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  • @imjennim
    @imjennim 2 роки тому +326

    Witnessing your growth and evolution has been unreal. I love you! 🤍 Also Mama Chang's reactions are always the best!

  • @khalilahd.
    @khalilahd. 2 роки тому +224

    I’ve loved seeing you navigate adulthood and prioritizing your mental health. Seeing you take in both the good and the bad that comes with the ups and downs of life have truly helped me navigate the same. So proud of you and who you’re becoming 💜

  • @munyongri1743
    @munyongri1743 2 роки тому +78

    Nothing beats Sophia’s videos! The shots, scenes, effort and attention to every detail 🥺 a million thanks for your continuous inspiration and being out there on the internet 🖤 you are so strong and beautiful in and out, Sophia 🫶🏻

  • @jujuo8977
    @jujuo8977 2 роки тому +74

    This video was so relatible. This year has been for me the hardest mentally. Thank you for being so vulnerable and also show us this side. I love your videos so much and I am glad you’re feeling better ❤️ XO

    • @jkang1623
      @jkang1623 2 роки тому +2

      Rooting for you!

  • @irenegonzalez873
    @irenegonzalez873 2 роки тому +8

    i was 16 when i started watching your videos and im 24 now. Seeing your growth and how you navigate these difficult emotions and trials of life has been extremely motivating for me. It feels good to be reminded that we can get through these things. I appreciate you and the content you film. Ive learned so much from you so THANK YOU 🧚🏽‍♀️🤍

    • @nicolemountain6797
      @nicolemountain6797 2 роки тому

      She honestly feels like my big sister. I love this comment!

  • @kellyvang127
    @kellyvang127 2 роки тому +29

    Thank you, Sophia. I really needed this. I’ve been in a toxic relationship for the last 2 years. My boyfriend would constantly cheat on me and say it was because I treated him bad and that if I were nicer he wouldn’t have cheated. I always felt like there was something wrong with me. But I am in the middle of a healing phase and there’s days where I just want to cry. Some days where I feel like I’m getting better. But then I just suddenly feel empty and lost again. I am glad I’m not going through this alone.

    • @mimijung917
      @mimijung917 2 роки тому +5

      Just wanted to reach out and make sure you know that his reasons are total 💩.
      I hope you feel better and that you know you deserve to be happy.
      Sending virtual hugs! 🤗🤗🤗

    • @Crystalbomb321
      @Crystalbomb321 2 роки тому +1

      Ex bf you mean.
      Cheaters cheat cos it's who they are. You should leave. He won't ever stop and you need to find your remaining self esteem.

  • @sharktalez
    @sharktalez 2 роки тому +2

    I was in a depression for over ten years. I functioned enough to barely get by.
    The last four years were the hardest because I had to mourn the loss of my family - I had to cut them out of my life.
    Only in the last couple of months have I come out of it through meditation, working out, learning new things and being consistent with therapy. I had to learn everything the hard way... Don't let ten years go by like I did. Get help, it's so worth it to make it to the other side. Life can be wonderful

  • @mimigirl_c4178
    @mimigirl_c4178 2 роки тому +2

    Love your videos, they are always so wholesome. I truly agree that once you hit rock bottom, they only way to go, is up. Been there before.

  • @Dannywithlove
    @Dannywithlove 2 роки тому +148

    Your mom is sooo cute, she’s soooo funny. We love some mama Chang content.❤️❤️❤️ Sophia, I just want to wish you the best, you’re such an inspiration, you’re amazing, incredible, funny, and beautiful. You absolutely deserve everything good to happen to you💖💖 Good luck, love you ❤️💖

  • @signebjornson504
    @signebjornson504 Рік тому

    Hey Sophie, I know this is an old video but the beginning of this video really helps me on hard days. I’m currently battling with a lot of depression and anxiety from my childhood trauma. Thanks for giving me a bit of hope.

  • @ThePeytongrace
    @ThePeytongrace 2 роки тому +3

    Sophia, you have genuinely inspired me through so much. I have been going through such a rough patch and here you are showing me I just need to keep doing my best and it will all pay off. So much love to you sweet human

  • @amandaprice8540
    @amandaprice8540 2 роки тому +1

    "I had to go through it to see things differently..." You have no idea how much I need this word right now. Thank you.

  • @haseena1001
    @haseena1001 2 роки тому +19

    Hi Sophia 💮 - It takes courage to share the darkest parts of our journey, there is power in sharing, there is not obligation to do so but Thank you for doing so, I know it is helping many! 🙏
    I agree with what you said in the opening of this video. Hitting rock bottom (as ugly and painful as it is) can transform your life. Life is certainly one hell of a journey, sending you lots of Love and wishing you all the best!
    💖👑

  • @eb4052
    @eb4052 2 роки тому +14

    The doggies absolutely killed 😂 I needed that laugh so bad. So freaking adorable how they play together ♥️
    But seriously, this video hit different as I’m going through my own mental catastrophe and life is really testing me. I realized deciding to divorce my husband and actually doing it is two different things and I battle emotionally with it everyday, and have been for several months. On top of having to purge toxic friends and learning how to make new genuine friendships. This year has just been the worst so thank you for being vulnerable with us and providing some therapy options ♥️

  • @timtamtums
    @timtamtums 2 роки тому

    I love the juxtaposition of the Chanel bag and hello kitty shirt (that she has probably had for years), legit my mom too. Asian moms are another breed, love them to bits. Loved this video

  • @celestialsiren_
    @celestialsiren_ 2 роки тому +6

    Sophie! So glad you’re doing better. You always inspire me to live a more mindful and peaceful life. Missed your videos a lot. Much love girl 💗✨ all your videos are so well put together

  • @brittanymcmcmc9730
    @brittanymcmcmc9730 2 роки тому

    Your VLOGS ARE SO CINEMATIC. Ugh...goals.

  • @Joseph3391399
    @Joseph3391399 2 роки тому

    I like these kinds of videos, the behind the scenes, the getting sad together, makes me feel less alone

  • @ItsGloryDaze
    @ItsGloryDaze 2 роки тому +11

    I’m working on a video right now that really digs deep and reveals a lot about my mental health journey, family trauma, and a lot of personal things I’m going through…but I keep pausing bc I’m afraid of being judged for opening up on this platform. But seeing your video has inspired me again. Thank you so so much for being open about your own journey. I hope it can positively impact others as it already has done for me

    • @ItsGloryDaze
      @ItsGloryDaze 2 роки тому

      Finally uploaded it 🥹❤️‍🩹

  • @SharenPeralta
    @SharenPeralta 2 роки тому +14

    I discovered your videos at the same time that I’ve been going through a tumultuous time of my life. Im only 2 months out from a breakup of 7 years, and life has been so unforgiving lately. I love the way you document your story, you’ve inspired me to do something similar for myself so I can look back on my growth.
    My videos are not nearly anywhere as beautifully filmed as yours, but it really does make me feel better knowing how many others might be going through something similar and resonate with the mundane moments. Thanks for sharing your journey and inspiring so many of us❤️ sending you so much love!! Wish I could meet you in person and hang out, I’m in LA too and it’s been so lonely here despite being such a huge city. Take care Sophia!

    • @shiningstarrynight
      @shiningstarrynight 2 роки тому

      Wow same… 7yrs done n dusted and it’s been almost 3 months now. How are you now?
      What are the top 3 things that have helped you be okay with not being okay and being single again?

  • @QuestCrewFan9
    @QuestCrewFan9 2 роки тому +11

    I have COVID right now on my birthday and watching this video has made me feel better. Thank you Sophie. ❤️

    • @Jennn460
      @Jennn460 2 роки тому +1

      Happy birthday! Hope you feel better soon. 🌈

  • @nelee01
    @nelee01 2 роки тому +4

    I love seeing this side as nothing is perfect. On social media I always show the good happy side but as I am going through a 10 year relationship breakup so fresh, I’m having so many negative thoughts of me being the problem. I cry, I post sad things and people get confused and expect that my life is perfect . So being vulnerabl and finding your self is awesome. Take your time as I am the same trying to figure me out also. I feel that at almost 35, I should have a marriage an family and my life together but I don’t. I’m a failure. But time will heal. Can’t wait till your next post.

  • @imsocorkyy
    @imsocorkyy 2 роки тому +10

    Loved the intro so much. I’ve been just hitting my “rock bottom” after a couple of months of being in emotionally denial about a painful breakup. Watching your videos has been so comforting on this journey I’m on. Thank you for trusting us to share your vulnerability. You are amazing!

    • @joannaogundana9027
      @joannaogundana9027 2 роки тому

      Knowing Jesus can truly bring you the peace you need in a storm. 😀

  • @vivarosa1860
    @vivarosa1860 2 роки тому +5

    No one weaves a better daily story than Sophia! 💜 To everyone who belongs to her online thrive, may we keep on keeping on. 🌷

  • @MissMakeItYourOwn
    @MissMakeItYourOwn 2 роки тому +13

    Thank you for this. Coming out of a verbally and emotionally abusive relationship, and this video is a ray of sunshine and a great reminder ♥️

  • @charlottemoore5043
    @charlottemoore5043 2 роки тому

    omg seeing you and Jenn and Julia hanging out is so cool! 3 or my favorite creators !

  • @the93s18
    @the93s18 2 роки тому

    Love love love seeing you grow and change over the years! Super authentic & we love it!💕

  • @youarelovedangela
    @youarelovedangela 2 роки тому +2

    Sharing your emotional and spiritual growth was very inspiring! I love Mama Chang and your sis too! They’re so charming and cute🧡 Hope you keep continue to share precious time with your loved ones! I think that’s the best thing in the whole world🤍

  • @glocoabydes4498
    @glocoabydes4498 2 роки тому +5

    I think you're one of the only UA-camrs that I religiously watch. I just love the way you film your videos and the message behind them. 😊

  • @mgs48
    @mgs48 2 роки тому +6

    Love your mom's reaction!!! ❤️

  • @vanessavillaneda7808
    @vanessavillaneda7808 2 роки тому

    Sophie! This is why I love you and your content. It’s so raw and that makes it so beautiful. I look forward to your videos all the time. I stopped journaling and meditating but after looking at this video I’ve been convinced to pick it up again. Thank you ❤️✨

  • @elena-it7xs
    @elena-it7xs 2 роки тому

    I loved seeing you and Luna on the beach ! Luna Loves the beach ! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @joyfuljewelful
    @joyfuljewelful 2 роки тому

    I love mama Chang. She is full of energy!

  • @QueenCNow
    @QueenCNow 2 роки тому +1

    Your mums reaction to the bag, was so cute.

  • @hermoinegrangerful
    @hermoinegrangerful 2 роки тому

    I love to see that you are so gentle and loving to your dog 🥹🫡 youve got a good heart (and hair 😍)

  • @Stephyyy_93
    @Stephyyy_93 2 роки тому +1

    This gives me hope. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us ❤️

  • @duriantarts
    @duriantarts 2 роки тому

    dear sophia i’m going through this now. thank you. i want to put myself first.

  • @Archmaya
    @Archmaya 2 роки тому

    Luna is so cute. I love that you try to make your dogs happy.

  • @mycc559
    @mycc559 2 роки тому

    I've been feeling down lately too. Thanks for sharing your emotions and thoughts with us. Helps me cope with whatever is going on inside of my head too.

  • @itsmolinaaa
    @itsmolinaaa 2 роки тому +2

    The clip of Mama Chang is so sweet, and that bag suits her so well! Thank you for being so open about your journey with mental health. You're such an inspiration. I always look forward to you and your videos, and I am always rooting for you :')

  • @amandafaria7829
    @amandafaria7829 2 роки тому +2

    It's so heartwarming to watch the doggies, Cinco is so hyper 😂☺️ The way you portray your daily life in so many differet ways is always inspiring! Wish u the best Soph 💛

  • @toocoolforeverything
    @toocoolforeverything 2 роки тому +5

    thank you for being so raw & transparent with all of us. no one is obligated to share these moments, but you’ve allowed us to get a glimpse of your current journey, so thank you! it’s been great to see you prioritize yourself & your mental health. you deserve everything good that life has in store for you.
    also, it was great seeing mama chang. such a typical asian mom response too haha. grateful but won’t hesitate to tell us not to spend so much on them lol.
    love and blessings to you sophie … you’re doing awesome (even on the days where you think you’re not) 🤍 🤍

  • @candycandy3110
    @candycandy3110 2 роки тому

    Mama Chang is so cute 🥰 you’re so lovely Sophia 💕 wishing you all the sweetest things in life ♥️

  • @sophsoph12global
    @sophsoph12global 2 роки тому +5

    Hey Sophia happy to see you spending time with your family and your making progress with your mental health👍🏾💪🏾 Stay positive. Take care 💝💫

  • @angelagrace5216
    @angelagrace5216 2 роки тому +3

    This resonated with me so much ❤️ thank you for sharing your mental health journey with us!!

  • @sherelxo
    @sherelxo 2 роки тому

    Your videos are so therapeutic I get so happy when you post! Where did you and robin get your couches? Also what was that gray mat on your bed for?

  • @JosephinaBenedictus
    @JosephinaBenedictus 2 роки тому

    The pillow making was so cute 🥺

  • @BreBreee94
    @BreBreee94 2 роки тому +3

    Hi Sophia, I was debating on messaging you privately because I'm going through it right now but wasn't sure if you would respond so this video came at the perfect time. I know so many people have said this already but thank you for for being vulnerable with us and showing us your journey to getting back on track. I feel like you're the big sister I never had.

  • @AsalWade
    @AsalWade 2 роки тому

    This was a much needed video Sophie! Thank you so much for creating such amazing content as always!!!🤍🤍🤍

  • @ginapino2857
    @ginapino2857 2 роки тому

    I really appreciate you sharing the most vulnerable self with us. We all go through stuff it is never easy to share with the world but your bravery is so appreciated now we feel seen and we feel loved through what you able to share like this. You made me feel like I was not alone, you made me feel connected and you’ve given me inspiration to get through my own struggles. That is why I love you and support you! Much ❤️ and gratitude.

  • @robyn8221
    @robyn8221 2 роки тому

    Beautiful. I’m glad you found your balance. Love the doggy bits, too 💗

  • @ag2519
    @ag2519 2 роки тому

    Love your videos so much! ❤️ They always make me feel better.

  • @sw33tfr0styy
    @sw33tfr0styy 2 роки тому

    Thank you for sharing your rawness of how you handle depression. This video is so relatable. Happy birthday to your mom! Her excitement was so cute. I wish I have a older sister or older brother who I could speak too. I am the oldest in the family and I deal with my own feelings on my own.

  • @usagimoon.x.o6256
    @usagimoon.x.o6256 2 роки тому

    This is my hardest year as well and a lot has been happening and so glad you are able to open up to us! Thanks Sophia!

  • @lofipeanut
    @lofipeanut 2 роки тому

    I love your videos Soph! I look forward to watching them and they make me so calm and happy :) you're truly glowing these days I'm happy for you

  • @maulidinamarlita7122
    @maulidinamarlita7122 2 роки тому +1

    Been feeling insecure too lately, so thank you for making this calming video🥺✨

  • @manehbag732
    @manehbag732 2 роки тому +1

    I think the asphalt gets very hot too for dogs. So be careful. I read somewhere a 80 degree in the air means over 100 on the asphalt 🤷🏻‍♀️

  • @itsjocex33
    @itsjocex33 2 роки тому

    the intro got put me into teaaaaaars. Im so glad youre at a better mental state now (: so proud of you Sophie for sticking through!!
    Also YAY mama Chang rocking that Chanel!

  • @7Unknown0
    @7Unknown0 2 роки тому

    I miss my mum so much --- it makes me smile & cry with all my heart to see the love you and mama Chang share.

  • @annnnn1004
    @annnnn1004 2 роки тому +2

    Soso your videos are a "THERAPY" in itself✨. The way you've hold onto yourself through it all, is just commendable. I wish you nothing but THE VERY BEST IN LIFE, BECAUSE YOU TRULY TRULY DESERVE IT🤍. Your videos just help me keep going, no matter what:)) May the almighty bless you w good health, happiness & lots and lots of success. And may this smile of your's be always protected 🧿. Luv yaaaa, and Mama Cheng's clips are hella treat for my eyes.

  • @spacedog6229
    @spacedog6229 2 роки тому

    I’m graduating soon and I totally look up to your style. I just wanna go to work everyday in chic outfits and work out and be the best version of myself. You’re awesome!!

  • @brittneyhelms2951
    @brittneyhelms2951 2 роки тому

    Always love your videos, Sophie! 🤍 Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. Wanted to share that I think the ground could have been burning Luna’s feet on the walk! My pup used to run to the shade on walks & we realized that was why. We got her some little booties and she’s been fine ever since. I know you’re an amazing dog mom & probably checked the ground but wanted to share that just in case!

  • @gina1710
    @gina1710 2 роки тому +1

    I swear ur vlogs just do something to me that no other influencer can. It’s like such a relaxing a good vibe through a damn screen lol You are amazing girl ❤️

  • @courtlaviee
    @courtlaviee 2 роки тому

    Welcome to your healing journey. It is never easy but it is 10000% worth it. Self development and depression is so so so exhilarating yet thrilling. I am proud of you for overcoming and growing. I have been working on myself for the last 3 years, I can say, I have truly found myself and purpose. Self love rules all. Loving and finding yourself will lead you to a lifetime of limitless blessings. I am rooting for you. Spirituality inclined and continue to elevate in every. Way. Possible. ❤️

  • @re_lyse
    @re_lyse 2 роки тому

    Where did you get your white couch and bed frame from?
    If you read this, I hope you’re having a nice day 😊 I find solace in your beautifully crafted videos. I especially admire and appreciate your attention to detail.

  • @Livingaloneinkorea
    @Livingaloneinkorea 2 роки тому +2

    Soph! Just wanted you to know that your videos truly encourages me to take care of my mental health even more. I always wait for your videos, it’s like watching a movie even though it’s the same mundane things the ending is always different:) So happy to be here for the last 9 years and see you grow !

  • @andreavonplinsky2053
    @andreavonplinsky2053 2 роки тому +5

    You are an inspiration for me in so many ways. Keep your head up, lovely.

  • @Marcela.Isabel
    @Marcela.Isabel 2 роки тому +3

    Made my day!!! Your contents are always honest and relatable. We all love you Mama Chang 💖

  • @truthhurts2094
    @truthhurts2094 2 роки тому

    I’m a woman, mom, and someone’s life partner. I totally can relate on some of the things you’ve been through. I just want to say, you’re beautiful! And I truly wish for you to continue to take care of yourself and to be happy, always! Feeling complete!

  • @crazybotches236
    @crazybotches236 2 роки тому

    Make up routine please sophhhh your make up looks so effortless

  • @CherrelleColeman
    @CherrelleColeman 2 роки тому +1

    Love your relationship with your mom it reminds me of mines with my mom. ❤

  • @creolekarli.
    @creolekarli. 2 роки тому

    I needed this video more than ever, right now in this moment. Thank you so much for being transparent and sharing your life with us! Sending you much love and happiness. thank you!

  • @sadeiofficial
    @sadeiofficial 2 роки тому

    Awwww I looove your dog! They look like a sweetheart 🥰 Thank you for sharing your journey and all of the changes. 💗I’ve implemented breathing work into my daily routine and it has helped me so much with anxiety and just slowing down my thoughts. 🌸

  • @xosunshinebeauty
    @xosunshinebeauty 2 роки тому +2

    We’re rooting for you too, Sophie! ❤️❤️

  • @anonymous_lee6036
    @anonymous_lee6036 2 роки тому

    Hi Sophia! Sending thoughts your way ❤️. Random question tho. What kinda pad is that on top of your mattress? A cooling pad? I’m searching for one like the size you have

  • @joejackson6323
    @joejackson6323 2 роки тому +1

    We all go through it. You just got to break through and grow pass it.. there’s always light at the end of the tunnel

  • @powitskim
    @powitskim 2 роки тому +1

    MAMA CHANG IS A GEM.

  • @hi_alani
    @hi_alani 2 роки тому

    I love your relationship with your sister ❤️

  • @seanjenson5784
    @seanjenson5784 2 роки тому

    Love your content Sophia! And thanks for being so vulnerable with us. This is an aside, but do you mind asking your sister where she got her living room rug from?

  • @michellevang67
    @michellevang67 2 роки тому +1

    Wow Sophia, you don't know how much I needed this video. Thank you for sharing a part of your life and coming back to inspire others. I'm rooting for you as well 💖

  • @MyStyleVault
    @MyStyleVault 2 роки тому +4

    40 seconds in and already emotional fighting tears. I can relateeeee to this

  • @jungersrules
    @jungersrules 2 роки тому

    I don’t get jealous of people for any reason, but I am jealous you still have your mom around. She’s so cute in her Hello Kitty shirt! 😍😍😍

  • @lujzaruskova8135
    @lujzaruskova8135 2 роки тому

    who needs a therapist when I can just watch your vlogs all the time!! haha
    but for real it’s so calming and feels like catching up with a good old friend 🫶🏼

  • @DeliaX
    @DeliaX 2 роки тому

    I'm so glad you have robin in your life 💕 just thinking about how it nice it is to have a sister and friend now that you both are mature adults

  • @MulansHouse
    @MulansHouse 2 роки тому

    Love the little Kota remix during the Julia montage

  • @stephh1228
    @stephh1228 2 роки тому

    Omg your mom is so cute 😭😭 she reminds me so much of my mom 💕

  • @victorlui5955
    @victorlui5955 2 роки тому

    Yay!!! Momma Chang's birthday!!! 🎉

  • @kellykaly
    @kellykaly 2 роки тому

    I love you Sophia. Always have, always will 💗 rooting for you 🫶🏼

  • @ryannevanvliet5569
    @ryannevanvliet5569 2 роки тому

    it's so nice to see how careful Luna plays with Cinco :)

  • @calmthestorm31
    @calmthestorm31 Рік тому

    Thanks for sharing with us!! Keep going

  • @Annika.Mendoza
    @Annika.Mendoza 2 роки тому

    needed this now more than ever, thank you sophia

  • @thetutor_geek
    @thetutor_geek Рік тому

    Cinco doing zoomies is adorable 💗

  • @poppycalliope
    @poppycalliope 2 роки тому +1

    I can definitely relate Sophia. Your mom is so sweet! Your videos always make me feel seen and understood ✨️💕 ALSO I never put my pillows on the floor either 😅

  • @katedesingano
    @katedesingano 2 роки тому

    your mom is so precious 🤧

  • @helloalyssaa
    @helloalyssaa 2 роки тому +1

    Just the intro alone was beautiful. You really are one of my ultimate comfort UA-camrs/Influencers. Rooting for you always, Sophia 🤍 Thank you for letting us witness your growth journey.

  • @SamFournier
    @SamFournier 2 роки тому

    Thank you for sharing so much with us. It’s amazing to see the transition you’ve had this year. So good to see you smile and grow. Also so good to see Mama Chang! I hope to gift my Mama something like that one day.

  • @kflecha1
    @kflecha1 2 роки тому +2

    I love her vlogs 🤍 one day at a time my love 🤍

  • @JoN-jm4sx
    @JoN-jm4sx 2 роки тому +1

    Love mama chang!! So cute!!

  • @xiscabauza5168
    @xiscabauza5168 2 роки тому

    Sophia your videos are the best !!!!! 👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼

  • @sscott4028
    @sscott4028 2 роки тому

    Hi Sophia👋🏽, can you link to the eyewear you were wearing at the beach? Please and thank you 🙏🏽.