I pray magical blessings in the lives of myself and my true love (that I am yet to meet). may him and I, both experience magical transformation and new levels of enlightenment and bliss... and may that lead us to each other, very very soon! and may you, as well, beloved reader, be blessed, too...
I'm so ashamed at the state of my life and there's no escape. Pain and grief and loneliness, these things are so intense, they rape my soul. I wish for nothing more than real friends and true love. Will I ever have these?
may the interaction I have had over this past month be one that is co-creating magical blessings in the lives of myself, and the other. may we both experience magical transformation and new levels of enlightenment and bliss, as a direct result of our interaction with one another. and may you, as well, beloved reader, be blessed, too.
my life's a disaster: I'm filled with terrorized panic. paralyzed with fear. I can't bear it. I can't bear to be alone. I'm full of shame and confusion and sadness. desperation and loneliness eat my soul. I can't bear it. I can't bear the pain of this planet.
Proud that this is from a Canadian talent....amazing lyrics..""Pride tends to eat me up, Pride doesn't mean I'm proud"". The emotions from the lyrics and the vocals match perfectly. Soulful gritty raspy emotions kick major ass...good on yah Mr Mangan.
Loneliness rapes and tortures my soul, leaves me breathless under the overwhelming weight of its agony. It's hard to breathe in here: suffocation, desperation. Cannot bear the pain of this horrific life. I want out. I wish only for death. Please let me die.
As others have noted, the haunting lonely guitar solo at the end is cut here and it one of the best parts of the song. I hope someone uploads a full version.
the pain of the loneliness is like a 999-million pound weight on top of my chest. I am paralyzed. and as the nighttime comes, I count down the minutes, excruciatingly slow... 'til I can be tired enough to pass out, and fall asleep. the nighttime hours bring the most unbearable, most unthinkable, most unimaginable pain of grief and loneliness and despair and desperation. my soul is tortured: raped. I am breathless in my agony. I pray only for death, and nothing else.
my soul is raped and tortured by the pain of heartache. perpetually forever alone: I die inside. I DIE. HELL. suicidal. pain: unbearable. I CANNOT BREATHE. never a love; not ever. rejection and pain and the hell of heartbreak. I die. I die. I cannot bear to breathe. I am drowning. breathlessly in pain. praying to go to bed and never wake up again.
I pray magical blessings
in the lives of myself
and my true love (that I am yet to meet).
may him and I, both experience magical transformation and new levels of enlightenment and bliss...
and may that lead us to each other, very very soon!
and may you, as well, beloved reader, be blessed, too...
I'm so ashamed at the state of my life and there's no escape.
Pain and grief and loneliness, these things are so intense, they rape my soul.
I wish for nothing more than real friends and true love.
Will I ever have these?
It's like we were out here to suffer...
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@@bradlymarshall5145 exactly. But why?
I'm so ashamed at the state of my life and there's no escape.
may the interaction I have had over this past month
be one that is co-creating magical blessings in the lives of myself, and the other.
may we both experience magical transformation and new levels of enlightenment and bliss,
as a direct result of our interaction with one another.
and may you, as well, beloved reader, be blessed, too.
some of the best artists are those that aren't known very well.
all I feel is shame.
I'm drowning in shame.
my life's a disaster:
I'm filled with terrorized panic.
paralyzed with fear.
I can't bear it.
I can't bear to be alone.
I'm full of shame and confusion and sadness.
desperation and loneliness eat my soul.
I can't bear it.
I can't bear the pain of this planet.
Proud that this is from a Canadian talent....amazing lyrics..""Pride tends to eat me up, Pride doesn't mean I'm proud"". The emotions from the lyrics and the vocals match perfectly. Soulful gritty raspy emotions kick major ass...good on yah Mr Mangan.
loneliness rapes
and terrorizes my soul,
it eats me alive,
leaving me breathless,
and ashamed,
and drowning,
and suicidal.
unbearable agony.
I feel you one that brother
Beautiful, thank you for sharing your talent with the world!! Love your voice... you have a gift.
I love how simple, yet brilliant dan's lyrics are
Loneliness rapes and tortures my soul,
leaves me breathless
under the overwhelming weight of its agony.
It's hard to breathe in here:
suffocation, desperation.
Cannot bear the pain of this horrific life.
I want out.
I wish only for death.
Please let me die.
aw man, the 4-7 minute guitar solo's my favorite part of the song
That's why I'm sharing it on my profile...
Love it!
As others have noted, the haunting lonely guitar solo at the end is cut here and it one of the best parts of the song. I hope someone uploads a full version.
ua-cam.com/video/zwph1NYZh3U/v-deo.html full version here
Rediscovering this guy after 15 years and finding out he's not in Spotify is disappointing
my soul is raped and tortured by the pain of heartache.
perpetually forever alone: I die inside.
love this song
the pain of the loneliness is like a 999-million pound weight
on top of my chest.
I am paralyzed.
and as the nighttime comes,
I count down the minutes, excruciatingly slow...
'til I can be tired enough to pass out, and fall asleep.
the nighttime hours bring the most unbearable, most unthinkable, most unimaginable pain
of grief and loneliness and despair and desperation.
my soul is tortured: raped.
I am breathless in my agony.
I pray only for death, and nothing else.
breathless despair
I'm in hell
and I want to die
I can't bear this life
I just can't
I simply can't
my soul is raped
and tortured
by the pain
of heartache.
perpetually forever alone:
I die inside.
I DIE.
HELL.
suicidal.
pain: unbearable.
I CANNOT BREATHE.
never a love; not ever.
rejection and pain and the hell of heartbreak.
I die.
I die.
I cannot bear to breathe. I am drowning. breathlessly in pain.
praying to go to bed and never wake up again.
"i once saw a indie band in basment, i killed them so i'd be the only person to know of them" tee hee that joke makes me laugh every time
it's almost Christmas.. Don't want to be alone :(
fucking beautyful.
and only two comments....
you cut out the guitar solo :(
@DesertFox57 hahaha i agree the typical hipsters piss me off.