You should get a bear from molly bears the bear weighs what your baby weighed at the time of birth. I sleep with it every single night it brings me comfort in a way.
Team Queen’ s Fearn Tucker and Bentley Forever - The reason for the weighted bear is not “replace” or to pretend that it’s our baby- we all very much know that we can not replace them. The bear is the same weight that our babies were And this gives us a LITTLE bit of comfort and reminds us how our babies felt in our arms the only time we were able to hold them. We can also use them to represent our babies- we can take the bear to grandma’s house to represent that our baby is there with us and we will never forget our babies. I know that a lot of loss moms watch my videos and The comment you left can be hurtful to them, so please be kind- we have been through enough.
@Team Queen’ s Fearn Tucker and Bentley Forever you're still trolling these types of videos? You're constantly leaving comments on mothers videos with the most insensitive and sometimes offensive comments. You should try to refrain from commenting...
Team Queen’ s Fearn Tucker and Bentley Forever if your sister and cousins didn’t want a bear then that’s fine. But some parents do want a bear. You might think it’s strange but at least it helps them. Being autistic isn’t an excuse either. You might not understand it, but you can’t judge unless you’ve been through it yourself.
My dad has 6 kids and he abandoned us all. And then there’s great people like you who deserve to have a child and can’t. I’m so sorry. You will be a great parent one day.
Who am I to tell you anything but please consider not judging him because it's hard to know what happened to him that made him do it. Not saying that anything could justify that, all I'm saying is that maybe he went through some mental/emotional crisis that affected his mental health and he abandoned you out of severe desperation, like feeling that he couldn't fulfill his fatherly duties towards you. He may be suffering a terrible life and you never know may be he's even waiting for the day he will feel strong enough to reunite with y'all. Sending you my prayers.
💞 i feel you. i have a horrible father. he doesn't deserve to have children. then there are these wonderful people who should be parents. i luckily have the best mom anyone could ever ask for. she's seriously so kind. i hope you have a parental figure you can really look up to and feel support from that your father has failed to provide.
This is one of the many reasons why i dont believe in god. People who are angel hearted good people who would be worlds best parents cant have children and people who are human waste can have a ton of kids and abadon them all. god does not exist
You don't give children to people so it's not up to you to say who deserves children and who doesn't. Sometimes it's worse if they stay, trust me. The person or people who decide who gets children doesn't make decisions off of how we make decisions. He knows what he is doing. I know a woman who had 9 miscarriages and one was lost when she was a bit further along, she went on to have two babies born and she said that God knew better. I always wanted kids but due to a horrible birth experience and my own expectations and because I was having breastfeeding issues I was like: what did I get myself into? I wanted to take my first daughter back to the hospital and I literally waited my whole life for it. Now I also was in a bad place and knew those feelings were wrong and got over them feelings very quickly by spending every minute with her and she is 9 now and we are super close. I have four others and I had a miscarriage with baby #4 and pregnant now with baby #6. All children are a blessing and my other kids I have had no attachment issues and would never say what the person I knew said but I'm not her. Stillbirths you just don't know, what if it had been born and some serious issue and wouldn't have been the perfect baby she imagined?? What if he had a disability and had to be taken care of the rest of his life?? People don't factor these things in and romanticize things and there are many healthy babies and many babies born that are very unhealthy. So it's easy to say people deserve something when they seem one way, she seems nice to me, but you really don't know how people will react to every situation.
Bless your heart... to push a teddy round your apartment, my heart literally breaks for you 💔💔 and the giraffe...😢😢 just remember a soul was created, and that's forever.
ok dude who replied to this, you don’t have to be such an asshole ok? she lost her child. you don’t need to chime in with your opinion on souls or call people names because you don’t agree.
Bless your heart.... To push a teddy 🧸 round your apartment, my heart literally breaks for you 💔💔 and the giraffe...🥲🥲 Just remember a soul was created, and that's forvever .
This video isn't just helpful for mothers who have lost their children. For moms going through tough times with their kids -- this is a heavy reminder of how lucky they are to still have their children. Thank you for sharing this. It really puts a lot of struggles into perspective.
I am due any day and my heart is breaking bc our nursery’s are extremely similar. Your baby’s spirit lives on and will never be forgotten. I can tell you would’ve been the most amazing and loving mama. Braxton is a beautiful angel now.
You'll always be Braxton's mommy. I can see how much you love and miss him. I'll never understand why such sweet angels are swept from their mothers' arms. I pray that all that love gets you through the dark days. 😥💕
My babies are now 18, 23 and 24 and I feel blessed everyday to know them. I loved being pregnant and nursing. So sorry for your great loss. Know there are people out there who don't take things for granted. Blessings
It’s heartbreaking that some alcoholics and narcos and just terrible mothers get their children and could abandon them and abuse them AND you would have been an are such a wonderful mum and you didn’t even get to breastfeed him
I am glad I found a way to leave comments. My heart goes out to you and your family! You seemed so ready. I feel for your loss. Bless you, and thanks for sharing!
You did such a beautiful job on Braxton's nursery. Everything is super cute! Colors, organization, furniture and all. I can only imagine your pain and I pray for your comfort. I came across your bag unpacking video and found you that way. The hummingbirds are blessings, I believe. I lost my fiance in 2013 and the only thing that gave me comfort was hummingbirds so I had a memorial tattoo for him with a hummingbird.
You are so brave to share your story and you honor Braxton so beautifully. Thank you for your willingness to share your journey - I am certain you are helping other mothers and families not feel so alone as they experience loss. I am sure you’ve helped (and continue to help) more people than you’ll ever know. Little Braxton’s life and the your love for him continues to touch so many. God bless you. You are in my prayers. I know I am finding your page late and it’s been several years, but I also know the pain and loss will never go away. Praying for you. There aren’t any words to describe how sorry I am for your loss. Those words just aren’t enough. God bless you.
This made me cry so much. Braxton and i share the same birthday Sept 12😥 i also had 2 miscarriages. I was eventually blessed with 2 beautiful kids but the pain of losing those babies will always be in my heart. I pray for you and your husband that you will be blessed with children soon. You are one super amazing mom and any child will be so lucky to have you💗
My heart goes out to you, your husband and son. I believe that you’ll be blessed sooner than later. For now, I pray your heart heals at its own pace. Bless it be ❤️
i cant even describe how much i wanna take braxton in my arms and put him in yours. so unfairly gone. your little boy is always gonna be with you,stay strong mama ❤
I did the same thing I just sat in my daughter's room and cried. I even slept in there on the floor. It was torture. We still have everything and we never got rid of her stuff . She passed in 2016 . I'm pregnant now and it's a boy... And I still don't get rid of her stuff unless the timing right.. I'm getting my tubes tired too so I'll never have another girl ever again. :(
@@ajh1249 I had a friend tell me one time that maybe when my boys get older that I'll have a granddaughter and if I do OMG I am going to spoil her like you wouldn't even believe if you ever need to reach out to somebody go ahead and reach out to me even if you just want to scream at me you know what helped me some what I train mixed martial arts and I would go to the gym and I would scream while hitting the heavy bag and literally I would leave my soul on those mats and I would feel so much better leaving because all of that anguish pain anger anything you can imagine I just got it out maybe that will help you I don't know like I said everybody Grieves differently I give it to you though doing the groups and everything that's one thing I just couldn't do did it help you? Maybe I need to do something like that
I never had baby showers because my mother believed they brought bad luck. She said "if something happens you don't want to have to pack up everything. When I was 8 months along they couldn't find my daughters heart beat. I was thousands of miles from home stationed in Germany. I called home and my mother just said "see I told you. God knows what he's doing " they induced me immediately. She was born blue, revived and rushed to the NICU. This May she graduated from college. I feel so blessed and understand the sadness and fear. Bless you.
This video broke me inside. I'm so sorry that that happened to Braxton. Your excitement and sweetness towards becoming a mommy and having your son also broke me. I kept looking at the giraffe on the rocking chair thinking how cute. Then you showed us it was his little heart beat and again I broke. 🙁😢💔
Baby girl , i just discovered this channel and I’m going to pray for you , you seem like such an amazing person. Your son is with you ! Every time you remember him he’s next to you 💙💙💙
You pushing around the stroller with a plush teddy in it just crushed my heart. No mom should loose her baby. So happy for you both to know Braxton is going to be a big brother very soon, but heartbroken that he is not physically with you all ❤️
My mom lost my brother when she was 16. He was just one week old. This is so heart breaking to watch bc I see my mom in you. I can’t even imagine the pain you guys feel. I pray for you & your husband. You guys deserve the world.
I just had this happen to me on Jan 30 2019 . It is the worst thing I have ever experienced. I am happy I found your videos .We have almost identical stories . I hope one day I can tell my story and be as strong as you. Praying for you and your family
I'm so sorry for your loss. :( I hope you do share your story. Sharing your story with others takes courage and strength, but it would also be a great way to honor your baby and bring awareness to stillbirths. I pray that you get the courage and strength to be able to share; it could help you to heal and help others to feel like they're less alone. Thank you for being strong and brave enough to post this comment! You can do it! :)
Dang-i found this video by accident...as an L&D nurse, I’ve experienced this with my patients, sadly!! I’m soo sorry for you, Jonathan and the rest of your family!! I do believe these videos will bring you comfort and peace someday!! Hugs! 💙😇
I admire your bravery to share. I am so sorry that you are hurting. I pray that you find peace in such a hard time. Sending cyber hugs to you and your husband! 💘
I’m sooo sorry for your loss. I thank you for sharing this with us, your strength is unbelievable and I am sure you’re going to touch many hearts and lives with your story and fund♥️
You can just see the happiness disappear from her eyes...I don’t know how I would have made it without my son... I know it’s been a while now but I am still so sorry for your loss... I don’t pray much but tonight I’m holding mine a little tighter and praying for yours and you. I hope you’re doing well or even better.
The stuffed giraffe part broke my heart. I am so sorry for your loss. I hope Braxton is resting in peace and I am sure that he is looking at his Momma every single day and night. Lots of love and strengh
You are a wonderful mother. I'm sorry your time with your son was cut so short. No mother should have to go through something like that. You show so much love and care for your baby. I'm very excited for you to get to meet Braxton's little sibling
Hello, I just wanted to say how very very very sorry I am about your loss. I’m sending lots of prayers and love your way to you and your family❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️
Poor little sweet heart, no one should ever have a to lose a child, I wish you strength and courage, I know it’s hard to get through such an ordeal so stay strong
I actually could not imagine going through something like this. I am truly not strong enough to do this. NO ONE deserves to have something like this happen to them. I absolutely salute you for even being able to get out of bed. You will never fully recover, but with time you will heal. Stay strong. And I’m so sorry for your loss.
I started crying when you said he didn’t have a heart beat on September 10 because that was when my little sister was born all my blessings to you ❤️🙏😘
Im glad youre SO is so supportive of you doing what you need to do to try to heal. Im glad youre acknowledging what you need to do to heal. My thoughts go out to you.
I really have sat here crying I can’t believe how strong you are and your still smiling, I wish I had your strength as 8 years back I lost my little sister . I was only 5 years old when she went to sleep☹️. I wish she was here with me . But a few years later god blessed my mom with another baby. One day god will bless you . Braxon is looking over you forever and always. Stay strong.😔☺️
Braxton is the most beautiful and unique name I've ever heard in my life💙 he was an angel that god needed with him and now he's caring for his beautiful mother from up there💕
This is so heartbreaking , I’m so sorry for your loss . I’m actually due September 10th of this year with my first that’s a boy . You’re such a beautiful person inside and out 💙
I’m so so sorry for your loss. I had a stillbirth as well, I lost my son as well at 25 weeks. It was the worst day of my life. Almost four years later and I’m still grieving. Also 2018 my husband and I miscarried as well. I’m so so sorry for your loss, you’re so strong to be able to share your story. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Oh my goodness my heart goes out to you ❤️ you're so strong and an inspiration. Prayers for you and your family and your amazing efforts/projects to keep his name alive ❤️
So sorry for your loss praying for you guys i had 4 miscarriages in 2 yrs i finally got my rainbow baby but somedays its still so hard the pain is still there all the what ifs i still cry thinking about my 4 little babies I'll be praying for you one day we'll see our babies again have a blessed day from one mama to another sending you some extra hugs
I think what hurts a lot is knowing this was his due date and any sooner he could have been okay. =[ I'm so sorry for the way things went for you but you being so happy and loving him in these last moments he went away WITH you and knowing your ultimate love. Hearing your heart and feeling your warmth. I watched your story last night and I couldnt stop thinking of you and Braxton. My youngest is 2 and I think I had a bad dream about him but I dont remember it. I am definitely going to try not to take certain parts of motherhood for granted. Also thinking of mother's or parents who dont have a great support system and who are hurting still alone or not getting proper help. A friend of mine did loose her son at around 9 mo (sids) and we bonded our pregnancies being at the same time and then our sons milestones and when she lost him (tracy)we hadnt really talked since then. My son is now 7 so it's been years and I remember when she lost him and how old he would have been and I remember her saying after awhile she did have to sell some of his belongings (like car seats like baby gear) for money but she didnt want to she wanted to hold onto everything even though a lot was put in storage. at the time I didnt understand why you would want to keep it if it was in needed (not to be insensitive)and how would you even be able to use it or want it. I just imagine if I lost a child I wouldn't even be able to step foot in my home and look at pictures and items it would be too hard.id imagine I'd have to almost try to forget. Hearing you say you feel the need to push his empty stroller even if it's around the apartment is helping put it in perspective and it's so beautiful in it's own simple way even though Braxton isnt physically here.
Omg this is so heart breaking I just can't stop crying..my LO was due oct 2018 but she came in early July born at 26 weeks I was shattered we din know if she would survive we had a fairly uneventful stay in NICU she had no major issues except premature lungs.when she was almost ready to get discharged she got viral infection in NICu which caused a huge set back to her already preemie lungs.. she is still in NICu and 7 month old actual age I can't wait to bring her home
@Helen Hines she did surprisingly well..when she was in NICU I was a nervous wreck thinking of all possible things which can go wrong she passed each an every test with flying colors...but something which was avoidable was the cause for her setback..the NICU we were in had nurses who work when they were sick..it was our bad luck I saw my baby go 10 steps back after infection followed by pnemonia
***Dee** * ...Wow.. idk.. I feel there’s just.. something very WRONG with nurses who KNOW they’re sick coming in to work.. in a hospital.. where even adults are trying to recover from serious things.. and can not afford to get sick.. ESPECIALLY nurses who work with babies in NICU... and whose lungs aren’t fully developed..??!! I understand if they don’t realize their sick, and aren’t showing symptoms yet.. buuut.. when they KNOW..??! I don’t believe it was “your bad luck”.. it was sort of, a medical malpractice. I understand they’re understaffed.. but really..?? I hope..and I have a good feeling she’s coming home soon! She’s strong, and a fighter! ❤️ On a waaay different experience. My mom was diagnosed with cancer at 39yrs old. (Non Hodgkin Lymphoma). I just became a teenager.. ‘n she blurted it out on Chrismas, then left for a Christmas party with her New husband. (Too much was happening too fast within 5 yrs.. Dad.. my idol, cheated on mom.. then divorced, never saw him again.. (till years later)..within 6 months I had moms bf..who hated me, was a ‘functioning alcoholic ‘ asshole living with us.. that Xmas she was diagnosed. (She did want to protect us.. but married him.. I realize now it was for health insurance.. he had a good job.. everything happened so fast, I don’t judge her for a second for doing that.) Crap.. sorry i didn’t mean to ramble on about THOSE THINGS.. my point had to with nurses.. and just HOW CAREFUL they need to be!! My mom went through chemo, ect.. and then a bone marrow transplant.. after few months it didn’t work. Nobody could talk her into trying again.. except me. I made a deal with her, that if she tried a second bone marrow transplant, I would quit smoking. “DEAL!” After the second one.. things got soo much better.. so fast?!! She was allowed to eat ‘normal’ things more and more .. and her hair was growing back in!!! I saw the hope, and excitement back in her eyes. Idk what they call it.. but she had sort of a tiny little access tube, or port on her chest.. probably for medications or chemo? (We didn’t talk about ‘cancer’.. like everyone else did with her. I know now I was that escape and when we were together, we laughed and went out for drives, and laughed even more.. when she was with me.. she forgot she had cancer..) But.. one day she had to go to the hospital.. idk why.. but it wasn’t anything serious.. something routine. My Grandmother was there with me. Auuugh!! I regret this part! When the nurse walked in, I saw her come IN with a pair of gloves on.. but, she didn’t wash her hands.. (like they alway did.. there was a sink when you walked into the first door to the room, where the sink was the Drs and nurses used..all did the EXACT SAME THING..if they had gloves on, they’d discard them, and if no gloves, 2nd part was ALWAYS washing there hand.. paper towel dry (the Dr would always reach for the paper towels, and it was always empty, lol! One day he yelled, “WHY, are there never any paper towels every time I need them??!”It was funny. Then they’d opened the 2nd door..(the wash up room was an in between room.. I used to joke with mommy and say, “Heyyy?! You have sorta like a mud room off your room! Or.. it’s the foyer.. pronouncing it as ‘foy-aay’ 😂...but there was a big window on the door, so you could see AND could always hear the water running).. I didn’t say anything.. (I was 16.. still had the mentality of, ‘you don’t question a nurse or Dr.. not even a teacher!). She was switching out that porthole.. switch old to new.. I looked over and she WASNT wearing gloves. My grandmother didn’t say anything.. but I was frozen. A few weeks.. maybe a month..?? later.. she got a severe infection right around and in that port thing. She went downhill from there. She WAS in remission before that! After 2nd bone marrow transplant. It was this.. infection FIRST..for a lil while.. THEN.. no more remission. That’s when.. I was told, at least.. that there was nothing left they could do. I didn’t ask, or push my mom anymore. I jus went into denial world. A month after my 17th birthday.. she passed. It wasn’t until a year later.. my Grandmother was sitting there.. and she just.. started suddenly with..”you know what I think killed your mother? “ and she proceeded to tell me about the nurse that took off the gloves.. didn’t wash her hands.. and didn’t put new gloves
I've lost two babies. Getting pregnant again was more scary than anything else. Even if I had a thousand babies, I still lost a few and that's what hurts.
Vlasta Barac She was actually pregnant when she did her very first video. She didn’t let us know... I think till Mother’s Day this year..?? (Idk exactly .. I watched a few of her videos, but didn’t watch ALL of them.. until suddenly in my feed about a week ago, I saw this baby picture next to a pregnant belly, and saw her name and that it was her, so I clicked on it!) So she conceived either not even a full month after having Braxton, or literary 3 ..4 weeks at the most after. So, since her very FIRST video in October about losing Braxton.. and through them ALL.. she was expecting. Just a week ago ..?? ..about?? ..not sure.. she held a picture of Braxton next to this/her big pregnant belly, and it said, Braxton’s going to be a big brother. It also said, Braxton would’ve been 8 months.. and she was 7 months along. Then people started doing the math! I think it took a lot of people back.. idk.. I just kind of tilted my head and said, “huh... ohh..??!” She’s also a singer.. who wants to make it in the music business. She’d record herself singing and then play it to another Braxton tribute. I’m extremely happy for her! But.. it explained a lot (for me).. how she could talk about it so soon and not be a hysterical mess.. and also look bright and healthy.. and not look like she hadn’t slept in days. I just hope her decision .. it wasn’t too soon right after. I guess it probably helps a lot ❤️
Skellabunny66/Jenny girl I think you over analyzed everything a bit too much. Braxton was born in September 2018, her now baby Briza was born This August 2019 at 37 weeks. Do that bath there and clearly she didn’t get pregnant a week after. Come on now. Then she has also spoken that after their loss they were going to try again but didn’t know they would be pregnant on their first shot. Then her belly being big so early is totally normal during your second pregnancy.
Skellabunny66/Jenny then you basically implying that she just jumped into having a kid? How insensitive. She literally didn’t tell anybody because she was so scared it was going to happen again, that she would lose her baby, and she is constantly keeping Braxton’s memory alive by being an ambassador for forever footprints. PLEASE, PLEASE! Educate yourself on people before you make any insensitive and disrespectful comments.
Braxton’s little “interview sweater” is the cutest thing My husband and I would do the same when I was pregnant. He had a little onesie with a tux inprint And we would be like “when he goes to meet his gf for the first time” 😂😭😭
I lost my son Brant Montour November 12, 1992. It still hurts, I still cry and the pain only lessens but doesn’t go away. Although I had a son 5 1/2 years prior I had no idea Brant died a few days before birth. I have had 2 healthy children since. I still remember how Brant smelled. He smelled like the Earth with sugar mixed in. I don’t know how to describe it.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ this breaks my heart for you so much I’m so sorry for your lose I hope the future is so bright for you and your man. Sending so much love your way! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
So I have a still birth too.. my son was born Nov 16 2016. It hurts. I will not lie I hurts every single day to know he isn’t here it hurts when o see other moms they their babies and I feel jealous for not having mine with me. I know you will hear and get comments that say “you can get pregnant again and it will be ok” but they don’t understand you can get pregnant and that will never replace your son because he was one of a kind. I didn’t take anything out of his room for a whole year because it wasn’t fair that I got to feel him kick and never hear him cry. He will always be your son and he will always be with you time heals but that part of you will hold on the pain because that’s what mothers do. You are strong and take your time to heal because he is with you always. ❤️
I just had to take the time and watch all of your videos. You are amazing. And an amazing person. And my heart breaks for you. I cannot imagine the pain you’ve gone through. I just wanted to tell you I am so so sorry. And I don’t even know you, but I love you. Bless your heart.
I understand this is your way of dealing with the grieving process but I can't take it. This is the 2nd video I've watched and I'm not able to get through the whole thing. This breaks my heart so I can't imagine how yours must feel. I will watch again when your rainbow baby is here. Best wishes💖💖💖💖
It hurts me so bad, and if it hurts me so bad I can't even imagine how she feels. My baby was born in June and my whole pregnancy I was terrified of something like this happening. We had three scares and I cried and cried and cried. But everything ended up okay and my sweet baby boy is almost a year. Watching these videos makes me want to take all her pain and hold my baby closer.
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss 😔 I can relate. I lost my son 9/11/2015 when I was 19 weeks 5 days pregnant. I had to deliver my son and feel his last kicks due to an incompetent cervix (I had no idea I had it but it happened during my 1st delivery of my 1st baby) and my body was already going into labor and doctors could not stop it. I have 2 girls now and 1 more on the way but it took me a long time to mourn... I still do. It’s okay to mourn for as long as you need to. Just know you have an angel baby by you ♥️ whatever you do, don’t blame yourself. You seem like a sweetheart and this angel baby will be by your side if you ever decide to try again for another. I have my daughter now (has who is so attached to me & she senses almost all good or bad from me and looks like she wants to cry when I’m crying (our bond is diff than our first) and she is our rainbow baby. You will always be his Mom, you will always have him as your son - that love will never ever go away , love 🙏🏽
I lost it when you said you guys set up the stroller and you pushed it around your apartment😭😭 I can't imagine the pain you are going through but I can say you are not alone and there are people who will listen and be there when you need to vent. I know that nothing anyone can say will ever take the pain away but I do know when you vent to someone it gets easier to talk about and help with the grieving process. I believe in therapy and I had to go for months to help me with my ptsd and it really works, hopefully if you are not already seeing someone you look into it. I'll be praying for you, your husband, and your family.
I am beyond at loss of words. I am truly sorry for your loss and my heart is beyond broken for you and your family. I am a 28 year old mommy of 5. I have 4 boys and 1 girl. My youngest was born Oct 4th 2018. Omg my heart😞 Xoxoxo
Im so sorry for your lose 💔💔💔😭😭 I can see you were excited for this angel to come , the thing that touched my heart is that the giraffe has his heart , I'm soooo crying right now, see you soon Braxton ( angel) and I know that your waiting for your mama and dada to come hold you and kiss you another time , I know it's really tough to lose a baby , my heart is melting right now , I LOVE YOU BRAXTON xxxx ❤❤❤❤❤ your an angel now , you were an angel before and after you got go to heaven 💔💔👼👼👼👼😔😔😔🤧🤧😞😞😞 GOD BLESS YOU GUYS 🙏🙏🙏
You should get a bear from molly bears the bear weighs what your baby weighed at the time of birth. I sleep with it every single night it brings me comfort in a way.
Tianna_D’AndresMommy yes, I think I’m going to order one the next time their orders open up... I just hate that it takes so long to receive them 😔
I know it’s a long wait but it’s worth it . Hugs and prayers
Team Queen’ s Fearn Tucker and Bentley Forever - The reason for the weighted bear is not “replace” or to pretend that it’s our baby- we all very much know that we can not replace them.
The bear is the same weight that our babies were And this gives us a LITTLE bit of comfort and reminds us how our babies felt in our arms the only time we were able to hold them. We can also use them to represent our babies- we can take the bear to grandma’s house to represent that our baby is there with us and we will never forget our babies. I know that a lot of loss moms watch my videos and The comment you left can be hurtful to them, so please be kind- we have been through enough.
@Team Queen’ s Fearn Tucker and Bentley Forever you're still trolling these types of videos? You're constantly leaving comments on mothers videos with the most insensitive and sometimes offensive comments. You should try to refrain from commenting...
Team Queen’ s Fearn Tucker and Bentley Forever if your sister and cousins didn’t want a bear then that’s fine. But some parents do want a bear. You might think it’s strange but at least it helps them. Being autistic isn’t an excuse either. You might not understand it, but you can’t judge unless you’ve been through it yourself.
My dad has 6 kids and he abandoned us all. And then there’s great people like you who deserve to have a child and can’t. I’m so sorry. You will be a great parent one day.
Who am I to tell you anything but please consider not judging him because it's hard to know what happened to him that made him do it. Not saying that anything could justify that, all I'm saying is that maybe he went through some mental/emotional crisis that affected his mental health and he abandoned you out of severe desperation, like feeling that he couldn't fulfill his fatherly duties towards you. He may be suffering a terrible life and you never know may be he's even waiting for the day he will feel strong enough to reunite with y'all. Sending you my prayers.
💞 i feel you. i have a horrible father. he doesn't deserve to have children. then there are these wonderful people who should be parents.
i luckily have the best mom anyone could ever ask for. she's seriously so kind. i hope you have a parental figure you can really look up to and feel support from that your father has failed to provide.
Lol this has nothing to do with her
This is one of the many reasons why i dont believe in god. People who are angel hearted good people who would be worlds best parents cant have children and people who are human waste can have a ton of kids and abadon them all. god does not exist
You don't give children to people so it's not up to you to say who deserves children and who doesn't. Sometimes it's worse if they stay, trust me. The person or people who decide who gets children doesn't make decisions off of how we make decisions. He knows what he is doing. I know a woman who had 9 miscarriages and one was lost when she was a bit further along, she went on to have two babies born and she said that God knew better. I always wanted kids but due to a horrible birth experience and my own expectations and because I was having breastfeeding issues I was like: what did I get myself into? I wanted to take my first daughter back to the hospital and I literally waited my whole life for it. Now I also was in a bad place and knew those feelings were wrong and got over them feelings very quickly by spending every minute with her and she is 9 now and we are super close. I have four others and I had a miscarriage with baby #4 and pregnant now with baby #6. All children are a blessing and my other kids I have had no attachment issues and would never say what the person I knew said but I'm not her. Stillbirths you just don't know, what if it had been born and some serious issue and wouldn't have been the perfect baby she imagined?? What if he had a disability and had to be taken care of the rest of his life?? People don't factor these things in and romanticize things and there are many healthy babies and many babies born that are very unhealthy. So it's easy to say people deserve something when they seem one way, she seems nice to me, but you really don't know how people will react to every situation.
The part were she said “Braxton if your listening ...” I lost it I cried that broke my heart, you’ll stay in my prayers forever.
Gianna Marie girl we have the same name
Gianna Marie that’s so cool I love your name 😉
The part were she said Braxton if your listing... I lost it I cried that broke my heart, you'll stay in my prayers forever.
Bless your heart... to push a teddy round your apartment, my heart literally breaks for you 💔💔 and the giraffe...😢😢 just remember a soul was created, and that's forever.
ok dude who replied to this, you don’t have to be such an asshole ok? she lost her child. you don’t need to chime in with your opinion on souls or call people names because you don’t agree.
Bless your heart.... To push a teddy 🧸 round your apartment, my heart literally breaks for you 💔💔 and the giraffe...🥲🥲 Just remember a soul was created, and that's forvever .
This video isn't just helpful for mothers who have lost their children. For moms going through tough times with their kids -- this is a heavy reminder of how lucky they are to still have their children. Thank you for sharing this. It really puts a lot of struggles into perspective.
The stroller part hit hard! I’m so very sorry for loss!😪💙🙏
I am due any day and my heart is breaking bc our nursery’s are extremely similar. Your baby’s spirit lives on and will never be forgotten. I can tell you would’ve been the most amazing and loving mama. Braxton is a beautiful angel now.
I pray that you had a healthy delivery to a beautiful baby! ♥️♥️🙏
I hope your baby is healthy 🙏
Daisy Ann how’s mom life treating you?!
ᴀ s ʜ ʟ ᴇ ʏ I adore motherhood. My son is exactly 6 weeks today and I’m enjoying every minute of it. Thank you for asking!
Daisy Ann ahhh so cute! i bet ur little man is a cutie 💕
You'll always be Braxton's mommy. I can see how much you love and miss him. I'll never understand why such sweet angels are swept from their mothers' arms. I pray that all that love gets you through the dark days. 😥💕
My babies are now 18, 23 and 24 and I feel blessed everyday to know them. I loved being pregnant and nursing. So sorry for your great loss. Know there are people out there who don't take things for granted. Blessings
The giraffe with his heart beat 😭💙
It’s heartbreaking that some alcoholics and narcos and just terrible mothers get their children and could abandon them and abuse them AND you would have been an are such a wonderful mum and you didn’t even get to breastfeed him
What a gorgeous baby boy!!! I’m so sorry and sad for your loss! I just can’t imagine how broken your heart is.
Keep reaching for your goals! Baby Braxton is watching you and cheering for you from heaven 🙏🏽
I am glad I found a way to leave comments. My heart goes out to you and your family! You seemed so ready. I feel for your loss. Bless you, and thanks for sharing!
You did such a beautiful job on Braxton's nursery. Everything is super cute! Colors, organization, furniture and all. I can only imagine your pain and I pray for your comfort. I came across your bag unpacking video and found you that way. The hummingbirds are blessings, I believe. I lost my fiance in 2013 and the only thing that gave me comfort was hummingbirds so I had a memorial tattoo for him with a hummingbird.
I came across this video in my recommendation and I’m so sorry for your lost it breaks my heart can’t imagine how you feel ):
You are so brave to share your story and you honor Braxton so beautifully. Thank you for your willingness to share your journey - I am certain you are helping other mothers and families not feel so alone as they experience loss. I am sure you’ve helped (and continue to help) more people than you’ll ever know. Little Braxton’s life and the your love for him continues to touch so many. God bless you. You are in my prayers. I know I am finding your page late and it’s been several years, but I also know the pain and loss will never go away. Praying for you. There aren’t any words to describe how sorry I am for your loss. Those words just aren’t enough. God bless you.
This made me cry so much. Braxton and i share the same birthday Sept 12😥 i also had 2 miscarriages. I was eventually blessed with 2 beautiful kids but the pain of losing those babies will always be in my heart. I pray for you and your husband that you will be blessed with children soon. You are one super amazing mom and any child will be so lucky to have you💗
My heart goes out to you, your husband and son. I believe that you’ll be blessed sooner than later. For now, I pray your heart heals at its own pace.
Bless it be ❤️
i cant even describe how much i wanna take braxton in my arms and put him in yours. so unfairly gone. your little boy is always gonna be with you,stay strong mama ❤
I did the same thing I just sat in my daughter's room and cried. I even slept in there on the floor. It was torture. We still have everything and we never got rid of her stuff . She passed in 2016 . I'm pregnant now and it's a boy... And I still don't get rid of her stuff unless the timing right.. I'm getting my tubes tired too so I'll never have another girl ever again. :(
:( maybe you can foster a little girl! I’m sorry for your loss!
@@ajh1249 I had a friend tell me one time that maybe when my boys get older that I'll have a granddaughter and if I do OMG I am going to spoil her like you wouldn't even believe if you ever need to reach out to somebody go ahead and reach out to me even if you just want to scream at me you know what helped me some what I train mixed martial arts and I would go to the gym and I would scream while hitting the heavy bag and literally I would leave my soul on those mats and I would feel so much better leaving because all of that anguish pain anger anything you can imagine I just got it out maybe that will help you I don't know like I said everybody Grieves differently I give it to you though doing the groups and everything that's one thing I just couldn't do did it help you? Maybe I need to do something like that
You can adopt a little girl that deserves to have a mommy💓💔💕💝
Get some of the things you love most made into two teddies. One for you and one for her baby brother to keep xxx
May i ask why? Also you could maybe adopt you a little girl? Im so sorry for you loss
I never had baby showers because my mother believed they brought bad luck. She said "if something happens you don't want to have to pack up everything. When I was 8 months along they couldn't find my daughters heart beat. I was thousands of miles from home stationed in Germany. I called home and my mother just said "see I told you. God knows what he's doing " they induced me immediately. She was born blue, revived and rushed to the NICU. This May she graduated from college. I feel so blessed and understand the sadness and fear. Bless you.
I’m so sorry. He was and always will be a part of you. He knows your heart and soul better than anyone.
This video broke me inside. I'm so sorry that that happened to Braxton. Your excitement and sweetness towards becoming a mommy and having your son also broke me. I kept looking at the giraffe on the rocking chair thinking how cute. Then you showed us it was his little heart beat and again I broke. 🙁😢💔
Baby girl , i just discovered this channel and I’m going to pray for you , you seem like such an amazing person. Your son is with you ! Every time you remember him he’s next to you 💙💙💙
You pushing around the stroller with a plush teddy in it just crushed my heart. No mom should loose her baby. So happy for you both to know Braxton is going to be a big brother very soon, but heartbroken that he is not physically with you all ❤️
Also you put your grief to something productive. Thats wonderful 💗
My mom lost my brother when she was 16. He was just one week old. This is so heart breaking to watch bc I see my mom in you. I can’t even imagine the pain you guys feel. I pray for you & your husband. You guys deserve the world.
I just had this happen to me on Jan 30 2019 . It is the worst thing I have ever experienced. I am happy I found your videos .We have almost identical stories . I hope one day I can tell my story and be as strong as you. Praying for you and your family
Carmella Butler im so sorry for your lost. Prayers your way🙏🏼🙏🏼
I'm so sorry for your loss. :( I hope you do share your story. Sharing your story with others takes courage and strength, but it would also be a great way to honor your baby and bring awareness to stillbirths. I pray that you get the courage and strength to be able to share; it could help you to heal and help others to feel like they're less alone. Thank you for being strong and brave enough to post this comment! You can do it! :)
Dang-i found this video by accident...as an L&D nurse, I’ve experienced this with my patients, sadly!! I’m soo sorry for you, Jonathan and the rest of your family!! I do believe these videos will bring you comfort and peace someday!! Hugs! 💙😇
Remember, you both will always be his parents💘
Someone should send her one of those reborn babies. I heard it helps. Praying for you and your family honey
Whitney Raye reborn babies are amazing!
I admire your bravery to share. I am so sorry that you are hurting. I pray that you find peace in such a hard time. Sending cyber hugs to you and your husband! 💘
This breaks my heart, but baby girl keep staying strong and bringing awareness to other mommy's. God bless you!
My heart aches for you. I’m extremely sorry for your loss. Sending prayers for comfort and peace your way. You will always be his mama. (Hugs)
I’m sooo sorry for your loss. I thank you for sharing this with us, your strength is unbelievable and I am sure you’re going to touch many hearts and lives with your story and fund♥️
You should see a phycologist sometimes it’s not what we want to do but it’s what’s best for us it will help you get through a lot ❤️
You can just see the happiness disappear from her eyes...I don’t know how I would have made it without my son... I know it’s been a while now but I am still so sorry for your loss... I don’t pray much but tonight I’m holding mine a little tighter and praying for yours and you. I hope you’re doing well or even better.
The stuffed giraffe part broke my heart. I am so sorry for your loss. I hope Braxton is resting in peace and I am sure that he is looking at his Momma every single day and night.
Lots of love and strengh
Sending lots of love and hugs from one loss mother to another ❤️💔
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To see how you went from such joy to such sorrow. I’m so incredibly sorry. You deserve all the joy in the world. 💜
You are a wonderful mother. I'm sorry your time with your son was cut so short. No mother should have to go through something like that. You show so much love and care for your baby. I'm very excited for you to get to meet Braxton's little sibling
Hello, I just wanted to say how very very very sorry I am about your loss. I’m sending lots of prayers and love your way to you and your family❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️
You are such a sweet soul. So very sorry for your precious loss.
Bless you and your husband. Your voice and presence are so soothing.
Take care
Poor little sweet heart, no one should ever have a to lose a child, I wish you strength and courage, I know it’s hard to get through such an ordeal so stay strong
I actually could not imagine going through something like this. I am truly not strong enough to do this. NO ONE deserves to have something like this happen to them. I absolutely salute you for even being able to get out of bed. You will never fully recover, but with time you will heal. Stay strong. And I’m so sorry for your loss.
So many prayers for you. 🙏🏻
I started crying when you said he didn’t have a heart beat on September 10 because that was when my little sister was born all my blessings to you ❤️🙏😘
Anissa Pica my brother was born the 10 th too
You're helping so many people. I'm thankful for you.
Sending you so much love and strength mama. Thinking of you and your precious family💙
Im glad youre SO is so supportive of you doing what you need to do to try to heal. Im glad youre acknowledging what you need to do to heal. My thoughts go out to you.
You WILL have a kid one day🙏🏾😭man I can’t stop crying, so I cant imagine what your going through...
I really have sat here crying I can’t believe how strong you are and your still smiling, I wish I had your strength as 8 years back I lost my little sister . I was only 5 years old when she went to sleep☹️. I wish she was here with me . But a few years later god blessed my mom with another baby. One day god will bless you . Braxon is looking over you forever and always. Stay strong.😔☺️
Sorry for your loss I came across your video and I too lost my baby girl
Yeap !!He will always be with you..The soul never
dies.
Braxton is the most beautiful and unique name I've ever heard in my life💙 he was an angel that god needed with him and now he's caring for his beautiful mother from up there💕
This is so heartbreaking , I’m so sorry for your loss . I’m actually due September 10th of this year with my first that’s a boy . You’re such a beautiful person inside and out 💙
I’m so so sorry for your loss.
I had a stillbirth as well, I lost my son as well at 25 weeks. It was the worst day of my life. Almost four years later and I’m still grieving. Also 2018 my husband and I miscarried as well. I’m so so sorry for your loss, you’re so strong to be able to share your story. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Sorries for your loss.... I appreciate you sharing your story..... Will help others I believe..... Thank You ....
His nursery is so beautiful,I could tell you both were very excited for him to come home :( 🐘♥️ #stillbraxtonsmama
God Bless you! Praying for your 🌈 👶🏻!!!!!! Have hope! Be encouraged!
You poor bugger
I’m so glad the you recorded his heart beat in the stuffed animal.
You can hear his beautiful little heart beat everytime you get the giraffe & remember he is real & will always be..
Oh my goodness my heart goes out to you ❤️ you're so strong and an inspiration. Prayers for you and your family and your amazing efforts/projects to keep his name alive ❤️
So sorry for your loss praying for you guys i had 4 miscarriages in 2 yrs i finally got my rainbow baby but somedays its still so hard the pain is still there all the what ifs i still cry thinking about my 4 little babies I'll be praying for you one day we'll see our babies again have a blessed day from one mama to another sending you some extra hugs
The giraffe killed me. I am in tears
The giraffe 🦒 kills me. I am in tears
my heart breaks for you... i am so sorry. im only 1 minute into the video and on the verge of tears. i can’t imagine the pain you’re feeling
I think what hurts a lot is knowing this was his due date and any sooner he could have been okay. =[ I'm so sorry for the way things went for you but you being so happy and loving him in these last moments he went away WITH you and knowing your ultimate love. Hearing your heart and feeling your warmth. I watched your story last night and I couldnt stop thinking of you and Braxton. My youngest is 2 and I think I had a bad dream about him but I dont remember it. I am definitely going to try not to take certain parts of motherhood for granted. Also thinking of mother's or parents who dont have a great support system and who are hurting still alone or not getting proper help. A friend of mine did loose her son at around 9 mo (sids) and we bonded our pregnancies being at the same time and then our sons milestones and when she lost him (tracy)we hadnt really talked since then. My son is now 7 so it's been years and I remember when she lost him and how old he would have been and I remember her saying after awhile she did have to sell some of his belongings (like car seats like baby gear) for money but she didnt want to she wanted to hold onto everything even though a lot was put in storage. at the time I didnt understand why you would want to keep it if it was in needed (not to be insensitive)and how would you even be able to use it or want it. I just imagine if I lost a child I wouldn't even be able to step foot in my home and look at pictures and items it would be too hard.id imagine I'd have to almost try to forget. Hearing you say you feel the need to push his empty stroller even if it's around the apartment is helping put it in perspective and it's so beautiful in it's own simple way even though Braxton isnt physically here.
And so butfulll in is own way in isn't own simply way way even though Braxton isnt here
On its own simple on its own even though Braxton isnt practically there.
Friend of mine lost lost her son at 9 months 9 months
Sending my love. I wish there were words that could truly bring you comfort 💙
Omg this is so heart breaking I just can't stop crying..my LO was due oct 2018 but she came in early July born at 26 weeks I was shattered we din know if she would survive we had a fairly uneventful stay in NICU she had no major issues except premature lungs.when she was almost ready to get discharged she got viral infection in NICu which caused a huge set back to her already preemie lungs.. she is still in NICu and 7 month old actual age I can't wait to bring her home
@Helen Hines she did surprisingly well..when she was in NICU I was a nervous wreck thinking of all possible things which can go wrong she passed each an every test with flying colors...but something which was avoidable was the cause for her setback..the NICU we were in had nurses who work when they were sick..it was our bad luck I saw my baby go 10 steps back after infection followed by pnemonia
My nephew was premature also n now he’s 4 and he has the same birthday as me
So sorry for that... how is she now? Do u know if u will be able to take her home any time soon?
***Dee** * ...Wow.. idk.. I feel there’s just.. something very WRONG with nurses who KNOW they’re sick coming in to work.. in a hospital.. where even adults are trying to recover from serious things.. and can not afford to get sick.. ESPECIALLY nurses who work with babies in NICU... and whose lungs aren’t fully developed..??!!
I understand if they don’t realize their sick, and aren’t showing symptoms yet.. buuut.. when they KNOW..??!
I don’t believe it was “your bad luck”.. it was sort of, a medical malpractice.
I understand they’re understaffed.. but really..??
I hope..and I have a good feeling she’s coming home soon! She’s
strong, and a fighter! ❤️
On a waaay different experience. My mom was diagnosed with cancer at 39yrs old. (Non Hodgkin Lymphoma). I just became a teenager.. ‘n she blurted it out on Chrismas, then left for a Christmas party with her New husband.
(Too much was happening too fast within 5 yrs.. Dad.. my idol, cheated on mom.. then divorced, never saw him again.. (till years later)..within 6 months I had moms bf..who hated me, was a ‘functioning alcoholic ‘ asshole living with us.. that Xmas she was diagnosed. (She did want to protect us.. but married him.. I realize now it was for health insurance.. he had a good job.. everything happened so fast, I don’t judge her for a second for doing that.) Crap.. sorry i didn’t mean to ramble on about THOSE THINGS.. my point had to with nurses.. and just HOW CAREFUL they need to be!!
My mom went through chemo, ect.. and then a bone marrow transplant.. after few months it didn’t work. Nobody could talk her into trying again.. except me. I made a deal with her, that if she tried a second bone marrow transplant, I would quit smoking. “DEAL!”
After the second one.. things got soo much better.. so fast?!! She was allowed to eat ‘normal’ things more and more .. and her hair was growing back in!!! I saw the hope, and excitement back in her eyes.
Idk what they call it.. but she had sort of a tiny little access tube, or port on her chest.. probably for medications or chemo? (We didn’t talk about ‘cancer’.. like everyone else did with her. I know now I was that escape and when we were together, we laughed and went out for drives, and laughed even more.. when she was with me.. she forgot she had cancer..)
But.. one day she had to go to the hospital.. idk why.. but it wasn’t anything serious.. something routine. My Grandmother was there with me.
Auuugh!! I regret this part! When the nurse walked in, I saw her come IN with a pair of gloves on.. but, she didn’t wash her hands.. (like they alway did.. there was a sink when you walked into the first door to the room, where the sink was the Drs and nurses used..all did the EXACT SAME THING..if they had gloves on, they’d discard them, and if no gloves, 2nd part was ALWAYS washing there hand.. paper towel dry (the Dr would always reach for the paper towels, and it was always empty, lol! One day he yelled, “WHY, are there never any paper towels every time I need them??!”It was funny. Then they’d opened the 2nd door..(the wash up room was an in between room.. I used to joke with mommy and say, “Heyyy?! You have sorta like a mud room off your room! Or.. it’s the foyer.. pronouncing it as ‘foy-aay’ 😂...but there was a big window on the door, so you could see AND could always hear the water running).. I didn’t say anything.. (I was 16.. still had the mentality of, ‘you don’t question a nurse or Dr.. not even a teacher!).
She was switching out that porthole.. switch old to new.. I looked over and she WASNT wearing gloves. My grandmother didn’t say anything.. but I was frozen.
A few weeks.. maybe a month..?? later.. she got a severe infection right around and in that port thing.
She went downhill from there. She WAS in remission before that! After 2nd bone marrow transplant.
It was this.. infection FIRST..for a lil while.. THEN.. no more remission.
That’s when.. I was told, at least.. that there was nothing left they could do. I didn’t ask, or push my mom anymore. I jus went into denial world. A month after my 17th birthday.. she passed.
It wasn’t until a year later.. my Grandmother was sitting there.. and she just.. started suddenly with..”you know what I think killed your mother? “ and she proceeded to tell me about the nurse that took off the gloves.. didn’t wash her hands.. and didn’t put new gloves
Can't wait for you to be pregnant again :) you will be so happy girl!!!:***
I've lost two babies. Getting pregnant again was more scary than anything else. Even if I had a thousand babies, I still lost a few and that's what hurts.
Vlasta Barac She was actually pregnant when she did her very first video. She didn’t let us know... I think till Mother’s Day this year..?? (Idk exactly .. I watched a few of her videos, but didn’t watch ALL of them.. until suddenly in my feed about a week ago, I saw this baby picture next to a pregnant belly, and saw her name and that it was her, so I clicked on it!)
So she conceived either not even a full month after having Braxton, or literary 3 ..4 weeks at the most after.
So, since her very FIRST video in October about losing Braxton.. and through them ALL.. she was expecting.
Just a week ago ..?? ..about?? ..not sure.. she held a picture of Braxton next to this/her big pregnant belly, and it said, Braxton’s going to be a big brother. It also said, Braxton would’ve been 8 months.. and she was 7 months along.
Then people started doing the math!
I think it took a lot of people back.. idk.. I just kind of tilted my head and said, “huh... ohh..??!”
She’s also a singer.. who wants to make it in the music business. She’d record herself singing and then play it to another Braxton tribute.
I’m extremely happy for her!
But.. it explained a lot (for me).. how she could talk about it so soon and not be a hysterical mess.. and also look bright and healthy.. and not look like she hadn’t slept in days.
I just hope her decision .. it wasn’t too soon right after. I guess it probably helps a lot ❤️
Skellabunny66/Jenny girl I think you over analyzed everything a bit too much. Braxton was born in September 2018, her now baby Briza was born This August 2019 at 37 weeks. Do that bath there and clearly she didn’t get pregnant a week after. Come on now. Then she has also spoken that after their loss they were going to try again but didn’t know they would be pregnant on their first shot. Then her belly being big so early is totally normal during your second pregnancy.
Skellabunny66/Jenny then you basically implying that she just jumped into having a kid? How insensitive. She literally didn’t tell anybody because she was so scared it was going to happen again, that she would lose her baby, and she is constantly keeping Braxton’s memory alive by being an ambassador for forever footprints. PLEASE, PLEASE! Educate yourself on people before you make any insensitive and disrespectful comments.
Braxton’s little “interview sweater” is the cutest thing
My husband and I would do the same when I was pregnant.
He had a little onesie with a tux inprint
And we would be like “when he goes to meet his gf for the first time”
😂😭😭
I lost my son Brant Montour November 12, 1992. It still hurts, I still cry and the pain only lessens but doesn’t go away. Although I had a son 5 1/2 years prior I had no idea Brant died a few days before birth. I have had 2 healthy children since. I still remember how Brant smelled. He smelled like the Earth with sugar mixed in. I don’t know how to describe it.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ this breaks my heart for you so much I’m so sorry for your lose I hope the future is so bright for you and your man. Sending so much love your way! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I’m so happy you have a recording of his heartbeat ❤️
So I have a still birth too.. my son was born Nov 16 2016. It hurts. I will not lie I hurts every single day to know he isn’t here it hurts when o see other moms they their babies and I feel jealous for not having mine with me. I know you will hear and get comments that say “you can get pregnant again and it will be ok” but they don’t understand you can get pregnant and that will never replace your son because he was one of a kind. I didn’t take anything out of his room for a whole year because it wasn’t fair that I got to feel him kick and never hear him cry. He will always be your son and he will always be with you time heals but that part of you will hold on the pain because that’s what mothers do. You are strong and take your time to heal because he is with you always. ❤️
Ronny Hernandez ❤️❤️❤️
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omg i watched every video and i’m balling! i’m sooo sorry.
He was beautiful.
I'm not sure I would be able to get past this if it were to happen to me one day, you must be so strong❤
Wow i am so sorry for your loss. I pray for you and your family. You’re so strong & very brave for sharing your story!
I just had to take the time and watch all of your videos. You are amazing. And an amazing person. And my heart breaks for you. I cannot imagine the pain you’ve gone through. I just wanted to tell you I am so so sorry. And I don’t even know you, but I love you.
Bless your heart.
Its so so sad 😔. Prayers for you honey🙏
I understand this is your way of dealing with the grieving process but I can't take it. This is the 2nd video I've watched and I'm not able to get through the whole thing. This breaks my heart so I can't imagine how yours must feel. I will watch again when your rainbow baby is here. Best wishes💖💖💖💖
It hurts me so bad, and if it hurts me so bad I can't even imagine how she feels. My baby was born in June and my whole pregnancy I was terrified of something like this happening. We had three scares and I cried and cried and cried. But everything ended up okay and my sweet baby boy is almost a year. Watching these videos makes me want to take all her pain and hold my baby closer.
I am sending you so many hugs ❤️❤️❤️
Im sorry for your lost my condolences to you and your family hes your rainbow baby and watch over you and his future siblings ❤️
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss 😔 I can relate. I lost my son 9/11/2015 when I was 19 weeks 5 days pregnant. I had to deliver my son and feel his last kicks due to an incompetent cervix (I had no idea I had it but it happened during my 1st delivery of my 1st baby) and my body was already going into labor and doctors could not stop it. I have 2 girls now and 1 more on the way but it took me a long time to mourn... I still do. It’s okay to mourn for as long as you need to. Just know you have an angel baby by you ♥️ whatever you do, don’t blame yourself. You seem like a sweetheart and this angel baby will be by your side if you ever decide to try again for another. I have my daughter now (has who is so attached to me & she senses almost all good or bad from me and looks like she wants to cry when I’m crying (our bond is diff than our first) and she is our rainbow baby. You will always be his Mom, you will always have him as your son - that love will never ever go away , love 🙏🏽
I am so sorry for your loss!! 😭 God bless you. I have a son and a daughter and seeing your videos made me realize how much I love them.
This breaks my heart 😢❤️ I am praying for you
I'm sorry for your lost .I know how you feel I went through this 16 years now and it still hurt.
So sorry for your loss
Sending love
Oh God hunny. My heart breaks for you. I pray your pain is eased.
I lost it when you said you guys set up the stroller and you pushed it around your apartment😭😭 I can't imagine the pain you are going through but I can say you are not alone and there are people who will listen and be there when you need to vent. I know that nothing anyone can say will ever take the pain away but I do know when you vent to someone it gets easier to talk about and help with the grieving process. I believe in therapy and I had to go for months to help me with my ptsd and it really works, hopefully if you are not already seeing someone you look into it. I'll be praying for you, your husband, and your family.
God bless you & your family💕
My condolences to you & your boyfriend. 💔 I pray for you both.
Crying forever. All my love❤️
I am beyond at loss of words. I am truly sorry for your loss and my heart is beyond broken for you and your family. I am a 28 year old mommy of 5. I have 4 boys and 1 girl. My youngest was born Oct 4th 2018. Omg my heart😞
Xoxoxo
Braxton is adorable!!😘😇
Im so sorry for your lose 💔💔💔😭😭 I can see you were excited for this angel to come , the thing that touched my heart is that the giraffe has his heart , I'm soooo crying right now, see you soon Braxton ( angel) and I know that your waiting for your mama and dada to come hold you and kiss you another time , I know it's really tough to lose a baby , my heart is melting right now , I LOVE YOU BRAXTON xxxx ❤❤❤❤❤ your an angel now , you were an angel before and after you got go to heaven 💔💔👼👼👼👼😔😔😔🤧🤧😞😞😞 GOD BLESS YOU GUYS 🙏🙏🙏
May god continue to bless you and your house hold. This is soo sad. 🙏🏾