Pile 1: I want to switch my career from a back-office role to becoming a private tutor. However, I feel pessimistic because I’m not confident about being self-employed, as I’ve failed in the past and ended up returning to back-office work. I need a stable income, but I’m feeling stressed now and worried about working under pressure, especially with my perfectionist boss who constantly underestimates me and has even called me hurtful names like "autistic" because I don’t meet his expectations or perfection I can't understand vague instructions from my boss, and the initiatives I’m asked to take often seem unreasonable to me
It might be time for you to speak up and let your boss know what you need. In a kind but firm way. As for working for yourself - it didn’t work out in the past because the timing wasn’t right. That doesn’t mean it isn’t right for you. When you trust and believe - you’ll be shocked at what you can accomplish. 💗
Clearly any effort in life is futile since whatever luck received is inevitably replaced with suffering. One step forward, two steps back. Im done with life and Im done with all kinds of spirituality, its bullshit. But most of all Im done with tarot and my spirit guides who seem to take pleasure in leading me down a dark hole. I seriously cant see any reason to keep living tbh, its absolutely pointless and lonely there is no future, no friends, no hope, only illusions lies and false hope, fake people and general misery. Whats the point its going to end one day anyway, I wish I would have ended it sooner
I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way. It isn’t hopeless. You just can’t see what’s ahead at the moment. Believe and trust - there is such a beautiful landscape ahead 💗
Thank you! ❤
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Pile 1 thank you God and Universe for everything ❤️ 🙏
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Pile 1:
I want to switch my career from a back-office role to becoming a private tutor. However, I feel pessimistic because I’m not confident about being self-employed, as I’ve failed in the past and ended up returning to back-office work. I need a stable income, but I’m feeling stressed now and worried about working under pressure, especially with my perfectionist boss who constantly underestimates me and has even called me hurtful names like "autistic" because I don’t meet his expectations or perfection
I can't understand vague instructions from my boss, and the initiatives I’m asked to take often seem unreasonable to me
It might be time for you to speak up and let your boss know what you need. In a kind but firm way. As for working for yourself - it didn’t work out in the past because the timing wasn’t right. That doesn’t mean it isn’t right for you. When you trust and believe - you’ll be shocked at what you can accomplish. 💗
Pile 3: you called me out 😔 thank you❤
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Clearly any effort in life is futile since whatever luck received is inevitably replaced with suffering. One step forward, two steps back. Im done with life and Im done with all kinds of spirituality, its bullshit. But most of all Im done with tarot and my spirit guides who seem to take pleasure in leading me down a dark hole. I seriously cant see any reason to keep living tbh, its absolutely pointless and lonely there is no future, no friends, no hope, only illusions lies and false hope, fake people and general misery. Whats the point its going to end one day anyway, I wish I would have ended it sooner
I feel the same way about my life too.
I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way. It isn’t hopeless. You just can’t see what’s ahead at the moment. Believe and trust - there is such a beautiful landscape ahead 💗