This is why you don't feel like yourself, This is why you don't feel okay - tarot reading
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- This is why you don't feel like yourself, This is why you don't feel okay - tarot reading.
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She looked at her old life one more time Took a deep breath and whispered I will never see you again
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yeah' wat can i say' I will be there' now now' or jst' now' lol
I'm also' frm SA' frm North west' ...b4 the readin' ive' had dat feelin' even wen' me put ma' workpiece' day energy' try to hold me' wen u pull the card of grievin' i was pissed @ ma'self' coz i choose nt to listen 2 ma' intuition @ da' first plc!! but now' I believe it was' a gud thing! me don't feel
strong rite now' but it was in a wierd way' a booster!!
me are powerful!
& am da' light!!!
im a man by da' way!
When you said you're going to be ok I'm not gonna lie I cried because there is no one else around who can or will say it. I'm emotionally, mentally, physically and spiritually exhausted. I thought I was finally getting through it and I was so proud of myself then bam here it comes again. I don't wanna carry this energy any more and I'm ready to let it go. Thank you Deborah. (My mom's name. What a coincidence) For once I finally feel seen and heard ❤
I agree! I couldn't of said it any better. I feel the same way ❤
This reading sounded as if it was just for me. Being a generational curse breaker, I've had to carry so many burdens and now after understanding who it is I'm becoming, I realize that some if the burdens we're not even mine to carry. Life is so beautiful but likewise my valleys have been extremely low and dry. You're so right, I've been frustrated not knowing why I've been so depleted of energy, not myself at all. No inspiration, no will power, no motivation to do what I call simple things anymore. Just getting a few groceries, tire me out, I've had one blow after another including totaling my car and the victim's due to falling asleep behind the wheel. Surgeries, bedbugs, home in a disarray with zero energy to put it back together. Every break I get, I'm sleep....I'm definitely a high functioning depressed person. I know I'm being transformed but I just want to be done with this, my anxiety stays high just thinking of all the things I need to do, but physically can not without energy. I can say through it all, My Heavenly Father has allowed me to remain hopeful in Him. I know without avdoubt He's going to bring me to a much better quality of life.
I pray all the people of the light will be healed in all aspects of their lives. May you never lose hope in knowing that the best is yet to come. ❤
Me too! ❤
Me too I hope it lasts this time
Girl, you are reading my mail! I’ve always been super independent, taken care of myself. I had to disconnect from my family this past year or two. And now I feel wiped out. I’m finding it impossible to do the smallest things to take care of myself like basic chores, feeding and taking care of myself. I was JUST saying to my guides how sad I was and i don’t know why. I immediately got your notification for this video and you are explaining everything perfectly. I just can’t be strong anymore. I feel so damn weak and vulnerable. I’m not used to this.
Omg me too! Just burnt out on all levels.
My God You too?? This is crazy. Me too!!!!
OMG. This describes me. I lost 4 family members husband, both parents and a brother in the last 4 yrs. The last 2 yrs. I'm beyond drained. Thanks for your explanation.
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I am the same, just tired, and not wanting to do the simplest tasks, usually love to go,go,go and now, I don’t want to leave my house
I lost my Mother in 2019 my Father in 2021 and my husband in September 2023. I am done I want to live again and feel like myself. ♥Thank you much love.🙏
I lost my mom in 2019 and my stepfather too. I separated from my alcoholic ex-husband on New Year's day, 2023 after an incredibly violent experience on New Year's Eve. Solidarity. Here's to our rebirths.❤
Much love and healing to both of you. ❤
@@thefunkysway4634 thank you ❤️
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Wow.✨🕊️✨My mom passed end of 2018 and then my dad end of 2019.. as well as the end of a 20 yr marriage ..taking focus the whole last year of my mom’s life.
✨🦋THIS READING IS FOR US!!✨🦋
..Here’s wishing you SO MUCH love and prosperous, new beginnings! And may 🎶 YOUUUU SHINE ANEW…in everything! XOXO🐛✨🫶🏼🌷🌻🪲🐞🐝💐🌹🌸🌺🪻
Yes, two years ago I had a stroke. My right side is fucked . my. landlord evicted me.. I moved twice already. I’m tired really really tired.. I can’t sleep. Can’t even cry anymore.
Dear by sharing this with us as open the door of the light force of God to enter into your life because you’re in a group right now with like-minded individuals and I will pray for you and being a Pisces. I know everything’s gonna be OK for you. 🎶 🎤Gray sky is it gonna clear up put on a happy face bring sunshine all over the place when you put on a brave, happy face🎶
let the negative energy know who it is that they’re messing with and that you’re not gonna have it! 😉
Sending you Love and Healing
May Divine Blessings and Abundance be bestowed upon you Now
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❤Heartfelt Hugs & Prayers for Comfort, Healing, Peace, Protection, Prosperity to You Dear Soul...Pls. Never Give Up❤
My heart goes out to you 🤍
Please find someone to help you. You shouldn’t have to suffer. Sending you prayers and hugs 🤗
I literally posted this yesterday on my instagram. I wrote "I am grieving the person I once was. Embracing the person I am today. And eagerly awaiting the person I will be in my future." I feel like I'm letting go of my old self, and I am now ready for my highest timeline where I put myself first. No more burning out. I work as a veterinarian but I am transitioning into healing work (tarot, astrology, reiki, and alternative medicine practitioner). I recently found out that I am an animal shaman, and I know nothing about shamanism. I am ready to expand my lifes work and my frequency. Being a veterinarian has pulled all of my energy from me, I can no longer work in this profession and the corrupt principles it stands by.
Im grieving the loss of my youth and beauty, my husband, many things.
When you are done grieving, put on one of your fave songs that makes you move to the groove then get dolled up and celebrate with him. Just imagine and let yourself Be You….that more than anything restores your youth so your beauty shines again. No BS… 🫶💃🏻🪷💫
true beauty never fades- 😁look into your own eyes- and you'll see- your beauty is alive and well
Life has its many seasons and cycles. I can totally understand how this can be so heavy in your life right now. Sending you so much love!
Death and rebirth . Loss and recovery .
Oh god the loss of youth and beauty, I feel that too at 54. You are going through so much but I’m willing you to rise again. You are worth it. Sending you love.
Wow. I'm in awe. I have had some of my hardest days ever recently, including today. I clicked to UA-cam crying due to the recent death of my closest friend, living partner, companion... My cute little boy, he was an all black cat 🐈⬛ named Hercumurr (yes from the Herkimer 💎) . My life has been turned upside down over the past 6-7 months and the final straw was realizing my cat was missing from my RV on my road trip home for Thanksgiving. I spent 3 months distributing lost cat posters throughout the area I'd lost him. In an extremely magical and spiritual way I met a random homeless woman during my hunt. (Just heard Deborah say "Sagittarius" on the video..I'm a Sagittarius) As it turns out, almost unbelievably, the woman's daughter had hit a black cat around Thanksgiving matching the description exactly of my bbz. 😢 This has been the hardest loss of my life. He was not a cat... He was a dog, he followed me outside, inside, we gardened together, did yoga together. He was my spiritual partner. I always thought I would see him grow old. Today I am being hand delivered a kitten by an angel 😇 my first best friend I haven't spoken to in 10+ years, just minutes ago, offered to drive and deliver a 6 week old kitten to my grieving butt. I could not feel more blessed right at this moment. Thank you so much, thank you thank you, for all you do for all of us. 💎🤍 Love
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This Is truly amazing
It is the saddest to lose a dear cat, animals love without any hesitation and I recently lost my dear Merlin . Please know he is still loving you and protecting you .Hope this helps. With love.
I know what you're going through. I've had over 20 cats and have four right now. But in 2006 I lost my cat George. It crushed me and I still mourn his loss. I don't know if I'll ever love someone as much as I loved his sweet, sweet soul. Sending my love to you.
Your comment had me sobbing in the way that my family couldn’t tell whether I was happy or in total grief. Of course it was both very much at the same time. Sending lots of love. I am so sorry for your loss and so happy for your new beginning with new life and love.
I’m depressed and exhausted, sleeping 16 hours a day, zero energy 😢
This is such a safe space for all of us. I don’t think anyone understands me or has any idea the feelings trapped . I am not allowing myself to live I’m slowly dying in misery, my body is in so much pain and the stress of my surroundings has impacted me to the point of wanting to just go.
I escape here to find love and acceptance .
I pray we laugh at this on another dimension 🔅
I'm amazed by how accurate this reading today is. Everything you said hit the nail on the head! I've been the sole caregiver for my 95 year old Mom and yesterday were going out to eat and she fell in the parking lot. She broke her right femur high in 3 places! I took her to the hospital and we spent the remainder of the day there. She spent the night of course and is in surgery now. I'm heading over there soon. But I had to tell you how much of what you said truly resonated with me today. Thank you for helping me get thru this difficult time. I'm amazed by how accurate your readings are. Thank you. Love & light.
I have cried throughout this reading. I have been hurt, betrayed and vilified and have just kept going, trying to stay positive, see best in situations and rebuild my life. Im tired. I recently wrote a list of what ive been through and how i was feeling and thought no wonder. Now im allowing myself time to deal with my emotions. Thank you Deborah, your readings always inspire and encourage me. Blessed be beautiful soul 💕🙏💕
Oh my…🖤💛 as I prepared for my shower I paused for this read w my coffee… I have held strong to lead my family through sooooo much ( including hurricanes, poverty, hospice & murder). I neglected my feelings… this read had me trembling and tears flowed! I am so grateful to spirit🖤💛♏️♏️♐️ ty ty ty
I’m finally focusing on myself. I’ve given all my life force to other people and all they do is take take take. I’m depleted. This last year I’ve seen the truth with all the people in my life. Energy vampires and narcissists. Just incredible that I couldn’t see it before. It’s like I’ve been living in a sort of hell just surrounded by deeply traumatized people, and I was one of them. I’ve recently seen the reality of victim mentality. It’s a mentality I’ve carried my entire life. Now I’ve lived this full circle and have completed my karma I am choosing a higher path but holy balls, the old timeline is like a vacuum. It tries soooo hard to pull you right back into the old pattern. I’ve had to be extremely conscious to not make the same decisions as before. I want a new experience but this time it’s going to be one of abundance instead of constant pain ❤❤❤thank you
I can totally relate to the victim mentality, physical pain, energy vampires, and narcissistic manipulative tricks. I too long to be free from it ALL and want to come back to life!!! Blessings to you 💗✨💗
You and I are living the same life.. I understand completely..now to move beyond and start taking care of ourselves with forgiveness and love. I believe fully that I will move beyond this scenario I’m in and become what my soul is screaming for. Hang in there.. ❤️
I'm in British Columbia Canada. I've been tamping down my emotions but you had me weeping. I'm just hanging in there waiting for the path to the future to open up and show me the way. Thank you for your insights.💕
Im not crying anymore, Im angry & the realisation & the memories of how my mother treated me wont go away ! She passed 18 mnths ago & yes high functioning depression, making out im fine to others but they see but dont understand my mood
I woke up feeling this way after a long time of feeling like I have been carrying too much of a mental load about things in my life. Thank you so much for this reading. Love and light to you all 💚
Poeh 😅 this one hit me. I had to be strong my whole life, feeling like survival, do everything by my self and I want peace, unconditional love, rest. I cried so much after the eclipse, I give it to the divine now, surrendering, stop fighting, it will come to me. It is a lonely journey, I trust my guides that that time will be ending soon.
Same here ive declared my life one big staycation...... for now
I’m like that too when it comes to animals animals are just beautiful. They are always happy. They always love each other respect each other’s boundaries.
So glad I found this reading. “high functioning depression” I can’t think of a better term to describe how I feel. I have felt lost and rudderless. Thank you for so eloquently spelling it out.
I watched till the end this is my energy. I sometimes don’t recognize myself for the past three weeks. I feel totally different. Don’t feel like myself.
Thank you. I have gotten betrayed by some bad energy about very serious issues and I am hurt to the depths of my soul. I needed to know someone out there cared enough to want to give a hug. Bless you Deborah.
Me too🤗😭Huggs❤
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❤Blessings and Prayers for You...Hugs & Healing...Self Empowerment as well❤
Me too what the heck. God bless your soul. I’m still in shock phase.
I got to the end of the reading, and this is in alignment with my soul. I have been exhausted since I stood out under the solar eclipse last Monday, and set my intentions to move forward and out of the stagnancy that has become my life. I literally felt a shift. All I want to do is sleep. I know this is the upgrade I have needed to rebirth myself into the person I am meant to be. Thank you so much for your readings. They mean the world to me. ❤
The past couple weeks I definitely don't feel like myself. I have zero energy . I am not interested in anything I use to be . I just want to sleep .headaches. boredom. I ve been speaking with my friend about this . I have symptoms of depression but I'm not depressed...I want my old self back..
Deborah, I couldn't comment when you posted this but I knew it was for me when you pulled the first card "grieving". At the time of your reading I was treating my cat (together with the vet) for ear cancer. Early in the year she had ear surgery and we thought it was successful. Mid March the cancer was back with a vengeance. I was not ready to let go of my "little girl". I was still praying for a miracle healing for her. Last Thursday was her worst day ever. The pain meds were not even lasting an hour. Friday morning I took her to the vet and had to make the decision to let her go. She was only 8. I know she is at peace and pain free but I'm struggling with her not being here. We were so attached. I'm sure she was a human in a cat's body. So clever. I cried all weekend. Her brother is also struggling. He keeps looking for her in her favourite places. The mornings are difficult but the days are getting better. This morning Lucy came to visit. She dropped an Angel feather next to me while I was sitting outside with Benji. The softest baby bird feather, just so soft like her fur coat. The angel feather was her way to let me know she is ok and she is with me in spirit now. 🙂💖 ALL your messages have resonated! Know you are appreciated 🙏
Was tearing up thinking of my mom, actually both parents but my mom was in my dream last night and waking up and realizing she was gone made it a sad day. Parents' cards are Strength and Justice too. Thanks for the reading
I’ve been feeling heavy for a year . Too heavy . Stage 4 cancer too. Heartbreak , confusion.. loss grief
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Peace be with you 🙏 ❤
Bless you ❤
That’s exactly how I feel, tired all the time. A lot of energy being sent to my sister who is hospitalized with brain trauma due to a fall down stairs. She’s in Colorado and I’m in Texas 😢
Sending prayers your way and lots of healing 🙏
Sending love and healing prayers 🙏
Grieving the loss of who I really am. Feeling tired, can't give up, but not there yet. Working hard to find my way back to my best self. Thank you for being your wisdom.❤❤
U jus explained Me to a "T". I call myself a Happy Mind with a Sad Spirit
I resonate with that.
Got to the end of the reading and everything you said totally resonates with me. I've felt anger, hate, rage, and disbelief, but I haven't let myself grieve yet. Thank you, Deborah. You are an absolute miracle.
This is alignment with my soul. Nearly 3 months ago i left s 4 year relationship with a narcissist. ...i was emptied out .. .it took everything from inside of me to stay sane do you know what i mean. I was hurt angry misunderstood crushed numbed i had no confidence left but my spirituality was strong and it has kept me going forward. Only a week ago or so i woke up one morning and felt lighter. I have bren hibernating not wanting to make meaninless conversation with people. Yes...i am still feeling a bit stunned but the noise in my head is not so ovrwhelming. I can actually start doing things again like painting a picture or go out for a coffee somewhere anf just sit and be. I didnt think i was going to be able to be normal ever again....but thank you Deborah . You hit the nail on the head. ♡
❤ best wishes to you...narcissist ptsd awful experience some good videos to help you on UA-cam..Takes time it's like grief...Best wishes ❤
Beautiful Deborah. Namaste.❤🙏❤
When you've been dealing with an ugly situation that requires complete control of your emotions, and you're nearly at the end, exhausted but having faith that you've absolutely done everything with as much grace as possible while dealing with the death of a beloved soul mate (mother) and the most bizarre circumstances- it's really just a measure of self-preservation. You cannot feed darkness/extreme narcissism by engaging in the same behaviour or showing any weakness. Part of our work here, I believe is to overcome these energies by being as strong as we can. Almost at the end of my personal experience of this - and somehow, it feels as if, by dealing with this microcosm experience as gracefully as possible, the macrocosm is affected as well. I believe many of us are starving narcissistic behaviour by not mirroring any longer....this is how we heal and shatter the hall of mirrors. The illusion of separation. I'm exhausted... many of us are... but I know it's not long until "this too shall pass"...
Sag is a free spirit - independent and warm
So it has felt weird not to be able to wear my heart on my sleeve this past 2 years. I know this was a soul lesson - soul alchemy
I am a much stronger and resilient being than when I first started looking after my mum. So glad we had 9 blessed months together.❤🙏❤
I reached the end. My sadness has retreated, but it was sudden and heartbreaking, a rift in the family, and I won't be able to see my grandchildren for a while. I heklped the family since they were born, I love them very much, and now tyhey are torn away from me. I feel it's important to add this is the result of something I did as a teenager, over a decade before their parents were born. Sowing and reaping. But your readings are helping me get through it all, knowing there are better days coming.
6:09 EXACTLY! I didn’t know how to explain this and you couldn’t have said it any better! Almost all aspects of my life are currently changing
What I feel is somebody rammed in my car and now they want to total my car when you try to ask your children to help you with a computer my son was like why can’t you do it because I don’t know how to do it you know you depend on your family because you’ve been there to help them all the time and I feel like sometimes people are still turning on me laughing at me making fun of me and I’m 70 now and my shoulders got tears in them. I got arthritis so bad of my hands and my wrist. Sometimes I wish I could just go to heaven go to God because I’m tired now I really a.m. I have given everything I can to everyone
💐💕Peace be with you beautiful soul 👼
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I’m grieving for myself for the things that happened to me as a child. I am finally experiencing the emotions and grieving for that little girl.🥹
This spot on for me, I’m grieving both of my daughters and a 27 yr marriage… I look after my husband as he has so many health issues, I’m so tired ..I’m not sure where to go from here
I made it to the end. My husband passed 6 months ago and I have been silently struggling with who I am. When you pulled the spring equinox card I started crying. Not sure why but it was a very strong interaction.
I have been lurking on your page for past 5 months and haven’t previously posted even when you asked us to. I resonate with your readings even though I have no idea what path I am supposed to walk. I know in my spirit that I am a leader, of what I ask? Lol
Not wanting to clean up, rewinding the past, trying to let go and being strong all the time tires me. These days I just want to sleep 😂. I have been till the end of the reading. Thank you Debora, thank you Universe, thank you angels😊.
Thank you…I’m actually processing a lot of emotions right now…the hardest emotions are rage and anger. It’s so hard to keep feeling the anger and staying present and gentle with myself. Afterwards I had severe back pain…Thank you❤ I love you. I’m going to take your suggestion and start writing
hi, Denese from Bunbury Western Australia- I feel most of your reading is a connection!!- thank you. this reading is my story - I'm 64 - iv been though "HELL"- I'm awakened, healed, and my heart is kinda open. I feel my new highway of change in the last 7 days. thank you. xxxxx
Thank you for your COMFORT! I've wanted that more than anything. Just coming out of survival mode after YEARS of addiction, trauma, struggle, homelessness,more family trauma and the birth of my son in the middle of all this.
Had an awakening on Feb 28 And since then,I've been in deep healing and resting mode. I'm trying to take action,but I'm so tired,and I feel like I'm regrowing my heart. It takes a lot of energy.
I know now that I deserve better and I need to create MY life and express myself.
I don't enjoy my relationship, I don't enjoy housework, I don't enjoy not being loved for being ME. So I'm gonna do the work to make my world look like I want it to. Have to have a think-feel about what I ACTUALLY WANT.😂
Thank you!❤❤❤
This was literally me last night and this morning. I was angry, frustrated, sad, mad- you name it.
I felt like such a failure. I cried so much for so long and wrote out pages and pages on how life had treated me so unfairly.
It was scary and exhausting at first feeling so many harsh emotions but I’m happy I stayed with the pain and allowed it to flow through.
Thankfully I was feeling so much better after some much needed rest following my melt down 🙏🙏🙏
Grieving. Today is the 4th anniversary of my dad's death from cancer. I miss him so much.
When he went into the hospital, we took his dog, Miss Cleo. When he died five weeks later, she became our dog. She died in 2022 and I miss her so much too.
Most days, I am at peace with it, but on their death days, it all comes back.
I do like the re-birth aspect of the reading. I've been planning (and working on) a big life renovation. A glow up.
I'm a cancerian down in capetown and new to your channel. Iv just watched this reading twice and it was spot on for me which proves how gifted you are as a tarot reader ❤
Im here for a reason...I'm getting all sorts of information. I stayed till the end and this was for me. Thank you, thank you!!!
I am 52 and i just don’t know how much more pain I can take i am so sad and grieving and i have journaled and cried and punched my pillow. I need to connect with my spirit guides because i don’t have anyone that i can talk to about how messed up my life is I have no choice but to push it away I cant go look in the dark aspects of my sadness , despair, anger and frustration because i have been fighting against the dark and its trying to suck me in and the shadows won’t let me back out
I'm giving your soul the biggest hug 🫂 you'll be ok
It will pass you're working through the pain it's a journey unfortunately...keep your heart up all passes eventually..sending you blessings ❤
Thank you i am hugging you back
Sending blessings back to you
Thank you. I grew up and was taught that feelings were meant to be pushed down. Toughen up. It feels good to know that i can acknowledge those feelings and let them free!!! Breaking the chains!!!
I stayed to the end. I immediately recalled your last collective about rebirth. It is connected. I also connected this to a collective reading you did where an ancestor asked you to do more readings because there were many ancestors in line waiting to get a message through. I have an intense fear of an ending of a relationship with my daughter. Too much to say here, but my hope is that the relationship can be reborn to something stronger and better.
❤5555❤ Hallelujah!!!! The daily jesus devotional has been a huge part of my transformation, God is good 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻was owning a loan of $47,000 to the bank for my son's brain surgery (Oscar), Now I'm no longer in debt after lI invested $8,000 and got my payout of m $270,500 every months,God bless Mrs. Mary Elizabeth Webb 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸….
Hello how do you make such monthly ?? I'm a born Christian and sometimes I feel so down 🤦 of myself because of low finance but I still believe in God 🙏..
Wow that's nice She makes you that much!! please is there a way to reach her services, I work 3 jobs and trying to pay off my debts for a while now!! Please help me.
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Debra, You are such a treasure!
i find myself thinking of all the people who need your advice.
You are spot on with everything here. My father passed away in 2020. Then my brother in 2021. My powerhouse. I'm the last of my clan. I'm getting there. Sorry for everyone loss here. And what you're all going through. I will share it will get better, and it is.Stay strong all 🙏💞
I am 49 years old and had to be so strong and have done everything for my child and myself and everyone else. I have been through so much in my life. I went through all the dark stuff and I might have a little still deep inside me. I keep asking my spirit guides to show me. I hope it comes up I am so ready for my new beginning! Thank you for an on point reading.❤😊
“I got to the end of the reading… This is in alignment with my soul, thank you.” Namaste, 🙏🏼 beautiful reader🦋✨🌷🐞
Thank you. I have carried too much wonky energy.
I lost my mother 2 years ago and her mother, my nan, last November. I’ve thought for a long time that I haven’t grieved fully because I’ve been strong for others
This was so needed can't remember the last time I was happy been through hell and back then back again last night was having very negative intrusive thoughts about just ending it all no money no job only my kids keeping me going nearly lost my life last year and uk just dismiss my mental health😢
Grieving with waves of huge Sadness. Devastating end of 32 yr marriage cycle. Your reading is very helpful. Thank you. 🙏🏼
I woke up today totally energy depleted.. decided to stay in bed watching your videos and cry.. 🙏🏼💖✨
OMG that’s exactly what I feel “high functioning depression” so on point..
I feel so much better knowing its not just me feeling like this lately!
Thank you ❤ this truly felt like a personal reading. It’s truly amazing and so are you. I live about four hours north of Chicago. I’m sending you all my love.
Im here Hedge. Its in alignment. ❤
Wow... I am crying from the beginning of this video. Everything you mentioned hits spot on. Thank you.... and I am still crying.
I walked out of work 3 years ago and couldn't go back. I am still sad I want to let go it keeps coming back . I have been working hard to get better but I feel like I am having a relapse
Thank you for the reading it helps to refocus! The reading felt like a private read !
Sag sun, cap moon Aries rising, with tears ....Thank You Thank You, Thank You.
I'm in tears here in Australia 😢 your messages are so in tune with those of us who love and appreciate you Deborah ❤️ thank you 🌟 from my heart to yours 💖🌸💖
12:33 I decided to go hermit mode just yesterday. And I'm changing my identity to keep people away as well. This reading appeared on my feed just when I needed it. It confirmed I need to take the last step I was hesitating to take. Good riddance to everyone suffocating me and making me shoulder all the responsibility. Because I am not that person. I should have done this weeks ago. 😌
Yes I also disconnected from aunt n uncle that admitted to doing witchcraft. She was so envious sh3 said sh3 would think bad things at night n I would have nightmares. I will not open the door again...
I got to the end of the reading. Thank you! Life has given me some challenges and still is, but, in a way I am grateful. I've learned so much about myself and as I continue on in life as a forever student, I look forward to what I still will learn. Life is hard, wonderful, difficult, easy sometimes, glorious, anerving, full of obstacles and even with some parts of living in flow. I am living on a handicap pension and I am not rich with money. I am rich with life and there is still so much to be grateful for and so much to enjoy. I am going to be 55 this year, and I am still alive even when the world sometimes made me not to.
I cannot express how much this has helped. I recently made a huge shift and was able to release the past. I could not understand why I was feeling so off and unsteady. I did not even think about the grief from my old self dying. Thank you so much for this. It has helped tremendously and given me comfort.
This is definitely in alignment w/my soul! The past couple of weeks I spent time w/my family due to my cousin passing, and his ex wife was present. It would have been MUCH easier just w/my family, cause she just picked fig(only me) and disrespected my cousin incredibly at his service. It was unreal. Then she put their boys against me and I said, I hope that one day you will see the truth. I will always love and respect you even though I do not agree w/your perspectives (she was projecting alot on me). I didn't explain myself in one bit. I hope they see that she needs help, mental help. I have been disconnected w/my family since the beginning of the year until my cousin, and I'm ready to continue on w/my new path. Whatever the Divine shows me, I'm ready.
Sending oh so much love and gratitude!
Spot on! I’ve had to change the way I deal with traumatic memories. I’ve had to isolate myself for my own protection. I’m not familiar, any longer with the person I have to become again. I have had no one who tried to understand why I lost myself.
That death of the old self gives space for rebirth. It does suck, but the other side is sweet💖Thank you for your messages Deborah😘
Exactly how I’ve been feeling since the eclipse
I just finished this video and want to thank you ❤
The part where you said you had the urge to mother on someone got me. I never really had a mother, I want so much to know what that feels like. It's only once I started working with spirits, ancestors, and guides that I've felt anything like trust, love, comfort, from a being "bigger" than me. I've survived the darkest of the dark, I've always had to fight to live, and I can see on the horizon a time where I can let go and just live. I'm still trying to figure out how you let go and feel.
Spot on as always! Very detached and pretty uninterested in the human folk nowadays( I pulled many of those same cards earlier myself- you are absolutely right and honors to spirit!)
You are so right, there is so much from my childhood I’ve had to unlearn, pushing things down for years made me ill, no way I do that now! It’s the most unhealthy way to live! You are always on point, thank you 🙏
Your tears embracing as I endure much pain. A layer of trauma recognized...dissolving... thank s to your fearlessness.
This is so beautiful. You kind of look like my late mom who passed away in 2019, I miss her so much. When you said you just wanted to hold us and be there, it made me very emotional. I have carried so much for so long my father died when I was 8 then my mom and I feel very alone in my strength, like I would just like someone else to steer the ship for a little while. I thought I had that person, my childrens' father, we were together for 16 years, but I could never let him steer the boat, he was too unreliable. He is an alcoholic and aggressive and unpredictable, I finally got the courage to end it on New Year's Day of 2023. New Year's Eve was a tower. He got so drunk he said and did some terrible things, police were involved, it was crazy. I can't help but still love him, despite it all, and I have to see him all the time in our coparenting, but I know we just can't ever be together and that I deserve better. My inner peace is slowly being replensished.
I have been feeling sad for a long time after my parents and brother died,everytime when I think I am over it, then the pain comes back rushing in. I cried so many times, the regrets and longing. I miss them so much, but I started to tell myself, no more crying just be strong because I need to move on, and today the pain came back a thousand times. I am crying while I'm listening to you. I just don't want to feel this pain anymore. Crying while no one seeing wiping my tears away so no one can see, pretending to be strong when deep down inside I just want to scream. I really wish I was in a different place and different time in my life, I am not happy in my life, but I don't know how to get out of it😢
Ive been feeling this way for so long. Very unhappy, no motivation or drive, therapy and meds didnt work. Im very tired of living a life of dread, im tired of pushing myself into ways that break me just so i can get a move on to the next unfavorable thing. I dream of a life where i am in control of what i do and create, where i dont dread my daily activities, a life where i wont have to force myself to do dreadful daily activities to survive. This has taken over my life and i dont know what else to do anymore. The more i ignore it and treat it like a symptom of a lack of positivity the worse it gets. I need to change it or it will take me down further than it already has.
Yep, this is definitely for me. I had a reading this morning that confirmed all of this.
Learning to be this new person and to live without the masks. I'm learning to live past the "crash" of 23. My old self really DID die. I discovered that I was living for the wrong reasons and had my man in the mirror moment. Such is irreversible but I'm thankful to see the sun everyday. That's for sure.
Emotion = energy in motion
Disease = Dis Ease ❤❤❤
I'm definitely realigning inner dialects.. realising times where iv told myself I was being weak, I was actually being way too strong for others over my own feelings and I was actually fully aware of the gaslighting that was going on but I put the other person first because of what he was going through.. Now I'm strong for me first.. ❤ thank you so much.. I went dancing with a ribbon in the woods bare foot yesterday as my inner child was calling for fun.. iv been a bit worried about money the last 2 weeks and I know I don't need to.. I know I am supported but the ego/human brain is still slightly conditioned
I got to the end of your reading. I'm so blessed to have found your channel! Everything resonates with me, is in alignment with my soul. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Blessings and love to you 💞💖
I have been showing everything is fine to everyone. Deep inside I am hurting. I will face my hurt and accept it and release it. Thank you for the very insightful reading 😁I am in alignment with my soul
Thank you so much for this! i needed to hear this! High functioning depression definitely explains my lack of motivation and just going through the motions.
I got the the end of the reading and I sat for a bit feeling for the first time that I am not alone. I am so tired and every symptom I have my Doctors cannot explain or find what is going on. I used to be rock solid and now I can't even think straight. Now, now I feel some hope and I am ready to be the new me. Thank you Deborah. 💜💙
It's as though you're reading my personal reading. Unbelievable. Recently I went through this revolutionary change that at first scared me and I'm so glad for this awakening from within.
Yeah, when we die to our old selves, so our True Selves can come forward. I'm thinking of the saying "Today is a good day to die".
I got to the end of the reading. I'm not sure if I want to say "this is in alignment with my soul", but I will say Thank You, this makes a lot of sense. Thank You, Spirit Guides, for such good counsel.
I have gone through the very worst time in my life. I have had so much pain and sadness. I am so grateful and touched by this reading. Thank you so much. Blessings to you and everyone else in this reading. 🙏 ❤
This reading came to me tonight after a day of crying my heart out. We are never alone on this rolling rock. May all of us experience find peace in knowing we can become our best selves. I've had many hard lessons in this life. Recently had a third spine surgery from abuse in March. 1st day of the year my pup ran out in front of me going down my back porch steps. She's 4.5 pounds mind you.broke my elboe in half and had a surgery for that. It's time for me to let that life die. I'm ready for fresh new beginnings and a new me. I got to the end of this reading this is in alignment with my soul!🌟🩵🦄🩵🌟
I got to the end of the reading, this IS in alignment with my soul. I am finally feeling the shift, the strength, it has been a long road. Thank you, thank you, thank you 🙏🙏🙏
I made it to the end of this reading. This is my energy. I feel like I am going to be ok. Now going back to watch the video you suggested. I most certainly am becoming someone else.
Thank you!
You are going to be just fine, even better than fine. Your still blooming into yourself. 🌹
Thank you soooooo much.. This is a bullseye for me a Sagi... I feel like I'm purging my entire existence and definitely the loss of my beautiful Mother coming up on a year anniversary... It was unexpected and so many other traumatic things of my life!I have always been so jovial as a person and I do feel like I've lost myself and been hearing the words roll around in my head... I feel like I've died a thousand deaths...there are literally days where all I do is sit and zone out... The weird things feeling utterly empty yet so much pain... My love to all who are walking or crawling through this time!!! ❤
You are so right. After much responsibility and concern. Always having to be strong. Now I feel so tired and fatigued. Hardly able to tackle the housework. 💚
Thank you so much! I relate so deeply to everything you say…I couldn’t help but giggle at the thought that I am not so alone sitting here crying over animal videos 😅😊Thank you ❤
I got to the ending of your reading and this is in Alignment of my soul Debra.
My life has been a struggle since my mum died at 27 and I was 8, then the year after my nan died, I understand now as she had lost her daughter and best friend, she was only 44.
Then no one wanted me, so it was pillar to post for a while, until I put myself into care.
Then it got worst,
I experience a out of body projection while trying to meditate at 13, which scared me so much I shut down, as I’ve always felt I wasn’t alone and would feel someone sit on the end of my bed as a child, I told my uncle my Nan had died, though I was happy at the time and I can remember him getting really angry with me and to go back to bed.
In approx 10 minutes the hospital rang to say my Nan had in fact had died.
I marriage two narcissist men.
The second was the worst, beating me for buying Frosties instead of cornflakes.
He slept with all my so called friends, he stole from two of my public houses ( pubs ) I had to go bankrupt, I lost everything!
Every my house I had to rent out but I then found out he had stop paying the mortgage etc..
I finally divorced him about 16 years ago and he still wouldn’t leave me alone.
I have never had another husband or relationship since then.
I don’t feel safe to be with another man.
So I concentrated on my three children and their education plus careers.
So I’ve been celibate
Since my divorce.
I’m so depressed, I suffer from acrophobia, so can’t leave my house.
I have had three accidents in a row in three years and I’m still walking with crutches.
I’m sleeping so much I just don’t know why,
I’m now stuck in my bedroom, buying/ collecting tarot and oracle cards ( over 150 so far)
I’m now feel trapped in my bedroom as my daughter 30th years old is still at home with her three children,
I feel it’s more her house than mine.
I just want to move on or even died as I feel I’ve done or passed enough tests.
I’m exhausted.
I even said to my daughter that I would love to be 27 again and start a new.
I’m 59 what man is going to want a grandmother?
Though I do like my own company, I don’t drink or smoke.
My daughter even controls what I eat.
Porridge twice a day as she doesn’t want me to get fat being in bed all the time.
I had a extremely large saddle blood clot, they don’t know how I survived,
I had to have IV trambolics
Or I would be dead in thirty minutes.
kristian my eldest son says what are the out come,
The doctors said there isn’t as the don’t use it as the side effects are so back and will cause a stroke etc..
Next morning I was right as rain, never felt any pain, even though I had crashed that night. 🤷♀️
I fell and broke my knee and tibia bone so was bed bound for four months, then fell down the stair and did my hip bone and bleeding on the brain,
That was three year ago.
Since the eclipse
My headaches have been terrible pain where my third eye is and across my forehead.
When I got home from the hospital after my new grandson was born on leap year.
I could feel someone watching me and there was a raven sat on my roof watching my,
I met his eye and he met mine, in fact he/she gave me a sense of peace.
It was like he was waiting for me as I don’t go outside.
My life is a complete mess.
I’ve now started collecting spiritual books on tarot, witch craft, reiki,Charka, meditation
books, Angel and Greek gods and goddesses, Crystal and candles.
You name it I buy it.
I haven’t even open a set of cards yet, I just feel drawn to them.
I don’t know what I would do without my dogs or cats.
Sorry but it felt like you were fighting my life story, I connected so much with your reading I was crying.
I’m now worrying that at 59 and I too old to start my life again or do you mean to pass on a be literally reborn.
As I know a crow can be know as a death.
My life is just a mess,
Why did they save me 3 years ago? just for my life to be led in my bedroom sleeping??
Blessing Debra 🙏🌹
This is in alignment with my soul. You touched on things I have not been able to put into words. Functional depression; Wow for way too long. I truly don’t recognize myself but I like what I’m seeing so far. I have eliminated so many people from my life and I almost don’t know who’s left. And that’s OK