The entire song is one build up that never happens and every time you're like ok here's the drop to the climax, it never happens and just becomes a small series of points that drop off and the only thing left is the sustained melody that you thought was leading into something bigger the entire time, but doesn't. This song is life.
@@Liveluckyland I think the same. A love story that was started but never fullfilled. Thus, the structures leading to the climax of the song are never fullfilled.
This is like the song that would play after waking up from a long dream saga that felt like it lasted weeks before you woke up, and you felt like a changed person after experiencing all of it. I have had dreams like this before, and this song always makes me think of how I won't forget the people in them, even though they were never real. I don't think any song has ever dug such a deeply personal connection in the same way. EDIT: I also love the darkness and sadness this song evokes. It works so well for this song. I'd love to hear you do more in this style, cause I can't ever figure out what to listen to after I finish this song other than to just hit replay.
I just recently saw Silence of the Lambs for the first time after wanting to for a while. I can see the inspiration in this song. it's fascinating. And of course I had to listen to this song afterwards.... I don't know if this song just refers to the vibe of the movie or anything, or if its like actually from a character's perspective towards another?
Couldnt have said it better myself. Definetley agree, I get the same kind of feelings, thoughts and vibes from this song as well. I like how articulate you were here with how you explained what impression this song left on you.
There's definitely something in the first "please", I think the modulation from one semitone below the main note into the main note, that really cements the feeling in as soon as the song starts. That and the subtle echo/delay, the voice gets this incredible effect that works so well with the sort of "flattish" tune that preserves the tension throughout the whole song.
perseus It went from sounding like a normal drum one second, to sounding like a muted one the next. Whip and snare _do_ sound similar, especially when they are both electronic, but I’m fairly positive that that is an synthesized snare drum effect, not a whip.
lowkey sounds like something that would play straight out of a dystopian universe,, it has that otherworldly feel and i honestly love it,, keep creating! :DD
I feel the same way. I add every one of these songs to 2 of my playlists without even listening to them first. There are only a handful of artists I can do that with.
The lyrics are so soft and cute, but they have this sort of whimsical feeling to them... Please keep doing what you're doing, I really love your music.
Nugget_ Loves_ Sans I think they're done with the shiteyanyo days. I'm pretty sure that's why they made this new account, so they can start a new page with their music and brand
That one cringe girl (amazing username btw) is right, I appreciate that a lot of ppl enjoyed CUD but i accomplished everything i set out to achieve with that channel, which was to basically abuse the youtube thumbnail system to get people to watch videos they otherwise wouldnt and to demonstrate what english miku is, or what i should say ISNT capable of lmao. I wanted to create my own music for a long time and CUD just wasnt the place for it. I know there’s no ill intention behind comments like “still waiting for shiteyanyo” but i feel like people kinda missed the point of this new channel unfortunately but i’ll keep making music regardless. TLDR: shiteyanyo exists only within Ctrl Ult Delete and im content with what i made with that channel and it would of felt v unfulfilling to keep forcing myself to keep making click bait videos. This channel is only for my music/ visuals which i make for myself.
I'll always love and miss the sheer meme value of shiteyanyo on CUD, and while I'd love to see a callback as a joke or something for old times' sake too, I also 100% understand and respect your decision to make the new channel to go about things more seriously - especially with excellent stuff like this.
Beau Jordan’s work is something special that I’ll always hold close to my heart. It feels so ethereal and real, like life itself is talking to you, untouched by human bias.
i miss my friend, this song was supposed to be the song i go to to remind myself that even though we aren't lovers anymore, we are friends... but i managaed to ruin that too, and she left me, forever (sorry for the vent i guess)
LOVE IT ~~~♡♡♡ I always love listening to your music... it really calms me c: I hope you keep making music and I cant wait for the next song you make love you ♡ Beau Jordan ♡
" A sad yet sweet memory that's what you left of me.." *Has nostalgic flashback to Ctrl ult delete*
We all misses Shiteyanyo
I mean Ctrl Ult Del
Actually Both of them
A much simpler time.
*shiteyanyo silently and elegantly runs off into the distance, backwards*
Lol bruh it’s not like they died they kind of just stopped making parodies and starting making original even more amazing songs
The entire song is one build up that never happens and every time you're like ok here's the drop to the climax, it never happens and just becomes a small series of points that drop off and the only thing left is the sustained melody that you thought was leading into something bigger the entire time, but doesn't.
This song is life.
so it's perfect.
its not that edgy. musically, it's a pretty accurate descriptor of the song's structure
@@Liveluckyland I think the same. A love story that was started but never fullfilled. Thus, the structures leading to the climax of the song are never fullfilled.
Im14andthisisdeep
When your mascara is on point
Also... first
@@Eeempyy you're not first. A few people are first including me and you :p
@@sennnnnri we'll call it a tie.
top ten anime fights.
@@donutzombie8201 Ecks Dee
*Sad because didn't see Beau upload since a while*
*Sees this*
*Screams at 2 AM*
The night staff at Walmart: *-._-.*
I like how all of your music has a very unique feel to it. Nice work.
This is like the song that would play after waking up from a long dream saga that felt like it lasted weeks before you woke up, and you felt like a changed person after experiencing all of it. I have had dreams like this before, and this song always makes me think of how I won't forget the people in them, even though they were never real. I don't think any song has ever dug such a deeply personal connection in the same way.
EDIT: I also love the darkness and sadness this song evokes. It works so well for this song. I'd love to hear you do more in this style, cause I can't ever figure out what to listen to after I finish this song other than to just hit replay.
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I just recently saw Silence of the Lambs for the first time after wanting to for a while. I can see the inspiration in this song. it's fascinating. And of course I had to listen to this song afterwards.... I don't know if this song just refers to the vibe of the movie or anything, or if its like actually from a character's perspective towards another?
Couldnt have said it better myself. Definetley agree, I get the same kind of feelings, thoughts and vibes from this song as well. I like how articulate you were here with how you explained what impression this song left on you.
There's definitely something in the first "please", I think the modulation from one semitone below the main note into the main note, that really cements the feeling in as soon as the song starts. That and the subtle echo/delay, the voice gets this incredible effect that works so well with the sort of "flattish" tune that preserves the tension throughout the whole song.
Absolutely adorable lyrics for absolutely adorable people
I hope you're having a nice day
The “whip” seems more like a snare to me than a whip. Your thoughts?
@@hilltopy Idk. For me it is clear whip sound. Gonna listen to it few more times.
@@hilltopy nah, it's certainly a whip.
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Listen to the first sound effect and compare to this one in the song.
perseus It went from sounding like a normal drum one second, to sounding like a muted one the next. Whip and snare _do_ sound similar, especially when they are both electronic, but I’m fairly positive that that is an synthesized snare drum effect, not a whip.
@@hilltopy Are we talking about the same sound?
4:08
lowkey sounds like something that would play straight out of a dystopian universe,, it has that otherworldly feel and i honestly love it,, keep creating! :DD
Our favourite "wubwubwub" is here xD
perseus hehe glad y'all remember me
Overeactive ahhh it gives me the chills :)))
Like a futuristic video game soundtrack
The universe we live in.
Just here to remind you that your work is genuinely amazing, nothing brightens my day more than seeing a Beau Jordan notification.
I completely agree!
Yeah man, they have legit talent, their stuff is actually good, and makes me feel things.
I feel the same way. I add every one of these songs to 2 of my playlists without even listening to them first. There are only a handful of artists I can do that with.
The lyrics are so soft and cute, but they have this sort of whimsical feeling to them... Please keep doing what you're doing, I really love your music.
Oh Beau... My heart is aching. Thank you for letting all of us experience the art you make.
I might be a niche audience but I would adore an Apple music release
totally would love an ep drop on apple music too~
God has returned at last
I liked this before it even started
Can I get that pic for my computer background
-printscreen exists-
OH IM COMMENTING AGAIN TO JUST SAY GOD THE 3 MINUTE MARK YES YES YES, I LOVE THIS SO MUCH
WAIT I GOTTA GO EAT DINNER
This is the dramatic slowburn intensity I need. This rivals as my favorite original so far, Beau. Stay amazing.
Ooh I really like 1:55 and that verse going on! I enjoy how the T's get like pronounced? If that makes sense lol?
!!! yes yes thank you , i’m loving the beginning
this song is great to drive to
This brings me back to the times before covid...
Wow Beau your songs are freaking amazing it's like every beat, note and line come straight from the heart and are unexplainably amazing #FAN FOR LIFE
this is going to my mood playlist right now
Beau, you are the only music artist that has made songs which I like every single one of them
U ever just feel a song in ur heart?? I felt that listening 2 this
yeet another song to inject into my bloodstream
Absolutely loved this! Love your style you use for all your songs and it just keeps getting better!
When I hear this music i feel myself somehow. It’s like hearing my own feelings
Both artistic and musical talent? Illegal. Only a god could posses those powers.
You’ve mastered the genre of depressionwave
You are amazing
IM GONNA SCREAM
Your songs are so atmospheric, I love it.
How does someone get a spotify artist account
I didn’t see this until now… I’m so glad I did. I was in a sad mood, and now I’m better.
soothing chorus ❤️
When I lift weights I jam Beau Jordan and get really pumped. Sends me into a trance
Beau,,, I’m really in fucking love with u and everything u produce,,, please take my tears and entire heart
Ah yes, BEAU is on the move
This song feels like falling through time
this is a genuinely good song
Love
More beau? Yes please!
i'd love to hear oliver in your music!! gah i love these
So Good and childhoody
Your work is beautiful. Thank you, so much
Beau Idk how you do it but you continue to create vibes i just cant find anywhere else and I love it.
I love this, a lot.
make a song with a hidden leg miku in the background! :3 Just for fun cuz why not
Nugget_ Loves_ Sans I think they're done with the shiteyanyo days. I'm pretty sure that's why they made this new account, so they can start a new page with their music and brand
That one cringe girl (amazing username btw) is right, I appreciate that a lot of ppl enjoyed CUD but i accomplished everything i set out to achieve with that channel, which was to basically abuse the youtube thumbnail system to get people to watch videos they otherwise wouldnt and to demonstrate what english miku is, or what i should say ISNT capable of lmao. I wanted to create my own music for a long time and CUD just wasnt the place for it.
I know there’s no ill intention behind comments like “still waiting for shiteyanyo” but i feel like people kinda missed the point of this new channel unfortunately but i’ll keep making music regardless.
TLDR: shiteyanyo exists only within Ctrl Ult Delete and im content with what i made with that channel and it would of felt v unfulfilling to keep forcing myself to keep making click bait videos. This channel is only for my music/ visuals which i make for myself.
I'll always love and miss the sheer meme value of shiteyanyo on CUD, and while I'd love to see a callback as a joke or something for old times' sake too, I also 100% understand and respect your decision to make the new channel to go about things more seriously - especially with excellent stuff like this.
Beau Jordan Oh ok that’s fine!, I still love your music anyways C: 🎵
EDIT: oh and tysm! :D
ay this has gotta be your best song yet
Beau Jordan’s work is something special that I’ll always hold close to my heart. It feels so ethereal and real, like life itself is talking to you, untouched by human bias.
I can never tell what vocals you use because ur tuning is so on point they sound like a different entity on their own
I hope this gets more recognition
oW this hit me right in the heart...so g o o d!!!
love it 💗💖💗
So soft and pleasing
Right on time
This is my favorite song from your music
Added to play at my funeral list
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hell yeah keep up the good work
God I love your music
Awwww yiss I love it
I need this masterpiece on iTunes.
WTF HOW DID I MISS THISSSSSSSS
i miss my friend, this song was supposed to be the song i go to to remind myself that even though we aren't lovers anymore, we are friends... but i managaed to ruin that too, and she left me, forever (sorry for the vent i guess)
yesyesyes
One of these days I'll have enough money to make myself a custom Beau Jordan sweatshirt
eye'm coming
Good song.
By far my favorite song you have made ty for the feels
Such an emotional song 💙
please please please set up a spotify account to upload i would listen to this on repeat
Super Nice
Nice 👌
YES time for the good shit to hit my eardrums again
Yessssss
You compose perfection
Continues to give me ctrl ult delete vibes
I love this do much ❤️ you did a wonderful job!! So proud of how far you’ve come
LOVE IT ~~~♡♡♡ I always love listening to your music... it really calms me c: I hope you keep making music and I cant wait for the next song you make love you ♡ Beau Jordan ♡
Very cool!
gracias por existir
AAAAAA UPLOAD!!!1!1!1!
yyyyyyYYYEESSSSSSS
Yayyyyy Beau!!!
Nice
how the fuck was i not recommend this masterpiece 2 days earlier oh shit fuck balls shit
It’s haydeeeeeeeennnnnn 🤙❣️
wowwwwwww
This pretty fuckin beautiful, if I do say so myself
10/10
I love you
Ayeeee ❤️
amazèè
No pink moving objects this time?
i know you had to -do it to em-
im too lazy to manually click on all your amazing songs so can you make a 'literally everything' playlist pls?
make a playlist yourself
is this sweet anne or miriam
Did you do the illustration too, I think this one is my fav from all of them