It’s been 5 years since I died inside myself. It feels so awful walking in the city, watching all these people doing their own things. I really can’t find anything pleasant in this world anymore. I’m skipping eating because I don’t enjoy food anymore. Every morning I wake up wondering why even getting up from bed. Does it really matter to anyone? What difference does it make to the world? Is there even a point of doing what all these people out there are doing? I hate it. I hate people that tells me that I’m not trying hard enough. I hate when people are watching me strangely because I look dead and depressed all the time. And most importantly, I hate myself so much I can’t even look in the mirror anymore. This modern society making every aspect of life toxic and putting pressure on it. You either fit in or you be kicked out and called names. Too bad I got a chance to live in this sad time of this sad and rotten world. It is what it is I guess.
It is what it is. In this world, you gotta do with what you have, even if you have nothing. No one is going to save you, there is no such thing. Stay strong, keep your head up.
It gets better man, just trust me. Even if no one else wants you to win, and they don’t care, I DO. I don’t even know you, we’ll never meet, but I want you to fight back against life and find happiness for yourself. The world can be cruel, but we have to remember it is neither purposely bad, or good, but rather just there. Its actions aren’t intentional. And so, we can make the most of this opportunity, of our situations, and have happy times whilst we are able to get up out of bed. It goes quick. Please, please just try it whilst it’s there, because in a moment it won’t be. I’m rooting for you, I know you’ll find it, god bless you and good luck
@@-somebody__ me fucking too always were supposed to just put on a smile and go out and be happy but that’s not what we want but we’re forced to it’s never going to be put in the way what we want to. Life fucking sucks
The feeling when you are on the roof top of the tallest building complex in the middle of the winter looking down the somewhat gloomy blueish slavic city, crying while also being at peace at the same time thinking if its better to end it all here, or give life one finial shot.
I feel ya brother, but in the end, things will get better. Im no philosopher but it is the way it is, but change does exist. I dislike my life, the way its going, school, people, family, its sometimes just difficult..
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It’s been 5 years since I died inside myself. It feels so awful walking in the city, watching all these people doing their own things. I really can’t find anything pleasant in this world anymore. I’m skipping eating because I don’t enjoy food anymore. Every morning I wake up wondering why even getting up from bed. Does it really matter to anyone? What difference does it make to the world? Is there even a point of doing what all these people out there are doing? I hate it. I hate people that tells me that I’m not trying hard enough. I hate when people are watching me strangely because I look dead and depressed all the time. And most importantly, I hate myself so much I can’t even look in the mirror anymore. This modern society making every aspect of life toxic and putting pressure on it. You either fit in or you be kicked out and called names. Too bad I got a chance to live in this sad time of this sad and rotten world. It is what it is I guess.
It is what it is. In this world, you gotta do with what you have, even if you have nothing. No one is going to save you, there is no such thing. Stay strong, keep your head up.
@@inner_layI’m not waiting for someone to save and I’m not hoping for better future anymore. Honestly, I’m just waiting for my end.
It gets better man, just trust me. Even if no one else wants you to win, and they don’t care, I DO. I don’t even know you, we’ll never meet, but I want you to fight back against life and find happiness for yourself. The world can be cruel, but we have to remember it is neither purposely bad, or good, but rather just there. Its actions aren’t intentional. And so, we can make the most of this opportunity, of our situations, and have happy times whilst we are able to get up out of bed. It goes quick. Please, please just try it whilst it’s there, because in a moment it won’t be. I’m rooting for you, I know you’ll find it, god bless you and good luck
@@-somebody__ me fucking too always were supposed to just put on a smile and go out and be happy but that’s not what we want but we’re forced to it’s never going to be put in the way what we want to. Life fucking sucks
We ain't reading allat💀💀
GOODBYE 😢, 2016,2017,2018,2019
Sei que aconteceu alguma coisa novamente, mas manter seus olhos a frente fará de você uma pessoa valente.
"y al final éramos como un juego de ajedrez, tu eras la reina y yo el peón, siempre te proteji sabiendo q tenias un rey 🥀🥀"
dayum it touched my heart.
This like my feeling of emptiness and lonliness,thank you for the video.
When i had to leave my old school my best friend was sad and sometimes I remember all memories that I had with him
this would be a great song to just sit in the rain and listen to
Feels like your just drifitng in space
i miss her.
same brother, keep your head up
@@Rustok1 i will try. i wish you strength for your battles and i hope you wish the same for me
Me too pal, me too.
Lock in brother
You want me?
It hurts to see a happy couple while you’ve been alone your entire 4 years of high school. I hope i find that kind of happiness.
In this dystopian Orwellian blade runner world we live in today this song hits hard
Must find some nature, open spaces.
The feeling when you are on the roof top of the tallest building complex in the middle of the winter looking down the somewhat gloomy blueish slavic city, crying while also being at peace at the same time thinking if its better to end it all here, or give life one finial shot.
So real
@@Angel14_ all we can do is try to be strong my fellow friend. We got this 👑
Slide 7
Realest thing I’ve ever hear bro reminds me of bulgaria
@@Bearsclips painfully beautiful
The starting ambiance is just sensational.
This song in this velocity is like remembering all the things you have done before suiciding
Or the world ending
@normagonzalez5893 hey...are you okay? Do you need someone to talk to? I'm here if you need... I hope youre feeling better these days ❤
If you still alive we Can help ya
Are you out there
Fr same i attempted suicide 7 times but everytime this song played in my mind and reminded me about when i was 6 or 7 when life was peaceful
This music is perfect for sleep but I swear slow sad music has always scared me😭 it’s like the music in Minecraft that would freak me out as a kid
I feel like my comment ruined the vibe of the comment section 😭
real
Frfr
Si existiera un juego con la atmósfera igual que el fondo del video serie el mejor juego de terror
isolating yourself all the time seems like a misstake, i went out and i finally found some friends.
Why is everyone here talking about suicide and depression? This song is such a vibe.
Thanks to Andrew Tate he saved me from committing suicide, I now think better and have improved mentally, and have gotten better as a person ❤
3:31
Cumpliré todo lo que le prometí a mi novia pero ya fue tarde y ahora quede solo pero con ganas de seguir adelante😢
Hearts like my life😢
I listen to this because it makes me feel like im wanted by a girl
This Song help my depresion!
When I die and enter Valhalla *
im tired of my life, honestly...
I fell you bro, but dont give up there is always a way. Christ is always with us my friend
try to find a goal to achieve in life. Maybe this feeling you have is duo to hyperstimulation, or when live your life with no goal in mind
I feel ya brother, but in the end, things will get better. Im no philosopher but it is the way it is, but change does exist. I dislike my life, the way its going, school, people, family, its sometimes just difficult..
Get off internet buddy boy
Yes, I understand you. I'm tired too...
What's a message to my younger self
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kmys
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