I love heavier music genres, but your music is alternative and very noice, something tells me that you are genuine and this means a lot to me in a world of fake copycats and garbage music. I have subscribed to your channel and liked this amazing song!
Essenger...dude this is super good...the voicemails that you put into the song...holy shit...you been number 1 on my spotify playlist..keep it up brother
Discovered you from your collab with Dabin, and found a whole world of music I didn't think I'd like. Thanks for making such awesome and soulful music .I hope I can be like you one day
Man, this song is so amazing, I was looking somebody else with this style, other than Nothing Nowhere, I would love to hear a collab song with you. I’m happy for finding you, I hope, I can hear more of you!
I discovered you through this track and i am really impressed how you could two or more genres at onces this fucking good. you have serious talent, really like your synthwave work but i would love to hear more sad boi vibes :)
_lyrics_ [Verse 1] You can tell me that it’s not my fault Sleep all day, wide awake when the night falls And I don’t know who I’m supposed to be "Just be yourself", the fuck is that supposed to mean Told you that I’d stay in touch But things change and these days I don’t get out much And I’m sorry that I’ve not been there Just things are tough, please don’t tell me I don’t fucking care [Chorus] It’s not your place to try to change me It’s far too late for you to save me I’m tired of living in the background I wanna leave but I don’t know how [Verse 2] I’m fading out slowly The city’s so lonely Tell you I’m fine, push it aside You think that you know me I know I’m complacent You’ll find a replacement If you need anything, I’ll be wasting away in the basement [Break] "Hey man, I'm sick of trying to track you down all the time... Get back to me... or I'm done. Alright?" [Chorus] You can tell me that it’s not my fault Sleep all day, wide awake when the night falls And I don’t know who I’m supposed to be Just be yourself, the fuck is that supposed to mean? Told you that I’d stay in touch But things change and these days I don’t get out much And I’m sorry that I’ve not been there Just things are tough, please don’t tell me I don’t fucking care [Break] "Hey Jeff, It's mom. Just checking on you this morning to see how you're doing. I'm really concerned cause I haven't heard anything from you, so please call me, okay? Love you. Bye."
I remember searching for you because I loved the screams on Berserker which was uploaded on Monstercat. I came to find which of you did it and I heard how your other songs were softer and thought it wasn't you but decided to stay around and look at what I found out :D I'm happy I stayed around and will continue to do so ❤️
Mate, this song has popped into my discover weekly and I wanted you come to you directly and say this tune is incredible! New fan right here. Thankyou. 🙏🏼
I can relate to those lyrics, to think I discover this artist from Artzie Music which usually specialized in promoting Future Funk and Vaporwave songs. This artist is completely different though, I feel like if "emowave" were a thing, this artist would be the quintessential artist for that style, as it's done pretty damn well, these songs have been hitting me in the feels, I'll admit.
Thinking about the actual problems that are present today i can call myself very happy that I discovered this genre of music, as well as this excellent artist. You are helping me through a huge crisis in my life and I`m so grateful for that! Keep up the fantastic work, I desperately hope to see u some day in germany!!
I'd love to here more, this is one of the best songs i've ever heard, and I love your synthwave too! Rock, Synthwave, and Instrumental are really my favorite.
for some reason I kinda get this lyrics of your situation. I hope it got better now. you're going to be huge some day man keep up the good work!! always support :)
The timing on discovering this song is crazy. Thank you universe, and Spotify lol. With where I am mentally right now, these lyrics just hit me on a spiritual level, so really, thank you, Essenger. Got this shit on repeat! Keep doin what you’re doing, I’m def a fan for life. ❤️
Showed up on my Discover Weekly late last year. Now it will always remind me of what I had. But I need to let you go now. I hope everything gets better without me around. I hope you find peace, contentment, joy, and your calling in life. I’m so sorry for pushing you so much. I’m so sorry for my bitterness and anger towards you. I wanted to be your person so badly I would’ve done anything. Have a good life and I hope you feel full again one day without me. I told you I forgave you, but obviously I didn’t. I need to do a lot of soul searching to truly accept everything that happened and learn to move on from it. I have so much resentment and I just want it to heal and forgive you for shattering my heart.
I've felt this way before! Never ever let someone drag you to this point! Took me my whole life of shit like this before I finally found my love! Well, a bit of a story there too lol but a good one!
I just discover you randomly on Spotify and now. I can’t stop listening
same. on my discover weekly playlist
Me too
Going through some real tough times. This is my much needed therapy.
Nothing Nowhere vibes, love it 💜
I love heavier music genres, but your music is alternative and very noice, something tells me that you are genuine and this means a lot to me in a world of fake copycats and garbage music. I have subscribed to your channel and liked this amazing song!
it's great, man
A very Beautiful song, Thank You! somehow hit me deeply, keep living on Guys!
Your songs all hit close to home. You have a fan for life, Essenger. Thanks for being you my man.
Essenger...dude this is super good...the voicemails that you put into the song...holy shit...you been number 1 on my spotify playlist..keep it up brother
Found you and this song yesterday and literally have not listened to another song . Unreal .
Well you are in for a treat then, or medicine ❤️💯
Discovered you from your collab with Dabin, and found a whole world of music I didn't think I'd like. Thanks for making such awesome and soulful music .I hope I can be like you one day
Haha same, so glad that Dabin made that collab lol
Same here!
I've never truly connected to particular meaning in most music but this fits like the last piece of a puzzle. Thank you.
This song speaks to my soul and how I've been feeling. Thank you.
My god the first 30 seconds are so insanely good.
This song gets me in the feels in a million ways
Man, this song is so amazing, I was looking somebody else with this style, other than Nothing Nowhere, I would love to hear a collab song with you. I’m happy for finding you, I hope, I can hear more of you!
I discovered you through this track and i am really impressed how you could two or more genres at onces this fucking good. you have serious talent, really like your synthwave work but i would love to hear more sad boi vibes :)
_lyrics_
[Verse 1]
You can tell me that it’s not my fault
Sleep all day, wide awake when the night falls
And I don’t know who I’m supposed to be
"Just be yourself", the fuck is that supposed to mean
Told you that I’d stay in touch
But things change and these days I don’t get out much
And I’m sorry that I’ve not been there
Just things are tough, please don’t tell me I don’t fucking care
[Chorus]
It’s not your place to try to change me
It’s far too late for you to save me
I’m tired of living in the background
I wanna leave but I don’t know how
[Verse 2]
I’m fading out slowly
The city’s so lonely
Tell you I’m fine, push it aside
You think that you know me
I know I’m complacent
You’ll find a replacement
If you need anything, I’ll be wasting away in the basement
[Break]
"Hey man, I'm sick of trying to track you down all the time...
Get back to me... or I'm done. Alright?"
[Chorus]
You can tell me that it’s not my fault
Sleep all day, wide awake when the night falls
And I don’t know who I’m supposed to be
Just be yourself, the fuck is that supposed to mean?
Told you that I’d stay in touch
But things change and these days I don’t get out much
And I’m sorry that I’ve not been there
Just things are tough, please don’t tell me I don’t fucking care
[Break]
"Hey Jeff, It's mom. Just checking on you this morning to see how you're doing. I'm really concerned cause I haven't heard anything from you, so please call me, okay? Love you. Bye."
I remember searching for you because I loved the screams on Berserker which was uploaded on Monstercat. I came to find which of you did it and I heard how your other songs were softer and thought it wasn't you but decided to stay around and look at what I found out :D I'm happy I stayed around and will continue to do so ❤️
Yes! I've been lowkey obsessed since I got your music as a suggestion. (:
An all time classic off you Essenger, props to Kazukii too in this, ly guys
Mate, this song has popped into my discover weekly and I wanted you come to you directly and say this tune is incredible!
New fan right here.
Thankyou. 🙏🏼
Strong, clean vocals!! 🤘🏻🤘🏻 been listening to you for awhile now. Been on repeat on my Spotify! Keep up the great work!!🤙🏻
Rando on my Spotify suggestion this past month. I've listened and shared this song more than I loke to admit. Top notch.
This song hits hard man.
I Love Electronic Popular Music.
I love this song, we need more like this please.
I can relate to those lyrics, to think I discover this artist from Artzie Music which usually specialized in promoting Future Funk and Vaporwave songs. This artist is completely different though, I feel like if "emowave" were a thing, this artist would be the quintessential artist for that style, as it's done pretty damn well, these songs have been hitting me in the feels, I'll admit.
Your songs are the only reason I sleep nowadays. ❤️❤️
Amazing.. amazing.. beautiful song man. I really relate and feel this deeply.
Please make this amazing song longer :)
@Dandoy Supatank where at?
Found you thanks to your get your wish cover but this song touched on a level I did not expect. Thank you for your wonderful music.
You seriously deserve more credit dude
I love this song a lot can’t stop replying it, it’s just awesome.💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
Oh my gawd. I love your music so much! You deserve way more recognition for this. Anyways thanks for being yourself. I'll be there till the end!
Why is it that I get goose bumps throughout the whole song
At least you get voicemails bro….. some of us don’t even get that in this life.
Thinking about the actual problems that are present today i can call myself very happy that I discovered this genre of music, as well as this excellent artist. You are helping me through a huge crisis in my life and I`m so grateful for that! Keep up the fantastic work, I desperately hope to see u some day in germany!!
Another masterpiece from the one and only Essenger! ❤️
my favourite song atm. love this
I'd love to here more, this is one of the best songs i've ever heard, and I love your synthwave too!
Rock, Synthwave, and Instrumental are really my favorite.
DUDE, this is so incredible... This duo is perfection
for some reason I kinda get this lyrics of your situation. I hope it got better now. you're going to be huge some day man keep up the good work!! always support :)
The timing on discovering this song is crazy. Thank you universe, and Spotify lol. With where I am mentally right now, these lyrics just hit me on a spiritual level, so really, thank you, Essenger. Got this shit on repeat! Keep doin what you’re doing, I’m def a fan for life. ❤️
Wish i could find so many songs that sound just like this.
So happy that checking your channel often for updates finally gave us a reward! Glad to see you're back, hope to see more soon!
You saved me. Thank you
Found this song randomly on Spotify so good love both parts
Awesome, as always.
Thank you!
sooooo amazing, sucker punch right in the feels
Essenger always killing it. This song is no exception! Subbed
Think I'm in love with your music
Crazy how I'm already certain that I'll be listening my whole life
This is has so much vibe, amazing job man. Looking forward to hearing more from you.
Es igual de buena como la primera colaboración que tuviste con kazukii, muy buen trabajo essenger 👍
the line about 'if you need me i'll be in the basement' reminds me eerily of rick sanchez going out into the garage and Chaos Chaos kickin in♡
Wow! So real life for sure!
💙love your music so much!
Please make more music with Kasukii. Gone was my first song I heard made by you, and I love every song you make together
I hope to :)
Kazukii has an album coming out, so I hope to hear some more Essenger on there
Showed up on my Discover Weekly late last year. Now it will always remind me of what I had.
But I need to let you go now. I hope everything gets better without me around. I hope you find peace, contentment, joy, and your calling in life. I’m so sorry for pushing you so much. I’m so sorry for my bitterness and anger towards you. I wanted to be your person so badly I would’ve done anything. Have a good life and I hope you feel full again one day without me.
I told you I forgave you, but obviously I didn’t. I need to do a lot of soul searching to truly accept everything that happened and learn to move on from it. I have so much resentment and I just want it to heal and forgive you for shattering my heart.
Learning is the only medicine available
💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯 luv this
I've felt this way before! Never ever let someone drag you to this point! Took me my whole life of shit like this before I finally found my love! Well, a bit of a story there too lol but a good one!
Criminaly underrated
💚💚💚
worth the wait
❤❤❤❤
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Love ya
Muito, muito bom! ♥️
Sou brasileiro, gostei muito da musica mano, continua assim que tu vai longe carai
Woah!
Did you actually feel this way at one point in time? Seems real!
My sons mom asked me to listen. Heavy
💚💚🥰
Wow what’s the meaning behind your song? It’s really good ❤️ I can feel the pain in the song
Prolly about a friend that committed suicide...
im tired of living in the background
i wanna leave but i don't know how
💖
Is the singer Essenger or Kazukii?
it me
Erazed
Ear aced
Love to hate your music. Bravo