I want to be as a person. And it is so unsettling. My sense of agency feels so disturbed. I feel like I can’t trust myself. I deep down know that this is necessary, but it’s terrifying. Parts of myself are being revealed and I wasn’t aware of these things at all.
I remember that feeling. Having enough self awareness to know your not aligned with who you want to be is so huge! Many people feel the same but can’t put the words to how they feel.
Like I said in the video you are only 19!!! There’s is still so much life left to be lived and your current situation and state of being can change so much if you allow yourself to be open to it.
HELP I'M FEELING THE EXACT SAME WAY AND I TURNED 19 ON JANUARY 2ND AND THESE PAST FEW DAYS HAVE BEEN HITTING ME WITH REALIZATIONS😭😭 it's been so painful
I’m so grateful that I came across this video. I’m currently in my 8th house protection year and there are so many shadows and traumas being illuminated in my life. I embrace the transformation, it’s just a lot. Like the Phoenix, I am rising from the ashes
I turned 31 two days ago so I’m fresh into my 8H Year. I call this my “first” one because I can’t remember shit that happened at 19 Lol. I guess the plus is I’m Astrology aware now so I’m slightly prepared
My 8H is Gemini and transiting Mars will enter my 8H on Sept 2 for 7 DAMN MONTHS. LAWD!!
Just got into my 8h prof year. This year and the next 3. Then a 7th house prof. Then directly in 8h again.
Thank you for sharing😊
i resonated with this so deeply esp cus we both have cancer placements loll, i'm only 18 but my progressed moon was in the 8th house for the past 2 years and they were so painful but necessary for change :) i'm a bit scared for whats next tbh
When i was in my profection year 8 i went through my moms death and another bad thing happened which im not comfortable sharing online. But those two things changed me from the core, to the better. It was the foundation of many beliefs and thoughts that initially helped me grow as a person and set my own standards. Thus i got rid of what i no longer needed later on in profection year 9.
I was honestly just reflecting on the last few years the other day and as crazy or traumatic as things go they can really lead us places we would have never found before. I actually just heard a quote that said, " for a trees leaves to reach heaven its roots have to reach hell". I'm so sorry to hear about your mom and everything you've gone through and I hope your able to heal and reach the things you strive for
Omg I'm so sorry to hear about all that! I can't imagine what you might have been through! And I'm hoping that won't be the case with me. What was your personal year in numerology? What transits happened from mars or saturn that year?
next year will be my 8hpy, im nervoussss. this year (7hpy) was a lot for me but I met my boyfriend and he helped me through A LOT
Don’t be nervous! I met my husband during my Scorpio ruled year 👀👀👀
Very inspiring! Blessed be 🙏🦚💖
Girl I'm still recovering and i'm about to enter my 10th! like I've spent my 9th recovering from it lol. I went to a place I wasn't really wanted. wasn't fake but just tried to be happy all the time. then when my depression hit, everybody grew to hate me. now I feel like the weird outcast. nothing aligned with what I saw for that year. i went through all of this too. it was a mental and spiritual struggle for me. I went to the place I had always dreamed of, but it didn't end too well. Not feeling aligned. thought i'd find my soul tribe, but I ended up being outcasted. had to leave that place. what protection year are you in now?
Oh wow! Do you 8H aquarius by chance? I would say I hope things get better but I already know they will!💕 Also I'm in my 1H year now
@@cancerstelli damn I bet your feeling yourself this year then lol! I have an Aries 8th house so it was very intense to say the least. I think mabey becasue it's opposite my libra 2nd house it was all about destabilising my security through my personal ralationships. Either way I'm learning to be by myself for a while. X
@@dw9524 Hi can I ask where the ruler of your 8th is placed?
@@sazude2 Aries 8th hosue Mars in cap 5th house. :)
@@dw9524 Oohh cools. Ok. 5th house of play. Is it a day chart?
Thank uuu🫧
Things were falling apart for me too lol
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I'm going in a 8th house profection year staring this month. Aquarius 8th house with saturn in the 8th in a day chart. Natal saturn opposite moon and inconjunct jupiter.
Please let me know how it goes because that starts for me in October 😭
@@maor.mp4 Like, you have exactly the same chart placements as well?
What sign is in your 8th house? I'll have my 8th house profection year in cancer with moon in the 8th conjunct south node
Virgo NN😬 my SN year starts in June let me know how yours turns out!
me too and I'm scared🥲