ONE LAST TIME - Very Sad Emotional Rap Beat || Saddest Beat on YouTube (prod by Magestick)

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  • ONE LAST TIME - Very Sad Emotional Rap Beat || Saddest Beat on UA-cam (prod by Magestick)
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  • @Magestick
    @Magestick  3 роки тому +60

    🎶 Listen to the EXTENDED VERSION (10mn) of this beat: ua-cam.com/video/1FDxst_rJcQ/v-deo.html

  • @limitzin1182
    @limitzin1182 9 місяців тому +38

    Can’t belive I’m the only one going back to this in 2023

  • @GaspardTheGrey
    @GaspardTheGrey 7 років тому +628

    Hook
    So yeah,
    Fuck it I'm worthless
    Everybody's not what they seem on the surface
    I'm trailing through life , trying to find a purpose, surplus, it's no wonder why I'm nervous
    I've always been controlled by my past, life goes good, and then I crash, and I'm left on my ass, should've known happieness will never last, thought I was strong but my heart beats just as fast
    Found out that my mother had cancer, alchohol, drugs, it's never the answer, but I'll do it anyway to block out the pain, life without you will never be the same
    I'm humble, but I'm resigned to my fate, I can't afford to make any more mistakes, I'm gunna make you proud, without a doubt, I feel like I just need to let it all out,
    Hook
    I need you to know that I care,
    and if you need me you know that I'm there
    It's makes me sick that I've been so blind,
    just know that you're one of a kind, and you'll always be on my mind, I just hope we have more time, and life can be so unfair, don't wanna see you losing your hair, but someone like you now that shit is rare, I need you like we all need air,
    I don't believe in God but I'll say a prayer, at least I've got time to prepare
    I wanna make up for what I've done, and it hurts that you're only young, we are all united as one, big love from your one and only youngest son

    • @Rixchelle_
      @Rixchelle_ 7 років тому +19

      JustTizzell this is amazing, you need to make this a song, I can relate to thus on so many levels..

    • @cnote8777
      @cnote8777 7 років тому +1

      man u viben

    • @JRG333
      @JRG333 7 років тому +3

      JustTizzell really like this

    • @nurazleafeliciawong6451
      @nurazleafeliciawong6451 7 років тому +4

      JustTizzell keep it up..wow..nice

    • @JRG333
      @JRG333 7 років тому +11

      By the way just read this comment a month later, forgetting I commented. I relate a lot and if you have SAD then check this out:
      This dam disease makes me feel so ill/
      and not the feel good kind/
      But the one that makes you want to kill/
      Whatever is inside your mind/
      I try to stop it and draw a line/
      But the more you try the worse it gets/
      It has made my life a hell of a mess/
      and I wonder if life will ever give me some peace and rest/
      Hook
      Wonder when I will get rid of this godam Social Anxiety
      This curse that makes me feel like I'm not part of society
      This burden on my heart, mind and soul
      That has got me shunning and avoiding people entirely
      Has made my life sink to and all time low
      And it repeats and repeats like my mind is a stereo
      and I am playing the godam radio
      No friends, no one to understand
      "Just get over it "," It is all in your head"
      Is all I hear people say like I hadn't try that before
      Trust me if I had a soultion I would try that instead
      I can't talk to no one without the feeling of shame
      At times it doesn't even make any shred of sense
      but it's too late my mind body are way past tense
      I just hope on day I forget about all of this
      and write my lyrics about this pain in past tense

  • @kassidyturner3905
    @kassidyturner3905 4 роки тому +344

    I love u big brother ❤ Dec 5 2019

  • @oyaoyang6343
    @oyaoyang6343 4 роки тому +229

    -it was only yesterday
    -when I was yours and you were mine
    -ive never imagine, that well be going our we seprate ways
    -leaving one another behind
    -and I never thought that I'd say this
    -but "I love you and good bye"
    -let us forget about our past
    -and pretend it never happend
    -it seems as if
    -good things aren't meant to last forever
    -I understand that your hurt/ And so am i
    - but i wear this mask in discize
    -to hide my hidden pain
    - to Express our love...
    -but the broken promises still hunts me
    -and over time/...
    -I have learned to see the big picture
    -that our love is a curse
    -so cherrish every moment that we've had
    -while it last
    -and never forget,
    -what our love is really worth
    -and let us be patient
    -and see/ what you and I really desearve
    -and take this time apart to search deep down you heart, what drove our love apart
    -just so you know, you'll always and forever remain in my heart
    -but from now on
    -you can walk your own path and I will walk mine

  • @Magestick
    @Magestick  7 років тому +147

    OUR VERY FIRST VIDEO REACHING 1.000.000 VIEWS ! THANK YOU SO MUCH

    • @turklermikrofonda6374
      @turklermikrofonda6374 7 років тому +5

      Magestick Records - Rap Beats | Hip Hop Instrumentals hello good beat share pls ?

    • @kiarasmith5278
      @kiarasmith5278 7 років тому +3

      Magestick Records - Rap Beats | Hip Hop Instrumentals

    • @deborahtrue2698
      @deborahtrue2698 7 років тому +8

      I really wanna use this beat for my concert to do a a song I wrote for my mother I wanted to know if I can without tags I won't make any money off it I just want the crowd to hear a different version of the song it's my first time live in a minute but this beat would set it off. Let me know. If it's cool just send it to deborah.true78@gmail.com. The show is next Sunday in New York holla at me

    • @chalarradixin4822
      @chalarradixin4822 7 років тому

      I got a song and its dope

    • @XanderP
      @XanderP 7 років тому

      in Portugal we have a music with this beat that got over a million views...

  • @boaaintnowayboa3002
    @boaaintnowayboa3002 6 років тому +1235

    All these fake smiles
    All these fake friends
    All these fake people who never had a hand to lend
    Yeah I go to school
    Yeah I do my work
    But sometimes I feel im bout to go beserk
    Yeah I know im young
    I should be having fun
    But I feel like shooting myself with a handgun
    They say life's a game, but I feel like I'm losing
    Push me to my edge
    Call me Lil Uzi like
    My school told me it's family that I represent
    But they're the same people who told me that I'm an accident
    I feel so lonely
    I don't know what to do
    That why I cover it up with an attitude

    • @anankedell
      @anankedell 6 років тому +12

      Venessa Maduka thats why we got so much anger

    • @Andy-hw1yn
      @Andy-hw1yn 6 років тому +12

      Venessa Maduka I love your song it’s amazing

    • @hyde8977
      @hyde8977 6 років тому +9

      FEEL YOU BEEN THERE AND STILL AM

    • @jrwi8585
      @jrwi8585 6 років тому +8

      One last time

    • @I_AM_3.6.9.
      @I_AM_3.6.9. 6 років тому +25

      baby i feel your pain, we may never be the same, but look at the sun when it shines, trust me where there is darkness there is also a brighter side, just be happy u still alive

  • @powerofgod-g2g233
    @powerofgod-g2g233 5 років тому +51

    too dope....HAD TO COME SHOW MY RESPECT TO A BEAT THAT WAS KILLED.

  • @sunnynights2349
    @sunnynights2349 4 роки тому +39

    Before I met you
    I thought I was lost
    Upon the vast emptiness
    Of my heart
    And oh when you left me
    Showed me your colors
    They shown through
    While I was torn apart
    All those broken promises
    Meant nothin at all
    I knew I'd scrape my knees
    When you let me fall
    But all those bandages
    Wouldnt keep me from bleedin
    And all my love and trust woukdnt keep you from leaving
    I tried to make you stay
    But instead I wiped the blood on my shirt and ran away
    Now I'm reminded of the pain
    When I wear the shirt
    And see that stain
    A solemn reminder of who I once was
    Who I'll never be again
    Wishing I could go back
    And keep myself from falling
    So I would've never bleed
    Would've never seen the red
    The red flags that I was to blind to see
    Because when you look at me I melt so easily
    You had me wrapped around your finger
    But when you got tired you cut it off
    Wouldnt let me linger
    Even when my blood ran cold
    All those broken promises
    Meant nothin at all
    I knew I'd scrape my knees
    When you let me fall
    But all those bandages
    Wouldnt keep me from bleeding
    And no matter how hard I tried
    I couldn't keep you from leaving
    Keep telling me you dont trust me
    When I'm the one at fault
    I kept telling myself that you cared
    When I dont mean nothin at all
    I'm convinced that you are still my whole world
    But you distance yourself which makes it hard for me to reach
    You when you've had enough
    Of the world and the ones living in it

  • @louierastelli2391
    @louierastelli2391 6 років тому +1794

    NF would kill this beat. Like if you agree

  • @cameronbasdeo7415
    @cameronbasdeo7415 6 років тому +205

    Dad I will always remember yu love Yu RIP THE BEST FATHER LOVE YU 12/17/17 CAMOSITY 🌟

    • @shootgunnerd3616
      @shootgunnerd3616 5 років тому +5

      Hey dude sorry about your dad. My dad die in 2017 too but it was on June 2. This beat always make remember my dad so much. It does hurt a lot so people can't say it does not hurt.

    • @horse7379
      @horse7379 5 років тому

      You are not alone ;(

    • @peari8676
      @peari8676 5 років тому

      F. Words and paragraphs don’t match up to one letter. Although it’s a meme, still. F.

    • @nnnnnn9988
      @nnnnnn9988 5 років тому

      My dad died when i was 1

    • @tcloudmusixc
      @tcloudmusixc 4 роки тому

      My dad died when I was 9

  • @ciarajohnson7942
    @ciarajohnson7942 5 років тому +1

    This beat digs deep in down into your inner soul and reveals the pain and suffering you have been thru but to let you know it's alright

  • @brokeboy4201
    @brokeboy4201 5 років тому +84

    Why do I wake up to just go back to bed
    They say my life’s perfect but my problems come from my head
    Everyday a constant battle to stay in one piece
    Trying to stop smoking weed and just live life free
    But still I’m burdened by my feelings
    Thinking maybe I can release them
    No I’m trapped inside my mind
    Trying to find somewhere...anywhere else to hide
    I need to admit that I got problems
    But don’t want to be labeled as someone who got em’
    I don’t know where they come from
    I just know they have to to
    I pray to god take me soon
    I don’t wanna be at fault for what I do
    Everybody tells me life will just get better
    But who even cares when the life you live in is a nightmare
    Have you ever just felt lost and confused
    Like you thought you belonged but guess no one thought so too
    So you have to band to yourself and look out for number one
    But with no one to cover you you felt like your life was almost done

  • @smutsthedirt5710
    @smutsthedirt5710 7 років тому +452

    Still remember the last time we spoke by the phone
    Is it better without me? beacuse i feel so alone
    Did it ever occur i tried to fix our broken home
    Wish it never tore us apart or broke our souls
    Haunting memories rewind until infinity
    Said you would never leave, was it that bad living with me?
    I know my jail time crushed a few of your dreams
    But i always thought you would stand by me
    I need too sleep , i cant go on like this
    I try counting sheep , but theres one i always miss
    Ive been up for six nights , walking on a white line
    Trying to create a wall around my mind
    So much powder up my nose that im starting to go blind
    But i still see you clear as day when i close my eyes
    Why couldnt you stay ?so i could avoid my demise
    Im still breathing but it feels like i died

    • @mightycool16
      @mightycool16 7 років тому +3

      this is amazing

    • @smutsthedirt5710
      @smutsthedirt5710 7 років тому +2

      +mightycool16 thanks , its just scribbles though

    • @RebelStudent
      @RebelStudent 7 років тому +4

      oh my...amazing !

    • @20Nessita
      @20Nessita 7 років тому +1

      that's eels right?

    • @20Nessita
      @20Nessita 7 років тому +1

      Oh okay because i know a song that has a verse just like one of yours must have it mixed up then

  • @Magestick
    @Magestick  7 років тому +603

    Thanks for 500.000 views fam 🔥💪💪💪

    • @jamesmitchell5688
      @jamesmitchell5688 7 років тому +4

      this is still available??

    • @nickvibes6488
      @nickvibes6488 7 років тому +3

      how much for the beat

    • @doeloetv
      @doeloetv 7 років тому +1

      how much for beat

    • @Magestick
      @Magestick  7 років тому +8

      Anlo Da Rambo
      Starting from 19.99$ here: www.magestickrecords.com

    • @ashleydsouza8581
      @ashleydsouza8581 7 років тому +2

      Magestick Records - Rap Beats | Hip Hop Instrumentals

  • @juiceyjones
    @juiceyjones 5 років тому

    every beat u make fire much love

  • @noge1410
    @noge1410 4 роки тому +11

    Kao da bilo je juće
    Još uvijek sjećam se svega
    Moja si bila
    Moj svijet i moj najbolji kolega
    Ne mogu da zamjenim ni za jednu drugu
    Moj život bez tebe se promijenio u tugu
    Nikad nisam sanjao pare i zlato
    Sanjao sam mene i tebe i na moru jahtu
    Da smo skupa i da je ljubav prava
    Njene oći zavele me ko trava

  • @fromdayea1654
    @fromdayea1654 6 років тому +353

    start 0:38
    Reminiscin'
    In the corner... I sit here reminiscin/
    Askin' god why is this the lady that I sit here missin/
    When my father left I've been feelin' distant/
    This girl came up to me and said, "Yo, how is it kickin?'"
    Deep in thought saying, "I guess it is my mission"/
    For me to make her proud but I just didn't listen/
    I'm sittin' here just me and her/
    Inside wishin' I died so I could leave this earth/
    I think suicidal thoughts so I guess it's death in me/
    All the people 'round me poaching me/
    I think of all the places your were supposed to be/
    But now you're six under the ground and the depth's in feet/
    I sit here and cry so helplessly/
    How could this happen so suddenly/
    Now every day I feel like a sun-burned leaf/
    I used to think that you saw me as a failure for a second/
    Because of the day that I failed the 7th/
    Used to take a bunch of pills without second guessin/
    Listen to my lyrics bruise this beat/
    Like i'm stompin a bunch of beets under my feet/
    My face turnin' purplish I feel like a disgrace/
    I walk down the street of madison/
    My train of thought came and I wasn't havin' it/
    I think of when I talked to that girl/
    So I got back to the place/
    I sit here with the barrel turned to my face/
    I think of life sit down and cock it/
    My brain on the pavement while people walk past or watch it/
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    start at 1:59
    One day I saw someone in the corner reminiscin/
    I said what's up man how is it kickin'
    HE said his father left and he's been feelin' distant/
    He was deep in thought sayin' I guess it's my mission"
    For him to make his mother proud/
    But he just didn't listen'/
    I'm sittin' here just me and him/
    I ask god what was it like being him/
    He told me that one day he wish he could die/
    He said he was on and off about suicide/
    WHen he told me his mother died I felt sorrow helplessly/
    That meant his mother was 6 under the ground and the depth's in feet/
    He screamed how could this happen so suddenly!!/
    ---{===--7:30-- AM===}---
    I woke up the next morning to go to school/
    Lookin the mirror say I'm feelin fine yeah i'm feelin' cool/
    Walk out the door tell my mother "I love you"/
    Walk down the street on madison/
    See the guy I talked to yesterday (Is it really happenin')
    I see him turn a barrel to his face/
    See him think of life take the gun and cock it/
    He shoots himself I stood there and just watched it!!/
    Run over to his limp body and screamed I'm sorry/
    A wave of guilt rushed over me like it was my fault and/
    I stood up and I continued walkin/
    Listenin' to the voices in my head mockin'/
    Talk about how he killed himself and I could've stopped him.../

  • @kodakgreen8256
    @kodakgreen8256 5 років тому +55

    I lost my heart when my momma passed away these days ain't been the same everything has changed , been staying up all nights this addiction I got im tryna fight !! Write my wrongs write my life! Yeah im tired of being like this , I'm tired !

    • @sexygirl5157
      @sexygirl5157 3 роки тому +3

      Bro may give u more power to fight

    • @juancontreras8138
      @juancontreras8138 3 роки тому +1

      I lost my mom too im the same 😔

    • @misskittywhite2940
      @misskittywhite2940 Рік тому +1

      Just no God loves you believe that don't for get it I will keep you in my prayer,that sum free time away from everyone get you mind and heart right with God and keep loving you ,your mother is always with you watching her baby God bless

    • @deluxespecial5713
      @deluxespecial5713 Рік тому +1

      Sounds like the perspective from my brother in the addiction part. He was in jail due to drugs and we lost our mom in a fatal car crash where she died on impact. He gets out 6 months later. Is out for 4 months then got locked up yesterday again and was on another bad path of addiction. Shit aint easy man. And it aint supposed to be. But you got this, stay strong. And know there are people who love you and care about you. And want to see you succeed. Im the writer of my family and i write about all the experiences ive dealt with. Lost my mom may last year and it felt like yesterday. So besides actually experiencing addiction i feel and see your pain. Stay strong my friend. And hold your head high. You are 1 in a million. Love you dawg

  • @saltedwaveasmr8565
    @saltedwaveasmr8565 4 роки тому +2

    YES I FINALLY FOUND THE BEAT I WAS LOOKING FOR LIKE ALL DAY!!!! THANK U SO MUCH! GREAT JOB ITS KINDA RAPY AND KINDA NOT ITS PERFECT THANK U!

  • @albertovalencia1250
    @albertovalencia1250 4 роки тому +3

    I love The Fact That everyone in the Comment Section Has their minds Open on how the world is i love where your hearts are at & god bless all😇🙏🙏🙏

  • @MCBilal_original
    @MCBilal_original 6 років тому +761

    8 Millionen Klicks !!
    R E S P E K T

    • @DaniPernant
      @DaniPernant 5 років тому +1

      FUCKING AMAZING!

    • @MrBorgesRAP
      @MrBorgesRAP 5 років тому

      I made a sound in that beat. listen here -> ua-cam.com/video/lnwASOblshA/v-deo.html

    • @itzelrodriguez1183
      @itzelrodriguez1183 5 років тому

      ua-cam.com/video/GN7-yzdGzWI/v-deo.html

    • @mezkidhimself6857
      @mezkidhimself6857 5 років тому

      MC BILAL well

    • @immasmoothcriminal
      @immasmoothcriminal 5 років тому

      Did you sample the beginning or were those live vocals?

  • @cydermantheguardian1
    @cydermantheguardian1 5 років тому +64

    A flawless angel of depression
    Stuck dreaming of repression
    Skin filled with blue blood
    Your every whisper an emotional flood
    Begging to the shattered skies
    Drifting among thoughtless lies
    Divine beauty without a voice
    Never did you have a choice
    Dragged into a deepening hell
    Any hope your demanded to sell
    Life lived as a cyclone of endless sacrifice
    Forever questioning things twice
    Blinded beneath a cloak of sorrow
    You plead not to see tomorrow
    Yet there before the ceaseless rain
    A hand knowing all to well of pain
    The help you have so desired
    The very dream you clutch when tired
    Hidden beneath your daily sight
    A friend who too knows the night
    This single beacon within the darkest of shades
    Any desperation quickly fades
    Without a single breath
    There gesture has halted your death
    Resurrecting a paused heart
    For all deserve a second start.

    • @john_john030
      @john_john030 2 роки тому +2

      damn not gonna lie this shit is valid. u mad talented big bro

    • @MariaAyala-gm5vq
      @MariaAyala-gm5vq Рік тому

      Brow dejala sacar en español..

    • @C4ichu
      @C4ichu 11 місяців тому

      The flow of those lines fits the beat crazy good. Love it

  • @capnprice0673
    @capnprice0673 5 років тому +6

    I'm thinking about writing a song for my Dead mother with this beat.
    Amazing Job, made me shed a tear...

  • @pokiz0714
    @pokiz0714 3 роки тому

    Richtig Deep der Beat. Da muss jede Zeile ein Brett sein! Und dann geht der Shit steil! Riesen Respekt an den Künstler. Ich für meinen Teil habe die Tiefe des Beats fühlen können. Danke dafür

  • @mohitnair2541
    @mohitnair2541 6 років тому +151

    Damn, everyone in the comments is a professional rapper with bars about sadness or breakup.

  • @De721998
    @De721998 6 років тому +20

    I've started rapping (again) because of this beat two years ago but it seems like an eternity since I've heard it the last time...feels a bit like coming home :)

  • @user-qf2dv3gd7v
    @user-qf2dv3gd7v 3 роки тому +7

    مافي احد يقدر يحرق اللحن ذا اكثر من شيبوبه ❤️🙏👑

    • @Shooubaki
      @Shooubaki Рік тому

      نعم نعم صحيح 😭😭

  • @jessebugarin2945
    @jessebugarin2945 5 років тому +80

    If I could see your face, one last time
    Hear you say my name, one last time
    Fell the warmth of your embrace , one last time
    Holding your hands together as we pray, just one last time
    I miss you more than ever
    why did you have to die
    I could hold you in my arms forever
    I know you're always by my side
    lookin over me
    you see me when I struggle
    When I can't see the light
    You see me when I'm weak
    and I can't seem to fight
    Nothing seems to be alright
    I feel like I need you more than ever
    How could this have happened overnight
    where are you?
    Are you okay?
    I wish that I could sit and talk to you
    for just one more day.
    I wish you could have met my kids
    I know they would have loved you
    I miss you grandma
    even though your gone away
    I'm always thinking of you
    I'll never forget the memories we've made
    I swear when I close my eyes
    I could feel you place your hand upon my face.

    • @youtubechanel1098
      @youtubechanel1098 5 років тому +3

      Its perfect

    • @allent4270
      @allent4270 5 років тому +1

      Sad😭😭😭

    • @animexeditq3135
      @animexeditq3135 5 років тому +3

      This made me cry, I worry about my grandma everyday, on the 26th she turns 61,i I'm crying right now

    • @kastrox8318
      @kastrox8318 5 років тому +2

      Can I use these lyrics for my song I'll obviously change them

  • @user-duckzPhD
    @user-duckzPhD 6 років тому +20

    I like this.
    The beat stays the same.
    It doesn't change.

  • @Re4zon
    @Re4zon 7 років тому +47

    Little pieces of you,
    missing is my heart.
    I used to call you my darl,
    every day, every hour only mine
    Maybe you don't miss me,
    but you know that who miss you - i,
    want to make it real,
    never mind its so hard,
    i used to give you whole my heart,
    nevermind, i cant find a part,
    which you stole and not give a back.
    Everything you want to do,
    is on your own, you threw it away all,
    without apologize. Im not freaking,
    i am takinga deep breath rollin my deep sheet,
    not a big hit, but a litle sick shit,
    blue like a berry and your lipstick.
    only you could be my lil chick,
    i want to fix this big deal,
    writin bout you is still hit,
    for my mind i miss it
    ...

  • @jasonmassey6162
    @jasonmassey6162 5 років тому +8

    Need you when I'm broken
    When I'm fixed
    Need you when I'm well
    And when I'm sick
    Friends that I rely on
    Don't come through
    They run like the river
    But not you
    Can't see when I'm falling
    Losing myself, but then I hear you calling
    There you are, there you are
    You're there with open arms
    There you are, there you are
    And I run
    Whispers in the background
    Behind closed doors
    I got myself in a mess and
    Without you I'm in more
    Oh, I'm a little drunk now
    That's why I went to war
    Oh yeah, you are my sober
    When I'm on the floor
    Can't see when I'm falling
    Losing myself, but then I hear you calling
    There you are, there you are
    You're there with open arms
    There you are, there you are
    And I run
    Only you know me the way you know me
    Only you forgive me when I'm sorry
    Even when I messed it up
    There you are
    Need you when I'm hot
    And when I'm cold
    Need you when I'm young
    When I'm old
    You won't be far
    There you are, there you are
    You're there with open arms
    There you are, there you are
    And I run
    Only you know me the way you know me
    Only you forgive me when I'm sorry
    Even when I messed it up
    There you are
    Even when I, even when I
    Even when I, even when I
    When you're caught in the crowds
    When you're up in the clouds
    When you're caught in the crowds
    When you're up in the clouds
    There you are✝️

    • @pario35
      @pario35 10 місяців тому

      Shit

  • @jvtoofunny1727
    @jvtoofunny1727 4 роки тому

    Ts had me in tears thinking ab my brotha you did ya thang on this one keep it up

  • @lilschplingbong9457
    @lilschplingbong9457 7 років тому +11

    One last time..
    One last dance...
    Before reality slips through my hands..
    One last kiss...
    One last chance..
    Before everything I know leaves in a glance...
    I'm torn between option 1 and option 2, it's nothing personal but I wanted option 2, me and you.
    I know that sounds kind of selfish and you're right but what's wrong with a bird wanting to fly?
    I gave up everything, I gave you all I could and you still tell me I'm no good.
    Wishing upon a star is a beauty ain't it... So was our love until you drained it..
    You shot me dead in the heart, making me fall apart into the puddle of the blood that kept us apart.
    Bad blood... isn't that what Taylor Swift said and it's true now, I want to be with you now, but you left me like a wounded soldier in battle and now I'm dealing with the hassle, the torture and dealing with the suture that's keeping me alive, but I'm already dead inside. I wish to confess, the things that I've oppressed, and the pain that I have left.
    One last night...
    One last plight...
    Until you disappear into the night...
    One last wish...
    One last kiss...
    Until these final memories become bliss...
    If you enjoyed my rap, please leave a like (or don't it doesn't matter) this was a good vent for me and I hope you found it nice.

  • @justinscott2894
    @justinscott2894 6 років тому +5

    Hook
    I remember waking up to hearing you're gone those words brought tears to my eyes when she said that on the phone. Reminiscing in my thoughts I was all in my zone tears falling down my face I felt like being alone. Mama told me "it's okay you know that life goes on" I reply "mama you're right but it feels so wrong" i just wish I could've seen your smile one last time and tell you that I love you more than words could even define. It just feels unreal, got me losing my mind. I be all up in a daze losing track of the time. Coming up wit different ways to keep my family from crying, but we're left with so much pain it got us no longer trying
    #WeLoveYouDasia #RestInHeavenMyAngel

  • @RafcioArmani
    @RafcioArmani 4 роки тому

    Since 4 years the best beat worldwide .... thank you

  • @Christiandavidstrakerletsgooo
    @Christiandavidstrakerletsgooo 3 роки тому +2

    Your awesome and God bless you 🙏🏽

  • @feelo
    @feelo 8 років тому +30

    amazing beat guys!

  • @user-es6bn1we5z
    @user-es6bn1we5z 6 років тому +10

    Start at 01:34 right after the drop.
    One last time before i have to say goodbye
    One last time i got the chance to call you mine
    One last time i pull up in that benz without my friends, just me and you baby everything will be fine
    Noting left to do this don’t come ease
    Tears drippin one last chance babygirl please
    Lookin down all the water like im overseas
    Too much pressure im not a god dam submarine

  • @maddalexx3363
    @maddalexx3363 3 роки тому

    Jamming Back to Back , Has Me In Tears. Awesome.....

  • @julesxx5436
    @julesxx5436 5 років тому +1

    hey i just wanted to say that i know its like to struggle with anxiety and depression and feel so lost. i know the feeling of cut, getting everything out, it feels wonderful. just try to focus on your future when your happy and married and think about your family, no matter how much u think they hate u they love u. when i was hospitalized it almost tore my family apart because they were so worried about me. i am homeschooled right know and continue to have suicidal thoughts and struggle with major depression disorder and anorexia and i also don't have that many friends that love me for me, they are scared of me. keep believing and trying your best in life. your time will come. be patient. you guys are all beautiful, smart and amazing people.

  • @dzheylyankodzhabash7898
    @dzheylyankodzhabash7898 7 років тому +3

    This vocal just killed me. I didn't heard beat so emotional and (actually) real! Conratulations. Nice work! Probably the feeling that i am getting is more from the vocals, but the music is giving the balance. Keep it real!

  • @Emma-hj7hu
    @Emma-hj7hu 6 років тому +260

    Bullying hurts, don't you see?
    You are nothing, but a big bully
    Don't you think of what could have been?
    What if they put a razor to their skin?
    What if they wrote a note to say goodbye?
    And their family and friends were left wondering..why?
    What if at night, they cry themselves to sleep?
    By morning, it's too hard to get up on their feet
    They are afraid to come to school because of bullies like you
    When they try to tell an adult, their plead is overruled
    Soon they can't take it anymore
    They think, "What do I have to live for?"
    Finally all of their secrets start to spill
    They grab the bottle and overdose on pills
    All they ever wanted was a friend
    And to hear the words, "I'm sorry, I won't do it again"
    You did it all for the fun
    You didn't know what could've been done
    What if you pushed them a bit to far?
    All your actions have caused one big scar
    Haven't you seen what you put them through?
    You think they're weak, but they're stronger than you
    All they want to do is forget
    They think, "how much worse can it get?"
    Don't you know, you're their biggest fear?
    They scream so loud, but no one can hear
    What if it was you who got hurt everyday?
    Tell me how many words you would have left to say

    • @standard1556
      @standard1556 5 років тому +6

      The EmvA respect bro my brother is being bullied I can't do nothing about it want the fuckers to see the writing see what they have to say

    • @allgamingyt7533
      @allgamingyt7533 5 років тому +4

      Yo can I use this song that you make

    • @brandendeless2913
      @brandendeless2913 5 років тому +6

      That's 🔥 I just rapped your lyrics

    • @10DeGIE
      @10DeGIE 5 років тому +1

      there wasn't anything better than 'bully'? srly?

    • @chloewilder1690
      @chloewilder1690 5 років тому

      beautiful sadd but true

  • @joshuaclarkchan1167
    @joshuaclarkchan1167 4 роки тому

    OH god,Thank u for this blessings.. from time to time u were always right beside me...From pain,From sorrow, to gain tommorow

  • @MandyBlue91
    @MandyBlue91 5 років тому

    Ich liebe diesen beat um Texte zu schreiben. Der kommt sooo gut👌🏼😍😍💪🏼

  • @homelessgamer645
    @homelessgamer645 7 років тому +111

    Why am I fighting to live, if I’m just living to fight?
    Why am I trying to see, when there ain’t nothing in sight?
    Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try?
    Why am I dying to live, if I’m just living to die?

    • @LunaruchiNeveto
      @LunaruchiNeveto 6 років тому

      +DarkWolf you are wrong too

    • @mikelowe7576
      @mikelowe7576 6 років тому

      HomelessGamer. I wonder thos all the time and tonight i am thinking will be my last i just want my life to ens

    • @chrischase2063
      @chrischase2063 6 років тому

      HomelessGamer wow😔

    • @m06v08
      @m06v08 6 років тому

      yessss

    • @thelifeoftay9740
      @thelifeoftay9740 5 років тому +1

      HomelessGamer ❗❗❗💔❤

  • @Fya-Music
    @Fya-Music 9 років тому +5

    Amazing! Really like this beat!

    • @Magestick
      @Magestick  9 років тому +1

      88BeatsProductionsTV Thank you fam!

    • @Fya-Music
      @Fya-Music 9 років тому +1

      Magestick Records - Rap Beats | Hip Hop Instrumentals your welcome brother

  • @Southernoutlaw89
    @Southernoutlaw89 4 роки тому

    That guitar sets this off in my opinion awesome beat

  • @santiagovega172
    @santiagovega172 Місяць тому

    Young bro did an awesome job on this

  • @PonyBoy1776
    @PonyBoy1776 7 років тому +6

    Got a new subscriber! :D i just loved the beat that went with this

    • @Magestick
      @Magestick  7 років тому +4

      +Spencer Plays Gamez thanks for the love fam

  • @Jayfazo4k
    @Jayfazo4k 7 років тому +24

    My pain will never stop keep it going I'll reach the top and I lost my grandfather but to the hands of god. Now Im sitting here crying but the words are so defiyin' can't smile in people faces cause all they do is be lyin' Im just speaking what I know ain't just speaking what I can all of my fuxkin' life was gettin' closer to the end. I thought about suicide once or twice in my life but I get back on my feet and keep the pain away from hype. Im just trying to make a living Im not trying to make a killing This is not the end homie this is the beginning

  • @djflabakwe8492
    @djflabakwe8492 2 роки тому +1

    I had this beat on the second day after it was uploaded on UA-cam😭❤️ i still feel it.... It never gets old to me💗❤️

  • @jewellcasey541
    @jewellcasey541 2 роки тому

    I'm the type of person who mind escapes through beats and music. Poems and I love this beat.

  • @Z3R0xPl01T
    @Z3R0xPl01T Рік тому +3

    want you all the time
    I want you to feel loved
    I want all of you,
    your body, soul and mind
    I want to hear your laughter
    be your happily ever after
    This is our chapter
    I want to hold you in my arms
    look into those beautiful brown eyes
    Protect you from harm
    as i lose myself Inside your world
    I don't care about your flaws or past
    I only care about this moment; right here, right now
    I wish it could last
    I wish you could see me; the same as I see you
    I want to take away all your pain
    Wipe away all your tears
    Bring out the true you
    You still remain in my heart after
    For 14 years, we've been apart, now reunited
    To this day, my love grows stronger,
    My feelings for you multiply
    I'd try to hide it inside, but my actions show it
    The expression on my face reveals it as I look at you
    I'm in awe of the beautiful women you've become
    A part of me wonders if you even notice the way I look at you with love in my eyes
    How It feels like heaven as you're lying by my side or
    The sweet taste of your soft lips as we kiss under the night sky
    My heartbeat starts racing, floating on a cloud of ecstasy
    My fingers, yearning to touch your body,
    The thoughts of slowly sliding my hands under your tight shirt, tugging your hair back as i gently kiss the back of your neck, it's serenity at best
    The desire to make passionate love grows exponentially
    But you don't believe in destiny?
    Yet God above
    keeps bringing us together like chemistry
    Like mixing Dopamine, Serotonin + Oxytocin ( the 3 chemical of love)
    Into a perfect portion of what we call true love potion

  • @100mavela
    @100mavela 5 років тому +3

    Every time I feel sad I rap to this beat

  • @nimabeats6062
    @nimabeats6062 4 роки тому

    I love that vocal !!!

  • @romanzelinka9481
    @romanzelinka9481 5 місяців тому

    Piano + Bass +Styl =💥💯💥

  • @ReedzyMusic
    @ReedzyMusic 5 років тому +5

    Sayang aku rindu
    Akan diri mu
    Menyesal aku lepaskan
    Sekarang rindu terbeban
    Tolong undurkn masa
    Aku dah cukup basah
    Tak mampu berbahasa
    Diam tak terkata
    Teda yg dapat gantikan
    Walau banyak saranan
    Tapi semua aku tolak
    Aku susah nak dengar borak
    This rap is about i miss
    Yea now i lost in the mist
    Tak kenyang makan beras
    Cause i trapped in dust
    Masih boleh ka
    Aku panggil sayang
    Suda tentu la
    Aku yang si bangang
    Masa tak boleh undur
    Semuanya sia sia
    Lebih baik tidur
    Lebih bahagia
    Skrang terpisah
    Segala kenangan
    Aku masih simpan
    Walaupun pelupa
    Mungkin skrng kau
    Dengan yang lain
    Baik aq pergi cau
    Aku kn tukar lane

  • @pritamsharma5144
    @pritamsharma5144 4 роки тому +4

    I miss you mom and dad and I pray for all mom dad have a wonderful time 😢😢😢😢

  • @armelc8860
    @armelc8860 5 років тому

    Thank you for the beats

  • @hakeemprince9840
    @hakeemprince9840 4 місяці тому

    Been looking for this beat .. WOW

  • @justanormalyoutuber778
    @justanormalyoutuber778 4 роки тому +3

    One day I will thank this beat

  • @joeynielson9342
    @joeynielson9342 5 років тому +52

    Starting as Baby
    It was so Magical
    Every single day
    My parents made me feel special
    Becoming as kid
    School work weren't Difficult
    Having tons of Awards
    Doing easy life work
    But as a Teenager,
    I learned the Word Called *PAIN*
    How life drag you down like a Water being Drain
    Entering Drama
    Was a big Mistake
    It made me Fight the Kids who keeps on being Fake
    Alot Of Fake Friends
    Alot of Fake Smiles
    Alot of these girls got pregnant and had a Child
    Forgetting all the love and support from the Parents
    Not knowing the pressure when they were like seven
    Some Teens hate their Dad
    Some really hate their mom
    Some really don't care when they got carried within 9 Months
    It's really a Shame I must Say!!
    Some Teens are now in Prison
    By Cocaine 😭
    Some Teens Are losing their Mind
    Committing Suicide
    How could they do this to their useful Lives!!
    Some kids got Bullied
    Some lives are ruining
    But no one is stopping this nor even our President!
    Kids need Help
    They can't go out
    Murders and Rapist
    Are now roaming in towns
    Be aware and keep your loved ones safe
    Before they got killed or else they Got Raped😍😭😭😭

    • @kkmoncaleano9527
      @kkmoncaleano9527 5 років тому

      Joey Nielson
      yoo this is dead ass deep bro keep it up

    • @joeynielson9342
      @joeynielson9342 5 років тому

      @@kkmoncaleano9527 Thanks Man ! Really Appreciate that Bro..

    • @ashuvisual9809
      @ashuvisual9809 4 роки тому

      Too Hard bro love from ✌️ india

    • @nathanielpuente9600
      @nathanielpuente9600 3 роки тому

      Damn ,I rapped that and wow my heart was beating fast and I wanted to cry bro

  • @obukatavictory6924
    @obukatavictory6924 2 роки тому

    I'm speechless now.
    Cause the beat has said it all from my heart

  • @ZKRTksa
    @ZKRTksa 3 роки тому +1

    ShiBoBa Ft. Daddy KooL - يفضل حبرك (OFFICIAL VIDEO)
    thank you for this beat

  • @jobaker1021
    @jobaker1021 4 роки тому +3

    I was afraid to take this road. Living and wishing I had a stable home. Everyday I pray he knows that it breaks my soul knowing you ain't here to change this role. I just hate to be alone. Put my faith and keep on going.

  • @cydermantheguardian1
    @cydermantheguardian1 5 років тому +5

    Once more once again
    Every breath a sin
    Failing my own test
    Weighted soulless chest
    Achieving twenty-five
    Yet still not alive
    Years blend into memory
    My days far from serenity
    Straying from happiness
    I am left only to remanence
    Scattered like the stars above
    How could I stray from love
    This broken will and these emotions
    Utterly shattering devotions
    A sinking ship with no others on board
    Left to my own stupefied accord
    I may be my own captain
    Still I know not what happened
    There will be no escape
    I am no superhero with a cape
    Only a fractured remnant
    This enduring pain is evident
    Not but a shadow amongst shadows
    Never will I behold the meadows
    Though I get kicked as a pebble
    My mind still a stoic rebel
    Begging for internal change
    My solace makes me enrage
    Faded off my own remorse
    My heart and mind demand a divorce
    Stretched apart by my morals
    A limp body across the corals
    Bleeding out of my very soul
    Forever shall my heart remain coal
    Unable to find eternal peace
    These demons need a release
    Yet I have no valve to turn
    Only the dream to yearn
    I stand before you now defeated
    Every hope has retreated
    Feel no remorse for this
    For only I can set me free of remise
    How simple though it is to truly fall
    As forgotten memories cascade upon the wall.

  • @3mz359
    @3mz359 5 років тому

    Love u’re job 🔥🔥

  •  3 роки тому

    fantastic. Great vibe. Great Beat.

  • @tajahbreannamarzette
    @tajahbreannamarzette 7 років тому +77

    Saying goodbye granny was the worsts thing I could never imagine this was the worst dream tears flying down my face like fucking bullets heart beating so fast man I couldn't do it I would be lying if I said everything was fine I just need to see my granny for one more last time Me and my sister always sung to her she always thought she always thought our voices was beautiful and young to er. fake smiles , dried eyes, rope tied thoughts of suicide god why did she have to die? Its hard to believe it's been this long since you been gone , stressing depressing, in the mirror looking at my reflection , this got me in my feelings crying looking at the ceiling , eyes blood shot red , tears dried up I'm scared 10 feet deep my granny gone man I'm so fuckingggg aloneeee. Devils got ahold of my heart, something inside is tearing me apart , life's got me on my knees never knew she would fucking leave! I guess I have to say goodbye granny I cannot believe .

    • @HassenMimo
      @HassenMimo 7 років тому +2

      facebook.com/h0668813487

    • @farkoduomah5120
      @farkoduomah5120 6 років тому

      damn dawg that was dope RIP granny

  • @angelics1388
    @angelics1388 5 років тому +68

    It's like, the more i cut the less i feel.
    In desperate need of something real.
    My parents ain't ever been the same,
    so they take drugs just to hide their pain.
    I try to help but it never succeeds.
    And that's when my heart bleeds.
    My anxiety is invading me.
    It kills me.
    Just wanna ask, not asking much.
    Can I just once more feel your touch?

    • @anxais
      @anxais 5 років тому

      sunlightx idk y but I cried to this

    • @bob1244
      @bob1244 5 років тому

      Can I add on to this

    • @angelics1388
      @angelics1388 5 років тому

      @@bob1244 sure

    • @angelics1388
      @angelics1388 5 років тому +2

      @Chase Wilham this is my own song and if you don't like it then leave. I'm allowed to let out my emotions through a song and I don't like you hating on it.

    • @yoyohudamanlol6413
      @yoyohudamanlol6413 5 років тому

      Cutting literally releases endorphins, both a physical and emotional painkiller, but also raises cortisol which is basically the neurotransmitter for stress and that’s bad to have a lot of because in the end it is neurodegenerative. After having neurodegeneration (and after PTSD which causes ND), there is chronic neurotransmitter depletion (could last years) meaning for instance low serotonin or serotonin deficiency and this is why people do drugs. Sometimes drugs are better than suicide, but of course pharmaceutical drugs are bad for you regardless if they were designed for serotonin deficiency. Lol if ur looking to increase serotonin and dopamine and lower adrenal and cortisol, (translation: be happy and relax) then I recommend cannabis lol. Anyways ur lyrics are dope idk why i went off on this long ...information rant? .. yeah anyways ✌️ dope lyrics

  • @hibbyak
    @hibbyak 4 роки тому +2

    Omg I was wearing head phones and your intro scared the living day lights out of me!!

  • @kingjayy797
    @kingjayy797 2 роки тому

    I didn't expect the beat to be this hard but something good for this one

  • @mateuszjabonski1017
    @mateuszjabonski1017 6 років тому +100

    The first verse
    For the last time I fell in love with somebody
    For the last time I became engrossed in it
    For the last time I let myself it
    I will already fall in love with nobody
    She was beautiful
    Her eyes like the ocean
    I have sunk in it each time
    Every time in I didn't look
    She was with the one only
    With the one by which I wanted to spend the entire eternity
    But there is already for her no
    There are already no us
    I stayed alone
    As the shipwrecked person at sea
    Turned over to oneself
    Refrain
    For the last time I stood up for love
    For the last time I fought for happiness
    For the last time I fought over something
    For something for what I am not destined
    And never again I will be fighting
    The second verse
    I fought over it
    Because said that he loved
    For her he depends
    But today I understand that it was too beautiful
    Too beautiful to so that it is real
    She was my Princess from dreams
    With the one one only for the entire centuries
    I know that this emotion in me will never fade
    But somebody already by her took my place
    There is no me, there is for her no, there are no us.
    It was never and it won't be
    Only pain and suffering will remain for me
    All over something what was only a sweet dream.
    Refrain
    For the last time I stood up for love
    For the last time I fought for happiness
    For the last time I fought over something
    For something for what I am not destined
    And never again I will be fighting
    The third verse
    Well for me today it stayed am I asking myself?
    Pain? Suffering? Sacrifice?
    For me memories stayed after a few days
    Days in which I was happy
    Days in which I felt that he lived
    Days in which I felt that somebody loved me
    Today I have nothing
    I am alone with the bottle of vodka
    And I am drowning sorrows in it
    Because I know that those days won't return
    Because I know that he will never again be like then
    I know that eternally I will already be alone
    For the last time I fell in love
    And starting from today an emptiness will remain in my heart
    Emptiness for which nobody will already fill up
    Please don't copy that, this text is my own sad love story :)

    • @fredpatton2914
      @fredpatton2914 6 років тому +1

      That is a sad story i agree but beutiful to hear

    • @beansicledeletus7299
      @beansicledeletus7299 6 років тому +2

      I did this in my head and that a g8 idea but u should definalty sing this but i understand u dont want your voice on the internet but do u mind if i just use these lyrics for this song.. i'll give you credit

    • @alarmsquadnj
      @alarmsquadnj 6 років тому +1

      DeuS ReVolt Gaming I feel you on all your words I'm living it myself

    • @mateuszjabonski1017
      @mateuszjabonski1017 6 років тому +1

      @Fred patton thanks man :)

    • @mateuszjabonski1017
      @mateuszjabonski1017 6 років тому +1

      @Dj Skilltopz its no problem, u can use it :)

  • @borgtplayz
    @borgtplayz 4 роки тому +13

    Ya,
    I feel so alone when I’m at home
    setting in the dark always in my phone
    Depression knocked me out of my zone
    Got stuck in my thoughts
    Don’t got the energy to sleep a lot
    Can’t trust a thot
    Can’t true not a cop
    Yes you talk a lot
    You talk way to much
    Man fuck it I’ve had enough
    Life is tuff
    Depression is ruff
    Like what else can I say
    I feel all of the pain
    And yes I know it leaves a stane
    And can’t get the girl of my dream
    but she’s all ways in my mind
    Cause when she came she never left
    Now I’m on a quest to be the best

  • @yesiam832
    @yesiam832 3 роки тому

    Felll asleep to this beat.... Its awesome

  • @rajpawar9343
    @rajpawar9343 5 років тому

    Very Satisfying music. I can hear this whole day. And who said it's emotional? For me it's satisfaction.

  • @SpliffyHusk
    @SpliffyHusk 8 років тому +17

    We clicked quicker than a relay could slingshot a ship
    Yet, distance created a rift in the relationship
    Something even the inquisitor couldn't shut with all his grit
    Let the demons possess to show our true evil, mines selfishness
    Still claim to see you that's a plain lie Flying Ferociously to your face
    But we would lay awake, minds whizzing,
    with blurred vision to keep us dizzy
    Reality drowned by Videogames, we didn't quit to save our feelings
    Now all in me is sadness glistening
    when summertime winds are whistling your name
    It's just me sitting reminiscing as I play our favorite games listening to Lana del Rey

  • @TheErik518
    @TheErik518 8 років тому +39

    It's been years
    I remember when we used to come here
    You remember Bart's old Shop
    Man when we were kids we thought it was hot
    But now we just far from the top
    Cause damn I felt like we coulda been together
    But nothin ever
    Lasts forever
    Cause you coulda been mine but I choked
    I remember the words were caught in my throat
    I couldn't say nun
    You just stayed there patiently
    And I knew we connected spiritually
    But no I said how was your day
    And you just held back the tears and walked away
    Now I can never say anything to you
    Cause the people wanna keep me away
    Even tho I couldn't say what I wanted to say
    I loved you from the day that we locked eyes
    Cause I always wanted you to be mine
    But you looked like you weren't interested
    So we just stayed as friends
    But what I didn't realize
    Is how much you loved me back
    Waiting for me to say the words I wanted to say
    But no now your in a hospital bed
    While the doctor is rubbing your head
    Checking for a blood flow

    • @esthermonter9770
      @esthermonter9770 8 років тому

      i cried :(

    • @JuiceBoyRai
      @JuiceBoyRai 8 років тому

      Could I use peices of this for a demo please

    • @edio8835
      @edio8835 8 років тому

      bro I feel like this today.thank you.

    • @TheErik518
      @TheErik518 8 років тому +1

      +AsAP go ahead man good luck with the demo :)

    • @loneeeeeeKid
      @loneeeeeeKid 7 років тому +1

      ., Mexican Who Can't Speak Spanish ygktfnnw&2&//4

  • @HeavyChevy3
    @HeavyChevy3 10 днів тому

    Dope instrumental 🔥 🔥

  • @jesslyngdoh2613
    @jesslyngdoh2613 4 роки тому +1

    Wow i luv it..

  • @chemvst3636
    @chemvst3636 5 років тому +3

    Quando Rondo🔥🤙🏼

  • @zekhrome5690
    @zekhrome5690 7 років тому +25

    I just started writing, please be kind :)
    [VERSE 1]
    She said you'll miss me when I'm gone
    Fuck that, I'll tell you wrong
    Imma just ride along
    Never mind, I'll just write another song
    See myself in the mirror
    And say "what the fuck is wrong with me?"
    And answer me honestly when I ask who you want in me
    No empathy
    I'm numb
    Yea so sick bitch, I feel so dumb
    Yea I'm a jerk
    But you at the top
    While I'm at the bottom eatin' dirt
    I convert, my emotions
    To letters
    Emotional boys
    With them oversized sweaters
    You know what we do
    I haven't slept in several days
    And I haven't eaten food
    My life isn't something you'll never get or ever understood
    I'm not telling you that you should
    I can blaim my parents, I can blaim my hood.
    [VERSE 2]
    Your words are kinda tough
    And i haven't seen you in a couple days
    I know a solution baby, I know alot a ways
    I know your broken too
    But what the fuck
    Would I do without you?
    All theese questions
    Without answers
    I'm sick
    Call me
    Young cancer
    You know
    I'm not stable
    Should I tie the rope or knot
    This never ending battle I fought
    Was all inside my thoughts
    My inner demons are controlling me
    What do they want in me?
    what do they want to see?
    Now I dig my grave in the sand
    Come with me and hold my hand
    I'll take you to heaven hell or never fucking land
    [HOOK] (X2)
    one last time I see your soul
    And take it away
    I speak truth baby
    I don't ever need to play
    I live for you
    Never lived for the fucking day
    [PRE OUTRO]
    Speechless, what can I fucking say...
    [OUTRO](ECHO)
    (I ask myself every day, what I live for
    I think of my family and you, I try to be honest and keep it true, Should I give up and just shoot.)

    • @jocelyns4723
      @jocelyns4723 6 років тому

      This is good. I sung it with some beat,and it's pretty good. Keep up the good work

    • @ilikam4205
      @ilikam4205 6 років тому

      pURe thats actually good.dude keep it up i right raps 2 just scared to produce

    • @percept1onist
      @percept1onist 6 років тому

      Yo your fucking great ma dude I just sung this and its pretty powerful it takes meaning in how I feel about my life right now I respect this shit dude I love your style I'm asking can I use your lyrics once I buy a beat I think I can crush bars that you wrote dude real shit bro loved it bro its perfection

    • @ciphermusicianartist.1314
      @ciphermusicianartist.1314 6 років тому

      Its very good but i share my opinion the fuckings are uneaded tbh its powerfull enough without them

    • @flamy6905
      @flamy6905 6 років тому

      it's actually pretty gud man :D

  • @pawanbeniwalharyanvi1656
    @pawanbeniwalharyanvi1656 3 роки тому

    Ktai zeher ❤️

  • @masonjeffery3035
    @masonjeffery3035 2 роки тому

    Perfect beat and title for a letter to my dad

  • @ZfromDa6
    @ZfromDa6 7 років тому +112

    seems like every body hates me , but they can never shake me, all they do is awake me because they will never break me I have a meaning even if they don't believe it they still gonna hear it and I know They will fear it. the pain inside is overwhelming but I will always tell it I'll even yell it I don't really care life ain't fair so stop trying to compare to a kid who just opened his fucking lid and spoke words that will leave you Ill and still

    • @Boreceqk
      @Boreceqk 7 років тому +3

      lit.

    • @LILSMOKE519
      @LILSMOKE519 6 років тому

      OKG DAGODD King Lil Smoke "One Last Time*
      ua-cam.com/video/D3qFBKKFipQ/v-deo.html

    • @dijayycadle9837
      @dijayycadle9837 6 років тому

      OKG DAGODD 🤗WOW good lyrics

    • @26Ardel
      @26Ardel 6 років тому

      love story ung music na yan, grabe ka ganda ang sarap gawan ng kanta nyan

  • @szilardvancak5298
    @szilardvancak5298 5 років тому

    OMG very good beautiful instrumental goood job :P RESPECT :)

  • @trapway2946
    @trapway2946 5 років тому

    This beat brings back memories

  • @Beeltalon
    @Beeltalon 6 років тому +4

    Tốt nhất những kỉ niệm e có thì hãy thả nó vào gió
    Đừng bán rẻ kon tim a cho để r mai này chính e pải chờ
    A rất mún che chở.......nhịp thở của anh cũng dần không còn. thì làm sao... vét nứt trong tim không còn...những lần anh đau những lần anh buồn em có bao giờ hiểu đâu...........Nhưng e à.. Định mệnh buộc chặt khiến ta ôm lấy nhau
    Chỉ là nổi bùn a đang cố dấu và nó lại in sâu............A chỉ ước vùng trời xám xịt kia hãy tan thôi
    Và a biết cũng đã đến lúc xa e r...
    Đơn giản vì e là 1 ng cứng rắn
    Giữ e càng kh thể chắc chắn
    Điếu thuốc giữa môi a xiết chặt
    Và là ngoặc kép cho cuộc tình có nuốc thắt

  • @nanamontanez6784
    @nanamontanez6784 5 років тому +17

    Why? Can't you just tell me how u feel... because how your acting is so unreal.. ×2
    You remember when you told me that you'd loved me, I felt unbeloved. . From the way you had hurted me. The way you fliterd was deserted.. u seemed like a nice guy, that was sorta shy.. but i felt I was going to be your third eye.
    I'm confused, your just like mathmaticas that I can't solve because you only revolve on that one exalt. I trusted you but now I know from my own perceptive to not to believe you..
    I wounder if u even realized how confused you made me feel.. I'm sorry.. but please don't call me or look for me, cuz to me your just like a wanna be, that I didn't even want to meet.

    • @schematicb5393
      @schematicb5393 3 роки тому

      Im sorry to be that guy but "hurted" isn't a word.

  • @user-hy4wu9se5e
    @user-hy4wu9se5e 11 місяців тому

    DAMN man I love this beats it brings the best in me 🥲

  • @GrizzlyBeatzMusic
    @GrizzlyBeatzMusic 4 роки тому

    This bangs

  • @keanutamatea5475
    @keanutamatea5475 7 років тому +90

    I think on a daily-
    with this life of mine ageing-
    trying to maintain this mind-
    my vision feeling hazzey-
    my life seems to be on the line-
    but really it's the pain an struggles I survived-
    that re devised this fate of light that shines-
    I use to have it all-
    my closest homies-
    a girl that once told me she loved me-
    a life I didn't see when I was the old me-
    but now hopefully one day the devil doesn't troll me again-
    leading me down the same path like I'm holding his hand-
    to trap me in a dark thought of space-
    a void something Jesus couldn't avoid-
    it's reasons like this I'm still a little boy-
    who needs just as much loving-
    like the one who suffered to take away our sins from us-
    I'm feeling the repercussions from the storm above us-
    I'm feeling my knees bleeding-
    I'm weak an sick of being greedy-
    my mama always taught me -
    never become to needy-
    sharing is the key to speaking your mind freely-
    but damm I was full of myself-
    I over done it with tone of my mouth-
    I hurt an cut up the ones I loved an threw it to the ground-
    all for what to feel like the way I'm feeling now-
    as i slowly feel my life slipping out-
    my memories become a distant realm-
    almost at the point i couldn't turn around-
    forever asleep stuck in the ground-
    i wont lie-
    i tried kill myself one night-
    i was all alone with no others in sight-
    i swear i hear voices in my ear telling me its alright-
    i was scared but was promised to see the light-
    so i gathered all the pills i could find-
    took them all and waited for my time-
    i awoke with a fright-
    i realized my family around with tears in there eyes-
    they thought i wouldn't make it out alive-
    close to pulling my life line-
    i told them i was in the wrong sort of mind-
    and all they could say was do it the proper way next time-
    so ever since i thought fuck the world and its bullshit-
    if i have to be the one hurting like this-
    then i mite as well burn myself down with the rest of yas-
    'finished'

    • @villano4704
      @villano4704 7 років тому +1

      Nice 😈

    • @keanutamatea5475
      @keanutamatea5475 7 років тому +1

      Teh Savage will finish it eventually 😊

    • @shasadkhan2359
      @shasadkhan2359 7 років тому +2

      these bars are hard

    • @GREVIEWS02
      @GREVIEWS02 7 років тому +1

      keanu tamatea from us before I start blazing going crazy for my baby who ended her life at the age of 20 I have the pain aching its so amazing I haven't left already meeting her again in heaven so we can talk for ever and remmber when I met her

    • @jasondiaz6690
      @jasondiaz6690 7 років тому +1

      😢

  • @keko967
    @keko967 3 роки тому +3

    Aye I'm wishing goodluck to all the other small artists out there. Praying for y'all to blow up one day 🙏

  • @erickcomedy2107
    @erickcomedy2107 2 роки тому

    Extra music for the lost trends you final lol good great!

  • @selmogallado4913
    @selmogallado4913 3 роки тому

    Best sad beat on UA-cam 🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @cydermantheguardian1
    @cydermantheguardian1 5 років тому +5

    Hatred boiling within my eyes
    Divination foretelling there lies
    Receding into an old blood gorge
    My life takes on an empowered forge
    A failure to this redundant world
    Yet I feel the evil becoming unfurled
    Blessed by the fires below
    Gods blessing gravely in stow
    I lumber blind, deaf, and ignorant
    Yet my land is beyond verdant
    Sacrificing emotions for these stones
    I have not any of my own bones
    Ground into nothing but dust
    Yet the heavens allow me to rust
    A mistake to worship anyone
    I wish to feel love never undone
    Only purgatory for a vindictive heart
    Perhaps a curse from the start
    Regardless a gluten for this pain
    Your hatred fuels my vein
    Never stronger than when solitary
    My bloodlust becomes involuntary
    Fueled only by my disgust
    There is no one I would entrust
    Alone like a star in the distance
    Driven by fulminating resistance
    I shall consume my own entity
    Drifting nameless into eternity.

  • @malana6379
    @malana6379 4 роки тому +8

    It has been months since we talked or faced each other eye to eye.
    And I wonder if my name has ever crossed your mind
    It hurts cuz it’s insane
    Yea, we used to be best friends
    And now We walk by and it’s if we never met
    I see our pictures and wonder why we didn’t try
    But, we were just habits
    We thought we'd always have it

    • @14PrincessNae
      @14PrincessNae 4 роки тому +1

      That's really good do you kind of I use it?

    • @malana6379
      @malana6379 4 роки тому

      Thank you! What do you mean?

    • @mmadesh5066
      @mmadesh5066 4 роки тому

      Wait isnt this tate mcrae?

  • @MMG71987
    @MMG71987 4 роки тому +1

    I love this beat

  • @x-beats1114
    @x-beats1114 4 роки тому

    Damn it broo perfect one