Ambition I’m right there with you bro. ( my better half mentioned the “D” word, so I guess I’m going to be a failed marriage statistic soon) hang in there. I truly hope things get better for your situation. My advice, give God your mess. 🙁✌️
Ambition unfortunately I must agree. As much as I bleed everyday, I'm glad to have known love. Even if I got dabbed on in the end. Just tryna keep up the positivity 😔
I miss you. But I know you would be sad if I stayed depressed about losing you all the time, so that's why I live life to the fullest, enjoying every bit of it so you can be proud of me. I hope you're having a great time up there too, you sure knew how to cheer us up when we needed it. Thank you for everything.
"good things take time" it always destroys me to know that love that comes too fast fades to fast. when you fall for someone maybe after a week or a month, feelings fade.
might be the exception to the rule here or an example, that it can happen fast and quickly, but last and grow even more :) met my significant other on a festival in a country we both don't come from, and we both fell for each other the next day.. After that it were intense two days, a rainy 'see you soon' with lots of tears and about half a year of jet setting, before i moved to his country on o1.o1.2o17 starting a whole different live than i had before.. now, two years later, we are still growing together more and more and even when missing my old life, he is future for me :)
since i believe in all souls being connected somehow in some way, i guess he and i met in previous lives already and just found each other again in this one.. lucky me^^
i fell in love twice over this past summer.. one was a bittersweet innocent relationship in tokyo where i felt things i'd never felt for anyone else before. i wish we had more time but perhaps we were not meant to be anything more than a summer romance. he went back to korea and i, to australia. we still talk from time to time over our friendship group chat but it's been over two months and i've been trying to get the feelings to fade gradually.. another was a passionate whirlwind romance that lasted a total of five days and the guy ended up telling me he only liked me for my looks but felt there was no emotional connection. i've learnt to protect my heart better from now on.
if you havent, dont worry. everyone deserves to be happy, and sometimes you dont need romance to be happy. love isnt always romantic. you'll find the one eventually. but until then, be in the moment. forget about the future, dont dredge on the past, and live in the present. good luck, grace. go find your happy.
you're seriously so underrated. if you ever feel that these playlists are not worth the time to make because you get so few views, you're wrong!! i appreciate your effort and time. thank you so much. ❤️
The amazing memory I had with my friends, I try to forget them so bad. Two of my friends became popular and one of them turned heartless unto me. My best friend moved and found a replacement. I always feel lonely. I say “I’m going to change”and “stop relying on others to make you happy” but I can’t stop it... sometimes i want to forget about the past
I miss you, everyday of my life, I don’t think I’ll ever stop missing you. I hope you’re happy and never stop being happy, I hope your life is better now with better people but I hope you haven’t forgotten me. // sorry I needed to get this off my chest.
Pain is addictive The sensation of blood pumping The feeling off damage in your body Yet it hurts so much, but I love it Yet Pain from love that's what needs to be covered. I still think about her. I will never be sure, and im sure of that. Its all to cover up the pain i feel inside. Everybody says that it's gonna get better. ...But the pain feels endless... What if it stay forever? If the pain go away, won't I go away too? What if it's a part of me now? What if it was always part of me? What if it's always gonna be like this? I hope it does. ..wish it could... But i don't want the pain to go away. At least let me keep it for myself. Because i know someday you will forget about me. Let me just keep this pain as a proof of our story. Before i forget how it's feel to be in love. Sometimes feelings never fade... Really thank you for all this music, it really keeps me going.
First song sounds like "here comes a thought" from Steven Universe. I like it! Seems Khai samples a lot of stuff for his music, but his lyrics, voice, and musical style work enough to make his songs his own.
She waved him off and said "take care Drew", He turned and waited by the door to put his foot through, The light reacquainted his face as she said "can I help you", They locked eyes in silence as their shadows met too, The open door flew, the wild wind blew, and his love for her grew, "You said take care, but I'd rather take care of you"
I wish I could give this a thousand likes. It's now my favorite of your mixes, thanks for putting it together, and big thanks to the artists! I love your work!
I am the 159th person who liked it and the 32nd person who commented and I really did like it and I have been waiting for ever for another upload, just know I appreciate all your work Ambition✍❤
Feelings fade But memories of what we had They are forever Lasting in last winter's dreams Lost in the night's last lights Our eyes are touched By the hearts that looked Upward we go Soaring above and beyond Back into the mind of what we had Back to the past Where memories were still a present in our eyes
romance is a weird thing, isn't it? when you first fall for someone, they could've been in love with you since your first greeting. even so, feelings fade. that love may drift apart. but you know? if you don't move on eventually, you're just punishing yourself. along with the one who got away, especially if _they_ already moved on. love is a beautiful, scary, amazing, heartbreaking thing. but so what? you're who chooses what makes you happy. never forget that you don't need romance to be happy. you have your friends, your family, and _you._ don't dredge on the past. ignore what may happen in the future. live in the moment, yeah? right now is a gift. that's why its called "The Present." so take that gift, and live life to the fullest. i believe in you. good luck to you all. and even if those feelings fade, your memories will always be with you. whether good or bad, it's what makes you _you._ so continue making yourself. live in the present. you'll eventually find the one. i know you will :>
Love the music! Thank you so much for your hard work you put into all of your vids because your vids can be relatable to how people are feeling :) Keep it up! ♡
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A NEW PLACE TO BEGIN Sometimes it's broken and it can't be fixed, that's okay Cuz we'll turn it into something completely new I had a feeling it would go this way, but I know You need the cracks to let the light shine through Oh I thought, that I was being honest with myself But I was always running from the truth I thought I would take all the love that I could get But I really only wanted you I've been thinking, been thinking, been thinking to myself What's the point in avoiding the pain that can’t be helped If you open up, open up, open yourself up to me Maybe we can both be free, maybe we can both be free I'm tossing turning in between two sheets, I guess it's just another one of those nights Go take a walk, enjoy the midnight air, street lights like stars on a cloudy night Sometimes it's best just to be alone, take a minute to sort out my thoughts But if you find yourself in need of some company then I don't mind at all There's this feeling I can’t seem to shake in the back of my mind But it starts at my heart and i find it looking in your eyes I was running, was running, just trying to reach the end But I tripped and instead I found a new place to begin
ah. awakening old wounds. the wounds that scarred me were the same ones that granted me happiness, joy and euphoria some time in my life. it fucking hurts. it sucks. it still does. but i guess at the end of it, we all find another resolve to keep living; to keep going on, eh? sometimes... i find comfort in my loneliness, in my depression. because it's the only thing that'll never leave. as ludicrous as it sounds, it's almost therapeutic, not all bad as people claim it to be. to find comfort and joy in the sadness, for there's a certain alluring peace to it.
//Its been 2 months since you left. But i've healed. I no longer feel heartache when people say your name. Memories are still there, but it doesn't make me wanna go back to you anymore. Thank you for everything. You've made me a better, stronger person. I'm not going back. I've found my inner peace. Without you. //
your songs/musics are so cool hope to make/produce more songs ! love lots it makes me chill in every i listen those songs ! how i wish if i can use some of your musics as my music background on my youtube channel ?
Sometimes I just wanna slit my wrist till all the blood leaves my body and I’m gone from the world but then i think “maybe I’ll live another day” Guys, life gets better 💕🌻
yes. I guess I did think we would stay the same. I thought we would stay in our group of friends. I thought it would be just us. I thought we would always laugh and spend moments where it felt as if the world stopped in time just so we could laugh a little longer, smile a little longer, feel the moment a little longer. But I thought wrong. I know people don't stay the same. I know they grow up. But I thought maybe, just maybe, you guys wouldn't. I thought we would never leave our foolish, childish, funny, and old selves. I thought we would always have our moments together as best friends. So..can somebody, anybody, tell me..what ever happened to *_us_* Because, I miss you all. I miss our foolish selves everytime we did something stupid. I miss the laughs we shared together. I miss always having you guys to go to when I'm feeling down. But now, it's all gone. Yes. My best friend is back. and yes, she did change him. my...how you've all changed.. it's like we never had our memories. We're kinda like...like....strangers? No...no it can't be. Never. But..why does it feel like it so much then? Why have you guys all changed so suddenly? All I remember is all of us laughing and the next you all stopped having any interaction with me. I miss you guys. And yes. I know I'm stupid thinking we'd stay the same. But I'm still holding on. I'm still the same girl you all laughed with and hung out with. I'm still hoping it could just be us again and we could all go back to our goofy selves. I still have our memories. They're all stored within me. Always will be. So you guys may fully grow up and change and forget everything between us. But I, I won't. I'll always remember every little moment we've had. Because every memory, every moment, every smile, is something to help me remember you all by. So, grow up. Change. Forget me. Forget our group of friends. Live your life. Don't let me stop you. Because I still have our memories. And those alone...those are enough to make me smile. And sometimes...memories come out of my eyes and fall down my cheeks. But they're not sad tears. No. Never. They're the joyful tears, they're the smiles I've had just by seeing us all together. So... thank you. Thank you for all the memories. Thank you for all the moments. For the smiles. For the laughs. For the stupid things I've done. For anything and everything I've done when we were together. I'll *never* forget any of you. And I know... somewhere...deep down inside...you'll remember me as well. So..bye. For now. (I know most of you won't understand this. Basically I had a group of best friends. The best group I've ever had. Until my best friend who I lost contact with came and changed one of them to someone different. Then all of them changed. Now we hardly talk. The group of friends changed. They added new people who I never knew in the group, and taken some people I did know out of the group. I don't know if they miss me. But I miss them) Edit: One year later. Probably more. Not sure why I'm updating, but idk. Maybe something to look back on and remember. I've grown more mature now. Still childish in some ways, lol. That group of friends..yeah.. we've all separated. It happened. And it hurts. It rlly does, ngl. How we just all lost contact and don't even talk in dm's. You see i *knew* this would happen. That's why, when we were having the best time of our lives, i asked you all "What happens when we all grow up..? What happens, when we grow up, learn how to drive, get a job, get married, have a family, and live our lives? What happens then? Will we all lose contact with each other?" And then you said "Oh, no ofc not. We'll still have our socials" But you see, i knew that wasn't enough. Cause look at us now. We don't even talk on that. Now most of our old friends are gone. We no longer talk to them, yk, the ones I disliked. Which i guess is a good thing... The thing is, the good friends that were left are gone too. Heck, my best friend can hardly talk to us. And i feel like no one else cares. We had something, and now it's all gone. Really? That quickly? I guess I should move on. Well, i have. I still think about you guys though. I get that sharp pain in my chest everytime I do though. Is this really goodbye again? Or has it been that way for awhile now. Well, i just wanna let you know, that..if by chance, we do come across eachother's paths.. I'll still greet you with open arms and a smile, just like when we first met 🙂. Love u guys. Miss u. Bye.
Beautiful. I've never read something as beautiful as this. This music and this beautiful abstract from your life is just enough to lift my mood. Thank you for sharing such beautiful memories. Today I'm smiling just by reading this. You sure are an amazing person :))
@@uzumakihinata9702 I'm so confused how you even found my comment that was written years ago haha. But thank you lovely. I completely forgot I ever wrote this. But it's nice to look back :)
@@amy.ilcsfm well maybe fate just wanted me to read this. I'm so happy that you're doing well now. I was feeling a bit down today and I just found something this beautiful and trust me I will never forget this abstract :))
Imagine a story: Your running on a field with a good friend. Suddenly, you trip over and hit your face in some mud. Your friend picks you up and dusts you off like a good friend would. But then when your at school/work/college with them, they suddenly stop caring. They stop being as nice as they were. They cared about other friends more than you. A month passed on, and this kept happening. You felt as though you weren't loved. You had Depression.A week later the same friend stops talking to you. You only felt more and more Depressed. But suddenly: you cut your hair, because most depressed people have a different style from when they were ''happy.' That friend thinks: ''Wow.... They look so much better. I have to be friends with them again!' Dont accept their offer. Dont force yourself do to anything. Push them away, Dust yourself off. Your worth more than them. You dont have to care.
Oh, how I wish my feelings would fade... Well, how I wish they would fade faster, I know they will eventually, but I know it will take at least another 2 years...
Recently, a very good friend of mine left the school I go to. I think about him a lot. Do you think he thinks of me? Probably not but it feels nice to know he's capable of moving on.
Its better to have loved and lost... Than never to have loved at all
True....
If u don t get hurt at least once in your life, u will don t understand the love. The pain make the people be what they really are, without masks.
Ambition straight up I think this broke me a little. I'm sick and exhausted but those first two tracks. Dam brother that got me.
Ambition I’m right there with you bro. ( my better half mentioned the “D” word, so I guess I’m going to be a failed marriage statistic soon) hang in there. I truly hope things get better for your situation. My advice, give God your mess. 🙁✌️
Ambition unfortunately I must agree. As much as I bleed everyday, I'm glad to have known love. Even if I got dabbed on in the end. Just tryna keep up the positivity 😔
worked really hard on this so I hope you guys like it
Ambition one of your best mixes, love it!
Solid mix enjoyed this on many levels ☺
Is the best mix my friend, i feel good now, just because of u
Ambition we love it
Ambition thank you so much.
I miss you. But I know you would be sad if I stayed depressed about losing you all the time, so that's why I live life to the fullest, enjoying every bit of it so you can be proud of me.
I hope you're having a great time up there too, you sure knew how to cheer us up when we needed it.
Thank you for everything.
OneDayDream Love you for that. ❤️
i’m crying
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Stay strong buddy!
"good things take time"
it always destroys me to know that love that comes too fast fades to fast. when you fall for someone maybe after a week or a month, feelings fade.
might be the exception to the rule here or an example, that it can happen fast and quickly, but last and grow even more :) met my significant other on a festival in a country we both don't come from, and we both fell for each other the next day.. After that it were intense two days, a rainy 'see you soon' with lots of tears and about half a year of jet setting, before i moved to his country on o1.o1.2o17 starting a whole different live than i had before.. now, two years later, we are still growing together more and more and even when missing my old life, he is future for me :)
since i believe in all souls being connected somehow in some way, i guess he and i met in previous lives already and just found each other again in this one.. lucky me^^
i fell in love twice over this past summer.. one was a bittersweet innocent relationship in tokyo where i felt things i'd never felt for anyone else before. i wish we had more time but perhaps we were not meant to be anything more than a summer romance. he went back to korea and i, to australia. we still talk from time to time over our friendship group chat but it's been over two months and i've been trying to get the feelings to fade gradually.. another was a passionate whirlwind romance that lasted a total of five days and the guy ended up telling me he only liked me for my looks but felt there was no emotional connection. i've learnt to protect my heart better from now on.
2 years. have you found the one yet?
if you havent, dont worry. everyone deserves to be happy, and sometimes you dont need romance to be happy. love isnt always romantic. you'll find the one eventually. but until then, be in the moment. forget about the future, dont dredge on the past, and live in the present. good luck, grace. go find your happy.
Khai is truly a legend
you're seriously so underrated. if you ever feel that these playlists are not worth the time to make because you get so few views, you're wrong!! i appreciate your effort and time. thank you so much. ❤️
I really relate to this. I’m sure a lot of people can. Part of living is being hurt, it’s how we get up and move on that matters. ❤️
The amazing memory I had with my friends, I try to forget them so bad. Two of my friends became popular and one of them turned heartless unto me. My best friend moved and found a replacement. I always feel lonely. I say “I’m going to change”and “stop relying on others to make you happy” but I can’t stop it... sometimes i want to forget about the past
Some memories are gonna cheer me up, other may not. Feelings make me feel good, and bad, but they fade. ❤️Ambition
Thank you for existing and blessing us with these beautiful uploads tbfh
I miss you, everyday of my life, I don’t think I’ll ever stop missing you. I hope you’re happy and never stop being happy, I hope your life is better now with better people but I hope you haven’t forgotten me. // sorry I needed to get this off my chest.
Pain is addictive
The sensation of blood pumping
The feeling off damage in your body
Yet it hurts so much, but I love it
Yet Pain from love
that's what needs to be covered.
I still think about her.
I will never be sure, and im sure of that.
Its all to cover up the pain i feel inside.
Everybody says that it's gonna get better.
...But the pain feels endless...
What if it stay forever?
If the pain go away, won't I go away too?
What if it's a part of me now?
What if it was always part of me?
What if it's always gonna be like this?
I hope it does.
..wish it could...
But i don't want the pain to go away.
At least let me keep it for myself.
Because i know someday you will forget about me.
Let me just keep this pain as a proof of our story.
Before i forget how it's feel to be in love.
Sometimes feelings never fade...
Really thank you for all this music, it really keeps me going.
Thanks for posting music as much as you can, Ambition! I hope you feel better.
I agree with you dude, memories do last forever. I hope I remember this channel when I'm 40.
The first song on this will always leave me feeling emotional. I didn't sign up for this, Ambition
Without the lows in life I wouldn’t be able to fully appreciate the highs that have come and gone, so I’m grateful
First song sounds like "here comes a thought" from Steven Universe. I like it! Seems Khai samples a lot of stuff for his music, but his lyrics, voice, and musical style work enough to make his songs his own.
She waved him off and said "take care Drew",
He turned and waited by the door to put his foot through,
The light reacquainted his face as she said "can I help you",
They locked eyes in silence as their shadows met too,
The open door flew, the wild wind blew, and his love for her grew,
"You said take care, but I'd rather take care of you"
I wish I could give this a thousand likes. It's now my favorite of your mixes, thanks for putting it together, and big thanks to the artists! I love your work!
Makes me feel happy and relaxed after a long and stress filled day
Needed this today. Thanks
Your mixes really help me when I'm writing. There's not much to distract me from my thoughts and writing so thanksss!
I am the 159th person who liked it and the 32nd person who commented and I really did like it and I have been waiting for ever for another upload, just know I appreciate all your work Ambition✍❤
even the song selection is full of "ambition". listening in 2021
I keep coming back to this playlist. It's my favorite. Thank you for making it :)
Feelings fade
But memories of what we had
They are forever
Lasting in last winter's dreams
Lost in the night's last lights
Our eyes are touched
By the hearts that looked
Upward we go
Soaring above and beyond
Back into the mind of what we had
Back to the past
Where memories were still a present in our eyes
captivated by the title and got addicted with the playlist mix
romance is a weird thing, isn't it? when you first fall for someone, they could've been in love with you since your first greeting. even so, feelings fade. that love may drift apart.
but you know? if you don't move on eventually, you're just punishing yourself. along with the one who got away, especially if _they_ already moved on. love is a beautiful, scary, amazing, heartbreaking thing. but so what? you're who chooses what makes you happy. never forget that you don't need romance to be happy. you have your friends, your family, and _you._ don't dredge on the past. ignore what may happen in the future. live in the moment, yeah? right now is a gift. that's why its called "The Present." so take that gift, and live life to the fullest. i believe in you. good luck to you all.
and even if those feelings fade, your memories will always be with you. whether good or bad, it's what makes you _you._ so continue making yourself. live in the present. you'll eventually find the one. i know you will :>
Thanks for giving me a nostalgic trip P.s was waiting for some khai!!
this is my favorite playlist so far !
I LOVE YOU AMBITION!!!!
Love the music! Thank you so much for your hard work you put into all of your vids because your vids can be relatable to how people are feeling :) Keep it up! ♡
Damn, i love your content. The music has helped me from my depression a little. I appricieate you and i can't thank you enough
I need to say ty, because u feel me everytime. U r the only one who can do that. I love that u r here on youtube. Keep going man, u r the best❤
Thanks for this Ambi!
Always good to start with a khai dreams song.
Thanks ambi!!
Bro, u made me cry inside
You're the MVP Ambition 😉
really love it tysm
Another wonderful video
This song is wonderful!
you are a legend
*inhale*
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*exhale*
Woo that took a lot of oxygen!
illuminati
A NEW PLACE TO BEGIN
Sometimes it's broken and it can't be fixed, that's okay
Cuz we'll turn it into something completely new
I had a feeling it would go this way, but I know
You need the cracks to let the light shine through
Oh I thought, that I was being honest with myself
But I was always running from the truth
I thought I would take all the love that I could get
But I really only wanted you
I've been thinking, been thinking, been thinking to myself
What's the point in avoiding the pain that can’t be helped
If you open up, open up, open yourself up to me
Maybe we can both be free, maybe we can both be free
I'm tossing turning in between two sheets, I guess it's just another one of those nights
Go take a walk, enjoy the midnight air, street lights like stars on a cloudy night
Sometimes it's best just to be alone, take a minute to sort out my thoughts
But if you find yourself in need of some company then I don't mind at all
There's this feeling I can’t seem to shake in the back of my mind
But it starts at my heart and i find it looking in your eyes
I was running, was running, just trying to reach the end
But I tripped and instead I found a new place to begin
I love the thumbnail.
ah. awakening old wounds. the wounds that scarred me were the same ones that granted me happiness, joy and euphoria some time in my life.
it fucking hurts. it sucks. it still does. but i guess at the end of it, we all find another resolve to keep living; to keep going on, eh? sometimes... i find comfort in my loneliness, in my depression. because it's the only thing that'll never leave. as ludicrous as it sounds, it's almost therapeutic, not all bad as people claim it to be. to find comfort and joy in the sadness, for there's a certain alluring peace to it.
nc music ambition thank you
Hits me in the feels✌🏼❤
I'll always love you Jessica
A wonderful person to have known
A bird told me that Jessica its happy with your words, she is fine
Thank you @Ambition.
This title broke my heart
//Its been 2 months since you left. But i've healed. I no longer feel heartache when people say your name. Memories are still there, but it doesn't make me wanna go back to you anymore. Thank you for everything. You've made me a better, stronger person. I'm not going back. I've found my inner peace. Without you. //
My boyfriend sent it to me.It helped my depression. Made me feel a bit loved and reminded me to wait for good things.
I love this so much ❤️
I never stopped loving you
I only stopped showing it..
it's actually good
Thanks for the upload
Love this
Much love 💕
Sometimes feelings never fade
Beautiful ;-;
ILY WE THE GANG
Memories fade as well. And the more you remember them, the faster they fade.
solo godo i love it
I love u S2
Love the songs,
is it better not to know, to constantly be wondering "does-she-or-does-she-not", than having the words of "i don't" in your head all the time?
Oh my god I got excited I thought the first song was gonna be flatsound - I exist I exist I exist but it’s just sAMPLED
great track none the less😪💞
the first beat ughhhh
I love it
your songs/musics are so cool hope to make/produce more songs ! love lots it makes me chill in every i listen those songs ! how i wish if i can use some of your musics as my music background on my youtube channel ?
It's been almost a year now and it sure don't feel like these feelings are fading.
Sometimes I just wanna slit my wrist till all the blood leaves my body and I’m gone from the world but then i think “maybe I’ll live another day” Guys, life gets better 💕🌻
Damn... Hows this explain what im going through so perfectly right now.
The first one
God bless you this is guuuuuud shit
*
Que crack que sos
yes. I guess I did think we would stay the same. I thought we would stay in our group of friends. I thought it would be just us. I thought we would always laugh and spend moments where it felt as if the world stopped in time just so we could laugh a little longer, smile a little longer, feel the moment a little longer. But I thought wrong. I know people don't stay the same. I know they grow up. But I thought maybe, just maybe, you guys wouldn't. I thought we would never leave our foolish, childish, funny, and old selves. I thought we would always have our moments together as best friends.
So..can somebody, anybody, tell me..what ever happened to *_us_*
Because, I miss you all. I miss our foolish selves everytime we did something stupid. I miss the laughs we shared together. I miss always having you guys to go to when I'm feeling down.
But now, it's all gone. Yes. My best friend is back. and yes, she did change him. my...how you've all changed.. it's like we never had our memories. We're kinda like...like....strangers? No...no it can't be. Never.
But..why does it feel like it so much then? Why have you guys all changed so suddenly? All I remember is all of us laughing and the next you all stopped having any interaction with me. I miss you guys. And yes. I know I'm stupid thinking we'd stay the same. But I'm still holding on. I'm still the same girl you all laughed with and hung out with. I'm still hoping it could just be us again and we could all go back to our goofy selves.
I still have our memories. They're all stored within me. Always will be. So you guys may fully grow up and change and forget everything between us. But I, I won't. I'll always remember every little moment we've had. Because every memory, every moment, every smile, is something to help me remember you all by.
So, grow up. Change. Forget me. Forget our group of friends. Live your life. Don't let me stop you. Because I still have our memories. And those alone...those are enough to make me smile.
And sometimes...memories come out of my eyes and fall down my cheeks. But they're not sad tears. No. Never. They're the joyful tears, they're the smiles I've had just by seeing us all together.
So... thank you. Thank you for all the memories. Thank you for all the moments. For the smiles. For the laughs. For the stupid things I've done. For anything and everything I've done when we were together.
I'll *never* forget any of you. And I know... somewhere...deep down inside...you'll remember me as well.
So..bye.
For now.
(I know most of you won't understand this. Basically I had a group of best friends. The best group I've ever had. Until my best friend who I lost contact with came and changed one of them to someone different. Then all of them changed. Now we hardly talk. The group of friends changed. They added new people who I never knew in the group, and taken some people I did know out of the group. I don't know if they miss me. But I miss them)
Edit: One year later. Probably more. Not sure why I'm updating, but idk. Maybe something to look back on and remember. I've grown more mature now. Still childish in some ways, lol. That group of friends..yeah.. we've all separated. It happened. And it hurts. It rlly does, ngl. How we just all lost contact and don't even talk in dm's. You see i *knew* this would happen. That's why, when we were having the best time of our lives, i asked you all "What happens when we all grow up..? What happens, when we grow up, learn how to drive, get a job, get married, have a family, and live our lives? What happens then? Will we all lose contact with each other?" And then you said "Oh, no ofc not. We'll still have our socials" But you see, i knew that wasn't enough. Cause look at us now. We don't even talk on that.
Now most of our old friends are gone. We no longer talk to them, yk, the ones I disliked. Which i guess is a good thing... The thing is, the good friends that were left are gone too. Heck, my best friend can hardly talk to us. And i feel like no one else cares. We had something, and now it's all gone. Really? That quickly? I guess I should move on. Well, i have. I still think about you guys though. I get that sharp pain in my chest everytime I do though. Is this really goodbye again? Or has it been that way for awhile now.
Well, i just wanna let you know, that..if by chance, we do come across eachother's paths.. I'll still greet you with open arms and a smile, just like when we first met 🙂. Love u guys. Miss u. Bye.
Beautiful. I've never read something as beautiful as this. This music and this beautiful abstract from your life is just enough to lift my mood. Thank you for sharing such beautiful memories. Today I'm smiling just by reading this. You sure are an amazing person :))
@@uzumakihinata9702 I'm so confused how you even found my comment that was written years ago haha. But thank you lovely. I completely forgot I ever wrote this. But it's nice to look back :)
@@amy.ilcsfm well maybe fate just wanted me to read this. I'm so happy that you're doing well now. I was feeling a bit down today and I just found something this beautiful and trust me I will never forget this abstract :))
Geez, has it been 3 months since new years?
Love the picture, not the musics :x
my boi steve famous ;-;
I can't let him go, my heart wond't let me, I'm so hurt, I'm a mess...
🖤
Imagine a story:
Your running on a field with a good friend. Suddenly, you trip over and hit your face in some mud. Your friend picks you up and dusts you off like a good friend would.
But then when your at school/work/college with them, they suddenly stop caring.
They stop being as nice as they were. They
cared about other friends more than you.
A month passed on, and this kept happening. You felt as though you weren't loved. You had Depression.A week later the same friend stops talking to you. You only felt more and more Depressed. But suddenly: you cut your hair, because most depressed people have a different style from when they were ''happy.' That friend thinks:
''Wow.... They look so much better. I have to be friends with them again!'
Dont accept their offer.
Dont force yourself do to anything.
Push them away,
Dust yourself off.
Your worth more than them.
You dont have to care.
What is the first song called?
I can't stop listening to it
😍😍😍😍😍😍
"The virgin walk"
Nothing fades for me.
nice
i think it's more like 'memories fade, but feelings stay'
Oh, how I wish my feelings would fade... Well, how I wish they would fade faster, I know they will eventually, but I know it will take at least another 2 years...
4:51
Recently, a very good friend of mine left the school I go to. I think about him a lot. Do you think he thinks of me? Probably not but it feels nice to know he's capable of moving on.
I need that artwork!!
Best
Why would anyone dislike this?
for me : memories fade but feelings last forever
i wanna die. but this lifts my mood 💛