Astarion love confession Part 1

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  • Опубліковано 6 вер 2024

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  • @kkotova1
    @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +539

    Перевод: Да, я в порядке... просто чувствую себя паршиво. Послушай, у меня был план. Прекрасный и простой план: соблазнить тебя, переспать с тобой, поиграть на твоих чувствах, чтобы ты никогда не предала меня. И это было просто, даже инстинктивно. Двухсотлетний опыт обольщения дал о себе знать. Все, что тебе нужно было сделать - это поддаться. А я в свою очередь... не должен был влюбиться в тебя. И именно на этом моменте мой великолепно простой план провалился. Ты... Ты невероятная. Ты заслуживаешь чего-то настоящего. Я хочу, чтобы между нами все было по-настоящему.

    • @beneficent2557
      @beneficent2557 8 місяців тому +53

      Can confirm as a guy. These "nice, simple" plans usually fall apart.😅

    • @Yuhhnightowl
      @Yuhhnightowl 8 місяців тому +41

      Ы, на момент мой план провалился можно на секунду клоунскую музыку можно было включить 😂

    • @Yuhhnightowl
      @Yuhhnightowl 8 місяців тому

      Но больше всего меня поразило, что даже в этом моменте ему можно сделать хуево 🫣

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +7

      @@beneficent2557you’re so cute 😄

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +22

      @@Yuhhnightowl😅😅😅у нас тут признание в любви вообще то!!!!

  • @agustinamagpie
    @agustinamagpie 8 місяців тому +2578

    "I want us to be something real."
    I Want.
    I WANT.
    People don't often realize how important and rare it is Astarion states with surety something HE wants.
    He barely knows who he is, but he knows he wants you.

  • @koconnell968
    @koconnell968 8 місяців тому +3863

    I LOVE when he gets vulnerable like this, it's so sweet and also so sad

    • @thebones6144
      @thebones6144 8 місяців тому +15

      he has 200 years of seduction behind hkm, i am pretty sure i cant trust him :D

    • @Kasiarzynka
      @Kasiarzynka 7 місяців тому +13

      Man's like "the lines about how you fell from sky to ruin me are what seduced you" and I'm like "literally no bro, it's the moments of vulnerability like the talks where you open about your experiences as a vampire, the mirror scene and the scars scenes, and various moments in-between that made me start caring about you" 😅

    • @virginiaking7904
      @virginiaking7904 5 місяців тому +2

      Makes you want to take him in your arms and hold him tight.

  • @Romanticvampyre6
    @Romanticvampyre6 8 місяців тому +4239

    So many nuances in Neil's intonation and those bittersweet micro expressions on our beloved Astarion's face. This pixel man blows me away everytime....❤

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +77

      totally agree, every aspect of him is just amazing

    • @Romanticvampyre6
      @Romanticvampyre6 8 місяців тому +20

      @@kkotova1 Thank you for spending time on reloads and creating these videos.🧡

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +19

      no thank you for watching!! I wouldn't have such motivation to make the videos without your support ❤❤❤❤❤@@Romanticvampyre6

  • @BlazeDupree1525
    @BlazeDupree1525 8 місяців тому +2292

    Ngl my favorite confession is when he is like "regrettably I fell in love with you." 😂

    • @StrayCradle
      @StrayCradle 8 місяців тому +8

      When's that happen?

    • @shadowrose5911
      @shadowrose5911 8 місяців тому +1

      Im curious too

    • @Cosmic.Stardust
      @Cosmic.Stardust 7 місяців тому +36

      ​@@StrayCradle you get this if you go to the gauntlets and defeat yugir vs the other is if you go to moonrise tower (with him) and talk with araj

  • @heathenly_aesthetic7233
    @heathenly_aesthetic7233 8 місяців тому +1642

    And this is why I resonated with his romance so much more than the others. For someone like him and what he's been forced to do, *real* intimacy is terrifying. The idea of letting someone know your vulnerable side is scary, but something secretly longed for. It makes those moments when he's protective of you, when you respect his refusal to bite the hemomancer drow, or when he refuses the drow twins (while in very high affection) that much more meaningful. This is the first time anyone has made him feel cherished and free 🖤

    • @SmotheeGames
      @SmotheeGames 8 місяців тому +7

      Интересно, что если прийти к близнецам до убийства Касадора, то он против, но если не дать ему вознестись и прийти к ним снова, то он полностью спокоен и уверен в наших отношениях, что не против 😉

    • @primrosett
      @primrosett 8 місяців тому +51

      I love that he will tell us he's uncomfortable with the Twins, it honestly makes me so happy he trusted us enough to be open and honest like that.

    • @heathenly_aesthetic7233
      @heathenly_aesthetic7233 8 місяців тому +22

      @@primrosett Absolutely 💯 It was touching to see him express such honesty. I know it's just a video game, but I feel like this is kind of a solid lesson for what it should look like to respect our partners.

    • @agapalka
      @agapalka 3 місяці тому +1

      So ur saying u can fix him?

    • @heathenly_aesthetic7233
      @heathenly_aesthetic7233 3 місяці тому +3

      @agapalka I suppose that depends on the ending he gets lol... If he becomes ascended, all that character progression is gone, because he becomes corrupted and twisted, despite what some of his fan girls like to say. Classic D&D

  • @user-kt9mu2fo7f
    @user-kt9mu2fo7f 8 місяців тому +286

    “you’re incredible”
    sobs and dies ill never recover emotionally from this neil newborn you absolute genius bastard

    • @DefconDelta88
      @DefconDelta88 4 місяці тому +1

      I audibly laughed (despite this being the most tender moment) because my little batshit crazy Durge head cannon is this weird murder-go-lucky radiant nuclear bomb of war crime energy (hello vengeance paladin redemption Durge) who has very wholesome intentions but HIGHLY QUESTIONABLE execution of said intentions.
      He fell for a woman who's treasure chest includes highly believed, sentimental momentos such as: a bag of various severed hands, a LOT of corpses of my favourite enemies I've killed including the charred kwispy corpse of Cazador I want to turn into a bronze coated coffee table, a teddy bear, sea shells, several dog balls, gem stones, hunks of metal, a chunk of a dead woman's scalp, multiple spinal columns, some vases, a dead squirrel I want to taxidermy because I feel bad about killing it, a bunch of definitely expired bowls of soup from Yenna I'm emotionally attached to, jars of worms, an eyeball, some heads, a bell, children's toys, a lute I can't play, a zombie, my dumb inbred sisters stupid diaries, Cazador's stupid diaries, a necromancers mother's ashes I stole, a 50 gallon drum of rune powder, shitloads of wine and explodey barrels, a Watcher, an VERY angry hairless cat demon, etc.
      She's basically feral but quite sweet, sans the murder part but that's why we get along 😂

    • @zelle8351
      @zelle8351 Місяць тому

      Neil owes me money for therapy 😭 I’ll never get over this

  • @atelier_rabbit
    @atelier_rabbit 8 місяців тому +834

    he fell harder ❤️😭
    i love the little rasp in his voice here

  • @espressolattestudios
    @espressolattestudios 8 місяців тому +468

    He really went, "you fell for me hard, but i fell for you HARDER."

  • @pararayos1157
    @pararayos1157 8 місяців тому +535

    I cannot, when he says "I want us, to be real" his eyes pour puré absolutly sincerity, what astarion doesn't Say, his eyes scream it. Yeah this pulverices me every time 😭💗

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +32

      his eyes say so much more in this dialogue... amazing! I even forget it's just a videogame

  • @primrosett
    @primrosett 8 місяців тому +94

    I love this confession so much, it's so charming to me that he went into this like "ok, gonna make THEM fall in love with ME so I'm protected >:)" and then he ended up catching feelings. He drops the dramatic delivery and the flowery compliments, the old routine doesn't suffice for someone he's genuinely in love with.

  • @TiredCorvid07
    @TiredCorvid07 8 місяців тому +110

    I literally don’t think I’ve ever fallen for a fictional character this hard what the FUCK
    He’s so sweet and so tragic and I want to give him a hug :((
    Out of everyone in the game, I think Astarion feels most like a real person. He’s so complex and nuanced, the devs really did an amazing job writing him (and everyone else, this game is a masterpiece in general lol)

  • @juliabe408
    @juliabe408 5 місяців тому +27

    What I find fascinating about Astarion, is how impossibly brave he is. These kind of words take a huge amount of bravery and guts to spil it out (in ordinary life not everyone will risk to reveal something much-much less dramatic). Still he does a step forward, without wrapping up in his trauma and getting into position "I have a trauma, everyone is here to approach and pamper me, never otherwise". He approaches, he takes the step, not Tav. It's unbelivably brave.

  • @Lynn-rv4ty
    @Lynn-rv4ty 8 місяців тому +163

    the way he makes me giggle and kick my feet is insane

  • @Nictat0r
    @Nictat0r 8 місяців тому +126

    Hits harder when he's looking right at you 🥺

  • @virginiaking7904
    @virginiaking7904 8 місяців тому +34

    ❤❤❤❤❤ This is why Neil won the best actor award. He makes you feel like he is speaking to you, he has made the audience feel apart of his /Astarion's true feelings. This is beautiful.

  • @riaruame6183
    @riaruame6183 8 місяців тому +467

    *jumba voice from lilo and stitch*
    Tav: you think you can tell me you manipulated me and then expect me to date you just like that? Juuuust like thaaat!!!
    Astarion: yeah
    Tav: .....fine. He's very persuasive.

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +26

      :D

    • @ii-fk8mo
      @ii-fk8mo 8 місяців тому +8

      LOOOOOOL❤❤❤❤

    • @nightshade189
      @nightshade189 8 місяців тому +17

      Omg it is actually that lol..

    • @zoecasas8219
      @zoecasas8219 8 місяців тому +6

      Couldn't have explained it better 😂

    • @lethalzero9557
      @lethalzero9557 8 місяців тому +10

      Great, now my astarion head voice is gonna randomly shift to stitch at times. Thank you. 😹😹😹😹😹

  • @ewyna8409
    @ewyna8409 8 місяців тому +65

    I really like this version a lot more than the post Araj one.
    Him coming on his own to confess he's been manipulating you but fell for you, and saying that he *wants* the relationship to be real (if i'm not mistaken it's the first time he expresses he really wants something), all that not knowing how Tav will react, that takes courage.
    It makes that whole confession a lot more impactful to me.

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +3

      I totally agree❤️❤️❤️

    • @malyacelle9096
      @malyacelle9096 8 місяців тому +10

      Hey! Do you know how to get this confession? I only know of the post Araj one!

  • @jayne8492
    @jayne8492 8 місяців тому +20

    Absolutely love the chuckle he does when he admits to manipulating you, you can tell he’s trying to distance himself from the vulnerability of admitting he needs someone on his side whilst trying to make light of his actions.
    Also love how after he says you deserve something real there’s a pause before he says the next line, I can imagine if this was a book I was reading I would assume he’s trying to break up, only to be relieved when says he wants something real with you. Definitely a giggling kicking my feet moment

  • @Krebsmasquerade
    @Krebsmasquerade 8 місяців тому +31

    The whole process in Astarion’s romance I can never feel 100% confident where I’m like “yes, THIS is the genuine moment. THIS isn’t just him pretending like he always did.”

    • @juliabe408
      @juliabe408 5 місяців тому +2

      Same here. I was just "I'll let you do that, because you're helping me a lot and you're funny" until this confession, when I actually was touched and thought that there really is not much sense in confessing manipulations unleast he's really feeling something, and the final confession, when there was no doubt that he didn't just use Tav for his final goal, but wanted to be together.

  • @dearlybrittnee
    @dearlybrittnee 7 місяців тому +15

    Them: How many times have you watched this?
    Me: Yes.

  • @Whisper-1020
    @Whisper-1020 8 місяців тому +73

    His voice is shaking...😢😢😢❤

  • @juliak6703
    @juliak6703 8 місяців тому +161

    I'm rolling left to right on my WHOLE FLOOR in the room

  • @MeLtiNg_Rabbits03
    @MeLtiNg_Rabbits03 8 місяців тому +15

    Its funny how pixels on a screen can make such beautiful emotional faces

  • @graceskate
    @graceskate 8 місяців тому +29

    He’s been through so much I was I could reach through the screen and hug him but I can’t : (
    I will be forever impressed by the writing and acting skill it took to make him feel so real.

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому

      totally agree!! amazing work of everyone innvolved in this

  • @IsshoNiEienNi
    @IsshoNiEienNi 8 місяців тому +142

    Bro I'm crushing AGAIN on someone who ain't even real!!!
    Well let me just add them to my ever growing pile!!!

    • @wolsie992
      @wolsie992 8 місяців тому +4

      He's my third big obsession over a virtual man lmao
      The first two being Kaidan Alenko from Mass Effect and Hancock from Fallout 4

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +4

      ⁠​⁠​⁠@@wolsie992OMG KAIDAN ALENKO! I love him so much but it was such a long time ago 🥲🥲 Mass Effect is my Roman Empire, the only game I play every couple of years since its release

    • @ChaoticClaudette
      @ChaoticClaudette 8 місяців тому

      It's the fate of the gaming and anime community❤😂😂😂❤

    • @cocomousy
      @cocomousy 8 місяців тому

      ​Bruh I romanced Kaidan in ME1. I was absolutely devastated when he was mad at me in ME2. Not to mention how Shepard looks at his picture before the last battle. 😭
      Now I only romance Garrus@@wolsie992

    • @teddypawncrumps23
      @teddypawncrumps23 6 місяців тому

      @@wolsie992Bro I haven’t played Fallout 4 in years and I still think about Hancock sometimes 🥺💖

  • @shadowjewel
    @shadowjewel 8 місяців тому +10

    I can't get over this scene, the voice acting and the animation, it just gives so many layers, so many emotions! The guilt, shame and self loathing over how everything has gone so far, the expectation of rejection and anticipation of heart break, the blind terror at admitting to what he's done but needing to own up to it anyway out of love and respect that's overwhelmed everything else... ! ... Dear gods, this scene! My heart! I can't -! Akk-!

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +1

      One of my favorite scenes!!!❤️ I love it a lot

  • @FanStoryVideoStudios
    @FanStoryVideoStudios 8 місяців тому +48

    YES I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SCENE WITH YOUR POV!

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +10

      Thank you very much I'm so happy to make these videos! And I was thinking for days how to make it because it is soooo long! decided to make 2 parts...or 3, we'll see :D

    • @FanStoryVideoStudios
      @FanStoryVideoStudios 8 місяців тому +3

      @@kkotova1*aggressively clicking “So do I. More than anything.”

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +2

      you are so sweet 😂❤@@FanStoryVideoStudios

  • @joycehoebeke9327
    @joycehoebeke9327 8 місяців тому +4

    Neil's performance is so incredible. The thick voice of emotions, the way he brings a message to you...absolutely amazing ❤

  • @aracelissss
    @aracelissss 8 місяців тому +17

    The voice break at “all you have to do” omgosh

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому

      🥹🥹🥹he is so cute here

  • @Lilkity828
    @Lilkity828 8 місяців тому +11

    Oh no-
    I... I think I'm an Astarion fan now.
    Oh no.

  • @chipsalom
    @chipsalom 8 місяців тому +25

    "instinctive habits from 200 years" as a spawn. That's key to understanding the initial facade we see. Glad you're posting these kk 😊

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +1

      Thank you very much ❤️❤️❤️

  • @elphieofkiamoko
    @elphieofkiamoko 8 місяців тому +29

    Ok whoever invented this "him looking into the camera" view is gonna need to pay for my therapy

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +2

      🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠

  • @Kadbros
    @Kadbros 8 місяців тому +13

    Yup his voice actor needs a raise

    • @c.b.-
      @c.b.- 8 місяців тому +4

      They need to make more awards just so they can hand them over to Neil. He should be able to construct a small skyscraper with awards just for this one character.

  • @rosevalety3408
    @rosevalety3408 8 місяців тому +9

    He's so terrified of confessing his voice is trembling. Gods Neil. How much this makes me feel.

  • @cocobutter3175
    @cocobutter3175 8 місяців тому +14

    Why am I playing this on repeat, blushing and saying 😳🥰 "StoOoOOooop..." out loud?

  • @nixielovesyou
    @nixielovesyou 8 місяців тому +10

    He sorta admits his feelings when you dont murder him as your durg. 😮😮 i never noticed 😅 he was worried for himself but finds hes more worried for Tav, and its worth the peril😢 im like waaaa😮😳❤❤❤

  • @anyashutova9080
    @anyashutova9080 8 місяців тому +13

    After all the shorts I've seen with Astarion but ive never seen this 1.... it's insane❤

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому

      ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @KaeyasSoggySocks
    @KaeyasSoggySocks 8 місяців тому +3

    The VA did an incredible job with him. Man makes me feel things

  • @user-kv7by1vt7z
    @user-kv7by1vt7z 8 місяців тому +15

    Представляю, как ему было страшно признаваться в том, что он манипулировал гг.
    Но и не признаться не мог, совесть не позволяла и те чувства, которые он начал испытывать.

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +4

      дааа, мне кажется, это самый его искренний монолог за всю игру вообще, он так раскрылся, такой незащищенный здесь, его мертвое сердце снова забилось. И если ему тут негативно ответить, он скажет, что просто не хотел вести себя с гг как с очередной жертвой.

  • @Xalmery
    @Xalmery 8 місяців тому +11

    то как быстро он произносит слова о манипуояциях будто боится, что Тав сейчас уйдёт и отвернётся так и не узнав о его настоящих чувствах.
    то как Астарион делает первый шаг разбивает моё сердце. в каждом новом прохождении я просто не могу выбрать кого-то другого даже в плане интрижки.
    о боже... ну почему он смотрит ТАК... говорит ТАК...
    я не знаю, но это признание мне нравится намного больше, чем признание после отказа дроу.

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +1

      да это лучшее его признание! Согласна с вами полностью, тоже сердечко болит

    • @larapedan6541
      @larapedan6541 8 місяців тому +2

      Как выбить эту сцену быстрее чем когда мы встречаемся с придурошной дроу?) Потому что я пока что не успеваю выбить эту сцену признания ДО..

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +1

      @@larapedan6541просто не ходите с ним к дроу и все (без него можете сходить) он признается когда к кетерику пойдете уже (нужно поспать перед этим), ну и обязательно перед этим нужно Ортона победить в храме Шар

  • @Sienna1919
    @Sienna1919 3 місяці тому

    I will never get over the tracking and facial expressions in this game. They really did such a great job and the details are just amazing

  • @theelementalssystem2063
    @theelementalssystem2063 3 місяці тому +2

    I did like Astarion much at first, he seemed like some basic hot vampire evil basic character… I went digging more after my dad told me he thought I’d like him, and holy fuck. I’ve never seen a character I relate more to

  • @Spookiidookie
    @Spookiidookie 5 місяців тому +2

    When I got this scene I was legitimately so sad because I kinda knew it was coming, but Neil Newbon's acting was so amazing I couldn't breakup with Astarion 😭

  • @AssassinatorScout1
    @AssassinatorScout1 8 місяців тому +2

    I always felt like…. He’s okay at first but when you had a feeling when you’re with someone for so long you don’t wanna lose that person and you want her/him for yourself. ❤

  • @alisari8644
    @alisari8644 8 місяців тому +3

    From this angle, he reminds me a lot of Alan Rickman, with his movements, his facial expressions, the way he controls his voice. Alan Rickman was the greatest actor, able to evoke a range of feelings and emotions with just one quiet word or look. And it's nice to see Neil continuing his legacy by driving everyone crazy with his charming voice.
    And your videos highlight this wonderfully, thank you for your work 🥰

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +1

      you know, it's weird, but my husband (who is Korean and the only white person he sees everyday irl is me because we live in Korea) said exactly the same thing to me when he saw Astarion for the first time. At first I was like what are you talking about, maybe you see white people differently and so on, but now I'm growing to like this comparison in fact. There is indeed something similar... and thank you very much for watching my videos, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!❤❤❤❤❤

    • @alisari8644
      @alisari8644 8 місяців тому +1

      I think you should watch the movie Dogma, where Alan Rickman plays the angel Metatron. The same facial expressions, the same cutesy gestures. He and Astarion have a similar type of appearance, especially the upper part of the face. Perhaps he is not as handsome as Astarion; he has more charisma than external beauty. So your husband is not so wrong, as an Asian he immediately caught the similarity.
      Thank you, and Happy New Year to your family! Be creative and delight us with your new videos! ❤️❤️❤️

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому

      I think I watched the movie a very long time ago but I hardly remember it! Thank you for recommendation ❤ @@alisari8644

  • @neurosity5285
    @neurosity5285 8 місяців тому +16

    I'm swooning 😍😂

    • @Romanticvampyre6
      @Romanticvampyre6 8 місяців тому +4

      Our feelings are like that gnome tied by the goblins on the mill, the break was released and he flew away into the space.❤

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +1

      😂😂😂😂😂@@Romanticvampyre6

  • @Doryzitter
    @Doryzitter 8 місяців тому +6

    Me: Uno reverse card, my dear~
    In all seriousness, the fact he could straight up admit to Tav that he tried to manipulate them is just insane, like they could probably stab/bash/magic power him into oblivion and he openly announces he tried using them to protect himself. I mean, great for him that he trusts someone enough to reveal some pretty damning secrets, but I could never 😂
    Wonder what that says about me tho-
    Ah whatever, I know I'm a coward-
    Maybe that's why I like him so much. He chooses to be brave and admit his faults, and you could waterboard me and I wouldn't tell you a damn thing

  • @caseyoung1527
    @caseyoung1527 Місяць тому

    "you're incredible. you deserve something real." i hope someday we all have someone in our lives to tell us this. until then, the only person who can is ourselves. love yourself, lovelies

  • @CrumbsLamond
    @CrumbsLamond 2 місяці тому

    God damn Neil Newbon really crushed every line he was given

  • @Dreamwalker_owl
    @Dreamwalker_owl 8 місяців тому +4

    I love this version sooo much…

    It's so fun to see how many people are mad about this pixel man...And to understand that I am also a part of this madness in my 30s, while being happily married. I don't even know if this is normal…Am I normal? Should I get some therapy? 😂

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +1

      well...same situation here 😂😂😂😂😂 I gave up on any self reflection by now, just embrace it and enjoy!

  • @ComicWriter-ml3qt
    @ComicWriter-ml3qt 8 місяців тому +4

    This is so much better then hearing him say none of it was real

  • @katiatall
    @katiatall 8 місяців тому +11

    These eyes
    Just killing me

  • @ekaterinabateeva1658
    @ekaterinabateeva1658 8 місяців тому +6

    Недавно узнала больше про концепт персонажа. Он очень продуманный. И это очень классно, что он многогранный, с минусами, проблемами, очень живой

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +3

      Да, он ооочень многогранный, у автора, который прописал Астариона, отличная фантазия. Заниматься его психоанализом можно бесконечно

  • @pawprintssystem5481
    @pawprintssystem5481 8 місяців тому +13

    Astarion u silly.😊

  • @kaworuragnvindr
    @kaworuragnvindr 8 місяців тому +2

    THIS IS SO ADORABLE OMGGG

  • @BanillaCream
    @BanillaCream 11 днів тому

    I haven't even played or read any backstory or even learned the name of the other characters or who WE play as, but i stumbled upon shorts of this absolutely devestating vampire man and i am SIMPING. Something about spawns and tadpoles and calzones etc etc. Most important take away so far: Bitey Boy Needs Hugs But Has Trouble Accepting Hugs Because of Trauma™

  • @aurorajof9857
    @aurorajof9857 3 місяці тому +1

    I love the regret that he has clear on his face when he says "all you had to do was fall for it." He is fully aware that what he's confessing at the moment can quickly turn you against him as he reveals everything up until a certain point was nothing but an act to keep himself safe and he wouldn't blame you for feeling betrayed and leaving him in response if you wanted to
    Despite that, he absolutely refuses to keep lying to you any longer as he cares too much about you, even if he's terrified and confused about feeling genuine love for someone after two centuries of nothing but abuse. He's likely already mentally preparing for the worst possible reaction from you. I'm so glad you get to give him a hug after this. He deserves that and so much more

  • @slendercrossing9914
    @slendercrossing9914 Місяць тому

    I dont know if im cold, but this man gives me goose bumbs especially this

  • @theshadyladyishere
    @theshadyladyishere 3 місяці тому

    "Oh, yes. I'm fine. Only that I am not fine"

  • @jackiejackiejackjack4509
    @jackiejackiejackjack4509 8 місяців тому +1

    Absolutely melted the first time I got this scene.

  • @prosaic.7944
    @prosaic.7944 8 місяців тому +4

    "You ARE real for me."

  • @Romane1111
    @Romane1111 8 місяців тому +1

    Thank you so much for these ! I love having a clear view of his body and facial expressions in his interactions.
    I have a request (if it isn’t too complicated of course). When we interact with him right before the confrontation with the elder brain. I love his lines and expressions for this one 🥰

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому

      Thank you for watching!! And you mean the spawn Astarion right? 😁 I will try, even though the lines there are quite short

  • @hanamakku
    @hanamakku 8 місяців тому +1

    I've seen this scene a couple times in third-person view but Astarion looking us RIGHT in the eye is too much for my heart ❤❤❤

  • @leaflet1686
    @leaflet1686 8 місяців тому +2

    This is so cute~

  • @Sassayyyyy
    @Sassayyyyy 8 місяців тому +1

    First clip ive seen that shows me why people love this man

  • @fantasylover87
    @fantasylover87 6 місяців тому

    Man oh man, the performance in this is just on another level. All the performances in this game just leave me gobsmacked.

  • @user-mh9xu6gq7k
    @user-mh9xu6gq7k 8 місяців тому +2

    немного смешно думать что те кто фармят его одобрение по сути манипулируют им а не клюют на его манипуляции х)
    спасибо за видос ♥ замечательная сцена с замечательного ракурса пхпхп

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +2

      ахахах можно и так на это посмотреть 😂 спасибо за просмотр!!!

  • @HeadDetectiveLassie
    @HeadDetectiveLassie 8 місяців тому +1

    Nice to see he and I have very similar emotional vulnerability tics and tells. He is on my wavelength.

  • @joeytodd795
    @joeytodd795 6 місяців тому +1

    Good god...I FULLY understand this fella is cleaning house with so many awards.

  • @scyelulu360
    @scyelulu360 8 місяців тому +1

    i love how he still sounds animated but guilty at the same time i
    im putting him in a box and he's never coming out no one will hurt him anymore

  • @eirschu8973
    @eirschu8973 8 місяців тому +2

    Я, каждый раз видя диалоги с Астарионом в качестве: это что, опять ККОТОВА? 😏 А это снова ККОТОВА 😂

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +1

      Да это я 😂😂😂😂 Я Котова Катя, приятно познакомиться 😂😂😂😂 портки на месте в этот раз???

    • @eirschu8973
      @eirschu8973 8 місяців тому +1

      @@kkotova1 в этот раз да, но мы всегда наготове 😆 у нас кмс по быстрому освобождению от лишней одежды при виде качественных персонажей 🥵🫡😁

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +1

      мне нравится ваш настрой ааахахаах@@eirschu8973

  • @ashgamesxwx
    @ashgamesxwx 6 місяців тому +1

    HES SUCH A SWEET DORK I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

  • @lenahwright7367
    @lenahwright7367 2 місяці тому

    “I want us to be something real”
    But…But… YOU’RE NOT REAL!!
    That’s the PROBLEM!!😭💔😭

  • @N3RDYG0GGLES
    @N3RDYG0GGLES 8 місяців тому +1

    I don’t even play this game but oh my god, the voice acting 🥹

  • @DwarfsFart
    @DwarfsFart 8 місяців тому +1

    Какой же он очаровательный в этом моменте. Именно во время него я поняла, что он отлично подходит для моего Урджа)

  • @katiatall
    @katiatall 8 місяців тому +3

    Gods how I love this scene

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому

      я тоже обожаю

  • @bru9383
    @bru9383 7 місяців тому +1

    This is it. The line that pushed me off the simp slide

  • @TwilightDance113
    @TwilightDance113 8 місяців тому +1

    Been waiting for this one!! One of my favorite parts in the game 🥺😍

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +1

      🥰🥰🥰please enjoy!!!

  • @Vendettis
    @Vendettis 6 місяців тому +1

    You deserve everything, Astarion

  • @elie_o-o
    @elie_o-o 8 місяців тому +1

    I got this version my first playthrought and never again whyyy 😭❤️ I love this one the most fr~

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому +2

      don't talk to drow alchemist with him!! and you will get this version

    • @elie_o-o
      @elie_o-o 8 місяців тому +2

      @@kkotova1 omg… thank you!

  • @cm_0011
    @cm_0011 8 місяців тому +1

    “oh yes, I’m fine”
    WELL I’M NOT WHO CUT THE DAMN ONIONS 😭😭

  • @Kai-ob6hd
    @Kai-ob6hd 5 місяців тому +2

    I first met this bunch of pixels last week when he was yelling and being extra sassy about being brought back from the dead... Now I'm blushing at him and I don't even know what's going on! 😅 Someone SEND HELP! 😍🙈🙈🙈

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  5 місяців тому

      Oh!! You’ve seen that famous dialogue after the building was dropped on him 😂

  • @HeyItsJayce_VA
    @HeyItsJayce_VA 8 місяців тому +4

    cute ah!
    I’ve been waiting to see this with the pov

  • @Dralexina
    @Dralexina 8 місяців тому +1

    Not me answering him out loud 😂

  • @beckyfal
    @beckyfal 8 місяців тому +1

    I’ve been waiting for this one!! 🥹

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому

      Thank you ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @faith8373
    @faith8373 8 місяців тому +1

    I have never played this game but I love this character

  • @Shado6588
    @Shado6588 7 місяців тому +1

    Damn amazing acting skills

  • @jumiii
    @jumiii 8 місяців тому +1

    he may be just lines but oh my fuck I love this vampy boi

  • @samanthacrevellari6355
    @samanthacrevellari6355 8 місяців тому +4

    Not me squealing like a teenager-

  • @eclipsecipher9836
    @eclipsecipher9836 Місяць тому

    I'm not a fan of this character personally, but dang he has some good dialog

  • @Fr3elancerflorida
    @Fr3elancerflorida 7 місяців тому +1

    Goddamn he just rolled a nat 20 against me with that charisma roll

  • @Grizera
    @Grizera 8 місяців тому +1

    Я после этого диалога орала в подушку очень долго 🤣❤

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому

      Он прекрасен ❤️❤️❤️

  • @xlilyisrandomx
    @xlilyisrandomx 8 місяців тому +1

    He’s so beautiful… (I haven’t even played the game yet) 😭

  • @kenziedawnlockhart8313
    @kenziedawnlockhart8313 8 місяців тому +1

    I love him so much lol I’m romancing Karlach my first play through

    • @kkotova1
      @kkotova1  8 місяців тому

      I also want to romance her someday omg 😂 but I had no chance because of this fanged man

  • @user-wc5zg6uc6r
    @user-wc5zg6uc6r 7 місяців тому +1

    I kinda wish I had the option to say "uh, yeah I knew the plan! It was obvious! You didn't play me I went with it!" But then he went and said he actually loves me and I was like oh....sh*t... Well alright then I love you too!

  • @dellycoderry
    @dellycoderry 2 місяці тому

    Сижу и наизусть проговариваю каждое слово. Видимо я давно уже не выхожу из комнаты.

  • @knarl2415
    @knarl2415 6 місяців тому +1

    On my first play through his nice simple plan worked and he dropped me a bit after we entered baldurs gate

  • @edinorogEXO
    @edinorogEXO 8 місяців тому +1

    Мне почему-то кажется что у него голос был более мягкий когда я проходила эту сцену 🤔
    Однако какая же огромная работа проделана Нилом, как сильно меняется фраза в зависимости от интонации, столько различных эмоций на протяжении всей игры.

  • @pinkfurryhat
    @pinkfurryhat 6 місяців тому +3

    Why must they write fictional men so well