I used to smoke cigarettes Nicotine on my breath followed by a bottle of regret Now I just vape I almost lost faith in my self to just up and quit I tried once before then tried some more But I fucked up and woke up on the floor And everyone I love I see in my dreams it sucks when I wake up They leave I’m tired of losing not tired of trying now I tell the truth and get accused of lying But that’s just not me or who I want to be please just don’t quit and you’ll see Through all my regrets I found success But I wasn’t right , I was left I live with my choices and follow the voices that come from inside of my soul and I almost gave up on things that lift me up on things I don’t want to quit What’s with me and all this pain and the memories that fill my brain as much as I’m happy I’m still feeling sadness it’s not complicated But it’s so hard to grasp it I mean What do I mean I could up and leave But that’s just not me I always pray everyone stays when I wake up some day from this dream
i wish that i knew what i know right now way back then id hold you a tighter, closer than i ever did it seems like these years just blow with the wind lord jesus i give you my flaws and my sins oh ohhh oh trying to do it alone do it my own way and it’s getting old they never gave me a coat the day that i found out that this world is so cold i’ve cussed and i’ve lied i’ve wronged and done right ive done me some things i ain’t need i’ve ran away from the one that creates and the one that can set me free i’ve been on top of mountains i’ve been down deepest of caves
Momma I am sorry For the life that I have lived Im so sorry momma I just couldn't quit I wish regret would leave me Alone On my own For now Somehow However it is My only friend Momma please do not worry me to death Ill be with the southern sky in the end On the wind Might I say Hey thanks For all the life that you give My life was not a curse It was your death that is Momma please Dont worry Ive come to be like all the other big kids Momma please dont worry take me away Carry me off with all of my sins Take me to the land of tomorrow Wherever it maybe tomorrow is Momma Im sorry For this ungodly life I have lived
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killed it per usual 🤝
Thank you sir 🫡
I used to smoke cigarettes
Nicotine on my breath
followed by a bottle of regret
Now I just vape
I almost lost faith
in my self to just up and quit
I tried once before
then tried some more
But I fucked up and
woke up on the floor
And everyone I love
I see in my dreams
it sucks when I wake up
They leave
I’m tired of losing
not tired of trying
now I tell the truth
and get accused of lying
But that’s just not me
or who I want to be
please just don’t quit and you’ll see
Through all my regrets
I found success
But I wasn’t right , I was left
I live with my choices
and follow the voices
that come from inside of my soul
and I almost gave up
on things that lift me up
on things I don’t want to quit
What’s with me
and all this pain
and the memories
that fill my brain
as much as I’m happy
I’m still feeling sadness
it’s not complicated
But it’s so hard to grasp it
I mean
What do I mean
I could up and leave
But that’s just not me
I always pray
everyone stays
when I wake up some day from this dream
Life is passing
I see my last year
Waiting for something that maybe can clear
All my insecurities and fears
Keep them coming. Good job holmes.
Appreciate it🙏
WoW ty❤
🖤
i wish that i knew what i know right now way back then
id hold you a tighter, closer than i ever did
it seems like these years just blow with the wind
lord jesus i give you my flaws and my sins
oh ohhh oh
trying to do it alone
do it my own way and it’s getting old
they never gave me a coat
the day that i found out that this world is so cold
i’ve cussed and i’ve lied
i’ve wronged and done right
ive done me some things i ain’t need
i’ve ran away
from the one that creates and the one that can set me free
i’ve been on top of mountains
i’ve been down deepest of caves
Momma I am sorry
For the life that I have lived
Im so sorry momma
I just couldn't quit
I wish regret would leave me
Alone
On my own
For now
Somehow
However it is
My only friend
Momma please do not worry me to death
Ill be with the southern sky in the end
On the wind
Might I say
Hey thanks
For all the life that you give
My life was not a curse
It was your death that is
Momma please
Dont worry
Ive come to be like all the other big kids
Momma please dont worry take me away
Carry me off with all of my sins
Take me to the land of tomorrow
Wherever it maybe tomorrow is
Momma Im sorry
For this ungodly life
I have lived
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