terima kasih and jazakallahukhairan.😊😊 as a person who has waswasah al kahri(in taharah,murtad(blasphemous) and salah) from 13 yo until 34 yo,worst at 16-24yo. I believe talking to the right scholar/person that understand many variation of fiqhs will help-inshaAllah. Some persons with good Islamic knowledge in my country said to people like me-I have low iman that's why I got this illness. Turns out,the Islamic practices(like niat in the heart with particular text structure), najasah at some point,shahadah only valid if verbally pronounced correctly are just being wrongly taught to me by teachers at school😆😆. And those murtad whispers are just like what happened to the Sahabah(ayat Al Baqarah 286) Although as for salah,I used to take 2 hours for Fajr,4 hours for Zuhr,Asr all of because I couldn't recite Al Fatihah properly(which I could if it's out of Salah).The issue was gone after I went for ruqyah treatment,but relapsed after 3 days. Most probably due to Khinzab. I used to hate Islam during those dark time because of I felt Islam is so hard-I just want to pray like others but I couldn't and people said I have low iman,turned out what they'd taught was wrong in the first place. Alhamdulillah Allah took away 90% of the illness after I learnt Kitab Talbis Iblees, read Tafseer Ibn Kathir and learn Islam practices the right way from this channel and Al Maghrib Institute(not the culturally accepted way which at times no basis in religion),self ruqyah/took valid ruqyah treatment are freedom. May Allah ease people that suffer the disease,it is not easy and hard, it's even harder when your ustaz/ustazah and people around you said you have low iman(akin to kafir) while you really just want to do ghusul,wudhu and salah to pray to Allah and you'll feel that others that didn't pray at all don't receive such treatments from them. Although I still have a little bit left, alhamdulillah because of these OCDs, I'd learnt a lot,like A Lot. I know Islam is not Muslims' behaviours. I know Islam fiqh might multiple interpretation by mazhab on a topic. Some ustazs do make fun of people like me. I learn how to perform ruqyah syarriyah on myself and had successfully alhamdulillah help others that been inflicted with sihr(al majnun and seperation of husband and wife) and able to teach other to perform ruqyah on themselves and one person able to help other person.(Sh.Muhammad Tim's course) I learnt that Islamic practices some of them are culturally influenced and at times there's no religion base at all. I learnt about some Tafseer Quran from Bayyinah Institute(Dr Nouman A Khan) And I learnt there are Religious Studies and Comparative Religion,Psychology and Philosophy(incl. Islamic),Psychotic meds and Psychiatry and etc.. All praise to Allah Lord of the worlds for giving me this illness-although it's hard to see the rationale behind it years ago,I wouldn't get to learn about all of these without experiencing that illness.
terima kasih and jazakallahukhairan.😊😊
as a person who has waswasah al kahri(in taharah,murtad(blasphemous) and salah) from 13 yo until 34 yo,worst at 16-24yo.
I believe talking to the right scholar/person that understand many variation of fiqhs will help-inshaAllah.
Some persons with good Islamic knowledge in my country said to people like me-I have low iman that's why I got this illness.
Turns out,the Islamic practices(like niat in the heart with particular text structure),
najasah at some point,shahadah only valid if verbally pronounced correctly are just being wrongly taught to me by teachers at school😆😆.
And those murtad whispers are just like what happened to the Sahabah(ayat Al Baqarah 286)
Although as for salah,I used to take 2 hours for Fajr,4 hours for Zuhr,Asr all of because I couldn't recite Al Fatihah properly(which I could if it's out of Salah).The issue was gone after I went for ruqyah treatment,but relapsed after 3 days.
Most probably due to Khinzab.
I used to hate Islam during those dark time because of I felt Islam is so hard-I just want to pray like others but I couldn't and people said I have low iman,turned out what they'd taught was wrong in the first place.
Alhamdulillah Allah took away 90% of the illness after I learnt Kitab Talbis Iblees,
read Tafseer Ibn Kathir and learn Islam practices the right way from this channel and Al Maghrib Institute(not the culturally accepted way which at times no basis in religion),self ruqyah/took valid ruqyah treatment are freedom.
May Allah ease people that suffer the disease,it is not easy and hard,
it's even harder when your ustaz/ustazah and people around you said you have low iman(akin to kafir) while you really just want to do ghusul,wudhu and salah to pray to Allah and you'll feel that others that didn't pray at all don't receive such treatments from them.
Although I still have a little bit left,
alhamdulillah because of these OCDs,
I'd learnt a lot,like A Lot.
I know Islam is not Muslims' behaviours.
I know Islam fiqh might multiple interpretation by mazhab on a topic.
Some ustazs do make fun of people like me.
I learn how to perform ruqyah syarriyah on myself and had successfully alhamdulillah help others that been inflicted with sihr(al majnun and seperation of husband and wife) and able to teach other to perform ruqyah on themselves and one person able to help other person.(Sh.Muhammad Tim's course)
I learnt that Islamic practices some of them are culturally influenced and at times there's no religion base at all.
I learnt about some Tafseer Quran from Bayyinah Institute(Dr Nouman A Khan)
And I learnt there are Religious Studies and Comparative Religion,Psychology and Philosophy(incl. Islamic),Psychotic meds and Psychiatry and etc..
All praise to Allah Lord of the worlds for giving me this illness-although it's hard to see the rationale behind it years ago,I wouldn't get to learn about all of these without experiencing that illness.