Ooooooh🤍 Curella Dèvǐlle🎼 this is so gorgeous. One of the things I cherish most about your channel, is how I can NEVER ever ever begin to guess or predict what you’ve Posted . You are the number one most unpredictable, and then obviously creative talented excellent ASMRtist🧁 RN.
I actually feel truly alive with excitement when I head over to Your Channel🤍🤍🤍 😊Since I never know what exciting work of art, I’ll be blessed enough to enjoy. {(& Ik, it’s a worthlesscompliment. But -ehhh -i distain beingforced into this victimrole- desperately trying to cling onto small bits of pride is futile. I would much rather hopefully let you know the amazing impact you leave on others- it’s very very hard… To not feel the rot, decay(not in a “Halloween way.” I hope that goes without without saying) inside my body, The chronic pain at least reminds me this body still functions… &i still have a little while to push through..🤷♀️
Basically, all that to say… 😊Feeling a sparkle… A flicker of excitement. Brief rejuvenation✨ TYSM🌸🌸🌸🌸 …, even if it’s short. Is far beyond the luxuries I am allowed to dream of, so thank you. 🙏🏾 I hope this was a positive compliment and not A hindrance
You’re voice is amazing. I love “stream of consciousness” styles of writing. And what an amazing compliment and honestly one of the best compliments I’ve ever had on my channel. Thank you so very much.🥹🥹🥹🩷❤️🩷❤️
@@CrunchyCrumbles_ASMR oh thank you! 🥹🤍💸⚜️💸🤍 I always write NOVELS… 😅Of course I will give the occasional few positive emojis. All in all; *if someone really does impact my life in a positive way. I want them to know* 🌸🌸🌸 Because there’s more than just me out there, there’s many terminal people who are positively blessed by You & Your Sister ASMRtists--> I referred to Them as a silent majority of ASMR fans. (I’ve gone into great detail before, about why ASMR comforts people in a way nothing else really can during chxmo) I was obviously worried about being a downer. I go back-and-forth with these weird moods. Lol …… Sometimes I’m at peace. & then, a rush of urgency will hit me, where I get this aching fear in my chest and I desperately just want to scream. Desperately.. that I don’t want to die yet {( it will be brought on by the smallest things, like realizing that I don’t have the lifespan to replay my four favorite video games from start to finish…) But there’s nothing I can do.. logically I know the sooner I pass the sooner all the physical ailments will no longer plague me.. I’ll no longer be a burden on my family, etc..
@@CrunchyCrumbles_ASMR Thank you for the reply! 💖💖💖 And… if I am not mistaken? I owe you a picture of some artwork? I haven’t been able to place if it’s you or three others… Because I had my little notebook. And without context I have yet for creators names on it. One of them I was supposed to send artwork that was inspired by crush they did… Do you other ones I think I had to do with tabs I had opened Lol
Beautiful 🤤🤤🖤🌼
Perfect ❤
crisppASMR edits too good
🖤❄✨🤤😋
Ooooooh🤍 Curella Dèvǐlle🎼 this is so gorgeous. One of the things I cherish most about your channel, is how I can NEVER ever ever begin to guess or predict what you’ve Posted .
You are the number one most unpredictable, and then obviously creative talented excellent ASMRtist🧁 RN.
I actually feel truly alive with excitement when I head over to Your Channel🤍🤍🤍
😊Since I never know what exciting work of art, I’ll be blessed enough to enjoy.
{(& Ik, it’s a worthlesscompliment.
But -ehhh -i distain beingforced into this victimrole- desperately trying to cling onto small bits of pride is futile. I would much rather hopefully let you know the amazing impact you leave on others-
it’s very very hard… To not feel the rot, decay(not in a “Halloween way.” I hope that goes without without saying) inside my body,
The chronic pain at least reminds me this body still functions…
&i still have a little while to push through..🤷♀️
Basically, all that to say…
😊Feeling a sparkle… A flicker of excitement. Brief rejuvenation✨
TYSM🌸🌸🌸🌸
…, even if it’s short. Is far beyond the luxuries I am allowed to dream of, so thank you. 🙏🏾
I hope this was a positive compliment and not A hindrance
You’re voice is amazing. I love “stream of consciousness” styles of writing. And what an amazing compliment and honestly one of the best compliments I’ve ever had on my channel. Thank you so very much.🥹🥹🥹🩷❤️🩷❤️
@@CrunchyCrumbles_ASMR oh thank you! 🥹🤍💸⚜️💸🤍
I always write NOVELS…
😅Of course I will give the occasional few positive emojis.
All in all; *if someone really does impact my life in a positive way. I want them to know* 🌸🌸🌸
Because there’s more than just me out there, there’s many terminal people who are positively blessed by You & Your Sister ASMRtists--> I referred to Them as a silent majority of ASMR fans.
(I’ve gone into great detail before, about why ASMR comforts people in a way nothing else really can during chxmo)
I was obviously worried about being a downer.
I go back-and-forth with these weird moods. Lol ……
Sometimes I’m at peace.
& then, a rush of urgency will hit me, where I get this aching fear in my chest and I desperately just want to scream. Desperately.. that I don’t want to die yet {( it will be brought on by the smallest things, like realizing that I don’t have the lifespan to replay my four favorite video games from start to finish…)
But there’s nothing I can do.. logically I know the sooner I pass the sooner all the physical ailments will no longer plague me.. I’ll no longer be a burden on my family, etc..
@@CrunchyCrumbles_ASMR
Thank you for the reply! 💖💖💖
And… if I am not mistaken? I owe you a picture of some artwork? I haven’t been able to place if it’s you or three others…
Because I had my little notebook. And without context I have yet for creators names on it. One of them I was supposed to send artwork that was inspired by crush they did… Do you other ones I think I had to do with tabs I had opened Lol